Real Talk: It's not always easy to follow your Calling 

Praying the lord will send you a girlfriend & future wife who shares the same desires as you do Alwyn & you can both be in ministry together,the love of the lord radiates from you the lord will give you the desires of your heart God bless you as you minister for him & remember there are thousands praying for you 🙏

This makes total sense. I’m a woman and every day it’s me and Jesus! I thought I would be married by now, but it turned out totally differently! I too am doing it alone . Jeremiah 29:11 all day, everyday! His is faithfuls! That’s my King!

being called is a lonely life, I was called to leave the UK and go to Colombia, some days I think about what my friends ad family are doing and some days I am happy to be with God, it feels right and now I cannot imagine not being alone and having my 1-2-1 with God as much as it is difficult at times, its something I love

❤️ He must increase, and we must decrease. Decreasing isn’t always easy. Persevere, Alwyn. If you lay your dreams down at the cross, your dreams are in the most perfect place they can be for redemption and restoration. He promises to restore the years the locusts and cankerworms have destroyed. God bless you with peace and purpose as you wait for your day of resurrection. Keep working for Jesus. You will see that He’s going to restore exceedingly, abundantly above all you’ve ever hoped for or imagined. Keep your eyes on the Eastern skies. Be blessed beyond measure. 🙏

We are so happy to have you brother. I hope things get better for you. I'm praying now. GOD, bless this man.

A great privilege to sacrifice "our lives" and die to self in order to FOLLOW CHRIST 🤗 HALLELUJAH 🕊👏🤗

I remember some time after getting married and felt so strongly to get off birth control. I felt called to be a mother. I have 4 children ages 17 down to 12. I am raising them up in the Lord and praying He uses them mightily! I do feel like the Lord has more in store for my life still and I believe there is nothing that will compare. I am learning to trust Him and lay down my desires for His plan. Thanks Alwyn for sharing your heart. Thanks for being real and reminding us that there is sacrifice so we don't talk ourselves out of God's best when it gets hard. Bless you brother! Enjoy the beach :) We would have been there the end of June in Maryland but my daughter broke her arm in school so we postponed it until August. Love the beach! But we are making the most of our time at home right now. Prayers for your travels and for reaching many souls for Christ. You are so strong in Him! Take care.

be encouraged, God knows your heart and will provide in His Time.

You make perfect sense, brother. The cost has always been high. Thank you for your obedience!

When I was a child/teenager, I was very shy and introverted and spent a lot of my time alone and admit now I was quite lonely. Throughout that time, I always knew I had 'someone' to talk to. Now, as an adult, I find myself spending more time alone again, I love my space and talk to the Lord and am waiting happily for him to take me wherever he wants me to go 😊🙏

God bless you Alwyn for being obedient to the Lord. We love you and are praying for you! You are right! God is RAISING UP AN ARMY IN THESE LAST DAYS. Please pray for clarity for me on what he wants me to do. I left a dangerous and abusive situation and moved nearly 400 miles to start over. My daughter and I are safe now, which I am very thankful to God for rescuing us! But I KNOW he is calling me to do more. Time is so short! I need direction. Thanks anyone for your prayers! ❤ Lori and Elina.

Amen and Amen!!! In 2009 Father God told me I was to contend for The Kingdom of Heaven. And since this Kingdom is within us I needed to contend with my own walk with Father. And it has cost me, but Jesus filled the "vacancies" left by my gradual shedding of self. We are to approach this Kingdom like a child, which means you approach this Kingdom without preconceived notions. I had to shed my "religion", which brought me into conflict with my four elder siblings and their spouses.

There's no turning back. When I think about what Jesus did for me, I can't turn back. It's still very hard, and can be lonely. But God, I have your perfect peace, something I never had in all my life. Thank you Lord, Father God.

You are never alone my brother. The Holy Spirit is always with you..

Amen 🙏 Alwyn it is a narrow and Lonely Road for his Chosen ❤️‍🔥👑🙌🕊 But The Lord is Worthy 💯

Thank you for your candor in this message. My single Christian friends and I discuss this all the time: make no mistakes--truly following Christ WILL cost you. These two verses come to mind: "those who follow the Lord will never lack any good thing. (Paraphrase)." And of course, "seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness. And all these things shall be added..." When His timing is right, He will give you the desires of your heart, according to His perfect will... 🙏👌

Hi, Brother Alwyn, When we, left the place where we lived all our lives to come to Utah, I had not realized the cost of leaving everyone and everything we ever knew. I guess, I hadn't realized until about 4 yrs later, the cost of it or how much this really HAD BEEN His path. Because I hadn't fully known that this was HIS PLAN, the cost of it didn't reveal itself immediately. You are spot on. Right after I watched this, I heard the spirit quote 1 Cor 2. It seemed it was for you, too, regarding your own heart: “Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, Nor have entered into the heart of man The things which God has prepared for those who love Him.” But God has revealed them to us through His Spirit."

“I am excited to do the work of the Lord” and I know EXACTLY what that is in Jesus’ name.

Trust me Alwyn, I know that it is not easy even when one doesn't have as great ministry as you have. For me it was very very hard to stay in a bad marriage for 40 years. If i didn't love the Lord with all my heart I would left long time ago. But i did endure, and after all God took him, and i am relieved. We have to follow the Lord because we love Him more than we love our life. God bless you.

I is really been hard and scary. My next step is beyond comprehension and I don't want to do it alone. Pray for me please

Recently I surrendered my husband's salvation 💯% to the Lord and I also surrendered the "I will only be happy and satisfied once he gets saved by the Lord!" My desires for his salvation became an idolatry in my life. I also had healing as an idolatry; that I would only be happy once the pains in my body that limit activity are gone leave/get healed and delivered from. I also let that go. I also accepted my calling is intimacy with the Lord, to do His will in each and every moment and let go of any idolatry I have with knowing what God's plans are for me and for the ministry calling!!!❤ Yes, there are costs and myfaith has been tested! All of my family members are unbelievers (except one aunt), my family of origin are deceased and that getslonely sometimes. I am called to lay down even more to say yes 100% for the Lord's work. Even willing to let go of having a "retirement plan" or "home ownership" and come fully to you Lord loving you with all (ALL) of my heart, mind, soul and strength ❤❤❤ Bless you Alwyn from 🇨🇦🙏

YES! This message makes perfect sense. We are in the last days and we are in a battle. It's time for a soldier mentality. Delight in Him and He will give the desires of our hearts at the RIGHT TIME.

May the Lord bless you Alwyn.

God will make a way where there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see. He will make a way❤❤❤.

proud of you 🇿🇦 all the glory goes to God ❤️

making TOTAL sense! 👍 God knows the cost and He is the ONE we L❤️VE!!!

Thank you for this video! 🙏🏻 I’m also going through a period of being on my own and finding my purpose in Christ! It’s good to know that there are other people in a similar journey and that we’re not alone!

She will come at the right time, and she will inspire you to always say Yes to Jesus, whatever the cost... 🩵 There is nothing we can do... we are soldiers for His Kingdom... 🙏🕊🙏🔥 Not by might nor by power but by His Spirit ❤️‍🔥 He died for us so that we can live eternally 🔥🕊🤍

Thanks for faithfully answering God's call 🔥

1:30 I know what that feels like. I’m 33 years old and for the past 10 years I have traveled all over all alone trying to play pro basketball. Still looking for a team. But I know what it’s like to travel alone. You are never alone. God is always with you. God bless Alwyn. You are right there is a cost. I lost all the people that I thought really supported me and were my friends. Luckily, I do have my family, but even they are sick of helping me pursue this dream and I have to find me outside of my family.

Amen, I choose to answer God's call, I've sacrificed everything (job, family, church, house, friends, etc) but haven't seen the fruits yet, patiently waiting on the Lord for His direction. Amen

It’s all coming together as God sets us all apart. Keep up the great work. Blessings!!!

Hi Alwyn, you are truly hitting the nail on the head with this message. 29 years on in my walk with The Lord, I still wonder at the roller coaster time I've been on. My hand is stuck on the plough, Hallelujah. Only God!!! I wouldn't want my life to be without Jesus, ever. Stay safe, enjoy the sun, it's quite cold in Durbanville, South Africa. GOD IS ABSOLUTELY GOOD. Shalom🙏🙌🕊️🕊️🕊️♥️

Thanks for having this Heartfelt "Heart to Heart" ❤ conversation with us, it's well appreciated. 😊

Thanks, brother. You always speak to my heart. The cost is so high, but, as the song goes, "I'd rather have Jesus than anything..."

Thank you for talking about this! It's easy to become discouraged along the way, but we keep our eyes on Jesus - He's always faithful 🙏

Sometimes those days where it's just you and Jesus are the best ever. Nothing compares to the beauty of being with Him in the stillness and hearing the voice of the Holy Spirit. God bless you Alwyn. Christ in you, the hope of glory.

Following Christ and answering the call can sometimes be lonely and difficult. But the peace on earth and reward in heaven will be great! I am willing to lay it all down to follow Him, the lover of my soul. I wouldn’t want to do anything but. Amen and thank you Alwyn!

It's making sense. What I had to "give up" per the world and let go left me distraught, grief stricken and directionless for a short period of time. But at that same time, I experienced the most incredible outpouring of Holy Spirit / love of God of my lifetime. Hands down, I'm His and on board with Jesus. No greater love, life, purpose. Song of Solomon 6:3

Amen Alwyn❤Solitude with The Lord Is ALWAYS Preparing Us for What's Next!!! But Thank YOU for your transparency & Sharing God's Truth With Us daily,ITS SO REFRESHING TO SEE SOMEONE LOVING JESUS LIKE THIS,KEEP DOING THE WILL OF THE FATHER HE'S SHINING THE LOVE OF JESUS THRU YOU💙GOD BLESS YOU PRECIOUS BROTHER-IN-CHRIST!!!

So good! Answering God's call really has been one of the toughest, yet most fulfilling things in life. There are tears of pain, loss and hardship along the journey, yet tears of deep gratefulness and joy at the same time 🥲. There is no love without pain. It's all part of the Lord perfecting love in us - us gaining more of Jesus as we lose our lives and find it in Him ❤. I wouldn't wanna trade Him for anything else in this world! "For whoever desires to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for My sake will find it." Matt 16:25

I get you on this. Every day is me and Jesus, he provides everything I need. Yes, I can feel lonely sometimes, but hopefully it’s not forever. Never turning back!

Yes Alwyn. My current calling is my marriage and family and I have to give up everything else.

Absolutely right... There is a cost to fulfill God's call on our life, and it can feel lonely, isolated and painful. Well said for this honest message. Well done Alwyn. Xx... May God give you peace and encouragement.

Jesus will count what you sacrificing....Jesus...You are worthy of it all. For from You are all things and to You are all things...All Glory belong to the Lord ❤

Brother Alwyn,.. I Have Been Sensing A Change Coming In my Life That Will Make A Greater Demand Than What Has Been ReQuired Since 2015 And A Totally Different Realm Of Demands I Needed To Hear This I Have Not Pondered The Things I Will Miss As I Have Been In Such Excited Anticipation- With Great Sobriety Too- Of The Doors To The Next Part Of The Call Opening Wado 🙏 Shalom Shalom

Amen 🙌 I needed this! Thank you for reminding me that the cost is always worth it!! Hallelujah!!

Alwyn, you are such a so strong man in the LORD. And I am sure, the LORD smile when HE see you doing HIS will in your life. And oh my, yes, it is a wonderful, but sometimes very hard part, to do HIS will. But we know HIS love and mercy is always with us. and HIS peace, too. much love and nothing can be more precious tha follow the LORD!

It's not easy at all, but it's so worth it. On Tuesday the Lord woke me up at 3am Jeremiah 29, the entire chapter was highlighted. I've read it before, but I felt like God wanted me to apply it to my personal situation. I could not understand initially how it applied, partly because I was very mentally tired from dealing with my family situation. But I kept pressing in and last night the revelation came. The Lord is not removing me from this chaos because He wants to use me right where I am. His plan for me led me here and His plan will guide me through to the good outcome that He has planned for me. Right now the situation is at a boiling point. I'm tired and sometimes feel like I'm alone and slowly drowning. But I've made up my mind not to slip back into depression, so I continue to fight. To die daily to myself and to trust God, that He is my Father and His plans for me are good and not harm me. He is shaping me and molding me into a strong warrior for the Kingdom. But boy oh boy, this journey can really get sooo rough at times 😓

Yes the path is not easy, well said. I struggle with how different my life is just because l said yes to him. Some days it makes me sad. I applaud you for going the full time ministry route 👏👏

Most days for 12 years been me and the Lord too. Cancer, incurables and God had kept me alive for such a time as this. Love you Alwyn❤thanks for your honesty and kindness and loving us. God Bless You✝️🌺

Yes I'm in NZ and during the time I have served my King Jesus there has been sacrifice that makes me cry but Jesus has given me peace during this calling bringing many to His kingdom. God bless you.❤ New Zealand

Amen ❤❤❤❤❤❤ Brother Alwyn something that you need to know is this. You are special and a gift to the World. Even when you go buy a coffee it is a ministry because people see you in a wheelchair emanating the Light of God. And it encourages them. Also, you are a very different image of what people have had of a white South African man. You are not only an ambassador for Christ but also your Nation. We Love You So Much. Stay Encouraged.

I feel the same way, Alwyn. But it is so much more peaceful / rewarding to be single until the Lord provides or leads us to the right divinely appointed spouse. Then when one gets married and becomes busy with children, they tend to miss the amount of free time they previously had prior to marriage . We tend to want the very thing we don’t have - fear of missing out. But that’s okay and totally normal. Thank you for your incredible ministry and blessing us always! Praying for the Lord to give you the desires of your heart! ❤

Dear Alwyn Uys God told me that u are making the path for your own miracle healing through your faith and own belief for healing...you are making a path of disabled believers believe and gave faith in the healing miracle process...that is your ultimate mission in this life..and God told me u will be healed and it will be televised just to show the world your Great Amazing Faith and Miracle that only God can do for You...i hope i can be there and see how it will manifest and change change the World for God is goung to show through you that Mirackes still happen today for those who believe....❤😇😇❤🙏🙏 i am alone in my journey as well, but God reassures me everyday that " in the end the first will last and the last will be first " because of their belief and trust in him...God Bless You

Praying as you serve the Lord that he sends Godly, hospitable people to bless you with the fellowship at the right times!

You're so loved Alwyn. There's a humble anointing upon you that truly catches us in the worst moments. God is using you for the darks moments in his people lives. So refreshing to see among many who backslid on preaching a different gospel. I pray for you everyday and will continue so for many years, even after Jesus bless you with healing and you testify on RU-vid about it.

I'm doing my best to carry my cross - 18 years going it alone in the UK. Praise God it's been a ride, but always safe and provided for. Lonely sometimes and and many tears especially recently but trusting Him

Amen. It's not always easy. Buckle up buttercup!!

Alwyn, you are a loving brother in the LORD and I can completely understand your deep relationship with Jesus. For me too, HE is the treasure in the field and no person or things can give the happiness that HE gives. Warm greetings from Germany

Yes I can really testify about this!! It’s a price and my path is very solitude between me and Jesus the most part of my calling even for church community in person I don’t have that’s a price also, because the church’s wrong doctrine. But thank God for His Grace only that sustain us! I belive the Lord will give to you a family wife partnership of your calling even both of you will be together serving the Lord in His perfect will!! And a children full of the gifts serving Lord Jesus together blessings.

Makes much sense. I am also single but I've known who my Kingdom Spouse is for about 2,5 years now. I'm happy to fulfill the calling in my life too. It's going go be worth all of it. God's will be done, not mine. Amen

You keep me encouraged. I keep Faith in Jesus even as I constantly struggle to provide groceries and basic necessities for my children both of my sons are special needs taking care of them can be overwhelming at times but I seek and find comfort in our Lord Jesus. God has carried me through so far. Faith is all we need.💕❤️❤️ All things are possible with Our HEAVENLY FATHER.❤️❤️

I'm so grateful that you share this msg brother in the Lord 🙏🏽 I was actually talking about it earlier,how not many speak the raw truth accepting the call over your life isn't easy! Must deny yourself and decrease as He increases, daily battles with yourself to walk in the Spirit 🙏🏽 HalleluYah God bless you always 🙏🏽 i wasn't even following your second channel but your video popped up to encourage me, the body of Christ needs to speak the raw truth and hard way/narrow path to encourage believers so we dont feel alone in this,and not tingling ears at this point 🙏🏽 amen

I've been walking with the Lord for twenty years. I am so thankful He chose me and I would never want to go back to the life I was living before Christ. Today is living in the good and bad times... The storms of life because of Jesus. I am nothing without Him and I know it. Not sure exactly what my calling is but I get up everyday and I choose Him. I am forever thankful and I know I am loved today unconditionally by the Creator. There are days I would rather be Home with the Lord than down here, but I know he has a plan and a purpose for me being here. God bless you always, Alwyn. You are so amazing. I am grateful for you. Enjoy your time in the States.🙏🕊️✝️🤗

About a year ago, I woke up in the night and I was about to put my feet on the floor and I heard "count the cost". I am single as well and I am also focusing on my walk and answering the call on my life. I can relate to this message.

Amen! Thanks Alwyn, this word came at a perfect timing for me to hear your genuine message, cause l am just going to do it anyway! Taking up my cross and to follow him, and yes it's not easy, it's by His Grace l can do it, and l give my BIG Abba Daddy a big thank you to him. ❤🎉❤🎉thank you Jesus Thank you Alwyn.. much love, thanks for being the real deal!🙏👍🥰😘👏👋😊😊

Wow. This is so encouraging because I have been feeling a heaviness and loneliness these past couple of weeks. As I seek the Lord, He is showing me that as I admit to feeling "lonely", to not feel ashamed, but to talk to Him about it, just be real. I think in Christian circles, it is perhaps unfashionable to say things like "I feel lonely" or "a little depressed". The Lord has allowed it, He wants me to tell Him about my feelings, and this is just part of the journey. Be real brothers and sisters. As we "die to self", some unease, loneliness, lowly feelings, impatience, etc.... is going to manifest in our souls! Psalm 131:2 is a beautiful picture of surrendering like a weaned child with its mother. We will have tears and angst, but in due time He will lift us up. Don't let yourself feel ashamed for feeling some negative emotion. It's normal and biblical - 2 Cor. 6:4-10. Be encouraged... He will lift you up in due time😊🙏

Many years ago I made a list of things that I wanted for every aspect of my life. I looked at my list and I said to God that I knew my character was not enough and if it was his will, I know he prepare me, but I also said to him that if these things were not his will then I give up everyhing to serve him. After that, God began to work in my life in a new way. I had given up everything to be his vessel. It's been painful. Sometimes I wonder if I will never have a godly partner. Sometimes I wonder if I will never become a mum. God can answer this prayer however he wants to. We can't be entitled to have more than Jesus had or avoid the suffering he endured. He spaid for everything so he is worth everything.

"Count the cost and do it anyway" My goodness brother Alwyn. I really thank God for your wisdom and raw honesty about what it is "really" like to follow Jesus with your whole heart. It is not all sunshine and roses. There are many lonely days but our hope, courage, and fulfillment is in Him; doing what He has created us to be and do in the earth. I am reminded of the scripture when Jesus told those around Him that He only did what He saw the Father doing. As a fully human being, He also had to lay aside everything to fulfill the plan of God for His life and ministry here on earth. I am also reminded of the scripture that says "As He is, so are we in this world." My daily prayer is to truly die to all the things that rally for my attention and that I may be in this journey as Jesus was and desire to only do what I see The Father doing by His Holy Spirit! Not by power, nor by might, but by His Spirit. I thank God for the grace He has put on your life to minister truth to us and those He has called you to. May your days of sunshine and roses increase in the midst of your obedience to Him in fulfilling the call on your life! You are a true blessing to me and the Body of Christ!

I agree, Alwyn, that the call on your life is definitely worth it. For some, placing Jesus first may actually cost familial, along other relationships, which Jesus also warned us about. If you have the support of family that is truly an added blessing. 🌹I also agree, wholeheartedly, that surrendering to God’s will is the most secure place to be. 🌹For many, their call may take them through seasons where it is truly the LORD and them, alone. But there are those within the pages of the Bible who experienced this which offers added encouragement and confidence. And what Glory it brings to His Name when His Grace and Strength to persevere are so powerfully displayed.🌹

No its not easy at all, but I know what I want and it is definitely it give back to our God for saving me! We need more prophets and Christians in the world Thank you I really enjoy your worship and talks. I take everything you say to heart! Prays for you! 🙏

May the Lord still the storm of what's been weighing on your mind @Alwyn, yes the life of answering Christ's call is a life of constant surrender- every promise laid down at His feet- not only once but throughout our lifetime. Thank you for answering the call and for being brave enough to say "no" to the distractions that may try to get your attention off the Lord. Keep your heart and mind fixed and set firmly on Jesus and He will help you fulfill His plan for your life. Matthew 6:33 & Hebrews 12:1-12🙏🏻 praying for you friend 🙏🏻 blessings ✨️

Whoa!😮Yes, Father! The call is great! Praise God!🎉🙏Blessings!🙂🙏

I look at the 12 Apostles answering the call, most of them not married, and they all sacrificed their lives! And they chose to stay and follow. It’s not easy but it will be all worth it to hear in the end : “ well done good and faithful servant “ wow!! 🕊️🕊️🕊️

You make perfect sense Alwyn. There is a price to pay. But it will be worth it. Hang in there Alwyn. We appreciate you.

Alwyn thank you truly for the heartfelt message. We know as believers that we never walk alone, but I understand your feeling of loneliness and the deep stress in your mind. God has called me to be a pilot while helping men I know to follow Christ, and lately I've struggled with anxiety, run-ins with family members who are nonbelievers, poor sleep, and heartache for a partner. But I take so much encouragement from you and people in these comments going through similar hardship. And we must remember Jesus knows our pain, for the 'Son of Man had nowhere to lay His head.' Matthew 8:20. Stay strong in the faith, and praise the Spirit of Christ for being with us!

Yes, you are speaking truth.... I've been in ministry for 14 years with my family. I am now entering a new season and feeling the price... But I know that G-d has something bigger in the works... I just can't see it yet. Thank you for sharing. Although in different countries, know you are not alone. Blessings and prayers. Also, your daily words and messages have become a source of encouragement for me and have increased my faith and walk with the Lord. Seeing your faith in action and words, has made my faith stronger

I can identify with you. I am a solo traveller and it does have its pros and cons. It can get a little lonely when you’re by yourself. But the fact that I can talk to Jesus and feel His presence all around me., just reassures me that m I’m not alone. I do agree, it’s not an easy journey. God is faithful.

Thank you thank you Alwyn. This makes so much sense. This scripture keeps coming back to me - Luke 9.62 at times of seeking the Lord's will in a given situation. My thought for the day yesterday was "Will you release to Me your lesser, for My Greater?" I say YES to paying the cost.

I love the realness & honesty. There are churches saying we should "prosper" instead of laying down our life.

Ty 😊 No looking back, GO forward because God is using us to be a greater blessing to expand our hearts, spiritual hearing. Kingdom work. Unconditional love and resilience

I could so relate when you said most days it's just you & Jesus. I've been called to write, and I feel this way often. Thank you, Alwyn!

Amen for praying And we say thank for how you are in Christ Enjoy you coffee

All my days for the last 22 months it has been just me and God. The Holy Spirit owns me completely. No matter how high the price is, I would not have it any other way. NOTHING compares ♥️🔥

Amen Brother!🔥🔥🔥🙏 This message was very timely.

We have no choice! Like it or not, it's surreal, alone as a dog, near death experience but, we have no choice! Praise the Lord! ❤️‍🔥🔥❤️‍🔥

I’ve been in many conversations with our father about this topic. Sometimes I ask him to keep the suffering necessary to fulfill his will for me here, and to not allow for any unnecessary suffering at this time. I have been called to be a wife and a mother, and my whole life I have felt this calling. The desire to be beside a wonderful man and to aid him in our endeavors for the glory of God. While I have laid my future down to him, and I trust him with it- with every step, I also have to keep myself in check. He is more important. Thank you for this message.

I once heard a Rabbi say.. Wherever you are in the world Whatever has happened in your life was all done to bring you to this exact precise moment in time You are exactly where God wants you to be.. When you look at your life like that, it changes everythjng because if everything in my life hadnt happened the way it did then I wouldnt be where I am today. I would never have called out to God for help pleading with Him to heal my broken heart and take the unbearable pain away. I woukd never have admitted I was a sinner and cried out to Him in tears begging forgiveness. Everything happens for a reason, all part of Gods perfect plan, Gods perfect plan from the very beginning. Glory be to God Amen

I can’t help but feel that not answering the call is a much greater cost. I think we must not count the cost. If we don’t answer the call, we may end up like Jonah in the whale, and he had to answer the call anyway! Following the call is an honour and a privilege, nothing in life is easy.

Amen Alwyn,, God is good. I’m so glad that your enjoying yourself, opportunities and chances happen and you should say yes to Him, His call. He makes it all worth it, daily. 😊 🤗

Alwyn, thank you for being so raw and vulnerable with us strangers. Your admonishment to us is important. As far as your being “fit” for the calling, you ARE. Those dreams that God has planted in your heart are not selfish. They help to make you YOU. Your hopes and dreams outside of your calling are actually a sign of LIFE in you! He told us He came to give us life in ABUNDANCE! It’s important that you keep those dreams and desires (at least, the ones that line up with the Word), because faith is the substance of things HOPED for, and the evidence of things unseen. God’s answer to you is YES and AMEN. Always. Your searching-of-yourself in regards to all these things is pleasing to God in-and-of itself! I firmly believe, that you will eventually have both your calling carried-out, AND at least some of those desires and dreams come into fruition- in His perfect timing. He loves you. You WILL have a prophet’s reward. I’m praying for you, me, and all the saints. Iron sharpens iron. ❤

Hi Prophet Alwyn. You always make sense and you are a great encouragement. I am praying for your complete healing. You are an awesome human.

When I'm having a hard time, I always think of two texts. When I saw this message from you Alwyn, I immediately thought of these Bible texts. It's so true what you say. If you are willing to give up everything for Him, no matter how difficult sometimes. Then you know that God is going to give, and maybe not always what we want and that is the difficult part, but what is good for us. Thank you Alwyn, I say it often, but I say it again now because I am experiencing it at the moment. Through the Spirit of God I experience that you are a true child of God. That unity of Spirit is so wonderful, I experience joy in my heart as I write this. Thank you Jesus. Romans 8:28-30 We now know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to his purpose. For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, that He might be the firstborn among many brethren. and whom He predestined, these He also called; and whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified, these He also glorified. to the Corinthians 10:13 You have no superhuman temptation to endure. And God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation He will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to withstand it.

Thanks for sharing your expérience Alwyn, all what you've said is true and it's 3 years that I'm walking alone with the Lord as well, no friends and family. It's painful at times but the Lord is always there to cheer me up. So be of good courage my brother , the Lord will sustain you. You are doing and incredible work and we are all benefiting from the gift that the Lord has given you. May the Lord continue to use you and bless you . Amen. Marantha !

This is exactly where I am! I didn't know what it was going to cost me but I'm grateful to have found my purpose and relationship with Him

I live like that me and Jesus 24/7. and he said get your abodes in order and everything will be added onto you..yeh i had to let everything go but I realized it wasn't much copared to what I gained. Blessings to you I keep you in the healing light of Christ.

Amen Alwyn! Thankyou for sharing this. Following Christ may feel lonely sometimes. But God will ALWAYS, ALWAYS know what he is doing! It's like with Abraham when God was testing him to sacrifice Issac. In the end it was proven that Abraham was ready to give his ALL to God. When our heart is open to God and we are Ready to lay down everything for the King. Oh the shock of surprises God has in store for those that love him with their WHOLE HEART, is rewarding!!!! GREAT GREAT is YOUR faithfulness oh Lord. Thankyou heavenly Father. Thankyou

Amen. So true. It's really encouraging to hear and see of people living the same way. It ain't easy but it's so worth it. Thank you Jesus for providing in all we need to fulfill our callings, and in your perfect timing🙏🏼🔥

Amen! Being in God's Will is worth all the sacrifices and compromises