“The longest conversation that we have is when we’re screaming.” This song hits so hard because I swear no one knows I’m even on planet earth. My family and old friends have a life and completely ignore mine.
So true I try my best to help people don't give a crap about me. I'm just really sick of it. This music is what helps but then must go back to a crap life.
My father passed of cancer when,I was 12. My mom moved out when, I was 14 and left me with my sister. At the 16, I moved out on my own because, I felt alone. I didn't know how to handle my father's death. I didn't understand at that time why my mother would leave me alone, when I need support the most. At 16 I started training to become a firefighter/EMT. I followed that route, even though, I had my own child at 17. But, life wasn't easy. I didn't talk to my family for over 15 years. I ended up leaving the fire service because of ptsd. I ended up falling to addiction and losing almost everything that I built. What blew my mind. It was my family that, I didn't talk to that saved my life. I was lucky. We all make mistakes and I was able to forgive. 😔 As they forgave me when they pulled me back from the depths of my addiction.
Right behind you brother still currently trying to correct my path and figure out where he's leading me. I guess the hardest part for me was letting go and beginning to love myself. Learning that I've truly never actually loved myself in the first place. It was just pride ego and deception to avoid the pain when others cast me out or knocked me down for being me. Lost my grandmother my family kicked me out of my home lost my wife or what I believed to be one day my wife and son because I lost it. It was just too much grief all at once. I didn't realize how big the storm was that I was running away from my whole life. But our fate and karma have mysterious ways of catching up to us and when they do it's all at once. I pray you are in a better place in life doing better and that goes for everyone. God bless.
wow im fell really sorry for whatever you've been through , I must say your a very brave person hope you and ur own family do alright ,wishing you good luck and love ya
I feel so lonely my mom passed away and my dad is in jail. I am so close to killing my self, but ever time I try something in my head always tells me to stop. I need my parents, I hate foster care. How did you get better. I want to be ok and I’m so desperate. I just need help.
I feel these lyrics. You waited your whole life to have them see the real you and to love and appreciate you, and the moment you got that pure smile and genuine love in return, they only gave you the one day. 💟 I think we all just want to be seen. You are amazing with your word play. I love your art, I relate to so many songs you have written. GOD Bless You, Sir
This is the realist talk. Ppl have always shown me this in life, this is now the path I walk feeling always. NF speaks so truthfully however that I feel at peace, knowing I will forever walk this world alone, thank you NF!
❤I love this song because I relate to it so much. After being married 30 year now, this is what my life has become, every single word. I never knew there was so many people out there living this same lonely, frustrating life I'm living now. ❤ Thanks NF, THIS SONG IS A TRUE TESTAMENT TO AO MANY FANS ❤
You're not alone ❤ life is already too hard, us broken hurt people should come together and support each other. I find it easier talking to someone that has almost the same experience. I feel like I'm a burden when I try let my feelings out to family or friends. My person that never made me feel that way passed away in 2019. I barely spoke since. And make myself believe I'm okay even though I'm not 🥺
I'm really sorry about what you're going through....I mean I'm going through this just in the boyfriend stage of less than a year and it's really hard and breaking.... Now considering your 30yrs of marrying.....it's like you don't even know whom you got married to in the first place.... I can imagine the mental and emotional torture you're going through. But I pray God heals your heart and bring peace to your Life and experience real joy and happiness again. 🙏
@@sarahnjambaswana6332 I'm sorry to hear of your break up. You dodged a bullet there. He wasn't yours to keep. Your husband will pop up at the perfect time. Send you love, hope and strength. You got this you beautiful Queen ❤️🤗
I couldn't find a better way to explain what kind of toxic relationship I've been in for a whole year. This song says it all. R.I.P my heart that cares too much. I guess I'm becoming cold-hearted.
My story is similar...I'm still trying to care for people who don't even care about me because that's just who I am. I've been played, ridiculed and lied to in one week from the same damn person, and you know I still care abt them. I hope one day I can move on the way I want to and not the way people tell me to. I love you for sharing with us! God bless
Someone cares man keep your chin up even if it's fake k smile and push through. I'm told one day it will get better. So I try to believe that. You should too
I cried. Got me thinking about life n and the past if I could rewind life I would. Touchy song. U will never be forgotten U will be in my heart forever. It was never suppose to be this way.🌹
This this right here hit the soul hard core. OMG! 😭🙏🏼🤙🏼🥰 Every single line is felt so deeply. I pray this hit #1 on that project. I am literally going through so many emotions at the moment. I'm not even half way through the song and I'm torn. This is incredible!!!!!!🙏🏼🤙🏼
I love his music, different times in life I've gone threw phases were I can relate to his music. Crazy how do many beautiful people are treated like this. It's cruel. If they don't care then why waste our time? Makes no sense, I couldn't sleep in the same bed, wake up with a person I knew I didn't care for & knew I was hurting, being deceitful to them. I wasn't built like that. But it's steadily happening to me. Oh well.
it is the time, this is some spiritual warfare going on brother against brother spouses daughters and moms or dads...and kids who believe they are invisable. they dont want the video games they want mom dad sister brother they just dont realize it. i wish you guys all the best praise God! itsgoing to be alright, get ready for a giant blessing
This song hit me on a totally different level, mand related to a past relationship of mine, I share a son with a narcassist. This is exactly how I felt during the whole relationship, my mental health declined because of him
Pain is a love we all know, one way or another. One life or 100000 we all understand what it means to suffer. It doesn't matter your story, it doesn't matter the why or the how, or the when or if it's now. We all understand pain. It is it's own melody.
@shanelang Pain without love isn't true love , as Eminem raps: 🎵 "love is evol; spell it backwards I'll show ya"🎵 All we can do is H.O.P.E = Hold on .. Pain ends.
@@beyoutiful3203 I really wish that were true, Pain Ending. Physical Pain yes/maybe to some extent, but Psychological and Sexual Pain, are both completely different categories. Of course, with any type of a Sexual Assault, there's always going to be a Psychological (Long-Term) aspect that follows. Unfortunately, I'm all too familiar with each one. The Pain of the Psychological and Sexual Abuse are still stuck in my head, (since age 4) like one of those stupid songs you cannot stand Even worse it's also 1 of those stupid songs (when you hear even a verse or 2) you just cannot get out of your head, and keeps repeating like a broken record. I really wish that those pains of living in constant terror would just go away.
WOW bro you are hitting hard with your music and people riding with you are 💯 just speaking to the fullest and you have so much talent in the mix of it all for us all without any questions asked 🙏❤️💯🙏 keep rolling them out there for us all 💯
In this song Nate struggles with his miserable childhood and how he lost his mom to cancer and never ever has the chance to make peace with his past again. But the first few chords can be compared with a toxic partner.
This song brought tears to my eyes 😥because I'm just thinking about how this song relates to me ,😔and like he is saving me with each song everyday he is keeping me from dieing and like I'm only 12 and like I need Nf to know one thing ( You save lives )
Hey inknow you posted this 2 years ago. But I was scrolling through these comments and I read yours. This brought tears to my eyes. To know at 12 u felt that way is sad. I pray if my kids ever feel this way to plz come talk to me.....anyways I was just making sure everything is OK for you now. I know it's none of my business, but I just hope you don't still feel that way. Hope all is well for you. Your as strong as you want ro be, no matter how hard it seems sometimes thongs get better
This hits hard. Me & my girl broke up November 4th she had a new guy November 17th. Sadly this guy was already on her friends list. Whole time she talking about me being toxic & being the bad guy. All her posts were blasting me but in reality she was posting about herself. Shes now posting how this guy is making her crazy happy blah blah & im over here ghosting anyone i start to like. I just don't have the energy
This song got me thinking about how many of my friends have left me for other parts of my friends😭😭 It’s not a nice feeling buh being depressed, suicidal, having mental health I mean I know why now… to me being a 13 year old girl is easy to the world watching you buh not you seeing yourself and running back the last time u was happy like the last time I felt happy was back in 3rd grade😭😭😭
That part that got to me was the part where he said the only conversation that we have is when were screaming it reminded me of me and my stepdad because 90% of the time I could be in the living room and the only conversation that we have is when were screaming at each other 🥺😔 so that part hit hard
It's funny how people treat one another and pretend to care of love you but they don't and it hurts the most cuz you spend your time n energy on that one person and to find out the don't and it's killing me to spend time with this person to find that out and what's one do now,all we can do is pick up ourselves and do the best we can to move on but the pain and heartache is still there and I feel like I was never enough and only used.i hate feeling the way I do and I just wish for one day someone will love me and want me around and care for me like I do them and I'm the only he needs to make him feel full n complete.
@@highvibezwithgrace3917 not a competition. Could you imagine complaint to someone 'ow my head hurts I've got a headache' and someone just went 'try having a severe concussion and still have to go to work' stop making it about you on someone's comment. Empathize or do one
I feel he wrote it for me specifically suppose we all feel some type of way NF says it for us. Im at the end of my rope here. Thank God NF writes and sings to us. Not much to look forward to anymore. Sad when we get to this point.
I lost my mother she was murdered by my father, my brothers died one drowned in the bath having a fit, the other of interal bleeding, then my father died of cancer, im still standing im here to talk to anyone ❤❤❤
I felt this for years and I still feel Invisible and I'm still chasing after my dad but I don't think he cares about us so I'm trying to stop chasing for his love and to stop chasing after him...
This have taught me a lot..... I apologize hurtfully and one day ill understand. Everyone hates me and I feel invisible. My own associates drove me insane telling me terrifying things like I e as gonna be killed. The whole world against me. I feel invisible indeed. But I aint blind.
I don't have a problem will with. Your pace, it's the days in between when you don't wantto see me call me or text me. Did you even think of me then. I want it all. Why do not you. EFFORT IS THE MOST LOVIMG FEELING, NO MATTER WHEN IT SHINES. IVE TALK TO ABOUT IT EVEN. I GUESS THAT YOU FEEL LIKE YOUR STUBORNNESS IS MORE IMPORTANT. ONLY THING THAT PISSES ME OFF
This song literally made me bawl my eyes out just now. This is exactly how my 3 kids, who are still younger 13-19 have felt about their deadbeat dad for the last 2 and half years now. That's when he decided to walk out of their lives, move 2 states away, and now play house with another family. But that worthless POS, has only loved himself! He always will... I'm surprised he hasn't drank himself to death. I'm waiting for that phone call one day, when he's on his death bed. Except, he'll be LUCKY if any of them even want to see him, even then. He's done so much damage mentally (and physically) to them, and my oldest still remembers the 10 years we were married and all the abuse. We've been divorced for almost 9 years now, thank God. But she's now remembering those repressed memories 🥺💔 it crushes me to know that. He's pure evil. He's going die alone, and he deserves it.
For what it's worth, he's prolly still being a piece of fuckin shit to his little replacement family girl. Lyin, scheming, deceiving, and u know If they lying about drugs there's prolly much much more to their little secrets they think they r smart enuf to try to hide lmao. He will eventually be put right in prison bc they new woman is gonna get REAL fuckin fed up and one time sooner or later if he touches her bad enuf she's gonna take his freedom and his entire world down around him girl. My heart aches for u , especially for ur kiddos, but my heart also hurts deeply for the new wife and the new kid(s) . He will get his karma sweetie, they always do in the end.
@eminem exactly what you did and do to me - no longer want or willing to throw my heart to you - i am completely cemented and frozen solid as the thickest ice
Damn sounds like my mom. She's been dead I think 6 yrs( was never told when, till after her funeral that she was even dead) last time I talked to her she called me a bitch and to never call her again. She got her wish. I don't miss her and haven't shed a tear! Cold hearted , but it is what it is!
Living all your life surrounded by narcissists you are never seen not heard ...I know someday someone will finally see me and hear me ...looking in the mirror...
I've been intentionally made invisible to the rest of the world and all I wanted was to be protective of innocent lives and entangled victims in the damage mitigation needs
This may be answered somewhere in the comments, but you indicate you know, so....is this about his Dad? I know his Mom died from an overdose, but I haven't found online anything about his Dad, other than he took he and his sibs away from their Mom.
I miss my mom and dad n wish they where. Here cuz life hits you hard and brings you to places you never thought I'd be and I wish for one day I had my father's arms around me and loving me but he passed away in 2007 and my life hasn't been the same since he's been gone and years later mom passed away so life is very empty and I'm lost,confused and scared of living anyone again .
My life, in a painful nutshell. 🥺💔 Until I realised that it was written from the perspective of a child, invisible to their parent..but the first half is definitely relatable.
I am currently experiencing a state of inertia and lack of comprehension. I have become emotionally numb and am not inclined to engage in impulsive or reckless behavior, such as purchasing another firearm. The emotional pain I am enduring is profound, and I never anticipated having to navigate this challenging path alone. Despite my diligent efforts, I feel as if I am sinking deeper into a state of despair, finding solace only in the depths of music. I yearn for the release that can be found in increasing the volume of the music, seeking an escape from the overwhelming darkness that surrounds me. I am acutely aware of the potential finality of my current situation, and the solitude I feel is amplified by the encroaching darkness. In this state of isolation, I am haunted by the voices of people from my past, echoing through my consciousness. They seem to be announcing my presence, their words reverberating within my mind. I am currently experiencing a state of inertia and lack of comprehension. I have become emotionally numb and am not inclined to engage in impulsive or reckless behavior, such as purchasing another firearm. The emotional pain I am enduring is profound, and I never anticipated having to navigate this challenging path alone. Despite my diligent efforts, I feel as if I am sinking deeper into a state of despair, finding solace only in the depths of music. I yearn for the release that can be found in increasing the volume of the music, seeking an escape from the overwhelming darkness that surrounds me. I am acutely aware of the potential finality of my current situation, and the solitude I feel is amplified by the encroaching darkness. In this state of isolation, I am haunted by the voices of people from my past, echoing through my consciousness. They seem to be announcing my presence, their words reverberating within my mind.
Wow this is so me 100% I’m Deaf, grew up with hearing family, I go to hearing school, I’ve always been invisible all my life, just like this song say just like that, then I went to deaf school when I was 11th grade, it was awesome but I wasn’t good at socializing, went to deaf college I was lost, didn’t know where I fit in, I’ve always been invisible and different nowday I’m alone and I learned to accept it I’m just different I guess that’s ok but lonely not close to my family because I am deaf
It feels like I don't exist I'm alone no matter how hard I try I feel like I am destined to be alone and cold not loved I try to be the best person I can be and be the type of friend that everyone deserves a true friend through and through but I'm alone feeling colder each day and slowly wanting to just give up the fight
