REFLECTING ON THIS PREGNANCY PRIOR TO D&C | WHY IS THIS HAPPENING.. AGAIN?! 

I started watching your videos recently and I know how hard this must be for you . I had a miscarriage but then conceived my 9 year old and was blessed with a healthy pregnancy, but things got very difficult when we started trying for a second child. First I was having major issues conceiving (we later found out my prolactin levels were elevated) once we got treatment and testing we started trying again but started having recurrent miscarriages and chemical pregnancies (with unknown causes). my testing always came back "normal" but it seemed anything but normal to me. after several miscarriages we were blessed with our second long term and healthy pregnancy 5 years ago. over the last 5 years alone I have had 10 miscarriges and 5 chemical pregnancies, every single one I have ever had was devastating and ripped my heart to pieces but I didn't give up hope that I would start and expand my little family. it was so hard to push through the pain while grieving but continuing to try helped me through the process. I had my 3rd child 2-1\2 years ago and with 2 miscarriages in between I am currently pregnant with my fourth and final addition to our family. if I had given up hope and stopped trying, I would never have been blessed with the 4 amazing children I have now. try to stay strong, everything happens for a reason and I will pray for you that you are blessed the same way I was. I will never forget all of the children I never got the chance to hold but I have comfort in knowing that when my time is up, I will see them all one day. I will pray for your miracle and for you to have the extra strength and support you need during this time. best of luck to you.

I'm so upset that you guys have to go through this, it is truly unfair. I believe with all of this suffering there HAS to be something beautiful ahead for you two.

the same thing happened to me with my daughter who will be 2 months in a couple days. my hcg levels rose very slowly and they also saw a body of fluid in my uterus surrounding her, they asked if i had been bleeding (i hadn't) they thought for sure i was going to miscarry very soon. that didn't happen. it took her awhile to grow also, after week 10 is when she finally started growing fast and on time.

Celeste, I am so sorry you have to go through this horrible pain of miscariages. I have never has one, but I can only imagine how you feel. God has a plan, and keep your chin up.

You are such an amazing person Celeste. You are not alone on this journey because we are all with you. Sending you all the strength and love to help you through this xxx

I wish the best for you! I did ivf due to male factor and we did the testing on ourselves and our embryos everything looked good but after that I lost 4 babies all early in pregnancy... I got tested for everything and the tests came back normal but my Dr. said there are more immune issues than there are tests for them and she treated me as if I had an immune issues I was on immune suppressors and blood thinners and we transferred our last embryo and it worked now I'm close to delivery.... I would talk to your Dr. about that if your tests come back normal because so many losses isn't normal regardless of what the tests say hugs I'm sorry your going through all of this

Wow Coops!! 😳 cats make such weird noises sometimes! Haha. Such a weird place to be in... You want answers but at the same time you want everything to be fine so that you still have a chance of being able to conceive naturally, as well as being able to put hope into your little frosty!! As always you guys are forever in our thoughts and prayers 💕 one day Celeste, you'll have your little bub to cuddle 🌈 P.s. So glad you're changing clinics!! X

I just came across your channel today. Thank you, to you and your hubby, for sharing your journey with so many. It should not be taboo but unfortunately, it is. I went through a miscarriage last year November. Nearly two weeks ago, my son died. The pain is excruciating. I hope you and your husband get your dreams fulfilled. I sincerely hope you continue to be fruitful and every pregnancy is completed with a healthy, ful-termed baby. Blessings and continued peace.

Celeste, I've told your story to so many people and they all say how strong of a woman you are. You'll get your baby one day, and I promise you'll be the best mother ever. I can only imagine how you feel, thinking it's you're fault because of your tubes. It's not you fault. You're doing everything right. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you get your baby very soon. Don't let your nasty nurses who don't believe in miracles get to you. You'll get it one day, I promise ❤️💜💙

You will continue to be in my prayers!❤️ if I was in your situation I would not do a D&C until no heart beat was confirmed! Your baby might need extra time ✨ either decision you make I am praying for you 🙏🏼

Been thinking of you today. I'm glad doctor will give you antibiotics this time, as you mentioned yourself it's a small risk but why would you take the risk. I wish you a quick recovery from D&C and I hope you and Tim will decide on what to do next tests wise. I also glad you won't use your clinic for IVF next time. I'm sure there are some other places with great caring nurses also it's always good to get a second opinion. PS poor Cooper!!! He was almost speaking English! And that cat outside showing off was so funny.. I hope they cheered up you a little bit. I'm praying for your happiness xx

I had the sound turned up and the cat screaming sent my dogs into a frenzy lol. You are so strong and you will find that reason. Whatever it may be, it will be worth it. I hope and pray that you will get your happy ending soon. Until then, I will continue to pray for peace that passes all understandings. For Christ to strengthen you both and carry you through this time of sorrow. Your time of rejoicing will come, it may not come in the way you think or want but it will come. Be strong, Be brave, be faithful and he will give you your hearts desire. ❤❤

I have been thinking about you Celeste. Immediately watched your video for an update. I'm still going to pray everything goes well for you. I know how you feel. I felt numb and didn't want to do anything during the day's leading up to my medical intervention d&c. My heart goes out to you and your hubby. hugs and kisses girl!! I'll be thinking about you tomorrow.

Just found your channel today and I went through the same terrible things you are. I'm am so sorry! My first miscarriage baby would be graduating this year. I did have two healthy boys! I've not heard you talk about taking progesterone. Making sure they are having you take it daily! It saved my babies lives. I didn't produce it on my own. God bless you!

Ooh, Celeste, :c So, so SAD to hear You're going thru' this.. I really didn't expect this happening, again.. You poor thing. You are so Brave & Courageous having to go through all of this... Your Strength will help You persevere, doesn't seem like the kind to give up.. Thank God & The Universe You, Two, have each other at this time... You are very Intelligent n' Resourceful of all that's going on with You n' Your body... (Have You ever thought about doing any Modeling? Your are gorgeous n' Your complexion is flawless. You put Your make-up on so professionally. (I use to be a make-up artist years ago.) Celeste, You, really could be a Model. It pays very well. At least, the young women I worked for did... Bright Blessings.

Wtf i fell asleep and woke up to your cats screaming and thought my cats were fighting omg Also, you are such an strong woman. What an inspiration, celeste ❤

I agree with you 100% that all testing should be done prior to starting any treatment to eliminate possible failure. Seems like such a money grab to do IVF or any treatments without Drs knowing what the problems are. I had the same problem with my clinic that after the fact and multiple losses they decided to do further testing, which also cost so much. It's disheartening & sucks a lot! But at the end of the day us in the TTC community will do everything to have a healthy rainbow baby in our arms. You are strong 🙏💋

New subscriber here 😊 I have binge watched your videos and wanted to say I am praying for you and sending good thoughts your way. I hope today little turtle was able to prove the nurses and the doctor wrong. Each baby is unique and it bothers me how doctors can be so quick to come to conclusions. Too much information can be bad sometimes. Hang in there and try to stay positive. If anything, this pregnancy came to show that you are perfectly able to conceive and maybe you don't need to put your body through the stress of IVF. Sending love and baby dust your way!

Thanks for the update. You have been in my thoughts and prayers. You seem so sweet and amazing. I know that God is going to bless you with a baby. Keep being strong and keep the faith/hope.

I'm still praying for you guys.....what will be.....will be I guess....I'm so glad that you won't be dealing with those nasty nurses moving forward.....I've been a nurse since 2005.....I've never come into contact with any quite as heartless as what you've been dealing with....its a shame really....most of us have chosen this career to be of help in a persons time of need......bless you and Tim and your unborn little turtle baby......I hope you find the strength to get through this together....whatever "this" may be.....much love and hugs!!!!!

Celeste, don't give up! You are so brave! Try to keep your mind busy. And live one day at a time. Kisses and hugs!

You are incredibly brave. It's so unfair that you have to be this strong so many times. I will be thinking of you tomorrow x

My heart just aches for you!! I pray that you and Tim will be blessed with a precious baby soon!! I don't know what your finances are but I can recommend an amazing doctor and clinic in California!! I've done IVF twice and gong for our third next year! I pray that you find the right clinic and medical staff!!! Negative people can really affect ones hopes and dreams of having a baby and they totally suck! I wish so bad that I could reach through this screen and hug you!!! Sending you love and hugs from Texas!!!

You continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. As always, peace be with both you and Tim.

Oh Celeste, I was hoping for better news for you and Tim. My heart just breaks for you. Hopefully you'll get the answers you need and can move forward to a healthy baby in your arms. I'm sending you so much love and positive thoughts. Hugs ❤❤❤

Been thinking of you guys! Hope the procedure goes well xx There is a light at the end of this dark tunnel, you guys will be holding your baby one day, one way or another. Praying for answers in the near future

A little love, a little prayer he keeps you in his loving care. Xxx

aww hun. ive been praying for u all. ive been looking for update everyday. you are an amazing strong woman. i know you dont feel it right now. i know how you feel and its so heartbreaking. ill keep praying. xoxo and hugs and lots and lots of baby dust your way everyday

I am still really hoping for a miracle for you hun. Fingers crossed hun X

fingers crossed for a miracle today

i didn't have a d&c and i was 12 weeks pregnant when my baby died , i went through it naturally with a drug called misorostol it took over 6 weeks to fully clear my uterus bit now im 6 months pregnant with my baby boy , ask your doctor about misoprostol it also promotes a healthier uterus lining by completely shedding your last one xx

Thinking of you my dear. Struggling with secondary infertility and struggling to understand why but like you said one day it will all make sense

I am so sorry you and Tim are going through this very difficult time in your life. I think like you and would want to get tested before another IVF. I love that Cooper was protecting his home. Good boy! Hugs, Jill

You and Tim are such strong people with beautiful souls. I really hope that you find the answers to all of your questions and eliminate whatever the causes behind this miscarriages. We did our IVF in Melbourne IVF and the staff are just lovely. Just in case you might want to check it. Good luck to whatever your next steps would be. We will be thinking of you always. ❤️

I am so so very sorry and will be hoping that you can find the strength to keep going on this journey. I started watching you in preparation of my own TTC journey. So thank you for being so brave and posting such a private matter online. Have you ever encountered immune testing? there is another youtube user who was experiencing many miscarriages also. She was finally able to conceive after immunological testing and therapy with a reproductive immunologist. In particular, it was her elevated natural killer cells activity, amountg other things that was problematic. Dr. Kwak in Chicago IL is very well known for this therapy.

When your time comes for your special Lil one you will be an amazing mom. I hope you find comfort today as you find out the results to your ultrasound. God bless you Celeste and Tim.

Hang in there Celeste! Good things come to those who wait

Celeste I know you and Tim have been through so much and heart goes out to y'all. Trust that you will receive a blessing soon. I will continue to pray for you both. Much love

I hope today went as well as it could for you both. Genetics would be the next thing i would look at as well. I am sure there would be further tests they can do for you both after your history and getting it all done before your next transfer sounds like a great plan! Sending good vibes your way hun

It's always so hard to see you talking. It makes me so emotional. The PGS testing only has 1% rate of harming embryos now - as I was told by Consultant, so maybe get more information about PGS? The PGS will certainly tell you more about your embryos. Have you tested for C4M2? Using clexane through the transfer could dramatically reduce miscarriage rates - i am using it next FET. Sending you love and hugs as always xx 💕

I have never heard a cat scream soo loud before omg!🙈 i have two cats myself one hardly makes a sound and the other not so loud.... Bless your heart Celeste, this journey is incredible hard but i pray you get all the answers you need through the chromosomes testing, i pray for a miracle for you both. Always love your little quotes at the end😙💕💛

My heart is with you guys through this trying time Celeste. I'll be thinking of you guys and praying for you.

I'm praying for y'all! I'm still hoping for good news for you today. My mother in law had a miscarriage and the doctor's mistakenly took out one of her ovaries. She went on to have 3 more miscarriages but she had 4 beautiful children all out of one ovary. My mother had a miscarriage in between my older sister and me. The day that baby was supposed to be born, she felt me move for the first time. I don't have any kids yet. My husband and I would love too. I'm praying for y'all. Please don't give up hope. Have faith that it will happen.

U are making sense, and I think u are right. Why not test for everything before spending so much money on ivf. I feel like medicine is all about business and not about the patients as it should be. Keep moving forward u are strong. I read a quote this morning that touched my heart. When it rains look for the rainbow. When its dark look for the stars. This really isnt easy, and only time can heal these wounds. Ill keep u in my thoughts.

Oh hun my heart goes out to you and your family - and you are in our thoughts

Stay strong ask ur OBGYN more questions and what u can do To prevent another miscarriage.their most be away for u ,ur such A beautiful person wish u luck keep praying

Lots of prayers and love still praying there will be a heartbeat tomorrow god bless y'all and your beautiful family #prayerforbabyturtle 🐢👶🏼❤️💛💚💙💜🌈🐢🐢🐢🐢

I had Karyotyping done due to 3 previous early losses and my doctor said the chance of something being wrong was extremely low. Well, as it turns out my husband was normal and I have what is called an inversion on my 9th chromosome. Basically it puts me at an increase risk for future losses. The outcomes can be a) a normal embryo b) an embryo with my exact inversion with no health effects from it c) an embryo with problems that miscarries. d) a baby born with birth defects. I have been told IVF with PGS testing is our best option. I hope your tests come back ok and that you don't have to worry about chromosome issues :)

so sorry for what u and Tim go through. it is very emotional and exhausting. but I pray u will have your miracle baby. don't give up. but yes I agree to change clinics..they seem so rude. u want nurses to uplift your spirits and be there for you.they seemed awful. but much much prayers for you and the miracle baby u will receive.

Hugs and I am so sorry that this keeps happening to you. I will continue to pray for you and hope that you can find the reason for the miscarriages so that u can correct the issue at hand or find another alternative. Please take care of youself and give Tim a hug too! I imagine this is hard on him too.

Oh Celeste. It's awful to deal with such a loss. This will happen. You will have a sweet baby I'm your arms one of these days. 😔

If you had to go for D&C would you have the scratch done too? (At least I think it is completely different procedure to D&C) My thoughts are with both of you. Glad to hear you have some great friends near by. xxx

You are so beautiful 😍 can I ask what kind of mascara you use ? I pray, and wish you all the best of luck in the future! Baby will come to you, I'm sure of it ! ❤️❤️❤️

Your such a brave and inspiring person I am very sorry that u are going threw this I am praying this is ur little bean and all goes well. I have been an ectopic pregnancy and 3 miscarriages. I have 2 beautiful boys and have been trying again for baby 3 for 5 years. I have my right tube and ovary no left side. Baby dust our ways and stay strong hun

I've only just recently found your channel, so I don't know the whole story and what all you've had tested so far, but have you considered your thyroid? Thyroid disorders can directly affect fertility and cause trouble conceiving as well as miscarriages. I've heard of plenty of women who've gone years thinking there's some other fertility problem just to come to finally find that it's been a thyroid disorder the whole time. Your levels need to be within a very specific range in order to safely conceive and carry a pregnancy, so someone who has a thyroid disorder will need to have their levels monitored closely while TTC and during pregnancy to ensure that thyroid medication is working how it should. Whatever the issue may be, I hope you get answers soon so you won't have to keep going through these losses. ❤️

Good luck 🍀 We haven't been lucky enough to get past a beta...I would imagine it's more heartbreaking to have a loss after that. Wow. You are so strong!

My heart is with you. Much strength your way.

I'm so sorry for all that you are going through. my thoughts and prayers are with you guys.

Praying for you best wishes and encouragement for your scan!

love you guys❤❤ haven't watched this yet as it is very late in Australia at the moment but i will watch it first thing when i wake up and leave a comment.

I wish this wasn't the outcome :( Sometimes things just make no sense, and it's especially frustrating when there is no explanation. Hugs! ps - I'm glad to hear you won't be subjected to those nurses anymore in the future. And I hope poor Cooper recovered from the upset with the stray cat lol

Sending you lots of love , hope and hugs. Try and keep faith. Xoxo

i had a miscarriage at 16.... it was one of the hardest things to go through especially when no ones believes in you! your inspirational

I have waited for your update video I prayed for you and your family. God has a plan for you baby. Stop crying and before you go to bed say I'm pregnant the baby is healthy I'm healthy. It's so sad your dr are not positive but we are. So let's get this baby !!!!!!!

Hang in there hun praying all will go well and this is just a hiccup in your fertility journey. It can be such an emotional journey especially when you wonder why me. I just had a laprioscopy surgery done today to see if I had endometriosis due to having poor egg quality . Thankfully all clear however knowing I poss have poor egg quality is stressful in it self. your not alone hun stay strong.😁

Celeste I am so sorry that this keeps happening, I wish I easy your pain. I know in the States when you have a D&C they can test embryo for genetic issues. Maybe this is a first step in finding out if there is another problem. Because if it comes back yes this might mean you might have to have PGS/PGD testing if you do IVF again.

You and your wonderful spouse are in my thoughts. My path has been similar and I am reaching out to embrace you both.

My heart breaks for you, I see myself in you, I'm so sorry sweetie. it's hard it really is, I understand. it's even worse when you don't have signs because it makes you want to hold on to hope. I literally spotted one time in my miscarriage which made it harder to believe I was having a miscarriage. I wish you the best of luck. I hope tomorrow goes well for you. I'll be praying.

😞 oh love... we're sending you and Tim ❤️

Seems like a good plan to test people prior to IVF if they've had multiple miscarriages, especially if the cause is still unknown and other tests come up normal. I agree with you there. So sorry this couldn't be your rainbow baby. Holding hope that the one will happen quite soon. My thoughts are with you at this so difficult time. Keeping you both in my prayers. xo

Dear Celeste, I only want to tell you that there is going to be an end to this story. A happy one! I've been there...you are not alone in this journey. Try to stay optimistic, visualize yourself with the baby in your arms...it will happen.

I wish I could bake something for you! I believe baked goods have some healing power. But Texas is pretty far away unfortunately. Anyways I hope you get some answers soon and find out why this keeps happening to you. I believe you will get your precious baby some day and it will be worth the wait! Hugs to you!!

sending you lot of love and virtually hugs hugs 😚 Keep your strength and hopes 😙😚😙

Have u ever been tested for MTHFR? I had multiple miscarriages and after many years I was finally diagnosed with it. Some doctors believe it does not have an impact on pregnancy but it seemed to be our problem. It's a vitamin deficiency which I now take Folgard for. It's worth asking about. I know mine was confirmed by blood work. Fingers crossed for u and Tim :)

Keeping you in my thoughts. Sending lots of lot. This is so tough.

With my pregnancy I went in and they couldn't find anything until I was around 12 weeks I bled and they told me to get a d&c I refused and I went back a week later and my levels went from 188 to 8000. now I have a beatiful daughter who is 7 months old now.

Sending hugs and prayers your way!❤

Praying for you! 💖

I had three losses. I finally went on progesterone and had my rainbow baby 9 months later.

I have watched all your videos sending you good thoughts

Is there a way to unblock Fallopian Tubes? Naturally or with Surgery. My Gynecologist never gave me any antibiotics, yet alone recommend me to make sure I don't catch an infection.

Thinking of you. ❤️❤️

I've heard a few success stories with woman doing the caster oil massage to unblock their tubes, I don't know if you've heard of it but worth a little research. I've seen some videos on here for it. Good luck for tomorrow. Xx

Stay strong

Praying for you

Praying for you

im sure you are careful but just be safe not to handle the cat litter that can cause miscarraiges if the cat has a specific bactria but im sure you are aware of that im praying yall have a happy cycle and get that bfp that sticks

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thinking of you guys I am totally shocked that you did not have Karyotyping tests before even starting IVF the is a standard test before even starting IVF in most clinics, I think you need to be on at least perdnisole and blood thinners for the next transfer, as not asll auto immune issues are tested for that can cause early loss and implantation failures, I wish you guys all the very very best but I think you need a new clinic I really do. x

watch follow the hills theyre having problems w infertility she also just had a procedure done to fix her tubes mayb something u should look into to help unclog the tube thats blocked. best of luck.

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Hun have you thought removing both your tubes? I did for mine and I got pregnant because the tubes are blocked with toxins and scar tissue that it might leak through the tubes and into the blood stream just putting it out there hun

do you have a Facebook account? Prayers for you and husband hopefully good news.

I don't understand the need for a dnc this early along. There is some risk for scarring.

Why do they recommend a d&c? Can't it happen naturally ? Doesn't that ruin your uterus ? And cause more problems with miscarriages, that's what I've learned

have you considered going to see a different doctor????