"Mommy i can't wait to be an adult " "Oh you dont want to be one, enjoy your childhood memories, have fun baby " My mother told me this when i was 6 , she then proceeded to suicide the next month, i should've listened to her , i have so many regrets but this one hurts me the most. She was such a good person i wish i could see what she was going through maybe i could've stopped her I want to give you one last hug mom, please its your son. Just one last hug......
That's quiet painful. I hope you are doing alright. Just hold on tight bro. Life looks fucked up most of the time, but there are little rays of sunlight that seep through. Hold on to those and go after the source. You'll find it. And you'll be satisfied and survive this bullshit clown society. It's going to be alright. Go catch up with nature in any way you can.
im so sorry may he rest in peace stay strong hes smiling down at us rn just remember feeling are temporary its ok to miss him and to grieve its all gonna be okay
Keep going. Keep walking without think it too much and sooner or later, the happiness comes and that one you called best friend are gonna be seeing you happy saying "He finally made it"
Yes, and they did it and such a beautiful way that this will forever stain my mind and soul. I can't describe it but this song fills me will extreme melancholy but I love it, more or less letting me gloss through each of my memories and see the pain but allow myself to see the part that I will always remember, those times with friends and family, how I have grown as a person to defeat my struggles and become stronger. Though I know It sounds silly for a song to trigger such emotion and self reflection all the while making me miss and enjoy every bit of my rememberable past as I almost relive them in my reminiscence but it does, and for those reading this I hope it does the same for you.
I'm watching my teenage years get wasted in front of me, this is unbelievably painful, I don't wanna grow up as a 20 year old junkie and drug addict... :(
the only comforting thing about the eternal sleep as that we have done it before. before we ever existed, that is infinate. so in reality you could just say its nothing new. and who knows maybe we come back
Almost every night for me, not just this one but you get the point. Apparently being sad that way is something most depressed people look for so they can get their sadness out for a few moments. That's my personal experience though. Just hang in there buddy, we're in this together.
@@noahegan1078 you got all the time in the world right now, use it. Make sure you develop a strong work ethic if you didn't in high school, I know I didnt. Recognize your skills and what you enjoy doing and start to build a career around those. Start saving money but dont be afraid to spend. Go out and do things, try new experiences. Make amends with your family if you've fallen out. Fall in love with a girl and tell her, don't let her go and make sure you take care of the relationship. Eventually you'll need a woman you love to start your own family. Start consistently working out, stay in shape, and make sure you are eating healthy. Take care of yourself. I'm sure there is more I could tell you but focus on those things for now. Much love, from a 28 year old doomer on the Internet.
This song is about someone taking their life, but realizing they don't want to when they reach the final edge. ("no alarms and no surprises (let me out of here)") When they realize everything they've done will be for nothing. All the people they've met and interacted with will forever know them as the person who ended their life. When they realize that this is fundamentally wrong, it goes against every human instinct. You don't want to die, in your deepest sanctuary, you don't want death. No one does. It is impossible to truly, fundamentally want death. As living is the one thing the human was made for. You were created with the sole purpose not to die, which is why you cannot truly want death. I'm not saying that your suicidal thoughts aren't valid, they are. Your thoughts are very very significant and important. But they are illogical, they are biased. Your whole body and mind doesn't want death. Your conscious body may want it, but not every part of you. Think on that, my fellow doomers. Hope will never leave you, as it is what makes you.
I like your interpretation! Personally, I see it as a man trying to fit in to a society or a situation that he simply can't. He takes on the ideals of other people (big house, pretty garden ect) to try and be happy but it's not working. Overall he just wants to live in peace, without any surprises or uncomfortable truths, but he'll always have that voice in the back of his head telling that he's not where he wants to be .
you just made me cry, thank you, really much. I've been in a pretty depressed state for weeks, even months now. and hearing this helped me. really. thank you.
The fact that this song is 20 years old proves that this will always be relatable for all of humanity. Thank you Radiohead for one of the greatest pieces of music.
I’m starting to get my life together but I always come back to these doomerwave songs, I don’t know why. I think maybe it has to do with how at the time where I felt like shit, depressed and alone, these songs gave me closure and reassurance that I wasn’t the only one going through this shit. I genuinely pray for everyone in these comments that they come out of the depression that they’re in. If it weren’t for y’all - I’d probably be somewhere else, somewhere darker.
@@mrwanderlive Trust me man, just start by doing little chores in your house you don’t usually do and work your way up into doing bigger things but slowly. Start working out 3 times a week if you haven’t already and step by step, start eating proper healthy food to uplift your mood, you’d be amazed by how much it changes you. Once you’re at the point that you’re feeling better, read and surround yourself by people who want to prosper. We’re all gonna make it, bro.
Cosmic_Pizza It’s hard to see currently, and you’ve likely been told this a million times, but it gets better. Whatever it is hurting you now, whether it be family, friends, relationship, substance abuse, school,,, it’s all temporary pain. You are important. You matter.
I understand how hollow people’s comforting words can feel. Yet I still feel like I need to tell you how much value you have have. I’m praying that God reveals his love for you.
I’m the only kid in my entire grade even doing our online schooling, everyday, I see everyone else, living their lives as if I wasn’t there. These were supposed to be the golden days of my life, and yet I spent freshman year as a cynical edglord, sophomore year half depressed, half healing, and this year I am completely broken. Not even depressed, I don’t get the dignity, everyday is hell, but I know killing myself would accomplish nothing, so I can’t even take action against my position. This whole ordeal wouldn’t even be that bad if I wasn’t completely alone in it. But I am, without a friend to talk to, because of the first two years. I don’t know what to do. Edit:to the guy who typed “go to the gym, get buff, date stacies” and then deleted his comment, that was hilarious
@@anushkagupta4556 actually, I’m much better now, which is odd, as I’m basically in the same position I was when I wrote this comment. Probably something to do with acceptance. And I’m likely going back to school next semester, so I’ll have the chance for bettering myself. I’ll also be honest, some of the stuff I wrote was exaggerated, Though perhaps that was how I felt in the moment.
@@jollyroman6695 your cynicism will turn into maturity. just keep moving forward. life is more than uni. your haydays are not behind you there still more to come.
@@jollyroman6695 Writing things out helps clear you mind and conscious. What hobbies do you like to do outside of school? Games, sports, books, music, hiking,, building?
Hey I don’t know who needs to hear this, but I promise things will get better. I know that you may feel hopeless and that every corner you turn brings nothing but pain, but I just wanted to say that I am incredibly proud of you for even still being here. It’s not easy and you just taking every day as a new challenge is something you should be proud of. Just remember, you are not alone I love you
Nothing is okay, nothing will be ok,i have lost my hope,i haven't seen my brother for 3 years,i hate my dad and i haven't seen him for a while,i have the worst addiction somehow,im so fucking lonely and my only girlfriend that i had,hate me for no reason,my uncle is Psychopath and there are so many other bad things,(sorry if i have spelling mistakes, im not from usa..).
I don’t know why I’m writing this but I just feel like I am nothing. I shouldn’t feel like this, I have everything I could want but I feel like I am not important. I wish I could be anyone except myself
You are someone dude, you are important bro.... Dont hate on yourself but love yourself and your flaws so you can allow yourself to change... Im sure you are important to someone and you will be even more so in the future. (That really sounded corny sorry thought you might need to hear it, this comment made me sad and worried :c )
On top of what Simon said, you gotta give importance to your life by yourself, man, you gotta find those things you are passionate about and make them your purpose so you can feel both happy and fulfilled, giving you that importance you feel is lacking. Besides that, you just have to work everyday on being your true unique self and appreciating everything beautiful that's around you. It just takes some patience. Cheers, man! We got this!
to anyone listening to this whos going through a hard time, you got this. everythings going to be okay in the end, i promise you that. you're here for a reason and the world wouldn't be the same without you. so many people would be crushed if you left. just take a deep breath, everythings okay. we're here for you. i love you.
Hello. You probably won't see this, but if you do I just wanted you to know that the comment you made for almost a year ago really changed the way I'm feeling right now. Just wanted you to thank you for this comment, and it meant the world to me. I really hope you're doing all your best right now.
knowing that i'll look back some day and look at my depressed self rn is weird.. i just wanna be happy, i have a gf and we're both depressed basically, she makes me really really happy and more self confident about my self and i feel special and actually worth something around her, but when shes gone i use music to fill up the hole of loneliness so thank you for posting these songs means alot.
If you’re here…genuinely…god I’m so sorry for you. Just please, try to persevere. Don’t give up. It’s not the end until you say so, so please, try to keep going. No matter how badly it hurts.
Deep down i know that i’m just a source of empathy... I’m here just to make people feel happier about themselves, And when i solve their problem they’re gone and only come back if they find another problem to talk to me about.
Then focus on yourself bro. Use that empathy to work on yourself. I know it’s hard to think about yourself because you want to fix others, but there’s a reason you’re told to put your mask in before you help other people.
It’s ok to cry crying relieves the pain your feeling and just remember you have every reason to feel sad and I completely understand things will get better even though they look bad now doesn’t mean it will always be this way and deep down someone loves you and cares about you very much if you still feel this way and maybe even consider suicide call a doctor talk to a counselor a friend or a therapist to help you life seems to suck now but it will get better life is full of funny things and it’s like a book and each page is a new journey. Remember what I told you feel better mate hang in there
@@kingbopit9318 as a wise man once said in another comment section, crying does not mean your weak. it just means you have been strong for too long *rhyme bonus points*
Why does everything come to an end? I'm always back to this shitty position in my life. Even if I get happy, I always go back to 0 eventually. I'm so fucking tired of everything.
You are not alone: (You describe exactly how I feel now. Crying helps a lot, but it is a spiral of misery and it is inevitable to feel condemned and sad. Stay strong
A heart that's full up like a landfill A job that slowly kills you Bruises that won't heal You look so tired, unhappy Bring down the government They don't, they don't speak for us I'll take a quiet life A handshake of carbon monoxide No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises Silent, silent This is my final fit, my final bellyache with No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises No alarms and no surprises please Such a pretty house, and such a pretty garden No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here) No alarms and no surprises (let me out of here) No alarms and no surprises please (let me out of here)
I just wanna share that i no longer cry in this music i feel great but i still feel a little bit of sadness, But I'm happy now rather than before. I feel like I'm a child again i found myself again! I hope all of you find Happiness and contentment and especially find your self again you can do this!
My life’s been crumbling around me for the past few years. I used to be the top of my classes and careless about anybody. That’s all gone. Now, I got little to no self-esteem and will have nothing but liars around me soon. It was a good run I guess. Thanks for making it more bearable with this video
You are me. I am going through the same. I lie to myself everyday that everything will be fine. However deep down i am scared as hell about not fulfilling my potential. Even with everything, I am nothing. I have loving parents, great teachers and a great environment to do whatever i want yet I feel empty and insecure about my future
Coming from someone who always in top of my class but then decided to do something in college that I thought it was a good decision at that time. I'm not sure about the future as well. And just wanted to lay down and died to this song
im done with life, mine has no surprises, the only alarms i have are the ones I hear when i need to get up to go to work in the morning, i just wanna curl up into a ball and die to this song.
Their are other answers your life might be empty and bare but it gets better if you open your eyes and see what life has to offer you if you feel this way then you should see a doctor or therapist
Anybody seeing this I wish you a good and happy life , If you're a having a difficult time then do not give up , it's just a phase , your life will soon take a positive turn , love you whoever reading this. Edit - I'm kinda done with all of life everything is bleak and I have no life.
There is no guarantee of that. Although yes it's true for many there are some that will simply always lose. Believing in a just world where people get what they rightly deserve based on human moral systems is a flawed belief.
Грустные фразы грустного думера.... Люблю спать, но не люблю просыпатся. Раньше плакал потому что умру, а сейчас потому что живу. Живу когда не хочу, умру когда жить захочу.
TFW I finally started overcoming depression, only to be crippled in a vehicle accident. 2020 is the year that truly fundementally changed every aspect of my life.
This might sound dumb, but my hamster died this week and it’s hit me hard. This version of the song specifically sums up the mood I’ve been in all week. I miss him so much, he was my baby. Rip Mumrik, ???-2020
the day was rough, the girl you asked out made fun of you and told everyone about that at school, you are better than them, rest your head king you need it, you are unstoppable
Maybe I will never find myself and will be lost forever in this dark labyrinth. With each passing day, my inner emptiness grows deeper and deeper, and I fade away as if I never existed. I am so alone i have nobody
Man this song feels so....so... I don't even know what this version makes me feel. Feels even more haunting and melancholic than "There is a light that never goes out"
This version of the song sounds.. Sorta like how the urge to disappear feels. Not die, not commit suicide, but just .. Vanish. Cease to exist. That feeling
for whoever it may concern thom yorke didn't break through until he was 25, and wasn't taken seriously as an artist until he was nearly 30 with ok computer you have time. breathe.
I'm convinced songs like this are only the product of a phenomenon where, if you're dropped on your head as a baby, you have a one in a million chance of becoming a musical genius.
I've got used to this shitty life and now it doesn't seem too bad. just appreciate how hilarious and backwards and pointless and absurd everything is and then it dont seem so bad
God it hurts so much to even keep going at this point. I know my parents want the best for me, but I would be so much happier if I didn’t have to worry about living anymore. Everything is pointless. We all live to die and even then, we won’t be remembered. We’ll just take up space in a yard full of other forgotten people. I’m so bored of life and I really can’t live with myself if I’m not successful. I also don’t want to wake up every day and go to work to do the same thing over and over again. I’m not pretty enough to be a trophy wife and even if I was, I wouldn’t be satisfied with that either. I’m not ready to grow up. I’m not ready to be on my own. Im so privileged, I live in America, I have two hard working parents, I have meds, I have a therapist, why can’t I just be happy? The sad thing is, if I do kill myself, people I love will wonder what they could’ve done and if it was their fault. It’s not, I’m just a failure. The world is going to shit anyway, there’s nothing I can do about it. Millions of innocent people and animals suffer and all I can do is be a helpless bystander. If I killed myself, I wouldn’t have to worry about that or my possible future being destroyed. It’s so pointless and it almost infuriates me that my parents won’t let me end it all.
ay man i feel ya. sorta. i want to wake up and do the same thing over and over again. and yet it somehow being different every time...be genuinely happy and play video games... even now i cant fully be happy in a game. i don't want a therapist because it'd just make it worse. it would pry me from what made me happy. kinda ironic... I've never told them about what i truly feel but i have hinted greatly at it. sure we are beings that live just for living. things that have the purpose of living. yet why do so many of us want to die? everything in fact is pointless yet we do them anyways. i guess they aren't. for me videogames have the point if entertaining me so i forget about what saddens me. and i have the point of god knows what. for all i know im pointless. if i kill myself id never have won the game that is life. pro tip: you win by dying of old age. but why should i want to win? why not have humility like in my games. why not admit i cant win this one? well for one fact. my dad would be sad. but yet he has hurt me. it only hurts when the ones you love yell at you. my mom is dead to me because of something i found out about her a long time ago. i have a burning hatred towards her, without letting her know that is. and yet no matter how much I've emotionally numbed myself it always hurts when the ones you love hurt you. like a netherite sword with sharpness V. im not ready to grow up either. yet this world forces it to. so my guy, i too am a failure
@@bruhbreh8762 We really are all living the same life aren’t we? It seems so pointless, I didn’t ask to be born yet here I am, expected to live when I don’t want to. I do things that make me happy but those are only temporary, I’ll just get sad again. It hurts to know that other people have to suffer the way I do, people like you don’t deserve that. We’re all sick in the head with an incurable disease. It hurts. I feel like a dog that needs to be euthanized. It’s a pain to wake up alive everyday yet I’m not allowed to die. How fucked is that? Regardless, I truly do wish the best for you dude. Keep doing what makes you happy. That’s all that matters.
I didn't have any therapy, suicidal thoughts keep coming day by day, I cried alot and very frequently to feel better, but I never feel better, it's even worse. It's suck that you are living in a world when you can't talk to someone.
Honestly, All of y'all been through some tough sh*t, I'm sorry for your losses and, the times you wish you wouldn't wake up, but just know, theres always someone willing to listen bro..
I remember during the early stages of covid during 2020 i wanted to take my own life, my parents got divorced and i was moved to a shelter..i’m doin better 3 years later and i just wanted to let you guys know that i hope you guys get better too and find happiness in this life
kimberly aragon it’s not. Nothing will be the same We’re heading towards a recession we haven’t seen since the 1930s, which will only fuel the right even more. Plus global warming is still a thing, which will also put extra strain on the structure of our society This is actually probably the best we’re gonna get before shit hits the fan so, enjoy it folks. Watch your favourite movies, talk to your friends and loved ones, create and do everything you can to make this lockdown somewhat tolerable because it’s only gonna get worse
@@worrywirt i see what you mean, definitely not something i haven't thought about myself. But were not in the 1930s anymore,were in 2020. I guess i just have more hope for us, trying to keep a positive mindset through all this darkness. much love to you man
Hey, in this moment where words may not seem enough, I want to assure you that brighter days are ahead. I might not know who specifically needs to hear this, but I believe that the storm you're weathering will eventually give way to a clearer sky. I understand that the path may seem filled with hopelessness, and every turn may bring more pain than you think you can bear. Yet, in the midst of it all, I want to express how incredibly proud I am of you for persevering. The strength it takes to confront each day as a new challenge, even when the weight of the world feels heavy, is a testament to your resilience. It's okay not to have all the answers or to feel overwhelmed. Life has a way of surprising us, and sometimes, it's in those unexpected moments that we find the strength to keep going. You're not alone on this journey; there are people who care about you and want to support you. Embrace the love that surrounds you, even if it feels distant at times. Remember, healing is a process, and progress may be gradual. Celebrate the small victories, and be kind to yourself during the tough times. Your presence in this world matters, and I genuinely believe that you have the strength to overcome whatever challenges you face. I want you to know that you are not defined by your struggles, but by the courage with which you face them. So, take a deep breath, and know that you are deserving of love and happiness. I love you, and I believe in the strength within you.
Bro, This song reminds me of how happy I was as a kid, It's amazing how everything in my life has gone wrong lately, I'm losing everyone around me and I feel more and more alone every day. I just want to go back to the way it was before, but unfortunately, I have to face this harsh reality.
*_Those who don't know how to enjoy life are just cowards, why life is only 1, why don't you enjoy it with a sense of joy and happiness. Regardless of what people say about you, just think: "they are a bunch of idiots, cowards that are jealous of you". -Dovenotpigeon_*
Does anyone know.. That one feeling where you sit down on your bed alone and wonder what you have done in your life? I sit there and stare at my wall, wondering what I have done to improve, what my purpose for living is? And I realize that all I have been doing is goofing off, I am getting no where in life. I sit there in silence, because I feel like a slob. I feel nonexistent in that moment, as I just sit there and cry inside my heart. Wondering when I will start changing. Im only a minor and I feel like im already going through a mid life crisis. I feel as if the earth is shattering on me. And this song just makes me wonder even more what my purpose to life is. I hope things will fit in the future.
That is really true, sometimes i just wonder why do i even exist if im not as good enough as others, if i dont get great grades, if im not useful? So i just want to cry but if everyone will look at me im knowing damn well they would just laugh and call you a crybaby, because they never exprrienced anything like it
Escucha en sus audífonos tirado en su cama en un país latinoamericano con cuarenta por coronavirus, silencio deprimente afuera y dentro de mi... *se muere*
