My lil brother is over the moon you read his picture & put it on your wall haha & my Mum did the Nando's cross stitch I made her do it 😅 I'm glad you like it and keep going... Love Ya Guys xx xx
Emily talked about being a happy blogger. Well not only was she happy, she was the biggest inspiration who was a complete angel. She was funny and kind. I don't know another RU-vid who makes better blogs than Em. She was a warrior and she fought and fought to the end. Heartbreaking.
Emily, I felt compelled to tell you to live your life to the fullest regardless of what any doctor says. My grandmother was diagnosed with stomach cancer in her sixties, the doctor gave her less then a year to live.....she went onto to live another decade 😊. She just decided to try and live as happily as she could with my grandfather. She ended up passing away of something completely different in the end. Funny how life turns out. I got to go to Italy and see her many times over those years, years that we thought we wouldn't have:) So just keep on going because I foresee you having a wonderful life with Aisha ❤️😊
I think your outlook and attitude towards life, is really inspirational and I personally don’t see your emotional vlogs as negative or dark. Cancer isn’t a dance in the park and it’s important for us all to understand just how stressful your journey is. Reference summer coming.....pffft we’ve got snow for Easter lol.
I still watch Emily for inspiration and I just ask God why these two beautiful souls were torn apart too soon. I want them together married as they should be. Amazing and wonderful people. Life is unfair, but Emily was always positive. She’s my hero, honestly. And so is Aisha. Amazing amazing amazing people
Under ten brain mets in the US they can still do SRS or cyberknife. Your in my prayers. I’m stage 3c and thank God I just got clear scans last Monday. I’m so happy for your engagement. Stay positive! ❤️
The reason for the negativity you receive, is they feel insecure because you have such a strong positive attitude to life. Stay strong! You have so many supporters who care and love you both!!
Go Emily, despite everything you're still grabbing life with both hands. Ignore the hate... people who hate need to hurt people to feel better about themselves. You and Aisha are so far above these people. You come from love and positivity in everything you do. Much love to you both xx
Hi Emily, thanks for these vlogs. I find myself thinking about you during the day wondering how you are and what your doing! You make me want to be a more positive person like you. It’s strange.... to worry about someone I’ve never meet and feel I like you are a friend to us all. All I’m trying to say, is you are great thank you so much for being you 💕💕
I miss u emily and your strength! Your vlogs i watch daily bc you have a strength and bring peace and calm. You were so special and your vlogs a precious gift to us xo rip earth angel 🤗
Thank you yet again, your vlogs are very well balanced thats what keeps me watching, you have a great way of saying whats going on good and bad without being dramatic, there are alot of vlogs out there that are just so over the top and makes them sound like they are whinging over and over which is so sad, that really brings me down, but yours are open , honest, sad, bad and funny, loving, never worry about saying how you feel either way as you say it from the heart and as I've said Your Volgs Are Balanced. Have a great dayx
Speaking as someone with Terminal Brain Cancer (Glioblastoma Multiforme - more commonly known as GBM), it's extremely difficult to stop negativity from creeping into my life. When I was in hospital in 2021, all I could think about was returning back to New Zealand for a holiday. I've been there twice and would love to go again.Unfortunately, I don't have a driver's license anymore. This means that staying where I've stayed previously is not possible. I always stayed at Amberley Beach which is about a half hour drive north of Christchurch. The house where I stay has a back gate opening out onto a large mostly empty beach. You can hear the waves in the bedroom!! The thought of saying farewell permanently to doing something I love kills me inside. When I ride a bike, I realize that I will most likely never drive again. It would be too dangerous. Of course this also kills off doing other things I used to enjoy. I've got photos which, unfortunately, only cause me pain - they're supposed to bring back happy memories. They now only bring sadness. Lots of people are lucky enough to have their lives fall apart after they die. For me, my life fell apart when I was diagnosed and also thanks - in large part - to the brain surgery to remove the tumor - or in my case, a small part of it. There is still a fair bit left lurking up stairs. With GBM. the question is, when will it pop back into action? I had tried a Keto Diet to try to prolong my life. It just made me incredibly tired due to the lack of carbs - particularly for someone who goes to the gym 6 days/week. I've now realized that my life isn't worth prolonging. Nowadays, I long for death.
Emily, you are amazing! Aisha is too ! I'm lighting candles for healing and peace of mind while watching the snow & ice outside here in New Jersey ❤💋💋❤
I only have one critiscism of your vlogs Emily...you make people fall in love with you so easily and then we bloody worry..lol...stay strong lovey but don't feel you must be cheerful all the time...we understand (especially those of us who've had the horrid big 'C' ) ... stay warm... dressing gown is grey by the way.. :D
Dear Emily, I've been watching your vlogs so long that I really want the very best for you. I want you to beat this cancer and live a long time! You are included in my prayers! Get well and stay strong and always remember that you have our support!
I'm so glad you had a great day! It's good to see! But I will be here and support you through any kind of day. I read the comments from that person, but I didn'tt respond to them. I just reported them, and moved on. A lot of times if you respond they just get worse and worse, and I didn't want you to see them and get upset. But I did see others comment to them, and it actually made them delete their comments and leave! I was shocked and happy! I hope today is a GREAT Day!!!! Hugs!! ❤️🙃👍❤️
Hi Em. I Don't want to be negative or overly picky but given your popularity (including with me) I hope you will allow me to correct some of the misunderstandings you stated about radiotherapy (I'm a radiotherapist/university lecturer that used to work at the Marsden, so I love seeing the place again via you). Cyberknife is a pencil-lead-thin x-ray beam (6MV energy) delivered via a robotic arm, which is indeed targeted at a small point/tumour from many beams at multiple angles. Whether you can have cyberknife really depends on the size of your tumours (it's best on small volumes) plus, in your case, how much dose your brain received last time. Radiotherapy from a linac (the machine they treated your hip on) can also treat the brain with a 6MV x-ray beam but is designed for larger volumes. If you have a technique known as IMRT or VMAT then the targeting of where the dose goes is still very very precise (which can help reduce side effects). The lasers (set in 3 planes) are what we use to ensure that patients are correctly set up in the same position every day. They don't treat or cause any kind of damage (unless you want to stare directly into the beam...that will hurt your eyes). Hope that helps.
Michelle Ryland hi Michelle....I hope I don’t come across acting like I know everything about RT because I definitely don’t. Thanks for this it was interesting. I was just repeating what I had been told already. Thanks for your support xxx
Hi Em. You didn't come across as acting in any way at all, and never negatively - I just thought you should know that you weren't treated by lasers! That would be a bit James Bond and rather painful. As a profession, we spend a lot of time dealing with patients worried about their treatment because of either misunderstanding information or actual misinformation they read/heard on the internet (not you! - but sometimes in your comments) and so where I can, I try and correct errors that might scare people to try and reduce stress in an already stressful situation.
Michelle Ryland I appreciated your comments because I am that patient that doesn’t grasp all the lingo the first time, especially with complex, scary treatments. I’m dealing with an issue now between a cardiologist who read the diagnosis one way to my husband and I, yet wrote a report to my primary that showed no reason for alarm. As we get more medically ‘futuristic ‘ it’s key to understand all the details, down to specifics. Knowledge is Power Thanks for the clarity!
Hi Emily im so glad i found your channel last year. I have come to love you like a sister, your vlogs are fine if cry so what we all do and also for being so honest, to let use see everything throuht your eyes, tell Aisha hi, she is also loved ok sweetie take care, and i saw that vlog, i went after her but no luck ok xoxo love you both...Mary.....Canada
I would love to see a day in the life of cookie! Or where you and aisha go on adventures? ❤ you guys always make me smile watching your videos, you are incredibly courageous and life loving and motivating! All the best with you ❤
Love and hugs to you. I'm glad that you have such a good team of doctors working on your case! If you ever need a "MOM" hug....consider yourself hugged bigtime!
I just found your channel and your enthusiasm and positivity on life is amazing. It’s made me realize how short life is and how much I take it for granted. Thank you for sharing your journey with us!!!
Salt in porridge is the scottish way! Sugar is the English way, so I’m told , I’m scottish and I have sugar in mine , your English and you have salt lol xxx
I don't think you'll be leaving us so soon, Emily! You're a fighter, and a fighter with a positive mental attitude! I have a feeling you'll be 'bothering' us for a long time yet!!! It's always so lovely to see you in every vlog, doing everything you can to stay healthy and upbeat. Of course there is the serious side to all of this, but I think you're doing so well, considering your current predicament. Keep plodding on and keep vlogging! You're brilliant!
As shit as cancer is....it always brings out the best in people ....everytime! I had a mole in the same place you did and I realised it went funny (swollen turned purple) turned out it was a wasp sting but I think I did more in that week than I did in a year!!! I can't explain how amazing you've been throughout its phenomenol!
You keep doing what your doing. Stay positive, keep spreading your sparkle. I’m still waiting to find out about my tumour but I’ve had my op now. Arm in plaster, lots of pain but hospital putting me on the magic Oramorph....I need a daily dose of your vlogs to brighten my day. Have everything crossed for you AwesEM 💕💕💕
You are so freaking amazing and inspiring! I'm a 55 year old cancer patient and never had the mental fortitude that you do. I can't thank you enough for sharing your life with us! Look forward to the next video 💜
Emily, you are an amazing person! I really can't believe how strong you are and on top of that you have such a wonderful, big heart. Every time I watch your vlogs I feel loved. I hope you feel that love, too
It looks cold there! G'day from sunny Australia! Your attitude and personality just warm my heart. I could listen to you talk for hours. Just keep on doing whatever it is you are doing....you've got this, girl! Also, the robe looks purple to me! LOL
My husband & I are with you on this journey all the way dolly. I pray for Aisha & you nightly since I found your Vlogs. Can't wait for the wedding; so exciting!!! God Bless. Much love & respect from Canada
Positive energy brings positive results. Ignore the haters nobody has time for that negativity. Love your spirit and attitude. Keep living life to the fullest having had stage 4 colon cancer has taught me to forget fear and just live each day none of us has guarantees so just choose happiness. Congrats again to y'all💞💍💞
Omg on the weekend I literally went and got everything I needed to make a cross stitch and was going to do the Nando's sign with your names! Damn! Back to the drawing board
You are freaking hilarious and inspirational! I love your vlog post! You guys are such a cute couple! Congratulations on your engagement! Keep being positive and thoughts/prayers from Florida!
Watching your Vlog Emily, stay positive and strong. You're such a gorgeous, funny and amazing woman. Am ashsmed, feeling sorry for myself cos got bad cold and you're brave and strong. You're in my thoughts, sending out positive vibes to you. You are full of life. 😚😚😚
The original brain tumor did not respond to radiotherapy to begin with which is likely why they told her to prepare do do what she needed to do suspecting these would not either. The brain has a blood brain barrier that prevents many medicines from crossing into the brain and offers some protection against cancer. Once it’s been broken it’s hard to treat anyway. Imagine the increase in pressure from one tumor and she had six. It’s no wonder she had a headache. Tumors encapsulate themselves with a bed of fluid and at some point like mine did that fluid bursts or leaks out depending on the pressure in it. You get relief at first cause it seems to be smaller due to less pressure by the collected fluid. Unfortunately that fluid is loaded with cancer cells and in the head it’s only got one place to go the brain hence numerous metastatic growth in a small area. So sorry that happened to you Em. You are missed.
Thinking of you always Emily 🙏🏼❤️ Sending you and Aisha all the love & prayers right now 🦋🍀🌟💎💓😍 Wishing you all the very best for Thursday in this big meeting xxxx
Hi Emily! Your energy is incredible, your attitude is effervescent...I’m post breast cancer and your determination inspires me even more to create awareness of cancer.. sending you lots of love and kick cancer!! 💓 ps... you’re both so lovely 💜
Its about time. #1 love your cats....NOW kick off all of those people who can't see the IMPORTANT things through the unimportant things. It's Your walk ,and there's a lot of different paths, yours does not have to be like anybody elses. You create your own!
The power of the Vlog and the incredibly strong Emily sharing her journey. Ten years ago I had melanoma on my leg, not even classic mole, just a feeling. Surgeries later, clear lymph nodes, I’m foolish enough to begin missing check ups, I’ve not been for a check in 3 years. What is wrong with me?! I’m stupid and possibly in denial that’s what! But Emily, your vlog has shaken the sense back into me. Sending love to you and Aisha from the Northwest of America. 💜
We have your back, my lovely. Just know that we love and support you. How anyone has anything negative to say about you is beyond me. You are such an inspiration. Thank you for sharing your journey with us xxx
Emily I'm so happy that you're starting you feel more positive again! Positivity and good energy can do wonders when it comes to health. I'm continuing to root for you, girl!
You seem like such a positive person, it's inspirational😁 I've been ill recently and in pain but you inspired me to keep going and have fun😊 I travelled to London for the weekend, took painkillers and had a great time😊
I am so glad you are not stopping long enough to dwell on your cancer!!! You make every moment a beautiful memory of how beautiful you are. And the inspiration that many people have become addicted to is YOU!!! I just love you and your gal... ML ♥♥♥ GOD BLESS !!!
I love the strength and positivity you show while going thru the hardest stuff. You inspire me to keep fighting thru it all. I'm praying for you. God bless!
Don't address the hate comments they don't matter. My twin brother was gay back in the 80s, it was so much different. But nowadays the people who are against it are in the minority so leave them there, and yes I'm only assuming that was so negative I apologize if I'm wrong I guess it's because I don't see any other negative when I see you guys
My mother has been fighting and winning her battle against Melanoma for 1.5yrs her treatment is Opdivo and recently she just had gamma knife for 7 tumors in her brain. Her MRI showed NO cancer activity! Emily is gamma knife available in England? We are in the States. It is so much more less invasive then whole brain radiation. Stay strong! You got this ❤
It's so true that London is a injection of positivity!! I felt that too (on my _first_ visit last spring lol).. I have Lupus and I have a hard time with that already, you're such an incredible inspiration.
You are amazing person. I discovered your page about a month ago. I just think you are inspiring! I was so into fitness then I got lupus. It knocked me down but seeing you working out all the time with cancer let’s me believe I can do it too. So thank you for that! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
You go Emily! Ignore those negative ninnies. I enjoy your blog everyday. I’m just so sorry you’ve got this cancer. Prayers for you and your loved ones ❤️