Thank you for this video, it’s hard to find videos like this that explains it for what it is, I feel like there should be a extended version because it’s too much to cover. I have suffered 4 years from these demon monsters.
I have read that ASPD can be genetic. I wasn't clear if you agree. If so how early of an age may these signs start to appear ? If possible I would appreciate briefly PMing you on the topic.
I think of personality disorders as being natural variations of mental configuration. I dont think they are mental illnesses. For example: take a person with aspd diagnosis who lives an average life. They are considered mentally ill. Now look at another person with aspd who happens to be very wealthy. They are considered "eccentric". Thus shows something else that could be considered a symptom of illness: bias in perception.
I feel like the unexplored treatment for aspd would be psychedelics or psychotropic drugs entheogens . In that ,it confronts the ego and perception as well as allowing some people to derive metaphorical interpretations of complex behaviours and thoughts .
It helps you control the inner trash bag 100% better, but there’s always gonna be times when he comes out. Psychedelics helped in ways where it literally opened up a whole new world, I dont necessarily care for people but I can understand the emotion their feeling and decide how to interact with them there on out much better than I used to. For example I told my cousin I wouldn’t care if she died right in front of me and to get out of my house when I was 15, she thought I was joking but I was dead serious, i still don’t care about her but I understand that it’s something I shouldn’t have said in that particular moment because I got in trouble, now I’m older I can because I quite simply don’t give a fuck. Ya psychedelics help, but only in the way it helps you control yourself a bit better, definitely won’t cure anything.
When I was 6 when my brother died and i tryed to save him but i failed soo i can't feel guilt i am impulsive i steal lie i killed few animals and i just live like that and my mother left us for another merge and my parents ware usually arguing and i was never connected to my mother but i am going to psychiatrist and i am waiting for psychological testing results i a currently 15 and very intelligent as my psychiatrist said soon 16 idk.. i just live like that
Hang in there bud . I grew up in North Philly and raised myself in shitty pampers. I have never had a semi -normal life . Never had breakfast or dinner . Only free lunch in school . So I'd dig through the trash and feed my fathers prostitutes kid . All I can say . Is make a good plan . And stick with it . The siblings of mine that survived left . And started a new life . Unfortunately was never an option in my case . Love man . And don't let your parents inability dictate your outcome. As far as your brother. I also feel you on that one. Know there's nothing you could have done. Life has its own algorithm. And other things that can't really be explained. Glad you will get a chance too talk and work out your issues . Never had a solid therapist that didn't give up on me . Well had one but he retired . Good things kid. And stay out of your mind and emotions and enjoy your life . You only get one. Please don't end up like me alone against the world . It's really a shiity dark prison of a place . Trapped in one's own mind . You got this ! ❤💯
Yea my Dad died when I was 12.. mother loved me but we really never had a connection, sadly. Family cut us off due to greed. I feel very vulnerable around my family and rather just be alone.. dont even get me started with relationships. You know its funny because people ask me if I ever had a dream job and If I could I would say a professional hitman. Its sad and I wish I had real emotions other than fake ones but thats okay because I wont be here for long.
@@fishmoneybagz_ late response but don't do it man . Same as far as feelings. There's days where I sit and think about the craziest scenarios . I have a problem to saying things to people of authority and aggression . Never fold on yourself! If you made it this far you got it . Start hustling get some bread stacked up . Whatever you gotta do . I'm about too lose my place possibly be homeless with no family. So I said fux it I'm getting this money and not letting these heathens take my soul.
@@jamescooper9573 We got this bro. If this trade Im in doesn't work out for me then I'm joining the Navy and I'll be dedicating my life to be a Navy Seal. My family were all ex military so.. besides I ain't got shit to lose, my sis barely talks to me and my mom is up there in age so I ain't got nothing to come home too literally. That being said I don't do anything, so death to me really isn't a issue. Good luck to you 🤝
@@fishmoneybagz_ Yessir! I don't believe in luck . We make our own . Blessings to you as well brother . Gotta be a shit storm , before the sun comes out an creates a nice clear view . 👊
I have a feeling I only like people with ASPD. I’m not diagnosed and it is hard to say what it is when the cluster B personality disorders symptoms all overlap, and then there is the ‘is it ASPD, or autism’ question. Normal people suck though. You have to have a certain level of childhood trauma to be tolerable.
there are different reactions to trauma and different ways to cope, maybe while you try to understand this don't discredit disorders that are already heavily dehumanized. antisocials are normal people.
Personally my traumatic experience didn’t cause me to become antisocial it just caused me to have anxiety and I avoided situations that reminded me of it.
