Nurse talks openly about being addicted to heroin. 

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You couldn’t pay me to go back to those days. So, so grateful for sobriety.

Sounds like a very smart lady. I Am trying to quit heroin and hearing these stories really hit me right in the gut. I don't want to be 56 and still using. May God bless her and all of us who are struggling with addiction

I think she has the strength to turn her life around for her daughters I know she can do it.

A very candid interview. She's one of the only ones who can look directly into the camera. I wish her all the best.

She seems like she really is ready for Recovery. Alot of people say they're ready but when they offer recovery they try they don't take it. If someone out there sees this video, and can help her. Please do.

These..videos..help...me tremendously...i am in recovery..myself...and i don't think.twice....after...watching..videos....like this...

"What do you see when you look in the mirror?" "...Sometimes I don't see anybody; like, where'd she go?" Omg. So sad.

Same situation! BSN in nursing and drawing unemployment because of the decisions I made that has led me here. By the grace of God, I served my time and have been sober 5 years!

I really like her. She has such a caring/motherly demeanor about her. If I could help in any way, I would. Tell me how. I wish her recovery. She can do it. She's ready; you can tell.

This is my exact story .... The only difference is that I have a son & daughter not 2 daughters. I've been clean for 12+ years now ... February 16, 2008 is my sobriety date. To anyone reading this: Please ask for help as soon as you can because your life is worth it. I promise 💜

Can we have an update about this lady? Hope she has gone to rehab.. she seems like a lovely mum that got lost in her way...

I pray for her speedy recovery

As if I were not already scared of drugs. This comes along to frighten me even more. My friends who counsel people like to say "Good. Be afraid. Fear of this shit is good for you".

I also pray for the holy spirit ! to give her the strength to break free .

This is woman of the most sincere interview Ive since ...this woman touched my heart 😪😪😪💔💔💔💔 God help her please!!!!!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

Oh, I knew this woman and her husband, back when. She is a lovely person, and I am so sorry that she is struggling. My heart goes out to her, and all those affected by the horror of addiction.

One day at a time ! Almost 6 years for me!

I love her. The pain in her voice and words. This video is 2YRS old. I hope and pray she’s alive and clean 🙏🏼♥️

Stop for yourself AND your daughter!!! You're loved ❤

This beautiful lady is so brave to speak candidly about herself and her addiction. I know it's very difficult and I hope that she recovers and lives a very happy and healthy life with her daughters. God Bless her and give her the strength to stay clean. 🙏💜

I'm in recovery also. I'm a substance abuse counselor as well. It's a struggle everyday but all we can do is keep fighting. I pray for this lady that God just put his arms around her and give her strength. Addiction is pure hell that nobody deserves to live in. I'd like to thank the lady for her openness and honesty.

My name is Sarah and I am a psychiatrist out of Las Vegas Nevada. I’d like to dispel some common misconceptions about addiction. Firstly, addiction doesn’t discriminate.... it can happen to anyone. I currently have patients that are Doctors, Nurses, Lawyer’s , Police Officers and Soccer Mom’s. This woman is not my patient and I can’t speculate on her mental health. Generally speaking, addiction is both a mental and physical struggle, the routine itself is hard to end. In my experience most OR Nurses know Heroin is not the same as a “bunch of crushed up perks”... she would have learned that in chemistry and pharmacology. I have found that emotional support can be the strongest medicine when it comes to addiction. Be kind, addiction doesn’t make people less human. ❤️

Pray for her. No one is perfect, and everyone makes mistakes.

She helped so many people..good people always suffer in this world😪

She is actually Beautiful and can't imagine how she can go down like this I hope she recovers.

I am a CNA. A soon to be Nurse (taking my state boards next week to become licensed). I am in my early 30s and I understand her struggle. I was never addicted to alcohol (liquid drug) but I constantly went on episodes of binge drinking once per week. I always loved myself intoxicated because I wasn’t shy, was not afraid and numb to everything around me. I had to wake up. When I did I realized this isn’t how my story is going to end. A woman drowning in her own mystery. I am going to take control of my life and write the rest of the chapters of my life and conform this to a happy ending. It’s not easy...but you have to get to that mental state.

done with it ! Am starting my recovery todayy Weed and cocaine addict. First time i speak out about it Iwish you well your a strong and smart woman .

I have chronic pancreatitis. I take Percocet. I take 3 a day. I have so many times thought about a cheaper easier way of dealing with the pain, but bc of these brave and honest people telling their stories, I will stay with what the doctor recommends. God bless you all

You can change your life! There is always hope. I never thought I could get clean, I had relapse after relapse, getting high on the same streets as you. In March of 2013 that all changed and I've never looked back. I was hopeless, helpless and broken. Today I sit here, proud, humble, honest, trustworthy, a productive member of society, hopeful and best of all FREE! Fight for your life! You are SOOOO worth it. ❤ One day at a time

As a fellow nurse my heart is with her!!! Much love 💕

This women wants help you can see it. I hope she gets clean. Idk exactly how she got there but you can see the pain. I pray for her. I have been off opioids for 10 years but I almost lost everything. Thank you for getting people’s stories out and we do recover if we are ready and willing !! God bless you

Deniece I hope you get the help you need ❤you really seem like a great person. Please go to rehab. I'm praying for you 🙏

GOD!!! PLEASE YOU CAN SEE SUCH BEAUTY WITHIN HER!!!! PLEASE SOMEONE HELP HER!! FOR THE SAKE IF HER DAUGHTERS! SHE SOO BEAUTIFUL!! AND BEAUTIFUL SMILE!!! DENIECE YOU ARE SOOO WORTH IT!! NEVER EVER GIVE UP!! ITS NEVER TOO LATE!!!! NEVER!!!! DONT YOU GIVE UP!!!!

She’s got a great heart. Only one of her wishes was for her, the others were for her daughter and all of humanity. I wish her all the best.

Please feature her again in an update. Sending her my ❤️ & 🙏.

My heart goes out to her. My mom has MS and it's a nasty disease. This woman is very honest and she is ready to be clean. I hope she can get there

“Where did she go??” She asks the most prophetic question about her drug use. She offers such sage advice to others. I pray that she finds herself again because she is a beautiful individual!

Her words had honesty and power. God bless her that she survives her addiction.

Loved the way she included the whole world to be ok. She’s a good human being lost in an addiction. Really praying for her, hope she makes it. Looking forward to see an update from her

When she said she worked in the OR it resonated with me because I’m a retired OR nurse. It takes a special kind of person to succeed in the OR environment and, from this video, she seems like the type of person who would have done well. I pray that she has fought her way out of Kensington and is clean and sober. Thanks @Aml for helping share her story with us.

She is amazing! I hope she gets the help she needs, after those long years helping people as a nurse.

there are ALOT of nurses who use drugs.

Deniece, I am truly sorry for the pain that you’re going through. I sincerely hope that you can find the help, you’re seeking to get clean & get back the life, you so desperately miss. You seem like a loving & caring person. If, you can get back to caring & loving yourself first,..., I know, you’ll succeed in finding joy, peace, and sobriety in your life. I sincerely wish you all the best! God Bless!!

Praying for complete healing deliverance and recovery . I love how she encouraging people to not do them stressing the dangers and detriments of getting into it, she wants to be done but you can tell she’s deep in it.

I feel this woman's pain so deeply. She still has a chance, I hope she takes it

This could be any of us , listening to her tells me an addict still is aware of everything, she seems intelligent and is giving us a helpful message

She is a good Soul! My prayers for her that she gets the help she needs and then help others in need!

Addiction grips the soul hour by hour ....... recovery is SO DIFFICULT and hope she finds a way out from the devil cycle.

Her eyes remind me of my mother’s , how wise they are

this is very important to show what's really happening with the beginning of drugs

Her eyes are so Intense, her eyes are literally telling u her emotions. I have been clean for ages, I make myself watch these videos when I'm down. Then I pat myself on the back and look in the mirror I have come so far. I'm 44 I have my organs and brain in tact. The worst is when people have organ or brain damage they cant ever go back then they just use until they die. Bless U my dear from Hong Kong.

Being empathic and watching these literally hurt my chest, my heart, 💜😔

She seems like such a lovely woman. Heroin will do that to you. I've just fallen off the wagon after 18mths clean and watching g her has stopped me from going out to score. I hope and pray she finds her way.

My heart feels for her! She’s broken! 💔

can we get an update on her? she has so much potential to be clean 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

Realist. Deneice, you're full of wisdom and truth. Thank you for HELPING people with your story. I pray you see yourself again and recongnize that you're worth sobriety. Your girls are blessed to have such a wise momma. Prayers to you. 🙏🏻🕊☮

What a lovely Human Being, you can tell that straight away. When she said I just wish there was no drugs they are so bad & she is so right. Drugs can & do effect everyone or someone who knows of a friend etc its global crisis just like the coronavirus at the mo but everyone has got used to drugs & that style. I wish they would put the sort of resources they are putting into trying to combat the coronavirus into combating the drug issues. As more people are dying from drugs & have been for years but it's just been left by the wayside. Deniece keep going I know it's struggle I am going through it to & it will get better. You are intelligent & have raised two daughters that you are Sooo Proud of & Love To Bits. Always In My Thoughts. If anyone could give me any information on how to contact as would like to send her a card & care package even though from England it might take a while, I know it would at least bring a smile to her face for a few minutes. Luv from 🇬🇧 To 🇺🇲

She’s soooo self aware. She seems extremely intelligent, it breaks my heart hearing about stories where people got on heroin because of disorders like MS that cause pain.

Everything she is saying is EXACTLY how I felt when I was doing drugs. (I’ve been clean for 5 yrs) I Literally want to go find her and help her. She has MS too!😭😭 I hope and pray she can find peace! She deserves a good life!!!

Hang in there Denise ! You are an amazing mother and woman! I am praying for you . ❤️

Very straight up woman. Thank you for sharing your message. I sincerely wish you hope and the opportunity to get clean. God bless

Her nurse side comes out bc she cares more about the people than herself and that breaks my heart.

Oh my goodness! What a sweet lady. I wish her all the best in the world. She deserves a chance to a new and happy life.

I just wish I could reach through the phone and hug her all better! This was so heart breaking! She is incredibly smart, beautiful inside and out and has so much potential, I truly hope she gets help!

She is so intelligent and seems to really want help . I hope she gets the help she matters 🙏❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ GET HELP , THIS WAS MY FAV INTERVIEW , something about her just reminds me of me and I can tell once she gets clean she's gonna take it very serious and go hard for her sobriety !! You can do this

This breaks my heart so much ♡

Bless this woman. Please allow her to get the help she needs. Please keep her safe and able to be there for her children. Most of all heal her pain. 🙏🏼💙

Wow you remind me of my mom so much. A child's love is unconditional. You deserve better. You got this! Your completely right...you can change the future. 😊

You can make it up to them. You can give them back their mother. I hope you do ❤️

I love her . And you could tell who she was before the drugs a very caring and sensitive person. Her life will be better before this year I’m praying and speaking this into existence.

A lot of nurses steal the narcotics. It's just so tempting. I'm a CNA and I am an addict. I know I couldn't be around narcotics like that without ending up taking some.

This woman could be an addiction counselor, she's very aware and direct. She's one of the few people that looks directly into the camera. I pray she gets the help she deserves. You can tell she really wants out.

My favorite interview, hands down.

I like it better when I hear Mal asking the questions & hearing his voice not typing them out.

how heartbreaking.please bless her big guy.

This woman is a beautiful soul. She speaks the truth. 🙏🏻💗

Powerful...keep these videos coming.

Such a beautiful soul 🙏🏻 praying for her to find her path to recovery

Hoping that she finds recovery. Sending love ❤️

Real talk from this woman. Sending love her way ❤

I see a beautiful and tortured soul. Jesus please deliver her soul from this torment and set her free. Give her hope and a future.

I pray that she gets the help he needs and deserves

I’m praying for this woman!😭

What a brilliant lady I pray she gets clean she could be a wonderful advocate and speaker

It’s so sad what this does to great people. I pray she gets into a recovery program.

Shes a beautiful soul! Your channel inspires me !!! When she cries...I cry😢

She is real...this interview is up there..someone please help her help herself..

AML rocks,these videos help me somehow in my recovery. Thank you my friend.

Is there an update on Deniece? I can’t find anything.

You are a wonderful woman..i pray you get out of that situation..thankyou for sharing your story..very touching..God bless you.

I have a very close family member that was a nurse and she got hooked on heroin. The people on here that are saying you were a nurse you should have known better WELL yes they do know better but unless you have done the drug yourself you could NEVER understand the power that, that little bag of powder has! You do it one day and say ok that was fun but that’s it! Then the next day you say ahhh I can do it one more time and then before you know it you are a full blown addict! Luckily my family member got clean and went back to nursing (they are now retired). I pray for Denice she reminds me of my family member, you can see the goodness in her eyes.

May God bless her and keep her this arms

Girl look at yourself in the mirror. Look into your eyes I see love, hope. Common 6 years. Get up and do it. Ask the lord into your Heart. You are not Lost. You know what you have to do. You are loved buy so many. I love you.

This one really got my heart, my mom struggles with other types of things.. and I feel for her & her girls. Bless her heart & I pray she gets clean and her family can finally reconnect and live happily an keep each other strong.

〰️💔〰️... There is still hope for her ✨✨🙏🏽🆙✨✨💫 ...〰️❤️〰️

Very good interview. Brought tears to my eyes.. definitely a sweet woman. 💕 Wishing her the best 💜

You can change it All Around ,Start Over for Yourself and Your Daughter's. You Are Loved

Alot of the time, whenI watch these videos I feel hopeless and sad. For some reason, this lady struck me as being someone strong, someone to rally behind. She's the type of strong woman who could ROCK rehab, then become so helpful to others in the rooms. I HOPE THATS THE JOURNEY SHE CHOSE