not allowed ~ tv girl {slowed/reverbed} 

“I hope we’re still friends yea I hope you don’t mind”...

"And I’m starting to suspect, you don’t intend to do anything you say at all" hit harder than a bus

I forgot how sexual the lyrics are

you can't imagine how many times i cried my heart out to this song because of her.

02:23

I was legit obsessed with this song and I finally come back on YT to see this-

this song fits shinji so much [sobs]

This song is a definition of a panic attack thinking about how your crush won't like you back

0:55 “But I’ve got an interactive, sick and twisted imagination, and that’s gotta count for something.” The lyrics are a relief to me yet a reminder of all the guilt in my life. 😭 at first I was annoyed by how sexual the lyrics were but it has such a bigger meaning than other songs abt just hot women etc (nothing against artists that do that but still)

I love how Shinji is so featured in all of these songs

“you don’t know how long ¡ can stare into your picture and wish that it was me” me when my best friend is dating the guy ¡ envy

ty for this and it’s like 4:53 am :)

YES THANK YOU I WAS WAITING FOR THIS

finally i discover new music i can vibe to

Wow how am I still here after 3 years?

Babe wake up ramona posted😊

1:57 Here You Go.

وضعي زي الي في الصوره لما بسمع الاغنيه دي

this reminds me of a friend who used to like me. we don't talk anymore because of how toxic he became. i miss him tho

"You never call, and I'm starting to suspect you intend to do anything you say at all" :(

1:57

You have great music taste✨✨✨

"im starting to suspect you dont intend to do anything you say at all"

this just perfect really

YOU MAY BOT LIKE IT BUT YOU BETTER LEARN HOW"

Bruh this song got such a Deeper meanin

It’s okay he didn’t mean it

i thought it was "did he ever make you cry" for a sec-

Dude the part where it says I hope where still fiends I hope you don’t mind legit makes me cry bc I had this friend and he was the best I loved him sm I had met him at a camp and then one day he just stopped responding to me and idk wtf I did and I’m still sad from it and I still text him sometimes with the small hope that he might respond and I can talk to him abt what happened but no.. it’s just kinda sad

the tiktok parts of this song are great the part where some guy is singing about how he's always been obsessed with this girl and thinks she should leave her boyfriend for him is not great

MY BEAUTIFUL SHINJI

aot spoilers!! eren after beating up armin and saying he hated mikasa: *yeah i hope we're still friends yea i hope you dont mind...*

amo esta canción y demasiado

These words hit me hard “I hope we’re friends yeah I hope you don’t mind...” I have experienced fake friendship,controlling friends and being treated as a puppet for many years so it hit me hard.. (I made a POV to this because it’s based on a true story of me) POV: Your “friend” dropped you for no reason and backstabbed you for another person, the next day you “ *sit alone* “ on the bench and your “friend” and her other friend say to you “ *all by yourself sitting alone* “ while laughing and then you tell your “friend” “ *I hope we’re still friends yeah I hope you don’t mind...* “ I bolded some important words in there because they are apart of the song (the lyrics)

I wish I could just tell her but I overthink to much

00:37 fav part omg

i’m lucky nobody is going to see this comment so i’m going to say how i’m feeling, sometimes i wish u could live in an alternate universe, free if worries, free if regrets and live life to the fullest where i am constantly happy

this is honestly one of the saddest songs i’ve ever heard 🤨

and never call

amo

im drinking raspberry tea rn its so good

2:15

If you see me here at 3am- no you don't.

anyone’s music taste expand bc of this?

RAMONA POSTS AT THE RIGHT TIME FOR ME LMAO ITS 3:24 AM AJAHAHA

1:57 my fave part

Whoever is listening to this has absolutely beautiful music taste, there is no denying that-

"do you like these little sonnets?" "cuz i wrote them just for you.." "how quickly they turn sour" "so be careful who you screw." "and you never call..." "and im starting to suspect," "you dont intend to do anything you say at all." "I hope we're stilling friends, yea, i hope you dont mind." I do mind. I miss you. I really do. Dont you remember? Your voice sounded like sonnets to me; a poetic experience, one that could make anyone smile. Me especially. You dont call. And you wont ever again

Some of y’all complaining abt how sexual the lyrics are after only hearing the “wish it was me” part but this is actually a very beautiful song talking about relationship issues, sexuality, self identity and more. It resonates me, even past the “wish it was me” verse

hello! if it is 12am or after please get some rest because tomorows gonna be a great day if you have the motivation!!! so do your best everyday and live life to its fullest :)

NO NOT SHINJI IM CRYING

its crying time :DD

THANK YOU FOR EXPANDING MY MUSIC TASTE RAMONA

words cannot explain the comfort in this song

I would listen to this all day while it's raining outside and no one's home just thinking about life...

It's midnight here. I'm honestly thinking how disappointing humanity is. I already lost my faith in humanity but I'm saying this cause I no longer want to be in silent about all this... Why should we believe/have faith in something like that? Rape incidents, killing, people making fun of suicide, body-shamers, cyber bullying, abuse, manipulation, fake people, teens and young children's mental health going horrible, racism, homophobia, sexism, victim blaming, toxic people and horrible unhealthy relationships, school being not safe and honestly horrible and frustrating. Exams just make parents mad and a shitty paper sheets with answers put on it that most don't know. Should we *REALLY* believe in something like that? I don't think we should. it's the truth. Humanity is absolute bullshit. I hate society and humanity.

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

This song talks about many things, not only se*ual stuff..but how badly the person wants to be with them, how controlling/fake people can be and how jealousy takes over people..I just love it

2024?

Okay but the person on the screen is literally me rn

the perfect song doesn’t exis-

" I don't mind if you forget about everything or anything, but please don't forget about me and the stuff we did"

2:21 my favourite part i keep coming back to it

I cant tell you how fast I clicked I might have broke my finger, oh well

0:30 my fav part

this song is the best for listening to in class as you stare out the window and try to disassociate and just think about how nothing really matters and everything's fake and that life is really just all energy floating around empty space...

Just lost that’s all

2:19 POV your ex keeps talking shit about you

HELL YEA- I'm finally early-

there is many comments about people's problems so just for anyone at all i will be your new mother figure *hello my children, who needs comfort or advice? ❤️*

0:40 Do the wires in your mind get sewn together, Rubbed and severed by the heat. You don't know how long I could stare into your picture, And wish that it was me.

Someone in 2024?😢

PLEASE THIS IS ONE OF MY FAV SONGS OF ALL TIME (as of now) TYSM RAMONA

Shinji 😿

"And I’m starting to suspect, you don’t intend to do anything you say at all" Is so good slowed down

a lot of these people commenting on the sexual lyrics clearly don't actually understand the emotional weight of sex; it's not just "haha funi penis", these things have weight.

it shinji Ikari from my favorite show/movies I never that I would ever meet a evangelion fan what you're fave show ep or movie

I will gladly eat that one dislike 😃

This makes me forget how toxic my irl friends are I wish we were back in elementary when we didn't know any better :/

All by yourself sittng alone i hope still friends yeah l hope you dont mind....

“And I’m starting to suspect you don’t intend to do anything you say at all”

this song fits beacuse i got rejected😂

PEOPLE PLEASE RECOMMEND ME SONGS OR ARTISTS THAT HAVE THE SAME THE SAME VIBE AS THIS SONG 🤍

did he ever make u cry? do the wires in ur mind get sewn together?... realest mf

i feel like shinji would like this song a lot

2:23 ,"I hope we're still friends yeah i hope you don't mind."

this is the perfect pitch

Anime: Neon Genesis Evangelion character : Shinji Ikari

*all by yourself, sittin alone*

I'm so early that I dropped my tea

As I sit on my bed, smoking unconscious, and on the verge of crying. This song makes me realize that I'm not a human... I'm a sick fucking loser man...

i'm cooked

I use this as motivation, not because I relate to the lyrics. Because it reminds me of the weak men of this world who will take what I have believing it was luck and not my own suffering and hard work that led to my results. I think of the singer as a man who blames the world for his problems and takes from those who went the path he could not. Who knows tho I’m prolly just projecting.

can you make a 1 hour version on this? i cant find a slowed and reverbed one that is looped for a hour and if it is then it doesn’t sound the way this one does, i really like this version

Thinking about her while listening to this

"and I'm starting to suspect you don't intend to do anything you say at all" dayum this shit hits

she just left me. my best friend. it's been a year and i still have the scars from her just holding onto me, it wasn't my fault, why make it my fault? i did nothing, yes you left me with 1 be person to keep me company but they left me, made friends with the ones you hated the most after, not to annoy you, they probably wouldn't even call me their 'friend'. so shut up.

"all by yourself" this hurts while sitting on the floor, crying and watching ur "friends" having fun

2:23👌

2:22 “I hope we’re still friends yeah I hope you don’t mind“