I was 14 the first time I tried to commit suicide, I’m so thankful I’m still here today because I wouldn’t have been able to have my little boy. He’s showed me what love really means❤️
You are a blessing to your lil boy too! And many others!! You have a purpose and are so valuable.. I’m blessed you’re still here. God bless you... use your story to testify to others who may he in a similar frame of mind as you once were.
Billy, I tried to cut my wrists before. Suffering with my demons, with in PTSD from things that happened while in the military. After 30 years of suffering Saught out help with my VA psychologist. And finally living my life again!! All I can say as a Veteran, if you have these feelings call the VA hotline or text them!! It helps and with proper treatment you CAN get your life back!!
I’ve had 3 suicides in my immediate family. Please know this: suicide DOES NOT end pain. It transfers it. It transfers it to every single person who loved you. Forever. Please , please, please reach out!!!!
Lost my best friend to suicide over ten years ago. He never showed any signs. He always had his contagious smile on his face and was always laughing. I miss you everyday Vinny. I love u bubba.
When you reach out to your fans in these videos it really means a lot to me, my uncle committed suicide last year after his wife passed away. It was awful.
The head singer Gary LeVox voice makes these songs chills up and down my arms and teary eyes . Song is very powerful . I am so happy you are still with us
Thank you for taking a personal interest in human kind. So many kids have died for no reason. Its nice to see a strong man get real. Thank you for being a strong voice for people who need it.
Disclaimer: I can't speak on the subject of suicide. But I do know that those that suffer depression don't talk about it. All I can say is @billyyousocrazy thank you for reacting to this song. You seriously have no idea how many people you and other reactors are helping. Again thank you.
It is actually up 57 % this year. My son died January 2015 of suicide. This song makes me think of him. I started a foundation for scholarships in his name.
Every album that Rascal Flatts releases has one. That one song that finds your heart and breaks it. It's Not Supposed to Go Like That, Why, Sarabeth, I'm Moving On, What Hurts the Most, Here Comes Goodbye, the list goes on. Each one has it's own story, and the combined talents of Jay, Joe Don and Gary will seep right into your spirit and heal something even through the tears.
Thank you for reacting to this. I battle really bad depression and anxiety. I constantly fight the urge to self harm and I have suicidal thoughts a lot when I get really down. I love this song. The very end of this song where they go 'they lied' and the rest of it always seems to give me a little hope and I have to keep reminding me that no matter how bad it seems, it's really not that bad.
Don’t know if you are still going through it or not. I pray and hope that you found peace with life. But coming from someone who knows your pain and who has been through some tough times myself. I can promise you life is worth living. You’re here for a reason and no matter how tough life gets. I promise there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Life is an obstacle course. You gotta hurdle your way through life and your gonna come across an obstacle that you feel like you can’t overcome. But just hang in there and I promise it will be worth it in the end. Keep your head and believe in yourself! Use that beautiful smile that God Blessed us all with. God bless you and you are in my prayers
This one is so heavy on my heart because I do have suicidal thoughts and songs like this are what I go to during my darkest hours this was beautiful Billy thank you so much❤️
Watching you and TMG got me through a rough patch over the summer. Watching you two gave me the positive vibes to help me through some stuff so thank you
In my line of work (Fire Dept. and EMS) last year in 2019 their were only 58 line of duty deaths, but 113 suicides. PTSD, struggling to pay the bills, it’s tough. I’ve lost too many friends and comrades to this shit, and this goes for everyone regardless, talk to someone and get help, please
I was suicidal in the 8th grade and I talked to my teacher and councilor at the time and they let my mom know and they all got me the help I needed and got me an out of school counselor and she helped me a lot and now I am 27 married and have three kids
I went through the same with my son his 7th grade year. It was the hardest thing I've ever watched someone go through. I didnt sleep for about a month I sat up in my chair next to his room. I wanted to break but I held strong on the outside while on the inside I was a mess. I'm glad you got help!!
@@tiffany7881 thank you I was on lock down i had to go everywhere with my mom. She is my hero because she is a single mother and raising 3 kids by herself now I am a mom of three and married
I’m so proud of you for reaching out for help! It takes a very special person to exhibit that strength, especially at that young age. God has kept you here for a reason.. I’m thankful you’re here with us! Love those babies!! God bless you!
My freind took his life last night I’m only 16 he saved me so many times from making a big mistake I had no idea he was suffering it’s killing me knowing he was always there for me but no one was there for him. I’m broken.
I'm so sorry about the loss of tour friend. You will need help more than ever now. Please talk to someone and get help so you can get healthy . I am glad you are here
Please please please reach out for help. I’m very sorry for your loss, I know it’s so hard to endure. There will be brighter days. You’re so valuable. Turn what that devil has meant for destruction into something for Gods glory!!! You’re in my prayers. God bless you.
Brother, I'm volunteer in several veteran suicide prevention groups on Facebook , veteran or not, reach out! For those who know someone struggling- LISTEN! Sometimes all they want is someone to HEAR them. If you know someone threatening self harm report it! They maybe angry at you for now, but they must be breathing in order to be mad. To those struggling- This World is a better place WITH YOU IN IT!!!!! Doc G
Thank you for reacting to this Billy. I have a major depressive disorder as well as anxiety. I'm on antidepressants and I see a Pyschologist. It helps. I'm thankful I'm still here. Please react to Rascal Flatts- My Wish and Its Not Supposed To Go Like That.
I was struggling with suicidal thought for the past few years I lost a lot of friends and family in a short span of time. And it felt like nothing was going right. I had all symptoms listed in the video except for actually attempting suicide. And now I'm glad I didnt.
I was 12 the first time. Depression is so overwhelming. Not only is it related to life situations, it is also a genetic trait. When someone gets hit with both, being a child feeling alone in the world, there aren't many options. I have spent years in therapy and trying to find a solution. The scars on my body are constant reminders. But, I am still here and will continue to be after finding a great therapist.
BILLY.....I LOVE YOU and your kind heart! Thank you so much for caring andoffering help to all those who may be watching and needing help! GOD BLESS YOU, SIR!!!
I know this is about suicide. But I interpret it differently. I hear it and think of my husband that passed from a sudden heart attack at 41. He was a singer. We ran karaoke shows, he sure knew how to draw a crowd. Never met a stranger. He left the stage on the middle of a song.
This song saved my life. Every time things got that bad I'd put this on cry it out and call a loved one. I'm so thankful for this song. I would've never had my two babies, got married or any of it
Along with the reactions, I love that you take this stuff seriously and love your "CrazyPack" enough to let us vent. You're making a difference whether you realize it or not! ♥️♥️
I lost my sister almost 4 years ago. The PTS is something me and my youngest nephew are still working on. I ask my self why all the time. At her memorial service there was standing room only and it's the reason I'm in a suicide awareness group raising funds. Please if you need help get help please. Think of the ones that love you. This song has meaning to me.
Here’s a scripture that I pray helps you. Stay strong, you’re children need you and so does this world! Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you, declares The Lord, plans to prosper you, and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future”. God bless you!
When my youngest graduated high school, she’d already had lost 4 friends to suicide. It broke her heart, it broke mine. We did not have an easy go of things. I was a single mom with 3 daughters, receiving no assistance nor support. But no matter how hard things got, I was completely honest and open with them. And from day one gave them unconditional love. I had no answers for her then, I have none now. I simply don’t understand how someone can think there’s nothing worth living for. I don’t know if I’m just too stubborn or hopelessly optimistic? I can and do have empathy. I honestly believe every soul is precious and here for a reason. I’m glad you can, did and are willing to be open about your journey and did this one. Blessed be ❤️
As a teen I use to struggle with depression and attempted suicide once. I don’t want to be “that guy” but I found a church and He saved my life in more ways than one. I still have days where I struggle but bigger is He that is in me, than he that is in the world
So I been following you since around march. Honestly you were probably the first person to make me laugh around that time so thank you for that. Because losing my brother has been so hard, and watching you react to their song what hurts the most made everything kind okay. Made me really get into your videos. I love when BYSE makes it in to the chat. If you have a chance please react to sissy's song- alan Jackson no rush and please don't feel like you have to. Hope you had a good day and thank you for your service.
My Dad took his life last year in September. The question why has been there since day one and everyday since. The guilt of not doing more and what ifs is hard to deal with at times. This song sums up the way I feel daily.
Hello, I have been watching your music reaction videos for a while now. And tonight as I sit in the bed I get on RU-vid and the first thing I see is your reaction to Rascal Flatts Why song. My brother my baby brother committed suicide in 2013 he was 36 years old. I'm really not sure why he did it he sent me the last text not really saying he was going to do it that kind of saying it. This song has been my song to him since the day he committed suicide. And you reacting to it brought me to tears.I just wanted to say thank you for reacting to that song. Not a lot of people have heard that song but I has a whole lot of meaning to it. I talked about suicide a lot on my Facebook and a lot on my Instagram I try to. And I keep my baby brother in my heart and my mind every second of every day I miss him it will be or it was six years on June 10th of this year he has been gone. Anyway I just wanted to say thank you for reacting that song people really needs to hear it. 💛💛💛
I needed this today. Thank you Billy. I suffer from a debilitating disease and am in constant pain. Today was a very bad day and this helped bring me back. Thank you.
I'm 30 now and listening to songs like this break my heart because I was this kid. I couldn't talk to my parents or anyone (mental illness was a taboo subject in our house) and everything got too much for me. Looking back now, I wish I'd had a song like this. It hurts me to know that there are kids still suffering like this.
This Is Very True Cause Since I Was Middle I Wented All Of The Pain To Go Away I Have A Social Disorder And Bad Anxiety At Time But Everyday I Tell Myself It Will Get Better And My Friends Are The Reason To Keep Going.
I was 8 the first time I attempted. I fought for years tried drugs, alcohol, self harm, anything I could think of to get through it. I was finally able to see a therapist at 18 after my now husband forced me to give up my bad "coping" habits. I was diagnosed with Depression, Severe Anxiety, and PTSD among other things. My doctors told me if I'd been able to get help sooner it would never have gotten as bad as it did. I hope more parents and teachers help children with these issues.
Coming from someone who has experienced many of the things mentioned in this video understand that most depressed people feel like they either can’t talk about it or they feel feel like there is no point. Depression is something that completely controls your emotions, your thoughts and your outlook on life. Severe cases of depression can have certain people hearing voices in their head telling them they are no good because that’s all they have been told all their life. Instead of getting them to talk to you. You talk to them. Make sure they know they are loved. Surround them with nothing but care but the worst thing you can do is force someone to talk about their problems. It makes it worse. They will talk when they are ready. Until then show the love and be there for them
It’s been two years since I tried to take my life, it’s been a rocky road. But I’m glad I didn’t succeed. I’m not happy by any means. But I also know that it will get better.
Hang in there!! I’m glad you’re still here!! Reach out for help, find inspirational stories, quotes, testimonials... God is good and has plans for you! Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you, declares The Lord, plans to prosper you, and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future”. Praying for you... God bless you.
Glad you did this one. I heard this song the first time leaving my first husband’s wake after he died by suicide. It means so much to me because he always said “depression does not have to be life threatening.” Yet for him it was. So thanks for posting that number and doing this song.
Thank you. I lost my only child to suicide. I love what you're saying. God bless you. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem and it passes the pain to those you love and love you, who are left with the void that only you were created by God to fill and asking why, what did I miss, what could I have done different...you are loved and needed! Your video was beautiful, thank you and God bless you and all who watch this and are struggling, you are loved. ❤🙏
This song hits home every time. My cousin passed away and was released of his addiction which was secondary to multiple mental health illnesses. This song was played at his funeral along with a slideshow of his life from infancy to before he was taken from this earth.
My baby brother left in the middle of his song at the age of 44. He was beautiful and vibrant and so full of life until he got injured. He lived with unbearable pain. So much so that he thought ending his life was his only way out. Without the help of God and one really good counselor, I would have left with him. For anyone who feels that suicide is your way out, please, please, please know that you are worthy, you have so much value! Someone loves you so much that their life would be devastated without you!
I always ask myself why all the time, I been dealing with depression since grade school, now I'm 20 and gradated school in 2017, the June 9th 2017 around 9 am my uncle passed away, I watched him pass away, me and him had a good bond. it been 2 years, I have flash backs on that day everyday, My depression got worse. I been planning on ending my life ever since grade school but my real good buddy that we been friends since grade school he been talking me out of it everyday. I always tell him '"Why should I life cuz no one cares for"
Please get help. Your life is just as important as anyone else's. Google free therapy and mental health places in your area. There is help out there. You have good to offer the world.
Please reach out for help.. you’re life has value! You have much to offer this world! Jeremiah 29:11 “For I know the plans I have for you, declares The Lord, plans to prosper you, and not harm you, plans to give you hope and a future”. God bless you!
My son took his own life on Oct. 31st 2017 my life is not the same and never will be again. forever32.. A month ago i decided to stop all life saving measures for my cancer i am tired and do not want to fight it anymore soon i will be with my children.
I wanted to see your reactions to this song. I have suicidal thoughts daily BUT rest assured I will not put my family and friends through that heartache. Seeing your reactions choked me up. God bless you, Billy. Long time subscriber here.
Omg I never heard this song before, needless to say I'm crying while I am writing this... Both me and my 17yr old son are both deeply depressed. After we lost his father / my husband and our twins I was 7. 5 months pregnant i lost them... We we're a family of 5 and in a blink of a eye we became a family of 2.... All due to a junky who was shooting up drugs while driving and crossed lanes into the opposite direction ( were we were driving ) the thing is you can't ever get the pictures of going threw that, can't stop being angry.... The driver who killed 3 members of my family and he and his passenger walked away with minor injuries.... When we( me and my 5yr old ) went to court... I thought they would go to prison for 3 counts of murder.... That didn't happen... They only got 3yrs and 7yrs probation after there released.... Me and my son will never be free... We will be in prison of our own mind that doesn't ever release each of us... After loosing my family I wanted too go with them I didn't want to live in this world alone, I was scared too death of being a single mom, now he's old enough to drive... Guess what plays over and over again... My biggest fear is him dying and me left here alone.... Suicide doesn't have a age range or exactly same reason person to person.... Suicide and mental health in general most people who have never lived a moment in the shoes of someone like me.... They can't understand or know how I feel.... How exactly can someone who is living the high life with everything they want.... How can they see life through our eyes??? Answer : they can't and the books they read telling them how people with mental health issues must feel, what to say or not to say.... BOOKS CAN'T HELP SOMEONE STAY ALIVE NOT GIVE UP AND FEEL LOST ALONE AND UNWANTED....
I completely agree with Dan... forgiveness is the key. I cannot express into words how very sorry I am for your extremely tragic loss. You are so much stronger than you’ll ever imagine! Your child needs you... looks to you for guidance, strength and so much more. I’ve added you to my prayer list. God bless you.
I have suffered for depression for so long I can’t remember when it started and I am now able to hide it from everyone I can’t even remember how to smile But your videos help a lot
Hi Billy, Suicide is VERY prevalent in my family. If it wasn’t for my two daughters I’d check out without a second thought. I don’t want them thinking that’s the action they should take when things get rough for them. So I hang on. But I’d really rather not. You help me. You really do. Ty!
I literally ask this question of my cousin nearly every day....this is a song that pulls at my heart string every time I hear it.....my cousin committed suicide in 2010.....growing up me and him were "thick as thieves" basically attached at the hip...then in his late teens he got into a very dark place due to a drug addiction...as a family we tried everything we could think of to get him to get clean and help him but nothing worked.....then he went to jail and that was basically the end of everything for him cause he got out and not long after he committed suicide.....thank you billy for doing a reaction to this song
I suffer from depression ive been suffering it from when I was little ive got help over and over again but it's not as easy as it seems I found true help for me happens to be within meaningful music like Christian misic.
I swear this song makes me cry every time I hear it, specially because I was 17 by the time I had suicidal thoughts and honestly this song helped me out to seek for reasons to live
I wouldn't have been here. My friend is the reason I'm alive. He saw the signs no one else did He told my family what he thought, and I was able to get the help I needed. 8 years later, and I'm about to become his wife. He will always be my angel sent to me at my worst time.
My daughter took her life on October 26, 2016. She was abused by her stepfather and mother. I miss her everyday. I have such hate in my heart and I know that I need to purge it, but it is so hard. I deal with depression everyday, and if I didn't have my wife and her sisters, I fear I would have followed her. This is also a problem among veterans too.
I battled suicidal ideation and self harm for many years, starting at age 12 in response to abuse. I've tried 4 times between 15 and 46 to commit suicide, and thankfully I was privileged enough to get the help I needed. I still fight, but I also don't have to remind myself that life is worth living. Please seek help if you need it, you ARE worth it!
Depression is no joke, match that up with anxiety and you have a huge concern. Never feeling like you are good enough. Feeling like you have to prove yourself and when you fail you are a failure. Feeling like a burden to others. Feeling like others are better off without you. I'm not suicidal by any means but the curiosity is there.
I've suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts since I was 12 (I'm 24 now). When I talk about it, people always think I'm just joking because I've learnt to hide it. I had managed to calm it down for 4 years, almost 5 until something happened that broke me and it's only gotten worse. Fortunately, I no longer try to go through with it. Unfortunately, it has more to do with the fact that I don't want to leave my niece and nephew rather than because I actually don't want to.
In 2007 I my 14 y/o to suicide. It hurts every day! We didn’t know until the very end she was at this point. My heart breaks over and over and I ask myself every day why I didn’t know. It’s been 13 years of questions, tears, and heartache.
Billy, thank you, my wife committed suicide, she was a disabled Army vet, 22 vets a day is to many. My daughters and I got involved with The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention, and i am shocked at how many kids attempt and or have committed suicide. It’s people like you, that choose to take an uncomfortable topic and not only play the song but show emotion and concern. You don’t blow it off you address it and provide better options. You have no idea how much it means to me.
Sometimes I would like to give up. But 4 daughters keep me here. No body can love them like I love them and nobody else can teach them to be strong no matter what.
I heard this after a life long friend and girl I fell in love with was going through a ridiculously hard time, and that I fell in love with committed suicide. Hearing this song two days after that almost brought me down. Now I can listen to as a solemn reminder.
You are loved…You are loved…You are loved!! I, too suffer from depression. I think about dying all the time. I don’t have family and I wonder why I’m alive when some who have people who need them die from disease or accident or whatever. I truly believe that most people who commit suicide don’t want to die..they just don’t want to hurt anymore and they don’t know what else to do. I don’t think I’d ever take my own life but I do think about it a lot. Even though it sounds contradictory, I believe that God is good and I believe that Jesus hadn’t ever left me all alone in the dark. I just get tired. If I could I’d hug everyone who has taken the time to read this…you are loved…
Would you please do a reaction to Simple Plan 'this song saved my life'? This song by rascal flatts and this one I'm asking for have always helped my get though rough times.
I've been fighting the silent fight since I was 8. I'm still fighting the silent fight at 24. When I met my husband things got better but when he was deployed my mind took a turn for the worst. The thing that sucks about this alot of people never show signs. If you met me you would never know that for the past almost 20 years I've fought myself almost everyday. 8-10 therapist and 7 medication that all eventually stopped working later I'm still somehow still here. Married and expecting our first baby Sept 1st and for once the thoughts are quiet somehow. Honestly I struggle with anxiety, major depressive disorder, dissociative disorder, social anxiety and social phobia.
Anya Kessler I’m praying for you. Thank your husband for his service, and from one military wife to another, thank you for your service and sacrifice! God bless you!! Enjoy this blessing coming in the form of life!!
My daughter has attempted suicide twice. And now with a diagnosis and treatment and talking to someone once a week things are definitely much better than they were before. I have hope and do believe that she has come out the other side of her dark time.
For veterans: don't believe the bad press VA has received. I got out of the army in 2013, and just recently got in to VA healthcare. They found health issues in just 30 days that civilian doctors couldn't find in years.
I had a friend big time let me down, and lied to me over and over. I finally told him he was dead to me because I couldn't stand anymore. A few months later, he was dead. How? Suicide and the last words I spoke to him were "you're dead to me" then he was. It's heavy, but there's nothing I can do now.
They made this song after their bass player committed suicide. Very sad. I've battled with depression since I was around 13. I'm 26 now and still fight it everyday. If anyone has these feelings/thoughts there is nothing wrong with finding help. Please go get help and beat it. You are stronger than a mental illness I dont care who you are. Peace love and Billy baby!
My dad was a retired military man and on January 3rd 2015 he lost his battle with PTSD and committed suicide. I miss him everyday he missed my high school graduation and now he's not here for my wedding it's hard sometimes.....