Medolo Bebetoc Not really, he said so much in this video that's literally not happened, which is why he's in a hospital bed getting gastric bypass surgery
***** the majority of people driving humanity tend to only focus on the bad things that happen. People like Athens are rarely praised on the scale villains are vilified. If a guy makes one mistake, everyone defines him by that and forget about the good they do. Common western values are disgusting, its all fucked.
Boogie, man in my 29 years I have been through a lot of things including the passing of my mother and she was the most important thing to me in my life. She passed on October 9, 2011 and I was the one who found her... It was the most detrimental thing that could have happened to me, I suffer from severe depression and I have suffered from it since I was in grade school due to excessive bullying not only by students but by teachers and other family members. My mother was the only person to ever make me feel like I mattered, whether it was her coming to one of my bands shows ( she hated the music I played) or just listening to me complain about my depression. She was a wonderful person. She was also a teacher for children with mental/learning disorders. On top of that she had a plethora of her own mental and physical disorders. Including depression and fibromyalgia. Regardless of her pain she literally taught till the day she died. What I'm saying is I appreciate you sharing your story I wish I had the strength it takes to talk more about her but I usually can't handle too much cause of depression and anxiety problems of my own. So thank you Sir for showing that no matter how weak you think you are or somebody else is, you/they can always surprise people with the strength you can find when you need it, and what you did right there with this video showed me that I can be stronger and I can overcome my difficulties
GD Pro he doesn’t deserve respect for throwing out forgiveness like a pokeball to someone who didn’t and shouldn’t receive it I like boogie but this is one of his flaws as a human being
I couldn't handle a death as huge as my mom, the most supportive person in my life. I'm only 13 but she is in her late 40's and I know it will happen soon, she's infected with fibromyalgia and she describes her pain as being lit on fire. This Christmas she may not be able to handle the pain of even enjoying it like my selfish self and brothers and sisters. When it happens I would not be able to comprehend lifes purpose.
@defnot, I hope your mom is doing okay. Her disease isn't fatal, but I understand how much pain she is in, and how much that hurts you. She will be with you for a long, long time. Hang in there.
Though im 13 like you my mom suffered through cncer and namonya its what ended her 9 years ago that was the worst.Some random crackhead walked up to her porch nd shot her about 8 times.Its taught me to accept life for what it is and try not to suffer for those you love and loved.- some random kid
Yeah sorry for not responding to everyone, she's been ok, she's is starting to get better at transporting like going to stores without pain. I will post more if anything serious happens, thanks to everyone for the support :)
I can relate to you in a lot of ways. My mom's schizophrenic,she's the sweetest person but sometimes it's very hard to see the good. But I do love her,so much,and hope that I can make her proud or at least make her feel the love she deserves.
What sort of things did your mother do that made it hard to see? I ask because my moms schizophrenic too and wanted to see comparison of what it looks like in general and not just my own mom
@@tulip5210 talk out loud to the voices mostly,telling "them" to stop, to leave her alone,etc. She doesn't do it in public but she got to the point where i don't think she even tries to hide it when it was just her and I in the house. Other things are more like acting disorganized and distracted. (Who wouldn't be if you had a constant dialogue in your head?) She's also called the police numerous times based on her conspiracy theories. The worst though is when I'm just having a regular convo with her& i forget anything's wrong&all of a sudden she makes some reference to a far fetched unrealistic conspiracy& i feel more alone than ever. But as I've gotten older it's not so much what she does that bothers me. Just the fact that she has to deal with this. Schizophrenia is a lonely disease, especially when the person is in complete denial anything's wrong.
Wow I never actually realised things that some people have to go through... I am actually amazed that you have managed to do these sorts of things!!! I know that you probably won't read this but I think that you are an amazing person!
11 years late but better late than never, watching this man go through all that he has and is still going strong makes me remember I have absolutely no reason to not work out everyday, nothing to complain about, keep going strong boogie.
Bro I'm a very sorry for your loss. Your mother will always be watching over yoy from the heavens above. She's in a much better place now man. Clouds made of raspberry flavored cotton candy, fountains of mountain dew, cupids thay poop Hershey kisses. God bless your heart my boy.
I have so much death in my family. My cousin died in a drunken car accident on his 21st birthday. My grandfather died from the swine flu (which he caught from me). My grandmother died from Alzheimers. And my stepbrother (at the age of 7) witnessed a family member brutally murdered. I'm barely 18 and have been to more funerals than I can count, and you don't get used to it. You never get used to it.
PicklesGaming Its just how some people are mentally hard wired, it has nothing to do with being edgy, some people just aren't emotional pussies. Theres more to life than emotion.
***** I apologize for my late reply, been visiting colleges! I see you know nothing about the human brain and how it functions. I suggest you look up what sociopath is.
Hey Stephen, I've been aware of your channel but never really watched anything before. Then I watched your life being drawn and this and all I can say is 'WOW' what a massively strong person you are. We all have our struggles in life and some are worst than others. Myself and my girlfriend are foster carers and have looked after many children damaged by life both physically and mentally so can empathize to a point. My heart goes out to you and your family but you must be very proud of yourself for 'surviving' and for coming out the other side. I hope this kinda makes sense, its well meant and I wish you all the best for the future. I hope your happy now...stay happy :-)
HyPe Clan I, of course also hope that your family are ok, because i feel as though it is my duty as a human. I also don't understand how you can still have faith in a god, and a religion, when all of this happened to you. I know that if i lost my family, i would be devastated, and i would lose faith in a lot of things, god being one of them, so i am impressed, sir. My condolences go out to you.
I had a Mother who was similar to yours. She had mental issues ever since I could remember. I tried unsuccessfully to get her to get help thru the years. When I was 8, she had her first nervous breakdown and I grew up quick to be a mother to my younger siblings. She was verbally and physically abusive. She passed away in 2004 at 61 unexpectantly. I so wish she would have gotten help. I did my best and felt guilty for years but then I realized I'm not responsible for her life. I'm responsible for mine. I'm so sorry you had to go thru what you did. :( Much love and hugs Steven. Your friend, Dani
I hear you boogie. I have mental illness not very extreme but at one point it was over the edge. 6 times I failed in committing suicide and the 7th I told myself "fuck it" and over dossed on sleeping pills and cough medicine. my body literally felt like stone and I had my wrists cut and everything that I wanted was passing in front of me and I cried and even with this I failed. Anyways if anyone is reading this don't ever give up on yourself. I know what its like and I know how it feels. after all of this I ended up with this stomach pain that's like hell inside of me and trust me don't take life as a waist or look down on yourself. Life for me is literally unbearable with my stomach pain but everyday I manage to get through it. I always tell myself that life is 30% pain, 20% happiness, 50% living. don't ever think of giving up because your life is what matters and its yours so take every breath out of it till you can and leave nothing but dust in the wind.
boogie my grandad died when i was 6 or 7 and the last thing i done was show him how to tie my shoes and i never got to say goodbye but i know he will always be with me ;)
I know this video is really old, but I need to say this, Steve, I'm sure your mother is sorry for what she made you go through, but at the same time she must be very proud of you for what kind of a person you have become, we're all proud you and what you have achieved... Stay strong brother
@XXXGirFanXXX and @vlad andrei You both need to learn to keep your mouth shut and learn respect Why do you feel the need to put such mean comments on a very sensitive and serious video. GROW UP
You are SO right about how hard it is to understand mental illnesses if you don't have any. I've got a whole collection of the damn things, and so does my mom. My dad... is scared of me. I hear voices. A LOT. Despite all the meds. And my dad was like, "Can't you just ignore them or tell them to shut up?" I explained it like this: "If you're standing in the middle of a crowd... anywhere... and they are all screaming at you at once, can you ignore that? Can you decipher between the screaming crowd and someone else who is just trying to talk to you?" And the way I explain depression. It's not just being sad. It's being physically unable to feel joy or happiness. Cancer patients can't just ignore their tumors. Asthma sufferers can't just stop wheezing and breathe. Diabetics can't just tell their pancreases to make insulin. And people with depression just can't tell their brains that things are good and happy. The old saying, "Money cannot buy happiness." just explains that in a nutshell. I could win the lottery tomorrow. Will that cure my depression? No. It can't. I feel for you, Boogie. Hang in there. You're not alone in this battle.
amazing! i love you man, you would be cool to know in real life, your personality is amazing and no matter your size/lifestyle or past, go forward exactly what your videos say, keep going man, your an inspiration
Losing a loved one is always very tough, but communities like the one you have created, your fans, can discuss this together and i think this helps alot. Thankyou for making this video Boogie, i hope all is good for you in the future and my thoughts go out to everyone who has ever lost a loved one.
Sorry for your loss man. I'm an EMT and I see death and suffering a lot. I have also lost family so I understand. The truth is you will never get used to death. But you will move past it and learn to accept it
oh god, i was just watching some old videos and i was just watching the video *Boogie's Mom Makes her RU-vid Debut* you know with the knew youtube update it loads to a new video, it loaded this one... that was depressing, sorry boogie i feel for you
great video. great insight. Thank you for sharing all that. I WAS indeed lucky to have a parent JUST like yours, except for one thing: my parent was never abusive to us kids. Neglected? big time. Abused, never. your video is taking me down memory lane. Its usually not a good trip.
Ok boogie I want you to ignore all the butmonkeys who are calling you fat They probly just live in there moms basement xD Hope your mom is in a better place cx
Boogie, I have been a huge fan of yours for quite awhile. I just gotta say this video really touched me, thank you so much for sharing your mothers life, hardships and story. Much love, always
I can relate with you. My mother also suffered with mental illness for a long time and finally passed a month ago. My mother was incredibly troubled mentally but she did love me and my sister. I miss her so much. I hope this gets better. Boogie If you still check your mail please write to me I need someone to talk to
sorry i missed this video I see no your doin better in 2014 and i love your vids and I give my (very late) condolences and im pretty sure up in heaven she looking at you proud of her little boogie being a friggen star cause your a friggin star to me and the kids in my highschool!
This and your "Where is Boogie?" are extremely sad. My Dad lost his momma a bit to soon too. I was only two and I don't remember my mawmaw, but I like to think I know her.
It sucks losing a parent. I lost father last Thursday and went to the funeral this past Monday. He was 61 and dealing with stage 4 lung cancer in both lungs. He was at a point when machines did the breathing for him. He was such a big part of my family. I was the last one to see him alive. Grief is still there especially the lack of energy. Like with yourother Mr boogie. I remember the great things he did.
sweetheart it's natures life. everything dies including your video game systems. you know I had my mom died in December of 2002 and my dad died in 2009. I miss my parents too. God loves you and everyone else. your a great person. your family loves you.
I realize this videos old but I'm sorry for the loss of your mother, also I suffer her from anxiety and depression I'm on medication and your analogy was spot on
My father died when i was only 8. He commit suicide from extreme depression. My mother sleeps all day as an effect of severe depression. She can sleep for literally 24 hours straight. I had to move out of the house and move into my grandparents house with them. I loved my father more than anything and i didn't even notice he was depressed it just all happened at once it felt like and he was gone. I look at all these horrible things that happen as motivation to become who i want to be.
sorry for the late response i suffer from depression and severe social anxiety what helped me was doing something everyday that scares me like talking to a random stranger etc. just remember keep going life gets better :)
I've watched this video more than once, and glad I've watched it again. Boogie, you have come so far. You are an amazing man who is definitely such an inspiration to everyone. Wish there were more people like you. Love you Boogie!
You do an awesome job articulating your feelings and explaining situations. I'm so sorry for your loss. It doesn't matter how good of a mom she was. You and your siblings are doing well for yourselves. Yes, you have some emotional issues because of it, but like you said, you're alive! Thanks for sharing your story with us. My mom passed away in 2008 and my mother-in-law in 2013. It's never easy, no matter what type of person they were. My mom abused me emotionally, but not physically. My mother-in-law was emotionally abusive to everyone in her life, including my husband. But at the end of the day, we love these women because, simply, they were our mothers. Have a beautiful day! ~ Pat :)
Any time. There is already so much hate in the world. Its nice that there is a small part of the internet where ppl can comfort each other. It lets me know while life can be very hard at times the world isn't an all bad place
I've never heard of you until this video. I'm looking up music, and I find this. Maybe I needed to see this or fate/destiny/blahblahblah... Point is, thank you for this. It may not have inspired my to be the best person ever, but it makes me appreciate what I have, and I want to thank you for helping me just grow up even more. Emotionally, mentally, spiritually even. Thank you. Take care, man.
Man i feel for ya. I lost my cousin about 12 years ago in October. He killed himself he killed himself a few weeks after my parents wedding. Man remember that god is watching over you and i bet your mom would be proud of you. Just remember that your never alone
Jonathan Espinoza my mom told me I was a worthless all my life. The pain got so bad I set it up that on my 18 birthday I would kill myself. Then when I left the house I got better. I can't wait till she dies.
Jonathan Espinoza if a random person treated you horribly you would want nothing to do with them right? Parents are the same. There is nothing tieing you to them. Giving birth to you is no exception.
Boogie never listen to that bullshit about people calling you names.i bet your mom is looking down on you and I bet she is very proud of you for doing what you love to do.right now she is probably happy because she is free now so she has no more pressure on her.your mom was probably very nice and she probably never got around to saying that she is proud of you but I bet you $999,999,999 that she is very proud of you and loves you very much.love you boogie xxx
***** an·i·mal ˈanəməl/Submit noun 1. a living organism that feeds on organic matter, typically having specialized sense organs and nervous system and able to respond rapidly to stimuli. "animals such as spiders" a mammal, as opposed to a bird, reptile, fish, or insect. "the snowfall seemed to have chased all birds, animals, and men indoors" a person whose behavior is regarded as devoid of human attributes or civilizing influences, especially someone who is very cruel, violent, or repulsive. "those men have to be animals-what they did to that boy was savage" synonyms: brute, beast, monster, devil, demon, fiend; More a particular type of person or thing. "I am a political animal" adjective adjective: animal 1. of, relating to, or characteristic of animals. "a wide range of animal species" We feed on organic matter bro
Man I feel ur pain...I was sleeping my grandpa was sick and when we were all sleeping my grandpa died in his sleep and I woke up to go and watch tv then my grandma tried to wake up my grandpa she couldn't wake him up we planned a funeral for him I cried sooo much and I miss him so much😭😭😭😭😭
I really want to know about your sister, your REAL sister. In your "Draw My Life" video you said "oh she ran away somewhere" and thats all that was said about your sister, you should make a video about her, like if you agree
Thanks for sharing! My mum's mind deteriorated from schizophrenia and her body from cancer over the course of many years when I was a teen. There is way too much ignorance when it comes to mental illnesses.
Boogie I see people who have been through similar stuff as you quite a bit, and you are the first I've seen that isn't looking for sympathy, and doesn't make excuses with the mindset that they will get compassion from other people. I just want to say that I respect you extremely. I have no doubt that you have some anger towards your mother for how you were raised, but it seems like to me that her children were among the most important aspects of her life. Live for her legacy as well, she'll know
I'm sry to here that Francis I love ur vid about how u made a special vid for ur mom... I don't think I could even do this so... I'm proud of you and your a great guy. I love ur vids and I bet ur mom was a great mom too. Ur a great RU-vidr I hope u get the dreams u wanted.
I'm not ashamed to say that this video made me tear up because of how much Boogie justifies the person who has tormented him all his life. But Boogie, man, in my opinion, you are wrong to blame all the bad actions of your mother on her mental illness, because after all, we all have a mind, thanks to which we can change for better or worse. Your mother is no exception, for she was hired as a teacher, which means that she was not all bad mentally
My most anxious moment is being told I had to travel somewhere I didn't know and didn't know how to get to on my own, my saddest my moment is when my nanna died. My most miss treats moment when someone forged my signature and falsely accused me of theft. For that last one I do carry it around a lot and it still annoys me whenever I think about it. I felt violated by it. It still makes me angry to this day although I was shown to be innocent. Although I can never feel truly what you through I understand a little of what you go through. I know I'm several years late on this but I still watch you and this is one iv not seen before.
My mother also did some terrible, unconscionable, things and it took a toll on my father. I watched him go from a provider for his family, to needing help bathing, walking, etc. He passed in October, barely knowing where he was, but always remembering who was with him until the end. I get teary eyed thinking about him squeezing my hand for the last time. I'll always remember the fun that we had, but this video hits home in the sense of whats left. Really on point. God bless you and yours.
Bless you Boogie for sharing and thus caring. My own mother was a disaster and my husband's mother was something out of a horror movie. Now do my best hour to hour. M
Here's a yo mama joke. Yo mama so good she's an angle. That's the type of yo mama joke's that should be out there. And ya know... you should be proud of who you are boss man.
even if boogie's suicide help vids don't make money, he still deserves every penny he makes. like markiplier, boogie is one of the most genuine people on youtube
Boogie remember all the comments are like river over stone, sticks and stones will break my bones but words will never hurt me, Words to live by remember it always gets better!
