one of my favorite slowed + reverb versions i made so far. nf's music means a lot to me and i would like to gradually share more and more of his work with you guys but with my own twist. i hope you enjoy. p.s.: get napkins you might cry
The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds. I appreciate if the creator of the video want to pin this, I want to find her please :(. I made a tiktok tho, and I posted a video, if yall want to help me the account is called "iwishseeyouagain", thanks.
man, sounds like you've been through a break up with someone you don't even know yet if she's really meant for you, then you will see her again sometime - have faith in that :)
@@matthew-wu I don't know why that hurts this much... I have never been someone who wanted a gf or something like that. I just really never wasn't interested in love until that time. It was something so special that I can't describe and I can't stop of thinking about it, it can sounds dramatic I know, but its hard.
I hope for everyone that reads this that your life grows into everything you want it to be and you have the courage to face the struggles in the fight to get there
Say you're there when I feel helpless If that's true, why don't you help me? It's my fault, I know I'm selfish Stand alone, my soul is jealous It wants love, but I reject it Trade my joy for my protection Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Say you're here, but I don't feel it Give me peace, but then you steal it Watch them laugh at all my secrets Scream and yell, but I feel speechless Ask for help, you call it weakness Lied and promised me my freedom Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet? I hold you so proudly Traumas, they surround me I wish you'd just love me back Grab my hand, I'm drowning I feel my heart pounding Why haven't you found me yet?
a feeling you give and want back but did not get it or have it you only have pain and the feeling of being all alone by yourself love is a both a blessing and a curse
the hardest part of life is knowing that u are nothing but pretend to be something and then lose everyone in the process and think why do i try so hard if i meant nothing... life do be hard especially if i asked for help and no one listens or hears and doesnt help when u need it i looked up the lyrics and cried as it resembled my whole life in a nut shell and made it make sense to me.
Wanna know what I think is the worst part of trauma? Even if you can get away from them. The lasting effects keep you from building new friendships and family. It’s just you. Alone. Never able to trust or be truly yourself. Why would you want to? The last time didn’t work so well did it? It’s so easy to tell people to overcome and get out of these kinds of places and away from those kinda of people but they never stick around to help pick the pieces up. Too much work I guess. So here you are all alone in the world with no one, too scared to go to public places or meet new people because you barley made it out alive the last time. But no body talks about that part do they?
No one, no one's gonna pull you outta the water No one's gonna be there in the dark with you, because they can't know it like you no one,no one, no one love You just gotta be there for yourself ♥️
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and spoken word performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my RU-vid channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙
to be honest does anyone had that feeling you meet someone like 3 days ago you chatted with them and slowly started to like tham that person ask you to be with them you accept it you think you found person who cares about you and than after one week of relationship he just come and be like hey i like you and someone else im sorry we are breaking up... and now you cant get over it bcs you got used to him being around .
Hang in there. I know it's tough and unfair but eventually things will get better. It might take a while and I'm so sorry to say that but it's the truth. Feel better soon
Hang in there. This shit fuckin sucks. And I'm there with you. But we don't get the option to give up. We must push. It's exhausting and hurts but know there is a community always and you are never alone.
Ahhhh sometimes I just wish I could stop the time when I could give myself a chance to stop thinking about everything things that don't even matter in real life gosh I'm so fucking tired
your questionaring won't make it any better, erroris. but if I must ask one thing, "How could it be possible that Rue, my beloved *T* , loved me as much as I loved her?"
Don't worry about those fake nviduals they get the short n the stick and since uu tru luv they'll never meat someone that well luv them like did and since she miss treat yur luv karma and regret is waiting 4 her in the future to give her what she gave uu and everyone she meats going 2 mistreat her and not kare how they dog her, so no GOD SAVED UU AND WELL GIVE UU BEYTRR GIVING SOMEONE THAT TRULY LUVS UU JUST WAIT AND DON'T STOP LUVNN YURSELF AND OTHERS AND FATHER GOD B THERE 4 OLWAYS
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