i just can’t keep this in anymore. i can’t do this anymore. i miss him sm. my friends don’t understand how hard it is to live in the opposite reality from your soulmate. what am i supposed to do when i grow up? how will i get married if my soulmate, the only person i love and could ever love lives in another reality? how will i have kids if my soulmate lives in another reality? i just wanna go home to him. i was born in the wrong reality. i love him with all of my heart. i miss him more and more every single second. i hate it in this reality and have been doing research in respawning so it’ll all be over soon and then i’ll be with him forever.
Don't. Don't just give up. Try to lucid dream. Create what you want in your lucid dream. Everything and everyone will be real if you believe it. Everything will be fine. This obsession, is not healthy. Trust me, I speak from experience. Try watching other movies like Avengers, Fast and Furious or any other movie which has sequels. That'll help you get over your Draco obsession. Even I wanted to go to Hogwarts so badly that I lost interest in my surroundings. But I got over it. Listen to songs. Stop watching Dracotok. It won't help.
I never found harry and hermiones dancing scene romantic but its still my favorite scene in the movie it shows that friendship can take your mind of dark thoughts even in the darkest times and even for short moments
Pass me that lovely little gun My dear, my darling one The cleaners are coming, one by one You don't even want to let them start They're knocking now upon your door They measure the room, they know the score They're mopping up the butcher's floor Of your broken little hearts Forgive us now for what we've done It started out as a bit of fun Here, take these before we run away The keys to the gulag Come on Come on Come on Come on Here comes Frank and poor old Jim They're gathering round with all my friends We're older now, and the light is dim And you are only just beginning Oh, children We have the answer to all your fears It's short, it's simple, it's crystal-clear It's roundabout and it's somewhere here Lost amongst our winnings The cleaners have done their job on you They're hip to it, man, they're in the groove They've hosed you down, you're good as new And they're lining up to inspect you Oh children Poor old Jim's white as a ghost He's found the answer that we lost We're all weeping now, weeping because There ain't nothing we can do to protect you We're happy, Ma, we're having fun And the train ain't even left the station And have you left a seat for me? Is that such a stretch of the imagination? I'm hanging in there, don't you see? In this process of elimination We're happy, Ma, we're having fun (children) It's beyond my wildest expectation (oh, children) We're happy, Ma, we're having fun The train ain't even left the station (oh, children) (Hey, little train, wait for me) (I once was blind but now I see)
This song and that dancing scene was so beautiful, it was a simple moment of happiness and for just a second they forgot everything and just danced, but then reality strucks them, realising they're not innocent kids anymore and how much they've lost, they're grown up, almost adults, fighting the most powerful evil ever, knowing the might die trying.
I just need a moment of tranquility, Just a moment. I need time to breath,without thinking of my worries and the bricks falling back onto my shoulders. I can’t keep pretending or trying to convince myself things aren’t as bad as it may feel. That I’m being dramatic. I just wanna forget. I don’t wanna feel,I wanna be numb. Maybe then it would be easier. I’m young. I should be feeling like everyday is a endless cycle, nothing changes. I feel dead. I have so much dread, I just wanna feel okay. I want it to be true. I want my eyes to feel weightless. I wanna be okay. But we don’t always get what we want in life. but whenever I do tell my counselor, It feels like she shrugs it off. Making it seem less important. But it’s important to me,because I wanna feel like I did when I was a kid. No worries,except what homework I had to do that night. It feels like so much. Too much.
Pass me that lovely little gun My dear, my darling one The cleaners are coming, one by one You don't even want to let them start They're knocking now upon your door They measure the room, they know the score They're mopping up the butcher's floor Of your broken little hearts Children Forgive us now for what we've done It started out as a bit of fun Here, take these before we run away The keys to the gulag O children Lift up your voice, lift up your voice Children Rejoice, rejoice Come on Come on Come on Come on Here comes Frank and poor old Jim They're gathering 'round with all my friends We're older now, the light is dim And you are only just beginning Children We have the answer to all your fears It's short, it's simple, it's crystal clear It's round about and it's somewhere here Lost amongst our winnings O children Lift up your voice, lift up your voice Children Rejoice, rejoice The cleaners have done their job on you They're hip to it, man, they're in the groove They've hosed you down, you're good as new And they're lining up to inspect you Children Poor old Jim's white as a ghost He's found the answer that we lost We're all weeping now, weeping because There ain't nothing we can do to protect you O children Lift up your voice, lift up your voice Children Rejoice, rejoice Hey little train, we are all jumping on The train that goes to the Kingdom We're happy, Ma, we're having fun And the train ain't even left the station Hey little train, wait for me I once was blind but now I see Have you left a seat for me? Is that such a stretch of the imagination? Hey little train, wait for me Was held in chains but now I'm free I'm hanging in there, don't you see In this process of elimination Hey little train, we are all jumping on The train that goes to the Kingdom We're happy, Ma, we're having fun (ooh, children) It's beyond my wildest expectation (ooh, children) Hey little train, we are all jumping on The train that goes to the Kingdom We're happy, Ma, we're having fun (ooh, children) And the train ain't even left the station (ooh, children) Hey little train, wait for me I once was blind but now I see, ooh
Same I’m literally crying I graduate to high school this year and I still have my bags packed since I was 11 I’m ready in case my owl comes. I always check the mail too
