@@warehousedave7937 That is false. Humanity is hopelessly lost in its utter depravity and self-destruction. I know I am. I know for a fact that you are, too, even if you aren't aware of it yet. Not one person is perfect. If only Man had not eaten of the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, then we would never have to experience evil since we had already known goodness since the beginning. Instead here we are, a dying race made of dying people.
she told me she never had any romantic feeling for me what so ever, and i realized when i kissed her she never got any butterflies or nervous, she never even loved me, so now i’m here. what’s up guys
Shit man that sucks, she sucks, hope your feeling better now Mine ended when she ghosted me for 3 months then said she didn’t care about me anymore, I pretend it ended cause Covid, but I know it wasn’t... it was my fault and she handled it poorly
That sounds horrible. The best advice I can give you is to focus on yourself. In the end, you’ll never be able to escape yourself or your mind, so just make sure not to degrade yourself or anything of that sort. It might seem hard, but you deserve to be confident. Keep your head up 👑
@@aims__8785 It'll be both the best and worst parts of your life. Best way to describe it. It's worth it personally. I will warn you that people your age tend to be vapid and empty when it comes to relationships, so you won't get the real deal until you meet someone real.
I'm wasting my days staring at the celing fan turn in its slowness, not having the energy to even eat, let alone getting work done. All the things that used to bring me happiness now bring me that much more sadness. Knowing I'll never be that happy again. Life has come to this, where I'm talking about stuff to strangers instead of my friends. I'm still 17 wtf
heh, same age more fucked up and I was an alcholic 5 months ago. Now I want to die bur respect myself not to drink and smoke because its bad. I hate myself please kill me
oh boy youre gonna be soooo fucking pissed if you start drinking again. pissed isnt even the right word its weird. i never knew you could be disappointed in yourself but its true. ive stopped smoking 6 years ago but thats not entirely true once or twice per year i smoke when im extremely wasted and everytime im so disappointed in myself.dont start drinking again you wont forgive yourself, never.
@@tibo6749 not true sometimes it is but you werent ready you let the self doubt eat you up you go day by day not changing and people wonder why it doesnt get better
@@annihilater7724 well, to get into a relationship, you do kinda have to be ready for it, or it most likely won't work no matter how good the other person is
lyrics:... When you were here before Couldn't look you in the eye You're just like an angel Your skin makes me cry You float like a feather In a beautiful world I wish I was special You're so fuckin' special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't care if it hurts I wanna have control I want a perfect body I want a perfect soul I want you to notice When I'm not around You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here, oh, oh She's running out the door She's running out She run, run, run, run Run Whatever makes you happy Whatever you want You're so fuckin' special I wish I was special But I'm a creep I'm a weirdo What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here I don't belong here
My bf recently told me he doesn't love me anymore but he still talks to me and it breaks my heart everytime I see a message from him because I used to be so happy when he sent me a message
POV: it’s 3:00 am and your crying over yourself being a failure and just knowing nothing will get better and you just have to learn to accept that the world is terrible and you’ll never be special to anyone
i hate this song i hate how this make me feel i hate me i hate every day when im awake i hate me i hate every part of this stupid existance i hate me i hate everyone that make me what i am i hate me this is a goodbye
I'm raided by people and I'm still alone I hate every part of me I hate having to live in this horrible reality I hate my complexes and I hate people I hate me so much
Idk if you are still here but bro don't quit, we only live once and you have a lot more of life in front of you, the good times are going to come back no doubt about it (sorry for My English)
POV: You got too attached to your friends and it weirded them out enough that they all ghosted you, and now you have no one left and are afraid to make friends in case the same thing happens again.
It's hard. Strangely enough, people can fear to be loved. But when you meet *that* friend that accepts it, everything feels great again. You can even accept to love less your other friends. It's what you could call a true "best friend" : one that accepts to be loved and that returns it. The word "love" can be confusing here, but friendship is a kind of love: you're enjoying someone's presence, but also helping, loving, encouraging that person. It's hard to describe, but it's something like this (if anyone's having trouble with it, look up on google the different kind of loves that exist, especially the ones the greeks used to distinguish. They put a great emphasis on friendship as a fondamental part of society and individual life).
@@dragonogre4349 I’m crying rn my man it’s one those nights I can’t sleep I’m cold inside and out no cigs left just listening to some music thinking about where it all went wrong and if this boulder I push each day will eventually crush me, stay strong mate
kid --> trauma --> brat --> social reject --> gAy --> fuck now I'm really a social reject --> meNtAL ilLnESs --> communist --> more depression That is my evolution lmao
I've struggled with depression and suicidal thoughts for over a year and a half, attempted twice, I've always had this mindset that if I tell anybody besides random internet strangers how I'm really feeling I'll make it worse for myself, this got to the point that I lied to my own fucking therapist about how I'm doing, because for some reason I got to know him too well and can't tell him how I'm really doing, everybody always says "it'll get better! keep your head up!" but like, does it really man? Sure, I'll be free of suicidal thoughts and depression for a short while if I get help, then what am I gonna do when I get them all over again? Get help again? It took me nearly killing myself twice to get help, and I don't know if I'll reach out for help the next time depression and suicidal thoughts come around. Guess it's time I truly accept that I'm destined to be a doomer.
Sadly I wish there was more we could do. I've been self-destructing my relationships one by one, constantly about telling myself I don't deserve the love of others. The constant push for suicide is miserable, and it feels like there's no end at times. I'd try antidepressants if you haven't already, that's seemed to work for me at the very least. And, even though it doesn't have much worth, I'm wishing you all the luck friend. Even if you can't find your own self-worth, I'm hoping you'll at least be able to find it from others who appreciate you.
dude i am very sorry no one deserves to feel that way at all and just know that even though im just some random stranger on the internet that i believe in you and im very proud of you, you can do it man :)
i feel like i’m the only person here who’s not sad over someone i love but just crying because i’m a fucking failure edit: nevermind im thinking of him now
I seen top comment compare doomers to emo. No emos are how they are because no one understands them. Like at all for whatever reason. Doomers well. People understands us but they don't know how to help. Sometimes like emos, they don't understand. Fact remains Doomer is a worst mindset than emo. At least emos have a community. Doomers have no one.
It's 4:37 A.M on a Thursday in the house you inherited after your parent's death. You're trying to get to sleep but your sleep schedule is effed as it is. You sit up in bed, thinking some tunes will help you sleep. You open your closet, pulling out an old radio your parents gave you 2 years ago. The radio has suffered a bit of damage due to it's years of neglect. You time to a random station, and this song begins.
i remember the first time hearing this song as a kid in the car at night. i knew some type of pain in the future was going to make me re listen to this song.
This song is actually about a man loving this girl and always staring at her but never having the guts to talk to talk to her so instead he became obsessed with her and almost stalkerish. This plays into self confidence alot, so basically just know your worth and know that you are just as beautiful as the person you think is perfect.
@@TaurineFiend Beautifully horrific, some people get with corpses but nobody gets with us, I suppose a lot of people here feel like shadows of wraiths, visible but empty and unacknowledged hahahaha 🙁.
What's the point of being here, if I already know how everything will end... I love my friends and family, but I way too often feel that they would be better without me. I mostly end up hurting them and in that process myself, taking blame and pain I inflicted. I don't really remember how does it feel to be normal and special, most of days are blended into one mess. I guess, I'm turning into something I was afraid for in my younger years - heavily depressed, empty shell of person that used to be me. If some of my friends will find this comment(lol, like they would know about this) - I love you all...
I promise you things get better. Always. There is so much to be gained from this life, you will live to see the other side of this. You friends are family are so much better with you here. Don’t let the chemicals in your brain tell you that things that would only hurt those around you. They’d have so much pain if you were gone, constantly asking why, why, why. I promise you you’ll get through this. You have reserves of strength you don’t even know about. You WILL get through, you will live to see the good in your life and I promise you everyone is so much better with you here. If you ever wanna talk about anything, I’m here. Stay strong dude.
my girlfriend has so many friends and she’s the only one I have, sometimes I feel as if she’s too busy to even acknowledge me sometimes, I feel dramatic about it but it just bums me out WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK IM A GUY
@@Whitegirllover101 that's why she doesn't ask her coz maybe she's busy or something like we don't wanna bother someone who is not acknowledging our presence in the first place it's just feels awkward
@@Whitegirllover101 it is really bad it happened to me too like i want to delete my existence coz it will remain in my memory forever but she's not my girl tho I'm just in friendzone
My girlfriend left the country 5 months ago, i promised her i'll save up and come to her, get married, start a new life in quiet small village near beach, get a dog, but hey life slaps harder when you living in your dream for too long
I love Radiohead and this isnt even in my top 10 favorite songs of theirs but I wish they'd embrace it more. It's their song and it's the song that mad all their future work possible both commercially and creatively. Radiohead's still sounds like the band that made Creep even if they have made better music since.
@@justanaverageperson544 I went a Radiohead concert and the first thing Thom Yorke says is "we're not playing creep, we hate that song, leave if you want to hear it". Totally lost respect for them. Even if they don't like it, they could play it because their fans paid a lot of money to maybe hear their favourite song. Like I'm sure ACDC hates Thunderstruck and Phil Collins hates In The Air Tonight and they still play them. Creep made them who they are. Also the band had zero energy and the crowd wasn't into it so I left. Worst concert I've ever been to and never really listened to them after that
09.27.20 : Hi. How are you all ? I ? Yes, I’m fine, at least I felt fine for a little time. I wouldn’t say that I’m not but I’m definitely not happy. It’s been two months since the last update but it’s like it’s been two years considering the huge things that happened to me this summer. You know what ? I screw everything I said about her and god I don’t care if I might look like a sissy. I really love her. At the beginning of July I really though it was finished with her and, yes, I felt really fine. I even talked to another girl and we saw each other. The problem is that I couldn’t even see me with her. We were walking in the streets and all I could think about was her, the way she walks by slightly jumping on each step she takes, the faces she makes when I say something funny or something bad, the words she uses when she talks, all of these stuffs that makes her different from the others. And then she came back. She came back with a single message everyday to know if I was fine. She also brang back all the feelings, all the things I forgot about her. So we talked, day after day, hour after hour, we saw each other, we loved each other, we messed up one more time. We really messed up. One more time it was just a dream we though we could hug. So we woke up. We woke up and I was even more lost because there’s always something keeping me away from her. I like to think that this thing is testing us because he wants to see if we really are made to be together. I think so, she thinks so, but this thing is sceptical. This thing wants us to be sure that it’s a good idea to begin the next chapter. I said that this actual chapter is good enough, he no longer is. He was good enough for a moment, the next one will be better. 10.24.20 : Not much to say. We just hang out and went outside to see the stars. Then we went on the bench where we first met. Some guy was listening to metal in his house and we danced for at least 10 minutes. I could tell you the whole evening but who cares ? Who cares when all of this story always reset at the exact moment where I start hoping again ? My comment turned out to be really long so I just deleted a big part of it. If you guys ask me, I could put the whole thing in a doc and leave the link here. I really enjoy life with her since a few weeks. I just can’t realize how dumb I am because the end will be bad, like it was ever since. My next update will show up if we’re together again. If we’ll not, I’ll leave this comment alone and never add something. Wish you all a nice day :) New : family and friends, boys and girls, here we are. I said I’ll update this comment if something happened. So I update it. So something happened. I’m not going to tell you the whole thing because it was rythmed by wrong decisions that I made, that she made, that we made and it’s just boring. That’s why I’m not going to date this update because what really matters is not the time we lost. So I’m going to be quick and simple. Things happened. We finally needed each other. That’s what matters. This comment has now a good ending, an ending I wanted, an ending we maybe all wanted. The time we lost doesn’t matter. We don’t needed to live again what we lived back in the days. We just needed each other. I wish you all a really great day and I want to thank you for all the kind comments, all the advices (whom I didn’t really follow because I’m dumb) and all the wonderful people you are. I wish you the best :)
hey, if you feel like letting it out, i hope you can find someone somewhere to listen to you. its fine. I believe you can sort this all out someday and feel much better again. Hang in there, dont despair, there must be a solution in every problem. dont keep drowning yourself man. take care
I too read the whole thing. Give it time and do the things you enjoy. And be sure to socialize with others as isolating yourself when you feel presumably horrible will makes things worse. If she reaches out again, talk for a little and then try to talk things out. Trust me, it WILL work out in the end. Sincerely, Internet Dad
Hopefully you guys will find each other again but as you said you really have to rely on time and let her go. If she loves you she’ll find you eventually but at the moment I think it’s important you focus on yourself and your mum sounds like she really loves you and wants the best for you so make sure you let her know you love her. stay safe and look after yourself, I hope you find happiness xo
Sorry man you'll claw your way out of this nightmare just keep going keep fighting and it will get better i'm dealing with relationship and friendship problems myself I have no one so I if I dont help people like us then I won't have a reason to get in the morning's and sometimes I wonder what if I just lay there to rot and only then will society notice my dead body so please stay safe
All these people talking about girlfriends and boyfriends and I'm here. 23 year old man college grad never had a gf making 31k. No friends and I deserve it cuz my personality sucks. Family is gone. Can't commit suicide because I'm too much of a coward. 😂
They mog us... Imagine having the privilege to have a gf in the first place. I remember a girl in a class group chat agonizing about whether to throw away the Lego flowers her bf got her cus they broke up. What a privilege to have that problem
Anybody seeing this I wish you a good and happy life , If you're a having a difficult time then do not give up, your life will soon take a positive turn , love you whoever reading this.
I hope. Im in the same shit since i was 13... now im almost 20... shit friends... Everytime i found someone that maybe i can trust i find out... just shit... Or beaten up by stranger... yeah. Like in the middle school... Or like 1 year and half ago... That time they had a brass knuckles... what if next time they have a knife? Jez, sometimes im scared of going out in my city... I just need someone with being happy. A true friend... or someone to love.
Can someone please explain to me how it is possible to cry for a girl I have never been with? I love her but she dont know that..and besides im ugly as hell so i got no chance
Alice Mudgarden if you feel like you have to force it then it ain’t meant to be. It hurts but you need to find someone who really enjoys talking to you. Not a simp btw. Trust me it’ll take time and some soul searching but you’ll find them some day. I still haven’t but I have hope cause hope is all we got.
I can assure you, last thing any self-respecting guy would do is force himself to talk to a woman. He either really enjoys your friendship or wants to move into a more romantic relationship. Take my word for it champ.
I'm listening to this while my mom and stepfather argue about why I want to give a gift to the girl I like, while my classmates curse me between them, while my "friends" They do not realize that I was away for about 2 months and everything improved for them, I know they are commonplace problems, but I am tired of it, my stepfather thinks I am a machine without feelings, I try to be and I can't, unfortunately I don't have the courage to stick a knife in my chest, so I just keep "existing" and being a burden on the earth, a heavy baggage that nobody wants to carry, I know that I I must walk with my own legs, but I can't, this comment was translated from Portuguese, so if there is an error, it's the translator's fault, at least this time, it wasn't my fault
não sei o que dizer cara, um comentário no youtube não ajuda, mas tente procurar um profissional, um psicólogo ou terapeuta. Sei lá, espero que melhore
@@Pedropedropedro69 eu sei que não ajuda, mas é uma forma de desabafo, ninguém próximo a mim quer saber dos meus problemas, então eu espero que alguém nos comentários me ajude, atualmente os problemas são os mesmo, mas agora estão me expulsando de casa, eu tô namorando, mas minha irmã ainda não apoia e odeia minha namorada, eu procurei emprego em diversos lugares, e nenhum me contratou, atualmente me sinto vazio e sem vida, moldei uma personalidade que não é minha, todos me chamam de burro, lerdo, sem futuro, e nada disso ajuda, sinto como se precisasse de um apoio, mas não da minha namorada ou da família dela, mas sim da minha, que quer me expulsar de casa, só não fui morar com meu pai em outra cidade por quê ele não me quer lá também, tô morando com minha mãe, meu padrasto e minha meia irmã, mas isso tudo é sufocante pra mim, eu só tenho 16 anos, isso não deveria acontecer comigo, as memórias do estupro que eu sofri a uns anos atrás quando fui vítima do meu primo aparecem na minha cabeça todo santo dia, é algo que eu pensei que tinha superado, mas aparentemente não
The love she showed me, the simple sound of her voice, it felt as though I never had a choice. I gave her my all, my everything, she was my world, the oxygen I breathe, the trigger of dopamine. I love her, I bore my heart, waiting for her, Hoping. But it’ll never happen, she left me with a smile on her face, no sign of losing someone she cared for. I have the false hope of a man that lets his past longer in his heart and soul. There isn’t anything left for me. I haven’t any friends, a family that’s outcasted him. All there is, is to succumb to the depression and lonesomeness of this empty body. Alcohol and cigarettes get me by day by day, but I don’t know how long it can last. My past attempts gave me a spark to try to be something, but it gets shoved back at my face. There isn’t hope left. Only the voices inside, pushing me off the edge, tiring my beaten soul. The knot has been hung, as the smoke consumes my lungs, with an old creaky chair. For something better awaits us all, Maybe one day I’ll see you there.
My soulmate has been dating someone else for a year and they havea really good relation ship and its not going anywhere, i dont got a chance do i now..
I was sitting in detention and some fat teacher told me I look like I had been listening to radio head all night and i didn’t really know what he meant but I kind of agree now
She said she lost feelings, she said she’ll never like me again. It’s a constant reminder because I still love her, I don’t understand why I can’t get her out of my head. It hurts to know that she’s gone and is leaving me in the dust. To all you people out there having the same problem just know it’ll be alright.
Well, not all. In this case it is true. Song is slowed, pitched down and has some noice, but doomer music is not like nightcore. Nightcore most often just take random song and pitch it. But doomer subculture contains a lot of original music(you can listen some tracks on this channel). Hope that i help you with your question. Sorry for my english, i am just lonesome russian doomer.
Cuz I'm a doomer, I'm a loner What the hell am I doing here. I dont belong here Nooooo Oooohh I'm running through my head I'm running through my head Run run run Ruuuuuunnnnnn
i would do it but i just cant... the feeling of a cold knife on my skin is so calming, but i somehow cant force myself to do anything more than that. and when i think that i would miss gta 6, i would miss some great discoveries and new mega-projects accomplished by the humanity, that i would miss all the future potential crises and recoveries, that it would be the last time listening to my favourite song... i cant do it
Под эту музыку хочется сидеть под звездным небом пить вино изливать душу и плакать о прошлом будущем и настоящем . А потом вспоминать эту ночь с теплом в душе
I dont see a good future ahead of me. I'm only 15 and whenever I think of the future I'm always alone, I've never really fit in anywhere, the only 2 people I've ever called friends don't talk with me anymore and I feel myself caring less and less every day. I think I've accepted I'm gonna be alone forever, these comments is the only place I don't feel alone. Thank you guys for making live a little easier
What are you doing here? Open your curtain and look outside. Tomorrow is another day. No matter what you are going through there are and will be people that care about you.