I just watched your 6 months of heartbreak, and we literally broke up a week ago. I recognized the city you’re from, she went to the same high school and in the end we both ended up going to the university you played the piano at. The parallels are crazy but it’s comforting to see someone not so far away has experienced the same thing I have. Thank you for your videos ❤
I remember feeling the complete same as you, the love of my life from 19-23, it was 100% my fault we broke up, she'd done everything for me, was there for me beyond anything I'd seen before, and I being young was too stupid to realise what I had, i took it for granted, i took her for granted and now I'm 39 and I don't feel i'll ever meet someone as incredible as her again. While we are different people now and I don't actually want to get back with someone I don't even know now lol, I still wish her the world and I owe her so much, she taught me what REAL love is, not just loving someone when it's really easy too, but to completely and utterly love them at their/your worst, with patience and humility. Since her I've had a few 3 year relationships but nothing that captured my heart the same way (I don't mean to compare, just notice after they end). I know you're feeling better now you're past the half year mark, but I've got a feeling she'll always be on your mind in some way as you get older, the lessons you learned through her etc.
Yeah same situation. To make it worst, I'm such a toxic person how I manipulate her feeling and thought, I never realize till the day she left me. But I will fix my self, I will change to be better me
Beautiful video man, I’m sure it took a lot of courage to air this out to the world. - I really connect with the feelings you talked about so it’s nice to not feel so alone.
Wow my heart is absolutely aching knowing someone like you exists. Putting so much of your soul into what you do Your editing and your music are both amazing and you’re overall just a breath of fresh air and inspiring. Imagining being with someone this self aware and committed to their growth and taking accountability and expressing pain and gratitude in such an artistic reverent way So beautiful 🥹❤️
I just watched your 6month heartbreak video, me and my strongest connection ( bf) broke up about a month ago, your videos are really meaningful, the video inspires me that if i loved this person so much, i will let them go. I love your channel. ❤❤
Don't you think that these videos can be very painful for her? I am not sure why are u posting, but there is a chance maybe that you hope that she will see your struggles and return? Although I completely understand and feel the same for you, but I can't agree with you on this one...
Different people process things in different ways. She doesn't have to watch it if she doesn't want to, but if she wants to then that's her choice. Leave people to make content that helps them in whatever way possible. After my boyfriend and I split, I send him a letter and explained he didn't have to read it if he didn't want to. I still don't know if he did or didn't but it gives closure and helps the processing. Leave people alone, it isn't your business.
@@bean4542 "Leave people alone, it isn't your business." This wasn't a letter meant to be received by one person. This is a public video on youtube. He could of have made the video private or unlist it and just sent it to her. I have no issues with his decision, but you have to understand that the second you make something like this public... it's now everyones business.
Its his choice to post it. It is not a thing that you can agree with because its his personal channel and his thoughts. Since he didnt use her pictures or personal information about her life he can post anything he wants. There is no shame in it. Shortly i think what u misunderstood is relationships concern both partners but one’s feelings after break up are not.
It doesn’t really matter if it’s painful for her. This is the way he is deciding to cope w the pain this is how he choosing to get better. This is a way for him to take accountability for his own actions and possibly a way for someone to watch this video before they make the same mistakes he did
The singing and lyricism made me want too jump off something really tall. All I can tell you is to not get attached to "depression" and act less like romeo or something. Also didn't you break up with her? and record it? what the fuck even is that. Just being a realist. Best wishes.
Just got back from your 6 months since the breakup and honestly if you guys are truly meant for each other you will find your way back to each other again🫶🏻