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Radiohead "How To Disappear Completely" Original Music Video by David Herrera 

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This is the original music video, now with more than 2 million views, but it has been remastered and can be viewed at high resolution with all music videos by director David Herrera here: vimeo.com/channels/rebus101
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Rebus101 is the graffiti "pen name" for musician, graphic novelist and filmmaker David Herrera. He began making films at University of California, Berkeley's Film Department with Cannes & Sundance winner Rob Nilsson, co-writing the GreenCine Film Festival Award winning feature film "Security". Herrera was soon accepted at Tisch (NYU Film School) where he wrote, produced, and directed an unofficial music video for Radiohead's "How To Disappear Completely" which continues to attract more than a million RU-vid views and excellent viewer ratings. Hired out of film school by music video veteran Bill Fishman, Herrera co-wrote the concept for the music video remake for Rick Springfield's "Jessie's Girl" and went on to produce a music video for David Byrne's record label artists Zap Mama and Erykah Badu. Herrera formed his own production company Rebus101.com in 2004.
Herrera currently directs music videos for recording artists such as Rye Rye, Diplo, Andrew Bird, members of The Black Keys, The Killers, Of Montreal, The Decemberists, the Musical Director for Beyoncé, as well as selected independent recording artists. Herrera works with both Video Commissioners at major and independent record labels as well as directly with musicians to create video concepts that are spectacular, memorable, and thought-provoking. Herrera's highly conceptual work has been exhibited at Berkeley Art Museum, Pacific Film Archive, and Museum Of Contemporary Art, Los Angeles. He has been profiled in Rolling Stone, Lively Magazine, MVDB.com, The Huffington Post, and Paste Magazine which recently named one of his productions among "The Best Music Videos Of The Decade". He also currently teaches the first class ever offered by UCLA in Music Video Production, all while developing his graphic novel GÖLDEN into a musical feature film.

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Комментарии : 6 тыс.   
@vixoxoaltf5188
@vixoxoaltf5188 5 лет назад
It's one of those nights again, isn't it?
@pibeboludo4533
@pibeboludo4533 5 лет назад
yes.
@chrisoo22233
@chrisoo22233 5 лет назад
Every single night is one of those nights for me ....
@jamesw3036
@jamesw3036 5 лет назад
I've been happier, but I wish I could say the same for everyone else. The weights are heavy, and I don't know if I can bear it forever.
@nath8327
@nath8327 5 лет назад
Exactly
@reiswag8434
@reiswag8434 4 года назад
Yea
@milkshakeofpower
@milkshakeofpower 5 лет назад
Dying is such a hassle, I just wanna disappear completely like I was never here to begin with
@zagorakis88
@zagorakis88 5 лет назад
I feel that way from the time I wake til i sleep. Always need to distract myself with anything to make it through the day.
@UncleGwendolyn
@UncleGwendolyn 5 лет назад
You never were.
@hailmaary8616
@hailmaary8616 4 года назад
I feel you
@lidd1982
@lidd1982 4 года назад
But then you'd never have experienced the goose bumps you get when listening to songs like this
@Mokimanify
@Mokimanify 4 года назад
It's really not a hassle if you make it quick and talk yourself up to it. I have and will end my life this Saturday .. the exact day I was born 45 years ago
@doomerius1300
@doomerius1300 2 года назад
The worst feeling is having to live your life surviving, and not enjoying it anymore.
@talithas2723
@talithas2723 Год назад
I read this a 16, Im 28 and it is still true,I not even sad about it "Life no longer has any charm over me. I simply live and the day will come when even that will not be possible for me." I wont ever pursue death but for sure when the time comes I will welcome it.
@palolo381
@palolo381 Год назад
Yep, it's more frustrating when you have the conditions to live peacefully but you can't figure out why you are like this
@palolo381
@palolo381 Год назад
When you are used to it, it will just feel like any other day rather than a doom, u will feel more comfortable, in pain but still comfortable
@Fairykitcat
@Fairykitcat 4 месяца назад
It is difficult but things get better eventually ❤️ being patient and positive. It's like a video game in hard mode but it can get fun too.
@alanmalcheski8882
@alanmalcheski8882 3 месяца назад
so high school, then? Or you mean middle school?
@kaizokuAUTO
@kaizokuAUTO 3 года назад
I feel so empty all the time. Everything happens so much. I feel nothing for an eternity and a torrential flood for a moment. I'm not a good person. I feel either incapable of love or hopelessly lonely. It's tiring
@enk335
@enk335 2 года назад
Wanna talk on insta? Im willing to listen to anything.
@issacmccann3910
@issacmccann3910 2 года назад
Your capable
@user-ei8ye8yn7p
@user-ei8ye8yn7p 2 года назад
Have you tried asking for help?To pray? Sometimes God takes curious forms through a stranger who believes you absolutely can love.As everyone does.Ask for forgiveness but also forgive yourself by making something good for any creature in need.And this will push you magically on with a clear heart..Trust me. been there.
@jjsams4387
@jjsams4387 2 года назад
Don't let other people project their nonsense onto you. You are as good a person as you choose to be. Whatever anyone tells you to the contrary is BS
@jmborne
@jmborne 2 года назад
No such thing as a good or bad person, in reality. Keep in mind that EVERYTHING in this life and our understanding of it is all RELATIVE. When you come to this realization, it will completely change your perspective on what this life REALLY is- it's only what you CHOOSE to make of it. There's no right or wrong, no good, no bad. Just different. It's all about perspective. It's your CHOICE.
@ergolineL
@ergolineL 6 лет назад
Does anyone else find a strange sense of comfort in the pain and sadness of certain songs?
@juicer404
@juicer404 6 лет назад
Donald Smith everyday
@missbeliever9105
@missbeliever9105 5 лет назад
Yeah
@profondoDubbia
@profondoDubbia 5 лет назад
yes, i do.. and radiohead's songs are pure catharsis
@katiestait8138
@katiestait8138 5 лет назад
Always
@lauramartins9065
@lauramartins9065 5 лет назад
Not just in songs but also in the sadness itself
@spoofmeistro
@spoofmeistro 4 года назад
If you hear your neighbor blasting this song, please do the right thing and check on them to make sure they're okay.
@taniele84
@taniele84 4 года назад
spoofmeistro Hmmmm. I blast this song at least like 10 times a month. Not once have my neighbors ever checked on me. Is that bad??? If anything I get more of a “there goes that fucking white girl again with her depressing ass music” vibe from them.
@tenzinsmith7991
@tenzinsmith7991 3 года назад
Maybe they’re just bumpin Kid A
@ronidarko3283
@ronidarko3283 3 года назад
My neighbor did indeed check on me 🥺♥️
@alexarce8790
@alexarce8790 3 года назад
@@ronidarko3283 lmao did they want too listen to Radiohead with you?
@danieljeffnavarro
@danieljeffnavarro 3 года назад
They're just enjoying some bangers
@pyramidhead2874
@pyramidhead2874 2 года назад
I spent the day laughing with friends, only to come back and go to bed and listen to this while I'm crying. I'm tired of life, tired of disability, of not being enough, not belonging... Whenever I go, I don't feel at home, I'm searching for something I don't even know. But I'm hanging on, for what? Because I don't want to hurt my family and friends, I don't belong with them, but I don't want them to end up like me.
@wavewave9343
@wavewave9343 2 года назад
You are not alone, and i know it's fucking hurt but your are brave, we are brave and we'll get through this. Love❤
@TheRealDragonblood45
@TheRealDragonblood45 2 года назад
Love ya, you're not alone. 🖤
@DonugsDodrgs
@DonugsDodrgs 2 года назад
yes
@esme1
@esme1 2 года назад
I too have felt this way, sort of still am.. Home doesn't feel like home.
@NoOne-tg3xl
@NoOne-tg3xl 2 года назад
Exactly same feeling
@Emma-vq1gm
@Emma-vq1gm 3 года назад
Dissociation is fucking torture.
@blueberryendersheep6413
@blueberryendersheep6413 2 года назад
It really is. Its like we can never win ,can we? it feels as if we will never escape this agonising feeling. But, hopefully we will
@Itsnotanymore-ku7dz
@Itsnotanymore-ku7dz 2 года назад
It’s the easy part. The moments that trigger it is what we should worry about
@justspittingsomefacts6425
@justspittingsomefacts6425 2 года назад
@@blueberryendersheep6413 hope is the cruelest torture that prevents you from giving up on life entirely
@esty28
@esty28 4 месяца назад
Ketamine?
@DoubleBread
@DoubleBread 4 года назад
This doesn't need high resolution. The bad resolution makes it perfectly imperfect.
@agent3912
@agent3912 3 года назад
Like how things should be...
@maxtoasted
@maxtoasted Год назад
​@@agent3912this is a beautiful comment❤
@samuelmolinamarin8123
@samuelmolinamarin8123 11 месяцев назад
Agree.
@hhlhklhlglgkkl
@hhlhklhlglgkkl 9 месяцев назад
yeah
@JM23007
@JM23007 5 месяцев назад
The kids these days call it "lo-fi", or "low fidelity". Makes it cozy to us or something like that.
@chrisgewirtz5875
@chrisgewirtz5875 7 лет назад
"It is a joy to be hidden and a disaster not to be found"
@diepersona
@diepersona 7 лет назад
Chris Gewirtz by whom is that quote?
@chrisgewirtz5875
@chrisgewirtz5875 7 лет назад
Donald Winnicott, a psychoanalyst. It was referenced in the book "Healing the Shame that Binds You", by John Bradshaw, when discussing how we hide our true selves, and the role that others play in us finding and knowing ourselves.
@User-vm1xz
@User-vm1xz 6 лет назад
"Healing the Shame that Binds You". That book is like some robotic code for humans
@jenrockxoxo
@jenrockxoxo 6 лет назад
Thanks for this
@laila9958
@laila9958 6 лет назад
It really should be "it's a joy to be hidden and a disaster to be found"
@bjaanderson
@bjaanderson 2 года назад
My mother passed away two days ago. I've been in my apartment with this song on repeat. Not sure when I'm going to leave.
@user-vx1ut3dv5d
@user-vx1ut3dv5d 2 года назад
i'm sorry for your loss. your mom is in a better place now, and if you miss her, i assume she was a good mother, and probably an exemplar, lovable one. i know my words won't ease your pain but there's just so much beauty out there, man. so many things to experience, relationships with who care about you, places to visit, music, films, paintings art in general, everything... it's worth it, to keep living. and that's coming from somebody who's still going thru some shit. anyways, i hope you'll get better.
@smuglef
@smuglef 2 года назад
I can’t even imagine my mom not being here. I’m very sorry for you, truly.
@ginsengstrip2002
@ginsengstrip2002 2 года назад
really hope you’re doing okay
@kittykixbootie
@kittykixbootie 2 года назад
I hope you're OK 🙏 I lost my dad in 2019 and there were times that I felt like this. I was already suffering from depression, cptsd and disassociative disorder disease (DID). When he died after I took care of him for two years with dementia I felt like I had no purpose anymore. I was his sole caregiver for that two years and got up everyday just to take care of him. What good was I to anyone anymore? What purpose did I serve? I had actually moved to Arizona to live with him and take care of him, so everywhere I went was memories of him. I was still living in his mobile home so I was surrounded by constant sadness and thoughts of his last moments. I spent nearly 9 months like this. Then I realized I had to make a change. I had to move on with my life. I will always remember my dad and miss him dearly. But I'm still alive. So I had to move on. So I sold the mobile home and used the money to move out of state and start a new life. Things are looking up for me. I looked at your channel and see that you play some guitar. It looks like you're quite talented. Don't give up on life. I'm sure your mom wouldn't want that for you. Blessings and I hope things get better for you sooner rather than later.
@luucipeaaxx
@luucipeaaxx 2 года назад
I am so sorry. Scream it out
@jaredherta356
@jaredherta356 2 года назад
Towards the end of a depression spanning around three years (with minor and short periods of happiness scattered throughout it) I started listening to this song a lot, especially when I was especially sad, cause the lyrics really fitted my feelings. One day I finally got the courage to talk to somebody about my mental health - which I had refused to do for those three years, thinking that I'd have been better off dead. I went to my doctor, given that that was the first step, but all I got out of it was a phone number for somebody to talk to over the phone - which frankly I found useless. I left the doctor's office feeling almost worse than when I came, but with that little fraction of life-lust I had left, I decided to go to the library, cause there was this girl I fancied, who I knew used to work there many years ago. I thought my hopes of meeting her there were very slim, given that it was so many years ago, but I tried anyways. But when I came to the entrance, I could feel my anxiety kick in, and I started to walk past it, and then just as I was about to head outside the building, this song came on the speakers in the entry-hall. I'm not normally a religious or spiritual person, and never really believed in destiny, but I thought this had to be some sort of sign. So I gathered the courage to enter the library. The girl wasn't there (life isn't a hollywood movie) but it still taught me a lot about decision-making, and it taught me that I had to start digging myself free from the depression, and change my life for the better, rather than just living in my dreams, hoping that good things would come to me automatically. That day felt like the last time I lived in a world of destiny; destiny gave me one final chance to save my life, and from then on I was on my own, in a world of existentialism. Every choice I've made since then has felt like a self-conscious one, and almost all of them have led my towards a better and happier life. Thank you, Radiohead.
@baronesatirannia
@baronesatirannia 2 года назад
Thanks to you Herta
@Spike-os2yc
@Spike-os2yc Год назад
What a beautiful comment, I hope you're doing better now
@YuzBasi44
@YuzBasi44 Год назад
I've experienced similar things like your library story. I understand how you feel and it makes me feel like I'm not alone, thank you for sharing your story. I hope everything is going well for you my friend.
@yourdaebakestoppar6398
@yourdaebakestoppar6398 Год назад
It's a beautiful story, thank you for sharing it - I am sure it will offer comfort to the people who've been hurting in these times. I can't even explain how I feel when I listen to Radiohead's music in general, let alone this song and I sadly often come across people sharing their darkest thoughts to it. The music is very unusual-it tears you to pieces and yet offers a sprinkle of comfort- letting you know that this awful feeling of dread that is playing with you;dragging you away from your hopes and at the same time lifting you up, waking you up to the realisation that you are able to help yourself no matter what gets to you by controlling the way your thoughts shape out your mind. A human's mind and consciousness is, in my opinion, the most powerful thing and as much as it has the ability to destroy it has the ability to heal. And this song captures that so well, that it is almost terrifying. I am really glad that you fought your way out of your situation and I wish you all the best at what is yet to come.
@aleksandralefearn3030
@aleksandralefearn3030 7 месяцев назад
Awww ❤️‍🩹
@DrJones-nv1io
@DrJones-nv1io 5 лет назад
Reporter: If you could pick one song that you'd like to be remembered by - Thom (abruptly and without hesitation): How to Disappear, off Kid A. Reporter: Why? Thom: Um, because it's the most beautiful thing we ever did, I think. I concur Thom, I concur.
@anonymous92388
@anonymous92388 4 года назад
Dr. Jones i don't want thom to die.
@ricardoneira8584
@ricardoneira8584 4 года назад
Is that interview on youtube?
@saharbouzidi2
@saharbouzidi2 4 года назад
When was the interview made? Is it after the release of their last album?
@ricardoneira8584
@ricardoneira8584 4 года назад
@Phosphorus Styx thank you so much
@pogohomo2788
@pogohomo2788 4 года назад
@@saharbouzidi2 Before In Rainbows
@fendermustang94
@fendermustang94 5 лет назад
instructions were not clear,ended up crying on the bathroom...
@chelseavue7256
@chelseavue7256 5 лет назад
Legit cryin in the club rn Thom would never do this
@emptiness2538
@emptiness2538 4 года назад
Best comment so far!!!
@Galactica37
@Galactica37 4 года назад
lol
@aaronrojas5343
@aaronrojas5343 4 года назад
S ame
@TheSTUnited
@TheSTUnited 4 года назад
same
@kommsussertod5943
@kommsussertod5943 3 года назад
My wife died 18 days ago for unknown reason in our bedroom, and our marriage is only just about 6 months. This song actually reminds me on that day, my life felt so unreal afterwards. And to me this song somehow calming yet devastating.
@whatchalookinat6977
@whatchalookinat6977 2 года назад
Stay strong
@elasimone6002
@elasimone6002 2 года назад
I'm so sorry for your loss, I hope things get better
@user-rh4sp3lh3e
@user-rh4sp3lh3e Год назад
Ratio + my marriage better + slide for your wife
@jessejames8162
@jessejames8162 Год назад
Please stay strong and hang in there my friend.. I'm sorry for your loss...stay strong friend
@prip9925
@prip9925 10 месяцев назад
Sorry for your loss, Stay strong friend.
@MikeOcksmallClips
@MikeOcksmallClips Год назад
Wow everyone’s so depressed in this comment section. Meanwhile here I am tripping on shrooms thinking how beautiful this song sounds and how happy I am to experience it.
@laniervincerodriguez6774
@laniervincerodriguez6774 Год назад
xD
@pervenchemusic
@pervenchemusic 11 месяцев назад
​@MrsAngelzsad songs on pyschedelics are really something else
@percival8193
@percival8193 11 месяцев назад
@@pervenchemusicslower songs with transmutable substance can be a direct gateway to creation/source
@butternutdiabetic7984
@butternutdiabetic7984 10 месяцев назад
Fucking word, my dude
@dumplyduckling3743
@dumplyduckling3743 8 месяцев назад
Same
@jjmadrid23
@jjmadrid23 5 лет назад
This song doesn’t make me sad or happy. It simply makes me feel irrelevant to this world. I’m just an organism walking around this world and there’s nothing good or bad about that.
@zackdl
@zackdl 4 года назад
Exactly. this song makes me feel like just a being. No purpose, just an animal, living it's life.
@ab8jeh
@ab8jeh 4 года назад
We all hope it's not true somehow, but the reality of our situation is hard to escape.
@nor3pine
@nor3pine 4 года назад
But I hate how true that is
@dveney22
@dveney22 4 года назад
Yep, non duality...easiest to accept
@aerodynamicbullshark
@aerodynamicbullshark 4 года назад
Beautiful
@ryanpriest3188
@ryanpriest3188 5 лет назад
This comment section feels like a therapy room
@pretendedgood
@pretendedgood 4 года назад
Ryan Priest31 truly.
@particleconfig.8935
@particleconfig.8935 4 года назад
it iszz
@Jason17300
@Jason17300 4 года назад
BMO fuck off then
@strawberryjpeg6000
@strawberryjpeg6000 4 года назад
Ryan Priest31 it’s comforting me somehow
@foursub
@foursub 4 года назад
This video is gonna be 15 next November.
@elbernok8739
@elbernok8739 3 года назад
This song hits me really hard... I suffer from dissociation and i pass every time of my day wondering why i fell so disconnected from my life. Everybody seems like strangers and everything slowly stars to disappear... I can't get it anymore
@alexandraestre1731
@alexandraestre1731 2 года назад
Hey I don't know if this will make you feel any better. But dissociation is more common than you think...you're not alone. Keep going.
@Phoenixhartley
@Phoenixhartley 2 года назад
dpdr?
@jessejames8162
@jessejames8162 Год назад
Hey hang in there my friend
@christopheguillaume4032
@christopheguillaume4032 21 день назад
This comment could be mine ... I am already a ghost.
@elbernok8739
@elbernok8739 21 день назад
3 years are passed and I learn a lot since than about my self and the world. I have an advice for you all if you want to embrace my words. I understand how self care and self compassion are the key to heal from all the scar that past esperiences left to us. Is more important to understand how blessed we are to improve our self every day rather than fossilize on what we cannot control. The power and the wonder live whitin us every where. we are enough for what we are and we must accept this to truly grasp how much courage we have to live on this earth every day and every night. this makes us special, unique and really reminds us of the stainless value we have in continuously being ourselves without fear and judgement. it's more the thoughts and judgments we have about ourselves that make us suffer and hurt us... this has allowed me to understand how much I am actually continuously surrounded by people who really love me unconditionally and how much in reality I am the one who has never managed to be the first person to truly value myself and support myself every day.we have the power of the infinite within us and here we find all the answers we need to allow us to walk. we can truly be the best version of ourselves every day... we just need to be able to give a different voice about ourselves and the world, because we are incredible people and the fact that we are us every day gives meaning to how wonderful and unique we are. it is not an easy path and life puts pitfalls and unexpected events in our path. I still suffer a lot from this type of disorder and the diagnoses given to me confirmed a C-ptsd disorder that I have been carrying since I was little. However, I am trying every day to be my own best friend and to give the infinite love that each of us deserves. we are much more than we can imagine and our life is the greatest gift we could have. even if you are in the dark, alone, it seems to you that there are no ways out and that nothing can really pull you out of the fear of living... always remember that we have the ability to look at a different point and our eternal light will come out like a waterfall from our heart and we will be able to walk again on the wonderful and mysterious path of life. I wish you the best of everything because you deserve whatever you want. take care... you are safe
@flapjack6495
@flapjack6495 3 года назад
Don't do it don't do it don't do it don't do it don't do it mom called yesterday she said to please don't do anything rash to please talk to someone . She wouldn't be able to live with herself if I do something so don't do it don't do it don't it don't don't do it don't do it . These feeling will pass it's not that bad it's just a rough patch . If not for yourself then for her, she's a million miles away don't give her that pain the helpless feeling . So don't do it . Don't do it . Just please don't do it
@blehhggg
@blehhggg 2 года назад
please dont
@kafkawiththesea
@kafkawiththesea 2 года назад
i hope you're okay man. your plight wont persist, but you will. you will get through this, please talk to someone. take care of yourself
@CV-ix8ls
@CV-ix8ls 2 года назад
I’ve been that mom.
@ananyav9055
@ananyav9055 2 года назад
i hope you're okay. well okay is the wrong word to use since no one is okay but please dont do it
@carlitoxb110
@carlitoxb110 5 лет назад
this tutorial didn't teach me how to disappear, clickbait
@saadmemon543
@saadmemon543 5 лет назад
i could see through my hands, you aren't listening correctly.
@18wheeler57
@18wheeler57 5 лет назад
How to disappear: live in the 20th century.
@alicealfons9023
@alicealfons9023 5 лет назад
I know it's a Radiohead song, still I was looking for a suggestion here.
@mionami9973
@mionami9973 5 лет назад
lol
@renatojuniores
@renatojuniores 5 лет назад
feel the song and i get it indeed
@tuskoyy
@tuskoyy 5 лет назад
The amount of times I’ve cried to this song is unreal
@donhawwan8732
@donhawwan8732 4 года назад
@George W. Bush He won't even be able to cry all he will do is laugh in agony
@thenavigator2559
@thenavigator2559 4 года назад
@@donhawwan8732 on the bathroom floor
@hamerugumiandthevocaloidfa8654
@hamerugumiandthevocaloidfa8654 4 года назад
@George W. Bush damn, Bush going through it
@mjnoon3609
@mjnoon3609 3 года назад
@@thenavigator2559 With a loaded gun.
@jakelemons5760
@jakelemons5760 2 года назад
Seriously?! Why try turning depression into some sort of competition? Real mature...
@brienmaybe.4415
@brienmaybe.4415 2 года назад
This shit goes on forever. You'll be back in all of your many forms, back to this song again and again.
@melanie_1337
@melanie_1337 Год назад
it doesn't end
@panchovillarider2734
@panchovillarider2734 Год назад
yup im back tonight.
@therealinsight
@therealinsight 3 года назад
The dislikes are from the people who mistakenly clicked dislike cause they couldn't see properly through their tears.
@Ish0and0shake
@Ish0and0shake 4 года назад
I came depressed and left depressed but with a better understanding
@SakiDG
@SakiDG 2 года назад
thanks for the mid cry chuckle :) radiohead is always excellent for making you think
@rvrecandy3227
@rvrecandy3227 4 года назад
i honestly can't remember a time when i didnt think about ending it all every day. its so.. exhausting. but im never gonna give in.
@eliasstatic
@eliasstatic 4 года назад
rvre candy
@roseconleey103
@roseconleey103 4 года назад
Stay strong. I was where you were at several points in my life and I just want to say that it gets better. It gets so much fucking better. The pain is worth fighting through for what lies on the other side of it.
@mr.moonlight294
@mr.moonlight294 4 года назад
Live. fucking live. It's worth the pain.
@edvedder7835
@edvedder7835 3 года назад
Just remember that life has or can have so many chapters. Despite the downs there will be great highs. Chin up.
@salehasiddiqui1862
@salehasiddiqui1862 3 года назад
I hope you're okay. This stranger really cares for you.
@samueltavera3744
@samueltavera3744 3 года назад
I just came back from the hospital this morning. One of my closest friends got diagnosed with colon cancer about a week ago and last night the doctors had to remove half of his colon. He's only 25. While I was in the waiting room I couldn't help but repeat the lyrics in my head over and over again "I'm not here, this isn't happening"… Sometimes it feels like life is a bitch and then you die.
@natthy_spfc
@natthy_spfc 3 года назад
hope y'all doing fine nowadays
@liamsams
@liamsams 2 года назад
sometimes lifes a bitch and then you keep on living
@jeffjones3145
@jeffjones3145 2 года назад
thats why we get high, cuz you never now when youre gonna go
@OohsAndAhsBros
@OohsAndAhsBros 3 года назад
The fact that this was written by living breathing human beings is a testament to the potential of mankind as a species.
@krlos948
@krlos948 5 лет назад
I just love the comment section of depressive songs. it's a safe place where we're not judged. we share our pain to show other people they're not the only ones suffering. they're not the only ones hurted. they're not the only ones, who just need a warm hug. here I feel like none is gonna hold me back, and when i'll go to sleep, it'll be forever.
@moon_and_venus
@moon_and_venus 5 лет назад
Hugs 🧚‍♂️
@radgeagainstthemachete6997
@radgeagainstthemachete6997 5 лет назад
Hi, I. Hope you are still here and doing ok??
@Onigirli
@Onigirli 5 лет назад
The brilliant thing is this isn't a safe space at all, we still have the freedom to post whatever we want to each other but almost nobody feels like being assholes here. It's kinda nice, kinda weird. I wish this ambience was sustainable but maybe it isn't meant to be.
@loudmouth5827
@loudmouth5827 4 года назад
Edit 2: this is an update, I fell back into my hole of eternal numb and sadness and it’s my fault again just like always, this time I couldn’t keep my fat fucking mouth shut and I ruined my only shot with the girl of my dreams. I don’t know what to do but come to this video and cry and maybe one day I will completely disappear and then after I do I will end it all that way no one would have to deal with my burden anymore... thank you everyone but I don’t deserve anyone especially not u people or that girl. I’m sorry I let you guys down, I’m sorry for everything. I’ve been walking down this road and had every shitty thing imaginable happen and I can finally say my journey will be coming to an end very soon, I’m sorry to everyone for everything and goodbye .
@stargazerlilly608
@stargazerlilly608 4 года назад
Loudmouth58 But you have to stay. We care about you. 💕🤗🥰
@lullaby1473
@lullaby1473 4 года назад
That there That's not me I go Where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes I'm not here I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
@citrusfruit8418
@citrusfruit8418 3 года назад
Is float down the Liffey talking about the river in Ireland?
@rpmc537
@rpmc537 3 года назад
@@citrusfruit8418 yes. He just did a major concert in Dublin, one of their biggest and this song is about how he was feeling after.
@kiandodd5670
@kiandodd5670 2 года назад
After "fireworks and hurricanes" there is only one "I'm not here"
@Rll_2206
@Rll_2206 Год назад
If you’re reading this, I’m genuinely praying for you.
@lildrummerboy5673
@lildrummerboy5673 2 года назад
I have depression, and no song really captures the day to day panic, the dread of each morning, each day feeling like a near mental break. This song captures all of that perfectly, the tension in the strings as they build to what I interpret to be a panic attack/meltdown. Depression makes you want to disappear forever.
@DrDoggo-ty1nc
@DrDoggo-ty1nc 5 лет назад
It's weird how the 240p makes the video better
@mionami9973
@mionami9973 5 лет назад
it's that lofi aesthetic
@vomitagent7305
@vomitagent7305 5 лет назад
MioNami cease to exist
@mionami9973
@mionami9973 5 лет назад
@@vomitagent7305 idk how to dissappear completely
@mercurialmagictrees
@mercurialmagictrees 5 лет назад
MioNami yes 🙌 were stuck in "it" forever
@user_voluntarylife89
@user_voluntarylife89 4 года назад
Pablo Grifo = peter griffin
@carolyntalbot947
@carolyntalbot947 4 года назад
I don't think this is about suicide, but dissociation, as a coping mechanism to survive trauma. Edit: Thanks for the likes (and the spelling correction, I suppose;-)
@Onigirli
@Onigirli 4 года назад
I think you're perfectly correct
@IiMmAaNnn
@IiMmAaNnn 4 года назад
It is in deed
@adrienneczerni6516
@adrienneczerni6516 4 года назад
Yeah it's really relatable to me and I have PTSD
@cloroxbleach8986
@cloroxbleach8986 4 года назад
It’s dissociation. I swear no one ever knows how to spell that.
@Onigirli
@Onigirli 4 года назад
@@cloroxbleach8986 It still isn't half as annoying as the "should of" typo
@indorianshell
@indorianshell Год назад
It's extremely depressing seeing other's comments about how bad they want to end their life. I think some of them have actually done it now.
@rishidas9731
@rishidas9731 3 месяца назад
Reality is brutal for some people 💔💔
@vict0riathefangirl
@vict0riathefangirl 5 месяцев назад
Dissociating anthem 🗣️🗣️‼️‼️🔥🔥 (bro everyone in the comments are like going through the most messed up, craziest stuff ever. I genuinely hope y'all are okay, I'm not in the best place either but there's a lot of people who are going through way more than me and are still here. You're strong for staying here, please keep allowing yourself to enjoy life even in small moments like listening to songs like this.)
@SergioMolina
@SergioMolina 4 года назад
My wife just passed away and leave me with a 2 years child. Radiohead is helping me unburdern all my pain EDIT: thank you all for still checking on me. There's so much love out there even from people you don't know
@SergioMolina
@SergioMolina 4 года назад
@Ember Enfierno sure, my family is helping me to pass through all this
@loudmouth5827
@loudmouth5827 4 года назад
I love the comment section here it’s so welcoming and it’s what helped me push through my depression for as long as I did and I want to thank everyone here for caring but it was originally every so often I felt bad then every night and now it’s all the time, I can’t take it anymore and I want to thank you all for caring and be one of my only sources of happiness but I think this will be the end of my journey -November 4 2019
@boisucc4524
@boisucc4524 4 года назад
Sergio Molina sending my love, your way brother ♥️
@jamesvincent1006
@jamesvincent1006 4 года назад
I'm so very sorry. Sending much love and light.
@richardredvers1
@richardredvers1 4 года назад
Be strong for your child and all who love you.Your loss is huge but the pain will lessen in time.
@DafyddDafyddDafydd
@DafyddDafyddDafydd 5 лет назад
Ladies and Gentlemen, please stand up for the national anthem of Depression.
@teradex124
@teradex124 5 лет назад
more like the international anthem of depression
@josephguzman4737
@josephguzman4737 5 лет назад
Lmao-!!!
@simonrodriguez4606
@simonrodriguez4606 4 года назад
Right after the true National Anthem.
@joeddenn
@joeddenn 4 года назад
*cry-saluting*
@nickaglyc
@nickaglyc 4 года назад
ABSO.. LUTELY
@vissy1322
@vissy1322 2 года назад
Whenever I feel empty, I just come here..
@anncanre6141
@anncanre6141 2 года назад
Me too
@IIDeoL
@IIDeoL Год назад
The most lonely song sparks the biggest feeling of unity. Now you're lonely, but realize how we all share this feeling, and it makes life a little bit more bearable
@fierceduckling
@fierceduckling Год назад
All the lonely people…
@Arkk0n
@Arkk0n Год назад
Thank you for sharing this with me.
@brentprieur6130
@brentprieur6130 7 лет назад
this song is very bittersweet to me. I was a drug addict for a few years. I would quietly sit and listen to this song in my house or go for a drive alone. I would just cry and cry. Now that I've been off drugs and alcohol, I listen to it and I'm reminded of how badly my brain health has suffered. I'll never return to my old self. I didn't think growing up, that I would be an addict, so the opening line, "that there, that's not me" really strikes a chord with me. Sorry for the rambles. Just thought I'd share.
@allie6027
@allie6027 5 лет назад
Brent Prieur you are loved
@alvifadhollah
@alvifadhollah 5 лет назад
Thanks for sharing, man.
@BlancaMargarita80
@BlancaMargarita80 5 лет назад
No entendí nada pero quiero imaginar es algo bueno, como que dejó drogas o algo asi.....solo entendí drugs
@noizW
@noizW 5 лет назад
Brain/Body can (and should) repair itself. Forget, just believe you'll fully recover... Maybe you won't find your "old self", but maybe something new, learn how to see the beauty in it. You don't want to be your old self, you were so unhappy you needed drugs, maybe to survive. I know this. Just the best!!!
@hellinterface6721
@hellinterface6721 5 лет назад
Has nothing to do with drugs but thanks for your input. Interesting.
@DavidHerrera-yr9xc
@DavidHerrera-yr9xc 7 лет назад
some good news. radiohead's label had taken this video down temporarily but have sent me a letter saying due to its popularity among fans, the band, their record label and its critical reception, it will remain here and available from now on. thanks for the love everyone :D
@itisI1205
@itisI1205 7 лет назад
David Herrera That's awesome!
@girlspooptoo8567
@girlspooptoo8567 7 лет назад
David Herrera Radiohead is so fucking awesome
@saeedmahmoud7637
@saeedmahmoud7637 7 лет назад
i love the song and i can't imagine it without this video. you really portrayed it well.
@PyramidHACK
@PyramidHACK 6 лет назад
I don't know if you will get this, but I would love to understand what was the creative process behind the direction of the video. I would love for you to give us some insights.Please?
@maicolmallers2999
@maicolmallers2999 6 лет назад
That's great news, and a true token of recognition. Kudos to you!!
@ConspiredPictures
@ConspiredPictures 2 года назад
This song just helped me get through a panic attack. The lyrics and tone nailed how I was feeling, the huge wave of dissonance and chaos hit me, then clarity, light and beauty came in at the end. Music can be the best medicine there is. Hours of awful feelings ended by one song
@NationalistsRuinAmerica
@NationalistsRuinAmerica 6 месяцев назад
A lot of people talk about how depressing this song is, but to me it has the effect I think it was meant to have. It is an escapism tool, it grounds me in the middle of sadness and happiness. Its soothing melodies and thoms voice are like a comforting embrace.
@RobsBigSpeech
@RobsBigSpeech 4 года назад
Someone is going to find me in a room one day with this playing.
@RazielDark
@RazielDark 4 года назад
Don't give up
@deepakbanota8061
@deepakbanota8061 3 года назад
Hey buddy, hope you're doing well!
@dj311292
@dj311292 3 года назад
Hope that someone finds you, picks the guitar and starts jamming with you while you're singing this song. Never give up.
@ChubbiBun
@ChubbiBun 3 года назад
Hey friend.. You ok? You have a purpose, never forget how important you are.
@S543-
@S543- 3 года назад
😢
@darlenegriffith103
@darlenegriffith103 4 года назад
My son used to listen to Radiohead back in the early 90s. At the time, I thought they were too depressing to listen to. Looking back, I know now that it is because their music touched a place deep inside from which I was running. I feared being in touch with those feelings of overwhelming sadness and grief. I believed I would be swallowed up and overcome, never to emerge and live life again. I had come close to taking my life as a young woman. I contemplated which was the easiest way to exit - staring at a bottle of pills, then staring at a razor blade. In the midst of that struggle I heard a voice, much like the sound of my own voice, "Don't do it". I recognized it as a warning. I heeded that voice and put away the pills and razor blade. Fast forward over 40 plus years and I have no regrets that I didn't go through with ending my life. I could give all the reasons as to the why's and wherefore's; suffice it to say that living is better than dying. Pain and suffering are part of life - a means to mold and shape our character, and in the process encourage our fellow human beings that there is always light at the end of the tunnel.
@lencoughlan8816
@lencoughlan8816 4 года назад
Well said 👏
@brandongriffith2010
@brandongriffith2010 3 года назад
Darlene Griffith We're glad you're here with us.
@katharinaboller732
@katharinaboller732 2 года назад
Bit sometimes the light is Hard to see
@judetg
@judetg Год назад
@poopie fart No shit
@p3xo
@p3xo Год назад
glad ur still here
@CallMeOpia
@CallMeOpia Год назад
that bass. years of listening to this song and album and i never picked up on how beautiful that cyclical bass is.
@Teeheehee093
@Teeheehee093 3 года назад
5:21 is so impactful because of the complete chaos and dissonance that happens beforehand, it's genius. Feels like you just went through a hurricane and came out the other side to be greated by clear skies and the sun shining and that everything is gonna be alright. Easily my favourite part of the song.
@gurrenmed5319
@gurrenmed5319 9 месяцев назад
It fucks you up that part like life exactly
@mattderosier9771
@mattderosier9771 5 лет назад
My friend hung himself. He loved ok computer. I loved this album more. This song reminds me of him. I wish he saw how great he was.
@frankiemonte1667
@frankiemonte1667 4 года назад
Sorry
@markvandompseler5562
@markvandompseler5562 4 года назад
Mine too, buddy. 11 years now, almost. He really fucked this all up. He left part of these lyrics in his note. I'm still trying to salvage what's left of life. I'm not going anywhere myself, but my ambition is perpetually zero, and I'm likely set to float through this world til my ride's here.
@Kikomando
@Kikomando 4 года назад
@@markvandompseler5562 can't even imagine. Hope you find something worthwhile
@janolas5945
@janolas5945 4 года назад
I wish he saw how great he was that hits me hard :( rip to your friend.
@art3miss
@art3miss 4 года назад
fatis dead people who take their own lives are not “selfish,” they are lost and hurting. Sure, they made the wrong decision, but that’s no reason to claim that they didn’t care about the people in their lives
@dogpicture_
@dogpicture_ 5 лет назад
I think this may be the best song ever made.
@skyechambers1968
@skyechambers1968 4 года назад
without a doubt
@vicw9223
@vicw9223 3 года назад
It is
@tikirama8427
@tikirama8427 Год назад
True.
@samuelmolinamarin8123
@samuelmolinamarin8123 Год назад
Definitive.
@notgeorgeswig6272
@notgeorgeswig6272 3 года назад
This feels like falling asleep in a warm bed after crying your eyes out
@suntzu751
@suntzu751 Год назад
I was looking for the tutorial but I found one of the greatest songs ever
@playboifarti2695
@playboifarti2695 5 лет назад
Sitting in my car at 1 am in the rain, just trying to find some comfort in my sadness
@lildevilz247
@lildevilz247 5 лет назад
Rich Franklin I see you there.. and sit down to join you..
@kartgal
@kartgal 4 года назад
How are you doing since you posted this? Well I hope...
@slickboyist
@slickboyist 4 года назад
Whoosh
@monkeyfacejones234
@monkeyfacejones234 3 года назад
I feel you. I did the same, but I was outside the car sobbing uncontrollably. Things got better.
@justspittingsomefacts6425
@justspittingsomefacts6425 2 года назад
Appreciate your sadness before you don't feel anything at all.
@coleminer5104
@coleminer5104 6 лет назад
If depression was an instrument
@doctordistracto8390
@doctordistracto8390 6 лет назад
It's not?
@zbera97
@zbera97 6 лет назад
that would be the way it is......
@BlakeTheSnake98
@BlakeTheSnake98 6 лет назад
No Patrick mayonnaise is not an instrument.
@chantesse
@chantesse 6 лет назад
Coleminer if depression was a song..
@typhoonic
@typhoonic 6 лет назад
Depression is the instrument you can't hear because you're so numb to everything in life. So if you do have depression, I just want to say don't take the anti-depressants. Don't see a psychiatrist. I strongly recommend marijuana, do some self discovery, and go find somebody to love.
@kylakey150
@kylakey150 3 года назад
Hey It's 2021 I've barely made it. I don't wanna be here anymore.
@bacon1093
@bacon1093 3 года назад
Hey there I know it can be hard and it can feel like there's nothing less but I promise there is something for you, you just need to go out there and find it tbh it probably won't be easy but it is possible if you can't live for yourself live for me because even if I never met you I would miss you
@joshhouston3443
@joshhouston3443 Месяц назад
I'm tired man
@hungerstrike4557
@hungerstrike4557 5 лет назад
My mom told me she used to date this crazy abusive guy. He would lock her in his basement for days and hit her, cheat, lie, fight, abuse, manipulate her, drink excessively. He was years older than her. When something reallyyyyy bad would happen, she would sing this song to herself to get through the days, "I'm not here, this isn't happening," breaks my heart. She cries whenever we listen, I hope her life's better now.
@heyhackurs
@heyhackurs 5 лет назад
bless her and all those who suffer from domestic abuse. its an awful world we live in, but im glad we can confide here on the internet and somewhat relieve the burden of nobody knowing the story. Bless you for caring for her too.
@chelseavue7256
@chelseavue7256 5 лет назад
Thank you for sharing that's really tough man. Best of luck to you and her in future relationships.
@perlathehutt
@perlathehutt 5 лет назад
Heartbreaking, I send lots of love to your mom
@jakeeastman5629
@jakeeastman5629 5 лет назад
I can’t imagine how that must have felt, you never truly forget something like that, I hope she is alright now and continues to stay safe.
@ozruse7334
@ozruse7334 4 года назад
Me to except it was me in a basement and on a hunger strike but when I listen to this song it makes me feel pain and nostalgia the only times I can cry is to this song sorry I just feel your pain absolutely.
@Abbey.M
@Abbey.M 4 года назад
I come here often. Depression and pure sadness are no joke. Seeing as you all seem to be sharing your reasons for your love to this song, and the strange comfort we find within it, I will share mine. Once I had a job that I loved, a busy social life and a loving family. I had to leave my job and when I did my mother got Parkinson's. It seemed to help my father out a lot - who was running his own business - to be at home with her while he worked so naturally, I did. She declined rather quickly and then before I knew it, it had become imperative for me to be at home all the time to help with her. A few years later my father got diagnosed cancer. Then it became a struggle for all of us and we all became housebound. During that time, I lost my social status (which didn't matter as my family was most important to me), but it wasn't just the outings I lost - lost all my friends, too. Then a few years later I lost both of my parents. This song I often turn to, because I feel nobody understands my sadness, grief, emptiness and pain. I hope if anybody else is going through these situations and emotions, that they find their safe place somewhere, anywhere. For me, it's here in this song. (edit) thanks for all the likes. I appreciate you all.
@MrBandobrother
@MrBandobrother 4 года назад
You’ve come a long way, I can’t imagine how it feels to be in such a situation where you can’t help but accept the tragic reality for what it is. Good luck
@thenewexeptor
@thenewexeptor 3 года назад
Not sure if this brings you a comfort but in a way you didn't lose all your friends - all the people who wrote your comment thought about you and somehow they became your friends.
@Abbey.M
@Abbey.M 3 года назад
@@thenewexeptor thank you for the comment, I appreciate the thoughtful words and sentiment.
@elenan.2809
@elenan.2809 2 года назад
Oh dear, you've suffered so much, makes me think of my losses too. I hope you could overcome the sadness. Take care ❤️
@esme1
@esme1 2 года назад
Can't imagine, hope it's gotten better for you...
@imani828
@imani828 3 года назад
[Verse 1] That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey [Chorus] I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here [Verse 2] In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone [Chorus] And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here [Bridge] Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes [Chorus] I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
@mariamman
@mariamman Год назад
Funny how I’ve never watched the whole video even thought this has been my favorite song for at least 5 years. I just can’t help closing my eyes
@intermediateshredder366
@intermediateshredder366 5 лет назад
To anyone who's here because they're feeling depressed or suicidal please don't take your own life. I've seen the consequences of it and it isn't pretty. On the January of 2018 my uncle killed himself after battling depression for years. I remember seeing him at Christmas and he seemed fine. He was always so intersted in my life and whenever I saw him he gave me loads of money. When my grandad was in the final stages of liver cancer my uncle would go to see him every day and spend hours with him. That was the man I knew kind generous, smart and funny , but deep down he was battling his own demons and sadly it was a battle that he lost. His death devasted my family especially my grandmother who was in utter shock after losing her youngest child. It was very hard on my dad aswell because my unlce was not only his broher but his godson aswell. My dad wears some of my uncle's old clothes because it makes him feel closer to him. My dad's family consisted of ten children four boys and six girls. Now its a family of nine children three boys and six girls. My uncle was a brother , a son , a best friend and a godfather. Another life taken too soon due to this cruel and unforgivable world. Please don't be like my uncle. Whether you belive it or not you are important. There are people who care about you and you will be missed deeply if you decide to depart from this world too soon. So please stay here and don't leave.
@geovanaz.4626
@geovanaz.4626 5 лет назад
I'm sorry for what happened. That was a beautiful text that may help many people. Thank you for writing it and sharing your story.
@Onigirli
@Onigirli 5 лет назад
Achingly sweet. But your uncle's life was his own and it feels disrespectful somehow to use the effect it had on his loved ones as a deterrent to others who don't want to live anymore. Conscientious and empathic people are always going to be depressingly aware of the pain they'll cause with or without your guilt-tripping. Leave the poor souls alone. Sometimes suicide is just fated and beyond our comprehension. And pleading for them to cling to life just makes them feel shittier without actually deterring them at all. The kicker is you people will go to bed convinced you did the right thing and will keep on spreading this desperation to cling to life. If you want to help, make them want to stay alive instead of telling them how much worse things will get if they died. This fear-mongering is just another poison in all its benevolence and I'm convinced it does nothing but help sneak them closer to the edge.
@NightDweller
@NightDweller 5 лет назад
Thank you and I am very sorry for your loss.
@citrus4419
@citrus4419 5 лет назад
But it’s so. fucking. hard.
@brachapontecorvo
@brachapontecorvo 4 года назад
The Polaroid Bear nice words but some people are too far gone to see it the way others do. That is what suïcide is all about.
@Reeahful
@Reeahful 8 лет назад
Interviewer: Which song would you like to be remembered by...(intrerrupted) Thom: How to disappear., off Kid A, I think it's the most beautiful thing we ever did.
@silovitipanj4958
@silovitipanj4958 7 лет назад
sadly they wont but hey being remembered for paranoid android isn't a bad thing
@a.yhprumnadia5646
@a.yhprumnadia5646 7 лет назад
+Qjdhdnwheuxjjs Refrigerator sadly they will be remember as the "that band that sand that I'm a creep song and I think they have another one I think it goes like 'don't leave me high' or something "
@silovitipanj4958
@silovitipanj4958 7 лет назад
those are just people who don't bother to explore more music,can't blame them though,it took me a while to get to Radiohead and most people I know that know of Radiohead know them best for Paranoid Android
@0ldar
@0ldar 7 лет назад
you have your own sort of ignorance to deal with aswell, by that comment
@irosencrantz4931
@irosencrantz4931 7 лет назад
apeazy4 ... to whom were you speaking? I know many people ignorant of the majesty which is Radiohead. It just doesn't match their tastes. It is sad.
@cagethefoxtrick3852
@cagethefoxtrick3852 3 года назад
This is the perfect song to play while you are walking alone in London on a cold cloudy day while the wind is moving all the leaves in the air. It's like the soundtrack to dissociate
@AimsterSkitz0rz
@AimsterSkitz0rz 3 года назад
Dealing with life has this playing on repeat in my head... This song is way too relatable...
@katjenny119
@katjenny119 6 лет назад
This song reminds me of the nights I thought about dying, and of how I conquered those nights. Made me cry. Music like this keeps me alive.
@bimisha2040
@bimisha2040 5 лет назад
Kat Jenny i am so suicidal ... help me
@zackaryfender
@zackaryfender 5 лет назад
@@bimisha2040 I'm not Kat but If you need someone to talk to find me on Facebook or Instagram and message me. Zackary Fender from Florida. I have to work tomorrow but after work I promise if you just need someone to talk to I'll reply when I can. Don't give up yet.
@xxEarendelxx
@xxEarendelxx 5 лет назад
You're not alone. Let's fight together. Don't give up.@@bimisha2040
@xolia23
@xolia23 5 лет назад
Real shit
@chadwickmcfaggins9734
@chadwickmcfaggins9734 4 года назад
Todd Hamlit you’re so edgy
@drift5231
@drift5231 6 лет назад
I cry when I hear the lyrics because it perfectly demonstrates my constant battle with anxiety and depression. Medication is only a temporary fix not a permanent solution...been searching since I was 21 and it's been 18 years of constant battles...yet I fight on because of my wife and 3 kids. It's not easy and its fucking exhausting, I just want a break....just a god damn break and feel that happiness again
@garciariverajuanluis3472
@garciariverajuanluis3472 6 лет назад
Toye Contracting I know that feel
@darkdoge9240
@darkdoge9240 6 лет назад
Hey man. How are you doing these days?
@nicholesanders6522
@nicholesanders6522 6 лет назад
💗
@KaneK1234
@KaneK1234 6 лет назад
Toye Contracting Talk to me, man. You seem cool. Please don’t give in to it.
@Moldyfries1
@Moldyfries1 5 лет назад
Toye Contracting I’m 19, I’ve had anxiety and depression for 3 years, I was told it was supposed to be short term as it was caused by ptsd, but that’s only what triggered it. I’ve come to accept I might have it for life and to learn the possible areas of my life I need to strengthen in order to... well, survive. /:
@bnuyZ
@bnuyZ 3 года назад
when hearing the line "I'm not here, this isn't happening" for the first time, I was struck by vivid flashbacks of repressed childhood trauma. I remembered that I would tell myself exactly "this isn't really happening to me" when i was facing abuse and knew that I was helpless in the situation I developed dissociation at a pretty young age (5 or 6) and I was absolutely terrified whenever I started to dissociate, I at some point firmly believed that I was in hell and I was forced to live through someone else's memory as a punishment I appear a pretty happy person today. But I am still plagued by the feeling of alienation from my own body/mind. Often when I've achieved something, or when I'm having fun with good company, I feel absolutely no joy. I feel like I am just not there so yea pretty cool song. really inspiring how seemingly simple composition / lyrics can convey such strong emotions (or more like a strong lack of emotions)
@pierolivera269
@pierolivera269 2 года назад
And now... who or what made you feel crappy enough to hear this heartbreakingly beautiful theme again??
@brienmaybe.4415
@brienmaybe.4415 2 года назад
Everyone.
@casualdon
@casualdon 2 года назад
Life in general
@melanie_1337
@melanie_1337 Год назад
everyone
@armordinesdiamond9991
@armordinesdiamond9991 Год назад
Everything
@jack-uv6mt
@jack-uv6mt 4 месяца назад
I'm not miserable
@jimbeam4140
@jimbeam4140 8 лет назад
"I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here, I'm not here" When my wife left me and took the kids. It was like an out of body experience. It was so traumatic it was impossible to accept and this song captures it.
@mariafoteini
@mariafoteini 8 лет назад
Stay strong my friend.
@Scanini
@Scanini 8 лет назад
Time will dull it.
@keithode1737
@keithode1737 8 лет назад
Sadly, that's sort of why I'm here too...
@hIeyerphlsy
@hIeyerphlsy 7 лет назад
Im so sorry to hear may you find the comfort and peace you seek soon.
@user-we5qi3lm7x
@user-we5qi3lm7x 7 лет назад
I truly hope you have a positive change of events in your life. im so sorry.
@paranoidandroid3623
@paranoidandroid3623 4 года назад
To me, this song is about how truly insignificant our time alive is. Most of us will not accomplish anything useful during our lives. We're wasting time, space and food, and our lives will pass in a flash. Before we know it, we'll all be old and regretting out life choices, every single mistake, every minute we took for granted. And all this time it will feel like we're not truly living, just existing. Nothing that matters, nothing that people appreciate. Am I projecting my own fears and insecurities too hard?
@vickieincalifornia3468
@vickieincalifornia3468 4 года назад
We all love you. You are being fully supported by the universe in this very moment and have been and will be for all of your life. The purpose of your existence will be revealed to you upon request. All you must do is go within and ask the Creator for it. On that day you will see that there is nothing to fear. All is well and going according to the Creators perfect will. Amen. "Come to me all ye who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." -Jesus the Christ
@slimmtatey4205
@slimmtatey4205 4 года назад
You’re allowed to think life is meaningless knowing that doesn’t have to take away from the joys of living
@kinhamid9665
@kinhamid9665 4 года назад
I, for one, find comfort in the fact that nothing means anything in this universe. The concept of meaning and reason is just a human thing, anyway, so just go have fun. That's heroism enough, as my dad says.
@sumi8392
@sumi8392 4 года назад
i feel the same what u wrote.. whats this feeling..i hate.. can u share..has it happened to you too
@zabaks123
@zabaks123 4 года назад
I feel absolutely the same. Lately one of my only ways to find some point in my life has been doing everything I do in the best way possible. I am trying to feel useful and avoiding a potential feeling of remorse because of lost chances to be better at something, to be someone whose life has a point, a function. And the more I live, the more I notice that every chance I have lost has been only my own responsibility. I notice myself as the biggest obstacle to being something more. And it makes me feel helpless.
@Bebop_Sonic
@Bebop_Sonic Год назад
I'm in a period of my life where I feel extremely worthless and pointless and this song somehow comforts me and breaks me at the same time. It's telling me I'll be alright and that I matter to people but at the same time it's telling me the opposite of both of those: I don't need to be alright. I won't be alright. I'll just be... nothing.
@jasonirwin2947
@jasonirwin2947 Год назад
It's OK I know how you feel
@doejohn7548
@doejohn7548 Год назад
Damn 😢 hope you doing good man 💯
@nanah846
@nanah846 Год назад
whether or not you'll belive me, there's always someone who's looking out for you. even if they don't know you, there's people in this world who truly care about you, especially loved ones. you don't need accomplishments to be "worth" something. we're all just humans, we all have lives and it's okay to just exist. we shouldn't spend all our lives trying to prove ourselves for what? i used to struggle with the same feelings, but i realized that my accomplishments or things i haven't accomplished don't define everything about me. i'm still my own person, with hobbies, interests, etc. i think what's more important is love. we all need to look out for each other, because our existence is enough. you are enough.
@user-hk6jt6ls9t
@user-hk6jt6ls9t Год назад
Приятель , ты не одинок ! И каждый из нас одинок и мучается в тоске . Но всё не так уж плохо в этом мире и надо жить и верить ! Удачи , тебе , не отчаивайся , всегда найдутся люди которые могут понять тебя и помочь ! Пусть всё у тебя будет хорошо ! Привет из России !
@HiHi-ww4ne
@HiHi-ww4ne 7 месяцев назад
Im still here this is happening
@Kraflanglanopstuv
@Kraflanglanopstuv 7 лет назад
Play this at my funeral
@wasosky1000
@wasosky1000 7 лет назад
Eloisa Adriana Pinheiro That is not the right song, and those are not the correct lyrics.
@miroslavag3238
@miroslavag3238 7 лет назад
SquareMax dont tell me xDddd
@alisonharte76
@alisonharte76 5 лет назад
Nah I. Having upbeat.... like the loony tunes
@danialafiq8596
@danialafiq8596 2 года назад
i remember the first time i hearing this song in this album, i've always skip this song because it is a boring song and then play optimistic after that. but now, after repeat and repeat again this song, this song literally blows my mind and outstanding. loving radiohead was not like a cup of tea for everyone. their music is for our soul and it is different. cheers from malaysia
@raybase127
@raybase127 2 года назад
you have to replay almost all of radioheads songs to get the most out of them but when you eventually get what Thom and the boys are sending us ,we mere mortals, find its an awesome place to be.. this work to me is bordering on genius material..as hes done many times
@formzino
@formzino Год назад
I'm actually in a great mood
@malloryknox1429
@malloryknox1429 4 года назад
My ex from long ago, whom I loved deeply, committed suicide five years ago. I think of him whenever I listen to Radiohead, because we found them together and listened to them constantly, but I think specifically of how he must have felt up until his final moment every time I listen to this song. I’ve been there myself, too many times to count. Thank you for saving me, again and again.
@ge7296
@ge7296 7 лет назад
this sounds like my depression
@danielwoods8109
@danielwoods8109 7 лет назад
No one gives a shit go and get help instead of posting a comment on a music video and that goes to all of you "depressed" people
@ge7296
@ge7296 7 лет назад
for ur information I go to counselling so yeah I am getting help, stop shitting on people for silly harmless comments
@danielwoods8109
@danielwoods8109 7 лет назад
+ge im glad you go to counselling but its not doing the world any good when you are posting comments on a music video
@ge7296
@ge7296 7 лет назад
Daniel Woods thank you, I doubt that but let's agree to disagree
@TylerDerpden
@TylerDerpden 7 лет назад
Sounds like Daniel needs some of his own counseling
@topher3253
@topher3253 Год назад
This is radioheads best song by far. This song isn’t about sadness or depression but it definitely brings those feelings out of us when we listen to it. This song mostly incapsulates the feeling or nothingness and the feeling of unimportance and that usually hits us on a personal level. “I’m not here, this isn’t happening” this lyric I feel is the reason why so many people resonate with this song. We all get that unworldly feeling when listening to this song and it truly makes you feel like you’re not there or that none of this is real. It’s a true and unnatural feeling that I’ve never gotten with any other song. People say Radiohead is just a depressing band but it’s not like that at all. Radiohead isn’t depressing in the sense that they are literally talking about death and suicide. The reason why people think they’re depressing because there music brings out those feelings of emptiness, mostly shown with this song. Well it all depends, not all songs are like How to disappear completely or like the album Kid A. Overall I believe How to disappear completely is Radioheads best song, not only because it’s a beautifully sung song but because it is the song that incapsulates who Radiohead is as a band. Honestly one of best bands ever.
@ed-ew4mq
@ed-ew4mq 2 года назад
i cant do this anymore
@derk486
@derk486 4 года назад
That there, that's not me I go where I please I walk through walls I float down the Liffey I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here In a little while I'll be gone The moment's already passed Yeah, it's gone And I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers Fireworks and hurricanes [Chorus] I'm not here This isn't happening I'm not here I'm not here
@alextostenson6069
@alextostenson6069 4 года назад
I just did:)
@coreymcdonald3114
@coreymcdonald3114 3 года назад
Thats what just happened to me
@chrisgrundy4536
@chrisgrundy4536 3 года назад
What a beauty of a sentiment
@agent3912
@agent3912 3 года назад
I just typed "depressing music" and I found this
@matea443
@matea443 3 года назад
Me baisicly
@warrenser202
@warrenser202 7 лет назад
This is Major Thom to ground control
@kathryn3797
@kathryn3797 5 лет назад
Warren Ser 😂 yesss
@s695579
@s695579 5 лет назад
Yorke really made the grade
@nabiliskandar5008
@nabiliskandar5008 5 лет назад
david bowie?
@zealot1023
@zealot1023 5 лет назад
Thom Yorke likes your coment... For sure, David as well...
@alizeze5802
@alizeze5802 4 года назад
_Can you hear me major thom? _thom : i'm not here
@schlimeszn3030
@schlimeszn3030 3 года назад
The impact music has on an individual is just remarkable to me. The sadness, the loneliness, the heartbreak, it can all be encapsulated and interpreted to a rhythm and bring so much healing simply because it’s relatable and I love it. Music has saved my life along with countless others. Don’t take it for granted.
@firemon2217
@firemon2217 2 года назад
It's taken me almost 20 years to 'get' this song. Now it blows my mind...
@bwilson9521
@bwilson9521 8 лет назад
this song always makes me feel emotionally overstimulated. Like a feeling of euphoria that puts me in a 6 minute coma where i forget everything and everyone and just vibrations and vibrations and vibrations and vibrations and vibrations
@funguy8801
@funguy8801 8 лет назад
... put the Rampant Rabbit down Benji and step outside. You'll feel better for it. #GoodVibrations
@i3e5l4
@i3e5l4 7 лет назад
care to share any other pieces of music that make you feel like this mate? i know almost exactly what you mean. this is just not that kind of song for me just yet. i enjoy entering this trance state through "lalibela", "irene", "dive", and "silver" by caribou; "blast" by clams casino; "impossible soul" by sufjan stevens; "poor leno" by royksopp; "amazing day", "o", and "o (part 2 - reprise)" by coldplay and "true love waits" and "daydreaming" by radiohead. play.google.com/music/playlist/AMaBXylioBHaw2X5K7f05hix_G7D_I4G8BZeuz1LTqVEn1l2riCnfxw80JxADEPaoMKzIQ3XXMEa4VGn8FQsTEj_fM142sDsTA==
@marioking4151
@marioking4151 7 лет назад
Song always makes me cry. Reminds me of my grandmother. Listened to it for almost a year after she passed on my way to work.
@lisaharshman2612
@lisaharshman2612 7 лет назад
Me too! I lose myself
@luisingar7321
@luisingar7321 7 лет назад
benji wilson me too :^) same with "Go Slowly".
@elrumi6341
@elrumi6341 4 года назад
2:04 AM. Room. Dark. Perfect.
@kimberlywood7783
@kimberlywood7783 4 года назад
3:06am. Room dimly lit. 👌
@amazingabby25
@amazingabby25 3 года назад
1:15am dark room, barely any city light coming in from the window, and the black blue sky. just the lonely glow of the screen. The glow of a screen in darkness, is the loneliness light in the world
@emmyh1468
@emmyh1468 3 года назад
2,47 darkness talking my friend out of it
@dude-sv2ok
@dude-sv2ok 3 года назад
3:02 ...
@googas1
@googas1 3 года назад
4:30 AM.
@jeremiahthebluefrog
@jeremiahthebluefrog Год назад
This song has always resonated with my soul even before I understood what the lyrics were saying. Thom Yorke truly is magic
@spello8191
@spello8191 Год назад
A track where I can feel free to slip away from everyone…which is often
@RodeoClown616
@RodeoClown616 Год назад
true 👌🏽
@wizkill8146
@wizkill8146 4 года назад
One of those long nights
@wizkill8146
@wizkill8146 4 года назад
I can breathe once more
@renwilson2056
@renwilson2056 7 лет назад
This song is how I felt my whole life.
@marctomlinson5624
@marctomlinson5624 6 лет назад
Ur ExBoyfriend me too
@paulduckett6139
@paulduckett6139 6 лет назад
Me too I often feel like I'm living someone else's life for them
@amandapatrie8952
@amandapatrie8952 6 лет назад
It's like my trying to explain feeling like a ghost. I think I died a thousand years ago and this life is some sort of remnant energy wave. impossible manifestations.
@myalaskalife5837
@myalaskalife5837 5 лет назад
@@amandapatrie8952 me to
@keefertorontali9042
@keefertorontali9042 5 лет назад
"impossible manifestations" what a great book title....write your story!
@justspittingsomefacts6425
@justspittingsomefacts6425 2 года назад
don't want to sound cringe but I just wanted to say.... Keep going -no matter how bad things are right now -no matter how stuck you feel -no matter how many days you've spent crying -no matter how many days you've spent wishing things were different -no matter how hopeless and depressed you feel -I promise you won't feel this way forever -keep going
@confusedkilan962
@confusedkilan962 2 года назад
Thank you ☺️
@user-lo9kb4yt5v
@user-lo9kb4yt5v 2 года назад
Oh my god I am crying 😭 Thank you
@langacristian8366
@langacristian8366 2 года назад
why
@user-eb6gc9uv3n
@user-eb6gc9uv3n 7 месяцев назад
I’m not depressed - I sit back listen close my eyes and just enjoy the genius which is… Radiohead … magical….
@LimeCultivist
@LimeCultivist 8 лет назад
Love the lyrics. "That there, that's not me. I'm not here, this isn't happening." Disbelief and denial, what a crazy feeling.
@rajaobelisonsariaka6763
@rajaobelisonsariaka6763 6 лет назад
:'( I will walk from this pain
@panchovillarider2734
@panchovillarider2734 6 лет назад
Ditto
@jefv.6582
@jefv.6582 6 лет назад
Dissociation and alienation
@gearsghoul4500
@gearsghoul4500 6 лет назад
It also has a literal sense to it, if you have had ego death, you'll know what i mean.
@juicer404
@juicer404 6 лет назад
That song is about the whole period of time that OK Computer was happening. We did the Glastonbury Festival and this thing in Ireland. Something snapped in me. I just said, ‘That’s it. I can’t take it anymore.’ And more than a year later, we were still on the road. I hadn’t had time to address things. The lyrics came from something Michael Stipe said to me. I rang him and said, ‘I cannot cope with this.’ And he said, ‘Pull the shutters down and keep saying, ‘I’m not here, this is not happening.“
@Olivetree80
@Olivetree80 7 лет назад
I still can't get over this song...what I mean is that it feels like it was made on a different planet. It is so mesmerizing and the most depressing song I have ever listened to. I feel like I'm not here constantly, with depersonalization disorder. For me, that is what this song portrays. That's why I say it feels like it was made on another planet, because I feel that way, and so did/does Thom Yorke apparently. Sorry about the ramble and poor writing.
@CorentinLebigre
@CorentinLebigre 7 лет назад
Welcome to the world of obsessional neurosis, where Thome Yorke is probably one of the artist that sums it up the best.
@CorentinLebigre
@CorentinLebigre 7 лет назад
Don't see it as a disorder because everyone have symptoms, see it as a way to apprehend the world and structure yourself.
@Michellecici4
@Michellecici4 7 лет назад
Shakespeare Olive You just described the feeling I receive fron this song completely. That is a great way to describe it- "it sounds as if it was made on another planet."
@merkelmartin7243
@merkelmartin7243 7 лет назад
I am agree with u..
@SiLatics56
@SiLatics56 7 лет назад
What is depersonalisation disorder? Please explain. I'm guessing it's based around anxiety and depression but I would love to know the specifics.
@jamesmulvihill8726
@jamesmulvihill8726 2 года назад
Right as this song feels like it’s coming to a close, transcending into chaos and fading out, suddenly everything falls into place, the dissonance goes away and the different elements of the song align. To give into the darkness is to miss the beauty that follows.
@brienmaybe.4415
@brienmaybe.4415 2 года назад
Death.
@hankarmstrong2369
@hankarmstrong2369 3 года назад
i deeply love each and every one of you reading this. i care about you and i know that you can make it through whatever you’re going through right now. the darkness is always louder when you’re by yourself. i wish i could give all y’all a hug ❤️
@toynazi
@toynazi 7 лет назад
I wish I could disappear completely for good without pain. Just go.
@wintherr3527
@wintherr3527 7 лет назад
It would be wonderful if we had such power. Unfortunately, suicide is painful and, most of the times, it comes too late.
@MrPeacefulnuke
@MrPeacefulnuke 7 лет назад
Kamal Eskalith The worst of it all is that it's all too effective.
@isabellalivorni852
@isabellalivorni852 7 лет назад
I'm sorry you're feeling that - sending you love and hoping it has gotten better in the months since you commented
@lizzeerr
@lizzeerr 7 лет назад
Me too
@linenist1900
@linenist1900 7 лет назад
Keith Richards Liver you don't have to stay strong, it's ok to break down, it's ok to replase, it's ok to cry, it's okay to let out all the emotions bothering you, otherwise you'll live a life all bottled up with all this hatred and sadness
@aakarshmayank4117
@aakarshmayank4117 4 года назад
Listening to this on New Year's eve sitting alone. 2019 was very painful for me and this song really helped me at various points to accept the situation and move on.I hope new year will be better for me and everyone who was disappointed with this year.
@idnswmh
@idnswmh 4 года назад
Salutes, my good man. I hope this week has already given you something to look forward to
@aakarshmayank4117
@aakarshmayank4117 4 года назад
@@idnswmh Thanks man Yeah this year is going fine so far, I am busy in my work so I don't feel lonely at all. I hope you'll have a nice year too.
@idnswmh
@idnswmh 4 года назад
@@aakarshmayank4117 one day at a time, better and better as we keep moving towards spring
@AnthonyRodriguez-vk9fi
@AnthonyRodriguez-vk9fi 4 года назад
Australia lights out on a billion animal life forms . Bang up new year !
@aakarshmayank4117
@aakarshmayank4117 4 года назад
@@AnthonyRodriguez-vk9fi Man what a sad situation really. It seems like the whole world is in some kind of turmoil this year Protests,Environmental disasters,geopolitical tensions and what not.
@ainuraaimurzina9711
@ainuraaimurzina9711 Год назад
Masterpiece. Both the song and this fan made video. Thank you !
@logantaylor366
@logantaylor366 Год назад
Don't do it.
@paulsaunders3767
@paulsaunders3767 5 месяцев назад
Reminds me of the never-ending paradox "you can always comit suicide tomorrow" 😢
@paulinagamboa8165
@paulinagamboa8165 7 лет назад
That there that's not me i go where i please i walk through walls i float down the liffey i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here In a little while i'll be gone the moment's already passed yeah it's gone and i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here Strobe lights and blown speakers fireworks and hurricanes i'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here
@indiependancer
@indiependancer 6 лет назад
Mrs. Astronaut í
@arifamrullah1986
@arifamrullah1986 6 лет назад
up
@marijnkolkman6820
@marijnkolkman6820 6 лет назад
Mrs. Astronaut I
@CORDELIALAND
@CORDELIALAND 6 лет назад
Mrs. Astronaut 💜
@BrenMurphy1
@BrenMurphy1 6 лет назад
SOundtrack - back in the day - to expose the abuse of mental health patients - how they were left to their own devices in prisons instead of being offered treatment. Which often led to self harm and even worse. Mental Health patients like me and you are deserving of space and time and access to "medication" so we can heal and rest and recover. Using tasers and then pulling guns and eventually killing them/us is ... I'm not here this isn't happening i'm not here i'm not here #mentalhealth #zerowaste #mindfulness
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