Relationship is like glass, sometimes it's better to leave it broken then trying to hurt yourself by putting it back together, Fake a smile, Dont let them know your hurting, they don't care anyways Mom:"you never do anything for me" Me:"I fake a smile, I hide my problems From you to avoid stressed. I cover my scars, I don't talk to you so you don't have to put up with me, and I pretend to be mentally stable and it's the hardest part of my day and you think I'm doing nothing" The worst kind of pain is when your smiling just to stop the tears from falling How painful it is to say "I'm fine" to the person who's the reason why you're are broken The saddest thing is when you are feeling real down. You look around and realize that there is no shoulder for you. There............I can't say no more because no one cares
YOU ARE RIGHT IF YOU DONT SMILE AND SHOW PEOPLE YOUR ORIGINAL FEELINGS THEY TRY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT HURTING YOU BECAUSE ITS NOT 80'S OR 90'S ITS 2021 AND PEOPLE HAVE BECAME MEAN AND ARE BECOMING MORE MEAN DAY BY DAY
I’m just gonna write this here bc I don’t think anybody else cares. Everyday when I wake up from the monument I go to bed I can’t stop that voice in my head. He tells reminds me of horrible things. He tells me that nobody likes me. He tells me to hate myself. He tells me that everybody is always making fun of me behind my back. He doesn’t ever stop. I’m so tired of being broken. It’s been 5 years and nothing has changed. I’ve become extremely socially awkward and I can’t even go outside of my room and not feel awkward even talking to my family and overthinking what to say. I’m so tired of not being able to fall asleep. I’m so tired of feeling this way. I don’t see any end in sight. I hate this. 😞
@@wbwaniabasit8685 I know we are just random people on the internet but we are together my friend, and we will get thru this. One day we will look back and be glad we never gave up. Take it one day at a time and just keep putting one foot in front of the other. Best wishes my friend 💙
Turn to Jesus Christ he is coming soon and if yo turn to him you can receive the free gift of eternity In heaven if you want to accept it believe in your heart that Jesus Christ died in the cross for your sins and and rose alive 3 days later and confess with your mouth that you are a sinner that’s it trust me my friend it’s worth it and if you don’t put your faith In him you go to hell god loves you so much so trust in him and turn to him please. Watch this video please