this one is about a year old at this point but it's one of my favorites i've written. also, been trying to learn how to sing with my chest voice a little more since recording firearm so go easy on me lol i know this one sounds a little different but i like the tone my voice has.
hope you enjoy :)
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lyrics:
i remember the first time i moved away from all my friends
i was way too young to know i'd never see them ever again
but that would happen more and more as i got older
it became sort of a trend
i'd float from school to school what felt like almost every other year
finding people i belonged with, trying my best to keep them near
but things were out of my control see i was just a pawn
next summer i'll be gone
sometimes i wonder if i stayed, would i have known them still today?
moving up throughout the grades and making memories on the way
but i don't think i'd be the person i turned out to be
it sucks but made me me
now i'm alone
feeling so empty cause all my friends are gone
far away from me years passed since we last talked
wonder how they're doin hope they're well
my mind's far gone
singin to my walls like they can hear my songs
cryin over things i made up in my thoughts
what a silly way to spend my tears
i've found that i cannot remember what it's like to have a friend
someone in my life around that i'll be with until the end
everyone i know lives states away and they have lives
i don't wanna take their time
i met them years ago because i played so many video games
and ever since we've kept in touch but i'm so far it don't feel the same
i feel terrible i'd like to talk more often
but got nothin to say
i think that after all those years of having friends around to see
only knowing them online creates a disconnect for me
if only i had stayed in touch with kids i knew in town
i'd have people around
but i'm alone
feeling so empty cause all my friends are gone
far away from me years passed since we last talked
i hope they all found their better half
my mind's far gone
singin to my walls like they can hear my songs
cryin over things i made up in my thoughts
what a silly way to spend my tears
i wish i knew
i wish that we didn't have to move
i wish that the years could have been smooth
but that's all i can do
i miss my friends
i wish that i had talked much more with them
i wish i could have seen that it would end
i'd do it all again
but i'm alone
feelin so empty cause all my friends are gone
far away from me years passed since we last talked
still hope they all found their better half
my mind's far gone
singin to my walls like they can hear my songs
cryin over things i made up in my thoughts
what a silly way to spend my tears
6 сен 2024