1:49 "I don't choose to be weak!" 1:57 "In my last and final will, I will not be standing still! For once, I will finally be something worth remembering!" 2:42 "Was I born to be broken? Is this the life I deserve? To have a voice not worth hearing? Is it so absurd? To want my moment of glory" Ouch, this song hit depression, as well as just about any other mental, on the head. Too relatable. I hate who I am, who my anxiety makes me. I hate feeling stupid and weak for getting upset when I know others have problems far worse than mine and I feel like I should be able to just suck it up and move on with my life. I know depression and anxiety don't work that way, but that's how it feels. I've long felt kinda worthless and like if I died nobody would really notice too much or remember me. I'd never take my own life, but I'm afraid that someday, when I grow old and die, people will forget me because I'll have accomplished nothing with my life. I have always had low self-esteem and anxiety, ever since I was a young child. I don't know why, even as an infant, my parents told me I had bad separation anxiety. Was I just born to suffer? And do I have a right to complain? I've led a pretty good life so far, compared to others, and I have two loving parents who are still together and a family. My life's not perfect, either, but sometimes I wonder if I really have a right to feel sad when others are suffering far worse than me...
Pretty late but you have the right to be sad. Nobody has a perfect life and humans are basically made to suffer. But just because some kids have experienced worse that you, it doesn't mean, that we don't suffer or feel pain. There's always something that will hurt the most for yourself. Just because it isn't as much pain as others, it still hurts. I know the feeling and the guilt, but I think we all have the right to be sad, because we have feelings and our hearts are made out of glass. Even ice can break, steel and iron will mend and gold will melt. Thats the way I think, but I still have a long way to go, to even grasp what I am talking about. And I don't know if you really want to be remembered just for what you have accomplished. Because even if there is one person who will remember you for who you are, I think it is enough. You'll have years to find that person, it could be a friend or a lover or a family member, and you have the right to find that person! Everybody has as long as he/she/? treats people with kindness. I don't even know, if you or anybody will read this, but it's okay to be sad, envious and angry. It's normal not to be like others, so live your life carefully and honest
'lil late here too, but yeah, that pretty much sums up how I feel about myself and everything else. I never had a dad, but a loving mom who tried to help me. School was pretty bad, and after that I lost someone, and that's when I started hating everything. Now I'm like anxious that any day something could happen to my family and I'd be alone.
I was listening to some of cherry’s nightcore to find all these beautiful songs and this, this is AMAZING!!!!!!!! Well done cherry I’m here for you no matter what you are the best!!!!! 🥳
I just realised that through your thumbnails i found Nier: Automata and Darling in the Franxx, which then became one of my favourite games and anime respectively, having made me feel like no other piece of media had ever done. You rock, Cherry! (And Zero too! :P)
Cherry 葵 I hope I can do this :-) I really love your and Zero.Miz-dono‘s Chanell , i mean sure RU-vid has many Nightcore Creators but no one of them is on the same lvl
