Dark it hits me to because when I suffered from depression and when ever I was alone I would feel sad because I want someone I could hang out and have fun with and talk to you know?
cause he is a Firm Christian. He fr looks at this as a gift from God. So he doesnt curse cause he doesnt want to potentially drive some away from his music. since afterall not only is his music his therapy it's also a format he knows God gave him so he honors it.
@@fromthehills814 When hes flexing he also normally comes out with a song talking about thats his alter ego. His (pride) taking over. (The Balloons bro)
@@michaelpeters5483 explaining why he flexes is like when mainstream rappers say "I didnt grow up with all this money now I have it I have to talk about it". It explains it but it doesnt excuse it.
@@nextbigthing2917 I'm sorry to hear that, maybe it's cause you aren't happy with yourself or where you are in life possibly? (Please don't take that wrong, i obviously don't know anything about you. I'm just speaking from experience) I've felt the same way after being alone for awhile and getting to really know myself, it made me realize that i felt that way because i wasn't happy or satisfied with who i was and where i was in life.. I would've never been able to understand what i needed to change if it wasn't for being alone with my thoughts for an extended period of time. Don't ever be afraid or ashamed to seek help. I sincerely wish the best of luck to you and your journey through life, my friend. Keep your head up.
Yes I can come to your house and we can go from there but I'm not sure if you have my number so I can call you when we can get together and talk about how we can make the trip to the beach for the night so I'm going to be in town for the next couple weeks and I haven't been able to get the kids together and have a great time with you guys
This song caught me off guard one day! Had a horrible couple months, another bad day at work, rain pouring, then this played. Caught myself crying in my car outside the apartment. "Feeling too much like my old self - Backsliding - Backsliding..." and the hook set it off for me, but he basically said everything I was thinking but couldn't say! This is more than just music, man!
TheRebelLion96 same here heard this song back in September after I had found out my bf was cheating on me... song came on while driving to work and was balling
It's not more than music... This is music... we just forgot what real music feels like... Like when you're in front of a great painting only then you begin to understand what art is about... This Is music man
It’s so crazy how a song finds you and is describing your exact situation. Wish I could listen to this song for the first time again. Such an unexplainable feeling that no other song has ever made me feel. It’s always more than just music to some of us.
Lyrics copy and pasted of genius [Verse 1] Yeah, holding back Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (Yeah) Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa) That's for moments that just came and went Made amends with you, then you overstepped That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect Stop with all the threats Like the more I get know you, I just know you less (Yeah) 'Nother city I don't know well Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah) Future doesn't pop up, then the past will Outside, that's the rear view Now I'm going downhill (Yeah) Don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) [Pre-Chorus] I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? All these things I hold inside I just can't forget Thought that I could let this go [Chorus] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this I ain't know that it would be like this [Verse 2] Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with I know that you got a thousand reasons You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah I don't hear a thing when you yell Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah Got me standing here with no choice I see they tryna gas, they got me all wrong Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm But I can't deal (Can't deal) Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding I just let the phone ring We ain't even close, please Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah) Lot of issues that you don't see Texts that I just won't read Play it off, it cuts deep though When I don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) [Pre-Chorus] I lie to myself and I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (Yeah) All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (Nah) Thought that I could let this go (Yeah) [Chorus] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah) Like this (Ayy) I ain't know that it would be like this (I ain't know that it would be like this, woo) Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah) Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this
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Dude... I feel the same exact way. Driving at night and listening to this song with the windows open and the breeze hitting you feels amazing. Sometimes I even put my earphones in and just close my eyes and this song just does it for me. It’s more than just a song to me. Glad someone feels the power of it.
It’s really awesome to see someone grow as a musician and watch them as they gain follower. NF makes some of the best music I’ve heard and I just can’t express how much he has helped me throughout the past couple of years.
God's Son is coming back soon, repent while there is still time! DO NOT take the mark of the beast vaccine! New World Order is here! Stock up on food and necessities! The Bible said many would die of famine
Yeah, holding back Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (Yeah) Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa) That's for moments that just came and went Made amends with you, then you overstepped That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect Stop with all the threats Like the more I get know you, I just know you less (Yeah) 'Nother city I don't know well Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah) Future doesn't pop up, then the past will Outside, that's the rear view Now I'm going downhill (Yeah) Don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? All these things I hold inside I just can't forget Thought that I could let this go But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with I know that you got a thousand reasons You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah I don't hear a thing when you yell Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah Got me standing here with no choice I see they tryna gas, they got me all wrong Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm But I can't deal Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding I just let the phone ring We ain't even close, please Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah) Lot of issues that you don't see Texts that I just won't read Play it off, it cuts deep though When I don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) I lie to myself and I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (Yeah) All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (Nah) Thought that I could let this go (Yeah) But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah) Like this (Ayy) I ain't know that it would be like this (I ain't know that it would be like this, woo) Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah) Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this
It’s similar to a lot of the memes posted on RU-vid, but edited slightly and made more creative. Makes for a better relatable and transcendent sense and output of humor.
My boy NF I love your music bro you’ve got me trough so much hard times in my life lost my mom and dad last year both within a month and your music helps so much😭😭😭❤️
I can't believe how hard life can be, you can have everything going for you and so much to be happy about, but one thing, from someone close to you all of a sudden it's like the world flips upside down it's so hard just to not lose yourself in the darkness of reality
One guy in my class came to class wearing NF merch everyday and he would come into the class room singing NF’s song. He would tell me how good NF was and I kinda blew him off saying nah I’m not a huge rap person. But I ended up listening to NF. And I realized u don’t need to like Rap music to like NF u just need to know what REAL MUSIC. Thanks for showing me what real music is!!
I know more than likely nobody will see this but this song really hits home for me. Pretty much the whole thing applies to my life. I deal with a lot, and I try not to bother a lot of people with it. I try to fix things myself but I just can't. This song sums up how I'm feeling almost perfectly.
"Why do I waste so much times on things I can't fix" I understand. This song is relatable, This is real music. I was never a fan of rap til I found NF's music
Really a shame, there are so many "relatable" rappers out there. We've always called it conscious rap or hip hop or didn't act dismissive of it in the first place.
OMG i hear you. last year i despised all rap since i identify rap as something dirty because of all the disturbing dirty rap i hear as i walk down my high school halls. but then one day i gave in when one of my Christian friends said there was no cussing and nothing dirty and so real. I am so in love with this music. this is my rap
{LYRICS} [Verse 1] Yeah, holding back Yeah, I've always been good at that, unattached (Yeah) Waiting for what's coming next, things I know I should address I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa) That's for moments that just came and went Made amends with you, then you overstepped That's a line you never shoulda crossed, you got no respect Stop with all the threats Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less (Yeah) 'Nother city I don't know well Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah) Future doesn't pop up, then the past will Outside, that's the rear view Now I'm going downhill (Yeah) Don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) [Pre-Chorus] I lie to myself and I, I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? All these things I hold inside I just can't forget Thought that I could let this go [Chorus] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this I ain't know that it would be like this [Verse 2] Yeah, maybe I'm impossible to be with I know that you got a thousand reasons You prolly wanna leave, but don't know how, yeah I don't hear a thing when you yell Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah Got me standing here with no choice I see they tryna gas, they got me all wrong Look, I'm doing my best to try to stay calm But I can't deal (Can't deal) Feeling too much like my old self Backsliding, backsliding I just let the phone ring We ain't even close, please Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah) Lot of issues that you don't see Texts that I just won't read Play it off, it cuts deep though When I don't know who I'm close with Going through the motions Don't know who to trust when I (Yeah) [Pre-Chorus] I lie to myself and I can't handle it Why do I waste so much time on things that I can't fix? (Yeah) All these things I hold inside I just can't forget (Nah) Thought that I could let this go (Yeah) [Chorus] But I ain't know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah) Like this (Ayy) I ain't know that it would be like this (I ain't know that it would be like this, woo) Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this (Like this), yeah (Yeah) Like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this Yeah, like this (Like this) I ain't know that it would be like this
This or Returns. I wonder which one he'll choose to do a music video for. He'll do at least 1 more I think. He may drop a new single before his tour like he has in the past too.
song hits different, no matter how many times it’s played it never gets old and i sing along to it everytime, it’s gotten me through some ruff things in the past couple years. keep makin music man you’re good at it💯
"holding back, yeah, ive always been good at that, unattached" for anyone withdrawn with trust issues.....hits deep man repeat button putting in overtime these days
