15:16 This song has my whole life. When I was in home when I played on laptop I listened to it, when I was outside watching sunsets I listened to it, and it reminds me of many happy memories that I will remember till I die. Music is everything, and u can make many memories with it.
Roses are red Violets are blue Knowing that you’re trying Makes me so proud of you So even though it hurts an you want to give up Know by someone, *You are loved* -a wise commenter
Godd I can relate af!!!😭😭 The thing that everyone is so annoyed with me is me being silent or not being able to express and in the end I'm left being a freak wierdo like who's not able to express ig the worthless freak me This playlist really made me cry and reading your comment too coz for a min I felt like somebody can understand that I'm not trying to "make a excuse or pretending"
Things that speak better than humans -mirrors: I won’t judge who you are -dreams:I will keeep you safe from reality -Pillows: come and express your safeness on me I won’t care - books: I will make your life so much easier -music: you can vent to me whenever you want I’m here -notebooks: I’m always here to listen to your problems no matter what 🤍🤍
"What are you doing?" He questioned with a giggle and watched me play with his hair. "Just hold on for a second!" I chuckled and finished making a tiny braid with his hair. I leaned back with a proud smile across my face. "Tadaa!" His eyes went up and looked at it with amazement. He reached his hand up to his forehead, where I had made the small braid, and carefully studied it. He treated it like it was the most fragile glass ever made and didn't want to break it. A loving smile formed on his lips and he looked back at me again. Our eyes locked and the world seemed to disappear around us. "It's just as beautiful as you" He smiled and my heart fluttered.
I have all these comfort characters and every time I imagine them hugging me I always feel so warm and loved And then I snap back into reality Oh right, this world… I forgot.
I do this with every single song I listen to, and when the beta drops (depending on the song) something really major and cool happens, but with songs like these, they’re more, calm, sad and gentle.
ok this gave me motivation to read it i got it at school cuz they were giving away books and i got that one cuz i've heard the name before but it's been sitting on my shelf cuz i've had no motivation to read lately but that is suck a beautiful quote
Funny enough, I just moved in with my fiancé. Just to realize, his home situation was just as bad as the one at my old house. Except this time we are alone with the monster. No little brother to witness or a mom to monitor the monster. He was trying to tell me that this whole time, but didn’t know how. It’s been the first official day that I have been living here. It’s been a hell of a train wreck. Lots of sudden realizations, I never guessed that she was just as bad as that scary man who ruined my life every day for 18 years. I knew she was bad but not like this. Of course I was hiding in his room secretly for the first three months. We came up with a plan and he dropped me off at his door while he drove off and circled the neighborhood. I went in and let the emotions that have been building for the last 3 months spill. Great performance and she took pity on me. Now I’ll just be paying rent to another sneaky psycho while me and my fiancé dance around rules that don’t make sense. We are adults of course(19/18) but have to share different rooms and must leave doors open. She wont leave him alone and nags him relentlessly. You can see it in his face when she gives him dirty stares, over lectures, and manipulates him all in front of me. He says it’s so much worse when I’m not here. At least now we can fake it together. Never met anyone like me, not in half the US, online and in person. But I have finally found that missing thing I have been looking for in everybody else. We saved each other. Now he’s not dead and I’m not in the military as a war breaks out. We both will laugh about all of this shit at therapy in another state far away from all of it. Screw getting screwed over. I chose this. And I still choose this. I’ll keep him safe, and he’ll keep me safe. This time, no broken promises and getting ditched by some loser that didn’t deserve me anyway. So yeah, I get the feeling your talking about. Chilly 😂
i try to find playlists like the way your described like telling to you it’s ok to cry because nobody has ever told me “it’s going to be” or “it’s ok to cry” or “nobody will judge you if you cry” or “ im here it’s ok to cry” so i just cry when i go to vent playlist or ones like this
@@Greenfrog43hey, it's actually okay to cry.. you probably know that well enough by now. But it's really alright. Keeping it in when you don't want to hurt even more than not crying it out. These days I've been telling myself " let it hurt and let it go" It's okay if you're not the kind of person who's always strong and brave. It's okay if things hurt. Just make sure you get back up one day 🫂💗
my friend asked me if the reason I listen to sad songs so much is because I find comfort in pain I said absolutely not I hate being sad I hate being in pain but it’s like I’m linked to sadness like i’m never happy whenever i’m in a good mood I never think “I’m felling so happy right now” I think “I’m not feeling sad right now” and when I listen to sad songs it’s relieving because I’m not running from sadness anymore, I’m not pretending.
You may not find comfort in pain but it sure sounds like you find comfort in sadness. I can only say that bc i relate. Althought i was able to get out of a huge depressive episode fortunately, now and then i still like to come to these playlists and listen to them, maybe cry, bc its comforting. Your case might be simular too
if yall don't mind for a moment ima spill my brains (little bit of a difficult topic here :] ) you ever have that time where you are hanging out with your friend, laughing, being funny then you just say something phsycotic, people ask if you're okay, you say you're doing great then go on with your life? days later those phsycotic statements become suicidal. you dont want to die, but you just dont want to exist because it takes too much effort, ranting leads to others being worried and you are the supportive friend who doesnt want to burden others. you are sleep deprived, stressed and fairly close to the end of your rope, but you hold on to the hope that you'll feel better soon. when your around your friends you say things you regret heavily, when you're by yourself you think too much. Neither action changes the state of your mood so you hide. in music, in video games, in anything. you dont want to do drugs or alchohol because you know the bad effects and addictions that happen. you remove yourself from people, so as to not regret anything, but sacrifice your mind in doing so. you begin to wonder "why cant people leave me alone?" why can't everything be better. projects are due, yet another thing to tank my grades. you slowly become a hypocrite, telling you're friends to tell you when they are struggling yet not reaching out yourself. you need help but you cant find anyplace to go. you're trapped in your mind, scrambling for a way out. you cant find it. everything seems hopeless but you keep trudging through knowing happy unstressed, un-oppressed times are ahead, you just have to get there. thanks to anyone who read this, even if you didnt i hope you have a nice day. you will get better, just like i am getting better one step at a time :] i love you all
you just described my entire life.BUT ive been getting better, a lot of people found out something about me, i regret saying anything but now i know i am getting better. Trust me you will love something. When you do you will know it. Keep looking for that something it helps.
00:00-3:13 You laughed as you ran through the field, hair flowing freely in the warm summer breeze. You heard the footsteps of your S/O (significant other) running behind you. As you are running something catches your attention. It's a flower, a beautiful crystal blue flower. You stop abruptly and bend over to examine the flower more closely. As you sit on the ground your S/O finally catches up and sits next to you puffing and out of breath. After a couple of seconds they look at the flower that holds your attention. "I've never seen a flower like that" they state as they peer close at the delicate petals. "It's beautiful" you whisper softly. " not as beautiful as you" they reply, picking the flower and tucking it behind your ear. "Corny" you laugh as you lay down with your head on their lap. The sun shone brightly and the summer breeze whispered the secrets of summer in your ears. You wanted to stay like this, just the two of you forever. You smiled and closed your eyes, you would make this memory last for as long as possible. Forever. Thanks for reading this :) Not sure what it is but yeah. Have a lovely day/night
The first song makes me feel so happy which is unbelievable because i suffer with emotional detachment so it means i can't really feel any emotions no matter if i cry or laugh i feel numb i have an idea it might be caused by depression or anxiety or maybe trauma but this playlist brought tears of happiness it makes me feel something thank you so much for making this i appreciate it highly :) Edit: hey it's been 2 months since i commented this and i have news that i have gotten help and i met someone who i have been with for a month and a half now i feel way better and happier when i was at my lowest i thought i would never get to say "I'm happy" and actually mean it but here i am and this goes out to all of you struggling don't give up keep going it will get way better soon i promise i love you all no matter your ethnicity , gender identity , sexual orientation or the way you dress you're perfect!!
There is something kind of nice about this playlist, what I've listened to at least. It's kind of depressing, but there's also something so touching about things like it. A kind of broken acceptance. It's somewhat in the same realm of why I enjoy drawing post apocalyptic scenes. A lone character, watching everything end silently. They look at a crumbling swing set and see a flash of their past. A puddle reminds them of some distant memory. A character resigned to their fate. They miss the past, but they have to let go because if they don't it will hurt too much. Maybe we all feel like that character sometimes. Too broken to continue, but we do. Because we have to. Because someday, it will get better. Someday... _The words dimmed and spluttered on the cracked screen. All around, ash and dust fluttered, almost in slow motion, to the ground, dusting the faded keys of the computer with a thin layer of grey debris. The fire in the city had spread, but there was no one left to cry. Instead the fire burned on, the flames licking at the rubble where the computer lie. The last word, "Someday", grew brighter momentarily, trying to hold on, and then the screen went black._ _Someday_ UPDATE: I've had people on RU-vid asking where one might find more of my writings. For those of you who are interested, I have started creating a small Google Sites page to post some more of my work. I'm still working on it right now, but I'll post a video with a link on my channel to show it off when it's done! Thank you for all the support you've given my writing. Have a wonderful day. :)
This is such a nice comment and i relate theres something almost upsetting about these songs but they just make me feel warm and fuzzy inside its like im in love with sadness it makes me comforted and i love the little paragraph at the end :)
Your comment captures a nice vibe. I'll be coming back to this, because too many times it feels like I breathe melancholy, or at least I like to call such a vibe that too much. Thank you for your words of reminicence ^^.
I was just listening to this playlist and imagining me, my friends and comfort character just Celebrating the new year together. Tears rolled down my eyes, I love this 🥲
This reminds me of home so much, I live in the pnw. Rocky beaches, foggy twilights, trees/moss/ferns, the smell of dark rich soil, the city vibes, the snow covered mountains in the skyline, the variety of people that fade in and out, and just feeling like you're surrounded by and one with the flow of everything.
i look into her eyes and i see nothing but her pouring her feelings out, but not saying anything. And i need her to say something, but there is nothing to say.
*how i saved myself and how you can too :D* no parental/professional help needed, just u *1.* say one good thing about ur biggest insecurity every hour (or however often u want to; at least 2 times /day) *2.* do one thing that makes u happy. it doesn't have to be big or small. like a hobby, or watching ur fav youtuber. *3.* do one thing that u can express ur anger with. rip up a page, crush a can, go for a bike ride, crush a branch, etc. *4.* take care of urself. do ur makeup, do skincare, take a shower, brush your teeth, etc. you don't have to do this in any specific order!! you don't have to do all of these or *just* these, either. do whatever you want; this is your life, you shouldn't be living your life in the footsteps of someone else. *extra:* - meditate (i've never done this, but i've been wanting to for a while!) - create and act out fake scenarios in your head - talk to yourself or your imaginary friends - start a new project (doesn't have to be something huge!! it can be as simple as writing down the good things u say ab urself) - start a gratitude journal! you don't have to write in it every day- you can write in it as often as you'd like. whatever works 4 u
Me and the love of my life lying in bed cuddling. She smiled at me. I smiled at her. We lived happily. Like a fairy tale. She comforts me when I'm sad. Makes me happy all the time. "Let's plan our future together!" she said to me one night. "yeah!" I said smiling. But then our room went dark. And I realized. She doesn't exist.... Only in my mind...
All these comments and POV’s people are saying is just so sweet. I love all this music and thinking up all these scenarios, whether happy or sad, or reading things about other peoples lives or things they’ve made up and wrote. This is so sweet
Listening to this has given me the weird pressure you get at the back of your throat when you need to cry but you just can’t let anything out. This is a nice playlist. Maybe I’ll cry to it some day.
I cried because of this, and I thank you for that. I needed to cry, I needed to feel something. I needed a reminder that it's okay to just cry, and it's okay to be sad and depressed for no reason ( or as they say "no reason"). I've come a far way, but depression never has gone away for me. It just got better, and seemed to go away until it surprised me with a small wave. I'll get over it, but I'm not firmly planted in these times. My toes barley touch the ground and I'm waiting for the wave to pass through so I can stand easily above water and I don't have to focus on not going under the water; else I'll drown. And this time, there might not be a way back up. I might not be able to get back up on my own this time, this time, if no one saves me, I'll never feel the bliss of taking a fresh breath. I'll continue to drown wishing for the air inside my lungs. I helped myself last time I almost didn't make it, who would, better yet another question; who could, help me? The first step to recovery is making the decision to do so. As long as I take that small but important step, I won't drown. Because till my last breath, I'll keep fighting to keep my head above the waves. With hope that one day, I'll stand on dry ground.
By reading your whole comment I can tell you went through things, we all do it's part of life we have ups and downs but I'm just proud of you for coming so far and I hope you're proud of yourself too!
the way you put this into a metaphor was truly beautiful. I know it’d feel better if someone you knew said this rather than a stranger, but I’m truly rooting for you, and going through the same thing. I understood everything and related to everything. I can tell you have a beautiful soul. take your time and remember waves vacant stop you, nothing can. this is your life, make it how you wish.
Hey you, I just saw your comment and wanted to say thank you for sharing this, thank you for your bravery, for chosing yourself again and again, I hope you are proud of you and you're doing okay, more than okay actually. I'm sure you're an amazing person, you're strong and beautiful. I understand what you say, I wish you luck, love and as much happiness as you can get, I wish you all the good things in life and some more, much more ! Bye you, you're doing great !!! Love 🥰🥰🥰🥰
His fingers trail around your hand, tracing each little detail ever so delicately. Gently, he clasps your hands together, his gaze piercing your heart. _"You're so much more than what you let yourself believe, ya know?"_ he whispers softly, resting his forehead against yours, while his other hand grazed your neck up towards your jawline. _"I love you.. but you need to love yourself too.."_ He pulls away, a faint smile on his lips, tears welling up in his eyes. _"it's time for me to leave now, sunshine.."_ You stare back at him, and swiftly embrace him. _"Please, sunshine, it's time..."_ You let go of his warm figure, and look towards the ground. Before he leaves, he takes your face and kisses your cheek. _"In another life, my sunshine, I hope to see you soon..."_ Your comfort character stands and walks away, dissipating into the cool night mist. *"My sunshine..."*
I just imagined all my comfort characters, all my friends and family members just running up to me and hugging me and saying "just breathe, your going to be okay. Because we're here for you and only you, okay..?" Its Oddly specific, I love it.
This playlist reminds me of an old friend. His name was fin but I had first known him as tubbo(yes like the steamer) and he saved me. He almost protected me in a way. I had always seen him as a brother, he was older than me and I guess he understood the things I had gone through. But he left before he could see me become a better person, I have no idea where he is. But I hope hes doing well and still knows I love him so much and Im proud of him. If he ever reads this-, Fin, I miss you. But thank you for helping me when no one else would, Thank you for protecting me, I hope you are doing well. I love you forever and always/p.
I feel that. I basically had the same thing but his name was Raiden. He was 9 years older than me and he was there for me when I literally had no one else. My mom was in jail at the time and my father abandoned us. I was constantly kicked out of the house of my step-dad’s moms house, so I just went over to Raiden’s home. We usually hang out with a few others during the days and nights, and they were the only ones who didn’t despise me in the town. Sadly, he died in a fire rescuing me. I miss him a lot.
Love, and I'm devoted. Love, but I'm obsessed. Love, but I took it too far. Love, but I'm drifting away from me and I'm making it about only her. Love, but I want to kill. Love, its not love anymore. Obsession, and I know it. Obsession, and its consuming me. Obsession, and I took it way too far. Obsession, and no one believes me. Obsession, and they say I'm faking. Obsession, its her. Its her that's making me like this and I love it. Love, but its not her that I love anymore, its the feeling. And only she gives it to me. So I need her to numb the feeling, but also give me more of it. And it makes me do horrible things I don't want to do. And now I hate myself.
You're both sitting up on a rooftop, watching the sun set. "The sky looks beautiful today." "And you look as beautiful as the day I met you." "Saying things like that-- Doesn't it embarrass you?" "No, because I was glad to able to say it to you while I had the chance." "While you had the chance?" You look over and pause... Right, you forgot. You came to the rooftop you used to sit on together, alone. The light from your eyes fades as you return your gaze to the setting sun.... If only you also said everything you wanted to while you had the chance as well.
This almost made me cry, I have so many things I could have said to someone while I had the chance.. I just never expected it to end so soon and I never did, we're still best friends but it just isn't the same. I can't say the things I wanted to anymore
@@Delusion_Dimension With each passing day we're all given another chance, wither it's with people from the past, new ones in the future, or just ourselves. Don't give up, it'll be okay. Goodluck
*POV:* "You were walking in the meadow, the long yellow wheat and their stems and feathery yet harsh tops swaying softly making a pleasurable scene seeing how it made it look gorgeous as the sun set during the golden hour. You’d drag your hand across the top of the wheat as your clothes softly flowed around you - the wind was strong yet mesmerizing. It was a late evening of summer, the spring peepers starting singing their chorus, the cicadas started buzzing with pleasure, the bird started singing with the peepers, the grasshoppers also joined with their instruments, their long thin legs. It was anything you could’ve ever dreamed of. Walking barefoot through the field, the sweet scents of wheat and the forest surrounding the meadow and wheat field with your house tucked away among it, your life was perfect. Along with the mountains in the distance. Your cat briskly followed behind you with their tail raised and the tip swaying softly you could almost hear their paw steps behind you, you took a breath of fresh air. As you neared the line from the wheat field the meadow stood right before you, full of fresh green grass, wildflowers especially poppies, bee balms, Lance Leaf Coreopsis and Catchfly, Queen Anne’s lace, field scabious, Oxeye Daisies, and Lupine. All of the flower scents filled your nose, you spotted your cottage in the middle of the field and quickly started running and soon was filled with laughter as your cat ran by your side also knowing you were nearing the cottage. When you got to the cottage you could smell a stew and fresh yeast rolls being made, your mother greeted you with a warm smile, while waiting for supper to finish you and your cat laid on the hammock swaying slowly, your cat laid on your stomach while you watched the sun go down slowly. When the sun finally went down you heard your mother call and quickly went inside to eat. Your eyes, nose, and mouth are full of happiness and peace." Should i do a Pt.2? :]
Idk it reminds me of my Minecraft server that I want someone to play with on my brother spread s roumor and now I have no friends even my comfort person blocked me.
00:00 Kinda long story? Idkidk. It was rainy, as you both fell to the ground with nothing but destruction and debris around caused by the battle. You looked at them, feeling anxious and worried. You slowly crawl to them, in hopes that you've finally won this battle together and get your happy ending. They're laying face up, they turned their head to look at you and smiled. "We..finally won." as they briefly chuckled. You examined their body, you noticed stab wounds almost everywhere. "We have to get you help!" You shouted but deep down you know that the chances of them surviving were very slim."No, why don't we talk for a bit, shall we?" they said. You lay their head on your lap. 03:14 They held your hand, gently kissing every inch of your scar marks due to endless training. "You know, I never got the chance to properly tell you this but, I've always loved and adored you. This..really is the worst timing, right?" Tears begin to roll down your face, they were flowing like waterfall and it's almost as if it'll never stop. "I've always loved you too." you said. They smiled gently, eyes closed still holding your hand. It gave you a warm feeling, like pure bliss, it was almost as if everything around you felt peaceful. Flashbacks strucked you, of all the old memories you used to have, how you trained with them, how the both of you always get in trouble, how the both of you share all your moments together. You cried even more, holding their hand tightly. They slowly raised their hand, wiping your tears. "No, don't cry anymore. Don't be sad that I'll be gone. I'm glad that I got to make all those beautiful memories with you and seeing you in my last moments eases the pain." "So, don't cry anymore alright? Thank you, thank you for always being there for me when no one else was." "I love you." Their eyes slowly closed and the peacefulness you felt slowly starts to fade away too. You called out to them, but they weren't responding anymore. The realisation finally struck you, you held their cheek, calling out their name, but no response was heard. "I love you too." Looking up to the sky, you couldn't accept what happened but you know you had to. You held them tightly, feeling intense sorrow as the raindrops drip on your face, following the flow of your tears. You felt that your world had just collapsed right in front you. _Right person, wrong time._ (Sorry for any grammar/spelling mistakes!! ;;) (Just felt like writing this because I somehow imagined this from the song huee.)
Hi, I’m Gunna vent here because I really need to. I’m sorry but please bear with me. I’ve been listening to so many of these playlist’s lately and I love every single one but they all make me cry and I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing.I always imagine that I have a twin or a best best best friend who understands me so well,we have all the same interests,and we hang out 24/7. These songs help me do that and imagine my happy place and I hope it does the same for other people too.Thank you.❤️ (Edit: Thank you so much for understanding. To all the people who commented yes I am a child. I don’t what to give my exact age but just for a reference 12-15. I never knew that music is such a strong get away from reality it’s a little sad to think there are so many people on this earth that aren’t happy enough and need to find a happy place. I hope all of you are having a wonderful life because I want you to know its okay to feel horrible every now and then. There is someone out there that cares trust me. 💖
It's because your negative emotions were never validated by your parents. They were pushed to the side or ignored, showing to you as a child that these emotions don't exist. This playlist on the other hand is celebrating and showing these emotions up front, giving you a much needed release of the "unseemly"(?) Emotions you were never allowed to express as a child or even as an adult. Where ever you are in life. Walk well
Are you an only child? Bc i am one and i feel the same. I just want someone that i know for sure will always be with me and wont just leave me behind. Someone who really understands me but someone who i also resonate with and can just have fun with without any problems. Vent: the thing is, i thought that would be a romantic partner but the thing is im aromantic so i cant exactly have that and i know for a fact now that thats never what i wanted. I really just want a significant other but not many ppl dream of what i imagined so its hard to actually find someone who can be that one person.. but the thing is, i thought i found them. But one fight and i had to realize that they werent gonna live their life with me, they'll probably have a romantic partner and then ill only be a best friend and nothing more... Sorry i've been holding this in so i really needed to vent a bit Edit(update): nevermind, they're aro too, lucky me
"I wanted to tell the book thief many things, about beauty and brutality. But what could I tell her about those things that she didn't already know? I wanted to explain that I am constantly overestimating and underestimating the human race-that rarely do I ever simply estimate it. I wanted to ask her how the same thing could be so ugly and so glorious, and its words and stories so damning and brilliant." listening to this made me think about this quote (from The Book Thief). the playlist is bittersweet, and to me, so is this
i listened to this while i ran away from home, i was on my way to my friends house and i broke down in tears in her room. i ended up getting drunk and high and just everything was going downhill for me. still is, actually, but im managing for now. the first song i listened to with the person who i fell in love with, whos not with me. and now, hes gone, and that song hurts more than anything. thank you for this emotional playlist.
Hey. I am so sorry about all that you have been through. I want you to know that you are loved and no matter what happens things will get better. I used to not think it was possible for years it seemed like there was no way to get better but I did. Just know that things will get better. I have never met you before but I want you to know I love you. If you ever need someone to talk to I am right here.
"Hey! Wait for me!!" She ran to me joyously. "You are such a slowpoke!" I shouted at her jokingly. I smiled gladly, Her jokes makes me chuckle and laugh. The times we spent together was a memory, I could do this daily. Her smile never fails to make me smile too. Whenever we walk together, chatting and playing with her makes me wonder. "Bestie!!" She yelled. I smiled and turn to my back, seeing her running towards me merrily. We hugged tightly as she cried with happiness. "Hope seeing you again.." She said before her voice was fading away. I couldn't feel her touch anymore but just stood there with shock in my eyes.
I'm listening to this on the way to go see my great grandmother for the last time. I've been feeling really guilty because when I heard the news that she fell, I didn't really feel... anything. And I haven't really felt anything since. But this playlist... it's helped me to be able to let myself grieve. Thank you.
I've been dealing with depression about being trans and such and that my mother doesn't except me, and I started to form a crush on this boy that lasted for about a year. So I gave him a note in his locker that had a hand written love poem... And he gave me a note back and mocked me for it and I cried for weeks because of it... I'm still not over it.. Logan if you somehow see this, I've cried all my tears for you every night in hopes of something. Just to get laughed at for my bravery. I shall never be brave again..
I'm so sorry that this happened to you, i am sure that you are an amazing person, Don't worry i swear that oné day you will find people who will love you no matter what, if you need you Can talk to me i will listen
I've been in a state of emotional numbness and long-term burn out since I can remember, and finding this playlist finally helped get out of it for a short period of time. I'm just glad I'm able to feel something but I'm so tired. Maybe I can rest and finally feel like it's worth waking up again.
im so sorry your going through this just know that your not alone and people love you and incase you need to hear it im so proud of you for all the little steps and big steps you have overcome on your journey stay strong you will get through this
Thanks for this playlist, I just experienced having a fun time but having it all suddenly come crashing down in bits because of an adult's sarcastic, belittling comment about how I shouldn't be having so much fun because that's not my place. It is the kind that hits like an italicized, _"oh."_ it's the kind that hurts you quietly. But thank you, your playlist helped me sleep.
Hi Neru, I'm so sorry that happened :'(. As a young adult (w/ depersonalization stemming from family trauma), I want to say to you that that's the kind of experience that may seem small today but can have a long lasting impact if you don't realize what negative core beliefs it might plant into you. I regret having believed for so many years that it was wrong to have fun and now I'm just learning how to be in my body enough to even make fun possible. So I just wanted to tell you it's so so worth it to protect your sense of fun while you still remember (with all your senses/emotions) what that is like - don't disassociate to numb out the pain shitty petty adults like that cause, it's not worth it to lose your sense of self just to please/placate/acquiese to adults who resent seeing happiness in others. I wish you all the best 💚
@@TC-rv6sz Yeah, thanks, I'm like a uni student and the things that 'adults' say really hurt sometimes and it's sad that it took me so long to realize they're wrong. Legit another thing like this happened again which finally made me realize that my whole life and personality was a trauma response to these occurrences happening which caused me to go through self worth issues, people pleasing habits, setting boundaries, etc all to feel safe when these things would happen where I'm the subject of the emotions of some adult who could get violent and hurt me. I will say that I am making efforts to live for myself instead of living to appease immature adults and really learning to stand up for myself to do what I want and learn where my responsibilities end. I'm learning to not be responsible for other people's emotions anymore, and I hope that everyone else can reach this point of freedom where they become released from the things they used to be controlled by 💖
If you clicked on this video withotu accident, You either: Like Weirdcore or Dreamcore Going through/went though some sort of traumatic impact Or trying to find music for some sort of video
To be honest. My life was getting better recently, however, it's been taking a bad turn. Car breaking down, failing school, relapsing.... My dad isn't making it any better either. He told me yesterday that he didn't even care about me, and even implied I haven't done anything to make him proud. Even though I've tried so hard to make him proud of me, it doesn't work. I feel like giving up, I mean, I don't even have enough energy to take care of myself, and the only thing that helps is weed and my friend. I can't do either of them until I clean my room, but it's so hard to. I want to, but I just can't, and I don't know why. So now I'm going back to my suicidal place, and I don't even have anyone to help me. No motivation to live, nothing. I don't have anything to live for anymore. This playlist makes me feel a little better, and it helps me come down from my thoughts, but I know that's it's going to come flooding back as soon as I leave it. I wish I could have had supportive parents, maybe I wouldn't have turned out to be such a failure.
I'm listening to the this while reading a book that has tips and insights for coming out cause I'm thinking about coming out but im scared so ye.. awesome playlist it's soothing and perfect for reading moments
I really hope it goes well, I know it's a scary experience as I had to do it myself, I hope you're accepted, I hope that you can finally have the freedom of being yourself without hiding it, good luck
@@dustsubliminals9998 thank you but I know I'm not going to be excepted immediately as for my parents are homophobic and I want to come out cause I am so upset and worried about being closeted but at the same time I'm out to other people I know and they except me it's just I wanna come out to my parents and I'm scared and idk when I'm going to
@@annnie6662 I know the feeling, I was out for some people a couple of years before I told my mom, luckily I was accepted, sadly not everyone is, just know you are valid nonetheless
You stood in an empty concert hall, hanging your head... Everything feels so pointless, so empty... You listen as the slow waltz begins to echo around the cold walls of the hall. You start to move slowly to the tempo, dancing the Pride of Erin - a dance your mother taught you when you were so small, so young, so nieve. Life seemed so simple back then... Suddenly, you are brought back from your thoughts, as you feel someone join you in your dance, as your partner. They mirror you steps, completing the dance. You hold them close, and tight, as if to let go would mean the end of the world... This is just what I felt and thought when I heard the first song...
I laughed at him, the delight in his eyes was too adorable. I knew that this wouldn’t last, but that didn’t matter. We were sitting at a table outside, eating lunch in a park by our school. “You know, you never told me about who you were.” He mused. I smiled, “Because it doesn’t matter.” I whispered. He chuckled and reached for my hand. “I’m glad your my boyfriend.” He said. I laughed again, leaning into him. And I woke up then, back to reality. For some reason I’ll never forget him. Even though I never remembered his name. Your standing at the end of an abandoned subway tunnel, looking out through the dark at what you remember to be the path to the next station. Now it’s a grave. A grave for all the dreams you never remembered, all the people you lost and gave up on, and for you. You sit at the edge of that tunnel now, and lift your head up. A small cry of a melody you once knew floats from the darkness, and you join it, harmonizing till your throat burns. You move to the side of the tunnel, and let the soft melody sing you to sleep. You smile, and close your eyes.
Listening to this because i met these people on roblox in a horror game and we moved to a second game and one of them left (the one that i was friends with) but the other person stayed and then they left and i found out that the person unfriended me so i have lost all connection with them and they made me really happy so, thats just great.
Thanks for making this playlist I kinda needed it :] Vent ( please don’t feel the need to read this) : my partner hasn’t been talking to me much or at all recently granted they did say they were moving house but idk anymore it just sorta feels like they are doing it on purpose as if they want to toy with me to make me feel bad but at the same time it just feels like they want to talk but can’t due to them being busy , they haven’t talked to me for roughly a month ish sometimes I give up on counting how long it’s been I’ve tried messaging them and I’ve sent them mood boosters if they needed them but I don’t get a response I doubt they’re even reading my messages anymore I just miss them so much. God I’m so sorry for those who actually read this , if you did sorry if I slightly messed up your day or made you feel bad because of my vent I truely apologise if I did . I’m sorry
Life is crazy. Crazy, hectic and shit. Sometimes so much so that I want to fly away to a better place, a calm place. Calm, peaceful and nice. But then…I find that music brings me back down to earth, and embraces me in the loneliness of my mind. So that once I stop crying, once I stop dying, I am ready to face life again: my crazy life.
I had very bad anxiety but i was still force to go to my high school because my parents didn’t buy it and thought it was an excuse. Getting ready for school was so exhausting but I know I’ll do get in school! I just gotta believe myself. I whispered to myself. It made me feel a bit better till I almost cried because of how stupid I just sounded. The thought of enjoying life without a lot of worries and stress seems so wonderful. Why can’t I have such a feeling. I get to school late didn’t even bother going to class I just sat in the bathroom stall waiting and waiting till the school ended. Throughout the bells and breaks I would go walking around. The 3rd period I was the only one walking through the hallways and I seen a girl from my foods class. I was going to hide because I thought she would rat me out but she came to me. And asked me if I wanted to walk with her? She was so pretty in her black dress I couldn’t say no. It was awkward at first since we hardly talk in foods class and only prepare food together. She had black air forces on, She was a bit shorter than me with her black curl long hair. She styled it with two tiny braids connected with a elastic that made a baby crown on her head, how pretty. I wanted to tell her! But the only words that came out in the moment was “I like your dress” she smiled at me and thanked me. Her teeth were straight and bright white, the lipstick was so bold like her personality. We walked for 15 minutes, listening to each other on a bouts and thoughts. I didn’t talk as much though because I liked her voice and giggles she made talking about her little stories. I also laughed bc she was so cute. I still had 1 hr and a half why not just head to foods class. I went and I’m glad I did!! We had tons of fun making cookies☺️ the class ended so I decided to skip again to see if I happen to come across her again. Wait what was her name I thought to myself. It’s fine I’ll ask her whenever I get to. The bell rang. School was over. I can’t tell if we are considered friends now? If a friendship never started then it can’t end. It’s fine the way it is now. :)
AHHH THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING WHATTT, sorry if this long ass paragraph doesn't make sense. I was anxious when I wrote it., "straight teeth" 😭😭MANNNN WHAT WAS I THINKING DESCRIBING HER LIKE THAT BAHHAA (not in a mean way, she has straight teeth but its kinda werid i said it yk.. i also said other dumb stuff pft)
@@Z-nl3ln she stopped coming to school for days and I decided to switch classes not because of her missing absence but I had No one to interact with, a couples days later she returned to foods class(the class I left) like normal 😭 (got me thinking her absence is bc of me) after that we were basically strangers again
I just really need to vent for a minute so if you don't like vents, you should scroll away now So I'm currently in a relationship with someone, let's call them Nala, anyway me and Nala have been together for about a year and we started school in 2021. I met a new person and we immediately became best friends, let's call them Ash. Me and Nala didn't have too many classes together but me and Ash did, so we would talk all the time. Me and Nala would still talk at lunch, and then text each other a lot after school. Then sometime on the weekend before we we're supposed to have a winter dance Nala told me on call that the only reason they still talk to Ash is because of me. Which immediately brought me back to a time in my life where a lot of people have said that to me but with other people. I got off call and had a panic attack and didn't know how to feel about Nala, I thought that I was to blame for this, I thought that if I wouldn't have met any new people I wouldn't be the person making Nala suffer, which brought me back to my habit. I was about 3-4 months clean and was the farthest I've ever gotten, anyway the winter dance happened, we were having a great time, and I thought nothing bad could happen, it's almost the end of the dance! But of course something bad happened, I was in the dance room and it was dark with the little bit of red blue and green lights around the room, then I saw someone having a fight and then the other person storm off and say I hate you, we're over, then I thought of me and Nala, my breathing sped up, Nala came over and took my glasses making me not be able to see which was just not a good thing to happen in that time, so I yelled, I didn't mean to yell at them, It just came out on it's own. Anyway they dropped my glasses in my lap and walking away slowly. My breathing sped up even more. I was having a panic attack, my friends around me (including Ash) tried to calm me down, Ash went to get Nala but Nala kept running away, Ash even told Nala what was happening and they still ran away. Ash ended up coming back and calmed me down fully. I don't know how to feel about Nala, and I don't know if we're right for each other after all the things that have happened. We've had big fights, and they guilt trip me a lot and I just don't know if it's still working out That's all im gonna say, there's more but im shaking now so I'm gonna stop, sorry for venting
Hey uh I know I'm just a random stranger but It doesn't seem worth it, really. The relationship seems to be going down in shambles, and it seems detrimental to your health. So honestly? - I would end it. Ofc,, IMO,, But still. Especially if they guilt trip you. I hope you can recover from falling into your bad habit, bud
Don’t say sorry for that, I know it can be hard to do things like this, but, working only off what you’ve written, you don’t seem happy with them. But please listen to yourself before you listen to me, you probably know what’s best for you even if you don’t think you do…!
Do you ever have those kinda days where is a good bad day. Today sucked. But knowing how unmotivating I can be to myself I was pretty good. I worked out for the first time today, had 3 things to eat, I'm planning on actually using mouthwash today because I haven't brushed my teeth in a month( my mom won't bye me toothpaste or floss) hell they won't buy me food I have to buy my own. But I always find a way to live. Tomorrow if I don't have school I'm planning on making this for my birthday in 8 days! But if I do have school I probably won't do anything. School unmotivates me, I hate school. God I can't wait to be 13.
Regarding the fact that you are turning 13 and you have to struggle like that with life is something i respect alot , cause you are so strong for making it , making a way whatever it is . Dont ever give up , you are a big fighter . I wont forget your birthday
Tip to everyone: if you want to make your music sound muffled, put your volume a lil upper than normal(if you are like me and listen music with low volume), then put it under your pillow and press your head on the pillow. Makes me feel calm❤
Thank you for making this playlist. It was somehow calming to me, despite how it sounded. I'm not really an emotional person, I don't like coming off as weak and all, so this was nice to have. After having a kind of bad day, I just went in one of the corners of my room, had this ob loop, both earbuds in and having my emotional breakdown. Thank you
You reminded me of my past self and I know I needed to hear these so here: You are allowed to cry. You dont have to always be strong. You're allowed to be weak.
This pov fits the song "you" or "Sunset" the most so lesson to the songs while reading! The sun is setting slowly as the sharp yet soft blades of grass crash into your skin. You lie in a field with your best friend as wind blows gently. You get up from the ground and stare into the slightly orange,pink and purple sky. The leaves on the trees shake in the wind. For once in your life, you feel at home. Your friend smiles warmly, like a great big hug. "Enjoying the sunset?" They asked you. "Yes,isn't it lovely?" You smiled. "Sure is! There's nothing as pretty as this!...except for you." They said happily and slightly wearily."Aw, thanks!" You replied. "I-Its nothing really!" You both chat all night long as the sunsets.
I find this playlist brings up a lot of memories with my most recent partner. You know, we were not only lovers but best friends. People looked up at as the perfect couple, inseparable even. Nothing could get between us, and I truly believed that. I don’t regret it though. The soft music goes well with our memories. Each one playing out perfectly in time with the rhythm. It’s sad how she broke off our relationship, no explanation just a ‘break’. But you know we move on. I find these memories as comfort sometimes. I hope I share that kind of relationship with someone again.
This is indeed one of the most comforting playlists out there. I am merely 3 songs in and am already swimming in feelings, I can't describe most of them but dang I feel like I could actually close my eyes and take a nap for once.
This is a POV story. Your POV is viewed as a teenage boy. Sitting alone on the rooftop, I can hear my parents fighting. I go up here to get away from them, yet I can still hear my mothers cries. I’ve tried to help my younger siblings, but I don’t know how. My parents talk about each other behind their backs, I know too much. It’s over bearing. I just wish they weren’t screaming anymore. I wish to go back to those family game nights me and my siblings dreaded. I just want to sleep at night without anyone getting mad at each other. But now I go to the roof through my window, and listen to music. It’s raining outside, but I’m not cold. I’m just looking out into the trees in the distance. Oh how I wish I was there, like a bird maybe. A majestic bird soaring through the sky. Being free. Going where ever my heart desires, away from this hell of a dump. As a small lighting strike goes off not so far from me, the ground shakes. I loose my grip on the roof. I fall. At least it’s over..
As I listen to this my boyfriend described a dream he had. The dream was of us having a wedding. I'm crying now. He's the only person who's actually treated me right. I love him so much and I know damn sure if we break up I'm going to scream and cry every night and most likely take my life. I don't think that's the right thing so I won't. I'll keep going even though id lose my everything. Id lose the only thing I actually care for and love. He's the only thing keeping me alive right now... I want to keep him. The only way we'd break up is if he wanted to break up and he's insanely in love with me so I doubt it. I'm glad he's insanely in love with me because I'm also insanely in love with him.
“Hey, can I tell you something?” “Yeah, sure. How come?” “It’s just… we don’t have much time left to spend together,” the boy next to me looks down, “So, I just wanna say, thanks for trying. I know it’s difficult sometimes - parents, grades and all - but I admire how strong you are for keeping it together. And I’m sorry that I’m not here for you as much as you need me to be, and that you always have to imagine me saying these things. Me and the others all wish you could come here, but it’s just not possible. I guess, I just need you to keep being strong. I’m here for you, every step for the way. Someday, you’ll publish your art and the stories you wish to share, I know you will - but for that to happen, you gotta must go on. I love you, ok? Now, get some rest.” And with that, he leaves me without getting a chance to say goodbye.
I listened to this and had flashbacks of all the saddest moments of my life, and I just sat there crying, while laying in bed with my favorite blanket. This Playlist really hits different when you can't sleep and just thinking about your entire life and everyone who means something to you. My bf just recently broke up with me, and after the breakup i started feeling really suicidal, cutting my arms and everything. Ty for making this bc i needed to break down ♡
Idk why but I started crying it’s been soo hard these days thank you for making this it made me vent to myself holding everything inside is hard and pretending is even harder rn
The water wasn't murky and opaque like in the sea next to my house - this water was clear and mesmerizing. Just as if it had the northern lights on the surface of this hypnotic cove. They were already a few steps ahead of me, already done with savoring the crystal waters. I look down before letting the hued waters engulf my feet, legs, and then my torso. After determination and patience, I was able to get over my fear of water with the help of my best friends, the people who introduced me to this beautiful place. "See, you did it," One of them said with a small smile. Smiles from my friends were precious to me, and I couldn't help but smile back. "We're so proud of you - I hope you know that." I was so overcome with gratitude and emotion that all I could manage to do was nod in thanks. I make my way over to where they're standing and let myself sink... feeling more than relaxed even after my entire face was underwater. The water was warm and inviting, for all the right reasons. This type of feeling wasn't rare, but it was amazing. I wanted to hold onto it forever - until I came up for air. "How do you feel?" Another friend asks as I emerge from the crystal waters. "Good," I manage, another smile creeping back to my face. "I feel really good."
This playlist gives me the vibes of a vintage like sad memories or just like remembering the past that includes you now or past closest people and gives you warmth and happiness, just makes you relax and feel safe &/or comfortable, and for me, I've been searching for those feelings for a long time, more like any feeling to be honest, but this playlist just gave those vibes and feelings to me. So this is probably one of my favourite playlists, it's awesome
“don’t worry! i’ve gotcha, darling.” he said as i ran from the monster in the game as he tried to fight it off. “don’t worry! i’ve gotcha, darling.” i said as i wiped the tear and he took his last breath.
pov: ur laying in bed watching vlogs of people doing crazy challenges with their friends. you're enjoying it and u start to imagine yourself in those videos. what jokes you would make, what things you would be scared of, all the times you would laugh. then you come back to reality and remeber all you have is a phone. no money, but most importantly no friends to have fun with. you lay there for a minute and think of all the times u could have had this fun or when you had it as a child. remembering the times you've laughed at stupid things for hours with friends that are now strangers. but all you have is a phone. just a phone.
This playlist reminds me of him. It reminds me of his smile, his laugh, his eyes, his hair. It reminds me of how we act when we are together, so stupid and funny and just goofing off doing who knows what, just living in our own little world we made just for the two of us. It reminds me how I always want to be with him and how he is my one and only. The person that I want to be together for ever. This is how you know you are in love, you feel so many feeling at once when you think of them and every small detail makes you miss them even more when you guys aren't together every single passing moment of the second, of the hour, of the day, of the week, of the month, of the year. You want to be with them all if the time. Even if time just stopped you would be perfectly fine with it.....cause you'd be with them
This playlist is for once not being super shy and having fun and being loud with people and then someone interrupts you and says that your being really loud. Immediately you shut up. You don't wanna talk anymore. Your self conscious. You start overthinking. Did everyone think that? The one time you speak and now you don't want to anymore.
She was there. she was there three days ago in the same waiting area. The nurse shouted her name, "lily smith room 126," breaking her train of thinking. She sighed and rose up, saying, "Here we go again." She spoke with her therapist for an hour before asking, "How do you feel after all these sessions?" She answered, "I don't know," in a flat voice. I'm not sure why you asked either; to be honest, it's difficult to perceive the colors in life when all you see is gray, gray, gray. She hastily gathered her belongings and said goodbye before standing up before her therapist could respond. She was speeding and in tears because she felt hurt, damaged, and useless. She began to cry as she thought back on all the pleasant memories from a year ago and wondered what had happened to her. She was so lost in her thoughts that she was unaware that the light had turned red and she had crashed. Everything happens so quickly, but there she was, surrounded by screams of concern for her, and she stood there smiling as she savored her final hours.
