Psychedelics. How I Became Crazy 

I wanted to fix a mistake I made here, 20 grams of mushrooms won't kill you, the number is actually a lot higher than that! As far as I've researched recently it seems that nobody has a clear answer on this but many are sure it's high enough that nobody would realistically reach it.

“The cost of sanity in this society is a certain level of alienation” -Terence Mckenna

Consciousness is probably the most intriguing thing in our universe and it's scary how little we know about it, and how little we know about us

11:14 "Today a young man on acid realized that all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one consciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream, and we are the imagination of ourselves. Here's Tom with the weather." -Bill Hicks

Imagine hunting a saber tooth tiger while on mushrooms.

This channel got me into pc gaming. I swear if you get me into drugs..

I like how the title attracts people who hate psychedelics but the content actually educates them and may change their mind

"Why is that familiar to me?" - very relatable. I've had alot of experience with psychedelics, but too me they are always a window not a door.

You are very articulate, this could honestly be a ted talk

The stigma and ignorance surrounding psychedelics is too real

Started following this channel bc pc gaming, kept following this channel for the philosophy

"Beware of unearned wisdom " - Carl.G Jung

“I was born a Jehovahs Witness.” Say no more.

I feel like anyone who has taken psychedelics would agree that everything you said in this video is accurate. Coming from someone who has experimented with psychedelics myself, you don’t sound crazy at all :)

Barry when he’s about to take a dose: “ITS TIME TO LEVEL UP AND CHALLENGE GOD!!!!”

Plot twist he’s an acid dealer and he’s just trying to sell tabs Edit: woah thanks, my gf is about to drop rn wish her luck 😂

Adding god to everything is like your parents saying "because I said so"

I tried lsd a couple weeks ago. I didnt experience the stuff you did. However i did look a lot into myself and realised finally that we all are on our own journey. Sometimes we can take a breather together but nobody walks the same path. I used to ask myself am i good to others but i realised the real question is am i good to me do i see myself as good and the person i want to be.

This is just another step in the path, don’t get stuck on drugs. Like Alan Watts said - Once you’ve got the message, hang up the phone. As with everything you left behind you, once you move forward.. you will see the trappings of where you just were. Psychedelics are not the answer and their use as a tool is more limited than you would prescribe in your glory days of tripping.

I’ve never felt so related to someone’s experiences and life story

The pursuit of knowledge can be beautiful, but sometimes ignorance is bliss.

"Barry describes the gamer moment in detail."

After taking 9 grams of shrooms my life has never been looked at the same way . Life itself is the trip and we are all living it.

I consumed 14 grams of shrooms in a single dose, once. It was an incredible mind-altering, reality-bending experience, but it was all in my own psyche and was fabricated by my mind. I talked to god, but I didn't actually talk to god; just my mental perception of what that conversation would be like. I went to another world, but I didn't actually go to another world; my mind fabricated a world around me that felt fascinating and surreal. The experience is very real, but the factual effects on reality are minimal. Simply our minds on an adventure.

This is actually really interesting. I’m also an extremely analytical person and I’ve always questioned stuff like religion. I never did any research so this is pretty cool.

Bruh when I try to talk to my friends about open thinking and shit they call me an addict and tell me I’m crazy.

Hey man, I would like to thank you for this video! I was never able to put into words my experiences with psychadelics, and I never had anyone to talk to, my friends would just roll their eyes and think I was talking crazyness, and you put my thoughts into words. I completely understand what you mean! A few years ago, I used to take psychadelics on a regular basis, almost every weekend, especially LSD, and I had a lot of great experiences with it. But a couple of years ago I had this incredibly strong experience, where i was shot out of this reality, and had a complete ego death, where I could feel and actually see exactly what you said, about being a god, and realizing that the things that make you who you are are an illusion, just like most of things in this reality, exactly as you described it, and for a moment it felt amazing, it felt like I could understand something bigger, that I previously couldn't, it felt like I had found a lot of answers to the universe, it felt great, i could understand that love was a solution, i felt the oneness. But then, after a while, i felt like it was starting to turn it's back on me, and punishing me for having seen all this. Also I started thinking about how unfair things are. because if I could have this amazing experience (not with the LSD, but with my life as a whole, since I live a very comfortable life), how can it be that so many people can't, and live miserable lives. I come from a third world country where there's a lot of inequality, but I'm privileged and had a good life. Anyways, the best trip of my life turned into the worst trip of my life, and I didn't want to deal with it anymore, and the trip went on for a while, but it was very bad. It felt like it was calling me to watch my own death, and even worse, my family's death, it felt as if it wanted me to face it. Since then, I almost stopped taking psychadelics, fearing something like this would happen again. I don't know if you're gonna read this, but I would like to know if you've ever had bad experiences similar to this, or what are you thoughts on this. Thank you again for this video!

This guy just explained my literal life. If you feel alone, just know, you’re not. I get sad and wish i could meet people who think the same as me and have awesome, deep and important conversations, but i also have to be grateful towards the fact that i was able to know i wasn’t alone.

TL;DR: I thought I was taking the red pill, but it ended up being more like a deep purple. Psychedelics can be taken too far. Speaking from experience. I have a family history of latent psychosis and didn't know until I was heavy into my psychedelics phase. My mind had broken. My entire system of logical deduction had broken down far after the psychedelics wore off. I was hearing patterns in speech and thought people who were speaking around me were saying the opposite of what came out of their mouths. Innocent conversations were turned sinister. He=She, to divert attention from those not listening carefully and "in the know". An extreme form of doublespeak was developing in my brain that I still think about to this day quite a bit. If you understood, you would say "I don't understand" and you would come up with a metaphor to progress the previous concept in a different way that also told the other conversationalist what it was that you were trying to convey in code. This fucked my worldview up so hard that I became a nervous paranoid wreck, went to a psych ward (where this was reinforced further, because, incidentally, some very powerful people in the criminal underworld legitimately use this when people are potentially listening in on conversation) and began applying this set of speech rules to everything, making it very difficult to communicate with anybody. I became lonely, scared, and confused. It took months of therapy and zombifying antipsychotics to reverse the effects of this and reaffirm reality. Please, if you do take psychedelics, ask your parents or other family members about family history of mental illness. Not all minds are a steel trap. Some are more like gallium.

Dont worry, you’re not crazy, you’re just considering more data. Carry on fellow psychonaut, towards the truths we run!

This guy talks about so much that I have researched on my own, and so much of the questions that I ask myself. I feel like I’m not alone anymore and I know someone who believes and is just as curious as I am. Thank you so much for this video, you have earned way beyond a sub from me.

Overall a good video that resonates with a lot of stuff I went through. However, I think a lot of people do go down the psychedelic rabbit hole a little too far. Psychedelics give the experience of insight and spiritual revelation but often generate profoundly bad ideas - there is a whole host of insane theories and ideas that have come out of psychedelic use and even some pretty twisted shit like murder and psychosis. Terrence McKenna himself had an insanely bad trip and towards the latter end of his life said a lot of things that were quite frankly bullshit and crazy. He said stuff like taking DMT will let you talk to inter-dimensional spirit elves. His "stoned ape" theory is an interesting idea but the fact is that it is mostly speculation and there isn't really scientific backing for it. The other problem with psychedelics is that the community is very reactive and resistant to criticism. They don't like talking about the negative effects of psychedelics or the crazy ideas people have gotten from them. I know, because I used to be one of these people. When you first start taking psychedelics they seem so amazing you don't question what you are "learning." Yet, as I have gotten older, studied more, and become smarter, I have realized that a lot of the stuff around the community is built around BS and a lot of the "insights" aren't actually that amazing. They induce post-trip mania that make you feel smarter and that you've learned something amazing, but I am not convinced they really do - the history of these compounds shows that most attempts to use them to try to transform society have failed. I should also note that the idea that psychedelics promote neuroplasticity/neurogenesis does not have any scientific evidence behind it yet as far as I can tell. Now don't get me wrong, there is 100% a history of bullshit drug propaganda in this country that has spread completely false information about psychedelics. However, we need to be careful not to react to this with pro-drug propaganda, which I feel like I lot of people in the psychedelic community and cannabis community have done. I know people who have gotten PTSD, psychosis, and permanent anxiety disorders from psychedelic use. Anyone interested more in this subject should google James Kent - last 10 episodes of dosenation. That podcast will tell you everything you need to know about the history of "psychedelic insight." This is not meant to be a criticism, just a warning and series of thoughts from someone who has researched this stuff extensively not only on my own but at my university.

I will never forget the time I tried LSD and it helped me restore my relationship with my family. What was once before a distant and uncomfortable relationship with them, turned into me expressing myself more, and genuinely trying to get closer with them. I had to call my mother and tell her that I wanted to establish a better relationship, I wanted to know how she was feeling, what she was doing. I guess you can say it was a door that opened and showed me empathy that I never could really unlock by myself in my everyday consciousness. I guess I just needed to get pushed by something traumatic to get me to finally unlock the empathy I never knew I had within myself. I'm forever grateful.

Tune in the next episode where he takes LSD again and tells us that reality is a simulation and then gets shot by an alien laser mid recording

Psychedelics vastly improved my quality of life through a healthier sense of self worth, and belonging.

imagine thinking that way without takeing any psychedelics, and your just born that way.

Clearly crazy if you’re playing Risk of Rain 2

"The Egg" story/theory of life is preaty cool.

When people of intellect find psychedelics, the truth shall be revealed.

This is a great video. Not only are you going through your story, but also giving facts about psychedelics. Thank you for also giving the positives and negatives of these compounds

“Be wary of unearned wisdom.”

I really enjoy seeing your views shift over time and listening to the reasons behind it. I wonder what kind of person you will become.

The worst part is the growing feeling of being alone.

Thank you for sharing such a close to home topic. When I think about how to explain the revelations and experiences you just did, I feel my heart race and my mind start to circulate in a confused way. I can't even fathom how to explain it to someone who hasn't tried psychs. After any attempt at doing so I see the confusion and need for better answers on that person's face. I'm definitely recommending this to my sober minded friends. I'd like to bring up that there are also people who I've tripped with and I'll try to discuss deeply about the time, yet the person can't say much more than "the colors were sick dude" and its there where I realize reality is different for almost all. Those who analyze and live according to what humans know and can prove and those who build up their own reality as they grow older. Those who build it up on their own interpretations of religion, self image, and society can not be challenged in any genuine way that psychs are known for. Because they themselves can not interpret what is r e a l.

I am a Christian that loves and promotes psychedelics, and I don’t think those ideas necessarily contradict each other. As a Christian, I believe psychedelics like cannabis and mushrooms are naturally occurring phenomena in nature that God created, and LSD is one step away. A little known fact is that LSD is synthesized from the ergot fungus, a common fungus that infects cultivated grains. I would classify myself as agnostic before I took psychs, and after I took them, I came to know the truth that is Christ Jesus. In other words, psychedelics brought me back from death and saved my relationship with God. Kind of ironic and not something that you hear every day. It was only under the influence of LSD that I started to perceive the other side, all around us and always close. I can pray or meditate sober, and perceive the presence of God. But when I smoke weed or take LSD it’s like being brought forth into the presence of God. And even if I’m wrong about God’s purpose for psychedelics, He can often times use bad situations to bring good outcomes. And even if my action of taking psychs was wrong, he made a good situation out of it by bringing me closer to Him, so that I might spread that knowledge to others who m if he listen. I think psychs give us a clarifies understanding of the Bible, God’s Word. I took psychedelics for the first time before I ever sat down and read the Bible for myself. But when I did read the Bible, I have found myself to have a deeper understanding of what God’s purpose for us is than a lot of other Christians. Forgive me if my perception is off, we can’t know someone else’s walk. BUT, in my experience coming back to the church and Christ, a lot of Christians here in America define their Christian status as someone who attends church worship once a week and sits in the pew for an hour listening to the pastor. I don’t think I would have read the Bible myself if I had not taken psychedelics. I would have put my faith in man, in a preacher, and not God. Christ is a person and we are called to have a relationship with him personally. It is Good that we have church and worship services, but to many Christians, the Church is the building, not the people. /end rant thanks for reading :) and God bless You

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You're quite good at explaining how things work. Me knowing a lot about psychedelics, and theories, i still learned and did not get annoyed by something i already knew. You have found a good balance between teaching people who know nothing about this, and people who contain decent knowledge of the subject.

Barry, you are not crazy. You have simply opened your eyes to a world that I, myself, have been a part of for years now. Watching this video, I have never resonated with what someone was saying so much that I felt a euphoric sense of understanding. You are a brave person for coming out and being so open about your experiences and I hope that you opened the eyes of many people :)

I love that when everyone takes psychedelics they have an urge to tell everyone how amazing they are, not judging like, I do it too

Yes, Barry. We know you're crazy.

What you said about feeling lonely because of the impossibility of describing the most profound aspects of oneself with words really resonated with me (although I'm extremely thankful that I'm aware of them). This video reminded me that there are other people out there experiencing the same thing, and that made me feel a little less lonely, so thank you for that :)

Thank you for not making me feel so alone about this! You have earned a new sub :)

I’m loving the influx of uploads recently

I took a large dose of LSD and saw the acid god...

Wow I went in with low expectations. Blown away. You explained a lot of things better than any documentary could!

You aren’t crazy, we’re just becoming too aware of our surroundings

Started watching this channel a long time ago when I was gaming. For what ever reason I stopped, and now, after many years I come back to find out we have aged the same way and youre still relateable and interesting. You basically said what I was thinking but am too scared to say outloud. Feel better about my experience now.

Yo I low key thought I was going crazy until I found this channel and realized that there are people like me thanks for making me feel less alone #legalizeshrooms

I loved the video from the start. My explanation of psychedelics is that it connects the concious and subconcious mind. Whether i take a microdose or a common dose (never done more than that because im kinda afraid out of respect and i think ive gotten a lot already from these substances) i always feel like the things i kinda know i ought to do become more obvious. For example, clean my room to lower stress, wash the dishes to help my parents, stop using my phone before sleep, do yoga and meditation, spend my time wisely, set some time aside to do something that makes me laugh, etc. The best way to describe its effects for me in one word would be clairvoyance, kinda like the spell in skyrim that tells you which way to go 😂, it clears things up for me and it also increases my creativity and productivity. I know it might sound like im putting these substances on a pedestal but dont think its all rainbows and roses. Most of the times at the start of my trips i feel rather anxious and afraid, as if it revealed all my insecurities to me in a way i couldnt avoid them. It essentially leads to a healing experience but if youre not ready for that then youll just tell everyone that it made you feel bad and that theyre bad for you. Sometimes ignorance is bliss, but ignorance wont let you experience euphoria and thats better than bliss. I'm gonna finish this long comment with a quote from a book i love, The Kyballion "The lips of wisdom are closed except to the ears of understanding". Also please dont do psychedelics or any other drug for that matter if youre less than 18, your pre frontal cortex needs to develop a bit so you dont have poor focus later on in life.

Man. I can’t even describe what watching this video just did to me. I felt a whole sense of just idek. Dude you’ve confirmed what I’ve been thinking forever. I just have never really been able to put words to it. Alan Watts is such an amazing person btw. I’ve always felt different and known I’ve kind of had a different perception of our world and reality. And that always made me feel alienated in a way. As no one can really relate to me that I know. This whole video was just honestly chilling and has got my brain going 100000 mph. I don’t know what to believe in, I just know there is something higher than us. Thank you for this video and letting me know I’m not the only one who thinks like this. We aren’t crazy brother. We’re just on a different frequency. And I mean that literally. You could do some research and a whole other video on how our brains produce and receive frequencies. Maybe Psychedelics enhance or enable this ability ?

This video is crazy accurate it feels like you too the words straight out of my mouth

I was on acid and my friend was high and we both knew and understood that we were the same being talking to each other. Made for a very odd experience

Thanks for this. I think most people begin to consider spiritual consequences based on heaven, hell, morality, or learned neo-mythology. The loneliness of finding all those beliefs to be false can be a bit overwhelming and sad. Best of luck with finding your natural path.

I wish I could speak to people like you more often. And get into convos like this . On the lighter side I also had experienced shrooms and other psychedelics. What I love the most is how the real fundamentals of life some how become magnified. Things that are fundamentally there on a daily basis but are so common they somehow become subconscious. Man those trips can really bring the those small aspects of life to a bigger scale and understanding its connections is something I can't put into words

Your subconscious has a voice on MM and lSD. Makes your consciousness feel like an illusion. That current memeroy is current and only current. Your subconscious memory is attached to DNA memories. It makes you realize how foolish you are with EGO. Allows you to let go which is an awesome phenomenon.

Makes me happy that more people are making videos about this. Gives me hope of a spiritual and intellectual revolution

This is the first video ive ever seen of yours and i would just like to thank you. Its easy to maul this kinda shit over in your head endlessly, afraid to mention it to the average person. Hearing it from someone else in a way kinda eases it.

What a coincidence, I always play Risk of Rain 2 while stoned. Such an amazing game when you can get absolutely absorbed in it IMO.

We had a conversation in Quentin’s discord not too many weeks ago. Glad to see you moving forward with your plans!

Your channel went from 0 to 100 in like a year. Holy shit, a year ago you were telling us how you hate Apple and now are telling us that drugs are the best thing in the world XD

Wow. Wow wow wow. Thank you for making this. I'm so glad people can put it into more understandable words than I can. Still one of the toughest things for me about exploration is being unable to properly share experiences with the methods of communication we have access to. I always appreciate when someone can work out a way to convey these ideas in human speak. It's vexing to me sometimes, the level to which people reject and disregard these experiences. There's this whole world to explore just right there, but nobody wants to even acknowledge it's existence. Very frustrating. I also feel so worried to share these experiences for risk of ridicule, which is misguided, but I suppose in a way, understandable. I mean if I would've told me 10 years ago the things I've experienced, I wouldn't believe me either. And that definitely means I'm crazy. Thank you for sharing this with you. I mean us.

Beautiful. Thanks for adding to the every growing movement thats more rigorously testing what we know, i especially like your point on not taking psychedelics as a drug. Its a point i often try to make to people but mostly gets the ol eye roll.

Drugs being illegal is one of the biggest tragedies in human history.

Great video! I love it when you talk about things like consciousness, drugs, experiences

You don’t sound crazy at all man, you see the world just as I do. You’re absolutely right about the feeling of loneliness... you have this understanding of truth, but you’re also very aware of how “crazy” is seems to others. Beautiful video my man

Hey Berry I had the exact same experience you had with psychedelics and religion. I was raised as a Christian Pentecostal and as I grew into my teenage years I began to question "Gods" morality and reasonings. This all changed for me when I took psilocybin mushrooms and had an amazing experience, something I was wholly unprepared for. I, too, felt like I was everything and that I was a god but my experience went a step further. At the same time, I understood all the reasons behind people's decisions and ways of living. I felt as if I was everybody in the world and everybody was me. I understood that everybody is the same no matter what. Whatever religion someone chooses, it is based on the innate fear of death and the unknown that's embedded in everyone. It was a life-changing experience and though terrifying, very much needed in my ignorant mentality. I haven't tried LSD yet but I don't feel it is necessary in my life at the moment. I feel very clear. The big life questions still trouble me like everybody else. I just see things differently. Maybe I'm crazy because of it. Maybe we both are. But now I know I'm not alone and for that I thank you.

I'd be lying if I said I understood everything he said

Psychedelics are to me the most important experience one can have, and this video just reinforces it because i passed through a journey in life very similar to yours, coming from an catholic background and always questioning things since I was young, psychedelics showed me that much of the thoughts that I had where common through people like minded and who took similar substances (mushrooms/lsd). For me the ego is an evolutionary step, helping us to figure things out and work together, but also being highly corruptible by our own mediums. So yeah, some drugs are good kids, and people know that and that's why they are illegal.

I had very similar experiences growing up. The unsatisfactory answers, the skepticism and angst. What shocked and even scared me is that I had nearly the EXACT SAME experience as you on a mushroom trip. I experienced ego death, the familiarity and "realization" that I am god, you and everybody else are god, and we all simulated ourselves as humans to experience what "being human" is like. I had no idea that other people have had such incredibly similar experiences. Thank you for sharing this video.

Buddy, I know exactly how you feel. I got my best friend out of the Jehovah's Witnesses a few years ago, and introduced him to drugs, music, and philosophy. And I have a line of philosophy that could potentially give you a world view that pulls from scientific bases, and appeals to your human tendencies towards religiousness. Hermeticism. Do a bit of research, read some books, or just listen to the 4 hour lecture done by Terence McKenna. It's some world shattering and life affirming stuff, and you seem like one of the most deserving people of its hidden knowledge.

hey Barry, one day can u record a video while ur on lsd just speaking ur mind? I feel like that would be rlly interesting to see

my best friend is also in a Jehovah's Witnesses family and well its kinda like all religions "we don't know what that is so its probably made by god"

I don't know who you are. I've never seen any of your videos. But my friend, you have described my religious and psychedelic journey to a fucking uncanny and terrifying point. Everything from the early religious influence, frustration with the answers, and the journey for self knowledge that eventually led to psychs. Nobody has ever been able to put my thoughts and my headspace into such a clear and concise manner. you are not alone. Others out here in this beautiful blue ball think like you. Thank you so much for this video.

You tell a very similar story to my own, I greatly appreciate you making a risky choice to share this with everyone, thank you.

Just as a question. How are you sure that when you take psychedelics you see 'the truth'. Don't they trick your brain in a way? Why are these substances more valid than science or religion?

I’ve been following this channel since 6k and somehow your interests and personality grows along with mine.

After having a very similar life experience. I've really enjoyed the egg theory. Give it a look, it pretty much describes the "I am a god, you are a god, we are all one" feeling you're talking about.

As my 60 year old neighbor told me when I talked about this stuff... “Welcome to the short bus”

Every time I start to feel as if I've gone off the deep end and I'm losing my mind, someone describes everything I've gone through.

This is my first time seeing your videos. You took everything I’ve experienced on psychedelics and expressed those deep thoughts and experiences into words. You forsure have a new subscriber and I wanted to thank you for making this video. It means a lot to me

Hey Barry, your video popped up in my recommendations so I gave it a look. Your experience is very similar to mine with psychedelics. The feeling of being one with the universe and God is called 'monism' and I also gained that wisdom from psychedelics. However, I also knew in my gut that this wasn't the whole of the story. A few months ago, I had a mystical experience that nudged me towards Hinduism. Since then, I've been shocked at how aligned my psychedelic experiences are with the philosophies of Hinduism. Oneness with the universe, reincarnation, genetic knowledge and non-attachment are all key in understanding Hinduism. I truly feel like I've found a way to be religious and truly believe it (I grew up Catholic and denounced it before high school). I feel like I've found hidden truths and since then, my life has changed significantly for the better. I hope you give it some research, and I recommend you start with the Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. Find a good English analysis of it on RU-vid unless you know how to read Sanskrit lol. Good luck.

The OD on shrooms is way more than 20 Grams.

So basically Evangelion is about psychedelics. Good to know.

Your thoughts basically mirror my own on this topic, which considering the single consciousness hypothesis isn't surprising. I've yet to try psilocybin, however THC produces a similar effect if you go hard enough. I'm deeply intrigued by the whole topic. I suggest reading *The Poppy War* by R.F Kuang, it explores the topic in a thoughtful, dark, and very clever way. There is so much knowledge about psychedelics that has been lost to annals of history. We need to break the stigma surrounding psychedelics because without it we are closing ourselves off from a piece of our reality and acting like it doesn't exist. Science is all about if someone else can replicate your results. If so many users of various psychedelics report similar spiritual experiences, then there must be some basis of science. More research is essential.

Just stumbled upon this awesome video well done Barry! You articulate yourself verywell.

Wow, great video! Very cohesive, I love the ending, it was very profound. Its really weird because I just had a talk very similar to this with someone yesterday, but I really couldn’t explain it as well as you did. But it’s probably because I didn’t have a script lol

"Hey VSauce! Barry here and, what's real?" Edit: C'mon baby, we're almost there. 69 likes

BulletBarry, i love your in depth videos about psychedelics. I personally have started using LSD about once a month if not every other month. I don’t know if i can contribute it to my use of LSD, but every since I started suing them(a little over a year ago) I’ve noticed my depression and anxiety start to lighten up. I’ve been in and out of therapy my entire life up until this point, and now i was no longer as depressed as I’ve been my entire life. Within the last year I’ve fully gotten my own life together and no longer go to therapy. I have a good job, i have my own living space, and im going to college soon. From personal experience,i can say psychedelics could be a cure for many forms of mental disorders and etc.

Great video, youv'e brought up a very interesting and controversial topic to your channel and thanks for going "out of your way" to talk here about the subject and the fact youv'e taken those substances, DESPITE all the backlash it could (and maybe will) give you. You gave me some material for a few recordings im currently doing here and there, I wanna try record an exeperimental podcast that will include some psychedelic talks sometime in the future, until i'll have enough knowledge, time, and money in a few years to put better and longer content after finishing my studies (weekly or daily - it's still hella long, although I recommend you try it yourself, you have a way with words), cheers man ! and good luck.

monogamy has been proven to be good for society.