Pardyalone - To My Father (Official Music Video)

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Directors: Paul Middleton & Chris Simmons
Executive Producer: Sam Lancaster/TWNSHP
Producer: Jake Carter
DoP: Andrew Johnston
AC: David "DI" Ishida & Timmy Schrader
Editors: Chris Simmons & Paul Middleton
Color: Shani Varner
Titles: Paul Middleton
Gaffer: Rozack
Art Director: Ximena Aguillón
PA: Nathan Fitch
Lyrics:
To my father
You must save me
I feel soulless
I feel crazy
Called my momma
Said I’m hurting
But she don’t know how the fuck it feels when the devils working
Been talking to god I hope that ur real I’m praying I feel sum
You can try to detach the problems you have I promise they still come
What if the problem is me and you don’t wanna leave im praying you let go
Im totally I’m fine with being alone I told you I really am that numb
So what do when loving on you is never enough
I try to be patient with loving myself, but I don’t give a fuck, so what do I do when I’m drunk and feel like just taking my life I promise that you wouldn’t bat me an eye you wouldn’t care if I died
To my father, you must save me I feel soulless
I feel crazy call my mama said im hurtin but she don’t know how the fuck it feels when the devils workin I feel the sky crashing down over me
Why should I live when it hurts just to be me
Or who I thought I was I spent to much time drinking all this liquor now I only like me when I’m drunk It’s fucked up I know the only name I write in my own death note is me
Suicidal thought
Broken tendencies
Healing isn’t easy something that I’ve learned nothing you could teach
If my god is real listen to me speak
I really need your help I’m about to kill myself
Fallen to the ground
In my tears I drown
Can you hear me now
Blood on the floor
Cuts on myself
Fucking hate myself
I try to change myself
I don’t need fucking help
Nothing fucking helps
To my father, you must save me I feel soulless
I feel crazy call my mama said im hurtin but she don’t know how the fuck it feels when the devils workin I feel the sky crashing down over me
Why should I live when it hurts just to be me
#ToMyFather #Pardyalone #Alternative #EmoRap

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29 сен 2024

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@the-anime-waifu Год назад

This hits hard because I grew up in a religious household. I'm no longer religious but this song represents my utter desperation, praying to a God I don't believe in that if he is real to please please save me

@Cjuste_alex Год назад

This guy can’t make a bad song. He’s legit one of the best artists out there. Hope he becomes famous one day. He deserves it.

@BezelBrilliant Год назад

I hope he becomes so wealthy that his mother no longer has to work. Being famous isn't the goal. Being known helps but I don't know any "celebrity" who wants fame.

@kellywhite1393 Год назад

He's definitely getting there... definitely a favorite new artist

@eddieprindle3462 Год назад

This guy been out 3 years and has couple albums think he be fine

@williamwindey1783 Год назад

@@BezelBrilliantyou living life right my man

@chrishaley4572 Год назад

He can't!!! He deserves so much more attention. Up there with postmalone

@jaybles716420 Год назад

Got a bottle of tequila , sippin n ready 🎉 lfg

@aiac5108 Год назад

Put down the bottle, alcoholism kills

@jaybles716420 Год назад

@aiac5108 you on the wrong page then my guy lolol 🤣 plus I ain't drink the whole bottle lmfao, I said I was sipping, since I cant be at the release party on Friday, drinking there with Pardy ? Lmao

@aiac5108 Год назад

I’m just a recovered alcoholic saying to be careful with booze because before you know it you’re a full blown alchy But yes, Its very typical for a person who drinks to feel some type of way when another person expresses concern

@jaybles716420 Год назад

Ay I truly appreciate that! Na man I know I was just sipping a little with an ex and we were listening to the new drop! Good looks looking out and congrats on being clean bro, you got this 👍 💪 💯

@sfksmiley Год назад

This is an early cry for help.....don't ignore it

@Lizzy-v8x Месяц назад

Oh no whats wrong

@fallonharvey85 Год назад

Why is he exposing my life is every fucking song?! 🖤💋 Forever here.

@pr0t3ge56 Год назад

this genuiely feels like a construct my brain made up. the imagery and the lyrics... spot on. killed it.

@ThisWorldIsCray Год назад

Reminds me of the music videos I’d make in my head as a kid

@versacevampire 8 месяцев назад

I’ve cried a gallons worth of tears to this song. Pardy and Mod Sun have been the only medicine that helps my pain. I’m trying so hard to make it to make it through the year. Life is really kicking my ass right now. Demons are attacking me in ways I never thought imaginable 😭

@Lyss411 Год назад

Damn… this hits way different… like this had me in tears.. viral fr fr it’s coming I feel it bro keep pushing. You are fucking amazing. I met you one time and you seem like a laid back cool guy. You’re awesome and if you feel this way; I feel this way sometimes too like word for word. But I did just lose one of my best friends from suicide.. he hung himself… rip. Anyways I love this video, the visuals, all of it man it’s really deep.

@TheGame-xc4ng Год назад

@pardyalone Oh man bro you know how to hit the feels amazing song as always. Keep your head up cuz youre owning your music career!-ben lebarron

@btpawsri Год назад

Love the pure emotion and authenticity. Thanks for trusting us with this.. we understand and feel the same emotions. Love you Pardy

@Gothic_Queen01 Год назад

You can hear your emotions in your voice a lot of artists can’t channel that this is a beautiful and emotional song kalvin I hope making this song helped you in a way mentally you got this dude 🙏🏻🙏🏻🔥

@galaxyeyes420 11 месяцев назад

He's amazing especially when you feel it and it cuts through to the soul 😢

@dshfishfuhdiufhiuhd Год назад

I can't wait to listen to this on repeat 🔥

@kellywhite1393 Год назад

Oh sweetie we are feeling the same way... God is the only way! I feel soulless feel crazy too. The devil is working on us all so hard! 😢 Stay strong ❤ love you! Praying for you. Beautiful song. I always can relate to your lyrics so much!

@kmc28638 Год назад

Got all in my feelings with this one....Fave part: "To my father, you must save me I feel soulless I feel crazy call my mama said im hurtin but she don’t know how the fuck it feels when the devils workin I feel the sky crashing down over me"

@MyrenOfficial Год назад

This song came just when I needed it, thank you Pardy. Just opened up to a girl for the first time in a long time, and she told me all the things I wanted to hear. I drove 4 hours to meet her and we had an amazing time together, and then she told me how she wanted to come visit me soon as well. After I left she turned cold and stopped responding. Even though she knew that it was my biggest fear and the reason why I haven`t opened up to anyone for ages...

@2illalicious1 Год назад

hang in there, keep loving yourself. I am old take it from me, you will find the one. Keep positive.

@AURUG Год назад

This shit gonna be 🔥 asf

@majorzshortz Год назад

this song means a lot and hit home 🙌🏻 big fan of yours ✨

@PROD5VE Год назад

Pardyalone is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for him one day.

@Tempdee Год назад

You will!!! I 2nd that. 😇😊

@BL4KSH33Pbb 8 месяцев назад

He hears you. Your pain does not go unnoticed. Your will-power, to keep moving forward, will be rewarded. It’ll all be worth it one day. Keep your head up. And remember, even when you fall sometimes, even when you feel alone in the silence, He’s there. Holding you. Don’t ever give up. You’re stronger than you think you are sometimes. When you’re weak, take a deep breath... feel your heart beating.. and remember. Not everyone who feels the pain that you endure is still able to feel their chest rise and fall and their heart beating. We’re the lucky ones. Breathe. You can do this. You’re so so so special. You’re so valued and so loved. I don’t know you, but i love you, brother. I love you and so does our Father.

@Thebestnuker Год назад

Can’t wait I’m so exited right know

@Jamslynne Год назад

'why should I live when it hurts to be me' fav part, 100% relatable and something I think more often than I'd like to admit

@BigDawg848 Год назад

Yoooooo

@gd4nthing Год назад

Pardy on Top man 100%, Never a doubt. Will never release a bad song. Keep it up man! Hope to see you again soon

@tiffanystump2560 Год назад

Just lost my pops in October and my moms a big narcissist, thank you for this song!!!

@BigDawg848 Год назад

Can’t wait boi

@JoshThomas9 Год назад

🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

@WooKz-WRLD Год назад

I’m the person on instagram that asked if you could make a song about trying not to commit suicide, this is close but it still works thanks for the new songs man thanks for everything you do it honestly helps me ❤️

@ghostgirlmars Год назад

I’m so glad you dropped more songs, there isn’t a single bad song you have made :)

@tracisalomon3194 Год назад

This song hits so hard. 😩 to many people know the feeling of pain, not feeling they are good enough, suicidal but our Father is the only one who can help. Thanks for an amazing song(on top of the ones you’ve already made😉)

@jamienay1981 Год назад

Bro this is INSANE. Keep going 👊

@sedulousgaming6601 Год назад

Pardy hits different hyped af sipping my beer

@kaibamayes5967 3 месяца назад

who sips beer?

@NIckC96 Год назад

Congrats on the album release, I can’t wait to watch you blow up even more. I’ve Listened to you everyday for a little over a year now. I can’t wait to see you how evolve and mature as an artist over the course of your career. Much love brother, can’t wait to see you perform in Detroit, couldn’t make it to the mod sun show but I’ll be at the next one

@rhiannonwalp8763 Год назад

Thank you for this one Pardy! Every word resonates in me. ❤ I'm praying for every single person that lives the words of this song. You aren't alone.

@GamingJavi918 Год назад

You remind me of juice world with the style but your story telling and pain in your voice just pushes you to be THAT guy

@AkhriezoRutsa Год назад

I feel you🤧❤️‍🩹

@chenglingcazer3554 Год назад

💙

@Chelsea.87.Spargo Год назад

❤

@azuriten Год назад

❤️❤️❤️❤️

@igorisigor Год назад

I will keep you in my prayers Brother. God loves you and you could do amazing work for his kingdom. I love you man

@BaileyPouregon Год назад

bro all of your songs are beautiful thank you

@ashleyhiner2551 5 месяцев назад

This is one of the deepest and realest songs you’ve ever made. Thank you ❤ your growth is insane! Love you so much

@Tempdee Год назад

Never heard of this guy. I thought this was Lil'Pump coming back with a new direction.

@aiac5108 Год назад

Gods got you pardy! He’s real and he loves you I gave my alcoholism to him 10 months ago, I even dueted one of ur challenges on TikTok Jesus Christ is waiting to give you a hug pardy!

@juicewrldwizard6550 Год назад

Get a jelly roll ft y’all would sound awesome together 💯

@michaelbx7713 Год назад

This is deep af bro, Bendiciones much love❤✝️🤟🏼

@Kimxx27 Год назад

Paddyyy🏓 Your voice is so beautiful and so unique and your music is so amazing!!🫶🩵

@Twistedgrimm Год назад

hits different at 1.25 its more like hes venting to you,and .75 its more philosophical ,the orignal speed its gospel from the soul from a broken disconnected neglected stage of life that wants to not be all those things by anymeans at the same time has so much love and passion and fire in there heart

@Spiderboy-qy6zz Год назад

Currently in my top 5 artists 😊

@robertbijma1463 Год назад

Bro this album is a masterpiece🔥the deepness in this song and then how funny my bad is😂you just dont miss!! Ur a treasure Kalvin!🔥love from the Netherlands :)

@Officalmattandmathew Год назад

“Why should I live when it hurts just to be , me or who I thought I was “ damn.. right now this here is just so deep

@Tokenladd Год назад

It’s good dawg I haven’t talk to my real dad in 29 years fam always Gunna be there tho an to my kids I’ll always be here for anyone going threw it Keep ur head up

@Raseberrydreams 5 месяцев назад

Felt your pain, hits the way in words in a song i couldn't explain.

@kmc28638 Год назад

One of my fave songs! He has a way of eloquently crafting his music so that everyone can understand & relate ❤

@adjvisuals Год назад

Loved being apart of this ✝️

@danteright473 Год назад

Never end your life please, any of you can be saved. There are people who love you so much

@ASIANASSASSIN-8894 Год назад

this is gonna be so fire

@baertigerbenno771 Год назад

Bro, what a Masterpiece you wrote there. Goosebumps. Greetings from Germany!

@kileyschultz4737 Год назад

wow, the way that your from monticello and is now doing big things. monti is so small and i think its so cool cause im from monti too

@caity2238 Год назад

You're amazing x1000 ❤

@mabelvetta Год назад

Awww yay Pardy

@liljoker666 Год назад

🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥!!🖤🖤🖤🤘🏻 🇲🇽✌🏻

@huilee260 Год назад

Always touch my heart😢

@GoodOleBoy-sz3cl Год назад

Bro, I swear you cannot miss keep them coming

@mycodehan Год назад

Damn good!

@BritChurch-qj6md Месяц назад

2024 .... ?!?! This 'heavenly hell' all buuuuuut .... #LIT 😅 MAD MA {X} it out with maaaeeeee anyone and invest on a few flame throwers or 8 ?! 🎉😂❤😊

@joshglanz Год назад

probably my favorite video you’ve done so far bro. so fucking good, proud of u and congrats on the album 🤞🖤

@SelahBlood Год назад

Will forever love every song you ever drop , so proud of you for dropping your first album !!! You’re going places man believe it ❤

@alimmurji4455 Год назад

Pardyalone you matter bro! If You work in faith God can make every day easier.

@joshschmidt2159 Год назад

the stuff you put down and put out there is fire keep it up i can feel the music in my soul when you sing its an amazing feeling

@tradingtactics7541 Год назад

Amazing

@pileski814 Год назад

Good morning to good music.

@pileski814 Год назад

Hell yeah my guy music pretty good sometimes it's on that you know depressing level I have to send my favorite song probably is she likes my Iris the cover you did

@diamondsportzgaming6737 Год назад

How have you not blown up yet your so 🔥

@teaguejennings Год назад

BRUH this is amazing ❤

@galaxyeyes420 11 месяцев назад

He's literally becoming such a goat and deserves the praise. He touches the soul with his words pain and everything else. I love this man, I've never related so much to a artist till I found him and I follow here,tiktok, Instagram and Facebook 🖤🖤🖤🖤 his words are just everything I feel

@christianharper1415 Год назад

This has got to be on the next euphoria season🔥🔥🔥🔥

@oDiScIpLex Год назад

Everything you make hits different 🔥

@poutyashe Год назад

this one hits deep 🥺 pardy never misses fr

@justinbergmann7051 Год назад

This Hits hard

@Im_Tulo Год назад

Damn Pardy. This is so beautiful 🙏🖤❤

@JRTwinkie Год назад

I mean… there’s no words. Peace and love Kelvin. This is phenomenal. Please never change. And god bless sir

@drefitnessofficial Год назад

This song hits deep

@justinbergmann7051 Год назад

Wowww

@laaalaamariee8309 Год назад

love this!! 💜

@kristamclane2110 Год назад

I know you don't know me. But you are one of the most amazing artist I've ever had the pleasure of getting to enjoy. Your music helps me and others so much, I'm sorry you've have had to have so much pain in order to make this amazing music. I hope you know there ARE things to live for and even with all the self hatred that I also know so fucking well, you can do it. I know you can. Cause I do every fucking day. Just know you have many people, and if not many at least 1 that thinks about your pain and feels it with you as their own, every day. 🖤🖤🖤

@katelynwright2023 Год назад

I knew you were something special ❤

@princesspink0816 Год назад

BEAUTIFUL and made me cry. It was just so gorgeous. Lol! Can't find the words.....

@mov.cierra Год назад

🕯️🤍we got this together

@clarerenee1 Год назад

He juss hits different 🥹

@TattedBeauty444 Год назад

Wowwwww amazing love you

@pats4dawin106 Год назад

Damm, i feel like this sometimes. Fighting these thoughts, feeling like iam never good enough!! Ill keep fighting though and trying every day i wake up.

@sbgwll5533 Год назад

Wow this shit is DEEP!

@benvarley2927 Год назад

Now this is the kinda music I want to get into making! Such a good outlet and an amazing way to set the soul free❤

@brinnieplays Год назад

I hope he blows up like fr fr. Every single song explains how I feel. Where words fail, music speaks. Ty ❤

@bboyjp Год назад

God is real. I Promise!

@GroProOrg Год назад

I can't find a way to love anything about myself, not a thing around me or person I know helps.

@carleywhiffen7932 Год назад

This song is an absolute masterpiece, Even though I don’t believe in god every lyric still hits so deep. “I feel the sky crashing down over me, why should I live when it hurts just to be, me, or who i thought I was, I spent too much time drinking all this liquor now I only like me when i’m drunk, it’s fucked up i know, the only name I write in my own deathnote is me” one my fav parts but I could quote the entire song tbh was hard to pick a fav part.

@jasonmomin6493 Год назад

Now I'll always make my habit. To listen Pardyalone music ❤

@ThGrWrggi Год назад

SO GLAD I WAS HERE FOR THIS EP 🔥🤘🏾🖤!!

@4ever23jordan 10 месяцев назад

Words can’t express how much this song meant to me… I have the scars covering my arms and heart but songs like this is why I strongly believe I’m still here.