I can't tell how often I've heard this song until now, it's so intense, emotional and strong. I really love the meaning, that "surrender" doesn't mean to give up. And hey, you're reacting the same way I did when the vocals started :)
Lindsey said this song was one she wrote when she was trying to do a rock album. But couldn’t get it going z that’s when she switch to Xmas album Snow waltz. She said she will get there on the rock album one day.
Ally, you are so heart-open. Thank you for your videos. You have a beautiful light inside you radiates through the screen when you connect to the music. Even if the music is sad or angsty, you illuminate its transformative power. I enjoy and appreciate you!
Omg I was thinking My Immortal while watching your reaction. I didn't even connect it when I was reacting in the Discord thread. But I wonder, if this song got the Lose You Now treatment, who could sing this?? 🤔 Speaking of vocals, I thought back to Evil Twin and the way she sang in this one reminded me of O Holy Night too! When I hear this song, I think of how I've been fighting for myself the last couple of years and sometimes the emotions are just a lot. So when the chorus comes, it feels like I'm falling or allowing myself to fall or surrender for a bit. I knew Lindsey could pull off violin and rock!
"Felt like betrayal"... Considering what Lindsey has now said about what was going on in her life while she was making this album - you're right on! You seem to be quite the musical empath, Ally, and that's quite a skill to be able to address the feelings with their words so quickly.
This song is right after Eyes of untold her. I feel like this is her surender of her after what happened during america got talent, and that cry you talked about is the sadness of her.
Does anyone else get the sensation of two armys clashing? It's like the loss of being defeated and left to your enemy's mercy as they overun and destroy all you love and hold close to your heart. The agony and blood the devastation and utter hopelessness? Or am I just crazy?
