Nothing But Thieves - If I Get High (Official Video) 

The part where he laughs while looking at memories and suddenly starts crying, because he realized that it's gone, hit way too close to home.

I was looking for new music and I found crippling depression

damn, no breaking bad jokes. this song is legit

My youngest son wanted to fly back to the Light. He did so on May 1st 2020. In his farewell letter he asked to play this song during the memorial service. I knew the song because he played it in the months before his decision, and I always liked it very much. Now, whenever I hear it, my heart hurts because I want to see my son so very much. When I close my eyes I feel his presence though.💜

Not sure who I'm missing, but I miss you

Thank you for having hired an actor with a disability and not making his disability part of the storyline. This is the representation of People with Disabilities we need. We are normal people. Our disabilities are NOT the most important thing about us. We have feelings and emotions like everyone else. Having a disability doesn’t define us.

this man is physicaly uncapable of making a scene without eating breakfast. great video btw, thoughts and prayers

“If I get high enough, will I see you again” will always hit home 🫠 it’s 3 am, I’m having a smoke and all I could do is cry while listening to this on repeat. Sucks when you miss someone but they’re not in your life anymore. I love/hate going to sleep sometimes because I see you in my dreams and all I could think is what could’ve been

this was in my recommended and i wasn't ready for such emotion. fuck me up.

randomly clicked this video because it was in my recommended and now i'm crying so hard

I cry every time i hear this song… i get that swollen throat feeling and just break down. Getting chills throughout my body while holding the bottom of my shirt on my face to stop the tears… Miss you dad. 🕊️😔

The pain of losing someone never goes away. Some days are better than others, but it hurts every damn day...

I love how the line “if I get high enough, will I see you again?” could refer to either getting so high that he starts hallucinating and seeing this person, or it could be him contemplating dying of an overdose for the possibility of seeing this person in the afterlife.

I'm 22 and my mother passed away extremely unexpectantly last summer. My whole family is very close and it really threw us. The feeling of never being able to have any kind of closure is so painful, I can break down at any moment. There is a massive psychological void in my brain after she passed and nothing has filled it yet. Everything became more difficult, harder to focus in class and socialize with people. It was hard to sleep, without any stimulation, it was impossible to think about anything else. This song and video shook me to my core. I cried for half an hour straight. I would do absolutely anything just to hear her voice again or feel her embrace. Thank you NBT for sharing this, there is so much raw emotion and you composed it beautifully.

When this song was released I showed it to my mom and I never thought it became a warning to me. Months later she died right after her birthday. And I've never listened to this song since. It's been 7years. Today's Mother's Day and I got the courage to listen to it again. Yes the pain is there but now it's bearable.

When I first heard this song, my mom had passed from cancer. That was seven years ago. Till this day I still listen to it and think of her. This is beautifully done.

The lucid dreaming book really got to me, he's trying everything to be with his mom :,(

youtube suggestions are so lit these days

Found this by accident but it's so beautiful, it makes my heart hurt for a love I'm not sure I've ever had.

I haven’t heard this song in 5 years. As soon as the first chorus started I burst out in tears. I don’t remember storing so much pain in those lyrics.

The worst kind of dream is one where somebody you miss is in it. And your mind tricks you thinking your awake and it's all real. Only to wake up back to reality.

At the end.. I can't help but think the meaning behind the car not turning over to start signifies he wont be coming back from the dream.

One of the saddest yet happiest music videos. It brings me to tear everytime he turns around, in that moment his face says it all, he so scared/ eager to turn around to see if its her. What a perfect pick for the role of the son.

I know this song was from a while ago, but please just release an entire album with this level of vocal range, lyrical depth and melodic mastery. It's absolutely incredible and i do not want it to be the end...

I'll meet you at the divide To break the spell A point where two worlds collide Yeah, we'll rebel And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? I feel my loss every night Not long to wait And if I do this thing right I dream of our escape And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? Will I see you again? If I get high If I get high If I get high And we run [x7] Until we break through And we run [x7]

I just lost my mom a couple of weeks back. This song/video is like a punch in the gut. My heart is absolutely broken and I miss her everyday.

I stumbled across Nothing But Thieves the other day and decided to explore more of their stuff. Now I’m here, crying profusely as I watch and listen. Didn’t think I could cry any more, until I read the comments. Never knew a song could hold so much pain for so many. My thoughts go out to all of you.

Lost my dad suddenly when I was 16. I'm 29 now. Not a single day has passed since, where I didn't think of him. All the ways I tried to numb myself after his loss, getting high was one of them. I thought being stoic and with-holding my emotions gave me strength. When I found this song, I cried probably more than I have in long time. When you stop feeling anything after a while, you'd give almost anything just to even cry. I visit this song every now when I need a good cry sesh. This song is such a gift and so powerful in it's delivery. If you're reading this I hope you find the peace you've been searching for, you are not alone.

Yes therapist, this song right here

The father sleeps on the couch because he can't bear to sleep in the room he shared with her

this song is amazing, miss my family who has passed away. i used weed, coke and heavy drinking to hide my emotions. lately been sober and listening to great music like this be therapy with a lot of tears

Losing my mom at a very young age, this song hits closer to home than it should.

Have you ever felt this feeling of happiness, just burning in your stomach and your heart. A feeling of profound peace. You're just living the moment and you're feeling so great that it can make you cry. You are infinite at that exact moment. But sometimes you feel it and you know this is gonna end very soon. So it hurts. It hurts so bad. You start thinking too much about everything in your life. You get lost, feel so small. And something seperate you from this pure feeling of happiness. Then you spend all your time trying to pick up the pieces because you want to feel that way again. You want to feel alive at least one last time.

Mr.Walt is proud of you. U did well with his money!

My father passed a few years back and it completely destroyed me i stoped caring i had given up but I know he's watching so I picked my self up and I keep pushing I don't get my emotions out much so thank you for this beautiful song. I love you dad

I was 15, just about to turn 16 a month later when my dad died of a heart attack at 45. I don’t have any videos of us together detailing the time we spent together. We hung out a lot but I could only find one video of us. I watch it all the time when I get high, just wishing I could give him one last hug. He gave the best hugs, man.

Damn, the comments are so sad to read while listening to this song. I'm so sorry for everyone's losses. I hope you always find the strength to keep moving forward and continue to find something that makes you happy.

I thought I'd be some shitty song about sex and pills it wasn't and I cried

I lost my grandma 10 years ago today, and just found this song, currently breaking down realizing this song has explained all of the emotions I’ve felt for the past years that I’ve kept inside

The range in vocals is outstanding! Magical, haunting, and beautiful! More music like this please.

I’m 19 and my dad passed away a year and a half ago from cancer. It gave me all types of ptsd so my brain forces itself not to think about it, but whenever I miss him and need to cry about it, I listen to this song and it forces me to think about how much I miss him, and it’s very therapeutic. He loved this song so much, and I was the one to show it to him. Some night I would walk into the living room and he would be playing this song on his guitar, trying to sing along with it too. I would give anything to see him again.

This voice is like swallowing a thousand stars and throwing it up as you fall backwards in a endless hole with a small light at the bottom

I used to listen to this song when I was on college a few years ago and my mom was still ill from parkinson, it used to break my heart everytime I listen to it because I knew that when she die this song would be an important song to me (more than what it was) but I never wanted that day to arrive. Now i'm 25 and I just lost my mom, I was avoiding this song because I knew it would make me feel a lot of feelings but then I came back to this song and now i feel it completely. Thank you so much for this song, i'm glad I was able to listen to it live in México a few years ago.

Open tha noor *to clarify, This is an homage to just a small part of his legacy. I mean that made me smile at the time and still does when I need it*

This was on my recommendations and thank god it was I just fell in love

WHAT?? Walter White Jr. can walk???

His voice range is masive 🤯

I'm 7 years too late to this song. My father died of a heroin over dose when I was 7 years old. This song hits deep as I tried to overdose and die when I was 18. I now take psychedelics used to way too much. Haven't seen him, but It is getting better with time. I am about to turn 25 and have 2 beautiful baby girls now. I miss you Dad.

video is heartbreaking. guys voice is godly. eyes are watering

I lost my mom back in March the month after my 18th birthday and I just miss her so much. Just watching the old home videos of us makes me break down. Don't take anything in life for granted and just learn to appreciate what you have. Treat your mom and dad right, please.

soo i heart this song live one week ago on pinkpop, its was even one of the best songs!!! those guys are amzing !!

Heard this song and watched this video for the first time today and I just was so invested in the story. Emotions were stirred when she put her hands over his eyes for this girl over here. What a beautiful, sad, real work of art. Thanks for making me cry. I’ll come back to experience this emotion time and time again. Thank you for creating beautiful music.

Just found this song a few days before one of my good friends killed himself. It pains me to know I'll never be able to give him a hug again...and although this song makes me sad, it also makes me happy because it makes me remember him and how important he was.

Did anyone else notice the book he was reading titled "Lucid Dreaming," after his dad left in the car while sitting at the table? This means so much to me. After my mom died 3 years ago I got heavily into lucid dreaming via astral projection In attempts to reconnect with my mother through spiritual experiences, and that is exaclty what this video depicts. Freaking amazing!!

So... After reading the comments, I'm sorry for how life is here. I see so many people hurting. All I can offer is this that I learned: After we've lost somebody, the day will come that (this video nails it BTW) we'll remember something about the departed that makes us smile and laugh, and the we cry harder than ever before. But that day is the day we turn the corner. The pain starts to be replaced by the gratitude that we had time with those gone at all. My oldest brother died either by suicide or murder when I was all of 7 years old. The adults around me didn't know how to handle it, I was left on my own to figure it out. It was a shadow that followed me. Until I had a son. Then I finally figured out how to let it go and want to live. And that was the realization that I should be everything the departed was to me for everyone in my life. May you all find peace.

Nothing But Thieves were my mum’s favourite band. I remember coming home and always hearing this song on full blast and her singing the lyrics at the top of her lungs. I was scrolling through RU-vid and this song showed up. Now I feel like crying because I recently lost her and it makes me feel close to her. ♥️❤️‍🩹

LYRICS: I'll meet you at the divide To break the spell A point where two worlds collide Yeah, we'll rebel And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? I feel my loss every night Not long to wait And if I do this thing right I dream of our escape And we run [x7] Until we break through If I get high enough If I get high enough Will I see you again? Will I see you again? If I get high If I get high If I get high And we run [x7] Until we break through And we run [x7]

why do I get such a Radiohead feeling from this.

Miss you mama. Can’t believe I have to live the rest of my life without you.

This is one of my favorite songs/music videos of all time. Truly a masterpiece.

My thumb was scrolling through the vids and got lazy and accidently clicked this. I'm proud of my fat thumb now.

R.I.P my : * Granpa ( 2003 ) * Mom ( 2010 ) * Brother ( 2016 ) * Grandma ( 2017 ) * Dad ( 2019 ) I Miss U ... 😔

First song that makes me feel in love with their music

This song makes me cry so bad. He’s such an amazing singer and person. He does this so beautifully. I think I can’t imagine how awful this could be. To be in so much pain and want so badly to see your mom. 😭

I'm not crying you're crying.

This song makes me feel like no song ever has before. Makes me miss people I've never met. Makes me miss the people that have already come and gone. Makes me miss the people I know will have to go someday. It blossoms this sense of nostalgia in my chest, and I feel empty but filled all at once and I can't even describe it. This is beautiful. This is art.

This video used to make me cry even when it first came out. My mom passed away a couple months ago and now I can't even make it through this video

Dang Jr. is killing it!

i'm not crying my eyes are doing a tear cleanse

I have seen the thumbnail for this music video for so long and never clicked on it because I assumed it was one of those songs that is mediocre but has a famous person in it so everyone watches it. I finally clicked it and boy was I wrong.

this music introduced me to them

I’ve never heard this band, or this song, yet something about this video and the song just made me break down in tears, I haven’t had this kind of emotional reaction to something in a long time

Those Radiohead Vibes Man.......

My best online friend from across the world recommended this song to me a couple months ago and I loved it so much. Today, his friend called me crying to tell me he was dead. He drowned when saving his little brother during a hiking trip. He is a hero. This song is now how I feel...I can't stop crying. I am going sing this with my band as soon as possible. I miss you and I love you so much, Dev. This doesn't feel real

This has got to be one of the most heartbreaking music videos for me. I grew up pretty orthodox and was opposed to use of recreational substances for most of my teen years, but my grandfather passed in 2017 and ever since then I’ve been chasing him down with every puff, trying to make a world where he’s still around to teach me how to fish, tell me all the dirty jokes I wasn’t supposed to hear, and give me the memories I missed out on. I miss you man.

2:53 Bro thinks he‘s Jessie Pinkman

"Is Walter Jr. smoking pot?!" yes I'd say so Marie

THAT FEEL WHEN YOU FIND A NEW BAND AND FALL IN LOVE WITH THE FIRST SONG YOU LISTEN TO.

This song sends me to tears every time I hear it

GUYS DON'T BE ALARMED BUT I THINK SOMETHING GOT IN MY EYES THAT IS WHY MY EYES ARE WATERING THAT IS ALL

Rare clip of Walter Jr. eating something other than breakfast

this song made me tear up miss you dad ❤

I see a lot of other folks in the comments section who share their loss here and I just want to extend all my love to you. For me it’s my dad, 2 years ago. This video still brings tears to my eyes. Thank you to the people who made it and thank you to the people in the comments who have shared. I see you, and I am rooting for you and keeping your loved ones in mind. (Also speaking as a disabled person, super cool to see them cast RJ Mitte and not pigeon hole him. He’s incredibly talented!!)

I've just found this band... Till today I didn't even know it existed. I'm glad we found each other.

1:53 He was reading about Lucid Dreaming and practiced it so he can take control of his dreams and be with his mom again there. *cries away*

this is probably the best acting i’ve ever scene & the most powerful video. i saw it when it first came out and was mesmerized. watching it again, i was gasping for air, bawling at the first seconds and notes. the second the video started i lost it and couldn’t control myself even a half hour after seeing it again all these years later. this video hits on so many notes, it’s a masterpiece.

I love this song with my whole heart. To anyone struggling with permanent irreparable loss. Death or otherwise, my heart goes out to you. While I cry soulfully and release just enough weight to keep moving forward. I hope life gets a little more worth it the tigher you hold on.😔😤😞

My big brother was murdered this year in March. Him and I are both huge pot heads, and this song hits too deep. Thank you to those who made it. I miss you Tai, I love you.

When a song grabs your full attention and you get so invested within the first 30seconds

Just remember, their memory is only alive as long as you are. I know it hurts. But don’t wish it away. Soon enough we’ll be gone too. And it will be like we never existed. Think about them as much as you can.

Such a powerful song with some of the most amazing vocals. This video made me love the song even more. I was bawling with joy at the end. I could relate.

I can't describe how much I appreciate this. A friend of mine who just have turned 23, recently lost his mother to cancer. When he was 12 he lost his father (also to cancer) and I don't even understand how he looks so happy. He has no family and he is also the kindest person I know. This song and video reminds me of him and every single time I listen to this I can't help but to cry.

Reading the comments while listening to this takes you on another level. I hope everybody finds their inner peace and the strength to continue living life to the fullest.

My first time ever listening to this and I've got tears in my eyes. Never felt this way after listening to a song, ever. It's so emotional and meaningful. Truly amazing song and video. It really captures the feeling of love.

i cried while watching this and reading the lyrics, only nbt can make me cry like this ❤️

At first I thought I was watching Breaking Bad, but I knew I wasn't because Walt Jr. only eats breakfast.

Ive been not sober last few days over somebody I lost. I forgot about this song but I needed it

Holy shit, this is gonna blow up! Amazing vocals and incredible production.

I love the fact that this song can make people cry. It touches people's hearts. If a song can do that then you know you're doing something right. I absolutely love NBT.

Wow just found this and they caught a feeling I think most of us have had.... and boy am I crushed and happy at the same time. Really well done, very much surprised by this song