early 2022 i told my mom about my [family member] SA'ing me for three-five years, she was crying a bit and my brothers knew, she was getting mad at them and telling them "why didn't you do anything?" i remember how much i was crying and i was holding onto her :( i even recently told her about my SH and she sounded like she didn't really care, she mostly talked about her life and i was wanting to tell her more but my sister interrupted. i wish she cared alot more like she did when i told her about me getting SA'd.
i try to kill myself all day and my mom sing me this song when i was in the hospital or mental center thats make me feel very, very bad i feel like a bad person....
Seeing everyone say they regret thinking their pets are annoying..ive had panic attacks about the thought of losing my dog. I love her so much, i dont know what i'd do without her. I'm going to treat her better.
Tengo problemas familiares y mi mamá dice que soy un un vago y yo hago muchas cosas para hacerla quedar ❤️🩹 Y dice que tengo que bajar de peso por qué peso 39kg y tengo apenas 10 años y la verdad ni familia ni me quiere y me pone triste 😢 Y cuando estoy con mi celu me dicen que valla a charlar con la familia y cuando ellos están con el celular yo no los molesto No crean que si voy a un lugar y me dicen cosas me voy a poner a llorar... Voy a ir i les voy a decir ya estoy ACOSTUMBRADO... Me duele mucho esto ojalá algún día cambie😢😢...
Hearing this makes me realize how badly i was abused by my mom٫ it makes me sad seeing kids 5-7 years old and realizing how much i've wasted my happiness and childhood all to my mom's abuse and neglection
@@fav_edits123 well, it was mental abuse and although it is as equally as hurtful and traumatizing many people tend to not notice it since it’s not a very known type of abuse, and beck of that I never had anyone to help me or look up to so I had to become my own parent at such a young age but thanks for tysm for the concern!
Grief is so weird. When my dad died, I didn't cry for about 3 months. I felt indifferent and didn't feel like anything changed in my life - and I felt guilty when I saw my mom crying, asking me if I even care that my dad had passed. And after 3 months, I finally opened my old messages with my dad; then it all just punched me like a wave. All the pent-up emotions I've kept inside because I was afraid of crying just came out. I could still remember the day I broke down in my bedroom, knees on the floor as I held onto my phone like it was the last thing on Earth that contained memories of me and my dad
...I understand your sadness. Grief can be so late, it won't hit you when you don't remember, but when you see memories of them, it'll strike you, hard. And how to soothen the pain? Talk to your closest friends, do your favorite hobbies, take warm showers, talk to your mother often to make yourself and *her* feel better. Just... stay strong, alright? ^_^
My dog used to cuddle on my bed till she got old and couldn't jump on my bed anymore. I used to yell and scream at her to get off me but know that I think about it, she was my everything. The person I can sit down with and cry to without her judging me. If only I can go back in time to cherish what I had with her. I love her so much and wish I spent more time with her before she passed.
My dog is genuinely one of the sweetest creatures ever. He is always wanting attention and cuddles. He’ll give me hugs sometimes and he’s always so sweet. He’s still a puppy (2 years old) but the thought of him dying makes me cry. He’s been there for me when I’ve felt lonely and sad, I don’t think I’ll be able to handle it when he dies. I know I’ve still got so much time left with him but it still hurts to think about.
I've lost many of my pets one of them was my cat she made me feel at home and happy but then she went missing, till this day i still can't find her i just hope she's alright, even if she is dead i still have her in my heart this is a message to anyone who has lost their pets even if they're gone they will still be with you no matter what, even in your darkest times💗
I relate so much to this comment. My dog went missing last year and I still haven't found him. Some days I think of him as dead to try and move on but some part of me still hopes he will return home some day. I would never wish for this to happen to anyone else. 🥀
My dog just died, I dunno when people will read this but she just died today, saturday may 25th.. she’s lived for 20 long years, older than me. I’ve never lived a day without her, until now. Nika, wherever you are now, I hope you’re running around in the fields of heavenly paradise, like you deserve. You were the best dog, I’m so sorry you had to go the way you did.
My older brother used to be abused by my parents and everything I could do was sitting in my room crying while I heard his screams. But he still protected me from my parents. This song reminds me of him so much
I hate being myself, I wish I was skinny, ao I could be pretty, just for one day. I'm not fat, but I am chubby. I hate that Im chubby, I cant loose weight without starving for weeks. I hate that no matter what exercises or diets i do i cant loose weight. I wish I could look at my body and just be able to call myself pretty. I deserve to be pretty. I want to be pretty
My baby lil kitten, Mochita, passed away recently on 6th February 2024, and I cried while saying my baby, my baby... just like this... I hope I will be reunited with her again in the hereafter .. 🫂🐈❤️💔🕊️
(Lyrics 🤧) My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Will you let me, baby, lose On losing dogs I know they're losing and I'll pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I wanna feel it I bet on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when I come Someone to watch me die Someone to watch me die I bet on losing dogs
My 1st cat was sadly killed on the highway,he was one of the reasons why i didn't commit but not even 3 days after that happened,he would've turned one if he was still alive,r.i.p clover my sweet baby I hope you're happy where ever you are
it always breaks my heart to see another human/animal suffer... Every single one of you is loved. Even if its from a stranger who you dont know, keep doing what you're doing.
This song makes shit with tears it reminds me of my dogs..one that ran away and went missing which is probably dead and the other one that died in the cold..it was all my fault i wish i could say sorry. It eats at me every night cry every night bc of it.. another dog of mine is getting sick and dying if he leaves me idk what im going to do… and they were all boys none of them were and are grown yet…
i’m currently crying while typing this out but every time i hear this song it makes me ball my eyes out. the song reminds me of when my old dog named bella was slowly dying, i came home from school and noticed that she wasn’t breathing right and so i picked her up and stared to cry. i had to put her down due to her rapid breathing and heart enlargement, i also had to put her down the day before my graduation from elementary school so unfortunately, i didn’t go to school that day because i didn’t wanna cry on stage for what happened to my dog, i look back at our memories and it hurts to think about them now. i really miss the touch of her soft fur and the sound of her beautiful bark, she was like a friend to me and i cared for her so much, she was my baby and i wish to see her again soon 🕊️💔
this song makes me cry, because it makes me remember my (now dead) dog, Dobby. He was the sweetest thing in the world. i loved him so much, and it was devistating and traumatic, because me being an 8 year old, seeing a dog i knew my whole life having constant seizures, i couldnt handle it. he fell into a coma and we had to put him down at about 3 in the morning because he was ina ton of pain and he had brain cancer (i think it wsa brain cancer but i dont remember where the cancer was).
I'm so sorry for your loss, sugar. Remember; You put him out of his pain and agony, you did him a favor. Don't feel bad, he's in a better place now. I'm sure he wants you to move on, too. Stay strong for everybody and yourself, alright?
This world is so cruel my cats old owner abandoned my cat btw my cats name is Milla but my cat was abandoned by her old owner and Milla might have been Years abandoned but then She was found so a man fed her every day and then Milla my cat had babies and her babies were take away and then we adopted her i cant belive someone would abandon such a cute cat....
I'm so sorry to hear that, i know how much you miss them - yet you have to move on, which is difficult when alone. But i know you can get through this, amiga/amigo.
I had never lost or loved any pet so much, my kitten disappeared almost a month ago and I still can't find him, sometimes I feel so bad for not having taken enough care of him I miss him too much I hope one day see him again and play with him, I think I got quite fond of it..
I don't even think about the death of a loved one or losing a friend when I hear this song, I think about my niece growing up so fast that one day I won't be able to carry her in my arms anymore.
I was listening to this song before my cat left, I see my cat every day in my dreams but he disappears when the dream ends, which makes me wake up terrified and crying. lvu Milo❤.
I love this song when it kinda reminds me about my junior classmate he was kinda shy but I love him as a friend even though he needs a friend who's a parent figure for him since he was my baby
I feel so sorry for you.. I know how painful it is to lose them, It's like your heart was torn to shreds(( I also had my favorite cat, he died of an illness, the veterinarians could not save him, he stopped breathing and his heart stopped.. I miss my baby very much❤..
Recently, my swift died ... he became almost a child to me, I looked after him and spent most of my time with him. he recently passed away for unknown reasons. and this version of the song reminds me a lot of him...😿😿
Remember; He's always with you, even if you don't see or hear him. I'm sure, one day, you'll adopt a new swift that'll be exactly like him, so he could numb the empty feeling in your chest, amigo/amiga. You're appreciated, more than you think you are.
I dont wanna drink/eat (or whatever) medicine anymore! When my head is hurt,my heart is broken,my teeth is hurt so much I remember this song. Everyday.
My cat died today, I feel like a part of me is gone. I always knew that at some point, he would die, but I never imagined it would be so painful, especially after so much time together, my affection for him has always grown every day. I saw his photos, some made me laugh, videos of him playing comforted me, almost making me forget the pain. It wasn't time yet, and, honestly, I still hope he wakes up. Is it silly that it starts to rain and I comfort myself in the thought that the sky is crying with me? I love you, Tarô, and I will never forget all our moments together.
my grandpa had just died a week ago, my mum and dad are in fiji, the funeral has happened but they are looking after my grandma during the grief, i dunno what im gonna do without him in my life.
I used to hate when my best friend teased me.. If only i could hear him one more time. Rest in peace, Kieran Dwayne Wallace.. September 24, 2006 - April 6, 2023.
When i visited my uncle, since its my Cousin's bday And i saw they're Pet dog Gave birth, i told my uncle i want one and i promised To Take care of it. When i finally Got him i named him rocky! But after 2 months and 2weeks When i got him, i wasnt Home That day Since i have project Then When i got home i gave him a bath I didn't know it'll be his last bath.... And we had a Shitzu last year Since its my cousin's dog whenever she goes to work she put me incharge Of The dog(uno) And the same thing happened with rocky The both of us wasn't home. I got home before her, and A bad news Came Straight to me, my mom Told me That uno was dead, I didn't believe her at first, when i checked Him out.. he was dead i was Crying So much thinking about all of the memories we've made Since I've sacrificed my life When he Accidentally Got out of the house i chased him Beside the Road Thankfully both of us wasnt hurt.. i missed them both so much..
i had two covid pets and they were hamsters. mine got a tumor and sadly passed, and my brothers hamster died of old age. i still cry thinking about them today. they died 3 years ago and are in a way better place now. they are buried in my backyard currently. losing a pet was the hardest thing for me to go through and it was way worse cuz at the time i was su!c!dal and they helped me through it, id also lost my only friends at that time as well. i hope everybody's doing well and you can vent here if you'd like! ily all sm and i believe in you!
reading all these comments and re-reading my own is making me cry but im so sorry about that, I had 5 hamsters before. (a few for my other siblings but I never got my own because I was "to young", I was 7 but yeah) and they died from natural causes. (One died from eating a chocolate wrapper on accident, it got out of the cage or a piece fell in its cage.)
I know how hard it is to lose a pet, and i hope you're doing okay now, friend. Remember; Those same animals who leave you will be waiting for you in the gates, and they'll be in a wonderful place. Don't feel upset and blame yourself for it, you're completely justified, even if you didn't do anything wrong.
Hearing this makes me wonder on why my parents didn’t act more supportive of me when I was actually going to kym, and I have many SH issues atp too. It makes me wonder if I should of stayed depressed and not caused any stress or just did it and ended up in a mental/regular hospital. I was in tears, and yet my parents could somehow find this apart of my fault for doing nothing. Still have these scars, will never traumatize me enough as that time as only 11 years old too.
You can get through it. Don't kys. Just remember, there are other people out there who love you aswell. Take deep breaths, take a warm shower, it relaxes the body. Eat your comfort food. Read a calming book. Stop habits one by one. Please, don't quit. There are so many things you also want to do. We cannot be revived, respawned or reincarnated. We only live once. We love you.
I'm so SORRY to hear this, oh my God. ...I know things are probably (still) difficult for you, but believe in yourself, you're going to get through this and get out of the dark depths, i'm sure somebody will pull you out of this depression, someone special, and they'll make you feel alive again. You just have to wait, trust me, even if i am a stranger - you just have to get better, get a therapist, talk to your friends, do your favorite hobbies, just make yourself *feel* better.
Why do you hate yourself? There is more ways to not hate yourself one: your family and your friends will think they did something wrong and they are sorry what they done two: you think you fall yourself but your wrong three: we love you but I love you all my heart and my soul why do you hate your self? That is wrong We love you all our heart. Just don’t worry about it. Don’t hate it yourself my fav 🧡✨💛☺️
my cat is my best friend, I’m not even exaggerating. i try not to think of the day I can’t see her pretty face and feel her weight on me, her warmth. but mitski does a good job getting me to think abt it.
My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby i bet on losing dogs i know they're losing and I'll pay for my place by the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Will you let me, baby, lose on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when i come Someone to watch me die Someone to watch me die I bet on losing dogs.
When I was little I had a pet bunny, I didn’t know how to care for bunnies but I really loved him the moment I saw him. One day when I was gone on a girl’s scout trip my parents got rid of him, I was told he was taken to a farmer that would be able to care for him much better but my older brother began to make me cry by making me think that he was killed or going to get killed, only much later I realized that he had died when I was gone. I really wish I wasn’t dumb and could care for him properly, I really miss him, I’m so sorry Fluffy.
My grandpa died before I was born. Everytime we went to visit his grave my family would cry and my grandma would hug me, telling me all about him. I cried too, not knowing why. I was only 5 at the time. Three years later my grandma joined him. I cried so much until I couldn't cry anymore. I felt happier knowing they were buried right next to each other, and I didn't cry much about the topic. Today we went to visit their graves and I broke down crying out of nowhere. I wish I knew that theres was no such thing as saying I love you too much. Now I have attachment issues so thats great for me :P But anyways, smile about the times you had with them. It may not have been long but just smile about what you remember. You're doing great and I hope you know that I love you so much and I'm so porud of you.
Christmas was a good day for me until the accident. My cat died on the 25th of december, my parents had told me this right after I finished opening my gifts.
I used to get annoyed by my one of my cat's constant meowing. I would yell at her. now I would do anything to hear that adorable grandma cat's meowing again.
I had a friend who moved to the UK from Ukraine for a bit from the war, he went back last year, my friends make jokes about what if he got bombed. But what if he did....? I hope not 😢 I miss him, he was so kind and great, I was even called cheesus for opening something for him ❤❤ I love that memory, please come back 🙏 I don't want you to die.
I will started apologizing for my English. I'm not a native, so- I remember one dream that I have last week about 2 twins, that were my kids. Nicolas and Bianca were their names. Theses are the names that I want to give to my future children. Anyway, in this dream I see every single phase of their life. Since the moment that they born. I literally raise they, with all the love that i could, and they are very lovely, beautiful and incredible children. And, the years were passing in the dream, and they become more lovely than ever. They are great people. Everyone likes them. I had a love for them that I never had ou felt before. But, when I wake up, I started crying, like in this song. Because, I really love them and I want to continue in that dream, where everything was great, and I was genuinely happy about everything. Was a great dream. I wish dream with them again. :)
This song has reminded me.. all the loved ones I lost.. it’s all coming back.. my baby’s.. why did you leave earth and enter heaven.. chencho u were so close to mom’s birthday 😭
This is how it felt when my mom left for four year's leaving me and my sister in foster care I know she only meant the best but she was a wonderful mother and now she doesn't have the energy for it
2 years ago we adopted kira… She was given back… unraised, traumatized and looking like a street dog…. She was so fearly When u compare pictures from shortly after her adoption and now you see how happy and thankful she is for her life now 😭😭😭 Her last owners got divorced after adopting her and the wife had a stroke while pregnant so they threw her over the fence of the person we adopted her from… She sold us her brother a year earlier and they recognized eachother right away ❤ Amigo and Kira ❤
This song reminds me of all of my reaction of how all the anime characters I was connected to died. Well not all thats for sure, but I have recently read about a certain character by the name of Genya that I really liked. I was reading the manga and this song started playing while he was slowly disappearing. This had me crying for days. The fact that his last words were "thank you, brother" just breaks me completely
i love my dog, he’s my everything, he’ll always listen to me and be there to give me a hug after a long day the day i got broken up with my dog noticed i wad upset. he came into my room and layed with me, i cried into his back for hours, he’s my life, i love my dog, heMs there for me when no one else is 💗💗
I used to complain and argue with my brother about how loud his car was when it pulled up into the driveway, now I'd do anything to hear him come home again. Miss u big bro.
when I listen to this, it makes me feel like my parents. I feel like I'm their losing dog. I've never been a good daughter or a good student. I barely talk to my parents. Just good night and good morning. I know they want me to grow in life and be a good person. They don't want me to be a doctor something big, they just want my happiness. I can't even study, I don't help in the house, I don't make my bed. All I do is listen to my stupid music and make drawings. I'm their losing dog, they're betting on me, even tho I'm losing.
I had a white and brown cat, I was 8-9 and I always loved her ever since. I would wake up everyday to see here. Until she got old and passed away in her sleep, I can’t even think about her without sobbing anymore. How I would love to see her just one more time.
I had a 3 months old kitten who i loved dearly like my own son. I brought him everywhere i go cause i couldnt bear leaving him alone. One day, all that love disappeared when my depressive eposide strikes in. I couldnt take care of him, not even myself. i was laying on the bed, when he crawled up on my back. I didnt know what got into me that day, i kinda pushed him away and yelled at him. 3 days later he got sick, i tried bringing him to the vet, but he died eventually. I've been carrying this unexplainable guilt for nearly 3 years now. I'm genuinely tearing up and sobbing while typing this. Bubu, i just wanted you to know that i'm so sorry..
when i was younger i aways wanted a cat and then one day my dad got me one! i was SO happy, always loving her with all my heart!! years passed and my whole childhood I had my cat by my side. But, when i was ten years old my dad gave her away without telling me bc I got another cat and it was too much money to buy food for the two of them. Letting go of my cat, my baby, my comforter, and the animal i loved my whole life was the hardest thing I ever did.. i know that she is doing okay and is happy with her new owner, she will always be there in my heart. I will make sure to love the cat I have now as much as I love my old cat..and i will make sure to NEVER let them go. ❤🩹
