Thank you so much for your kind words of encouragement and sharing your stories. 🙏🥹❤️ When I uploaded this video I thought “pls don’t get too much views” because I felt vulnerable in it but after reading your comments I remember why I made it in the first place, it’s to share & hopefully inspire in any way 😌 Here’s what I learned so far: ♡ Give yourself the chance to TRY, you won’t know how much you really love/want to do it until you do. ♡ Don’t go all in with no savings to support you a few months as you get started. The anxiety of finances can affect your health, motivation & creativity. ♡ It’s perfectly OKAY to do art part time & have a stable job. This also helped me find the courage to go for it. ♡ There’s an element of LUCK in it as well. I consistently post & share what I do online to increase that. As my dad taught me, “help them FIND YOU” ♡ Continuous practice & being open to new knowledge is important as it adds to your skillset, like editing videos too!
So stoked to find a lot of you fellow 30 somethings chasing or already living their art career dreams. While I also decided to go all in as an artist in 2022 at the age of 30, life happened and it's only now that I have more time and financial leeway to go back to my real passion. I still have a none art full time job but I am constantly working on my skills and portfolio on the side. I still have some ways to go but just like everyone here, I am not giving up yet.
@@nickgarter7389 It’s ok to have a job that gives you an opportunity to develop your art dreams slowly. I don’t recommend going all in without having a financial backup because it’ll affect focus & drive due to anxieties
In my 20's and eirly 30's I was a graphic designer and freelance illustrator. I was just about go full time in illustration but my mom was diagnosed with Parkinsons, At 35 I had to completely drop my career and take care of her fullltime. No regrets. I wanted to make sure her last few years where as painless and stress free as possible. She passed away last year. So I am now 46 and jumping back in, Remember its never too late.
I’m 28. I’ll be 29 at the end of the year. Your story hits close to home. I have people even right now telling me they don’t believe in my art journey. And it’s taken me this long to realize I don’t need anyone’s support or permission to create the art I want to make. Thank you for sharing your story love. This was the sign I needed to keep going.
I’m the same age as you, turning 29 in November and also have people who don’t understand, or don’t encourage me to want to do any of the stuff I find interesting. I’ve hopped around so many crafts and hobbies because I enjoy creating. It’s hard enough to have self doubt and people around you being unsupportive 😢 goodluck to you! I’m going to change my mindset and keep going as well
I nearly burst into tears hearing that you lost your mom and shortly after your father. Your positivity, hope, faith, and dedication is commendable. I know for a fact that your parents would be so incredibly proud of you. Keep it up!
Just turned 30 last month. I am a pharmacist but I honestly don't want to do this for the rest of my life. I love being creative not just drawing but sewing and embroidery. I decided to try this year to take my art seriously. I also did a graphic design course, Rn I just want to build my skills in both art and editing and eventually start a RU-vid and small business. I really wanna quit lol but trying not to jump the gun
Finally, someone that I am totally related. Since my parents were both working in government but what they earn were not enough to send us to college. It is true in the Philippines during our time they think that taking nursing as the profession is the most practical choice. However, my dad didn't stop me pursing animation in college, financial constraint is the reason why I didn't finish my study in college. My bread in butter is actually by working in BPO, as much as I loved to pursue jobs related to arts it still stops me from attaining my aspiration to pursuing arts. I do also graphic designing as for job. Now that I am in my 30's I feel like it's time for me to start investing in Arts.
It’s definitely a challenge being an artist in the PH as well, art is undervalued in different areas. This is why I encourage sharing online to widen our scope of opportunities. Also, I find animation artists so cool! I’m a fan of the craft, at the moment I do keyframe animation as I’ve learned when I worked as a graphic designer 😊
@@art4anj your animation are impressive, to be honest I'm actually catching up with all the new software made available to us. Back in our time when I was studying animation, Flash & Toon Boom draw were the common software used for animation but now if you own an iPad. Procreate is your top choice. I also plan to invest owning an iPad someday. My younger siblings whom I also influence to arts are able to invest on their equipment of their choice. All of them are making money out of arts. My parents didn't realize the potential of earning money out of it. One of my younger siblings were forced to take an engineering course and got depressed during pandemic out of pressure. He wanted to pursue arts, and he was able to convince my parent to let him take new course in college related to his passion when he was able to show him how much he was earning out of it. With the support from them I am inspired to return and pursue arts which I am now investing. I am moved and inspired by your content to be honest your story is very relatable.
Your story inspired me so much!! I'm pursuing art as a career but it seems like a pointless battle rn, your story certainly helped me see that if I keep fighting I'll make it! :,) I'm so sorry for your losses, I'm glad you were so strong to keep going despite that!! I'll subscribe and go binge watch your videos now akfjdkfsd
Thank you so much ❤🙏 I can relate to the journey feeling like a battle but I’m sure it’s not pointless. The thing is, I also felt the same even when art wasn’t my career because I wasn’t sure what I wanted in the future, I still felt lost. Just remember to understand your needs as well. I also encourage fellow artists who do art part time because it helps lessen the pressure. I’m sure you will find yours in your journey just KEEP GOING and TAKE BREAKS, just don’t quit!
I just turned 30 this year and I can definitely relate. I lately just decided to pursue art seriously, even though I was a nursing graduate 🤣 I was doing art on the side when I was in my 20s, just like you. But now having an adorable 2-yo, I want to be able to work at home while being there for him. Let's all do our best! 💙
hi anj, we are the same age. i also had the opportunity to start art in my twenties but i was just so embarassed and shy that i never tried outside of posting dragon age fan art on tumblr. i didn't even tell my friends that i would draw often. as i got older i felt more confident this year my health got worse and i got made redundant from my job so i'm taking this opportunity to pursue an art career now. realistically i am just too sick to work a regular job i applied for hundreds of jobs and only one ever got back to me; no one wants to employ someone with a history of being sick. right now i'm just coming back to art and trying to enjoy it before taking the next steps. i'm sorry for your losses :( i can't begin to imagine how hard it was to lose both of your parents. i think the thing with life is, no matter how hard and sad it can get there can always be something good that can come out of it.
Hi Malurus, thank you for sharing yours! I can relate with hiding my art or even drawing skills at school. I can’t deny I felt the pressure of fitting in, specially being in an all-girls school, and scared of getting bullied (still did though) 😩 So I went along with interests that were deemed “cool.” I pray for your health to improve and most of all for art to be a part of it. Art is actually my therapy, as I’m not the type to write in a journal I usually express myself through creating art, just like when I was grieving both my parents I drew A LOT. The animation at 22:01 of the video was also made at the peak of me being sad and missing them.
I lost my best friend last year, and art was what kept me just above rock bottom. I´m also over 30, and while I´ve been always dreaming, I always neglected my hobby. I chose a carreer in finance over art school, since it was "the right thing to do" and always gave up when I thought I could never be good enough anyways. Ever since last year, since I´ve realized that even if I never were to be successful, it´s what I want to do and it is what keeps me sane. I of course still work my fulltime job, but I am no longer willing of not at least trying. In the end, I make art for myself, it´s therapy in some sense. And if I can be good enough one day to be successful with it and have a career, the better. Thank you for your video. It was inspiring and I am sure you gave hope to a lot of us. It´s also somehow very comforting in a way, to see a lot of people my age feeling the same and starting to live their dreams and passion, no matter what we´ve been told in the past.
I'm in my 30s too and my dream is to become a fulltime artist. Thank you for sharing your story it gives me hope and inspiration to just keep going. :)
As a young 17y/o artist, who’s only about to enter college, this was VERY inspiring and I felt like this video found me at the right time. Your parents are so sweet, and I think them occupying a large portion of this video speaks a lot on how much they meant to you. After hearing about what happened, I had to stop what I was doing and also teared up a little. No one should ever have to experience the loss of a parent, MUCH LESS both. I am also looking to pursue illustration full-time, I know I want to, but there’s still that fear of "what if I can’t find a job?" "what if I can’t earn a self-sustaining income?". It’s scary. And the constant pressure from others and family members make me even more scared. Especially since I’m also Filipino and in our culture grown-ups always tell us we should pursue certain paths, all the way from a young age. I used to think I was going to be a doctor for sure, until these past few years. I know, like you said, that it comes from good intentions but I still can’t help but think about the fear of disappointment. Most of my family members are either in the medical field, engineers, or working in the government. I’m pretty sure I’m the first to be an artist… no, actually I think I’m the first to even be in a creatives field. I know I’m still young and I probably shouldn’t even be thinking about such things this early… as it might hinder my ability to create, but I like to be prepared. Especially since my dream is to live off my art, and have the freedom to create. I think your video is very insightful, and thank you for sharing your experience. I know not every artist’s journey will be the same, but your courage is very inspiring. I really appreciate your transparency about taking calculated risks, since I’m trying to learn more about what it takes to pursue art full-time. Knowing these things, and hearing about other’s experiences, makes me a little less scared and gives me a bit more confidence. I love art !!
I'm 31 and knowing your story it makes me tear up. I worked illustrating for a company long ago, and what I won was burnout myself. It killed my love with art and I was years trying to recover doing something else, finally I'm lately starting to touch the stylus again, sometimes I wished art was only a hobby so my love for art wouldn't die like that, I felt so empty seeing art as an obligation instead of a passion that every time I grabbed the stylus it made me cry and couldn't continue but thankfully I'm starting to draw again slowly. IT WAS A SIGN your company let you go so you can enjoy art and pursue it as how you pleased, I don't wish art burnout to NO ONE and that company could kill your love for art eventually, keep doing what you love in the pace you want, when you mentioned it I'm still missing those days that I was excited to get up and continue drawing happily. Please Keep drawing and making your dreams come true, your parents are proud of you in heaven!. ❤
Turned 31 in July and just began making watercolors again recently, after years of denying myself to pursue watercolor because I'm scared. Listening to your video made me feel a little less alone, so thank you 💖
@@lefish5277 That’s the thing I learned as I met & got to hear other people’s stories. I was in a supportive environment so the one who was really holding me back was ME 😞 Now, I just don’t want anymore regrets so I’m going for it
This vid literally put me in tears and at the same time it gives me the light, the hope, to still pursue my dream as an illustrator!! Thanks ate for this motivating vid and condolences about your family
26 and this story came close to home. I’m not an artist in drawing, but in writing since I was 13 and I plan to become an author one day. It took a long time for me to reach here with staying in the comfort zone, fear of change and such, and personally just been going through a mindset that has me dependent on people than towards myself. But things started to change when my mom, the breadwinner, quit her job, and that made a switch come on in my head and have me go at it. I still have a job for the past four years, but I’m preparing myself now than ever on making my writing full time. I also find it ironic how I was just thinking how I didn’t want to finish this WIP (a fanfiction, really) but seeing this video and how committed you are to your beautiful work just changed my mind. Like any unpublished original stories, fanfiction holds an importance to my development in skills and creativity, and giving up on it now seems hurtful to my own art. I’m glad RU-vid showed me this video out of randomness. Reminders are always nice to get not just from loved ones, but from people who can relate to your position in life 🥰❤
Thank you for this video. I'm turning 32 in a few days. I'm trying to think seriously what I want to do in life right now and your video is so inspiring, I cried my eyes out.
We are the same ^_^ im 34. Just started pursuing my art again now. I started about 6 years ago and had mental breakdowns due to my childhood trauma. I'm finally starting to be in a better place so I'm starting again.
I too am 33 (well I will be 33 in a few days) and I started pursuing freelancing as a graphic designer in 2020. Boy it is one hell of a ride. But I’m learning lots of great things and I am excited to keep going. I enjoyed listening to your story. Very warm and heartfelt. Brave of you ❤️
I also experienced the same thing as you. My parents wanted me to be a doctor or nurse but I couldn't handle seeing blood. I didn't know what I wanted to do but then I took a class called web and social media design back in high school. I was having fun learning about the adobe softwares and I kinda liked it but I still didn't know what I wanted to be. When I was on my senior year, I decided to take an art class even though I wasn't good on my art yet. My parents have been asking me a lot of what I wanted to be and I said graphic designer so they could stop asking me. I still feel scared right now but hopefully my art will improve! Right now, I am going to college and taking classes for my major. Also, love your art!
hi! this video just spawned on my home screen, and i relate to your story to heart, because i too lost my dad (last year) and i'm incredible terrified of pursuing art now that my biggest fan passed (i'm a daddy's girl too!) , i'm 26 right now and i didn't even went to my graduation (i graduated in animation) because my dad won't be there, i don't know you but i feel proud of you, your story is very inspiring and it brought me so much reassurance for the future, you are very brave, and i know your dad is proud of you, just like mine is, wherever they are right now, i'm sorry for your loss, and thank you for sharing your story
This made me cry 🥲Firstly, I’m so sorry for your loss and I’m sure that your dad will be cheering you on forever! ❤ Thank you for your sweet words Kamishy 🙏 I’m excited and looking forward to your journey in animation!! WE CAN DO THIS, our biggest fans got our backs 🫂❤
Thank you for sharing your story. Your parents must be proud of you as they have always been. ❤️ This is inspiring. Im in my 30s too and wanted to start art again. Your video popping in feed is just right on time. Thank you
i'm so sorry for your loss 🙏🙏💔💔!! i'm sure your parents would be so supportive and proud of you! i did not expect this video to be very emotional ToT but it was incredibly inspiring for me and hopefully others as well( your artstyle is very adorable by the way qwq )
Thank you so much 🙏❤️ I actually rarely tell my personal life experiences online but I wanted to share how and why I struggled constantly quitting and going back to art. I was initially hesitant because I felt that the video might be saddening to watch but I know that it’s that very reason why I was able to become braver in finally pursuing my love for art. The purpose of this video is for me to reach fellow artists like you, who can get inspired or gain some courage in your journey thru my story. 😌
I’m 28 and always loved and wanted to pursue art, I was always afraid too. I unfortunately lost both of my parents as well. Most recently my mom in 2021. It made me realize how important it is to do the things you love! The things you said in your video really resonated with me. I’ll be following you to keep up with your art journey. Best of luck!
I DID make the decision to do art full time at 19. I always knew I wanted to be an artist, my mom kept me home from preschool to teach me how to draw. I had a US history teacher in middle school that insisted on teaching us greek mythology instead. He gave us many art projects and was so supportive of my art, he'd hang only my projects up. 😂 Due to starting at 19 I've never worked a "normal job". Im very lucky in that aspect but it hasn't been easy. A lot of stuff slowed down for me in life just because I didn't have those regular responsibilities to make me do them. For instance I just got my license a few days ago (im 24 now). My little shop is steadily growing, I've sold well over a thousand handmade items and even done wholesale. Im super proud of how much its grown but I and it have a long ways to go. Your parents would've been really proud. 🖤
Thank you so much for making this video. I know it had to be so difficult to do. My dad passed away suddenly in 2021 and my mom passed last February and I have had such a hard time functioning after my mom passed. Art has always been my dream but like you I’ve struggled with starting because of fear. But I’d rather try, even if I fail, knowing that I did what makes me happy. My mom was my biggest cheerleader when it came to my art and I just stopped drawing after she passed but have been trying to get back to creating. It’s so difficult to move on when it feels like your whole world has disappeared. Thank you again for the video. I’ve felt really lost and this just randomly showed up on my home page. It felt like my mom saying, please don’t give up on what makes you happy.
I knew it! I thought maybe you are also from the Philippines when I heard your voice haha! I'm happy for you that you found yourself and endured through the hard times in life. I'm also in this lifelong pursuit of art and I have a lot more to go through and its not easy, but I know this is the thing that I've stuck through all this time no matter how challenging it becomes.
im 27, and im still trying to work through being an artist, i get easily distracted and never seem to draw anymore. But seeing adults achieving their goals even when your a little older is inspiring, ❤
These days, 30 is still quite young! I am in the same boat. I finally have a career that I like, and that allows me to do art on the side until maybe one day I can do art full time.
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sorry for your loss. My story in drawing started in my late 20s. I tried to start drawing when I was early 20s, but didn't have the will to continue; back then I was kinda drifting in life. Then when Covid-19 hit, wanted to draw. Because something I have done since I was in high school was write stories. Naturally I wanted to see my own characters, so this was one of my motives to start the journey. And it has been quite a ride. Four years later, there have been improvements, yet there is still too much to learn. And it never gets boring.
I started an art business when i turned 30 last year. I think alot of us creatives, had this collective feeling of "if not now, when?" I still feel like im starting 10 years too late but im going to try and see this through. I also experienced a period of loss just beforehand as well. I had a near death experience and lost my love for the hobbies from my youth (long story). A year later, i also had to help my elderly mother with a messy divorce, and my only brother walked out on us within the same months, never to be heard from again. My deepest condolences for your losses. Im really glad you shared your story. Its incredibly inspiring and i hope you feel fulfilled and happy every day.
@@Dell2YT thank you for sharing your 🙏 the feeling of “I feel like I’m starting 10yrs too late” is how I felt as well and a part of why I hesitated for so long. I only found the courage because I was afraid of not living my life to the fullest as life felt short after I lost my mom & dad.
I just clocked 30 too. Art is my first love. I used to draw a lot when i was a teenager, but I abandoned it all together for many years. I am looking to go back to being an artist again. Hopefully i can realize my dream of being a full time artist and content creator. You are doing great!😊
Aww… this is a beautiful video. I really like the message behind it. I’m also a fellow artist myself. I’m making art everyday. I wish you the best on your journey. The best is yet to come for you. Keep up the good work.
I honestly wish I didn't take so long either, your video has been in my recommended section and I finally decided to watch it. I have been jumping in and out of art and finally dumped myself completely into it. Growing up all I did was doodle, my notebooks in class, drawing Kingdom hearts characters, and I ended up doing graphic design as well. One day I seen a bunch of twitch streams during covid however and seen people doing their art, and now I want to do it in my future. I may be already 26 but I'm glad even when I feel like I've started doing this late, I won't ever regret my decision. My illustrations may be bad, but I practice everyday and I love the progression I've done, as well as the friends I've made along the way.
@@raythelog Art streamers during the pandemic are also one of the reasons why I got inspired to face my fear of drawing w/ someone watching. I believe that we all have our own journey of finding our way back to art if it constantly calls out to us 😌
You’re lucky that you have supportive parents. 😊 we’re almost the same age, when I mentioned going to fine arts, my mom immediately rejected the idea. Thank you for sharing your story, I hope soon I can take the same path. Right now, I’m balancing corporate job and taking in commission arts. I wish I could do art full time. Please continue to share your story. ❤
I'm so sorry to hear about your parents. I know how heartbreaking it is because I lost my mom 😢 I'm glad you found your joy because what else do we have.
The way I literally just bought the domain to my website and am starting to sell stickers again :') I just turned 30 too! I'm so inspired to truly begin my career as an artist.
I have no words, but if you r happy with what you are doing than I am sure your Parents will definitely happy Looking you from above, take care dear and enjoy your life to the BEST.
This brought me to tears! This video has shown a lot of your love for your family, your art, the courage to take risks and face your fears. So inspiring! Thank you for sharing
I’ve been following you on Insta for a while, and I never felt so relatable to anyone else before… I also started University in 2008, lost my Mom in 2018 though my Dad is still around, and got laid off multiple times since 2019. I’m trying to pursue art full time too, but still doing freelance graphic design gig on the side. You’re such a role model, I really hope whatever you’re doing right now gives you fulfillment in life (and also cash lol). Keep up the good work! 🌻
Just saw your video. So sorry for your loss and I guess no amount of words can overcome griefing and it's a very personal thing which everyone overcomes differently. I didn't realized that was coming up as I was just randomly clicking on videos to have it played while working. I went through a similar situation when I was really young when my godmother passed away and I reconsidered what I actually wanted to do for my entire life. This particular video must have been difficult to make and your sharing will encouraged a lot more people to take a step forward in their life pursuing what they might consider a huge risk and unknown. Thanks for making this video and great channel you have here.
I am sorry for your loss... Everything I do in life, I include plans for my family. I think it also affected my decision to pursue a diff course in college... Funnily enough, while it wasn't my plan at all, I ended up fulfilling those plans with them while doing what I really have-- art. Fear is valid, future is uncertain after all. I am always scared, still thinking of the future... but all we can do wait and see haha. Thank you for the video!!
Wow your channel came up as a recommended and I teared up for the passing of your parents. My parents were the opposite of yours. I was inspired to draw because of my mother. I am a graduate of Graphic Design and I am feeling like you had in this video and afraid to persue but this inspired me more. I was not the daddy's girl but my dad passed in 2012 and still hurt for my sister and I but we understood he did great to push us for better. Thank you for this video.
I’ve felt very emotional listening to your story, you’re awesome and you’re doing great! I love this chibi style illustration! I guess that such impactful experiences put you in a totally different perspective and all the old habits, the old fears just turn into empty shells and when you stress them a bit they just collapse and you can move on. I should try, at 36, to be an illustrator…part time at least, but I keep get in and out as you did! If you need to chat with someone please write me! ❤
i feel motivated on your story, i'm also in my 30's and wanting to persue art since its really my hobby since i was a kid but yeah there are times that you will just stop doing art when you are surrounded by people who aren't into arts and experiencing insults that lead me to do other stuffs like taking course in college unrelated to arts and gaming addiction or the saddest part is doing nothing because of feeling stock in between a lot of insults and fewer praise.
Thank you for sharing and making this video anj 🥰inspiring and encouraging us to have faith and pursue what we love and want in life. This is truely remarkable and we're also lucky we have you in this community.
Hi, I stumbled across this video. Firstly I'm very sorry for yours and your family's loss, may them rest in peace. Thank you for having the courage on sharing this, I'm also near my 30s and kind of on the same boat as you were in the beginning. I also pursued a career in Graphic Design but drawing and art has always been what I wanted to do; but with the current market I can't find neither Graphic design or art commissions. I'm just lost and currently really struggling to find employment in general. However, I'm very happy everything worked out for you in the end, hope good things keep coming your way, fighting!
It’s still a roller coaster for me at times, freelancing has its peak and slow month/s. What my dad taught me is to always keep sending/applying because it only takes ONE to change the situation. He told me “help them find you by putting yourself and what your capable of out there” If I can suggest one thing, it would be to share in social media, take inspiration from those who make content about being a graphic designer, their process & works. I still do this with artists I look up to 😊
@@art4anj thank you, will think about it. I've been hesitating to since my socials are explicitly for art and illustrations, I will probably just have a link of it regardless.
your story is really inspiring. thanks so much for sharing, it's full of love and heartbreak, yet i see so much hope in it ❤️ i hope that you continue to pursue the path you feel called to, and there are so many people cheering you on. i know your mom and dad are too, and i hope you continue to find peace with everything even when it's hard. ❤️❤️ congrats on taking this big step, love your art and hope you continue to share it!
Your story is so inspiring! (And your art is really beautiful!!) I also had a lot of interests growing up so it nice to hear that someone else say that they had an on and off relationship with their passions as well. I've always loved singing but I also really want to learn how to write my own music! I only figured out recently that music creation is something I would like to pursue but I am still a novice at it so I am planning on pursing a degree in something in the meantime to be financially stable. Sometimes it feels like I am taking too many detours at times and it makes me a little sad, but I hope to use the time to level up my skills so that I can one day make my creative passion my job like yours 😊
A very authentic beautiful soul. I talk to spirit, but I stlll miss my passed over loved ones. Some days it can be crippling. You’re amazing to heal others with your true heart felt story. Your parents are so thrilled you’ve made them so proud. They are like screaming your name over and over with party horns, hats and confetti. I can see your dad holding up in the air when you where just a tiny tot and it’s adorable! Keep on making that magic, I know divine source Is with you!!! 🙏💜🧚♀️👍😊
Thanks to the algorithm for recommending this video of yours to me, it's very timely and extremely relatable since I am a Filipino myself who chose an art career to pursue. I'm still in college in my 3rd year and I took animation as a major and I also got those comments from my parents about rethinking my career path to a more stable one like engineering, architecture, anything that is STEM related but I sticked to my guts and pursued animation. My whole family's career choices are always the practical ones so hearing them talk about getting a board exam, which companies they will work, it got me thinking on my choice as well and I started to doubt whether I chose the right career path. Its gotten worse where I also hear people where they say to just keep the art related careers as a hobby and seeing the state of the art industry as well I keep thinking if whether this career path would even put food on my table. Hearing your story reassured me of why I chose this path. It will not be easy but I'll happily pursue it. I don't have the privilege of having 100% supportive parents and them telling me to not worry about finances but I'll still do my best to thrive and make this career path work. Thank you for this video it is very timely for me as I have been going through extreme self doubt.
Anj, thank you for sharing your personal story with us. I know how you felt missing your parents. I too miss my Dad.❤ I wanted to pursue art as my profession but it seems impossible atm. I love your art and the lifestyle that you’re creating. You inspired me, and maybe just maybe I can try harder one more time. Making something worthy.
You’ve seen on my IG what I go through on my current journey Ruru. I’m sure our dads are both watching over us! Regarding pursuing art full time, don’t pressure yourself, start slow and build up to it. Just don’t give up or quit like I did specially when you know deep down that it’s gonna keep calling out to you ❤
Your story is almost the same as mine. I'm currently 30 years old and I've been drawing since I was little,but like you,I likes a lot of things and I didn't draw all the time. I spent some time without drawing and then on RU-vid I saw artists drawing and going to conventions and being happy and I thought "that's what i want to do" to work with what I love and not with something that wouldn't give me pleasure. I'm currently taking a course that honestly isn't what I want, I dis it for my parents but I'll finish it for then ,but I really want to do what I love . And I'm sorry for the loss of your parents.but you endured and are stronger than most people. Like me, for example, I can't imagine living without my parents and I'm also daddy's girl so I can't imagine living without him. Your story has inspired me even more to follow my dream and thank you so much for sharing it with us. 😊 And I apologize if there are any mistakes in the writing. English isn't my native language 😅
Life's too short for regrets and missing out on what you truly love. At 33, I'm embracing my passion and taking the leap. Thank you for sharing your story, it inspired me to pursue my dreams rather than dwell on missed opportunities, and to seize the second chance given by God.
i'm almost in my 30's, and I also have this love and hate relationship with art. I don't have much of an experience since It's a self taught and I'm also working in BPO industry. Now, I want to make a change, I want to pursue art. I can't wait till I get better at it and hopefully, it'll be the start of my career. Also, I'm really sorry for you loss. Seeing the conversation of you and your dad reminds me of my dad as well. He's still very supportive even though I'm almost at the age of 30. When I mention I want to pursue arts, he bought me a better ipad for it. I'm sure your parents are very proud of you! I can't wait for your next video!
After reaching my mid 20s today, I considered giving up many times being an illustrator and graphic designer despite having a degree for it that I worked hard on it for years. I've been rejected to many job openings, got my designs claimed unfairly by greedy hrs after training, and being compared to my relatives who are boardpassers. The only job roles I could take were office management and logistics bc those were available for me. Life isn't easier for me as I had to resign from my big girl job after severe health complications that held me immobile for more than a year. Coming back to the workforce, every effort i made was mediocre by companies and I also wanted to find a good job where I wouldn't risk myself to death. At the same time, I wanted to save up for myself and my parents who willingly cover my hospitalization and health maintenance in return. Even though I considered pushing graphic design or illustrator as a part time, it is tough because I always felt a beginner but learning the process can be fun at your pace. Your video gave me a positive yet realistic perspective. Thank you.
That's amazing that you finally decided to pursue art after all of these years! Your parents would be so proud of you! Sorry for your loss! 🙏😞 I lost my grandma to Covid as well, so I know your pain. I also lost my mom to a stroke a couple of years later, so I know what it's like to lose a parent. It is very hard. You've been through a lot. Before long, you'll be adulting like a pro! You got this! Don't give up! Chase your dream! And live happily! Also, thank you for sharing your story. It was very inspirational! You can do hard things! I believe in you! Take care! Have a great day!
you're lucky to have a parent in the creative field. Parents not in the creative field usually look down on their children's creative pursuits because "there is no money to be made off it".
I’m extremely grateful for that and it’s actually one of my regrets that I didn’t realize the opportunity & support I had with them at the time. It’s why I wanted to share my experience because I’ve talked to some artists that have the chance to try but are afraid to because of self-doubt.
Hi Anj, I've actually been a follower on your Instagram since 2020! I've seen your art styles evolve and am so proud to see your growth. We were in the same freelance group and I see you're still a mutual on my art account even though I stopped posting years ago 🥺 I've remained a silent follower all these years but your story really inspires me. I'm unable to pursue my art at the moment due to my mental health but your tiktoks always pop up on my feed and it gives me hope that I can chase my creative dreams too. Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story, you have no idea that for the past four years, your growth as an artist has been a fire kindling the artistic spirit in me and not letting it die out. I will continue cheering you on for the next years to come and maybe one day, I will be able to walk the same path as you again ❤
Thank you so much for continuing to be here in my journey! 🥹 I pray that you find your path as an artist too! Mental health definitely tests us a lot in the creative field and I’m glad my art & journey is able to cheer you on in any way ❤ I know you’ll find the artistic journey that works best & most importantly healthily for you, don’t give up! ❤
I'm glad I found your video! this year I'm 26 and I always compare myself to 20 year old girls and I think it's too late to make a living from art, but you give me motivation that I can have a job that I love😍
I rarely comment but I found this video and suprisingly I am almost the same as you. I didn't graduate college though due to financial reasons, I had to work very early (at 19) and remained working for 15 yrs and now I'm also 33. I started my art back in 2016 and I found my art style I loved. I wanted to pursue it so bad like selling prints, stickers and such but I've been doubting myself so badly that I wouldn't be able to sell or I wont find any audience or anything. Back in 2021, I was able to join an art box for independent artist & I ENJOYED IT. I wanted to continue it but I was so lost on how to do it but it's something that's always in the back of my mind and I thought I would permanently give it up (not draw, not sell etc.). I actually stopped art as well but recently during a workshop where my sister belonged to, I was somehow inspired to pursure it through art markets or bazaar. So that is my goal this year, if not next year, that I want to experience selling my art in a market or bazaar. I'm sorry to hear about your parents and your previous job but I'm happy to have seen your video. Hopefully all your goals will be within your grasp from now on ❤
I am starting to do art by going to college for it, I was looking at my ability to draw, feeling devastated that my drawings do not look right, but after hearing about you I feel better about constantly improving myself.
This makes me so happy to see this video and that you’re pursuing art! While I never got the opportunity to pursue my own thing in my 20s (I was too scared to and needed stability), I do work in a creative field, however, I want to do my own thing now. I’m 31 and it can be tough to do it, but I have my own Etsy shop and just got into my first convention!
Omg we're the same age.I like drawing manga style. An ofw teaching here in Japan and draws manga when I'm free. Sometimes I get tired with work so I put drawing aside most of the time😢. But I always think about my story and drawing again.
Randomly found your channel and omg our story is pretty similar :”) i’m same age & also lose both parents, but still have little confidence to pursue art as career choice. Thanks for the inspiration and good luck with ur journey!
So nice to see so many connections especially in the 30s you have a wonderful story I am just starting to take more steps though I shared art when I was younger it was so awful. I know I have a lot more to learn. However, just because in reality the 30s are still youthful and you have time it doesn’t mean you can just hope and wait or stand in your own way until it’s too late. Good for you I hope you can make the most of your work and passion for many more years.
I just discovered your video on my feed just and I would like to say thank you for sharing this. It's rare to see artists doing this kind of content (most especially those living in the Philippines) it made me feel like I was not alone. I love art as my career and I'm blessed as well to have a supportive dad who pushed me to take an art-related course. Atm I'm still struggling since I quit my job in a local animation studio. I thought that being part in the animation industry is actually the goal when in fact the art industry has more to offer. I've encountered people who kept saying that art is unstable and may not help you with living, but honestly art has been there with my and I never wish to give up on my career. Now I'm focusing on making art merch and discovering what kind of art career will I be part in. Thank you for inspiring us with this video and showing your raw emotions and relationship with your art. I look forward to learn about you more :3
The way i relate to your story so much.., i was also kid who only did art when an opportunity present itself or for a school project, i also did not joined an art club instead i joined my school band kinda similar right??😅.. Currently just turned 20 in angust this year and my mother been pressuring me to post some art online to make some extra money for my family but im been really reluctant to do so... But after watching your video, your story on art, this is giving me some much needed encouragement!! ❤❤
hearing the loss part is heartbreaking thank you for giving me this push to pursue art.. im at 30+ too and im from philippines too i wish you all the best
I feel that a lot of us experience that. It's also the reason why I always share that it takes a strong mindset because most of the time the pressure can come not only from people around us but also ourselves...
34 here, the past few years I've been taking some drawing classes. I'm still scared to pursue it sometimes but I've decided I'm going to start posting my art online and look for opportunities to make a living off it. Thanks for sharing your story!
Go for it! It’s definitely worth finding out because if you really want it but don’t try, the “what if” thoughts will keep lingering on your mind. That’s how it felt for me
I also got to work as an artist in my 30th, I when for a 3D modelling and animation course of 2 years when I was 28 and got into a small local game studio in my 30th and was very lucky to work there for 2 years working in 5 different games, some canceled ones and some have been or are releasing soon. I got laid off a couple of months ago, but Im really looking to go back to the industry since I really liked it
Eyyy i got fired too and am also 33! Hope to see you in conventions in 2025 🥰💖 I'm planning on also just going full time with my art after experiencing seriously depressing stuff with my full time jobs. It's a terrifying step but i really feel like it's worth it this time around 💖💖💖 good luck to us!
@@heygabimara545 See you! Let's take this shift as an opportunity to take that FIRST step towards finding joy in doing what you really love! 💖 Best of luck!!!
Hala super same experience! I've been working as a designer (main job) and freelance illustrator since 2015 (I mainly illustrate book covers for a local publisher regularly) and to be honest, I always find illustration jobs a lot more fun (stress reliever). I'm still confused as to what I really want to do but I really appreciate seeing someone with a very similar situation.
@@rdc43 I also have the same experience! Most of the freelance illustration jobs I did part time before was for a local publisher too 😄 I REALLY love those projects, it taught me a lot and it's what made me fall in love with illustrating! ❤️ I think it's ok to be confused, it just goes to show that there's a lot of areas we can do as artists. My tip is to try things out first and you'll eventually feel which project fulfills you the most!
🍒 Your story is so inspiring, I was very inspired by your drawing style and commission ideas. I also started in 2018 (my age matches the current years) and I have been improving little by little, but since 2022 I have been standing still in almost everything, I have tried to impose myself on other ideas but I lose my motivation and will. I lost my brother to heart surgery in 2022, and it affected me emotionally and psychologically, including my parents who are already in their 60s, it is a bit difficult to keep the goals active and still see this sadness in their eyes. My brother and I were close, and he was my older brother, and he left me too soon. Many times I just think about giving up drawing, or trying some new idea, committing myself to some content, but I hardly find myself.. I'm currently 24 years old, I feel like I'm wasting time doing nothing
That’s awesome! ❤ It’s actually what made me go for art! Being told by a lot of people that my mom & dad were taken too soon made me feel that I wanna do everything I can in life doing what I love NOW because I’ll never know what the future holds 🙏
