READING VLOG ☀️🌊 actual beach reads and new hair 

There's honestly something so comforting about your vlogs - don't ever feel pressured to "create" something that is outside of your reality. Footage of an authentic morning coffee is always better than forced fun

whenever she said “it was a bad brain day” i just wanted to go through the screen and hug her 🥺❤️

When you said that you didn’t know what happened when you were 27 and how you used to have a happy sunshine mind and then it all changed, that really hit. That was so well put. So relatable and sad. I am 28 and I will randomly get hit with the “aren’t I supposed to be happy by now?” Feeling. Like, I’m an adult and I’m still so unfinished. I know that posting videos showing vulnerability is so hard. But this vlog made me feel something. And isn’t that what art is all about? So I applaud you for the bravery and I am hoping you all the best.

This is probably one of my favourite videos you’ve ever made. Such a good combo of book talk and intimate convos with us. Thank you Noelle, your openness is so comforting

there is literally no better way to start the weekend than with a new noelle vlog. we out here truly BLESSED

Sorry to hear it's a hard time for family right now. What I love most about you compared to other youtube is that you have your priorities straight and don't use RU-vid to create a fake idealistic persona. You're just authentic YOU and that's what your viewers enjoy!! So refreshing. Your new hair looks great!

I just graduated in August with my BS and I had a lot of really negative feelings towards school for the bulk of my career like you... What really helped me though, was to regularly remind myself how unbelievably fortunate I was to have the ability to attend school and get a degree; that I could afford it and I had the time to do it. Way too many people in our country never get that opportunity (I firmly believe post secondary education should be a right, not a privilege). Idk, it just helped to remind myself how lucky I was when too many people never get the chance to even finish high school, let alone go on to college. Reframing those negative thoughts to a place of gratitude can help a lot, at least it does for me.

I’m so there with you on having a better mentality about school. Starting university I was looking forward to it so much, but now three years in, the motivation is not there anymore, and my outlook is so negative. I understand how you feel & I’m sure a lot of others do as well❤️ gonna get through it we’re strong as hell woo!!

I understand what you are going through, I spent my last two semesters of my degree on Zoom and I got tired and frustrated and had no motivation to finish, but I did push through and I’m glad I did, so I can now appreciate what I learned more. Sending love and thanks for being yourself

i found your channel in such a difficult time of my life, and i'm so thankful for how you helped me get back into reading! your videos really bring me peace

Feeling low and anxious today! A Noelle vlogs is sooo needed!❤️ I’m thankful for your time and creativity to enrich our lives with wonderful content! You inspire me to broaden my horizons through literature and determination to fill time with both work and down time 🙂🥰

can we please take a second to discuss how she is actually SO naturally beautiful, oh my god. always in awe when watching her vids

“I didn’t read anything while I was there” is me every time I go go the salon 😹

Hi, there! I just noticed how many times you said you weren´t in the mood for vlogging, if you ever read this comment just wanna let you know that I´m sure a lot of your followers (me included, of course) will wait for you to feel good enough to create content.

always appreciate your honesty around your mental health. remember to be kind to yourself even when it feels hard; going for a walk, drinking water, napping, watching shows if i don't want to read is what has been working for me.

I love how honest your vlogs are. It’s not just a highlight reel of rainbows and butterflies but real life with ups and downs and “meh”. And it sounds like school has become an obligation rather than a passion, but I bet you’re right it’s due to the online environment. I always felt like school isn’t so much about what you’re learning in class, but rather time management and maintaining balance. You’ll get through it! And you’ll be stronger in future struggles because you’ve done it before! Xoxo

you are literally my comfort youtube creator. thank you for giving us content even when you don’t feel your best. I just wanted to give you a hug this whole vlog:( sending love to you sweet Noelle!

The "done with school" thing is soooo relatable. Literature has been my love for the entire 21 years of my life. Yes, I hated exams but I always loved the learning aspect of Literature during my undergraduate years. Even during academically stressful times, I never hated the subject. The last semester was the only time in my life when my love for literature was gone. It was a massive chore. I hated it. And now I'll probably go on for a Masters degree. And while, I really really want to do a masters in literature and I know that deep down my love is still there, idk how much of that love is gonna come to the surface. Ugh!

it's so funny 'cause you were like: so i started reading just last night and the characters are nice and this and that and i was like OK WHAT BOOK ARE U READING? it wasn't until you showed us the cover that i realized just last night was the name of the book lol :D love u your hair looks amazing

Ah yes. The moment we’ve all been waiting for. Noelle’s coffee is excellent once more.

I've been in a similar mindset towards school for the past 7-8 years. What has helped me is- •Never denying my feelings. There are no good or bad moods--feelings. They're our feelings that need to be tended to. I always ask myself why am I feeling this way and try to journal it with complete honesty, I type everything even the ones I don't want my loved ones to know about. Then I try to reason my feelings, usually, we know the answers to most confusion. • Next I stop doing everything for a moment, slowly pick up something I know makes me feel good. (Mostly it's making DIYs, reading, watching a good show) •Only then do I work/study. I'm a sensitive perfectionistic blob, so if I do a bad job because of my mood. It's like hell broke lose for me. I know people always say be grateful and optimistic. That's beautiful and hopeful, but there are days when everything is just blank as you said "a bad brain day". These days we don't have the mental capacity to address what's good in life, and for me when I try to be optimistic, it ends up making me sadder for not being grateful enough. It's a vicious cycle of self-hatred causing self-destruction. Denial can bleed these moments from some hours to months. I'm aware not everyone has the luxury to take breaks, but please try to in the little ways you can, we are working to live our lives, not the other way around. There is nothing wrong with being sad and feeling everything sucks, it's okay. In moments like this, the only thing that matters is us taking care of ourselves with compassion and resilience. Love you, Noelle! 💛

ugh thank you for this new upload 😭 we are blessed

This hair with that black top is *chef's kiss*. Appreciate your honesty. As a professional educator, I can tell you that virtual classes have been soul crushing. The isolation in the midst of a learning experience isn't good for anyone. I'm so sorry this is how grad school is ending for you. Much love from the Midwest 🥰

YES YES YES!!! I was hoping you would upload today 💕 Made my day! Can’t wait to see what you post in October 🎃

so happy that you spent time with your family and had a great time!! there’s no need to apologize for not “vlogging enough” at all. also: LOVE THE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!

I feel you noelle, thank you for bringing light into our lives even in those hard moments

I love your videos so much Noelle, they’re so calming and make me want to just sit down in a cozy spot with a book and read. You’re doing amazing and we’re all so proud of you ❤️

I love your vlogs so much!!! I really look forward to them 🧡 I love the honesty, realness and just how welcoming they are it’s like catching up with a friend 🥺💕

You got this Noelle! We're proud of everything you're doing. And never forget that your videos are literally the highlight of my week, like honestly they just make me the happiest ever:)

I really love your vlogs - whenever you post I instantly click to watch. It’s so refreshing to see someone just like me living a life just like mine (normal) and not trying to be anything too edited or doing these “influencer” things. I want you to know your feelings about school are so valid- and your open discussion about trying to have a better attitude about school resonates with me in relation to other things in my life. You’re doing a great job and thank you for sharing your life with us and normalizing living life and balancing priorities

can i just say i LOVE your vlogs so much 🥺 your hair looks SO GOOD, before you even showed it i knew it was gonna be great 😆 hope you’re doing great noelle!! your channel makes me so happy

noelle you're such a light spirit and literally so funny. i was cracking up throughout the whole video!! thank you for giving my friday a good start :)

every single time you upload, it’s like a precious gift to my own mental health. your videos (and especially vlogs) are so soothing and comforting to me, and it truly does not matter what’s going on in them, that doesn’t change. please never feel any kind of pressure to feel/act/be a certain way, or like you need to do something “exciting” for a vlog, just come as you are and share whatever you want regardless of what that means on a given day because that’s truly what we’re here for - just you! you are worthy at all times and your content is ALWAYS “good enough.” you’re amazing and we love you very much. 💖🍓💕 thank you for another wonderful video! 💜💜💜

sending you lots of love noelle!! you give us so much joy with your videos so I hope you know youre giving us a lot with these. take care of yourself 🥺🥺💕

i hope you know how comforting & reassuring so many of your words are. i really understood what you meant when discussing school & the language you use when speaking about it. hearing you describe the difference between i “get” to read this vs. i “have” to read this was actually really really helpful for me so as always thank you so much for being so awesome

Sending you all the love & good vibes, Noelle!! I’m sorry your mental health has been tough lately. Just know that so many of us care about you & you provide so much joy just by being yourself 💕💐

Not the hair GLOWING in the LIGHT!!! Looks so good, Noelle!!!😍

i love you sm and just wanted to let ya know you are not alone. anx&dep are so exhausting but i am so proud of you for fighting. LOOK AT YOU, how far you've come and how amazing you're doing. uploading, caring about doggies, reading, doing school, loving. what a WARRIOR. we love you ♥

omg yesterday i was rewatching your old reading vlogs!! so fun to see a new one :)

not me being so happy with noelle sipping and then EXCELLENT EXCELLENT bc we know the coffee machine has been acting weird

i love you so so so much, thank you for being on internet because i am truly thankful for your channel and you yourself. you are my friend in my head (not in a psycho way) 💌

your excitement about the book coming at the end made me so happy. I had a big smile on my face because you seemed genuinely excited!!

wow your hair looks AMAZING!!! ugh i just love your energy so much, thanks for uploading today :)

You underestimate how much light you bring to those who watch your channel, sweet friend. Just by showing up, being yourself, being vulnerable, sharing your passion for literature, and allowing us into your heart and home. It all brings so much light and in a world that's filled with lots of darkness these days, that's a blessing. Remember that on your bad brain days (also, stealing that phrase because it's incredibly accurate.) P.S. I'm in love with RomComs, but haven't ventured into more serious romance novels like One True Loves sounds like. Might have to pick it up and give it a try!

Wow thank you for being so candid about what you’re going through, it can be so tough to talk about what you’re going through. Remember it’s always okay to take time off to tend to your mental health. Whether that’s a couple weeks off from work, a semester off from school, or a while away from RU-vid - take care of yourself

I feel for you, Noelle. Grad school was absolutely hell on my mental health. I honestly couldn't imagine doing it during a pandemic and being virtual. Just know that your feelings are super valid and you aren't alone in them at all. I hope things get better. ALSO... I'm 27 too and confirm that this is a weird ass age to be and my mental health is spiraling. Your videos are a bright spot for me though, so I hope you know how much that means.

I love the "just come hang out with me while reading"-vibe! Soo calming and cosy to have on while knitting

I adore your vlogs and really appreciate how you talk about mental health. I relate to a lot of what you said about school & mental health. I am also trying to have a more positive attitude towards studying and how I talk about it. Thank you for this vlog Noelle, I really needed it this week xx

I feel you on the "way you talk about school" part because I am literally "reading" for school as I watch this video and the whole time I've just been thinking "I hate school right now" but also I am grateful to be in school...? The flashback clips made me laugh because it really do be like that😂 Thanks for always making me laugh, Noelle! I hope you have a great week 🧡

RE what you said about us just caring about the vlogs rather than a documentary whilst that is kinda true, what is even truer is that we care about YOU. Seeing you is always a joy - whatever you’re doing or however you’re feeling. Be gentle with yourself ❤️

noelle's videos literally brighten my day so much. thank you for who you are!

Hey Noelle! I love that despite your struggles you are still such a bright light and you allow yourself to share and make others feel they are not alone. I so wish more people like you existed in the world ❤️

Honestly Noelle - I felt the same way when I turned 27… I feel like it is such a pivotal moment in your life where you question everything you loved before that moment and basically turn into a new person. I used to be so frustrated wishing I could just be who I was before but that’s the beautiful thing about life 😛 growth and change. You are SO incredible and have the most beautiful soul. Just wanted to say you’re not alone ❤️ thank you for talking about hard things like this.

OMG!!! I love your vlogs so much. I literally watch them every single day. 🥰❤️

The "Noelle 5 seconds ago" bit was so good haha! I'm right at the end of my PhD and I totally get your feelings towards school. The pandemic being mixed with being so far into academia already just made me feel really overwhelmed and exhausted. But I know I'll miss this part of my life when it's over so I've been trying to tell myself to appreciate it while I have it! What I love about your vlogs is how candid they are. So if you don't vlog because you're in the moment with family or having a bad brain day, that's totally okay! Also your hair looks fantastic! ❤️ I think my favourite romance book is actually more of a breakup book haha (so maybe doesn't even count)! It's Out of Love by Hazel Hayes and it's heart breaking but hopeful all at the same time. It basically starts with the couple breaking up and then moves backwards in time through their relationship!

Girl!! We all have days like you described in the vlog . I love your honesty. We need more of that in social media. Don’t change being you!! 😀

Thank you for your honesty and I know I am not alone in saying this, but your vlogs are very comforting and relatable because they are authentic. I have had so many bad brain days in the past year and a half which is also abnormal for me so it’s nice to know I am not alone. Thanks for being real! Also, I love your new hair! 🧡

5:14 - 5:20 i cannot stop laughing oh gosh *wipes tears*... noelle that was astounding lolll!

i love you and your vlogs so much omg. you make my day everytime i watch any of your videos. you are so sweet and so beautiful!!!! im in awe, really. i love how you address us and talk to us hahah and i hope you are doing well today + feeling much better. 💗💗💗✨

omg your hair is perfect!!!

NOELLE the color of your eyes with this bright hair color??? STUNNING

Bad brain day- I’m having one right now and I started crying when you said that and the tone you said that in made me feel so seen for a moment. Thank you for that little moment today, your authenticity really made me feel less lonely.

these vlogs give me a warm hug and make me smile I love you

Noelle, we're here because we love your vlogs and because you're honest about what you really wanna show on your channel. Your energy is amazing, your books recommendations are awesome and specially that you don't fake your reality just to film some videos. You are who you are and we truly appreciate it!

I just smiled seeing that you posted a video!! Your videos really make my day (lol week) 😅

Sending you lots of love and good vibes queen!! Thanks for still giving us great content even when you're going through it 💜

Thank you so much for your vlogs, they help me when I have a bad brain day. Sending you a huge hug from the UK, I adore watching your videos they are so comforting to watch like coming back to an old friend ❤️

i went on exchange right, and didn’t really watch ANY booktube videos in basically 4 months, and now i’m always done with my noelle catch up marathon and i’m just LOVING it. thank you for making me feel less alone in this country. btw your hair looks AMAZING!

I struggle with getting really low thoughts and not feeling like myself, but when I just keep going and work on being kind to myself, it really helps. Just wanted to let you know that, even though it's rough right now, things will be okay. Keep taking care of yourself and be gentle with yourself

Thank you so much for your videos!! I love how you opened up about how you're feeling. I relate so much to the feeling of your brain "changing", I feel like that happened to me too, when I was 23! I hope you feel better soon. Take care ❤️

Your hair looks great! I completely agree with what you said about your attitude about school. I feel like the better I talk about school the more I enjoyed it.

THANK GOD I have had a terrible week so thanks for making me laugh today!! New hair is so cute! 😍

I love your vlogs dont worry about them!!!! We’re here for you, what you show us is yours to decide:)

Noelle, I love your vids. We don't even share the same taste in books but I still love watching you. You make my day better. I just want you to know that. And I'll enjoy your videos through optimism, pessimism, bad brain days, etc. You're so special and wonderful. And worthwhile. And like you said at the end, don't feel pressured. Your supporters are here for you, whether your vid is "perfect" or not. I know our brains can be filled with negative, intrusive thoughts and it's hard to believe kind things about ourselves at times but just know that you make someone's day better every day. I teared up when you spoke so candidly about your "bad brain day" because I know exactly how that feels. 🖤

For me, it isn’t the constant updates about the books. I love the vlogs because your personality is relatable & makes me smile. We appreciate you. 🥰 I struggle with a lot of anxiety & I’m also an ER nurse in a pandemic. 🥴 this might sound weird but your voice is soothing. & I appreciate the honesty about “bad brain days” because it makes me feel human again. Also, love the hair. 🤍✌🏻

Watching this a little late but, I want to say, I appreciate your honesty about your mental health. We all struggle and it’s nice knowing we’re not alone. I was thinking about all the stuff you are juggling (school, work, and RU-vid) and I want to say you are a beast and you are killing it!! I hope you see this so you know how amazing you are. I genuinely LOVE you videos and I love seeing the good and the bad days. You’re not alone ❤️❤️❤️

I enjoy this vlogs so much

always love your vlogs, they are so comforting ! sending you an abundance of hugs

I get so excited every time I see you upload! I love your videos!

I’m sorry to hear about your rough days - but there really is always better times. I used to feel like my brain was sick and never saw and ending, but here I am in better times. You bring so much joy to so many people. Love you and your vlogs and sending good vibes!

The serotonin you saying “my sweet little turtle doves” gave me 💕💕

Awww.. i totally get the whole online class thing, been doing it myself. Just hold tight, think of what this masters degree is going to give you,everytime you feel overwhelmed with all the school stress remember why you started it in the first place,it'll give you patience and motivation. Hold tight. Big bear hug to you. ❤

It means a lot to me to hear you talk about your mental health. Really makes me feel less alone and I can’t thank you enough for your honesty

I love your vlogs. I don't know when exactly I started to follow you, but I'm very happy I did. You comfort and relax me in so many ways. I always look forward to your new videos, especially your vlogs. When you said "I had such a happy brain for 26 years and then when I turned 27 I just lost it", it was like you were reading my mind. I have not been in a good place mentally lately, and I turned 27 this year. A lot of things are changing, as well within ourselves as in the world. A lot has happened, and we can't forget or underestimate the impact it has on all of us. You hit me hard with this vlog, because I could totally relate. And I know there are a lot of people out there who also relate to this. That's the fun thing about you though : you keep it so real. I'm glad you spend so much time with your family and enjoyed yourself. That's so important. Keep doing things for yourself, how small they may seem. Thank you for everything

YAY IM SO EXCITED FOR THIS💗💗

Dude. My brain switched around 27 also. You're not alone my friend, and this vlog was fabulous. The honesty and self awareness was what I needed in my life and I didn't even know it

I just have such mad respect for your consistency to keep some kind of exercise in your life when you're having bad days. That is my biggest struggle and even though I know it helps me feel better I can't find the motivation. Much love ❤️💯

Another amazing vlog! I'm about to read Just Last Night and I'm kind of relieved now to know that its not just a fluffy romance. Keep your head up girl, I'm rooting for you

ahh I loved this video so much, it felt like a warm blanket ❤️

I'm so glad you finally read it!! It's the only TJR book I've read and I absolutely loved it!!! No one talks about it

You’re in the thick of it, it will get easier and your hard work will pay off. Love your vids and your recommendations have introduced me to so many great books!

Jeepers, I adore your personality/sense of humor 🥰😍😂😭 make me smile/laugh so much!

I absolutely agree with you about the way you feel and think about studying. I've been feeling very unmotivated to study these days. Just lost that kind of determination you need. I absolutely loved Malibu Rising. It was my first book by her and I adored it. Definitely want to read more of her older books now. One True Loves sounds wonderful ☺

I love your vlogs! You are so authentic and inspiring!

27 was a hard year! It's a weird sort of in-between age. Plus the way we conduct school, work, social time is so different from what we humans are designed to experience it really can cause trauma to your emotional and mental health. And school online is SO MUCH harder than in person. The community of academia is harder to enjoy without in person energy. Thank you for being so honest with your audience, and documenting what this bizarre time in history is like. Also, your videos are a great inspiration for reading materials! Thank you!

Ah Noelle, your videos are awesome! They really brighten my day. You don’t need to apologise for anything, I just come here to feel like your online friend and I love hearing about your life! Hugs from the UK 🌼

i really love your videos and they make my day. i hope you feel better soon. everything will be alright!!!

Your hair looks beautiful! And don’t apologize for how you feel. We all have our own struggles. Own your feelings and move on. You are amazing! You bring joy to me and so many others. Keep on keepin on. ❤️❤️

Always lovely to watch a Noelle video ❤️ I'm sorry to hear that your having some mental health difficulties and I hope you are feeling better in yourself soon 💕 sending love and light 💕

Your channel is my favorite! Thank you for being you! We like seeing you on good and bad brain days! It’s raw and real and helps me know that I’m not alone 🧡