@@Navi405 It was meant to be supportive. Of course lives don't change because of a comment, and I don't think the person meant it like that, but it was unnecessary of you to say all that. We might not know, maybe this person has gone through depression and is saying it for that reason.
@@Navi405 I'm depressed as well, so I understood that. But what I'm trying to get across, is that the person may also be depressed and is saying something to lessen their pain as well. Since people deal with depression differently, this is a valid reason. And saying a comment is stupid, when it wasn't even meant for you in the first place, is childish.
Anna L Same here. My father accidentally overdosed on his pain killers. it’s crazy because NF has two sisters and himself and in my family it’s me my sister, and my brother. we didn’t lose our mother but we lost our father when i was 7 and it was the hardest thing in my life. i know how you feel even i didn’t lose my mother❤️ i’m so sorry for your loss and i pray that she’s doing better up there and watching over you and your family💕 losing a parent to drugs is hard man. this song really hits home and it being in 8D is even more emotional 😅 but long story short, i feel you and so many others do too❤️
This song always leave me with tears in my eyes and I can now listen to it with my eyes closed imagining that NF is standing in front of me and rapping while I feel my tears running down my face. Forever broken🥀
Im sitting crying because this story hits home. It reminds me of my father. He was like this. Even though he was sick and had a family that needed him he was still using drugs.
Nf's music is amazing. While I haven't lost anyone to an addiction this song keeps reminding me I matter. I went through a tough time where I didn't think I was important, or mattered. I felt like a burden to my friends, and family. This song reminds me that, like everyone else, I am not useless.
I'm not addicted to drugs, but I have OD'd on over-the-counter pills and very rarely my own prescriptions because I always tried to relieve my stress. It was mostly over the counter meds. I've been OD'ing on pills since I was 13...my most recent was back in April of this year. I finally stopped that hard as it was and sometimes still is. I had a rough life from childhood since age 10, had no father, along with other stuff...but I eventually and thankfully grew up. ❤️ I keep crying to this song because I can picture my friends and family telling me these versus/choruses of this track as angrily as NF does here. I'm a filmmaker and thinking of making a movie based on my life without the certain people like my dad for example. Got a screenplay in the works based on just that alone. It'll be very therapeutic to make. 👍
Too many people can relate to this sadly I do as well, and to everyone else that is going through it as well know that more people are going through the same thing, your not alone.
How could you leave us so unexpected? We were waiting, we were waiting For you but you just left us We needed you, I needed you Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills But I do know what it's like to be a witness to kills Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah Welcome to the bottom of hell They say pain is a present, let me out of my cell You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell Into my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us Then call a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated I'm in a room with a parent that I barely know Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow? I guess that pills are more important, all you have to say is no But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you I know you gone but I can still feel you Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How could you leave us? Why would you leave us? Hey I got this picture in my room and it kills me But I don't need a picture of my mom, I need the real thing Now a relationship is something we won't ever have Why do I feel like I lost something that I never had? You shoulda been there when I graduated Told me you love me and congratulations Instead you left us at the window waiting Where you at mom? What you don't understand is where you at huh? Yeah, I know those drugs got you held captive I can see it in your eyes, they got you captured Some say it's fun to get the high but I am not laughing What you don't realise and what you not grasping That I was nothing but a kid who couldn't understand I ain't gon' say that I forgive you cause it hasn't happened I thought that maybe I feel better as time passes If you really cared for me, then where you at then? Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Hey Our last conversation, you were sat in the living room Talking 'bout my music and I brought you something to listen to You started crying, telling me this isn't you Couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune You took them pills for the last time, didn't you? They took you from us once, guess they came back to finish you Crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult Music is the only place that I can go to speak to you Took me everything inside of me to not scream at your funeral Sitting in my chair, that person talking was pitiful I wish you were here mama but every time I picture you All I feel is pain, I hate the way I remember you They found you on the floor, I could tell that you felt hallow Gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles You gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottles Don't know if you hear me or not, but if you still watching ma Why would you leave us? Why would you leave us? How could you leave us here? How would you leave us? Why would you leave us? Hey Sometimes I think about like, sometimes I think about things like, you know, when I have kids, you won't be there, you know? You won't be there for any of that, I'll never get to see you again, sometimes I wish I would have just called you, I wish I would have just picked up the phone, wish you were here, I mean you should of been there for us, you should have been here, those pills got you, right? Them pills got you, right? I wish you were here
This song is depressing without 8d but it sounds awesome in 8d I feel like I am him just singing and feeling his heart, this song hits me and it hurts me love this song thanks for this 8d I love it
"All i feel is pain I hate the way I remember you.."Fuckkk that cuts deep. Why did u leave us mom? Why tho. I just hope you can see me. Trying to forgive you. Bless all of those who have been through pain, relating to this song. Wish you all the best and stay strong. God loves you.
"I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigerate smell" *sigh* "where you at mom we're to young to understand where you at huh" "I hate the way i remember you"
i got this picture in my room, and it kills me But i dont need a picture of my mom i need the real thing. these are the deepest words i have heard in a really long time.
I burst out crying when he said IF YOU CARE FOR ME THEN WHERE YOU AT THEN just so depressing and when he said WHY DO I FEEL LIKE LOST SOMETHIN I NEVER HAD I wanted to SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEMMMM
my birth mother put me in the orphanage when i was a baby because she was addicted to drugs. but she kept my biological sister. she had to be taken away from my birthmom because she would starve her and would be high almost of the time. i found my biological family this past year and found out my birth sister killed herself and that my birthmom is dying because of her drug use. this song hits hard.
My parents leave me too, me and my 2 brothers, and father too when i was 2 years old. Now im 16 years old, and i didn't meet my young brother for 16 years... God damn it hurts guys so much. Also i'm adopted, and it hurts... So much guys... FUCK IM CRYING... :'(
My mom has struggled with heroine and tablet addiction in her past and that is the reason I didn’t live with her but now that she’s clean she thinks everything is perfect I’d rather an apology, suffering from bipolar,fibromyalgia,anxiety,depression I hope she feels a lot better but I wanna he asked how I am
I know how you feel. It's hard to have to hide your true emotions from everyone. It gets tiring. It's really hard to have to pretend you are okay while inside you are falling apart piece by piece.
