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Citizen Soldier- "15 Minutes of Fame"

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We live in a society that is quick to condemn those who look, think, and act differently than we do. We must stop demonizing what we do not understand. Our new single "15 Minutes of Fame," takes you inside the mind of someone experiencing suicidal thoughts. Help us fight mental illness stigma by sharing this video with your family and friends.
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Lyrics:
Do you know what it’s like, just to crawl through your life,
Like a ghost, like a ghost…
I have beauty and rage, full of love, full of pain,
That no one knows, no one knows…
So I, wrote a letter today, wrote in blood just to say,
I can’t take this one more day!
Far away, there’s a place,
Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
No one knows, no one cares,
To know who I am, so just take me there…
Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death,
Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week,
Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away,
For 15 Minutes of Fame…
Do you know how it feels, no control of the wheel,
I am lost, oh so lost…
Don’t you call me a freak, I don’t choose to be weak,
Holocaust, I’m your holocaust…
In my last and final will, I will not be standing still,
For once I will finally be, someone worth remembering…
Far away, there’s a place,
Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
No one knows, no one cares,
To know who I am, so just take me there…
Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death,
Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week,
Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away,
For 15 Minutes of Fame…
Was I just born to be broken, is this the life I deserve,
To have a voice not worth hearing, tell me is it so absurd?
To want my moment of glory, even if it costs me my soul,
A heart condemned, that never was known…
Far away, there’s a place,
Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home,
No one knows, no one cares,
To know who I am, so just take me there…
Now I have nothing left, and I am scared to death,
Will they remember me, hanging my noose this week,
Throw it all away, if I, throw it all, all away,
For 15 Minutes of Fame…
Recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Mitch Davis
Vocals Recorded by Riley Jackson at High Vibe Studios
Album Art Video by JKL Productions

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21 авг 2024

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@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

Stream/Download 👉 citizensoldier.band/15minutesoffame Shop for merch 👉 citizensoldier.band/merch Talk to us on Instagram 👉 citizensoldier.band/instagram Follow us on TikTok 👉 citizensoldier.band/tiktok Follow Us on Twitch 👉 citizensoldier.band/twitch Please SHARE it with someone that needs to hear it.

@DERPY_SQUID 5 лет назад

Citizen Soldier can you please make more music this style suits me and I love your whole band I would love to hear a song with some violin just a suggestion but I think it would be great

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Thanks for the support! New music is coming out next month!

@salvagesigh9705 5 лет назад

Skillet: inspired me to take no shit in the eyes of disrespect Three days grace: inspired to leave my mentally abusive ex. Citzen solider: to be proud of the life I lead and to love the one I love no matter of the outcome.

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

We're honored to be on this list

@salvagesigh9705 5 лет назад

@@CitizenSoldier i sent my love interest this with no context she listened and 5 minutes later I saw her crying. She hugged me and asked if I was okay. And I had told her an issue I was having. Thanks guys. You really helped me when I needed someone 😊

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

@@salvagesigh9705 That's amazing

@furimindustries3410 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier 8 months late to finding this masterpiece, sorry im late.

@irinadogaru7676 4 года назад

lionheart gaming my top 3 fav bands

@willsheppard4288 4 года назад

Still the most underrated band of the 21st century...these songs still helping me stay in top of my emotions...forever grateful

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Glad you like the songs will. Thank you for the kind words

@yleniaebasta6485 4 года назад

Citizen soldier 15 miuntes of fame

@zulhun 4 года назад

You forgot the Nine Lashes

@OmniSayz1 4 года назад

Thats true.

@no27455 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier Also good luck on the road to 100k

@saddamespinosa4859 7 лет назад

Dear Citizen Soldier, Please never stop making music. Promise me.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

We don't have plans to stop anytime soon!

@thejester1039 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier Not a promise :o . . . We don't need a promise :)

@JoshyYoshiAMV 4 года назад

@@thejester1039 I thought that its said please stop and I was about to complain!😅

@maroonexx 3 года назад

They keeping their promise 🖤

@agirlofmanystories 3 года назад

@@maroonexx yep! 😊

@neovaaku7544 7 лет назад

1 day my child will grab 1 of ur albums up and look at me, and I'll say I was there at the beginning of those guys great career... Keep it up and make it happen guys, hard work and dedication never fails.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks Neo Vaaku! That would be a dream come true!

@lunarasverse4089 5 лет назад

Neo Vaaku me too, this guys are AWSOME, I love their music

@no27455 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier I might just ask personally, but can I use this for a few videos? 😅 I do roblox Parkour and I need music for a good run

@roberttipton7571 2 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier you may have saved my life. I was going to stab myself when my girl left .e to go back to her Ex drug addicted husband she divorced 4 yrs ago😭😭😭😳

@dodgerunner9573 4 года назад

Originally found these guys when just listening to random music that came on. I can’t explain how much these guys manage to hit every point that I feel no matter where I’m at.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

So glad you found us and that the music makes you feel. Appreciate you

@caitrionabrauders22 4 года назад

Dodgerunner I get it I found CS a few months ago and keep being surprised at how they hit me with every song x

@kite_was_here9351 3 года назад

Same I was just listening to my sad music and weight of the world came on and I was like " I like this ima listen to more" and now I'm obsessed

@payenappeule 3 года назад

"Where does it hurt? -here... -here? ok. -OUCH."

@gwen4430 3 года назад

Same

@demonderpz7937 6 лет назад

As a side note, if anyone wanted to know what they mean when they say “I’m your holocaust,” a holocaust is a sacrifice, which used to be burned completely at the altar. Hopefully that sheds some light on the meaning of this verse for those unaware. They way I interpret it is them saying “I’m your sacrifice” but also hinting at cremation.

@CitizenSoldier 6 лет назад

@mridulahuja8855 4 года назад

Thanks for the info. I was wondering about what they actually meant.

@Nocteul 4 года назад

Thank you, i didn't know what that meant. That interpretation gives more meaning to that verse.

@BananaGoesMonke 3 года назад

Isn't The Holocaust something about the gas chamber that the Nazis did to those people? Like Genocide thingy?

@gabefuler5093 3 года назад

Don’t fuck with me and my son. You can blame Lisa Ann Estes

@jonathanbayles2455 7 лет назад

"dad sing me a song from your generation" dad: (ahem) NO ONE KNOWS, NO ONE CARES, TO KNOW WHO I AM. lol You guys are awesome another great song.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

hahaha Thanks Jonathan!

@noahcoulombe4125 3 года назад

FEEL THE WRIGHT OF THE WORLD, OVER ME TONIGHT

@sarahcarnahan430 Год назад

As a combat vet/former police officer, your music describes me when I don't have the words to explain how I feel. I keep it all inside, but through your music you have broken through that wall and I'm facing those feelings. Thank you. It's a hard road, but I can't give up.

@rileyproctor8447 5 лет назад

2:10 his voice is just full of emotion. Great song, keep it up

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Thank you so much Riley!

@pokespirit12 4 года назад

I just wanted to comment- I found this band while I was hitting a depressive episode and just- A lot of these songs hit home. I'm glad to see these topics handled in a way that feels real, cause it makes it feel just a little less lonely.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Lupo is lost that is the goal of this band. Sharing our stories and helping each other. Sending tons of love to you friend 🖤

@docthekitty2484 3 года назад

Far away, there’s a place, Where the lonely go, when there’s no way home, No one knows, no one cares, why does this keep getting me to breakdown and cry.

@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад

💜;

@ItsWolfPlayz 3 года назад

Same bro

@alankcpa 5 лет назад

Growing up I wish I had found a band like this. It seemed the world around me was full of the frivolous and popular and beautiful shitheads. Bullied, I was invisible to my classmates. Persona non grata. I fought back against my tormentors. I was outnumbered. This was before Columbine. While I don't condone what they did, I certainly walked in their shoes. You guys remind there are good people out there. While I still come across racists and the ignorant, I don't feel I'm alone against their vile kind of evil. Over the years my hatred for them has given way to pity. I hope one day they discover love in their hearts and realize we're in this together. Peace.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Appreciate those words Alan. Life can be brutal and feel like a constant battle when facing those situations. Stay strong and thanks for the support 👊

@vedantnair5894 Год назад

You have just described my life in my previous school mate. Hope you are having it better now .

@profishergaming3455 9 месяцев назад

Ive attempted suicide but it failed i tried a second time but i listen to your song would anyone care and it really made me think and it opened my eyes and the feeling of loneliness in this world was taken away and made me realize im not alone in my fight with depression and schizophrenia and ive never attempted suicide again i view life very differently its a gift and im going to live life as best as i can thank you so much for that song i wouldn't be here if it wasnt for you guys your a great band and source of encouragement your a light in this darkened world tysm!

@minjagaming8850 7 месяцев назад

You're never alone.

@youareenoughngp 4 месяца назад

I'm glad to read that you failed in your attempt, your life is precious and you are important, you are strong and you are not alone on this journey! ❤

@KGiguere091994 7 лет назад

Once "Buried Alive" came out I was hooked instantly this might be my favorite band as of now

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Its an honor to be someones favorite

@no27455 4 года назад

Did you forget you are at almost 100k subs

@bendrenth441 4 года назад

I wish I found this while I was in high school. I never wanted anything related to suicide, I wanted to die by someone else's hand. When I wanted to die, I wanted to die doing something meaningful for someone else. I hated myself to the point of seeing myself as nothing but a demon in human skin. I thought I wasn't worth the effort of being taken care of by my family, so if I gave my life in sacrifice, my death would've meant something and people could just forget about the utter flaw I was. Being high functioning autistic and knowing how people treated people with autism in the past, I saw myself as a defect that people would lobotomize and throw into a cage in a second. I was also self abusive to the point that I thought I deserved to carry the pain of everyone's mistakes including my own.

@foreveruseless1292 4 года назад

I hope you're doing better mate

@aaveragesatanist5675 3 года назад

This comment made me shed a few tears because i know how you feel like a demon in human skin and a mistake in life because for one i was a mistake i was a broken condom and failed birth control and then when i was born my dad was never there and as i grew up i noticed i looked alot like him and my mom was more affectionate towards my little brother and that she almost was scared of me and then i fell away from religion and my family is all Christians so that didn't help so they despised me for that and didn't want me near my other family and there kids and then i got into metal music that definitely didn't help because they see it as the devil's music and well through that it was heartbreak for being called weird looking because im not a good looking guy so that broke my confidence and then it became bullying for it and laughed at even my closest freinds bullied me and stabbed me in the back so i grew anger and hatred to everyone and everything but definitely towards myself because i felt i was born a mistake a waste of oxygen and resources and i wanted so badly to enlist in the u.s marines and serve my country or die trying in hope that they would say i was a great person but i was diagnosed with mental issues like severe depression bi polar and suicidal thoughts and you can't enlist with those problems because they cant trust you with a gun but now i have a beautiful girlfriend who loves me for me not my looks not my past or my mistakes or flaws so just know it gets better it may not seem like it but it does so stay fighting because you may not feel important to your family or the people around you but there's always the one that your fates will intertwine and youll fall for them and them you and happiness will be true and youll forget the past and bury it and revive the present and work on the future so stay strong 👍

@reddzee3590 3 года назад

dude, come with me to kill those dumbo annoying human who are the real demon and are juste horrible with autist !

@alguien0023 3 года назад

hope you are getting better and NOBODY Is better than you, nobody deserves happines more than you, you are amazing, please stay strong

@hellcat9985 3 года назад

Why is this comment just me wtf

@thefortnitemum 4 года назад

Having written at least two suicide notes... Tried to od in 2010,2014 and 2016.... This gets me... Can't help but cry

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

So glad you're still here.

@alguien0023 3 года назад

dont stop fighting, you deserve happiness and you will get it, dont give up wish you the best

@KB-by3vl 3 года назад

Keep up the fight. Don't believe when someone says suicide is weak. Only survivors get how wrong that is. You matter.

@jeffguillod4619 4 года назад

A beautiful song. There are many people that turn out to be fake in our lives. We must find ourselves, even in pain and dismiss the ones who have betrayed us... love for this band....

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Jeff GUILLOD very well said friend...beautiful. Thanks for supporting us 🖤

@ahniyahjackson5450 3 года назад

This song broke me down and made me cry, something I haven't done in a long time. Finally, someone understands me.

@willsheppard4288 4 года назад

These guys are so under rated...as someone who understands fighting mental and emotional issues i absolutely love their songs...i hope they realize how much they've helped over the years just by sharing such amazing talent

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

will sheppard you are so kind. Thank you so much for your kind words. Thank you friend 🖤

@jonathankatz1068 7 лет назад

The pureness of this song is the key factor that stood out to me! So whole and tender. I like the message and the vocals! It compliments the instrumentation! Keep it up guys! Your getting so much better every time!!

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks Jonathan! We hope to continue to improve!

@LaraMixes 7 лет назад

Awesome work! Lyrics, voice, rhythm... ALL IS PERFECT! ^^

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Glad you like it Lara!

@jaysonabellada8271 3 года назад

Your music really hits down to the core. CitizenSoldier might be underrated but who know's, maybe one of this day's they will rise to their rightful place, achieving glory and fame

@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад

Appreciate that Jayson 🖤!

@MalivoreKai 7 лет назад

This couldn't be more perfect time for this song. Thank you.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Glad we could help

@severride0190 4 года назад

This Song just keeps me motivated to help those in need, talk to them because I always remember this one Quote "Help them because u could be the only one that does"

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Love that quote! Thanks for sharing!

@redwolf4221 4 года назад

I suffer from depression, it has destroyed my friendships amd relationships, i have even tried killing myself in thr past, but thanks to you guys and the things you do, it has helped me trough so much and still does, i am greatful, thank you so much for the music

@docthekitty2484 3 года назад

yep getting called a monster despite doing nothing but trying to help everyone around you, only for them to abandon you and lie about you after. i've been called "insane, horrible person" all sorts of things. no one ever takes the time to fully understand someone going through this. they just want to pass it off as a "bad person" not take the time to understand. thats why i only believe those who have suffered the same ways are the only ones who can understand those people. god knows i've met a lot of those very people "i'm a horrible person, i've done things that i cant take back, i deserve to suffer" all they need is someone to stick by them for both good and bad. and not just leave the first sign of bad.

@nightmareman9960 3 года назад

Stay strong my guy 💪

@jazlyn1770 4 года назад

your music is so powerful,, it makes me feel like I'm not going through this alone. thank you so much I cant wait to hear the songs yall put out next.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

You're definitely not alone. So glad you like it

@no27455 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier hi

@no27455 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier can I use this on a RU-vid video love the song btw and I will have to listen to this during quarantine to remember the actual fun part of school+going to parks

@no27455 4 года назад

Zoom classes are boring 😤😤

@alexasofronea4945 7 лет назад

I just found out ur band and i tought ur like a popular and appreciated band and im like wait only 3 songs and good so glad to be here from the start! love u, keep upp the good work

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Yes we are just a local band from Salt Lake City, Utah! Glad you like our music and we hope to continue to grow into a poplular appreciated band someday

@Mr_MysteryMan 6 лет назад

Citizen Soldier Official I'm always looking for great music...thanks for what you have done keep recording...im a number one fan

@patrickperry8951 4 года назад

I've already pre registered for your album on Spotify

@no27455 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier Just keep it up like I have no subs but too many videos

@atelier9333 7 лет назад

I wish there are more people enjoying this song. The emotion you put in this song needs more appreciation and the credits :P

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Best way for that to happen is for people who like the song to share it with all their friends on social media and face to face :) glad you like the song!

@atelier9333 3 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier you guys really grew big. Congrats

@q.rsevercedalpha7191 7 лет назад

The opening riffs are amazing, beautiful my friends.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks Tyler Koontz! Jake not only sings but he wrote those guitar parts!

@q.rsevercedalpha7191 7 лет назад

Citizen Soldier Official thats awesome, some great talent.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thank you

@kelly1st 4 года назад

I have been a fan since this came out To be honest i prefer those kinds of songs over the new album Songs that talk about daily struggles they really hit Pleaaaase Citizen soldier we NEED this type of songs

@emilycharles8913 Год назад

I'm so happy for those who are struggling and come across this channel. Your songs are so well written and communicate such an inspiring message about faith and strength when it seems like there is nothing left for a person in their life.

@thenuggy5417 Год назад

Do you know what it's like Just to crawl through your life? Like a ghost, like a ghost I have beauty and rage Full of love, full of pain No-one knows, no-one knows So I wrote a letter today Wrote in blood just to say I can't take this one more day Far away, there's a place Where the lonely go, where there's no way home No-one knows, no-one cares to know who I am So just take me there 'Cause now I have nothing left And I am scared to death Will they remember me? Hanging my noose this week Throw it all away, if I throw it all, all away For 15 minutes of fame Do you know how it feels No control of the wheel? I am lost, oh so lost Don't you call me a freak I don't choose to be weak Holocaust, I'm your holocaust In my last and final will I will not be standing still For once I will finally be Something worth remembering Far away, there's a place Where the lonely go, where there's no way home No-one knows, no-one cares to know who I am So just take me there 'Cause now I have nothing left And I am scared to death Will they remember me? Hanging my noose this week Throw it all away, if I throw it all, all away For 15 minutes of fame Was I just born to be broken? Is this the life I deserve? To have a voice not worth hearing Is it so absurd to want my moment of glory If it costs me my soul? A life condemned, that never was known Far away, there's a place Where the lonely go, where there's no way home No-one knows, no-one cares to know who I am So just take me there 'Cause now I have nothing left And I am scared to death Will they remember me? Hanging my noose this week Throw it all away, if I throw it all, all away For 15 minutes of fame 15 minutes of fame 15 minutes of fame

@mick8200 7 лет назад

killer song! I love the lyrics you guys put in your songs. I cannot wait for an album from you guys! its going to be awsome!

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks 1983Ranger 350V8! We have been discusing a full album vs another EP in the future. We will see what happens

@katinka01114 4 года назад

I’ve been binge listening to all your songs at freaking 2 am, and not regreting a second. Citizen Soldier, thank you. You guys are amazing. I might be late, but honestly, it’s been an honor. It’s sometimes harsh, but inspiring, truthful, bold, incredibly touching and emotional, and just generally such good music. Thank you.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Katinka Lilla Horváth this comment made my day. Thank you so much. It’s incredible to see that you connect so deeply with the music. Appreciate you 🖤

@angelwithashotgun2221 4 года назад

My heart aches for your music so much..

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Angel WithaShotgun glad you connect with it friend. Have you heard our new album RELENTLESS yet? What did you think?

@angelwithashotgun2221 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier of course! I listen to you guys 24/7 on Pandora💙❤

@daisyhallagility 4 года назад

i discovered your music in november when i was going through a fairly awful time, i ended up with 'buried alive' in my playlist all of a sudden and for maybe two weeks, your music was the only thing i could listen to. honestly, i have never heard music which speaks to me the way your songs do. nothing else really captures depression and mental illness and suicidal thoughts as well as these do. everyone needs to hear these. thank you is all i can say.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

No, thank you for giving us a platform. We are honored to hear the music helps. So glad you found us. Sending love your way

@alexandraaly3310 4 года назад

I wish you guys would have created this back in 2012-2013 when it all started. This hell inside me that grew stronger to that day. Never stop creating music, please. Maybe you already know, but this helps many people. All the songs you've created are just too real and amazing 🖤

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Glad you found it eventually. Much love to you. Thanks for fighting for yourself

@trulyimaginable 7 лет назад

I am absolutely AMAZED by you guys. Theres a RED, Breaking Benjamin kind of vibe going on. You guys are phenominal. This needs more views. I can't believe I stumbled upon you guys 😀 Never quit. You guys are too Beautiful.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks Christian! You just named two of our biggest inspirations

@Chibi_Devanam 3 месяца назад

First time I heard this song in the gym and fallen in love with it yet couldn't find the name of it. Now after 2 years I am here, finally found it. Great great song. Thank you for creating it.

@mastergamer6771 3 года назад

citizen solder i a great band they have a lot of fans im one of them sins i started lisening to them about 4years ago

@user-kz9qo7wj6i 4 года назад

THIS SONG HIT ME HARDDDD man... I was suicidal 3 years ago. I couldn't live with myself anymore. It took a friend to make me realize life is worth living...

@kylejames367 4 года назад

Takes one friend to save a life that's the truth

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

So glad you're still here

@vinny9529 4 года назад

I pretty much never comment on RU-vid, but my God I'll make a exception cus I just step by randomly and wasn't expecting such a good and emotional song

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

So glad you enjoyed it friend. Appreciate the kind words so much 🖤🤘🏻

@therealmeemawmallen9493 4 года назад

I hope and pray anyone who finds this song An may be in a hopeless state of mind Never Give Up! God loves YOU so much! And no matter what your going through in time things will get better just ask God to give you the strength to believe that good will come from the pain you are experiencing! God Bless 😊

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Much love 🖤🤘🏻

@throughmichaelslensphotogr2000 2 года назад

Is it so absurd? This rattled my soul to the core .

@Blacksnowfanfics 3 года назад

When I'm depressed I listen to your music and it helps me feel happy again

@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад

Glad to hear that 🖤

@trippyalien556 5 лет назад

I've been singing this. It's been reaching deep down into the darkest parts of me heart's.

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

We love to hear that

@Estelle_Chronos Год назад

When people ask who my favorite artist is, I show them what helps me get through the day right here.

@diamondblade3490 3 года назад

The warbling in your voice is what makes this song so impactful. I can feel the emotion coming through, even though I can't see you. Thank you.

@andreassadowski1077 2 года назад

You are one of the best Bands i´ve ever heard.. best lyrics, best vibes vor the feeling and i hope i will hear a lot more in the future from you. I know this is an older song but its still one of my favourites! Best wishes from Germany!

@rhiannonjones521 2 года назад

truer words have ever been spoken because no one cares about me and i pray Hod take me

@daveharrington1393 2 года назад

Your saving lives guys. I know if it werent for Y'all I honestly would feel like no one gets it. That I didnt ask for this. I didnt want my life to be this. Thank you!

@alexyalemosrocha7312 2 года назад

This was my favorite song for so long... I get emotional every time still. You guys are amazing

@creampuffs1502 3 года назад

When you felt that no one comforts you.. Then Citizen Soldier came

@jimmyperez3911 4 года назад

My wife has borderline personality disorder and you guys help her through her dissociative episodes and her depressive moods and I thank you guys so much

@faithbyrge484 3 года назад

I agree with that comment I second that

@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад

🖤

@Mvan09 4 года назад

I have some disappointment and resentment towards my family. They didn't understand why I was depressed. I silently battled it throughout high school and decided to tell them my senior year a decade ago. They asked. "Why?" That made me feel like shit. Like they didn't care or understood what I was going through. That moment I knew not to tell them about my depression or suicidal thoughts anymore. They didn't understand then and won't understand it now.

@JackalLycan2018 4 года назад

For someone like me that finds expression of feelings through music. This song means alot. I relate to every lyric, and can say this song solidified Citizen Soldier as a permanent resident on the list of my absolute alltime favourite bands. Thank u so much for the songs. PS I would have posted a comment like this one on "If Scars Could Speak" but I couldnt type through the tears. Thank you so much for making music that will be there for me when no one else is. It means alot Edit: Didnt know it was about suicidal thoughts. I know now and am being taken on a whole new journey of relatability. Im a suicide survivor. And This song's relatability just doubled down and is forcing me to hide my pain and tears behind a mask. Im in the car with my family. Im so glad I heard this Thank You

@schrodingersgay6167 2 года назад

Please never stop making music. You guys have helped me through so much, things no one will ever know because i can't talk about them to anyone.

@brettlacy9033 6 лет назад

You guys need to come around rockford il, would love to see a live performance.

@CitizenSoldier 6 лет назад

Right now we're just a local band in Utah but we'd love to hit the road someday

@dominikamohacsi6609 7 лет назад

Jake your voice is true bliss to listen to! :)

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thank you Dominika!

@7XD71 7 лет назад

i love it

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Awe thank you random ix

@trippyalien556 5 лет назад

My favorite part is " don't you call me a freak , I don't choose to be weak ". I feel it represents me in a way. I always feel belittled cause I'm an easy target to hurt.

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

We've been there

@trippyalien556 5 лет назад

@@CitizenSoldier thank you. That means alot

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

@@trippyalien556 Absolutely!

@demonboyakasatanslilgirlak1643 2 года назад

I love your guys music and I agree people are way to quick to judge then trying to understand whats actually going on

@Cyberangel39 6 лет назад

Also a masterpiece of a song. It´s really strange. I feel like I have heard this song a lifetime ago but I just found out about you today. Your musical talent is able to break the dimensional boundaries and create nostalgia out of nothing.

@CitizenSoldier 6 лет назад

That's amazing that you felt that! We've never had a comment like this so its very interesting to read something like this. Thank you for listening to our music

@jenm9347 7 лет назад

Random listening brought me here, now I can't wait for more. From vocals to lyrics and everything in between, this is powerful.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

We're so glad you like it Jen! Be sure to share it with your friends :)

@uchiha962 6 лет назад

The best song brother

@CitizenSoldier 6 лет назад

Thank you very much!

@muffinstheterror6459 4 года назад

i watches this song with the lyrics and omg it almost made me wanna cry i love this song

@Prysss 2 года назад

Nostalgie

@tessahwa 4 года назад

After 60 days clean, I cut myself again. Your music is helping me a lot and I'm so grateful for it, your lyrics touch my soul. Almost nobody dares to sing about how suicidal people feel, or what is like to live with self-destructive thoughts. Only you have seen through me! I never found confort anywhere but in your songs.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

I'm gonna choose to focus on the 60 days of strength than one moment of weakness. You should be so proud of yourself. Remember, this life is a marathon not a race. Be kind and patient with yourself and celebrate your victories. You can do this

@justmatt3309 7 лет назад

please release like 15 albums right now lol i love your music so far.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

If we could we would! Unfortunately our budget has slowed down our release progress

@justmatt3309 7 лет назад

Citizen Soldier Official i get that. Thank you for what you have released tho.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Absolutely! Don't worry there will be more soon!

@kevingallagher1997 7 лет назад

This song helps me through a better life

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks Kevin!

@archerofwolves 7 лет назад

I freaking love your songs because there's always such a powerful message behind them. Thank you so much for writing these amazing songs guys

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks for your continued support archerofwolves!

@BatleoProductions 5 лет назад

Can I say you're good? Cause you're really good!

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

Thank you very much!

@JosePArce 3 года назад

You guys never fail to leave us speechless with your songs, not only they're awesome but they help us overcome really, really bad stuff. Love you guys, keep it up.

@CitizenSoldier 3 года назад

Appreciate that 🖤

@descendantgaming5410 3 года назад

I've been at a dark point of my life. Suicidal thoughts are horrible. I don't talk about this a lot.

@descendantgaming5410 3 года назад

I am have better control of my anxiety now and whoever is fighting out there don't give up.

@MarkTheW0lf 6 лет назад

I can't stop listening to this song. It's so good!

@CitizenSoldier 6 лет назад

That's awesome to hear! Be sure to check back on the 28th for the full EP and a new music video!

@Dracobara 7 лет назад

I must say, this kind of music isn't always what I prefer to listen to, but the vocals in the song are astonishing. Not to mention the fact that there's actual meaning in the song (unlike many new songs that are becoming popular some how). I can definitely see you guys becoming very popular. Maybe even famous. I wish you the best of luck in climbing the charts. Keep up the wonderful work and continue making music.

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thank you Dragon Ninja612 we're glad you like it!

@jacnoto1175 5 лет назад

¨Far away there´s a place where the lonely go, when there´s no way home¨, esta música está super genial, es una de mis favoritas.

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

Glad you like the music Jose!

@bloodvypa783 4 года назад

U have saved my life so many times. If ut wasn't 4 ur musik, I'd have been gone. Ty 4 helping me 2 find reasons 4 fighting. My luv 2 u guys eternal.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Much love to you. Stay strong

@LIGHTWARRIOR-888 7 лет назад

3/3 songs!!! Perfect guys!!!! I love you!! 😍💘

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Glad we are at 100% lets keep it going! We love you too!

@foreveruseless1292 5 лет назад

I absolutely love your style of songs, and this one is no exception. Loving it!

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

That's so good to hear. We're glad you like it Yastr Pillay

@danewinfrey2823 4 года назад

Never give up on life God loves you guys and sometimes life is all you can depend on

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

dane winfrey thanks for the kind word 🖤🤘🏻

@ReinnvenOfficial 5 лет назад

Dude,this band is insurmountable.

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

Thank you Optic GWA! Be sure to listen to the new song tomorrow and let us know what you think!

@ReinnvenOfficial 5 лет назад

@@CitizenSoldier For sure!

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

@@ReinnvenOfficial 1 hour left!

@ReinnvenOfficial 5 лет назад

@@CitizenSoldier I am wishing it!

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

@@ReinnvenOfficial Did you hear it!?

@jeffthesavior1700 7 лет назад

Me And My Brother Love Your Songs!! All Of Them Are Legendary For Us!! We Love You!!😍❤

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Thanks Jeff the savior! Glad you guys like us!

@jeffthesavior1700 7 лет назад

+Citizen Soldier Official Keep Uploading Similar Songs And Never Stop And Run Out Of Ideas!!

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

There is more on the way. There has been discussion on scraping the idea of a 2nd EP for a full length. we will see what happens. Thanks for following us :)

@TinknMcDiver 4 года назад

Your voice is so comforting to listen to, thank you for all these amazing songs!❤️

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Thank you for the kind words!

@TinknMcDiver 2 года назад

@Sarafina Summers Yes, exactly! It's just so amazing

@BlueTextingStories 4 года назад

You know, I've been listening to your songs for the whole day, and yet, none of them stops impressing me of how much heart you guys put into them. Every song has a powerful meaning behind, every song hits the right spots, and, some how, they gave me the inspirition to move on. It also gives me hope that you guys are good people, you give attention to your subscribers, your fans, youread every single comment and respond to them. I love u guys ✌

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Love you back. Thank you friend 🖤🙏🏻

@willsheppard4288 4 года назад

I wish i could help others the same way but i have no idea how to get past my own insignificance enough to be heard...i wanna advocate for the awareness of mental and emotional issues through simple communication...loneliness can be beaten easily if we just listen whole heartedly to each other

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

will sheppard you speaking up now...is a great start. Thank you for being a part of this community and supporting us 🖤

@willsheppard4288 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier im trying to get there...im learning to play guitar atm and i also want to start a pod cast to talk with others about their emotional trauma and mental issues that hold them back from being their selves again

@sociallyawkward8747 7 лет назад

once again, love from Germany. keep more music ❤❤

@CitizenSoldier 7 лет назад

Glad to see you still following! Enjoy! There's more to come

@mariodietel8965 6 лет назад

I gotta say one thing, I love how you guys also care about what your fans say and that you answer pretty often, It's damn nice to see and feels good :)

@CitizenSoldier 6 лет назад

Fans are the best way to see our work be appreciated. also sorry for the delayed response haha

@dsg28ju 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier Once in my life I thought that I will never have friends because nobody from my school listened to me and that I was going to be there. Only my family listened to me when I heard this song and now I feel better because thanks to your help and my family I managed to overcome it and from now on I will continue without fear thanks to you

@saketsumy 5 лет назад

This song and found are my favorite songs

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

It's an honor for us to have not 1 but 2 of our songs be your favorites

@SkyDragonsX 3 года назад

"there are just some things in this world, that not even fame can replace. Always keep your friends and family close"

@yoelmaza8541 4 года назад

I just can't believe how underrated you guys are.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

You are too kind. Thank you so much 🖤🤘🏻

@yoelmaza8541 4 года назад

@@CitizenSoldier

@siwonvoice 4 года назад

discovered this song from a korean prank video and i fell in love with it at first listen! 😍

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

So glad you found it! THanks for giving us a chance

@Someone-qw2pp 3 года назад

I also found this song from that korean channel 😅

@dangerousvidsr220 5 лет назад

I cry then I rise

@CitizenSoldier 5 лет назад

That is literally the concept for our new album in its simplest form

@LastDawnMedia 3 года назад

I don’t think I’ve ever heard a band put so much emotion into a song that you can relate at least one aspect of your life with a song. now that’s how you make a song that everyone will love.

@idasduffelbag7946 4 года назад

I'm glad I found this band...

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

psycho colleisle so are we! Thanks for listening 🖤🤘🏻

@drum_n_bass 4 года назад

Instantly put in the playlist, love it!

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

So glad you liked it! Thank you friend 🖤

@Raiper34 4 года назад

So sad so beautiful

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Filip Raiper glad you like it. Thanks friend! 🖤🤘🏻

@notmydidea 2 года назад

your songs just hit hard

@Rep-bv5ty 4 года назад

Just found this realizing I'm in this mindset. Ive always felt like someone doesn't notice too much and I just feel like I can never get my life together. I feel like I'm bothering people if I try and talk out my true feelings or I'm just scared they will look down on me. I lost my passion for a lot of things I'm quite literally crawling through life trying to find purpose in my hardship.

@CitizenSoldier 4 года назад

Really hope things get better for you. Much love