learn from past an think reall hard or its only u gets hurt just know im just a enigma friend u can say that knows things well u may not know of me but i know what ur at truth hurts hard truth can only set one free from the pain an hurt
" they told me I'd never survive " " but survival is my middle name!" My entire life " it's hard to tell the truth" " when you've always lied" It's hitting close to him like the first verse
lol, not trying to sound weird bit that reminds me of a scene in Sonic Boom: Sonic: Fast is my middle name! Knuckles: I thought your middle name was "The"?" damn I sound like a five year old ;-;
Coming back to this song after so long :') Remember the golden age of nightcore? Now barely people listen to it, it's the same for me. I feel like we outgrew this time and now we only look back at it in nostalgia and come back when we wish to relive memories, where everything was warmer and better. Time really does fly, wish I could go back.
@@cityofromance it's because locals don't wanna accept that they became like the people they judged (us nightcore lovers) so they reinvented a brand new name for it.. losers behavior if you ask me 😝
i don’t even hear the name “nightcore” anymore but I’d give up anything to go back to 2018 because that’s when I listened to this song and even now , when listening to this , all your emotions just rain down at once but it’s just so soothing
It really does hurt watching it all fade. The old songs are popular from nostalgia, but just look at the view counts on newer uploads in comparison... It's like everyone forgot these channels even exist, but they're still pumping out content as best they can.
“Daddy never told me how feel” “Daddy never showed me how to heal” “Daddy Never held mommas hand” “Momma found everything hard to handle” “Daddy never stood up like a man” Hit a little too close to home
rockystar msp That's because the core essence of love is dying to yourself for the sake of another. I think that might be why it's so disastrous when it isn't mutual...
"It's hard to tell the truth when you've always lied" I thought I could get by with hiding my problems and pretending everything was normal. That led to a mental breaking point and I ended up having to go through outpatient care, intense therapy, and so, so many medications. Don't hide your problems. It's okay to ask for help.
I can't even love, just like the emotionly frozen part. I feel all emotions, exept love like THAT, cuz i love my best friends like sisters. I let go of my crush because of my evaporated feelings. But the thing is... i told him! I FEEL LIKE SUCH A FAKE! *I'm Crying* It haunts me every night.
I’m legit just going back to old nightcore songs. I started crying after this one. I miss the old days. Now kids are just listening to rap. This is true music. Nightcore will live on within us!!!!
@@cloudywillowwastaken I wouldn't say doja is a good representation of all rap, she very mainstream. I can see why someone would not like her when her music is everywhere and overplayed. Theres more than just doja for rap, just explore and you will probably find a rapper that you like. 99 percent of rap isn't trash, i could say the same about a genre i dont like, for example country. But i know 99% of that shit not trash.
Girl: how do you love someone without getting hurt Me:well you don’t love or you get hurt Girl :what about the perfect relationships Me:well those are fake.......
this is just flat out not true bro. happy relationships exsist. they just need to be maintained with open communication and honesty. when 2 people are mature enough to have those things, the relationship is golden.
A man said once, "if you want to be a warrior, be prepared to be broken If you want to be an explorer, be prepared to get lost And if you want to be a lover, then be prepared to be both.
István Gálfi This man is so true. If I had a nickel for every time I got lost and every time I got broken, I would be fucking rich. But even being rich wouldn't solve my problems.
“Daddy never told me how to feel” “Daddy never showed me how to heal” “Daddy never held mammas hand” “Daddy never stood up like a man” Angel dust has entered the chat Edit: I wanna punt my past Hazbin hotel obsessed self.
I've never had a crush, and I don't really want to (I dunno why). But if you had a crush and he broke your heart, or you want to find someone who just plain out cares for you, just know that there's gonna be someone that loves you soon. *gives you virtual hug* :3
*Normal version of this song* Me: Aww this is a good song *Nightcore version of this song* Me: *crying* how do you love someone without getting hurt.... Tell me please :~: T~T
this songs reminds me of Ayano Aishi (from YanSim)before she meet Senpai. I know it's weird,but...a girl "broken" and "emotionally frozen"...well... EDIT:300 likes? Woah!(Technology) Glad to see other people that are YanSim fans!
**sigh** When someone falls in love, they give half of their heart to their loved one. But sometimes, our loved ones backs away to just have another's love - Please, never think you aren't good enough. If you were refused in your confession of love and admiration towards your crush, Never think you are not good enough. It wasn't that you weren't good enough because they declined you, They just didn't realize the fact what you have so much in store for them. You *ARE* Good enough. I said to myself, "If he declines me, then it's over. I'll accept it. That's his answer, then I'll respect it." When he declined me, I just smiled at him and said I understood. But, what I felt that time was horrible. I didn't understood at all, "was I not good enough?" I'd always think of myself that. Soon enough, I found a man who I *thought* was the one, the one who'll understand me. But I was wrong, he cheated on me. So, I found this quote. “I'm sorry I mistook all our laughs and smiles. Next time, I'll try not to waste my time.” I said that to him with a smile, like I was mocking him. I'm trying to say is - if you ever feel unwanted or rejected, never give up. Because someone up there has other plans for you. That person up there is not "luck" or "Fate." The one up there is "God" he is the one who will teach you how to wait, always let love go - Soon, Love will surely go back to you. I'm not saying this for the likes, I'm saying this to encourage you to be strong. What ever hardships come in your way, stay strong and always believe. Thank you for reading this far, I appreciate it. I'm not an American so sorry for my poor English, I hope you understood what I wrote.
Fake Smile damn dude I'm telling you fake smile you'd be an AMAZING poet seriously this is bringing tears to my eyes bravo the guy who dumped can take a hike cause from this comment/poem iv read all I need to know that NOTHING will ever break or bring you down " you can be the greatest you can be the best you can be king Kong banging on his chest "🙄 stay strong and rock on 🤘
The start of year seven, I had a crush on this boy. I would always act like a complete and utter dick to him. One day we got into a fight, I felt horrible for all the punches I threw at him, all the kicks that hit him felt like they hurt me more than they did him. He had all the rights in the world to hurt me. . . But he never did he said that no matter what he would never hurt a girl. A few weeks later I heard a rumor that he liked me. I asked him "Hey um. . . H-Hey I. . . . I uh heard you had a crush on me" "What? Whoever told you that is bullshitting you" *He said he would never hurt a girl* My heart shattered in two, I had to leave the class so I didn't cry in front of him. For a while, I contemplated self-harm but I had a feeling that it wasn't the answer. In my time of need, he came once again, perhaps to toy with my emotions, perhaps to help. I wasn't sure but he was careful. He hurt me and I hurt him, he broke my flask and I never forgave him as much as my heart says move on I'm scared. . . He might hurt me again, he might break me again. . .
Everyone in the comments be talking about break up stories... I'm here like I've not even got to the "dating" stage XD EDIT: Thank you for so many likes! :)
This actually hits different when you're older and met the person that'll never leave you. You shouldn't be afraid of letting people who wants to leave go, you'll meet the true person eventually. Yes they may've broke your heart but that shouldn't stop you, instead you should show them what they've lost by leaving you. There will always be difficulties but there is always a good ending no matter what. Whoever is reading this, be patient on who is going to be your partner, you'll meet the true person soon enough. And please remember that you shouldn't be sad over old peope who left. Whatever happens you still matter.
My Step Dad died yesterday in the Abbotsford Hospital at the age of 61 and I'm so sad that he's gone forever and I'm nothing without him, my Mom lost her husband, me, and my 2 older siblings lost our Dad yesterday, and I really miss him, but he's in a better place now, he's in heaven with his Mom, my Uncle Morris and my Grandpa George. Rest in peace Dad, I'll always remember you! 😭💔
The way I've haven't heard this in yeaaaars and it got brought in my recommendations today. It's crazy how I can remember the state I was when having this on replay. I've grown but still struggle w/somethings. Anyhooow I wish everyone well on what ever they're going through and can overcome it!
@Yuki chan I guess we’re all in the same boat on that topic. *sigh* The truth hurts, a lot. You know the quote in the first comment? The sad part is when the person you love the most shoots you without hesitation.
you know my friends are always asking me "why don't you want a Boyfriend" and I'm always like because I don't have time for them Weirdo's ( sorry if you boys find that mean) but the real reason is... I just don't want to get hurt you know if you find out their cheating on you or they brake with you because they want someone else... anyone else feel the same way?
Cobie White Yeah, my past bf actually cheated on me for several months with several girls and I found out the day he broke up with me by a friend. One of the people he ceated on me with was a friend, but not the one who told me. About a week later he texted and told me he wanted to see me, I thought he was going to fess up, but he didn't. He wouldn't stop being all over me, hugging me, holding my hand, all that stuff, and he kept apologizing, saying that it was a mistake to break up with me, he was moving far away was his excuse, but when I went to leave, he gave me one last hug and told me he loved me. I tought "You sure do have a funny way of showing it." But I'm with a guy now that I love and he loves me back. I know that I can trust him. The point is, don't let your fears get in the way of your happiness. I was scared to date again because of how much he hurt me and I didn't want to be hurt again. But I made a choice to not let pain get in the way of me being happy and making someone else happy as well. Don't allow yourself to not be happy, or more happy than you already are, just because you're afraid to get hurt. It happens to the best of us, I promise. I hope this helps. :)
Cobie White I feel Yea, when I I told a friend of mine I wasn't dating any guy she asked if I Bi our lesbian, I can't remember which one. So I replied back no, guys now a days are jerks and can rot in hell for all I care, if I know the reason why he was like that, okay, we're cool. If not! See us later dude!!!!
mr.diugh, That was basically me in grade 7, except I had just watched the Future Diary so I almost went yandere and it was intense. Except I was a bit too awkward to become a murderer yet.
mr.diugh i donno how to love it true and the crush thing is true i was in 3 grad once and i liked a boy and my ex bestfriend blackmaild me cuz she was paid from my crushed childhood friend and i told him this year and he is angry at me thinking that i shut him out cuz i didnt like him but i did if ony i was not blackmaild we could have been together
Then not long after they break up and later ur crush finds someone else and that girl wont let u talk to him.. and u sit there.. and wait.. just waiting.. for him to come back to u.. he wasnt just ur crush.. he was ur friend.. *Will he.. come back?*
all my friends: so when are you going to get a boyfriend me:(thinking of a lie) uhhhhh he's kind of cute heh heh heh my friends: on a mission to set me up on a date with some guy me for reals: i can rather come out as lesbian to my friends orrrr I can go be depressed....................... i'll be depressed T^T
I'm not trying to be rude or anything like That, sorry if it comes off that way. You should tell your friends the truth. Trust me it feels a lot better once you get that off your chest. If they are really your friends, when you tell them they may be a bit shocked but they should support you. If when you tell them and they react badly then you know their not right for you and you should go find real friends who will support you threw anything. But in the end it's your decision
Trust me when i say that i completely get it. I was way to scared to tell my friends that i am bisexual, because i was scared that they wouldn't accept me. Soon, i got a girlfriend and i eventually had to come out. It may seem extremely hard to do so, and idk if you have based on how long ago you commented this, but once you do, it becomes a large weight off of your chest. Its been over a year since i came out to my friends, and i have never felt better about my sexuality. The hardest part was when my parents found out, but they accepted me too. Once again trust me when I say that I get it, its not easy, but it makes life easier when you do. But thats your decision to make, and no one can force you.
Maybe start by coming out to your family? That's what one of my older siblings did and my parents accepted them/her/he but I don't know whether or not your parents will accept you or whether or not you've already come out, so maybe don't take my advise......
This sort of reminds me of myself. My parents don't know about my long distance relationship, they wouldn't understand. Everybody always reminds me of how lucky I am with the boy who's with me. How he's so romantic and sweet, and handsome. I know he is, and I want to make him happy, and do the best I can, but I don't know how.
Galaxy Screamer ur like the opposite of me, I can't get close to anyone because I'm always pushing them out of my life because I feel like there just gonna end up ripping me apart
markiplier 0.3 let me tell you something. There was this boy that I loved so much. He was my best friend, but he never saw that I really loved him, even as a friend. He kept pushing me away for girlfriends, and we had a fight. I was a self-harmer, I didn't really talk, I was really sad altogether. I was scared I was going to get hurt again, so I didn't let anyone in. Then Anthony, my current boyfriend asked me to be his girlfriend, and it's alright to take a risk from time to time. Saying yes to him was the best descision I could ever take. Some people may be bad, and through my entire friendship with the other boy, I always neglected Anthony. I now realise how stupid I was. The only way to live your life is by stepping out of your comfort zone. ;)
Galaxy Screamer same. My boyfriend moved and my parents never met him. We're now long distance cuz he moved to the US and I'm in Canada. It's rough and I miss the warmth of his hand.. But we're still together and happy :)
I loved once...They loved me back....... But now I sit alone in my room... with the empty feeling that making such a mistake has left me with............. T-T
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter I'm sorry for being a bad friend I'm sorry for being a bad sister I'm sorry for being a bad student I'm sorry for being not strong enough I'm sorry for failing I'm sorry for giving up I'm sorry for not being able to tell you I'm sorry for telling you like this I'm sorry for not seeing another solutions I'm sorry for not believing you that you love me I'm sorry for my mind, don't letting me sleep for weeks I'm sorry for not being there, when you need it I'm sorry for complaining I'm sorry for being weak I'm sorry for being not worth it I'm sorry for being so stupid I'm sorry for thinking I could do it I'm sorry for even trying I'm sorry for being to sad I'm sorry for being to happy I'm sorry for lying I'm sorry for the nights you wasted to me I'm sorry for blaming you I'm sorry for not being able to clean up in my head I'm sorry for saying I love you I'm sorry for everything I'm sorry for my mind I'm sorry for the things I said I'm sorry for wasting your time I'm sorry for being late I'm sorry for wasting Money I'm sorry for seeking attention I'm sorry for begging I'm sorry for being a mess I'm sorry for my thoughts I'm sorry for being lazy I'm sorry for being loud In sorry for loving I'm sorry for hating I'm sorry for being annoying I'm sorry for being to jealous I'm sorry for comparing I'm sorry for stop trying I'm sorry for existing I'm sorry for breathing I'm sorry for living I'm sorry I'm so sorry
Thats sad that also happened to me this his his words "Youre a carzy bitch, and i don't want to stick around with a stupid crazy bitch like you." And i said "Well im im such a psychopath or crazy bitch like you said...Then I'd refuse to hit you in the fucking face...But Youre right..I am...A Crazy bitch or Psychopath..." And i punched him in the face then kicked him in the no no spot the boys have Then walked off, that was bout a year ago, i am married now To a REAL MAN! :) i hope youfind someone you really love. or really loves you for you. :) ~From someone who cares C:
Janelle Jelly if it makes you feel better im a emo otaku that people in my school say that I can't feel anything but sadness but in reality im really jusy broken and i need to be fixed but then i meet this one girl (yes im a pan panda) and she was so nice and we were best friends then i became a attracted to her and was really defensive of her until she found someone "new" and i was even more broken so i decided to confess and when i did i just said "i had theses feelings and i know your with someone but i just wanted to get them off my chest i like you" and then she started laughing at me and then she said that her boyfriend told her of what i really am and then i felt something jumped up and smashed me to pieces but i didnt fight back all i did was walk way 2 years later....i get a text from her "im sorry i treated you like that also my boyfriend broke up with me and i have depression" and i text back im litterly covered in scars from you know and i text back "so now you care bitch im litterly covered in scars and all you can say is im sorry...well im glad he broke up with you cause then i dont feel like your mocking me...go to hell" and then shes like "thanks cause i really needed a friend right now and you betrayed me thanks oh and im glad you are covered in scars smartass" i didnt text back cause whats the point in arguing so then i arrive at school and everyone is legit whispering about me and some people threated to injure me if i didn't apologize until this one boy came up and he started talking to me like a normal person and then we became friends then i trusted him enough that i told him my secrets and then one day we were sitting in the park watching the sunset and i fell asleep on his shoulder then he saw something on my wrist so he unrolled my sweater sleeve which showed my scars then when i woke up he hugged me and said "i know what happened was bad and i dont know how much i caused you but dont cut" i was shocked at first then i said "i promise and i handed him the blade i used" he then did something that proved to me that i can trust him he kissed me on the lips and said "i would never do that to you ever". so yeah life dose get better even if it seems alittle bumpy 🙂
hey, he's a guy. It's just one guy. Plus, none of us really know what the hell love is. I've had so much love go wrong for me paternally that I'm just sitting here like "FUCK trying it out romantically." Sometimes it's better to be alone and unhurt than to be in a relationship and miserable. but here's a tip: NEVER feel sorry for yourself. Meaning: don't ever think to yourself "How could they do this" "They're always so mean" etc. Be tough on yourself. "Y/N, get up.Don't pay attention to those asses. Other people have it much worse. You've gotten through everything-you're gonna let one rejection finish you? HELL no!" . Seriously, it helps. AND it earns you respect.
I never really knew how love feels. My real parents never wanted me. They gave me away at a few months old. Next family also kept me for a while and gave me away to the adoption center and I stayed there till I was one years old. I got adopted at one and at four, I got thrown out of my house twice. At six, I was beaten cause I accepted my friend's food. The next day, my abuser showed off the bruises like she was proud of it. At eight, I was betrayed. Nine, also betrayed and started my bad girl image to hide who I am. Hide the broken me. Ten, I was told the truth of my parents. Before I knew the truth, my abuser said they died and I was found and taken care of until one years old. I was also bullied. Eleven( now) I was betrayed so many times, developed my walls so it was impossible to see my true feelings. So when people ask who do you love the most in your family, I answer in my mind," What love and what family?" (Edit: please, don't like this comment. I don't deserve the likes. I am nothing.)
Daughter Of Hades damn. I feel bad for you, just pray for good things to happen, I know how it feels. Hey we are the same age also. Just don't look back, look what's in front of you. Distract yourself from bad thoughts, like listening to music. Rock, classic anything. But don't listen too sad stuff because your gonna remember your past and be depressed. Or watch an favorite youtuber, for example: DashieGames. He is a funny youtuber. Or go outside with your friends, you know. Don't think about it so much, I know it's hard, but try. Good luck I guess
He said he would always be there for me... He said we would be happy together for the rest of our lives... He said he would never let me go... He lied.... He broke my heart... He likes someone else... I will not let that happen . . lol yandere mode xD
Midnight Wolf X3 don't worry. When you do find your true love you will see that it was worth the pain. I know what it's like to have your heart broken. But I continued on and found my soul mate. Hopefully it will be the same for you.
in first grade I was different from everyone else I only spoke Italian and I was bullied for it I always wore this little tiara because my grandma who was very dear to me died and her last words were "if you always wear this you will remember all the good times we had together" and so I always wore it and one day at school someone hit it off my head I grabbed it and held onto it with all my might and ran. After that it was lunch so when everyone was gone I put my tiara on and ran to the lunchroom the people who bullied me came up and poured milk on me. And my friends in and not in my class came up to help me the bully took my tiara and put it in his Mac and cheese and put it on my head I kicked him and my friends went to go tell somebody what happened while some of my other friends backed me up he got suspended and I was fine though
YukiCross The angel I'm sorry that happened to you this is so true about my family and me my stepfather tried to kill me my mother didn't care he burnt my sister on the leg and made it to where I couldn't feel emotion
I was deeply in love. For seven long months I knew this great girl. She made me happy. She kept me from committing suicide many many times. But something changed. She hurt me. She manipulated me and lied to me and broke my heart. She treated me like dirt. I couldn't take it any more. The girl that once kept me alive, gave me a reason to live, was now the reason I wanted to die. I was betrayed, heartbroken, utterly destroyed. Even now, I still can't look straight at her. It just brings back too much pain. The pain of my first love emotionally abusing me. If only I knew how to love without getting hurt....
jari kinnunen I know we'll get over it eventually, but the pain will likely never leave. Even over a month later, I still have the memory of us following me everywhere
For every 10 nightcore listeners with a broken heart There are 10 people out in the world who already made the biggest mistake of their lives before age 25 Anyone else agree?
6 years ago in my nightcore phase: "DAMN this song hits HARD and its also pretty close to home-" Present day revisiting: "DAMNN this sing BANGS. Also god that is REALLY close to home- that is closer to home--"
Me: *looks at boy* Boy: *looks at me* *comes to me* Boy: I like you Me: :D Two months later Boy: wanna be more than friends? Me: ... Boy: like love? Me: how do you love someone? Boy: *walks off*
Its been 5 years since I listened to this song. Now on December 31, 2020 im listening to this and I understand the lyrics so much more now... I never realized how much 5 years changes people.... Thank you nightcore reality for being there with your music.
Blu, They’re saying they have a better grasp of understanding some of the lines that are talking about depression. You don’t realize some songs mention depression until you fully understand depression or have it.
