Before anyone says anything, "Aishite Aishite Aishite" is actually about child begging for her parents attention and affection but they dont recognize her due to modern adult problems, aka work and no time. So it could be a anger song but at the same time it sounds like sad desperation. But without a doubt that song is not about a yandere wanting her senpai, not jealous at all.
When I was younger, about 8, I had pretty bad anger issues. My cousin splashed water on me and in return I chased her into the house. I began punching her, shouting, and choking her. I don't really remember doing this, but my parents told me about it. Luckily, they're not as bad anymore and I have some self control.
I had a reaction kind of like that in school, but I was actively trying to kill them by strangling, punching or even with sharper objects the only way I found out was from friends that said they didn't even recognize who I was when doing it. To this day I do not know what truly went on I could only imagine it.
When i was 3 DORA asked me where the path to the rocky mountain was and i told her and she asked "where is the path? *points opposite direction* there?" then mom told me i threw my shoes at the TV screen- ANOTHER STORY!! i was like....6-7 yrs old and my cousin took my plushie from me and he ripped it in half.....mom said that I *chased him with a kitchen knife to chop his truck in half-*
Aishite Lyrics English : Far far away in a time and a place Lived a necklace winding astray It’s people I need, oh people to feed The choker accursed would frantically scream Do not be angry, do not go away, be right here And forever you’ll stay (Hey) Wound tighter and tighter, threw up, nearly whiter Nobody here, there’s nobody at all I’m doing so well have you heard? (You see, you see) I’m such a good girl Cute as a button, you heard? (You see, you see) so good, this girl In pain, I scream you see? Love me I say, love me I say, love me I say, more and more and Love me I say, love me away Until I’m not completely sane Torturing me, torturing me Let me be free, break from the curse hurting me None of you can stop it now Ahh grow as you may, like a sweet summer day Know this collar will stay just the same I’m hurting and bleed, I need more to feed Get people, more people the choker would scream I am the best, in my class they attest I’m a girl far above all the rest (Yes) Far better than those two, better than all you People, oh people! Look only at me! Oh Meeting alone in the yard From me to you, confessing my heart Was it a lie from the start? To say I love you from afar As filthy a creature you are! Love me I say, love me I say, love me I say, take what you want of me Taking from me, taking from me, all that I have and all that I keep Screaming for more, you’re not enough, screaming for more I couldn’t give you up ahh I am just so sorry Love me I say, love me I say, love me I say, more and more and Love me I say, love me away Until I’m not completely sane Torturing me, strangling me, torturing me, more and more, more and more ahh! Aren’t I so happy today? Ahh ahh Aren’t I so happy today? Comics Lyrics English : I hope you got hit by the boogie They keep it all under my bed Our mouth goes in, got the money Move it, move it all under my bed Oh, my pops used to say I'm a chumpy They keep it all under my bed Them girls and I can't fight it And it's something I can put in my bed I hope you got hit by the boogie But that was justified by the pay Our mouth goes in, got the money Move it, move it all under my bed I really hope you got hit by the boogie That'd be the fee of my pay Then it gets funny, do you feel me? And it's, and it's something, and it's, and it's I hope you got hit by the boogie They keep it all under my bed Our mouth goes in, got the money Move it, move it all under my bed Oh, my pops used to say I'm a chumpy They keep it all under my bed Them girls and I can't fight it And it's something I can put in my bed I hope you got hit by the boogie But that was justified by the pay Our mouth goes in, got the money Move it, move it all under my bed I really hope you got hit by the boogie That'd be the fee of my pay Then it gets funny, do you feel me? And it's, and it's something, and it's, and it's Under my bed, under my bed Under my bed, under my bed Under my bed, under my bed, under my bed Under my bed, under my bed Under my bed, under my bed Under my bed, under my bed, under my bed Move it, move it all under my bed Under my bed And it's, and it's something, and it's, and it's Pacify Her x Jealousy Lyrics English : ( part Olivia ) I kinda wanna throw my phone across the room 'Cause all I see are girls too good to be true With paper-white teeth and perfect bodies Wish I didn't care I know their beauty's not my lack But it feels like that weight is on my back And I can't let it go Com-comparison is killin' me slowly I think I think too much 'Bout kids who don't know me I'm so sick of myself I'd rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else My jealousy, jealousy ( part Melanie ) Stop lying with those words Pacify her She's getting on my nerves You don't love her Stop lying with those words ( Part Olivia & Melanie ) Started followin' me ( words ) Started followin' me ( words ) ( Part Olivia ) And I see everyone gettin' all the things I want I'm happy for them, but then again, I'm not Just cool vintage clothes and vacation photos I can't stand it Oh God, I sound crazy Their win is not my loss I know it's true, but I can't help gettin' caught up in it all Com-comparison is killin' me slowly I think I think too much 'Bout kids who don't know me I'm so sick of myself Rather be, rather be Anyone, anyone else My jealousy, jealousy (yeah) ( part Melanie ) Stop lying with those words Pacify her She's getting on my nerves You don't love her Stop lying with those words ( Part Olivia & Melanie ) Stop lying with those words ( All your friends are so cool, you go out every night ) ( words ) ( In your daddy's nice car, yeah, you're livin' the life ) ( words ) ( Got a pretty face, a pretty boyfriend, too ) ( words ) ( I wanna be you so bad and I don't even know you ) ( Pacify Her ) ( All I see is what I should be ) ( She's getting on my nerves ) ( Happier, prettier, jealousy, jealousy ) ( You don't love her ) ( All I see is what I should be ) ( I'm losin' it, all I get's jealousy, jealousy ) ( Stop lying with those words ) 'Bout kids who don't know me And I'm so sick of myself ( Pacify Her ) Rather be, rather be (oh, oh) ( She's getting on my nerves ) Anyone, anyone else (anybody else) ( You don't love her ) Jealousy, jealousy ( Stop lying with those words ) Oh, I'm so sick of myself She's getting on my nerves Anyone, anyone else (anybody else) You don't love her Jealousy, jealousy Stop lying with those words Help_Urself Lyrics English : I hate you though We gon' make this work through Gone broke again off the dro' Headaches when I'm coming home When the Sun's out, I'm gone Mistakes on someone Getting tired of being had They’re getting tired of me being sad Bottom of the lake in a bag I feel it’s time now, any day Been a while since I felt this way Under skin and the flesh decay 'Bout time someone took my place In this time I met myself It’s a broke life in a cell Stay in don’t help yourself Burning Pile (slowed) Lyrics English : All my style All my grace All I tried to save my face All my guts, try to spill All my holes, try to fill All my money been a long time spent On my drugs, on my rent On my saving philosophy It goes one in the bank and the rest for me (It goes) All my troubles on a burning pile All lit up and I start to smile If I catch fire, then I'll change my aim Throw my troubles at the pearly gates Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh My momma, lonely maid Got her buns in the oven, and she never got laid My papa, renaissance man Sailed away and he never came back again All my troubles on a burning pile All lit up and I start to smile If I catch fire, then I'll change my aim Throw my troubles at the pearly gates Ah, ah All your woe begone, begone I said all your troubles, you don't need a thing All my troubles on a burning pile All lit up and I start to smile If I catch fire, then I'll change my aim Throw my troubles at the world again (It goes) All my troubles on a burning pile All lit up and I start to smile If I catch fire then I'll take my turn To burn and burn, and burn
I never realized that jealousy issues were a thing till now, I kinda just guessed there was something wrong with me and I didn’t get enough love as a kid, so I get jealous whenever someone else is loved more than me
ive listened to this song for like 6 hours straight on spotify before watching this video and i feel a bit disappointed because like i just listened to this song
I am so so so jealous that my friends love their boyfriends. No matter how much i put myself out there, i can't fall in love with anyone and i feel terrible because of it. I genuinely don't know what is wrong with me.
You may be aromantic or somewhere on the aromantic spectrum. Aromanticism is the lack of romantic attraction. I can't say for sure though since I don't know you personally.
Heh. This playlist opens my dark side. The anger ive been holding back. The rage i feel within... i feel like i could let loose at any moment. My anger taking over. I scream and scream with burninf rage. I held back for so long.. its time to let it out. My dark side is out. I see only red. My vision is blurred. My legs quivering beneath me. It hurts so good.
heh.. I listened to this whole entire playlist haha. Just a glimpse into my dark reality. A full stare into my twisted perspective would make most simply go insane lmao⛓💔
I have lots of both anger, jealousy, and just the problem of feeling suicidal. This playlist basically just jumbles that all in one for me and I just think that it helps a bit with myself.
i know right? i have adhd, ocd, anger issues, depression, anxiety, schizophrenia, dementia, bipolar disorder, im highly suicidal and i have skibidi toilet rizz syndrome and im self diagnosed i love the song too 🥺🥺🥺🥺💀💀
Today I was literally this close 🤏 from beating beating up a person today at school So I walked up to my friend sitting at a table who was talking with this person I don’t like bc she is rude and toxic to me for no reason (she put a death note on my locker) so I said “what are you talking about” to my friend and my friend was about to talk and then the rude and toxic person said “non of your business” and so my friend stopped talking bc she likes her and listens to everything she says. Then I said “why do you have to be such a dick to me, I never did anything to you” then she was mimicking me and mocking my voice. Ofc my friend was doing nothing about it but I was so close from getting my ass from the table and besting the shit out of her (literally) I don’t have anger issues but I’ve been kinda depressed lately so I get angry easily.
I think that you should really feel very proud of yourself for not doing something you would regret later. I'm speaking as one who knows. It's always better to walk away.
You should still feel proud of yourself. The situation you described sounded very provoking, but you did not allow them to get the better of you. You conquered your anger.@@Quit_130
Litening to this while shaking with rage and serious jealousy bc my brother kicked me out of my friend's (who I have a major crush on) room just so that they can "have some fun". And he knows abt the crush. Though she likes sex and I'm basically asexual so should I just get over it? Let them be bc I can't do what he does for her? UGH, I hate life.
UGH I UNDERSTAND YOU I DON'T KNOW MUCH ENGLISH BUT I UNDERSTAND A LITTLE WHAT YOU MEAN IT'S HORRIBLE WHEN EVERYONE KNOWS YOU ARE ASEXUAL THEY SAY THINGS LIKE "WHEN YOU HAVE YOUR OWN CHILDREN" I HATE THAT
@@mattialinari9310 Sorry darlin. No good ending unfortunately, she blocked me and said that if I come over to her apartment (which I have to do bi-monthly) I'm not allowed in her room, I can't talk about their relationship, and I'm not allowed to cause a scene. I've literally never made a scene ever about this. She blocked me on snapchat which pissed me off so I blocked her on literally everything else. Literally this only happened after I told her that I needed her to stop flirting with me. Thats such actual bullsh*t.
I don’t have anger/jealousy issues (i think) but either way even If I don’t I’m gonna listen to this playlist forever because it’s so cool. Amazing!! ❤
It’s like a whole new person takes over. I have more than one personality specific for each and every person I know. They won’t know who I actually am in reality cause I don’t even know that myself.
Used to have anger issues till a few years ago, when I discovered running. I have no clue why, but sprinting almost a kilometer a day and running a few more kms on the side has simply just change my life.
I have both anger and jealousy issues, I'm always jealous of a baby my Gigi/grandma loves more than me, Ik she loves that baby more than me bc she invites them to dinner and not me and my parents, my anger issues are caused by the abuse and emotional abuse and a mom that won't stop making me rage, 7 years dealing with abuse but somehow still here wow.
omg i relate to this playlist sm, one time when i was 0.5 years old my dad told me off and i ripped his hand off. this playlist is so me fr im the alpha grrr!!!!!
relatable! when i was just born i got so angry bc they took me out of my comfort space and i stabbed the doctor 37 times in the neck. :) oppsie i am so dark and twisted
i have a lot i could be mad about im just not mad about it, im not focusing on what makes me mad im focusing on what makes me happy because i love being happy and not sad, i used to be very mad at the world and i wanted to not be alive anymore but now im focusing on what makes me happy bc it makes me happier than focusing on what makes me mad and now i love life and im a very happy person
As soon as I heard Aishite I knew this was the playlist for me Also! Aishite Aishite Aishite ( 愛して愛して愛して ) is a song about a girl who has all the success pushed on her shoulders. She just craves love and affection from her parents and can’t get it. That is why the song is labeled 愛して愛して愛して ( 愛して means “ Love me “ with 愛 meaning “ Love “ and して is something in Japanese that would go with “ me “ [ I’m not a Japanese expert okay ]) because she just wants love, so she screams out… 愛して cause that is all she wants. 愛. ( So it’s not like jealousy issues ) I RELATE TO THAT SONG SM THOUGH
having jealousy and anger issues is tough and i'm ashamed of it. but i'm doing my best to work on myself with my therapist! learn to love yourself 🫶 also can i be included in a slideshow?
@@user-zd4gl3wm2u yeah they're normal! just that mine are a bit out of hand which is why i go for therapy. i know some of the comments here are edgy, but it's quite sad to see some people making fun of those with genuine vents about anger and jealousy issues. i hope one day people will at least be able to keep things to themselves or understand that they're valid concerns
@@user-zd4gl3wm2u thank you! i just wanna be in a slideshow to remind people to take care of themselves and to be the positive one in the midst of the supposed edginess
Heh...this is just a glimpse into my dark reality heh...I'm so dark and twisted this is normal music to me...hehe I guess I'm just too messed up...hehehe~
i've had really bad anger issues since i was young to a point i have to take meds so i don't end up hitting someone (witch already happened cause i started taking meds really late). same thing with jealousy, i have a friend who i'm really jealous of him with other people but i'm glad he doesn't think i'm toxic 'cause of it, he actually think it's cute
I don't know about jealousy issues, but I do have anger issues that I hide very very well. Yeah, not healthy at all. Haven't found a good solution, only people who manage to make said issues worse. Can't get away from them either, not for a long while. I dread the day I may blow and do or say something I'll come to regret.
My bsf and I like the same guy and I want her to be happy but it kinda pisses me off seeing her flirt or talk about him or anything else like that, I love her but I'm not sure how to feel about this
I’m sorry but like if you’re going to let a guy get between your friendships then you probably should step back a bit and think to yourself. I also don’t get how people have this possessive behavior towards their crushes like no one owns that person and the crush should be seen as a person instead of something to want and get at /nm
I have really bad anger issues+misophonia but insane amounts of self control. However, i did not have as much when i was younger. I'm youngest in my family but ironically matured the fastest and nobody takes me seriously. As soon as the jokes go too far and I say "that's enough", of course nobody listens, just laughs. And because of my anger issues, fury crashes down in giant waves, I flip like a coin. And of course, of fucking course no one listens still and suddenly I'm seething, fists clenched with hot tears of frustration welling in my eyes. The way my brain works makes it inconceivable to imagine how immature and apthetic everyone is, even when they are years older than me. Music is my whole world and is always there for me, listening to it is an immediate outlet for intense emotions. Thank you for making this playlist.
im not even quite upset rn, its been a pretty good day. and yet anything that even remotely reminds myself of whats happened or the fact i *should* be angry at it, gets me in a violent seething rage. my hands tremble so hard, even when clenched into tight fists
s-senpai! me too.. i didn’t know s-someone was like me UwU.. whenever my baka says something weird ill release my alpha mode and these songs play un my head like ping pong.. heh… you don’t wanna see me angry , by the way. _you don’t._
I know its been 4 months but let me just- I've had anger issues to the point its just about silly things, which caused me family problems and physical pain. It's as if I can't hold back my anger, and when I do get angry, it just ends up bad. And making me hurt someone, this only started when I was in Grade 5, I didn't even apologize for the things I did since i've been getting anger issues. I just hope I calm myself down everytime I get angry. All those hitting and screaming just make me tired, I want peace. Thanks if ya read this, I really needed to let out that anger after suppressing it for a long time. Bottling those all up made me hate myself, but i'll be positive.
The same happened to me, when I was in 5th grade, someone I didn't really like tripped me,I didn't get to fall, but I had fantasies of punching him..then,since that day almost everything made me angry to the point I would want to get physical, like the popular girl being to full of herself or even someone that was looking at me a weird way (I was different in school, so yea) school basically made me broken in every type of way, and the only choice I had during those years was to sit back and let it happen...
nobody in this world deserves to be hurt and holding onto that hatred won't fix anything. Learn to forgive others not because they deserve it but because you deserve peace and anyone that hates you isn't doing better than you and they're jealous of what you have you can improve and build a great life for yourself and learn to love yourself.
To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. From the stranger on the internet who loves you :) (Not mine but please spread it around, everyone deserves even just a little bit of love.)
Anger is strong in me, when I was younger I would punch walls, smash things, and hurt people. I never learned how to properly deal with this kind of thing and now the only way I restrain myself from causing chaos is bottling it up. When I get mad I crawl in a corner and tear my nails into my arm, or anything else that I can find. I hyperventilate and laugh to myself while tears roll down my face. I look mental I swear.
When I was in 7th Grade I had gender envy for this one girl. She looked so adorable and I loved her aestheitc, but I'm traumatized, so I never talked to her or mentioned her to anyone.I'm also Aroace, but this is before I realized that, so I thought I did have a crush on her, but it was uncomfortable to say 'I have a crush on her' in my mind. I just really liked her aesthetic... too much. She had friends, I didn't. How could she have friends and not me!? She was also shy a while ago and spent her time all alone like me.............. suddenly, she had friends and started talking. One time I was placed next to her and became sort of a company to her, but she ignored me. DOES SHE HATE ME OR SOMETHING!?!? maybe she likes to be alone?? NO. SHE MADE FRIENDS WITH OTHER PEOPLE. SHE BECAME A WHOLE DAMN EXTRAVERT. is there something wrong with me??!?! if someone doesn't speak to me, we will never speak at all. i had massive gender envy for her but now it faded and i dont really care anymore. she's still around me sometimes, but i dont see her as much... i dont have anymore gender envy for her actually. well... i sometimes do, but it's not as strong. I HATE THE FACT THAT THEY GET EVERYTHING AND IM FUCKING STUCK WITH NOTHING bullshit
