same.. I don't feel like she really loves me, so I treat her badly, but there is something in my mind that says there is someone who loves me and I shouldn't do this, even though I tried to do it.
I'm sorry for your loss. May your loving child rest peacefully in heaven Maybe they would return, but who knows? In the end, your lovely child will rest.
pov:how I feel after haveing depression at a young age and no one noticed me..last night for me…last day last life. see y’all in a next life… goodbye my depression won…o lost I hate school..I hope my best friend don’t hate me for leaving her… I will meet at be her friend again in a next life..❤
@@q9rol there was no need to either of your comments. this person was hurting the one of the only things you can say is that we're going to meet in hell?
"Tell your baby that I'm you're baby" My mother adopted another child 4 years ago, causing us to be increasingly distant. My mum was the person I was the closest to, I yearn her acceptance and approval constantly, yet it feels impossible, and likely is. I just want a warm and genuine hug from her sometimes. She just repeats how I look like my abusive father, probably adding to her disliking for me.
I understand you very well :) I have exactly the same thing but completely different stories, hang in there, everything will get better, sooner or later. Everything will be fine.
You poor baby, things get better I promise. You don’t need validation from someone who doesn’t show the love you deserve. Don’t chase after someone who at the end won’t give it.
I already heard my mom like that because my brother overdosed on August 1st 2022 and ever since then I've been getting so much worse... I genuinely don't know what to do anymore.. I don't know how long I will be able to hold on..
Me in my room crying after my dad told me, and I quote “Don’t try and hang yourself”. Edit:25/05/24 I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. You guys don’t need to worry about this stupid comment I put. Please.. just don’t. (I’m not saying this in a mean way). Edit:11/6/24 I’m alive and well, please don’t worry about me, school has just been getting to my head.
Hold your head high, not hang it. Everything will be alright. If you do not believe in yourself, nothing will change. It all starts with you. And I wanna see you reply to this message. I want you to see tommorow. And the day after. And the day after. Everything will be okay, but you can’t stay like this forever, either. Life won’t magically change itself for you, you have to be the change.
For these lovely people here. You know? Your perfect, an amazing person. You deserve all the love in the world. You deserve it all. You are beautiful and you’re kind, your sweet and your pretty/handsome, your a good person and everyone cares about you. Don’t let people destroy and ruin your mental health. The world is judgmental. Many people will try to bring you down, treat you like trash, hurt you and say bad things to you, but please. Understand that you’re amazing and you’re wonderful, nothing can ever replace you. You a kind soul and this comment is for everyone. Kids, teens, adults. Everyone deserves love and kindness. Please stay safe and healthy, I know this is just a comment but I care for everyone from the bottom of my heart and nothing will change that, we’re humans and we understand each others issues and problems. I love you💕☺️
While listening to this, I remembered many things from my childhood. No one will care, but I'll leave it here anyway. I remember that when I was young, I was someone who was very reserved (in fact, I am an autistic person who doesn't really understand how to show how I feel), often leading my family to not understand me. I just still don't know how to show what I feel, what I want or what I want to make people notice what's happening to me. My mom is the one who especially gets stressed about it, several times feeling bad about the same thing. Many times she started to cry because she simply didn't understand me, and I understand her... I still remember the day she told me that she just didn't understand me. I didn't understand what was happening to me, or what I wanted. Every time I listen to this audio, I remember that day where I was finally able to connect well with my mother. Greetings to the person who reads this shit :D!
i understand how you feel as I'm also autistic and struggle with showing/ feeling my emotions. youre not alone. i just hope you and your mother grow closer and that you can express your feeling more often. hope you have a great day
After reading the comments, i can imagine how my mother felt after she gave birth to me and still feeling proud of me even though i failed to earn medals and certificates
0:00 You have done it. You have committed su1c1d3, you float beside your dead body, not knowing what to do. Suddenly your single mom open the door to your room, you watch as she breaks down crying, getting your dead, unconscious, hanging body and holding it in her arms. Crying, sobbing, thinking of what she had done wrong. "𝗢𝗵 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆. . . 𝗠𝘆 𝗯𝗮𝗯𝘆.." You realized you had done something wrong.. 𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗺𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗵𝗮𝗱 𝗯𝗹𝗮𝗺𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗶𝘁𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝘂𝟭𝗰𝟭𝗱𝟯 You silently watched as she sobbed, cried and weeped as she held your dead body, blaming and accusing herself for your death.
Please don't, I've been there before too, but what helps me is to think about what would happen if I did commit. Who would I affect, or even worse, who would I hurt? So instead of hurting them, stay there for them and be some sort of comfort and joy in their lives too. I'm sorry if this isn't really helpful, but I just want you to be okay. Btw, I'll think of you from now on too because I'll remember what you said and your comment, so if you ever end up feeling like nobody cares about you, I do!!!! And it's not just a bunch of bs to soothe you, I mean it ^^ take care
"I Bet On Losing Dogs" My baby, my baby You're my baby, say it to me Baby, my baby Tell your baby that I'm your baby I bet on losing dogs I know they're losing and I pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I'll be there on their side I'm losing by their side Will you let me, baby Lose on losing dogs? I know they're losing and I pay for my place By the ring Where I'll be looking in their eyes when they're down I wanna feel it I bet on losing dogs I always want you when I'm finally fine How you'd be over me looking in my eyes when I come Someone to watch me die Someone to watch me die I bet on losing dogs Did you get that?
I was dreaming of me wearing white, long dress, I met a man that call himself my Papa, well, we spent 5 years together, someday, we're playing in a wide, beautiful lonely place, green grass, and the beautiful blue sky, we're laughing together under a tree, he's making a flower crown, put it on my head, and kiss my forehead, before saying "Miko, take care of yourself, this is the end of our journal" and he's fading slowly, then, I woke up with tears flowing too much.
The song is literally about a girl who bets on dogs who are DYING knowing shes gonna lose but so they won't be alone and have no one in their corner when they die.
@@Caaaarie i treat everyone badly, and I push everyone away and isolated myself. I ruin everyones life with my existence. I am the problem. Like my mom says, I'm just like my father.
@@Littlecutedove No. It’s just your style of life. Like some people love to talk to people some people like to be alone just like you. And if your mom doesn’t understand that it’s maybe your mother that is horrible and not you.
WE HATING THAT ONE GIRL BC SHE GETS ATTENTION AND LOVE AND EVERYTHING U EVER WANTED WITH THIS ONE WHILE CRYING OUR EYES OUT AND LOSING HOPE IN EVERYTHING WITH THIS ONE🗣🔥🔥
I love your smile I love your laugh I kove rhe way you communicate I love the way you smell I love the way you look I love it when you talk to me I love it when you vent 2 me I love it when you give me confidence I love your voice I love your teeth I love when you inspire me I love it when you have time for me I love your style Your beautiful I love your manners I love your hair I lover your compliments I love it when you say i love you I love it when you cook I love it when you breath I love it when you have time to talk I love when you make time for me I love it when your honest I love it when you notice your beauty I love that your living Thank you for existing💗
One thing about this song that makes my best friend cry. If you aren’t comfy w this subject, stop reading. So I played this song bc I was sharing AirPods with him, and all of a sudden he starts crying, he says this used to be his mothers favorite song before she died, I tried and tried to get him to stop crying, don’t even say it’s weak. Men crying aren’t weak, its weak with they bottle it up because they wanna look cool. Crying is OKAY, and what he did was very brave, but sad at the same time. He’s okay right now, but his mother died last year, due to internal blood loss. Xoxo.
My dad has a second family. one day i visited him. He told me that the child of his second family needed a father figure or a father. at that time i had held back every emotion i could. maybe i was tearing up a bit but my dad was drunk and didn't even realize. at that time i wanted to say, " but i also want one." (we live in different states so i only visit him during the summer. also the child was around the same age as me when my dad left. so while this kid has my father at his age and i was around his age my father was gone) There was also one time when this kid hit me with the, "he loves me more than you.", and it did show so he was practically right. kind of reminded me of, "tell your baby that i'm your baby".
My story is almost the same, now for example I'm writing a letter to my father, because I don't see him anymore because I feel excluded by his second family, I understand...
This song is a mixture of a feeling that I can't describe to anyone any other way: Cradling the deceased body of your first child. The weeping and grief you feel as you lay in a hospital bed. The beautiful and delicately knit hat that holds what little warmth is left from the womb. The smell of hospital gowns and the sound of monitors beeping. The screams of other women in that ward. The newborn cries. The sound that you will never hear from your own fetus. And then, it's was all a dream. You wake up with the emptiness. It wasn't real, yet tears stream down your face. You remember your childhood. You wish you could have done better. "What did you do wrong? Why did your baby die?". And then Mom. I wanted to be a good mom. The love I felt...is all I wanted for you to feel for me. It was so simple...yet you hated me so so much. I wasn't a bad child was I? ...and the feeling of your lost baby follows you as you drink your coffee...
..putting my cat down tomorrow bc of cancer.. we got her when my mom was pregnant with me.. ive never known life without her.. I bawled my eyes out with her in my lap and petting her earlier.. I don't want her to leave me.. please don't leave me Nimi.. Edit: uhm.. shes gone..
Watch me cry for 5 hours straight and keep talking to myself and hating on myself while listening to this audio and thinking abt the old times me with my dad before he left
My heart went so cold when I heard the crying of this song my pet chicken I’ve had for 8 years passed away a few days ago I miss him more then I miss anything else and hearing those sobs brought me back to the darkest moments of my life when he wasn’t around to cheer me up anymore I’ve never been attached to anything so much as I did that little chicken. I was alive longer with him then I was without that day I lost my pet and my best friend. Rest in peace sparky ❤
I get what you mean.I lost 2 of my parrots a few years ago.They were a delight and so fun to be around.I miss them dearly.Losing a pet is hard and you'll need time to precess your emotions.Whats importnet is that you gave it a good life. I'm sure your pet loved you and appreciates you dearly.They are very smart and will form a bond with their owner.Remember to let yourself feel every emotion,even negative and be kind to yourself❤ Sparky is an awsome name by the way.Rest in peace sparky,we'll miss you
I thought I was lucky to be adopted until I realised my parents hated eachother and were taking it out on me all my life (I only just realising till now)
my uncle passed away due cancer and m three cats dissapeared with my uncle's death, it was on januery 2024, and i really miss them, and i like hearing this music to remember about my cats and uncle
When my fav chicken died, (it was a black and white Serama, very very small and was only like, 3 months old) i started crying just like this audio. She was everything to me. I raised her like a baby, she was my baby, i loved her.. my little Smudge...
Ya allah aku terlalu buruk didepan kaka ku sampai sampai aku dibuly terus menerus orang tua ku hanya Bisa tegur aku dan kaka ku itu pun jarang. Hati ku pecah berkeping keping.
God, just hearing this makes me cry. For some reason, it reminds me when i was in class not even last week. I was in my first period, i had a smile and for some reason. My teacher looked at me and said "[NAME], your smiling!" It felt like it was supposed to be a compliment, but for some reason. It.. hurt... A lot.
I love and cry to this songso much...My dog Rose passed away and my parents didn't tell me that they took her to go get ut down while I was sleep early in the morning, the night before, I treated her a little mean, she had some lung problems so she would have hard times doing certain things, I would get mad a lot at her but that was the last tings I got to ever look at her for or say to her...the next morning she wasn't there... in her dog bed like normal, that's when it hit me..but this song always sticks with me because I knew her my whole life and I used to carry her around like a baby and call her my baby when I was little, I always would call her m baby so whenever I hear this song, it hurts but it's a good hurt
