Hi Shinah, thank you for your transparency. There is nothing wrong with striving for perfection, but it's ok not to be ok sometimes. We all must learn to be appreciative of where we are and continue to trust the process, knowing that we will achieve what we want in life if we just keep working towards it; and because you kept believing in yourself, you did it!!! I totally understand because I have had some pretty interesting adventures myself. Enjoy each and precious moment because it is truly a gift even when it doesn't feel like it. These are the little things that shape and make us human and give us a giggle later in life. Each stage, each challenge and each victory.
Thank you for sharing your story. I have a similar pee story 😆. I'm still figuring out how to forge my own, scary, unknown path, and you've played a big part in this journey