I normally say come join me on this adventure into the minds and emotions of artists, yet this song was heavy and so well put together. Wish i Could have given her a hug!
I don’t think you need to apologize. There are so many fans with every band and create their own videos. Since there’s no official video, how could you know? You couldn’t! Don’t be so hard on yourself about that! In this case, IMHO, it caused confusion between the music and the video clips. I know this person spent a lot of time creating the video, but knowing we automatically try to figure things out be watching a video, it clearly, as you demonstrated, is confusing.
So that’s from a Netflix show called 13 Reasons Why. There are two seasons, but this was from the 1st season with pieces of the 2nd season mixed in. It’s a tear jerker, especially if you’re like us…I don’t want to give anything away in case anyone wants to watch it, but even now, 3 years later, I get upset. I’m actually tearing up, ok crying, thinking about it. **TRIGGER WARNING** for the show. It’s something I had my daughter watch, so she would understand the dynamics of one person’s actions. She wanted to watch. She’s very kind, nurturing, and amazing. I’m most proud of her. She’s the best thing I’ve ever done or had. When I was in school, there was a girl (I still remember her name) who trapped another girl (smart, withdrawn personality) in a bathroom stall and was threatening to beat her up and saying all kinds of horrible things. I told the bully to leave her alone. She had done nothing to the bully. She turned around, backed me up into a sink and slapped me harder than I’ve ever been slapped. I did not cry because I didn’t want to give her the satisfaction. It was 1st or 2nd grade. The other girl left the stall and restroom. All who saw acted like they knew nothing about it. Even with a red handprint on my face, the teacher looked the other way. Even after the slap, I held my head high out of there to let the bully know she didn’t break my spirit…and then we grow up… I was always bullied and a lot of it was because I wasn’t afraid to confront those who were being bullied… I went to look for an official video, but there isn’t one.
So the video is actually a show on Netflix called 13 reasons why. It is a show on highschool bullying. She committed suicide due to the bullying. So, it KINDA relates.
Even tho the series wasn't as good to me as the book was 13 Reasons Why - the series the video came from is very powerful. That being said the fan made spliced video does take away from the song