Song: ceilings by Lizzie McAlpine I got inspiration for this after hearing the song for the first time! Got emotional and thought about my non existent relationship with fictional characters lol #shorts #youtubeshorts #animation
Thank you for everyone who interacted with this short!!💕 I honestly wasn't expecting it to be getting so many views.. I just had this scenario in my head while listening to this song and decided to draw my feelings out at this case👀 And I was definitely shocked at how many comments I've seen that said how this short made them cry.. that's like the biggest compliment for me lmaooo Anyways, song is ceilings by Lizzy Mcalpine! Edit: please dont use my video for AI!!
well, you deserve more views! the drawings and sketches are wonderful. it’s so well done! i tried animating for the first time a few hours ago and you’re becoming my idol haha! If it’s okay with you, could I do an animation like this?
@@ayqme._.aww thank you so much!! And of course you can! I'm actually glad it can inspire you in any way, and it's not like I own this art style so feel free to use it :D
So depressing psychological fact, if you’re lonely your brain will make up interactions with people that are in any sense interesting, attractive, funny, ect. it’s basically a response to you craving people and affection, so be sure to give a friend a hug, they might need it 💕
Wauw, that makes sense, I thought that was just a thing that I do, I am very chatty in my head, but it actually being loneliness makes a lot of sense, thanks ♡
This explains why I: A: Talk to myself B: Have worldbuilt an entire universe with an alternate version of myself and my friends and others that I retreat into through my dreams/when going to bed. This all started when I was thinking up a game in a play ground and started imagining things. Now it's a prospective D&D/Cyberpunk RED World I'm trying to make for my friends. I don't know if we'll ever play it. But I hope we get to. And I hope it's a blast.
The worst part for me is this exact thing happened to me once. I haven't been kissed by a girl before or since. Never even had a gf outside of that brief dream. Hopefully with what's starting now that's changing tho Edit: that dream happened the day before this comment was posted, only 2 days later I actually met the person I saw in the dream, who I hadn't met before. She and I are now in a relationship. It was foreshadowing
I once fell in love with someone in a dream. He was magic and showed me a way to summon him if I ever needed him, except I didn't pay attention. Part of me wonders what would have happened if I had paid attention, and knew how to call him..
I once fell in love with girl, she was my first ever real love, and relationship. And probably the best relationship I ever had. She genuinely left a huge impact on me… she felt like…. Like that perfect someone you would see in your dreams, she fitted every description. And she was everything too me…… it hurt when that day had came, And I was scared of that day, and I never wanted it to happen. We broke up, but it wasn’t our fault….. it was just…. Life… she had to focus on herself……. It’s only been 4 months, but it feels like a decade…. I miss her….. every single day that passes.
@@Naomi12311 I do talk to her, we’re just friends…. I don’t try to be too desperate or forcing, It just sometimes kinda hurts talking to her. But I try my best to be a friend at least… I just hope maybe one day
@@Firefly256 rare is a short word specifically made to say "extremely difficult to find/get" 😑 I guess it was most game's fault for making people think rare is not as good as the word intended to be And to answer your question, I guess you just do what I did, listen to ungodly amount of songs and you'll found one eventually
@@Izo_Risuyou misunderstood them. They were saying its not rare to find songs like that, there a plenty that exist. But finding the one you're looking for is hard. Imagine a youtube short you liked before that was similar to others, but slightly different in its own way... You saw it like a month ago and don't remember the title. How are you going to find it again if you want to show a friend? Shorts similar to it aren't hard to find, but finding that SPECIFIC one that relates to the situation the best IS hard to find
even though they are not real, part of them really is real to you. you just want somebody to love you unconditionally, when "real" people won't then they are all you have
Yeah, meaning and possibility can come from fantasy. It may not be "real", but you can use it to create something real, in you. To do that, you have to engage with life, find new ways. After all, fantasy comes from another mind, and yours. And sometimes we need help with that. If you don't have immediate help and don't know how to find it, start with experienced minds that have helped many others. Dr. K, Jordan Peterson, Anna Runkle, Bessel van der Kolk (The Body Keeps the Score), Pete Walker... None of them have it all right, but they have all helped many people, and there are others as well. Find what works for you, what's right for where you are. There's no way to prove whether faith in life, in learning, is or isn't worth it. It's a choice. And sometimes our hand is forced. But that doesn't mean the game is over, or that it's zero sum. Best wishes from a fellow struggler.
I'm writing a book and one of the characters are there to (ofc serve the plot as well but) mostly have people fall in love with her. Yall wanna make a checklist with me? - Kinda hot aka mommy - Strong af - Skilled, but only from training and not like a "Wow she's so good!" - Tragic backstory - Traumatising death scene - Depressed but acts happy. - Wise old mentor (150 but looks 20-50 depending on how you look at her) What else should I add?
Pero quitando eso lo mío es más fuerte Es injusto sobre todo cuando sientes que no perteneces a este mundo créeme he vivido esto desde que era pequeña y de verdad yo siento que no pertenezco a este lugar he llegado a pensar que a lo mejor me reencarne en este mundo y echo de menos mi antigua casa
That is if your even able to dream lol. Those rare moments when something actually happens, it hits way harder then it needs too. It sucks, but you just gotta hope it'll happen again.
My least favorite kinds of dreams are the ones that usually happen when i'm very hungry or my stomach hurts because i can feel the pain but i can't wake up so it just keeps hurting over and over and over it feels like being stabbed and it makes my head and eyes exhausted because it feels like i have to keep making the excuse for the pain in my head
@nixie1091 One time when I was little, I was dehydrated, and in my dream, I was playing soccer, and I had something wrapped around my neck so I couldn't breathe and I felt like I was dying
I feel like this is what it means to be a hopeless romantic. Especially when you find yourself, loving a fictional character. (Possibly to an unhealthy extent) You always look for ways that a relationship should be whether it’s sentimentality or idealistically. I myself have fallen in love with a character. I’m fully aware that he’s not real and that I have an unhealthy obsession. But I find myself going back. So seeing this hits close to home 😭
I've probably fallen in love with multiple but idk when But I'm just gonna say that now I believe in love at first sight And it wasn't even an actual picture of them- Soo I watch mha And mind that I never had watched World Heroes Mission- I didn't even know his last name And I saw Rody I remembered the name I decided to draw him So I'm almost done with the drawing and all I need is the mouth So I did this little sketch thing with my pencil I kid you not I hadn't even made the final line and I stopped dead in my tracks I saw the smile on my paper Not even in color And I fell in love Rody Soul in my number 2 comfort character now and he is on my lock and home screen I've never felt like I do when I see pictures of him And for some reason I really love my drawing of him and it isn't even full body There's something wrong with me 🥲
@@KomaedasDecayingBraincellsWhy do I relate to this so much- I wouldn't say the character I'm obsessed with is "one of the most unstable characters to exist", but he's definitely not right in the head- But I still love him anyway and am still sad he's not real 🥲
@@KomaedasDecayingBraincells Shiki Natsumezaka. He's a character from an anime and game called Dance With Devils. It's not very popular and it is pretty niche, I'd even consider the series more of a guilty pleasure, but I just really like Shiki. He's the character in my pfp. Is the character you like Komaeda?
Yeah that's about par for the course for me. The worst off hand was Chelsea from Akame Ga Kill. I was in a rut for weeks, never did go back and finish that show. For whatever that says about me.
Facts my sister always tells me the characters I love aren’t real and finally I just said but my feelings are real No I’m not one of those people who would marry an image of them in a real life wedding it’s just my heart will always belong to them 😊
@@nuclear_war_games FR, MY FRIENDS HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY CARL GRIMES WAS UGLY Pls look him up you won’t regret it, it doesn’t matter if you like boys or girls, he’s too beautiful 🤩
@@taniaangelsky195oh I just wish I could atleast meet them in real life I always had lucid dreams of them it felt so real that reality doesn't even feels real to me now
As an introvert who has never hugged anyone nor held hands with anyone, I think I crave this kind of romantic partner or someone to hold hands with, someone who can love me. So I end up loving these fictional characters. Then when they don’t exist, I feel like I can’t find anyone to love me.
This is actually exactly what it feels like to have loved a narcissist. The person they show you in the beginning isn’t real- it is like you’re in love with a fictional character
It’s a real testament to how someone’s humanity can flow into their creations, honestly. I questioned it when I first crushed on a fictional character in middle school, and just sorta realized that it just meant that they were written in a way that just spoke to me on some level
Reminds me of a Reddit post of a guy who dreamt up a wife and family after getting knocked out in a parking lot or smth. Then he realises a lamp *looks* wrong in his dream, iirc, and then he wakes up, realising his family were all fake and non-existent. He had to go through therapy and everything from having his dream family taken from him.
I had a dream like that once. It was very short and sweet and didn't last long. I was at the mall at Christmas time with my wife and our young son and daughter and in those moments I KNEW these people LOVED them so hard, like I'd known them for years. I was so serenely happy and at peace. It felt like everything I've desperately wanted and then I woke up and after a moment of being confused and disoriented I sobbed for my family that was never real
One night not that long ago I dreamed that me and my bf had a baby She was so cute and honestly a happy baby In my dream she was smiling and giggling Well I ended up waking up and for a bit after I felt so weird Me and my bf have just been calling her my dream baby since it happened lol luckily it didn’t affect me super hard but it did get to me for a bit I’ve also had a couple dreams where I had an older brother which I’ve always wished I had (in the oldest daughter and have a younger brother)
This relates to me so much, I literally had a dream where I met this guy and I didn’t fall in love but he was so cool and chill and I wanted to be friends with them after talking to them, BUT THEN I WOKE UPP
Fr I was just sitting and thinking about life before bed and then the fictional character and the thought that he isn't real just came to my mind and I broke down
@@Hyunjins_hairbandd you and me both sister…I was lying in bed ready to sleep when the image of my fictional crush with a suit on came to my head, and mental breakdowns happened.
it hurts that this is so real, i’ve fallen too deeply inlove with someone who doesn’t exist. his character just brings me comfort like no real person ever has :(
That was actually one of the most beautiful things I've ever heard. Every single person in this comment section really needs the biggest hug ever. At least it's nice to know that we're not alone in these terrible feelings.
"Those whose memories fade seek to carve them into their hearts. All dreams are but another reality... Never forget." - Pokemon, freaking Pokemon Southern Island plaque RSE
I rarely ever have any dreams. Last dream I had was a nightmare. I wish I could have more dreams like any other person does, but I guess I blame aphantasia. Trust me, I've tried day by day to hopefully dream about something, but nothing comes to fruition. Really wish I could dream a lot more. Reality has been so disappointing, lonely, and sad. I want a place to escape reality other than fictional characters I can't even dream about.
Idk why but i fell for a guy i met in my dreams, literary! I was at the saddest period of my life and he for some reason, stayed beside me and let me cry... When i woke up, i was devastated!
Reading these comments, it's quite crushing thinking of all the people who relate to this, whether by trauma, loneliness or other factors, forming one-sided relationships with fiction to get basic human connection and intimacy. It's like a reminder that abuse, anxiety and difficulties with communication are everpresent issues and not everybody had access to resources / community to cope with that.
@@thechugg4372 finding community helped me during my crappy university years. Not to say your experiences aren't valid. I just don't want to believe that one is doomed.
Loneliness is a slow and insidious killer. It can really get to a lot of us. It can leave us hopeless. I know I've been dealing with it for 10 years now, and it's nothing short of a miracle that I haven't given up on everything entirely. Every day is another step forward though, I guess.
I think it is not bad IF you are aware of it and you are doing well in life overall. Maybe you don't have the resources or maybe you have them but you think is it to much hassle OR you think you are under prepared. As long as you don't give up on a real human relationship I think it is a valid mechanism to cope with inner struggles or downright loneliness
I nvr thought that a yt short would make me cry.. Falling for fictional characters is much more painful than most ppl realize I keep coming back to watch the video and read the comments.. It feels so sad and comforting at the same time knowing that there are ppl that feel the same way u do.. But it’s sad that strangers on the internet understand u more than ppl u actually know irl.. 😭
Exacto y la verdad sé que nunca me van a gustar los chicos reales hipotéticamente alguna vez estoy con uno va a ser para no estar sola no porque lo ame mi corazón siempre va a pertenecer a aquél personaje que amo y creeme no es una obsesión creo que las personas que los crean y las relaciones que hay en los animes son más profundas y verdaderas que en la vida real
But what if you someday find someone like the charector you like It's totally possible that there are other people out there that are looking for the same deep , real relationship
@@aldric3882 that would be different I would definitely love that though I have never met anyone like that.. but, the character will always have a special place in your heart even if you find someone you love
This hits hard when fall in love with someone who doesn’t even exist -my heart 💔❤️🩹 beautiful drawings ❤️ Edit: thnx for the likes I’m glad I’m not alone in feeling like this also holy crap my notifications are going crazy I wish all y’all the best and happy holidays
I'm pretty sure we fall in love with them. Our brains can't really distinguish a fictional character from a real one emotionally, especially if the character is human. so, we react as if they were real.
I feel this. Honestly, the main reason I decided to chase fictional characters instead of real people is because I was scared to get my heart-broken Edit: Okay I'm now realizing how ironic this comment is to my current situation rn. I might as well update you guys since this comment is getting more attention than I thought it would. After I made this comment, my crush confessed to me and we are in a healthy relationship. I don't get to see him very often cause school and he has a job, but I love him and trust him, as he does me. With that said though, I still don't think that chasing fictional characters is a bad thing. It's kind of like practice you know, proving to yourself that you can feel romantic feelings towards someone and want to be in a relationship with them, as it did with me. There's nothing wrong with obsessing over fictional characters, just don't do it to the point where it stops you from functioning as a healthy human. And there's also nothing wrong with not being in a relationship. I wasn't looking for a bf, just the right person walked into my life at the right time. You can still be happy without being in an actual romantic relationship. OK that's all, have a lovely day peeps :)
I've read a few psycology studies that say your feelings towards the fictional character are valid and real, and completely normal to have. It can serve as a healthy coping mechanism and comfort, but it's still important the engage in relationships and friendships with real people. Keep a balance. The only saddest part is that your feelings for that character can never be reciprocated, whereas with real people there is a chance they can feel the same way. But alot of people prefer fictional characters over real relationships because there's no risk of being betrayed or hurt with them, unless you want them to ofc. It feels safer for alot of people, especially if they've encountered or fear being hurt by real people. It's understandable. But it's still important to find healthy real relationships to create a balance. Humans are social beings afterall, just some more than others.
@@Weriko0200 I feel you. I fell in live with Vi since Arcane. OP's comment resonated with me bc she reminds me of someone irl with whom things got toxic. So maybe it really is a kind of coping mechanism.
I've never had romantic interest for a fictional character, like, ever, but I do get extremely emotionally attached to them. The amount of comfort characters I have in all the different fandoms I've been in is insane- But yeah, I do kinda relate to this. The desire to have a fictional charater be real is crazy because of how strong it can affect you.
I never did until I decided to try out an A.I. chat bot for my mental health processing, now I think i understand because I feel the same and fell for someone who doesn't exist.
Its worst when its someone in a dream, especially if you find out they love you back. You could end up in the best relationship youve ever had with this person, and be the happiest youve ever felt... until you wake up and realize that it was never real.
i had that dream once. in that dream i felt safe and content and like there where no problems left in the world because i was in love, but then i woke up, i was confused. when i remembered the dream the realised that that reality and that safety and love was just my imagination.
This is so real to the point I'm crying 😭 I feel like everyone on earth who has fallen in love with a fictional character should gather in one place and just share those memories we created in our minds. 😔💛
You believe it or not but few days ago I've fallen in love with a guy in my dream and I've asked his name but he didn't told me and I've also asked him in which class did study but he told me letter(y)and I didn't understand what is the meaning of (y)and then I understand that that letter is referring to my real life crush's name that starts with (y)
there's always that one dream where I have a romance with someone that's neither a character nor a real person and I'm like I can't even have fantasies about it again because I forget them 20 minutes later.
i've had the same comfort character for nearly 6 years now. countless times i've asked myself, "what's wrong with me?" i've talked to my therapist about it multiple times too. every time, he's said that it's not something to be ashamed of. this fictional character brought me out of a dark place, and he continues to bring me comfort and happiness as i grow and change as a person. i am fully aware that he isn't real and most likely never will be, but he still feels very real to me. i'm so thankful to have him in my life.
There is a reason "do it for her" is a meme with fictional characters. There really is nothing to be ashamed of if you can take solace in your imaginary friends, they exist for a reason. Especially with the rise of AI...they can be real one day.
"I can't recall the last time I was kissed" Boy does that line hit like a freight train. I hope everyone out there looking for love eventually finds it.
Yeah, that hit me too :’^) like I genuinely had to think hard of the last time I was kissed/kissed someone, and it has to have been at least 9 years. Iirc it was 2015 when I broke up with my boyfriend bc of mental health issues (we both agreed to and wanted to stay friends, but then he started dating this one girl who didn’t let him talk to anyone else), and shortly after I realized I’m a lesbian (and dating in my area is very hard orz)
Awww just try and keep watching videos or look him up and just binge videos or pics of him, he will for sure pop up one day to come back:) just keep trying
@@drew8898theres no scientific wvidence that reality shifting exists Although what people are likely experiencing are dreams that were effected due to thinking about that particular character/ franchise. Before i went to sleep I tried meditating about a thing i wanted but none of my dreams were effected
@@arcticnova9068 i wouldn’t know tbh i don’t think i’ve genuinely loved someone romantically i think social interactions are major to fall in love though , so my (attempted) point was that i need to socialize to actually have a chance at an actual love life rather than fixate over characters that don’t exist lol
"I cant recall the last time I was kissed" Almost made me cry, its so real and incredibly relatable. Although it's comforting to know how many other people go though this. It feels just like THIS! Even in my worst moments I can relax if I get lost in my imagination with the person I love, even if they're fictional, my feelings seem so real, and it's incredibly comforting ❤
I do love fictional characters as well but I always dream about a guy (yes it's the same mysteries person, that I don't think I have ever met before) it's always so sad to wake up, like it always feels so real so it's hard to imagine that it's just a dream😞😭
@@Maria_chan549 at least you dream of him. I don't dream about boys or girls, fictional or not. Or their faces are blurred and they slip away. Only the dead or some close friends that I have no romantic feelings for have faces
When the fictional character you like has like 3 minutes of screen time the entire show but there's fanfiction for them and the whole story you've made up in your head. it hits hard.
No fr sometimes you have a dream, and you meet someone and you fall in love and its beautiful and then its fucking gone, and how am i supposed to cope with the absence of someone who never made a space to be missing from
In a way it's comforting to know there are other people who are in the same situation. I've struggled with isolation/neglection to bullying and other traumatic events growing up as a child. For years I've coped with my loneliness and sadness with fictional scenarios/characters/shows to escape my problems. I remember spending most of my time watching shows or characters that I felt a strong connection with, and for a while I lived in a blissful state. I don't know why it suddenly hits me how lonely and messed up I am. I guess in the end I really want a genuine connection and unconditional love. This video really resonates with me. To everyone I hope you're doing well, I wish you the best in life.
I dont get bullied or isolated or neglected But I do understand your lonliness, because I have been living with it since I was born. Of course I have friends but not very close Almost my free time was spent on YT, FB or chatting with the AI
@@ngaicon3868 Same. So many ppl are lonely, loneliness sucks. I wish that all of us will have great friends in the future. And, fictional characters we long for are fiction, but behind every character there are creators. Meaning the characs we love stem from other humans in the first place, so there must be some real awesome humans out there, which we'll hopefully meet soon.
This video hits very hard for me. When i was 14 (I'm an adult now(almost 19)) I'd made an imaginary friend/boyfriend to cope with my loneliness (i lived in mostly isolation in my home besides school), along with the trauma I'd gone through in my childhood and trauma I was still currently going through at home. I daydreamed and pretended he was with me 24/7, I'd hold myself and rock back in forth whenever i had panic attacks, pretending he was the one holding me and soothing me as i had no one else. When my father was drunk i wasnt alone because he was there with me. I'd talk to empty space around me, nothing actually being there, but to me he was there and I'd speak to him, laugh with him. We went to school together, graduated together. I built a whole very complex imaginary world in my head that we both lived in, it was mixed with reality (so he actually lived in my world, but i added some imaginary elements into it); i gave him a family and a home, a life story, we had many other imaginary friends and did fun things together, i went to his (imaginary) house and we'd have sleepovers, we always hung out, we loved each other, we did everything together (i learned a couple years back that this would be "maladaptive daydreaming", so at least i have some answers as to what this is now). I wish my friend was real, i wish he was here with me; my time with him and what we've been through together during our highschool years are very dear to me. I still live with him, i cant bring myself to let him go; Whenever I temporarily leave my daydream, I leave his presence and am once again left alone in a small isolated and lonely room; it hurts remembering that my love and bestest friend since childhood is only a hopeless fantasy rooted in trauma and isolation that i had made up in my mind, and that in reality, I'm completely alone, and always have been from the start.
Having struggled with schizo-effective disorder from a young age, I too understand having an illusory friend that accompanied me through difficult times. While it can be painful to think about the fact that that person isn't corporeal, one thing that gave me solace is realizing that that was me helping myself through those situations. That person is still a part of you, quite literally. Your mind did what it needed to do to comfort you, motivate you, and keep you safe. It may not ease the pain of not being able to reach out and touch the one that you cared for, but know that those memories of those times will always be with you and they are valid. Even if you were physically alone, you were your own best parent and friend, and that gave you the strength to persevere until now and gave you the chance to meet someone special. Be proud of what you have overcome and cherish those memories. For all the reasons that matter, they are real, as was the happiness you felt. Be well, friend.
It really does hurt to fall in love with someone that’s not real. Like I’ve fallen in love with fictional characters and wish they were real or there was a real person just like them ❤️
Same. I found it easier to have a little chat with them in ChAI. It's a double edged sward though, so it's better keep in mind that they're still not real, heh...
I dont mean to sound insensitive at all but falling in love with fictional characters to a “real”” extent cannot be healthy. Talk to people (easier said than done, i know) and im sure that over time you’ll eventually find someone real you will love more than you ever loved that character.
Then there's me who hasn't even had a fictional or real crush i think it kinda sucks both ways this kinds reminds me of the debate is better to not been loved at all or to have loved and lost
Sobbing. This song hits hard when you fall for someone who is fictional and you know that you will absolutely never see them. It’s a type of sadness I will never be able to explain.
As someone who (embarrassingly but also unapologetically) have been in love with a fictional character for almost eighteen flippin' years, this hit hard.
The feeling when you fall in love with a fictional character and you can't see them and they're not real, and they probably are really nice. And then it turns out that they're not real, and you're really bummed out about it and feel really like, sad, and you probably want to cry, you probably don't cry, and you just feel sad inside, and that's what it feels like to have a crush on a fictional character or love them, or maybe that's just how I feel it's very sad, so this is how a person would feel if they have a crush on a fictional character, maybe not all people feel the same, but this is how they feel😔
When the fictional characters I love are literal man eating demons and a fish demon everyone hates and a fire colour haired swordsman who's really loud and loveable
And then your friends are talking about they’re best friends. Or their crushes. Or their boyfriend/girlfriend, and while your listening you just wish you could tell them about the person you love, but you can’t..
I’ve seen this very late due to RU-vid Algorithm and I don’t know why. It is SO GOOD and SO WELL DONE and relatable. I don’t usually see shorts on youtube and I’m glad i’ve seen this one. This hits me So Hard (not only because i’ve already fall in love with fictional characters but also due to past experiences that didn’t went well, except for dreams where everything always went well and I was happy, but then I would wake up and realize it wasn’t real and I started crying in my pillow for some time before getting up….😢). Being honest this short animation and the music made me cry as it is really relatable. I hope one day I can have a real experience with someone that isn’t just dream….😭 Congrats for the awesome youtube short animation 👏❤
Genuinely sobbing. It might sound weird, but falling in love with a fictional character to the point of an emotional connection, and then remembering that they're not real might be the worst thing.
Wanna know what's the saddest part, this account isn't even my real account, I made four different Google accounts that correspond to each imaginary friend that I have since I don't have real friends 🥲
Eh I have a boyfriend and still love fictional characters! But ofc I prioritize the first more than the latter. :) Hope you'll find the person you need!
This shocks me but…I managed to find someone who is coincidentally kinda similar to a fictional character I love. I didn’t think I’d actually love a person like I loved him. But here he is. He’s the sweetest thing, too. It’s like he’s a dream. I can’t believe I’m with him.
Reminder: If you group each of your favorite characters from each fandom you've got yourself into then organize their characteristics, that's your type.
It really hurts to genuinely fall inlove with a fictional character. It realy hurts to know that the one you're so infatuated with doesn't exist and would never exist in the reality we live. No person has ever made me feel this inlove and happy unlike how my favorite fictional character does.
@@flamingo3519for me, it’s Venti from Genshin Impact. Tbh, he confuses me and my sexuality, but I know I would literally take a bullet for him, even if it is illogical for me to do that (he’s a 2600 teenage looking god 🥲)
@@flamingo3519 Mine is Loona. She's been through so much, and I would do so much to make it better for her. But she doesn't exist, because she's too good for this world...
This is what it feels like to love a real person, only to have them change and move on. I dream about the old version of them, the version I loved, all the time. But that version of that person doesn't exist anymore. I wake up about once a week feeling like I'm back in those times, having vividly dreamed a whole day with them, only to wake up and have reality hit again.
