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Happy Valentines Day! ▶▶ Help choose my next song by donating! / jubyphonic
Live stream tonight for all y’all single people too: • The Unholy Quartet: Lo...
For some reason I always do heartbreak songs on this day but I swear it’s not on purpose. Maybe there are just more of them?? Let’s go with that. Let’s blame others. Back to the song though, I’ve had this song requested a lot and I’ve never done anything by Toa before. It’s funny because I knew the song but never the name because my phone would just play it on random while I’m driving. So technically I’ve sung it lots but badly and with lots of made up Japanese. I’m very good at that.
Oh and yeah I keyed it down I think -3 because dang I don’t got that high Miku voice. It’s hard to sustain for a long time at least.
ORIGINAL CREDITS:
✦ Original: www.niconico.jp/watch/sm23762151
✦ Music/Lyrics: Toa
✦ Fan PV: www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm24172686
COVER CREDITS:
✦ Vocals/Mix/Subs: Juby
✦ Translation Ref: OccasionalSubs
ⓐⓛⓛ ⓜⓨ ⓛⓨⓡⓘⓒⓢ ⓐⓡⓔ ⓕⓡⓔⓔ ⓣⓞ ⓤⓢⓔ
---Contact Me---
✧ ғᴀᴄᴇʙᴏᴏᴋ
/ jubyphonicp
✧ ᴛᴡɪᴛᴛᴇʀ
@JubyPhonic_P
✧ ᴇᴍᴀɪʟ
jubyphonics@gmail.com
----Mp3 Links----
✧ ᴅᴏᴡɴʟᴏᴀᴅ ɪᴛ
bit.ly/2lgrh3y
--------LYRICS----
Cause every little piece I weave of me and you together
Don’t you see we can’t go on forever
So I caught the tie and finally sever
Into little bits, a rainbow raining down
So you see the way we used to be
Is gone, the words and words would pile on and on
And break the frayed end pieces of a time
That we tried, it’s funny and it’s sad I guess
Tick tock tick tock ring us, round us
Ding dong ding dong why not play a game?
Tick tock tick tock ring me, leave me
Ding dong ding dong well see ya round
Fraying away, hear it trying to say
Couldn’t you please oh please be gone out of my life
But every day continues on the same as if you
Won’t oh won’t be gone although I try
Too small to care but still not fair
Oh please oh please just throw it all away
But here we go alone trying to keep from thinking
On and on and fall for you again
Oh will the pain be here to stay?
Before, I felt afraid but now it’s all the same
A screen and me why wont it ever change
Without a thing I’m dying from the boring
Enduring days I thought I’d never know
Flick tap flick tap, sweep through phone and
Swipe tap swipe tap, A R T
Flick tap flick tap, unlock, can’t talk
Swipe swipe swipe swipe, just end it all
Slipping away, hear it trying to say
Couldn’t you please oh please be gone out of my life
But every day continues on the same because you
Won’t oh won’t be gone, yet still I try
How sad I’ll be but fine with me
Oh please oh please just throw it all away
But here we go alone, trying to keep from thinking
On and on and fall for you again
Oh will the pain be here to stay?
Ahem ahem
Do, do, do - La, la, la
I’m begging
I’m begging, please oh please be gone out of my life
But every day continues on the same because you
Won’t oh won’t be gone although I try
How sad I’ll be but fine with me
Oh please oh please, why can’t I throw away?
You didn’t know? Well if you really didn’t know
Then oh I see, there never was a “we”
The only one I loved was me
Tick tock tick tock
Ding dong ding dong
Ahem, Do do do
Cause every little piece I weave of me and you together
Don’t you see we can’t go on forever
So I caught the tie but can I sever
Easily the end? And will I ever smile again?

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Комментарии : 2,9 тыс.   
@silverly_
@silverly_ 7 лет назад
Why are the happiest sounding vocaloid songs so depressing
@arikarin-nightcorekittenlo1555
Meeps Mip To reel you in ? cx cause it definitely reeled me in. I personally love songs like this. And sadly I can relate to most of them... which I'm not proud of .-.
@silverly_
@silverly_ 7 лет назад
Arikarin-Nightcore Kittenlover1235 Ikr, it pulls you in with a catchy tune and traps you with depressing relatable lyrics.... TwT
@warlerker
@warlerker 5 лет назад
My assumption was that japanese people always sound so excited when depressing stuff happens is because they are similar to succubi, however they instead feed off of pain and misery instead of lust. Atleast that is an informed scientific assumption. Similar to how Nintendo feeds on hope and Sony feeds on nostalgia blindness and broken dreams. The answer however, is that we just simply; don't, know.
@soupdealer8589
@soupdealer8589 5 лет назад
Meeps Mip I dunno
@megafan1137
@megafan1137 5 лет назад
Personally I think that's part of the appeal. The tune feels so good, but it has such a complex meaning lying underneath that really makes you feel. It builds a great connection to the Listener.
@juriyuko5698
@juriyuko5698 7 лет назад
"flick tap flick tap, sweep through the phONE AND VIGOROUSLY TAP ON RU-vid FOR THE VIDEO-"
@karmareddreams7025
@karmareddreams7025 7 лет назад
juri yuko made me laugh XD
@juriyuko5698
@juriyuko5698 7 лет назад
im glad i could.
@dummy_mk0176
@dummy_mk0176 7 лет назад
juri yuko Nice profile pic
@alhof322
@alhof322 7 лет назад
juri yuko, so true
@Anonymous-jw4mj
@Anonymous-jw4mj 7 лет назад
Lol same
@jalencurtis7222
@jalencurtis7222 Год назад
The caption has so much effort poured into it and im disappointed no one is pointing out how fun the captioner had making it. Thank you, Yaco.
@yaco77
@yaco77 Год назад
Thank you ☺️
@_0L1V3R_
@_0L1V3R_ 10 месяцев назад
Its fun dragging them around before the next verse o-o
@JustDevon1
@JustDevon1 10 месяцев назад
Probably because the song already has subtitles. So turning on captions would be pointless. But that doesn’t stop Yaco from putting in some serious effort.
@burushifudara
@burushifudara 6 месяцев назад
@@yaco77 People like you are why I like to keep captions turned on
@yaco77
@yaco77 6 месяцев назад
@@burushifudara Thank you so much ! I'm glad that custom subtitles/captions are appreciated
@marlowlikesfrogs
@marlowlikesfrogs 5 лет назад
Japan Where you can make the happiest tune sound so damn depressing.
@Astralfox528
@Astralfox528 4 года назад
It is kinda creepy
@odditycat2716
@odditycat2716 4 года назад
Ever listened to twenty one pilots or jack stauber? It's not exclusive to Japanese songs. ...tbh this kind of song takes over my entire music taste. What can I say, I wanna be able to bop and be edgy at the same time.
@slyfox7452
@slyfox7452 4 года назад
well pumped up kicks is about a school shooting at thats also depressing.
@lykhra2178
@lykhra2178 4 года назад
Sly Fox Robert got a swift hand
@SeanathanJohnathan
@SeanathanJohnathan 4 года назад
that is if you dont already speak japanese
@meganc1833
@meganc1833 6 лет назад
The lyrics seem to be about a girl previously in a relationship that she's cut off suddenly. She wants to forget that person even if she'll be a little lonely; she wants to pretend that it's never happened. Turns out the relationship never happened and she only "loved herself". Edit: thank you for replying and giving me a heads up on the lyrics not being accurate and it makes way more sense now. I don't listen to vocaloid anymore but it's nice to come back here to read all the comments. ❤️❤️❤️
@BBL-DRAKE
@BBL-DRAKE 5 лет назад
Little Cuties yeah
@BluexIcy
@BluexIcy 5 лет назад
Exactly
@bluegater1392
@bluegater1392 5 лет назад
@@BluexIcy wth
@pdtrx4900
@pdtrx4900 4 года назад
Really
@kingkuro8317
@kingkuro8317 4 года назад
So is it about a girl who was in a relationship for the sake of being in one? I don't really get it
@yes-of5ni
@yes-of5ni 4 года назад
Back then when i first heard this song, i never really understood its meaning, especially the part "oh i see there never was a we, the only one i loved was me" but now, i understood the whole meaning of the song, and it goes with what i have experienced, the girl gave everything to the guy she likes, but on the far end nothing returned, she starts to blame the guy and wants to forget it all, she wants the guy to stop causing her pain but she still expects him to do something and she would fall over him all over again when he does. She was just crushing over him and thought they had a relationship going on when actually she was just the one moving and running after him. Its a cycle of selfishness that the girl trapped herself with her desires, she wants to cut the tie, and cut it in the end when she realized that all of what she was doing and expecting from the guy was just to fulfill her desires on being loved... It's sad that i had to experience this so that i could understand the song..
@Lacter12
@Lacter12 4 года назад
you actually pinned it down so well holy
@saiful4514
@saiful4514 3 года назад
You too?
@YourAngelOfHeaven
@YourAngelOfHeaven 3 года назад
I'm glad I'm not the only one who had this experience
@SweetGir12
@SweetGir12 3 года назад
Yep....same here.
@FlZZY_POP
@FlZZY_POP 3 года назад
Gahhh I'm currently going though that rn but have no idea how to cut the "tie" hhh
@olivermoss6372
@olivermoss6372 4 года назад
I like how not a single comment mentions that the video shows the red string of fate (a soulmate thing) & scissors in the same thing. Not to mention how she cuts the red string in the end? Maybe I’m looking to much into it but, that seems like a pretty major plot point that should be pointed out for your weird theories and stuff.
@meh8396
@meh8396 3 года назад
Lesbi_ Lychee You got a point there and good one indeed, thanks for pointing it out!
@shiteyanyo1111
@shiteyanyo1111 3 года назад
It IS super important! Vocaloid PVs are, almost always, super helpful when it comes to decoding the lyrics
@walnut6684
@walnut6684 3 года назад
Most likely because its kinda obvious
@user-rw9no4vt7e
@user-rw9no4vt7e 3 года назад
@@walnut6684 Yeah, common sense
@bread1882
@bread1882 3 года назад
There's needles too so maybe she tried to sew her own string of fate but at the end gives up and cuts it.
@ceceliarobinson5996
@ceceliarobinson5996 6 лет назад
Did anyone notice the (AHEMS) in this song before the "dodododo"
@AyelkAvil
@AyelkAvil 6 лет назад
yep
@peachforce
@peachforce 5 лет назад
It's in the original! Wish it was louder in this one, to be honest ;^^
@yuqqi432
@yuqqi432 5 лет назад
@A Random Person before that actually, there's a small cough if you closely listen to it.
@dimalumpingjabon4488
@dimalumpingjabon4488 5 лет назад
Glitch Chan it was at the end right?
@yomama6057
@yomama6057 5 лет назад
i think i prefer the original song of this over this one. i think it's really nice how the creator was able to make Hatsune Miku (i think that's who they used to sing the original) cough and take breaths. it sounds more human coming from a vocaloid, which i think was one of the points of adding coughs and breaths for the original. but for this, the singer is ALREADY human, so it doesn't have much of a deep meaning for this version
@NikkyKicks
@NikkyKicks 7 лет назад
The perfect Valentine's song for my bitter, single self.
@browniescake4563
@browniescake4563 7 лет назад
Nicholas Nace Dang.
@everettwatsonrazorearcwolf6553
Nicholas Nace ik how u feel bro ;_;
@Anonymous-jw4mj
@Anonymous-jw4mj 7 лет назад
Same
@vifurawa2715
@vifurawa2715 7 лет назад
same
@Mcl-cg3jd
@Mcl-cg3jd 7 лет назад
also same.
@grace6569
@grace6569 7 лет назад
I love your voice. It's just so nice to listen to.
@video_game_royal4797
@video_game_royal4797 7 лет назад
I feel the same way. I actually don't like vocaloid(don't kill me) just not my thing, but I ABSOLUTELY LOVE Juby's voice. Whenever I think of the word pure, I legit think of Judy.
@huzai7083
@huzai7083 7 лет назад
omg pls
@video_game_royal4797
@video_game_royal4797 7 лет назад
Damn autocorrect changed it. You should know what I'm talking about.
@sapphireserenity5847
@sapphireserenity5847 7 лет назад
I don't believe that you have listened to Mind Brand.
@nii2wo
@nii2wo 7 лет назад
Sapphire Serenity True xD She still sounds cute and innocent when she sings it :3
@licatheoneandonly
@licatheoneandonly Год назад
Someone give the person who made the captions a raise.
@swishy_swooshy
@swishy_swooshy 7 лет назад
How i feel playing MysticMessenger
@soulfestyouactivatedmytrap5118
sevil natas don’t worry, you’re not alone in this. 😶🙃
@vanessawh
@vanessawh 6 лет назад
turry kirl I’m writing that down for an amv idea XD
@YL-xd6ou
@YL-xd6ou 6 лет назад
*O O F*
@crystalxiang8161
@crystalxiang8161 6 лет назад
turry kirl LoL how is this so true?
@callyshimmerz1499
@callyshimmerz1499 5 лет назад
LOLOL that's how 707 feels
@JackKinglsy
@JackKinglsy 7 лет назад
You can't release songs when we're in school, that's cheating!
@Sebastian-jx8il
@Sebastian-jx8il 7 лет назад
Jack Kinglsy true i just got out 11 minutes ago
@elenazanna5475
@elenazanna5475 7 лет назад
And then there's me. In my bed. At 11.20 pm Trying to sleep While being axious bc i have 2 tests tomorrow fml
@Sebastian-jx8il
@Sebastian-jx8il 7 лет назад
Elena Zanna i had a end module assessment today and i have an essay due by Friday same problem except your problem is worse so good luck.
@huzai7083
@huzai7083 7 лет назад
im at work but fuck it since no one else is around
@Poppikah
@Poppikah 7 лет назад
OMG YOUR PROFILE PIC!! Is that Gloomverse I see?!
@prettymajestic4804
@prettymajestic4804 7 лет назад
**Adds to playlist**
@Starlight-Tale
@Starlight-Tale 7 лет назад
Same
@tiramachuuu
@tiramachuuu 7 лет назад
I just read this right after I added it to my favourites XD
@lillianadkins5378
@lillianadkins5378 7 лет назад
Pretty Majestic amen
@ok-vo6vo
@ok-vo6vo 6 лет назад
I DID TOO IM NOT A LONER ANYMORE THANK GOD
@fairaeshi3725
@fairaeshi3725 4 года назад
Imagine she's talking about being addicted to her phone
@that1randomkid960
@that1randomkid960 4 года назад
Does that mean she throws away her phone at the end? D:
@fairaeshi3725
@fairaeshi3725 4 года назад
@@that1randomkid960 yep
@pocky5867
@pocky5867 4 года назад
Lmao
@thedabisme61
@thedabisme61 4 года назад
tik tok
@youtubeaccount5283
@youtubeaccount5283 4 года назад
maybe it was an online relationship that she knew it wouldnt last?
@panickyandy8291
@panickyandy8291 2 года назад
Man, this song hurts. This cover was released my senior year of high school and I had a big crush on this guy who just strung me along in person and ignored my texts outside of school. This song is _exactly_ how I felt back then-constantly looking at my phone, constantly hoping to see a text from him, even though I knew it would never be there. There's this strange period of time when your love for someone is dying where you're almost holding out hope more out of habit than actual true feelings for them, and I think this song is about that period. She's dejected and knows that this boy will never return her feelings, but at this point she's spent so long holding out for him that she just doesn't really know what else to do (I'm she). In the end, you have to just kind of cut your losses and say "I know I wasted a bunch of my time crushing on you, but at this point it's time for me to move on, even though it's going to be really painful." That's the funny thing about love, even if you've fallen out of love with someone, leaving them (or giving up on the hope of them) is still going to be painful. Anyway
@beaniesintheclouds
@beaniesintheclouds Год назад
I’m a junior in high school now, and this feels pretty true. I’ve never had a crush on anyone other than a friend, and I’ve always been too scared to tell them. I would spend weeks telling myself that it would never work, and the mini heartbreak would last until it faded. I never wanted them out of my life, but I certainly wanted my attraction for them out of my life. Sorry if I rambled, I tend to do that-
@timmythick1537
@timmythick1537 7 лет назад
OMG BEST VALENTINES DAY EVER JUST GOT A GOOD MYSTIC MESSENGER ROUTE AND NOW THIS YES PLEASE
@battleboxcat7537
@battleboxcat7537 7 лет назад
me
@paradoxity_
@paradoxity_ 7 лет назад
Carlota the bae of all Same lmao
@Dyn0s_
@Dyn0s_ 7 лет назад
Carlota the bae of all lol
@timmythick1537
@timmythick1537 7 лет назад
It's also shit tho bc on Mystic Messenger I don't have enough hourglasses to get the deep story and I mean screw my life I need my Seven Zero Seven and yea
@ArdhanaSherin_s_profile
@ArdhanaSherin_s_profile 7 лет назад
Carlota the bae of all You can buy hourglasses with hearts. Click the add button next to the hourglasses, and press the first one that says to buy an hourglass for 100 hearts. Right now I'm on Jumin's route. Seven's next!!!
@Blankeyessss
@Blankeyessss 7 лет назад
We are the foundation of the pile of comments!!
@peepeetheanime8670
@peepeetheanime8670 7 лет назад
shickady HP yes!
@rogueghoul189
@rogueghoul189 7 лет назад
shickady HP true
@cryingthrowingup4256
@cryingthrowingup4256 4 года назад
the “oh i see there never was a we” probably means she thought it was a relationship but he just thought they were friends Which is something i can relate to
@solarchaotica
@solarchaotica 4 года назад
It could also work for referring to someone who (not so) secretly just doesn't care
@ykhiz
@ykhiz 4 года назад
@plushycake i think it's about a girl who likes someone and tries making him like her back. but he doesnt and she is tired, explaining the eyebags. so she wants him out of her life so she could not like him anymore. she starts realizing she only loved herself. and then she cuts the string.
@KHowardishereandthefunsbegun
@KHowardishereandthefunsbegun 3 года назад
It could also mean the boy isn’t dedicating to the relationship and is essentially ignoring her love, and she finally snaps and believes it’s her fault she even tried to love him?
@sydsb1essed
@sydsb1essed 2 года назад
i think it means that the boy cheated or something and it made the girl think that she didn't matter to him and what they had was nothing
@cryingthrowingup4256
@cryingthrowingup4256 Год назад
help i didn’t know i commented this????
@hecate3368
@hecate3368 4 года назад
What I’m interpreting from this is that there was a relationship that had become bland and stale, the connection just wasn’t there anymore and in the end, the girl realised that the connection she felt wasn’t because their personalities had chemistry, it was because she was projecting on to her boyfriend what she wanted him to be, so in the end, the only one she loved was made from her own imagination
@mokezhiyu
@mokezhiyu 2 года назад
exactly
@sleepy_cinnabun
@sleepy_cinnabun 2 года назад
I hate that I can relate to this comment
@user-is7fk7tb4w
@user-is7fk7tb4w 7 лет назад
I love this song. It gives me a nostalgic feeling of sadness of my friends. it'd weird but I like the feeling.
@isntsualae
@isntsualae 6 лет назад
안희은 army!!
@user-is7fk7tb4w
@user-is7fk7tb4w 6 лет назад
Tounge Technology yass
@user-wu8xq1oq7c
@user-wu8xq1oq7c 6 лет назад
안희은 한국인이신가보네요 😉
@tachographspy3295
@tachographspy3295 6 лет назад
Me too, it's so weird
@667nine
@667nine 6 лет назад
Same tho.
@wormrights883
@wormrights883 7 лет назад
I got home from a pretty long day of school and saw that both Rachie and Juby have uploaded something! What a time to be alive
@saamisiddiqui981
@saamisiddiqui981 6 лет назад
Espeon the Otaku look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now
@Idk-yt4rt
@Idk-yt4rt 6 лет назад
Kerplatz 01 I know this is freaking late... but... HAMILTON?!!! 😂♥️
@randenshi
@randenshi 5 лет назад
O t a k o U r a r a k a I f o u n d y o u
@verrreese
@verrreese 3 года назад
Sheeesh 4 years ago
@karenpardo8302
@karenpardo8302 3 года назад
blind react: I felt like this was a song about a girl that fell out of love with her bf, but is incapable of cutting the ties herself, she pleads for someone to end it all, she feels pain, feels as if she is doing a wrong thing, as if she is selfish, that through the multiple gifts that are shown, she says she only loves herself because she feels that the other person doesn't deserve it, but she sees that love there was as something far off the past, she is afraid as if she is trapped by fate, she tries to cut the emotional ties they have, but somehow fails... Edit: my english was really bad here lmao
@Chingerz
@Chingerz 3 года назад
same
@niloureal
@niloureal 3 года назад
describes it to a T
@ursimp7774
@ursimp7774 3 года назад
That doesn't go well for me, i thought the lyrics said the boy never did notice her affection for him which means they were never in a relationship and the girl imagined said kind of relationship existed between them even though in reality, it's just the girl who's chasing after the boy in a never ending cycle of one sided love. She couldn't tell him face to face leaving her feelings unnoticed, neither could she get rid of those feelings herself so she was completely stuck, wishing him, the boy, would disappear so she could be free. Gladly, in the end, she finally got enough courage cut the red string (the symbol of love.. i guess?) Ending her pointless unrecognized one sided love. But i respect your thoughts if that's what you would prefer to relate to.
@nandi9902
@nandi9902 3 года назад
@@ursimp7774 ngl, your theory is really close. Not trying to debunk anyone's theories as (if I remember correctly) Toa put the meaning of the song up for interpretation. However, the Vocaloid wiki on Fandom has two official interpretations: the first one being about a girl previously in a toxic relationship that she's cut off suddenly. She wants to forget that person even if she'll be a little lonely; she wants to pretend that it's never happened. Yet she does not know how to deal with this loss. The second one (which falls along the lines of yours) is that it's about one sided love. The girl continues on as if she doesn't have feelings towards her friend, but it hurts for her to do so. She'd rather not be with her friend anymore than be constantly reminded they don't love her the way she loves them. Regardless of what the wiki says, I doubt there was any official confirmation on the songs meaning. I hope no one gets offended, after all, regardless of an official interpretation or not, we all see things differently and we all have meanings that feel right for us. After all, isn't that why it's up to us to decide the meaning? After rereading this, I realized how lame I sound lol
@_remicore_
@_remicore_ 2 года назад
i agree
@jakewilhelm4562
@jakewilhelm4562 Год назад
I have listened to this cover for years. It has a really special place in my heart so thank you :)
@ilistentoChrist
@ilistentoChrist Год назад
Came back and I'm happy this cover still hits the strings of my heart.
@grambitsandollar1461
@grambitsandollar1461 Год назад
Ikr, it just, feels so like something I don't know, but it makes me happy
@overcookedeggs5789
@overcookedeggs5789 7 лет назад
This marks the start of my Juby vocaloid marathon. It might be a few hours
@microwave5134
@microwave5134 4 года назад
f e e l y a t h e r e
@v1natgez180
@v1natgez180 3 года назад
its been 3years u good now??
@pancakeboi2960
@pancakeboi2960 3 года назад
@@v1natgez180 they haven't stopped
@ruendheart
@ruendheart 3 года назад
This sang by Miku
@user-tv3hc1kr1b
@user-tv3hc1kr1b 3 года назад
@@ruendheart no it isnt. The original was miku's, but this is a cover by jubyphonic.
@binugget
@binugget 5 лет назад
I know this song is supposed to be seen as romantic, but this song reminds me and of my... ‘friend’. We were really close last year, and for a little she had a crush on me, though I wasn’t interested in her ( it’s not cause she is a girl, I’m bi, I just didn’t see her in that way) but she got over the crush and we became best friends.... till this year, when she stopped talking to me all of a sudden, avoiding me and ignoring me, and soon my other friend began to do the same. I was really hurt at first, but I didn’t say anything because, well, I thought she was doing what she needed for her. Skip a few months, and I’m in a relationship with this guy, and suddenly I get a letter from her, saying how we couldn’t go on ignoring and avoiding each. This is where the song reminds me of us, because I WANT to let go. I want her out of my life, because these two months away from her have made me realize how most of my life revolves around HER. How every minute, every hour was dedicated to her, whether we texting or talking at school. I don’t want that, I don’t want my life revolving around someone else like that. And yet, whether I like it or not, I can’t separate from her. We go to the same school, live in the same neighborhood, go to the same church, same classes at that church...hell, me and her walk home with the same group. So no matter how much I want to let go of her and move on, I can’t escape her... god this song reminds me of all this... so much.. Update, 2024: Hey everyone, I just want to say I read every comment that’s been left just now and I want to say: It gets easier. This situation was a bit more complicated than little 8th grade me would have actually admitted, but to shorten it, that friend from the story and I have talked since these initial events, and we have made peace. We aren’t friends anymore, but we’re ok. It will get easier. My heart goes out to all of you in similar situations like this, as I know how difficult it can be. But as time goes on, things heal. Sending love and good luck to everyone!😊
@smoochaghost2588
@smoochaghost2588 5 лет назад
Why does this hit so close to home for me.. Please stay strong, you're not alone here! ❤️
@yourkohai7073
@yourkohai7073 5 лет назад
...hope you feel better cuz you made me cry T︵T
@Jamie-yd1wn
@Jamie-yd1wn 4 года назад
sad :c cause- It's a bit relatable
@teehee5089
@teehee5089 4 года назад
McFlurry Child hey i hope ur doing better !!
@pinetrapple1719
@pinetrapple1719 4 года назад
In my opinion you're lucky lol, you want to get away from someone but they're always near you, ive been trying to get close to someone but for some reason or another theyre always far away. I guess you could say it's a little ironic
@Its_Me_PinkMouse
@Its_Me_PinkMouse 8 месяцев назад
Props to the person who did the English subtitles, this is just fantastic, can't imagine how much work was put in it to make this 👏👏👏
@1ynne622
@1ynne622 6 лет назад
This actually describes how I feel exactly. You see, I've been in a relationship were the guy just doesn't want to let go, I liked him better before we started being a thing. I've tried to tell him the situation, and I broke up with him, but he kept trying to get back together. To this day I'm trying to leave him, but it's hard because all my fiends hang out with him, and it's really sad actually. Anyways, I should stop complaining and hit the replay button again, good work Juby!
@Abbswithnoabs2
@Abbswithnoabs2 4 года назад
abbyyy Me too. It’s a hard situation. You want it to be over, and to be friends again, but you don’t want to hurt him and he won’t leave you alone. I hope it goes well for you.
@blitzyblook3315
@blitzyblook3315 3 года назад
You still there?
@kaslanaberry
@kaslanaberry 3 года назад
I want to give this to my ex best friend Since She Bullied Me Everyday In November Even During My Bday! And She Changed After We Played Roblox..... And Everyday Her Name Would Pop Up In My Head And I Try Not To Feel Sorry Bc I Already Got Used To Her And I'm Just Begging My Mind Not To Mention Her Name Again But it Keeps Echoing....
@whitestararmada103
@whitestararmada103 7 лет назад
kinda sucks that a cute sounding songs got such unhappy lyrics
@LindenGroves
@LindenGroves 7 лет назад
WhiteStar Armada That's what makes the angst so delicious
@ChaoticMushy
@ChaoticMushy 7 лет назад
that's Vocaloid for yah
@azureviolet808
@azureviolet808 7 лет назад
Lily Schmidt Rolling Girl is in a major key, isn't it? :p
@ChaoticMushy
@ChaoticMushy 7 лет назад
Ava Laun well Rolling Girl is basically about a girl who is hearing voices in her head and going crazy and probably about to do suicide so I guess it would be in a major key
@azureviolet808
@azureviolet808 7 лет назад
Lily Schmidt Yeah, something that dark would probably be in minor if it were written by most American/European artists.
@aviscrack72
@aviscrack72 7 лет назад
Your voice fits so well for this song, awesome cover as always, keep it going :D
@Justin_Joy
@Justin_Joy 5 лет назад
3:30 "The only one I loved was me" That's why the only person I touch is myself.
@linnen_elm
@linnen_elm 5 лет назад
( ͡ ' ˍゝ͡ ' )
@0ING0_B0ING00
@0ING0_B0ING00 4 года назад
i- well- you- arent wrong but???-
@justcasual2871
@justcasual2871 4 года назад
😳 woah buster-
@madelineplayz6356
@madelineplayz6356 4 года назад
I don't get it...
@wayverleesoulsong
@wayverleesoulsong 4 года назад
You can also touch yourself by just, ya know, poking yourself in the arm All these horny yt comments, smh
@ritz_ok
@ritz_ok 5 лет назад
There's always multiple ways to interpret songs just like literature, and none are necessarily wrong. You can see it as the girl trying to cut her connection with a boy or end a relationship that she's sick of but still invested in, or it could be that she's trying to let go after a hard breakup, or get over a one sided love that never panned out in the first place. I saw another comment mention the heart line she was cutting at the end as possible references to love or suicide, and it could be interpreted to that the girl is trying and failing to push her loved one(s) away so that she will not have the emotional ties that keep her from or make her feel guilty about committing suicide.
@arcadiusdragoneyes727
@arcadiusdragoneyes727 7 лет назад
I'm already obsessed with Zoozbuh's cover and now here comes this for me to obsess over
@FEPrincess
@FEPrincess 7 лет назад
Arcadius Dragon Eyes Right!?!? I don't think I can handle this....juby and zoozbuh did such a great job!
@heesukii
@heesukii 7 лет назад
Arcadius Dragon Eyes I totally agree! I was just listenin to Zooz(on repeat might I add) when I saw this and I'm in love with both!
@arcadiusdragoneyes727
@arcadiusdragoneyes727 7 лет назад
I'd love for someone to make a mix of both versions, i checked and the lyrics do work together towards the end- but the problem is they sang them at two different octaves. Zooz's is higher
@solbug
@solbug 7 лет назад
Arcadius Dragon Eyes not octaves, they're in two different keys.
@arcadiusdragoneyes727
@arcadiusdragoneyes727 7 лет назад
Y-yes I know that I'm just more used to changing octaves for songs rather than key,
@bastardcore7560
@bastardcore7560 7 лет назад
So basically there is a girl who broke up with a boy, and the boy says they can still be together. weaved together. But the girl refuses but the boy keeps texting her on and tagging her on social media. she keeps swiping through the messages, confused what to do.
@optimisticmarshmallow2280
@optimisticmarshmallow2280 7 лет назад
Mintette oh now it makes sense whew
@ineedtostopobsessingoverro7896
Idk, that doesn't seem right
@LemurG
@LemurG 5 лет назад
It's more about a girl wanting to end her relationship with a boy she likes because her feelings are too tough to deal with. She only realizes at the end he never even liked her, and that she had deluded herself about this love from the start. It's really heartbreaking!
@ineedtostopobsessingoverro7896
@@LemurG I thought when she said those final lines, it was her saying she never even liked the guy
@dreamhinata4657
@dreamhinata4657 5 лет назад
i didnt watch the video i was watching my cousin playing sims while i was listening to this.
@monroewolf
@monroewolf 2 года назад
feel like she fell in love with the idealized version of this boy that she had in her head. it came crashing down and she saw things fall apart because of that, and seemed to get hurt that things weren't as pretty as they were in her mind. she wanted to get rid of who he really was and live with who she pretended he was. "the only one i ever loved was me" signifies she didn't love the boy himself, but loved the thought of being in love with him and loved the version of him she created in her mind - a mere extension of her own thoughts and desires - as compared to a colder reality.
@yxsafire9227
@yxsafire9227 5 лет назад
I know this song is supposed to deal with an ending romantic relationship, but I relate to this song in the sense of ending friendships. I’ve had a lot of friends come and go, and it hurt, so now I have this bad habit of pushing people away before they can leave me. Sometimes there’s people who see me at my lowest, promising to never leave, I let my guard down more with them, but it just feels like a million stab wounds when they do end up leaving
@Cabun_GMA
@Cabun_GMA 2 года назад
Yes finally somone feels the same way thought I felt the odd one out
@ultravviolets
@ultravviolets 7 лет назад
juby just saved valentine's day~ owo
@sundancent2202
@sundancent2202 7 лет назад
Hani Jøker This song reminds me too much of myself.
@ultravviolets
@ultravviolets 7 лет назад
Sundancent But this song is kinda sad, isn't it? Please try to cheer up. c:
@sundancent2202
@sundancent2202 7 лет назад
Hani Jøker I know it's kind of sad. I always feel really down but I can definitely try to cheer up a little bit, thank you. :)
@koiivene
@koiivene 7 лет назад
Hani Kookie It is sad it describes someone wanting to end a relationship but if you think harder it may as well be that you want to start over with a new and happy relationship. ☺️
@ultravviolets
@ultravviolets 7 лет назад
Well said my friend. ^-^ ♥ I've never been in a relationship so I can't imagine anything about it at all lol. As a lonely potato I've been born, as a lonely potato I will die. qwq
@MsTonton28
@MsTonton28 7 лет назад
Ah yes, my favorite sad song from Vocaloid.... GRAB YOUR TISSUES CAUSE I HEAR THE FEELS TRAIN COMING ALONG!
@whmschoolcouncil8567
@whmschoolcouncil8567 5 лет назад
hello. you called sir-
@Keithixix
@Keithixix 5 лет назад
*CHOO CHOO BITCH BETTER GET READY*
@niesyacantek3372
@niesyacantek3372 5 лет назад
nope until you hear rolling girl,lost ones weeping,and loadz of trucks more!
@4kon6
@4kon6 5 лет назад
Been a year listening to this song and I still find how interesting the Japanese music industry often uses major keys to express sad stories while writing them in such unique ways. But thanks Juby for dubbing these amazing songs!
@paradoxity_
@paradoxity_ 7 лет назад
Jesus Christ I listen to your voice so much, it's like I know you in real life.
@Tsoglav
@Tsoglav 6 лет назад
That’s worrying
@aprilmoon2808
@aprilmoon2808 6 лет назад
Extreme Boy Aleks It is
@emupemy9998
@emupemy9998 6 лет назад
Yandera 101
@space_pocky3140
@space_pocky3140 6 лет назад
I am ashamed to say... me too.
@JubyPhonic
@JubyPhonic 6 лет назад
but what if you actually do?
@utopiavey
@utopiavey 7 лет назад
I'm a simple weeb... I see a juby notification... I drop the hot glue gun on my leg and as I burns away my pale skin I listen to a great song. Juby. I send your own great cover to you. JK. But seriously.
@shil4720
@shil4720 7 лет назад
Well then.
@lilttle_mack6008
@lilttle_mack6008 7 лет назад
What were you glueing? I was glueing my Satan shrine back together ^_^ again...
@utopiavey
@utopiavey 7 лет назад
McKenzie Nguyen oh... well I was just making a late Valentine... but, you know, all shrines to their own.
@Error-ju3ko
@Error-ju3ko 7 лет назад
Lol same. But for me I was gluing parts of my cosplay together 😂
@morpheus3026
@morpheus3026 7 лет назад
well my brother called to me we had no WiFi and said my phone got a notification and said it was juby so i ran about 100 feet triped on my way and took my phone and watched it when my nose was bleeding and i was hot glueing my cosplay wepond together too and got burned
@crystallizedmoonlight216
@crystallizedmoonlight216 3 года назад
Fun fact: Few people understand this and the rest of us were just vibing with the tune..
@oceanbeach1643
@oceanbeach1643 3 года назад
This is a calm sounding song compared to most other songs which are dramatic, which I prefer most but this song really got my attention and I listen to it often now
@alice3468
@alice3468 7 лет назад
anyone else think this reminds you of hitorinbo envy?
@sam-vc1oi
@sam-vc1oi 6 лет назад
Starkias Raven-holme yea
@peachforce
@peachforce 5 лет назад
For some reason, reminds me of Karakuri Pierrot.
@lianne6659
@lianne6659 5 лет назад
Yup
@itscryingtimeppl2023
@itscryingtimeppl2023 5 лет назад
No the meanings are wayyyy different, ones about cheating and attention seeking, suicide, this is about wanting to cut off a relationship
@patchworkat
@patchworkat 5 лет назад
YES
@queenalice7483
@queenalice7483 5 лет назад
"oh I see there never was a we" opens the flood gates Everytime I had a playlist for when I'm feeling down or bad and this is the first song on it
@shimmienshake
@shimmienshake 4 года назад
nobody: Project diva developers: ah yes, cute.
@eveappleby2211
@eveappleby2211 4 года назад
Huh?? Only Mitchie M songs are in the cute medley. This isn't in it. Did you mean cute aura?
@shimmienshake
@shimmienshake 4 года назад
Eve Appleby yes sorry for the confusion I’ll change it
@Rinue618
@Rinue618 4 года назад
... Pure exaggeration ... Cof cof
@dudnika-anti
@dudnika-anti 2 месяца назад
this is my go-to breakup song. perfectly describes every single one of my failed, one-sided, unrequited relationships. *sigh* i miss all of them...
@forestdragon778
@forestdragon778 7 лет назад
That guy looks like Hajime Hinata without the Ahoge
@hoshidoesntlikespoilers4807
@hoshidoesntlikespoilers4807 7 лет назад
BluePhoenixFire the guy reminds me of amami and the girl reminds me of maki 😂😂 (both for DRV3)
@forestdragon778
@forestdragon778 7 лет назад
**that extremely awkward moment when you only know KiiBo, Ouma, And Kaede**
@npnammopie1182
@npnammopie1182 5 лет назад
Monokyu he looks like rantaro
@niesyacantek3372
@niesyacantek3372 5 лет назад
omg!,i just commented the flippin same thing!
@durante-no10
@durante-no10 4 года назад
yeah he looks just as tall as avocado man too
@MeloDeltaXV
@MeloDeltaXV 7 лет назад
I'm so glad there are more english covers of Patchwork Staccato around AHHHHH Great job Juby! i feel like I'll have this on for a while, and I know your pain for pitching down the key the song is high like holy crap
@redlikestodraw3091
@redlikestodraw3091 5 лет назад
I'm having flashbacks to sixth-grade choir from the title. Staccato is short and snappy, staccato is short as short can be.~
@Naritarance
@Naritarance 3 года назад
DUDE MY TEACHER TAUGHT ME THAT (yes im responding in 2020-)
@siennacook4013
@siennacook4013 3 года назад
every instrument i have played lol
@gaykid8579
@gaykid8579 3 года назад
Yep! Now on an Allegro song...
@morganp8591
@morganp8591 7 лет назад
this comment will eventually be lost in the world. if you took time to read this, you are kind and patient have a nice day. Hot damn accidentally found this and damn did I get seen, top comment!!💕
@isabelabraunabatistafernan2243
david :p Thank you...i was needing that...
@ellie8132
@ellie8132 6 лет назад
Hello, I am very late.
@bonelesscouch7081
@bonelesscouch7081 6 лет назад
Lol thanks but your spelling makes me impatient
@cringegoddess7189
@cringegoddess7189 6 лет назад
Patient*
@cringegoddess7189
@cringegoddess7189 6 лет назад
Still love u tho
@Sebastian-jx8il
@Sebastian-jx8il 7 лет назад
How is juby still single i would expect her to have plenty of people falling for her
@sylver_drawer
@sylver_drawer 7 лет назад
XxTHEONIONxX Sanchez maybe the problem is that she hasn't fallen for anyone...?
@StupidArtOnlineGaming
@StupidArtOnlineGaming 6 лет назад
Aaaannd... Do we know who she really is? As a person?
@sando653
@sando653 6 лет назад
The_Hentai_Man nn
@XxSUGACUBExX
@XxSUGACUBExX 4 года назад
Theory: a girl who fell in love with someone over the internet and the boy acted nice and then got manipulative to the girl, asking for things and threatened suicide if not answered with yes. and she hates it, but also doesn’t want to leave, cause she’s afraid he’ll hurt himself. She eventually realizes and leaves. She ‘cut the tie’
@Chiafruity
@Chiafruity 3 года назад
Bruh, you described my past relationship
@youps1991
@youps1991 Год назад
THE CAPTIONS ARE SO GOOD WHATTTT
@PixelTrainer.
@PixelTrainer. Год назад
I KNOW, RIGHT? THEY HAVE NO RIGHT BEING THAT COOL
@gravellpotato2277
@gravellpotato2277 5 лет назад
This is like one of those songs that u keep playing over and over again cuz u it's so good!
@mikamangaka
@mikamangaka 7 лет назад
IVE BEEN WAITNG ALL DAY FOR THIS
@celestialsword7377
@celestialsword7377 7 лет назад
I actually didn't really like this cover the first time I heard it...I'm not sure why but I have to say it's grown on me
@alanacoenen9706
@alanacoenen9706 6 лет назад
Celestial Sword yes I know right!?
@yomama6057
@yomama6057 5 лет назад
i didn't like it because she lowered the pitch for this cover, which confused me at first because this singer has hit many high notes in the past for other covers. her cover is easier for me to sing and i don't really hate this cover, but i do like the pitch of the original
@uwuingallnight7381
@uwuingallnight7381 2 месяца назад
i love these lyrics, such a beautiful way of putting that specific type of heartbreak. Even after so many years, i love this cover
@nathanielsearle9822
@nathanielsearle9822 4 года назад
Had this suddenly come on, been years since I last listened to it. Didn't think it would be this nostalgic. And listening to others, lots of Juby's songs are surprisingly nostalgic
@NezumiWayne
@NezumiWayne 7 лет назад
First Zoozbuh, now you... Can this get any better?!
@chanellekenzie
@chanellekenzie 7 лет назад
Nezumi Wayne IKR both of theirs are sooooo goood. I cant chose!!!
@irumara
@irumara 7 лет назад
Nezumi Wayne There's only one Valentine's Day of the year lol
@NezumiWayne
@NezumiWayne 7 лет назад
Did i mean one year? Nah, i meant of all the Valentines Day that throughout the years in which it exist (like 1999, 2000, 2001, 2002, so and so etc.) Pardon my spelling/grammar error.
@DaiMaouRimuru
@DaiMaouRimuru 7 лет назад
We want to fall in love with your songs even more Juby keep them coming owo
@saachig5448
@saachig5448 6 лет назад
Your voice is so beautiful. I keep on putting this song on loop its that good. This is like, literally a masterpiece. This is probably one of my many favorite covers from you and I really hope you keep doing what your doing :)
@Reema_1984
@Reema_1984 Год назад
Why is this so damn relatable… Sometimes it’s just better to stop You can’t force him to be with you If he wanted to stay,he will Sometimes it’s just better to let him go I know it’s gonna get lonely,but you won’t hurt yourself anymore Probably he already has a gf too I know it’s difficult,because you saw him important to you,when you weren’t important to him at all Not everyone deserves you Know your worth ❤ ~ from a 14 year old,slowly gettin’ to know the ugly truth day by day
@thewatcher62
@thewatcher62 Год назад
It's not ugly, or rather you have to thankful it's a typical normal ending It's ugly when people use that romance to use you instead, then betray you like cheating for example. Now that's the true ugly that'll give you scar for the rest of your life like my ex did with me.
@Xeorboom
@Xeorboom Месяц назад
oh Vocaloid... you either have upbeat songs about abusive relationships or really depressing songs about losing an umbrella
@beluga80
@beluga80 7 лет назад
Your voice matches purr-fectly with the songs tempo and beat! It's so beautiful and cute
@seikatsu_exe
@seikatsu_exe 6 лет назад
So this song's almost a year old, and I still listen to it regularly lol. Your music really brings me a great deal of joy, keep it up! ♡
@HuTao-km8jc
@HuTao-km8jc 2 года назад
Your voice is super calming whenever I listen to it I feel happy keep up the good work!
@jennylaju6893
@jennylaju6893 7 лет назад
Is it bad that this really relates to me..;_; -_- Always been trying to
@lumamiku2268
@lumamiku2268 7 лет назад
Same....
@Catchthe_Raindrop
@Catchthe_Raindrop 6 лет назад
Me too.
@lemon7052
@lemon7052 6 лет назад
The pain....
@mkna2157
@mkna2157 6 лет назад
I KNOW UR PAIN
@bridgittlozano4711
@bridgittlozano4711 6 лет назад
Ik :T
@marchmitchie8916
@marchmitchie8916 5 лет назад
"...Oh I see there never was a "we". The only one I loved was me" is my favourite.
@anattemptedexistence
@anattemptedexistence 4 года назад
Just listened to this song for the first time in a couple years. Juby's intro really hit me in the feels for a second there.
@tartagliyah
@tartagliyah 4 года назад
trigger warning: eating disorder mention, relapsing i've had this on my chest for a while, and since this comment section is very old, i thought i'd let it out :) this is gonna be a long ride, so in case you really wanna read it: buckle up. i've known this song for a while now, and "understood" the meaning but it's not until a few days ago that i finally fully understood in depth what it meant, as it happened to me. context: i'm lesbian. back in the beginning of may (may 1st to be precise), i met this girl on the internet. we'll call her luka. luka was everything to me. what started as small interactions eventually grew on to full on flirting. i knew i had a crush on her, but me being the absolute coward that i was, decided to ignore it. until i couldn't anymore. everyday, the small crush i had on luka grew on bigger, and bigger. it felt suffocating. i had to let it out, else i think i'd lose myself. that's when i decided i'd confess to her, through curiouscat. i'd already done it once, without revealing myself. the second time, i asked her to guess. she guessed it pretty quickly and asked me to dm her. which is what i did. unfortunately. now, keep in mind i'm a very emotional person and i have severe problems with communication. we didn't know what to tell each other at that moment, but she somehow led the conversation. she said she probably liked me back, but didn't know if the feelings she had were real, genuine, romantic feelings. she then said she'd tell me her answer soon. which was fine to me. fast forward to 4 days after, i'm on the timeline begging for a girlfriend. to be honest, i didn't really want a girlfriend. i wanted her. only her. but i didn't know how to say it, so i just did my thing. and that's when she comes in. the tweets i tweeted that night were like "rt to be in a gc! requirements: be my gf." and so on. she quoted the tweet with "heyyyy". (when i tell you my heart jumped.) we had a mini conversation in the replies but eventually took it to the dms, again. i don't remember much of the conversation we had that night, but in short, she said she'd be fine with dating me. except we wouldn't really be dating. because, you know, she wasn't sure of her feelings. so we'd fake date for about to weeks, and then i'd have to tell her something (or she would). except i'm a fucking coward and didn't. the two weeks go by pretty easily, we interact more and my love for her grows bigger in size. yet, i wasn't sure if it was the same on her side. so i try to be more careful on my interactions and eventually distance myself from her. the story gets worse here. i don't know when it happened, but a girl i'll call meko comes in. she's 2 years older than us, both our mutuals, everything cool. no problem. hahaha, no. here's the problem: luka interacts more with meko than me. that breaks my heart, but we were all friends so i thought i shouldn't have to worry about it because, you know, luka loves me and not her. as the days go by, i start to feel more jealous of meko and luka's relationship. at the time, i was hearing a few stuff about what you say/think will eventually come to reality. i was trying my best to not think about it because i was scared it'd come to reality. yet, it did. here's another thing: i gave meko my private account where i usually talk about things i wouldn't on my other account. luka wasn't following me there so time to time, i'd say things about her that made me feel like shit, sometimes coming off as insults (not really, i was just mad she called herself dumb when she was so much smarter than me. it made feel worthless.) back to the story: what i feared would happened with meko and luka's relationship happened. they grew closer than me and luka ever were. i went to sleep with the fear luka would just confront me about our relationship and end it all. which also happened. it happened on a saturday. i've had a lot of bad things happen to me that day, including hurting myself on my thumb after cleaning. fast forward to 10pm, she asks me if we could talk. not the lovely "hey, can we talk?" but the "can we talk???". i obviously knew what was going to happen as my day was shit and it couldn't possibly get better at the end of it. now, i don't remember much of the conversation. i don't have anxiety but i'm pretty sure i was having a panic attack. i was also eating at the time. which is surprising, because i've been struggling with it a lot the days before. looked it up and said it was due to emotional stress. lol. we talk. she starts off with "let's stop whatever we have going on." i don't want to hurt her or make her uncomfortable, so i reply with "thats fine". it wasn't fine at all. she then says (and exactly that) "you're not gonna question it?? 😐". pang to my chest. i respond with "no, if that's what you want, i'll suit myself for your needs" (or something like it.) the conversation goes on, and at some point i say something like "we've never had anything. we were supposed to fake date for two weeks and then i was supposed to say something. but i was too scared" and basically say everything i've been dying to tell her. it takes me about 10 minutes to muster up the courage to do so. from that moment, i started believing she was manipulating me. the way she responds with "ngl that kinda hurts" as if i wasn't hurting and didn't state it, obviously. i tell her that she's got it all wrong, try my best to re-explain it although i'm dying inside and losing my appetite. she responds with "it's ok." and then the conversation ends. i went to sleep shortly after, feeling like shit. i couldn't really sleep honestly. i wake up at 4am and get the notification that she unfollowed me. oh well. what a great way to end this. i told her before (and to all my other mutuals) that if they needed to unfollow me, to softblock me. that way, i wouldn't get the notification. but i think she's just a little bit crazy. or she hates me. or maybe both. i can't deal with what's happening at 4 in the morning, so i go back to sleep. then the morning comes, and i have to force myself to unfollow her. i've known her for a really long time and liked her so much, it hurt me pretty badly. and a tiny detail i forgot to mention: luka and meko had matching profile pictures ! i had my notifications for luka so i knew that she enthusiastically agreed to have matching pfps. the days go by and it hurts still. at some point, i decide that the wound i made myself that day would indicate whether i'd get over her or not. if it hurt, i'm still not over it. if it didn't, i healed. i woke up today, and it didn't hurt anymore. i smile. i muster up the courage to mute meko so i wouldn't have to remind myself that her and luka were happier without me. but that's when i notice that luka blocked me. **blocked** me. meaning she's sick of seeing me, reminding herself that i exist, that i was once part of her life. that she was perhaps saying things she wouldn't want me to see. (the comment is getting too long so part 2 in replies).
@tartagliyah
@tartagliyah 4 года назад
two tiny details i forgot: 1. i posted on my close friends story (instagram) that i got dumped the night it happened. my best friend reached out to me, asked me if i needed to talk. i tell her all that happened the next day but instead of saying she unfollowed me, i said blocked. which, i think, pretty manifested the actual thing to happen. 2. i made her a carrd. basically a little page where she talks about herself, what she likes, doesn't like and what to keep in mind before following her account. i'm that nice, so i kept it up until today. obviously, it hurts. pretty bad. i almost cry but i didn't (which is a problem, it hurts like hell but the tears won't come. i'm piling up emotions i should let go of). and then i relapsed. too quickly. i can't even think of food without feeling like vomiting. i can't even eat. just because of that one time she thought it'd be a good idea to remind me i'll never be the "me" she wanted me to be. i thought i was getting better but all this just comes to me and causes me to relapse. i don't think i'll ever get better. that's where the story is supposed to end. but no, i forgot another detail. i tried to manifest her back into my life a few days ago. the next day, i decided it'd be worthless since she obviously doesn't want me back. all the pent up sadness i had turned into anger and rage. said mean things about her, like "i hope she's in pain, she suffers and that she knows that i hate her". but right now, i don't think i have any anger left. what i said didn't apply anymore, never did. i'm still foolishly in love with her. but i realized pretty quickly that i was the only one who loved in our relationship. she never cared about me, never will. and i think it's sad. i love her so much. i wish i could tell her one last time. even if it meant i'd never recall of her existence again, and she would never recall of mine. she meant so much to me, and i feel like shit for letting her go. yet i did, and i can't take back my actions, nor my words. edit: i fucking cried edit 2: it’s been two weeks and i’m *still* crying edit 3: sometimes i regret commenting this bc im trying to move on but right when i think i did, someone likes this comments and reminds me of its existence and i feel like shit😭😭 edit 4: nothing here applies anymore. recently i asked for something i gave her back and she got so rude abt it, we argued for about 2 hours and now i don’t even wanna think about her again. i hate her so bad. edit 5 (hopefully final edit): i’m over it!!!!! well. a lot of things happened that night (see: edit 4) and at first it hurt, but i’ve learned to take the blame and own up for my own bad actions. i’ll try to become a person worthy of being loved again. edit 6: ITS OVER. FINALLY. everytime i said i was over it wasnt rlly over it but now i think i am? like after realizing im to take the blame and that i'll never be able to properly apologize to her and she'll never forgive me even if i do (meaning i'll never forgive myself), ive learned a lot from it and hopefully i'll grow from it. i guess im grateful for one more thing now. edit 7: hiiii i didn’t think i’d ever come back here but i just want to thank everyone for the support, i have gotten really better since then (today marks 90 days) and even though i do wish to talk to her again in order to clear somethings up before truly letting go, it doesn’t even hurt at all anymore. i think i wouldn’t have been able to get over it if it wasn’t for letting all my feelings out here. again, thank you all so much
@Trinarinaa
@Trinarinaa 3 года назад
Oh wow- that sucks I hope it’s gets better
@delisandwich4887
@delisandwich4887 3 года назад
Hey! I know this reply is 3 weeks late, But Im here to let you know you're not alone. and Its perfectly healthy to cry! If you need someone to talk too, Im here if you want :D My discord is @Deleted#4716 of course,If you don't have discord and still want to contact me, I'll gladly Help find another way.
@Kinnatzu
@Kinnatzu 3 года назад
i can feel the pain as i read ur comments, i hope u can find your happiness soon, im rooting for u!
@yoshi9371
@yoshi9371 3 года назад
one thing I have to tell u: you were being too processive of someone /somthing that wasn't yours also fell better
@joliwaa8564
@joliwaa8564 5 лет назад
I saw Drakinator’s Dappletail M.A.P of this song and fell in LOVE. I looked up the song and now I love your voice. Keep up the good work!
@kandi_is_queer
@kandi_is_queer 3 года назад
I- the voice its amazing- when do I get to sing like that it is so good! I like the intro, the colors go well together!
@biiiiggggggggggggggie
@biiiiggggggggggggggie 6 лет назад
Such nostalgia looking back to juby's covers that i haven't hear in awhile dang i love this cover.
@yuwri
@yuwri 2 года назад
one of my favorite jubyphonic covers :) her voice fits very well with patchwork staccato
@deutgi1702
@deutgi1702 7 лет назад
This video inspired me to write a book story thing based on the meaning of this song xD
@killaquween
@killaquween 6 лет назад
ThreeDrinksLester noice
@sofiaisabel7307
@sofiaisabel7307 5 лет назад
i WANNA READ DAT SHIT
@mistygeesaman7223
@mistygeesaman7223 5 лет назад
I wanna READ IT YO
@edzoner-chocolate
@edzoner-chocolate 5 лет назад
Where is the book?!
@vox4alastor
@vox4alastor 4 года назад
W H E R E ' S T H E B O O K ? ? ? ?
@kazuki4391
@kazuki4391 4 года назад
i see there never was a "we" my only one love was me..... Me while depressed...
@evamariafacchini7003
@evamariafacchini7003 3 года назад
*Y same*
@lilyliod1125
@lilyliod1125 7 лет назад
I'm usually not much for eng-covers but your voice is amazing, and the lyrics go perfectly with the music!
@megafan1137
@megafan1137 5 лет назад
That chorus hits me in the feels like a damn train. Good stuff!
@antoniogasse4111
@antoniogasse4111 2 года назад
3:25 "Oh I see There never was a we The only one I loved was me" Why is that so poetic, and in the context of the song it just hiTS dIffErEnt
@lemonjustice9858
@lemonjustice9858 4 года назад
They look like Maki and Rantaro-
@zansyorishiro
@zansyorishiro 3 года назад
YESSSSSSSS I AGREEEEEE
@vps8008
@vps8008 3 года назад
the boy looks more like Hajime
@chiimei
@chiimei 3 года назад
YES!
@Yurerira
@Yurerira 3 года назад
I WAS THINKING ABT THIS AL DAY OML
@Thestellarquarrion
@Thestellarquarrion 3 года назад
YESSSSSS
@Obnoxiousxalien
@Obnoxiousxalien 3 года назад
I always wish you had a playlist for songs like this on ur channel, ur like a go to for them
@user-ye2st1sh4w
@user-ye2st1sh4w 3 года назад
The feeling when you touch your module be like: 0:58
@silvereifish
@silvereifish 3 года назад
This be too relatable
@lerendomweeb2578
@lerendomweeb2578 3 года назад
Nice
@yndndbehdhdhbs4161
@yndndbehdhdhbs4161 3 года назад
Me when I see an old recording of me doing something cringe:
@hika8286
@hika8286 7 лет назад
one of my favorite songs I try to listen to it every day and your voice is so calming😁
@HuTao-km8jc
@HuTao-km8jc 2 года назад
I agree ☺️
@ruikasasfixer
@ruikasasfixer 2 года назад
this song is sad but sounds so good
@sydsb1essed
@sydsb1essed 2 года назад
fr
@AnaSanchez-dc9wl
@AnaSanchez-dc9wl 9 месяцев назад
It’s been 5 years I know this song and I haven’t turn on the captions. OOOOHHH THEYRE SO BEAUTIFUL WTF 💕💕
@haniyaislam8153
@haniyaislam8153 4 года назад
I remember listening to this when I was 8 or 9, never thought I’d actually relate to it. Times change a lot
@burningfox4974
@burningfox4974 7 лет назад
I loved playing this song on Projects Diva XD
@cozmicchu
@cozmicchu 7 лет назад
YESSSS I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS
@annacensi7910
@annacensi7910 6 лет назад
wow this song is so beautiful
@chiiducky
@chiiducky 3 года назад
This year hasn't been great but Juby and music specifically Vocaloid has really helped me pull through so thank you~ Also I keep on listening to all her songs and Vocaloid on repeat
@chiiducky
@chiiducky 2 года назад
It's me from one yr later :D I'm doing well and definitely better than last year. Thank you Juby and your covers for helping me get through those hard times
@fxychan3317
@fxychan3317 Год назад
I don’t know why this makes me cry so much..
@LuvKoki
@LuvKoki 7 лет назад
JUBY SOMEONE HAS MADE AN AMAZING PV AND IT WAS UPLOADED TO YANDERE DEVS YOU TUBE CHANNEL AND IF HAVE YOU AND RACHIS VOCAL'S FOR FEMALE! NINJA !!!!!
@MayMay-qn2dd
@MayMay-qn2dd 7 лет назад
YAAAA I WAS FANGERLING LIKE CRAZY
@christakyriae435
@christakyriae435 6 лет назад
Which one is it??
@bobross8817
@bobross8817 6 лет назад
Ninja girl but I want to love
@catsrulewolf3880
@catsrulewolf3880 6 лет назад
Ahhhhhh ong yesss
@thelittlegreenirken
@thelittlegreenirken 6 лет назад
Did he credit her, or ask?
@BlessTheFallenOnes
@BlessTheFallenOnes 7 лет назад
Oh jeez this song gave me ALOT of feels about a past relationship i just HAD to get it. Thank you Juby!!!
@deadmemeowo7467
@deadmemeowo7467 6 лет назад
the video is sooo cute x3 and the cover is really good great job
@habitareinmorte
@habitareinmorte 3 года назад
pov: you listened to this more than once? alright i see we both agree on something
@gfrazier3601
@gfrazier3601 2 года назад
I hate that I can relate to this song but I’m just glad I was able to “cut the red string of fate” we weren’t meant to be and I knew it in the end
@tesselvandijk3632
@tesselvandijk3632 7 лет назад
Why did I read that as patchwork potato.. Amazing singing by the way. your voice is adorable and this is just really good!
@mamasitas3566
@mamasitas3566 6 лет назад
Gorgeous 💕💕
@クロネコ9625
@クロネコ9625 5 лет назад
I think this youtuber is someone who can cover every single vocaloid song. And I think this channel is the best cover song channel
@microwave5134
@microwave5134 4 года назад
the only rival (in my opinion) is will stetson
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