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Ren - Dominoes REACTION: Anorexia Recovery Perspective💔(This One Was HARD) 

Becca Doss
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Well...I did it. Here's my reaction video to 'Dominoes' by Ren, the song that was probably most requested in the comments of the Chalk Outlines video, because you all knew the subject matter would hit close to home, since it deals with eating disorders, body dysmorphia, diet culture, and society's pressure to have the "perfect" body and focus on the 'thin ideal,' and OH MY WORD, you were RIGHT.
This is an EXTREMELY emotional video...lots of tears, but also lots of raging against the machine of diet culture and the weight loss industry, so there are breaks between the breakdowns. I also share several parts of my own 20-year history with anorexia throughout, as they relate to the song and came to mind, so I hope you're able to take something from this, even if it's just knowing you are NOT alone in your battle, no matter how much it may feel like it.
This world needs YOU, not some fake version they try to sell you. YOU, as you are, RIGHT NOW.
Take care of yourselves, friends. 💕
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@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
💕UPDATE💕 Thank you ALL, once again, for the outpouring on love on then video. It was obviously a topic that really hit closer to home than most, and I’m very glad I did this one as an exercise in therapeutic catharsis, but I am absolutely drained emotionally right now. This comment is probably unnecessary, because I know many of you have told me it’s not necessary to reply to every comment, but I really love connecting with you all, so I hate not being able to keep up with it. Please know that I read EVERY. SINGLE. WORD. you take time to type, and appreciate EVERY. SINGLE. ONE. of you who has felt safe enough to share and entrust me with just a piece of your own story. That’s the reason I do any of this, to help someone feel less alone, more understood, or just give any sense of connection I possibly can. That said, this entire video in particular is making it hard to have the mental capacity to keep up with replies, despite my best attempts. If I’m not able to type back to you, but I still “heart” your comment, please know I’m sending you all the love and compassion I can, and took time to read every word you wrote. As always, this community amazes me in the best way. I’m convinced Ren has managed to create a community of some of the kindest, most empathetic and compassionate humans on this planet, and it’s an honor to be here with you. Take care of yourselves. You deserve that and so much more.💕
@stevengeller829
@stevengeller829 Год назад
I loved the song, and I think this song should be listened to more. I do wish you would do something a bit more … well… If you would, give a listen to Patience, Power, … Or maybe The Big Push Bongo Bong or I Shot The Sheriff/Road to Zion/Hip Hop. A bit of a breather from the heavy heavy for you. ❤
@tinymusikcodottv-Musikverse99
Saint Ives Mud Mask that was only 1 dollar a tube. it truly worked and stopped aging and made you look great and youthful. they got rid of that because it worked and was cheap not dermatologists will give prettens medication that could kill them in the future after taking it awhile. they are sick people. we have to come together and stop them!~~~~~!!!!
@andy2950
@andy2950 Год назад
Ren's lyrics are in full technicolour in a monochrome musical world .
@willasacco9898
@willasacco9898 Год назад
Yes -That is a great description.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
You said that so perfectly, I literally can’t add anything-you summed it all up.💕
@ishapeitsok
@ishapeitsok Год назад
that was said brilliantly.
@kyosuke423
@kyosuke423 Год назад
Facts
@woodywoodman2319
@woodywoodman2319 Год назад
Stealing this! Lol
@richardhuff1256
@richardhuff1256 Год назад
As a father with teenage daughters who struggle, Dominoes is a rough one for me too. Ren produces the most human music. It's far too real for mainstream music but the reason he has developed such a following. Enjoy the rest of Ren. There are many more emotional ones that are phenomenal. I suggest doing a couple fun ones though. Loosing it and What you want are just plain fun.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Richard, thank you for taking time to share just a very small part of your journey with your daughters. From someone who’s been dealing with this for 2 decades, I want to say thank you for being there for your daughters-even if/when they say they don’t need/want it, they do. I definitely plan on doing some fun ones next (after Illest of our Time drops on 3/29), my heart definitely needs a break for a bit after this one.
@WhiteBoyDay
@WhiteBoyDay Год назад
Love Music 1,2,&3 are very fun and have insane word play
@petebrown6356
@petebrown6356 Год назад
I think a lot of fathers of daughters would benefit from watching this. As men, it's hard to understand our daughters, especially during those years. I love how the 2nd half of this song comes at you fast and hard, with unescapable truths.
@PeteAxeShields
@PeteAxeShields Год назад
Do you want to know what does work Becca ? ; a beautifully compassionate, unselfish human being who, although they have suffered themselves with a disorder, uses a social media platform, positively, to speak, with unparalleled passion and conviction, of their struggles, in the hope of sounding alarm bells to others who may be putting their first foot forward on a journey of guaranteed pain, anxiety and depression. I am sure you are resonating with Ren and the message he is conveying in this song. God bless you Becca for your courage and your beauty. This reaction video will be helping more people than you know. You need to understand just how beautiful you are. I wish you love, strength and healing. 🙏
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I do not have words nearly adequate enough to explain how much this touched my heart. This brought tears to my eyes, thank you. Thank you so much for leaving such kind, encouraging, compassionate words. Very much appreciate you.💕
@nthebushes
@nthebushes Год назад
I am 67 and have struggled with weight my entire life. When I was 7, we moved to another town and I gained a lot of weight. My parents took me to the doctor, thinking that I had thyroid problems (like my mom). I had to drink barium for the x-rays. Afterward, the doctor told my parents, "She's not sick. She's just fat." Thus started my dieting "career." My parents put me on a diet as soon as we got home from the doctor. I was 7! From then on, if I asked for seconds of anything, my father would tell me, "You're going to be fat as a butterball." So many meals ended in me running from the table in tears. On his death bed, the last thing he ever said to me was, "Stop smoking and lose weight." This song specifically, really all of Ren's music, resonates loud and clear. Such an insightful young man! And you are a very insightful and beautiful young woman. Thank you!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Oh friend, I wish I couple give you (and 7-year old you) a hug right now. No one should have to go through that, ESPECIALLY at such a young, formative age when the goal is LITERALLY to be GROWING as you get older. There is excuse for any of that. I am so glad Ren’s music has been a healing force for you-it definitely has been for me, too. I really appreciate you, and thank you deeply for sharing some of your story.💕
@duchesserickson4069
@duchesserickson4069 Год назад
I have a hard time realizing that a man wrote this. I know men experience many of the same things, but to be this deep into the beauty culture and anorexia is just amazing. Ren is absolutely my favorite songwriter now.
@seanemery6019
@seanemery6019 Год назад
Ren is amazing - full stop. Please know that men see the struggles of their girlfriends, wives, daughters. Real men do. Wishing you all the best.
@ImmortalIndustries
@ImmortalIndustries Год назад
True empathy crosses all boundaries. As a man I have not personally experienced the social pressure that women do in this regard. Nevertheless, I can empathise with their experience, and I can recognise how they must feel. It hurts, deeply.
@philsilverthorn
@philsilverthorn Год назад
The fact that you had to be careful of how much you said about certain topics (a discussion of which can be healthy and helpful) while this platform happily throws adverts at us that reinforces what the problems are, just shows how messed up society is. Commerce and media pumps out images that not only harm directly but encourages a lack of empathy. That lack of empathy hurts people on both sides of the equation and feeds into the growing problem of depression as it cuts us off from something vital to us. That's why I love Ren, why I love the community that follows him and why I love channels like this. It reminds us that despite the image that media and commerce might throw out that people can still have that empathy, still feel the need to connect with others.
@DanBryanWrites
@DanBryanWrites 6 месяцев назад
Almost perverse that the advert at the start of this video was some sort of bodyform, suck in the fat, clothing item for women. Shameful from RU-vid (unsurprisingly)
@thetuffs3000
@thetuffs3000 Год назад
You have so much to say and I love tbe way you say it. Your challenges may have robbed you of many things, but rest assured your radiant personality isn't one of them. I'm very happy to have found your channel through Ren's music and have the opportunity to be in the audience to hear your insights. Take care Becca and keep doing what you are doing :-)
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Wow, thank you, sincerely. I feel so blessed by the number of people who have been connecting with these videos; it blows me away. I’m really glad you were able to enjoy this one. I appreciate your support!💕
@Shawaeon
@Shawaeon Год назад
@@BeccaDoss Absolutely what he said. People who struggle with mental illness often seem to have the nicest personalities. One of my best friends has paranoid schizophrenia. He is the friendliest, warmest person I know. He will try to give you 50€ if you give him a 5min lift somewhere. It's cruel that he was cursed with such a disease.
@willasacco9898
@willasacco9898 Год назад
That was another great reaction. It is so true, we live in a materialistic, narcissistic society. Keep spreading the message with Ten.
@willasacco9898
@willasacco9898 Год назад
I meant Ren, of course.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much, as always, I appreciate your support so very much.
@Hexenkind1
@Hexenkind1 Год назад
Oh becca I cannot express how great this reaction was to me but I also felt sad because of the things you told. All I have to say is: You are enough, more than that even. I as someone who sits in a wheelchair because of "spina bifida" since birth can certainly also relate to the themes of this song. Much love to you. ❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
You definitely have plenty of experience with the heaviness of the message in this song, I can tell, and I’m so sorry you’ve had to endure that. As a part time wheelchair user, I know I can still only barely grasp what it’s like to be full-time, and I hold so much compassion and love for you. Sending virtual hugs your way (with consent). And I’m so glad you were able to resonate with this one; it’s definitely a super personal one, but I’m hoping the people who may need to know they’re not alone will find it.💕
@Hexenkind1
@Hexenkind1 Год назад
​@@BeccaDoss I am dealing with it much better nowadays I have to say. Always try to think about what I have and not what I don't. Also not comparing myself with others. It was a process that took a while but I am much healthier for it mentally which I am so grateful for. Thank you for the reply and for your compassion. Totally love those reactions every single time.
@chiefaberach
@chiefaberach Год назад
I just heard this on Spotify about an hour ago. It's on Ren's 1st album from 2016. He’s had all this amazing, deep music out there for years & I'm so glad we’re finally discovering it. Thanks again for your openness & intelligence. I feel that impatience to react to everything too, but savour this time when we can experience it for the first time together, going through a Ren-volution in our minds. 😂
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Ren-volution…I LOVE IT! He really has had so many amazing works of art out there for years, and I’m SO GLAD to 1. Have finally found him, myself, and 2. To see him explode and finally get the recognition he deserves. (Have you been posting Re(n)actions, too? I wasn’t sure if that’s what you were referencing with the so tie me being hard. If you have, I definitely wan to check it out! Saw on your channel you have a handful of other videos, so wanted to make sure I didn’t miss your reactions somewhere if that’s what you were saying.)
@rickjmiles83
@rickjmiles83 Год назад
as a parent its my job to make sure my kids learn self belief
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you for being aware of this, your kids are already ahead of many whose parents don’t even try.💕
@IanElkins
@IanElkins Год назад
This was the one I was worried about you hearing but also really wanted you to, to see your reaction to further educate me. I relate to it in a different way than eating disorders but I am double thin genetically and was bullied for it for all of the time I mixed with anyone whether my mates or general public. Now I just don’t leave the house or mix with anyone and haven’t for 22yrs. I also have genetic epilepsy and had a seizure in the centre of town. When I came around about 30 people were stood around me laughing or at least I only noticed the ones that were laughing adding to the reason I don’t leave the house anymore coz that was the worst day of my life and I will never forget it. A number of his other songs are deep but you are over the worst now so hopefully you can enjoy them more like I do. 💜
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Oh friend, I want to give you such a big hug right now. I definitely was reacting to this from the perspective of my own story and the pursuit of thinness that is shoved at us from the moment we’re born, but if I had taken a broader view, I would’ve acknowledge that people who are naturally very thin have also often endured a lot of comments and treatment-and it is NOT okay. That day sounds absolutely like a nightmare, I am so sorry you have to carry such a painful memory. I hope you’re able to find some peace amidst the chaos that is life.💕
@IanElkins
@IanElkins Год назад
@@BeccaDoss 💜
@adam.4487
@adam.4487 Год назад
This is an amazing song by Ren that I wasn't sure about right at the start but then in a few seconds I was hooked and enthralled by the lyrics. Then I said to myself, holy crap, this really means something!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Oh my goodness, yeah, it has a MESSAGE for sure!
@rickb.4168
@rickb.4168 Год назад
I’m nearly out of 6 years of deep depression after a MTBI, I’ve hardly left my house this past week! Listenin REN 😂 You need to go light again after this. Try ‘What you want’ you’ll be 😂😂😂 xxxx
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I do plan on going light again after this, FOR SURE, but the drop of “Illest of Our Time” on 3/29 is too good to pass up, so after that (which looks like it’s gonna be another fun bar dissection and breakdown from the short clips he’s shared), I plan on getting to one of the legitimately lighter, more fun, happier songs. A lot of people have mento me ‘what you want’ so it’s near the top of the list! EDIT: Also, CONGRATS on the success in knocking down that depression; I’m so sorry to hear of your pain, but thankful to know you’ve found healing through his art. Hang in there!💕
@jameskelley9628
@jameskelley9628 Год назад
I love what you want, its him having fun, massive beastie boys tribute, you'll love it, itll make you smile
@rickb.4168
@rickb.4168 Год назад
@@BeccaDoss same too you. X
@rickb.4168
@rickb.4168 Год назад
@@BeccaDoss p.s. your facial expressions in the Hunger review were brilliant. X ❤️ from Manchester, England.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
@@rickb.4168 I’m so glad you found them entertaining, I sometimes worry it comes across like I’m purposely “overdoing” it, but I couldn’t fake emotions like that if I tried. I’m notoriously bad at it.😬
@paulread4422
@paulread4422 Год назад
Becca you are beautiful, very smart, very sensitive.. A personal reaction..please don't get sucked in to what your fed..be yourself..turn negatives into positives..be strong. Love Ren...love all his work..makes you feel human..in touch with yourself. Freakled Angel..got me..true song when you put 2 & 2 together..keep smiling..❤
@philk9227
@philk9227 Год назад
Such an insightful and moving reaction Becca. Your strength, honesty and hard won wisdom shine through your words. Never, never doubt that you are enough, you are that and more, you are an inspiration!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much, your words of kindness me so much to my heart. Glad you were able to enjoy this one.💕
@ryanniven2852
@ryanniven2852 Год назад
Great reaction ren is a breathe of fresh air! Stay strong 💪
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thanks Ryan, really appreciate that (and you!).💕
@richardp6461
@richardp6461 Год назад
Becca, you are just right, always enough and never too much. So strong in sharing your vulnerability. I know this has to be good for you to talk this stuff out. I know this helps a lot of people and I am one of them. thank you. I have also fallen down the Ren hole. If you are looking for an emotional break. Try Ren Money Game part 2. It's a great take on politics in America and Britain and the reality of the capitalistic Money Game we live in. Peace Becca.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thanks Richard, I appreciate your continued encouragement so much. It definitely is a healing and therapeutic experience for me, AS IS reading comments like this, and just knowing there are people out there who can either relate, learn something, enjoy these, or even just feel a little less alone in our shared humanity. I’m definitely looking forward to Money Game when I can get to it! 💕
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Follow-up: your first two sentences made me heart smile and meant the world to me, as someone who has always felt like I’m either too much, not enough, or like I said in the video, too much OF not enough. Thank you for your kindness, deeply.
@barbaraarwine5156
@barbaraarwine5156 Год назад
To have fun check out " I shot the sheriff" cover by The Big Push (Ren's band) He's the best ! I'm sure Bob Marley would approve .
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Definitely looking forward to that one! Thanks for the rec, I’m trying to keep a running tally, and switch up the styles between reactions as much as I can.
@jeffstumpf9129
@jeffstumpf9129 Год назад
Yeah, Ren is outstanding. I’m certain he’s an Empath.
@jeffstumpf9129
@jeffstumpf9129 Год назад
Thanks for your like. I know Empaths because I am one. I feel, and understand the suffering of others. It isn’t much fun. Nor is seeing through the constant lies
@markuss7249
@markuss7249 Год назад
@@jeffstumpf9129 Really. Sometimes I think, it is a curse... And if people realize, they sometimes get scared. And it often goes ahead with lacking self empathy...
@derekoliver5772
@derekoliver5772 Год назад
Liked this reaction. I don't have a 4th of what you are going through but I am learning a lot, thank you. Peace. Be well.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
So glad you were able to enjoy it without necessarily sharing the exact struggle. This one is definitely more of a personal one than something like my bar breakdown of “The Hunger,” but I just keep hoping the right people who need to see any of these will find them. 💕
@vexom5
@vexom5 Год назад
Wow! That was another incredible reaction. I was tearing up for sure. Your incredibly strong for sharing your story. I think many can relate not just to this song, but to your reaction as well, and it is helpful knowing we are not alone. You mentioned story telling, I’m sure many have recommended the tale of Jenny and Screech, which are amazing at showcasing his talent, but I have to warn you, they are very dark. I recommend getting to know some more of his rap songs (Power, Genesis, his many retakes) or even his more rock songs with his band The Big Push (It’s Alright is particularly uplifting to me) before diving into the tales.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much, as ALWAYS. I always feel the need to apologize for making anyone else tear up, but it’s also very powerful for me to hear how many people can connect to the emotional side of things. It means so much to me, I can’t even think of an adjective deep enough to describe how it touches my heart. After Illest of Our Time drops on 3/29, I definitely plan on getting back to his rap and other lighter, more upbeat songs for a bit, I’m so glad I did this one, and am looking forward to the Tales trilogy, but I’ve heard exactly what you said-it’s HEAVY-so I’m gonna try to give myself and everyone else a breather for a little while, at least.
@CasperLD
@CasperLD Год назад
wow...This was really moving. I cried buckets!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I apologize for the tears (unless they were cathartic/therapeutic, in which case I’m a big fan of a healing cry, I just hate to be the cause of tears for anyone). Thank you so much for letting me know you enjoyed this one-it definitely hit hard on a very personal level.
@matjaz76
@matjaz76 Год назад
Yeah, me too.
@kiki-oh7hi
@kiki-oh7hi Год назад
Amazing! So strongly moved and feeling this. Thank you Becca. So the question that remains for me is, if not goingg through the motions, buying and spending, trying, etc, how do we find sense of purpose in life? How do we keep momentum? I am existential and a thinker... sigh....
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I was really worried about this one, I won’t lie, because I know a lot of people were initially hesitant to click on a 30-minute breakdown of ‘The Hunger’ (thankfully the people that said that also said they were surprised in a good way, so it worked out), and I figured this one, being more niche and more emotional (and and handful of minutes longer) would have people leery of clicking to watch. I decided to release it anyway, because it was cathartic for me, and I wanted to follow through for everyone who requested it. And as always, my number one goal is to help one person feel less alone or more understood, so the performance of a video is much less important to me than the people who do manage to take time to watch and get even something small from it. You’re a blessing to me.💕
@kiki-oh7hi
@kiki-oh7hi Год назад
@@BeccaDoss aww likewise Becca! I watched it minutes after it went up- I get SO excited for your videos because there arent so many recovery accounts that really resonate with my heart as yours does.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
@@kiki-oh7hi This is one of the kindest things anyone could say. And I’m SO glad you’re able to resonate with the things I share/the way I share them. You’re definitely not alone, but I know it can feel that way when it’s hard to find someone who “gets it.”
@achebwahs1111
@achebwahs1111 Год назад
Either set us up to knock us back down, or play us like the game that is Dominos
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Yes, great point!
@achebwahs1111
@achebwahs1111 Год назад
@@BeccaDoss Much love love much what you're doing Becca💜
@RonNL70
@RonNL70 Год назад
A powerful song and a honest heartfelt reaction that hit hard 😢 Much ❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thanks so much for taking time to stop by and watch/comments. Definitely a really powerful song.💕
@willasacco9898
@willasacco9898 Год назад
I meant Ren. But, then again, he is a ten plus, in all ways.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
(this follow up comment made me smile, because he totally is!)
@Dorythefish13
@Dorythefish13 Год назад
Thanks for doing this song, Becca!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thanks so much, Jessica. Sending all my love and compassion your way.💕
@benibear2995
@benibear2995 Год назад
Thank you for your reactions Becca, I have been looking forward to all your reactions ever since finding your Hi Ren reaction/analysis. I think there is more to your "reactions" than just a reaction to be honest, you go deep into the meanings, and the subcontext that many miss, and for me (and many others I am sure) the most important part you share your emotional impact from them. For these songs with hard hitting lyrics what many of us want to see is the emotional reaction that reverberates within ourselves, so never ever say sorry that you are stopping and crying, many of us are crying with you, seeing someone feel the lyrics on the same level as one does oneself is healing for the heart, and with different people come different viewpoints on the lyrics making ones appreciation of them grow even stronger. So for us empathic people these videos are very powerful and relatable, in the same way as the original songs are, they connect on a deep level to something within us. I think many of us are lacking people in our friendship circles that listen to music in the same way as we do, so it is hard to share the importance of what they mean to you with them as they just "don't get/feel it" in the same way you do and sharing emotions is what being a human is for me, and what music is about. So having someone openly share their own emotions to a song, and giving context to that is very important, many of us have in silence fought these demons within us and thought we were alone, music has for sure saved my life, as a young teenager in the late 80's early 90's when it was still taboo to talk about mental health having some artists but into words the things I was feeling made me realize I was not alone genuinely saved my life. Having struggled with chronic depression since I was around 10 years old and never having had a healthy relation with food, either comfort eating to temporarily keep the demons away or starving myself to lose weight it has always been a complicated story even if not as severe as an anorexia journey. Now many decades later at 45 I have mostly learned to dance with my demons and have a decent life but as with other chronic diseases one knows it will be with you to the end and need to reconcile with that. So keep sharing as long as you feel it is healthy for you Becca, you are doing it amazingly well, and your personality does really shine through! I am looking forward to each upload and wish you all the best! ❤
@Rob-bt3ev
@Rob-bt3ev Год назад
Well said!
@ishapeitsok
@ishapeitsok Год назад
This track, specifically, and all REN songs are friggen incredible but your reaction, and the honesty of this lyrical symphony about the problems of society, and you just explain the pure honesty of the lyrics... i love you.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Sorry it’s taken me so long to get back to you, but I wanted to let you know your comment meant the world to me and gave me a huge smile. I’m really glad you were able to enjoy and/or connect with this one, and your words mean more than I can say. You are so appreciated, take care of yourself.💕
@donald1379
@donald1379 11 месяцев назад
Becca thank you for a sharing your journey. Im 58 yrs old and i still struggle with my insurcurities and i think thats why so many people relate to Ren because he lets us all young and old feel were not alone in this craziness we call life..Thank you
@sig861
@sig861 Год назад
First thing first thank you for being so strong to say what you said . Second women please please don't feel like you need makeup or work done . Let your personality shine
@1tommymulligan
@1tommymulligan Год назад
Well done Becca I thought hard before recommending this song on a previous Ren video as I thought it would hurt you, but your humanity and bravery shone through. I know this will help others going through this terrible affliction as it comes from someone who has been through the mill. Keep smiling girl your video's are a pleasure to watch. My latest favourite from Ren is How to be Me live with Chinchilla a musical masterpiece but like all Ren Gills songs it has a strong message on Suicide awareness
@katrogers28
@katrogers28 10 месяцев назад
Thank you so much for reacting to this and really digging into the lies of diet culture! It’s so insidious in our culture that we don’t even see it. Diet culture disguised as “health”. As if we owe being healthy to our society when so little of it is even in our control. Thank you for your passion and honesty about your illness and struggles. ❤
@cilyoda
@cilyoda Год назад
I don’t have an eating disorder but I do have a very strong hate reaction to chewing, even my own some times. I also have a severe reaction to super fast talking, and the cuts in your video would have made me nuts just a few months ago. I couldn’t have watched even one of your videos before Ren told me to “relax “ in hi ren. I have turned myself around, I’ve reduced my vices and increased my feelings and how give my feeling to others. Your videos help me, your perspective of REN’s videos are unique, and harmonize with some of my own.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Oh man, I’m so sorry to hear that (for what it’s worth, I deal with misophonia and some other auditory sensory stuff, so while it’s not the same thing you describe, I know how debilitating that can be). I’m thrilled to hear that watching Hi Ren was such a transformative experience for you, as it was for so many of us. It also makes me glad to know you’re able to handle my videos (I know they’re very cut-heavy sometimes, just for the sake of trimming out anything that’s repetitive or unnecessary, and as much as I try to slow down my speech, I traverse into speed-talking without realizing it) now, when it wouldn’t have previously been the case. Way to go on finding ways to turn yourself around, reduce those vices, and increased your emotional capacity (for yourself and to others). That is HARD work, and so worthwhile. Thank you so much for taking time to type this out, I hope you’re able to find continued healing and peace.💕
@rebeccarose7405
@rebeccarose7405 Год назад
Thank you! A dear friend of mine lost her daughter to an eating disorder in 2013. Her heart just couldn’t do it anymore, as she waited for a place in a treatment center. At the beginning of the pandemic, that friend of mine, who also suffered from Lyme’s and had other chronic physical and mental health issues, took her own life. So the way this song hits you let me cry too, and feel the righteous anger at the industries that keep setting us up and knocking us back down. Bless you, and keep fighting the good fight! ❤️
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
It’s taking me a little while to get back to your comment, Rebecca, because I didn’t feel like I have adequate words to reply in the way that I want to. I’m still not sure I have the right words, but I want to say thank you for taking time to share so much of your personal pain, and that of your friend who succumbed to the pressure that all of these illnesses can cause. There are so many people who feel like there’s no option but to do that, and I have so much compassion for anyone who is at the end of the rope like that, as well as anyone and everyone who loved them and knows that the world is worse off without them. I really hope you were able to find this a cathartic crying experience, along with that righteous anger at all of the establishment setting us up just to knock us back down. I really appreciate you taking time to share this. It breaks my heart that her daughter lost her fight with her disorder while on a waiting list for treatment, that should never be the reality for anyone and I will never stop fighting to try to advocate for people getting the care that they need and very much deserve. Take care of yourself, I’m very thankful for you.
@lindseyf9057
@lindseyf9057 Год назад
wow. i really don't have words. this was such an emotional song (i actually teared up). i loved hearing more of your story and seeing you stand up to our culture, keep going friend ❤
@EbyTheDragon
@EbyTheDragon Год назад
I wasn't expecting you to respond to my comment on your video reacting to Hi Ren, but i wanted to pop in again and say another big THANK YOU for recommending more of Ren's music. You gave me some great direction on where to go, got me out of my one song pigeon hole, and got me on a full Ren rabbit hole. Thank you for your insights, openness, and vulnerability. Your story is important. Thank you for sharing your journey through recovery and healing. Stay strong, you lovely human
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I’m SO glad to hear you’ve been able to go down the entire Ren rabbit hole, it’s a very fun one. Honestly, I need to film more ASAP so I can listen to all his music. I’m currently only listening to them as I react, but the ones I suggested are ones that were personally impactful for me, and I suspected you may feel the same. Thanks for taking time to leave such a thoughtful, encouraging comment. So glad you’re here.💜💕
@jcstato9048
@jcstato9048 Год назад
Beautiful reaction by a beautiful person to a beautiful song.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much, friend, this one really hit home, and I’m so thankful to Ren for creating it, AND to everyone to mentioned it as a recommendation to react to, as well as every soul who’s taken time to watch it.💕
@rooa211800
@rooa211800 Год назад
Stay you Becca, you are enough ❤ incredible reaction, cant wait for the next one
@katherineolmstead8137
@katherineolmstead8137 10 месяцев назад
Watching your own personal reaction to Ren's Domimoes shows me how much his music can hit so deeply. And, how much we all need to STOP pushing our selves and our children to strive for these PERFECT looks. I wish you peace and many future smiles and hopefully loving yourself as you are...WE DO NOT NEED TO BE PERFECT!!! Best of luck to you!
@sammyd8860
@sammyd8860 Год назад
I love you and your intensity - passion is important. Ren takes a scalpel to so many things we ignore. Check out Money Game Parts 1 & 2
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I’m so glad you’re able to enjoy these reactions, everything I show here is my 100% unfiltered, raw, real reaction, because I’m notoriously bad at trying to fake emotion. I’m so glad it’s able to be felt through the screen. Your sentence re: scalpel sums it up perfectly, that’s exactly what he does. (Can’t wait to get to Money Game 1&2!)
@samanthamullin5585
@samanthamullin5585 Год назад
You're still here- still shining. Your reactions shines quite brightly as well. You've not been swallowed up. It's good to see that. Dominos..hits hard. I reacted that way too when thinking of the continuous set-up. It all comes back to greed- profit. Yep. Chronic diseases and disorders - *raises hand* I'm right there with ya!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much for all the encouragement you’ve left in these comments. While I always hate to know someone else can understand, there’s also solace to be found in knowing we’re not alone even when this can feel very isolating.💕
@MissMaria1969
@MissMaria1969 Год назад
Awesome job ❤❤❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you!💕💕
@Cynthiabecker24
@Cynthiabecker24 Год назад
Before I forget I loved your reference to Silverchair. As I'm sure you know Daniel Johns suffered with an eating disorder, depression and substance abuse disorder. He is doing better but still it breaks my heart to see such a talented, intelligent and beautiful soul destroyed by "the beauty standards". Can't imagine how challenging this reaction was for you to do. As a person in active recovery from Heroin and suffering PTSD and MDD, I myself struggle as equally as I find healing and comradery in Rens songs. I salute your courage, in presenting yourself so openly and continue to pray that God will protect, comfort and heal you. Many blessings from Melbourne Australia. 🙏🌏💙
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I’m so glad you loved the Chair reference. Dan is one of my all-time favorite artists, with Silverchair or solo. Have you listened to his album that came out last year (FutureNever)? It’s a special work of art, and best listened front to back. The last track also seamlessly transition back into the first, which I LOVE! I definitely hate how much he’s had to continually deal with, himself, but he seems to have really turned around when he was in rehab for a while last year, so I only hope he’s able to find continued healing and peace. Not many smiles I like more than Dan’s when it’s real. This absolutely was a challenging one, but I’m glad it was requested so I could experience listening to it, myself. You’ve also definitely been through the ringer, and I think one of the cool thing about Ren’s music (that I’ve heard thus far) is that they can be applicable to a wide variety of people who are struggling with their own crap, even if it’s not the exact same (especially the more emotional songs). I’m so glad you have his music to help on your journey. Also, congrats on being in active recovery-that takes a lot of courage and strength, and I pray that each day that passes brings you further healing, peace, or moments of joy and realizing life is worth it.💕
@Cynthiabecker24
@Cynthiabecker24 Год назад
@@BeccaDoss Absolutely love Daniel and his last album. Agreed, he seems to be in a much more healthier space. I've had almost 11yrs in active recovery, praise God, just the MH issues seem to bubble up every so often. I know it's all part of Gods plan though. I'm a dual diagnosis clinician now, so helping others, helps me. Thanks for your encouraging and kind words, they mean so much. Prayers for continued growth and success, both personally and professionally. I've been told I have a gift of discerning spirits, and yours is so uplifting to be around. Take care.💙
@kirsten3112
@kirsten3112 11 месяцев назад
As you wiped your eyes... I wiped mine 😢 Ren will help heal us all... Sending you 💖
@davidhedman6444
@davidhedman6444 8 месяцев назад
You broke my heart. You are fantastic. Remember that. You got my follow…
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss 8 месяцев назад
I am so thankful to have you aboard, friend. I apologize for the tears, but I hope they were at least healing/cathartic. I tend to wear my emotions pretty openly on my sleeve, or I guess, in this case, in my reactions. I just can’t contain myself, music touches parts of my soul nothing else can, especially when it’s music with a message.💕
@janegill-pl5kz
@janegill-pl5kz Год назад
Becca, you are the only reactor that I have commented under every reaction of his that you do. You clearly have such an affinity with his music and it almost validateds his messages, even though they don't need any validation. It just makes his message even more authentic and you just 'get' him so much more than any other reactor. Its both beautiful and painful to watch. But you have to be the most intelligent, authentic and eloquent reactors. You're clearly a deep thinker and your personality does shine through. It one of the reasons I look out for your reactions specifically. Once again, much love from the UK 🇬🇧 ❤️
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Means so much more than my brain can communicate right now, Jane. Eternally grateful for you.💕
@FaerieCastle
@FaerieCastle Год назад
I took a few days to think about your reaction and how I wanted to respond…. Hugs to you. I felt incredibly close to you as I watched your reaction but not like I was a voyeur. Thank you for being so open and honest in your reaction. I found your page through Ren but I’m staying because you are an amazing human and I want to see more!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Now it’s my turn to say I took a few days to respond to your comment, because I wanted to give it the consideration and time it deserves. I still don’t feel like I have adequate words, but thank you so much for showing immense kindness and encouragement, it means so much more than I can ever truly explain. I’m really glad you were able to connect with this reaction, and I’m so thankful you were able to find my channel as a result of being a fan of Ren, and it means the world to me that you’re sticking around and want to see more. I literally never thought anyone would care about any of this, so it’s all extremely humbling and overwhelmingly amazing to see so many kinds souls show up in these comments. Connection really is healing, and I think Ren is helping us all learn that lesson firsthand.💕
@FaerieCastle
@FaerieCastle Год назад
@@BeccaDoss Ren has connected me with people and experiences I would have never had without going down his rabbit hole! And he has shown us all that no matter what walk of life we are from we ALL have similar experiences. It’s fascinating reading comments and watching these reaction videos and seeing a little bit of myself in all of them. And humbling too, you’re right
@cristarose503
@cristarose503 Год назад
Thank You! You put words to things that I didn't realize I was feeling. I can't combat a thought I didn't know I was having. This reaction has had an impact on my life. Time will see how much. You will not see that. But, still. Thank You.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
This meant more to my heart than my words can dream of saying right now. From the bottom of my heart, thank you. I’m so glad it was able to be a source of healing for you. 💕
@scottlaurenson3390
@scottlaurenson3390 Год назад
Hi Becca, Ren really hits the nail on the head and does it eloquently, The money game one and two for his views on how the world works 👍 he is inspiration to so many now and is getting the recognition he deserves 😁. Please keep up the Ren journey ✌️❤️🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
He really does! And never fear, I don’t plan on leaving this ride anytime soon! (Looking forward to getting into Money Game 1&2)
@user-ju3go2uq8b
@user-ju3go2uq8b 4 месяца назад
I'm going through anorexia recovery right now, and both this song and this video you've made has helped me, thank you so much :') ❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss 4 месяца назад
Hey friend, I’m so sorry to hear about your struggle and pain. I’m currently in an IP program fighting alongside you across the miles, and sending you so much love and compassion. You deserve so much more than this disorder gives.💜💕
@colinjames8902
@colinjames8902 10 месяцев назад
Proud of you going through this reaction. Stay strong. Beautiful
@yoda68zac11
@yoda68zac11 Год назад
I had tears in anticipation when I saw this in my RU-vid feed, they became uncontrollable watching how this hit you. I'm so thankful there's people like Ren able to make art like this that can help tell your story. Thank you for sharing this. All the best ✌️❤️
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
It means a lot to know you were emotionally anticipatory to watch this one just when you saw it come up-seriously, that made my heart smile. But I do apologize for the tears, I know they were plentiful on my end, and I always feel a little bad for eliciting the same response from others, but I hope they were at least cathartic tears.💕🫂 I really appreciate you taking time to leave such an encouraging and kind comment, thank you.
@RichardWelter
@RichardWelter Год назад
Thank you, I love your commentary, it really adds to an already great song.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
So glad you enjoyed it, Richard. Really appreciate you.💕
@neoscencez
@neoscencez 11 месяцев назад
Becca! I'm so glad I found your channel tonight - You are a fabulous, wonderful person and I'm so glad to now be subscribed. Ren is a true talent, he's a fellow Welshie who I feel an odd sense of pride towards. Thank you for a beautiful reaction x
@mumblez22
@mumblez22 Год назад
I loved the insectura - teeth line as well. I had 2 siblings and 2 step so between the 5 kids my parents didn't have enough $ for braces and my bottom teeth are all crooked. I've been insecure about them since my adult teeth grew in. Also I had a gf back in the day with an eating disorder which rotted her teeth by the age of 19, luckily her parents had good insurance and she got a whole set of new teeth
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I feel you, friend. And I’m sure I’d love your smile. I thought that line seemed so simple on the surface, but really struck a chord with me.
@mariamakrynakis7586
@mariamakrynakis7586 11 месяцев назад
Thank you, this is one of my favorite Ren's songs. But it is so rough, it makes me cry, I've always felt not enough and too much. Thank you for opening up, great reaction. You are great at this!!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss 11 месяцев назад
It’s definitely a tearjerker. I’m glad it’s been able to be a source of catharsis for you, too, but my goodness, it’s rough. Thanks for your kind words, I really appreciate you taking time to let me know you enjoyed it.💕🫶🏼
@janmulcahy1458
@janmulcahy1458 Год назад
This makes me bawl every time. I had friends with these problems in school and it broke my heart. Oh, and Becca, you're more than alright, you're fabulous. Interesting, clever and insightful. Much love and keep up the great work 😊❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Jan, this comment touched my heart in a very, very deep way, thank you so much. Your words of kindness are more appreciated than I can adequately explain, but thank you for being such a kind, compassionate, awesome human. 💕
@Stuart_Lonewolf_Holloway
@Stuart_Lonewolf_Holloway Год назад
From the little I have learned about you in recent times let me first say, YOU ARE ENOUGH. We have walked wildly different paths but our journeys and experiences are equally valid. I cannot imagine your path yet would not divert you to walk mine either. I guess I got lucky in not seeking acceptance by others or societal constructs. It produced an outcast, a Lone Wolf that lives only on the values of oneself. I, by my own admission, am not great looking, lack the body of Adonis etc. But within me is a strong beautiful heart, that would do no harm and lacks judgement of others without knowledge. The shell is for the shallow, the heart and soul is for those with true vision. You wear your heart on your sleeve for all to see and your Soul glows brighter than any sun. Please remain beautiful in your honesty, it will help more people than you will ever see. 🐺❤️
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Oh friend, your words touched my soul in a way I can adequately articulate. Thank you, deeply. We definitely all have our own struggles, and I’m sorry to hear you’ve endured so much pain, yourself. Thank you for taking time to share these words here, and thanks for being such a kind human.💕
@Stuart_Lonewolf_Holloway
@Stuart_Lonewolf_Holloway Год назад
@Becca Doss Thank you for seeing me and taking the time to respond. 🐺❤️
@hansjohansson7111
@hansjohansson7111 Год назад
Great reaction Becca, as always. Rens music always get you, and I understand this one was tough for you. Your t-skirt saying SET FREE gave a deeper meaning at the line "when we we're imprisoned by the form that we take". I hope you will be set free, at least from the heavy thoughts. And just as you know, I love your personality. ❤❤❤❤❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I’m so glad you noticed the shirt, Hans. The only shirt I intentionally planned at the beginning was wearing the “Lyme” shirt in the Sick Boi reaction, but I just so happened to have a handful of shirts I was able to end up wearing that just happened to kind of go with the songs I did (like my “HEALED” shirt in the Chalk Outlines video, which is more of a “claiming it for the future” statement instead of saying I’m 100% healed right now). So even before hearing those lines, when I heard the topic of this song, I knew this had to be the shirt to wear. I’m so glad you enjoyed this one, it was very tough, but was also extremely cathartic for me. (And thank you for your kind words about my personality, those comments always floor me because I had lost touch with any personality at ALL for the better part of a year and a half. Very glad to have it back.)
@hansjohansson7111
@hansjohansson7111 Год назад
@@BeccaDoss ❤❤
@adam.4487
@adam.4487 Год назад
I noticed in your playlists you haven't heard "Humble" yet by Ren with Eden Nash It's really beautiful, dealing with pain, I have physical pain - chronic pain and it's hard to be humble and happy all the time. I left something out with my previous comment. I did hear Dominoes awhile back and loved it, when I realized what it was about. Not sure I should say but as a much younger person I was naturally thin and would get picked on, because I ate all the time, other people picked on me wondering where I put everything. Turned out later in my 40's I found out it was a thyroid issue. When treated for that, basically had it "killed" with radio iodine, and now on meds for hypothyroid for the rest of my life, well, I did not stay thin anymore, wasn't terrible, but now at age 74 and other heath issues I can't do exercises and I still have trouble with food, this time, not eating as much to try and stay healthy. I just don't feel hungry, when I ate I felt bloated, also my medications aren't helping with that, I need them for my heart, so I'm stuck with not eating or eating too much of the wrong stuff. I was always so used to being able to eat anything, now I can't. I miss my favorite foods. Life is so strange, sometimes.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much for sharing part of your story, it’s a honor that you feel comfortable sharing here, and I don’t take that lightly AT ALL. I’m sorry to hear of the various kinds of pain you’ve endured, and none of it should have had to happen, but the fact that you’re here commenting, and therefore alive on earth, shows you’re a fighter, and that takes immense strength. Take care of yourself.💕
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
(Thanks for the tip about that song, your the first to mention that one!)
@FengshenNL
@FengshenNL Год назад
BECCAAAA! ❤ I'm so proud of you for continually opening up to the world with these reactions, your insights on this mean a lot and I hope they'll reach everyone who's going through the same situation. When I woke up this morning to the notification that you uploaded this, I knew I had to sit down and watch this all and, unsurprisingly, it was 100% worth it! I hope you'll have a wonderful day and I'm looking forward to your next reaction :) *HUGS* P.S.: If you just want some fun oldskool hiphop by Ren to add to your "cleared" list of songs, "What You Want" is a great callback to 90s hiphop and super fun and lighthearted 😉
@FengshenNL
@FengshenNL Год назад
P.P.S.: You're one of only a handful people where I actually did ring the sub notification bell that other 'tubers keep nagging me about. All your reactions so far have been so incredibly genuine and moving, I just need to know when a new one is up.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
@@FengshenNL The sheer size of the smile on my face after reading your comments…thank you so much, as ALWAYS. SO appreciate you.
@mumblez22
@mumblez22 Год назад
Oooo I haven't heard this one yet! You should check out "Dear God" soon
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Will do!
@belindamelville2270
@belindamelville2270 Год назад
Mumbsie...have you heard Heretic yet? My favorite...
@suevick637
@suevick637 11 месяцев назад
It would take me an hr or more to explain how and why I feel connected to this song. Or even Ren's music in general. Masterful. A wordsmith extraordinaire. ❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss 11 месяцев назад
He absolutely is. No pressure to type anything that would be such an undertaking, but just wanted you to know I saw this and I’m sending you so much love for all you’ve gone through, and/or are facing. 💕
@suzannemurnane2714
@suzannemurnane2714 Год назад
You are a beautiful soul. I understand you don't believe it right now. I too have a eating disorder and 22 yrs of chronic pain. I sadly lost my marriage and many friends because they just didn't want to "deal" with me. This song hit me hard too! Blessings
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Sending you so much love and compassion, Suzanne. I’m so sorry to hear of your own struggle and pain, and I appreciate your words more than my own can say right now. I’ve lost a lot of people, myself, so I feel you. I’m grateful my husband has stuck around, but he’s one of the only ones, and there have been plenty of times I’d understand him leaving. Since you shared something with me that you know is true even if I struggle to believe it, I want to return the favor: You deserve so much love and kindness and compassion from others in life, and it’s only taken me reading one of your comments to be able to say that confidently. You are SO much more than just someone to “deal” with. 💕🙏🏼
@markhenderson7930
@markhenderson7930 Год назад
I just want to reach through the screen and give you a big hug. You are a beautiful person and your reactions are so honest and passionate.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
🫂💕
@peterbadham1875
@peterbadham1875 Год назад
You look great Becca, no need to worry about your teeth or anything else. Thanks so much again for your reactions. Sending love x
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you, Peter, I appreciate your kindness so very much.💕
@kuolemanlaakso1696
@kuolemanlaakso1696 11 месяцев назад
I've just watched this, the first video of yours I've seen, clicked because I love Ren and I was interested in your perspective given your history Honestly I don't think I've ever watched a reaction video as powerful as this. You have taken a massive negative in your life and have turned it into a positive in my view, because the passion evident here is the most authentic I've ever seen in reaction culture. Thank you for an excellent and thoughtful assessment of this excellent song. I hope you are coping with your issues better now, although I know things don't always work out that way. Your personality is so powerful.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss 11 месяцев назад
It’s taken me nearly a full day to reply to this comment because it touched my heart and soul in ways I’m still having trouble putting into words of my own. Your extremely kind and thoughtful words are so encouraging and uplifting, and I thank you for that. I’ve always said my goal(s) with any of this content is to help people: 1. Feel less alone, 2. Feel more understood, 3. Learn or laugh about something. Any time someone lets me know any of those things translate through the screen-my heart is filled with gratitude. I’ve mentioned it a handful of times since I really started leaning into the reaction content in March, but any emotion I ever show is 100% raw and authentic. I’m notoriously bad at faking emotions of any kind, so I appreciate knowing others are able to feel that, as well.🫶🏼 I’m still just taking things one day at a time. I thought I’d be in a better place than I am by now, but due to unforeseen complications, I’m not, so the only thing I can do is keep trying to take it one day, hour, sometimes minute at a time. So glad you happened to click on this as a lover of Ren. He’s really a one of a kind artist and human, and I have connected with so many beautiful souls as a result of his influence and art (including you, of course).💕 Edit to add: your last sentence strikes a chord so deep I couldn’t put it into words if I tried. The one thing my ED has stolen that I miss the most is my personality, so bless you for those words.💜
@Naomi_Boyd
@Naomi_Boyd Год назад
Keep shining, you crazy diamond. 🤟😉
@gabrielpettersson2069
@gabrielpettersson2069 Год назад
As someone not close to this, I appreciate you sharing life from your perspective. We are all one family, somehow we have been divided, blinded by phantoms, ghosts we all chase to make us whole. Thanks you.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I’m so glad you appreciate my perspective, thank you for watching even thought it’s not your particular struggle. It means the world. And I couldn’t have said that second part of your comment any better. Very well stated.💕🙌🏼
@gabrielpettersson2069
@gabrielpettersson2069 Год назад
@@BeccaDoss Maby people have allways felt like this, but for most of my life I felt like we are sleepwalking, going through the motions. We listen to others and allow their voice to replace ours. I feel a breaking point coming soon. It will be painful, but needed, those who have money and power does not want that. Think for ourselves. Choose for ourselves. Be ourselves.
@DarrenBee37
@DarrenBee37 Год назад
Wow what a great in depth reaction. First time hearing this song myself hit hard . Loved your intake , tho sad to hear your story . Stay strong you are amazing individual and a inspiration
@ammogan
@ammogan Год назад
You have the most beautiful personality! I feel like you're giving me a big hug every time I watch you! 💞💞💞
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
That’s one of the kindest things anyone could say to me, thank you so much. I’m so glad you’re enjoying these videos. I really appreciate you!🩷💕
@ammogan
@ammogan Год назад
🥰😘
@didierblasco8116
@didierblasco8116 Год назад
Go on Becca ! Love it how Ren is acting on the free minds craving for truth !
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thanks! And I totally agree!
@kennavoy_
@kennavoy_ Год назад
So, SO good Becca!! 👏🙌🫶
@dsepulvedafonseca
@dsepulvedafonseca Год назад
Hi Becca, thanks for your honesty and unfear to expose yourself. All the best for you and keep strong in your journey!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you so much for taking time to watch and leave such a kind comment, you’re a cool human.💕
@SterlingArcher21
@SterlingArcher21 Год назад
Posting a comment to support your channel
@fishboneofjudah6179
@fishboneofjudah6179 Год назад
Beautiful. The song,the reaction, and you Becca
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Bless you, friend. Thank you kindly.
@Daze475
@Daze475 11 месяцев назад
I must say, I don't get emotional often and even then, I keep it down. However today, this piece hit me like nothing I remember. I've heard Dominoes like 10-times before, but today when I was driving home and playing this, when I heard one specific line "She started cutting her wrists wrists and hiding the scars with gloves", it left me frozen. Just the essence on this specific line. The fact that, in addition to all of that she felt the shame and had to hide her scars with GLOVES. It wasn't enough that she was ashamed of herself for her body as it was, she even had to be ashamed of what she inflicted upon herself. It hit me so hard that I was left in a different state of mind, feeling my head filling up with emotion, and on the second play, it had overflown and tears came in. Almost had to pull over. Now, at home, I still haven't really got out of it. I searched on RU-vid for reactions and stuff, when I found yours, and cried again when you began. What a ride...I had my own issues with a speech disorder, also experiencing a lot of shame at even basic human interactions for bigger part of my life, so this brought a lot of relatable pain. By the way, great reaction!...like and sub
@silentwhisp4r670
@silentwhisp4r670 Год назад
Awesome reaction! Keep doing what you do!
@rodgersmith6891
@rodgersmith6891 Год назад
The first two songs that come to mind when of fun/light/poppy Ren is "what you want" and "losing it". However, the more I think about it, the more I get excited about you doing a first time reaction to his song "Humble" featuring Eden Nash. It's catchy, upbeat, brimming with positivity and of "Dominos" is a rightful condemnation of beauty culture, then he at least offers a possible better mindset or way of thinking in "Humble". PLEASE check it out at some point. Love you Ren reactions
@richardlyons7582
@richardlyons7582 Год назад
Becca hope the day comes soon when you can dance. Love from the UK.
@epishmeh
@epishmeh Год назад
Great reaction video. Glad you did this one. Thanks for everything you share!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you, I really appreciate the encouragement (and you!).💕
@DishonestTrack6
@DishonestTrack6 2 месяца назад
I've watched nearly 20 reaction videos of this song to find someone who had the same reaction to Ariah's story. Nobody reacted with the same emotion as I did besides you. I'm not even a woman but I pictured her as actually becoming a beauty queen with a crowd applauding as the announcer called her name and as she went to grab the crown she collapsed on stage crying and coughing up blood. I saw it in the shoes of the announcer just standing there holding the crown freaking out in my head.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Месяц назад
Hey friend, thank you so much for taking time, not just to watch this, but to take time to leave such a kind comment, and also take time to explain the way your brain painted that very vivid picture (which I can honestly see being an intended visual of those lines). I’m glad to be able to show you you’re not the only one who felt that way when watching. And I’m also sorry you felt it so deeply-I don’t apologize for the deep-feeling, because I feel everything deeply, myself, and while it can feel like a curse at times, I wouldn’t change it for anything, but I apologize for the pain I know it can bring up, and for anything you or loved ones have endured in life that makes this particular subject matter hit so hard. And even if it wasn’t a personal thing, and was just a vivid image that evoked that response in you, that speaks to the power of the narrative Ren is painting with his words, here. I’m right there with you. Please be gentle with yourself, friend.💕
@palsgraph
@palsgraph Год назад
I appreciate the way you prefaced this video. Oh, and this is gonna rip ya a new one. Actually I think it is one of his best pieces. So much content and meaning. I really like the shifts between types of music, which adds to the meaning. Oh, and your smile is only one small part of what makes you shine. It is fine, and you radiate your emotions in such a way that it is moving. /salute to the honesty.
@palsgraph
@palsgraph Год назад
"A lying liar who lies and can not tell the truth" I believe I have that right. Did you know that when you get wrapped up in your passion you are spitting out flows that could be set to a beat. I mean why not? It could be fun....
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
First, I want to say thank you for taking time to leave these comments. I’ve literally had them come to mind multiple times the past 2 weeks, I just then get into communication-paralysis mode and can’t type. Anyway, I agree, I think this song is a contender for one of this best, for sure, and I know I still have a LOT to listen to, but he did this so well! As far as your comment reply, it actually made me smile pretty hugely to read it. I’ve actually been writing my own lyrics (mostly rap) and spoken word poetry for years, and I think sometimes it just slips into the wha I deliver some sentences. And it DEFINITELY tends to happen more when I’m feeling really passionate than when I’m not, so I mean it: the fact that you picked up on that says a lot about your own ability to observe and notice details. 💕😊
@palsgraph
@palsgraph Год назад
@@BeccaDoss Dear, w/o even knowing how you are a bright spot in my life. Not like a weird or anything, but your joy juxtaposed with your pain makes for very awesome reactions. And I can see your love for life. I do think you could study, mix it in with the talent au natural and freaking Rock!!!!!! You know Ren had to bust his ass while people thought he was crazy. No doubt the man has made my life better. /salute
@puppenbuhnebauchkribbeln1183
Thank you, Ren...🥹🙏🏼
@notthatbad42
@notthatbad42 Год назад
As a 14 year-old, I’m on the front lines of all this, it’s even talked about in the school program its so bad! And Ren just resumed 12 hours of school lessons and more into a great 4-minute song. (luckily ?) I’m a very unusual person and my problems are elsewhere ( but I won’t go into that...), for example, I don’t use any social media. But I see everyone around me being affected by this, even lightly, it’s kinda scary. And that’s why my only two friends are like me and don’t care about how we look. anyway, I’m very happy I got to find you through Ren and I love what you’re doing !
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
It took me way too long to reply to this, and I’m sorry, I just wanted to make sure I could give you the time and attention that your comment deserves. I want to say thank you so much for sharing some of your own story, and I think it’s awesome that you don’t use social media, and that you have a couple friends who are the same and you all haven’t succumb to this pressure. I hope that continues to be the case, you clearly have a lot more awareness then many people do at your age, and I say that with all the respect in the world. and for what it’s worth, I was always the unusual person among my peers, as well, and while I definitely fell pray to my eating disorder and pressures related to that, it was way before social media was a big deal, so I can’t imagine how much harder it is for students in school today who have that added access and pressure. Thank you so much for stopping by, again, I really appreciate you sharing and I wish you nothing but the best .😊💕
@danielharry1075
@danielharry1075 Год назад
Becca Doss, you are the best reactor period. Not only are you a very relateable person but you're a giant when it comes to personality, I can spend hours listening to you. And one thing which is impossible to miss about you are your high level of intelligence, arguably the most attractive quality any person can have. Sure a high IQ is also a pain as it let us over think just about every little thing. And remember there's no need to reply to every comment you get as that will become one HUGE job, we (I'm sure I speak for most of your fans, yes you have fans) get it and respect it. And sure it's maybe not socially excepted to say this these days but I gonna do it, you are beautiful, and not only in how you look either. Much respect.
@janegill-pl5kz
@janegill-pl5kz Год назад
I hadn't read this when I put ny own comment up. I pretty much say exactly the same as you. But not so eloquently. And I agree 💯 becca, you have fans!! 😊
@brianbritton3693
@brianbritton3693 Год назад
Decided to 1st time with you on this one. I try so hard to spread out Rens rabbit hole and it pays off sometimes getting to share a 1st listen. Ren has been the perfect compliment to my 6 weeks of Chemo and Radio and kept me strong. Plenty to go for me still...Whoop. Of course my next move is to play Ren's original to soak in that artistry. Pleasure to hear Ren's official analysist again ! Ya stronger and smarter than you even know, and I know you know much. Hugs from Renland x
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you for joining me for your first listen of this one! It’s def a powerful force, for sure!
@caleb6513
@caleb6513 6 месяцев назад
i have no words to describe how hard this hit me i was always bullied for my weight growing up but the worst bulling came from....myself. I starved myself and started intense exercise and now that the weight is gone you would think i would be happy with myself but no i still hate what i look like and go through a cycle of binge, purge, repeat and having body dis-morphia really does not help i knew the song was great but hearing what you have gone through and hearing you summarize some of the lyrics helped me understand the message even better and it pains me to hear that you had to go through something similar even if it is not the same it is still so painful to hear another person have to go through hell
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss 5 месяцев назад
Caleb, thank you so much for feeling comfortable enough to share this here-it’s an honor to be able to hold space for others and their stories/experiences. It’s also heartbreaking to know you’ve suffered so much for so long. EDs are so insidious, and I feel your words on a very deep level. I hope you’re able to find ways to be gentle with yourself and eventually break free from these chains in any way. I’m so glad you’re here.💜💕
@MajorieRoyal
@MajorieRoyal Год назад
Much love beautiful. Loved your video. I feel you ❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I’m so glad you loved the video, Corine, but I’m sorry you feel it (I’m assuming on a personal level). It’s a hard place to be, but I think there’s at least a little something to be said for solace.🫂💕
@belindamelville2270
@belindamelville2270 Год назад
Ren❤❤❤❤❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
💕💕💕💕
@bethosbornefischer3315
@bethosbornefischer3315 Год назад
A wonderful react. Ren has an amazing ability to... enable? motivate?... us to speak our own truths when we might otherwise hold back. Soft hugs to you. On a side note, Ren's Mast Cell Activation Syndrome has caused him to become literally allergic to almost all food. For years, he'd react to pretty much everything but chicken, lettuce, and squash. If you watch the video Crutch, that was made when he was seriously underweight. He's still on a very restricted diet and has ended up in the ER because of reactions to food. The sense of injustice he developed over his Lyme/ME/mental illness I think was expanded into beauty/diet industry because he would kill to have sweets, or a burger, or a potato, but his chronic illness prevents it.
@Veeliscious
@Veeliscious Год назад
You see this even in the opening scene in Genesis - when he's about to tuck into Fish & Chips and can't as delicious as it looks and throw's the chip back down with a frustrated "Ughhh"
@jimmibarr6433
@jimmibarr6433 Год назад
I’m pretty sure that insecuri-teeth was actually for himself.. great reaction and gods bless on your journey.. much love from Australia ❤
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
I got that vibe, too, and it made me feel for him on an even deeper level. So glad you enjoyed this one. Sending love right back to you.🩷
@biodorkus
@biodorkus Год назад
I was slightly older (16-17?), but I distinctly recall secretly buying appetite suppressant pills at the grocery store because I thought I needed to lose weight. (Spoiler alert: I did not.) This song is brilliant.
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Ouch, I feel that on a deep level (at 15, I did the same thing with that saved up lunch money, and knew the one place in town where they wouldn’t card me to make sure I was 18). I cringe so much when I think of those things, but then I remember: EDs are mental illnesses, so even those actions aren’t really US on our deepest soul level. They’re things we do when this demon takes over our brain and tells us only lies about ourselves. I hope you’ve even able to find some peace, and can continue to find healing in any way you may need, ED related or otherwise. I’m so glad you’re here.💕
@biodorkus
@biodorkus Год назад
​@@BeccaDoss I'm pretty sure I replied to this earlier today, but I don't see my response? Short version is thankfully my ED never became severe enough to require inpatient treatment, although I still struggle with disordered thinking around food. I'm glad there are resources available like some of the podcasts I had linked to help challenge the unhealthy beliefs around diet culture, and I wish for healing for all who struggle.
@bradsmith1919
@bradsmith1919 Год назад
Hello beautiful, how are you today? Always remember, God only puts on us what he knows we can handle. He builds us to test us and see how we respond to those tests. Sometimes like dominoes we fall, but unlike dominoes we are able to get back up. When we stumble and fall, as long as we keep getting up and fighting then God knows he chose a worthy warrior. Never give up, never give in, get up and get back in the fight. Love ya my beautiful friend ❤🌹
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
You said that so beautifully, brother. And I’d even go so far as to say, when we can’t get back to ourselves, the “getting back up” is us having faith that HE is helping pick us up, and even carry us when we don’t feel the strength. As always, your words mean to much to my heart.💕
@bradsmith1919
@bradsmith1919 Год назад
By the way, don't be ashamed of your smile. I think you have a beautiful smile. Besides its not just the outward appearance of a person that makes them beautiful, its the inside. Even the most beautiful person in the world can be ugly if they have ugly attitude and personality. I clicked on your 1st ren video because I wanted to see your take on the song. I immediately subscribed because of your story and personality. More importantly than what I or anyone else thinks about you is what you think about you. Also there is 1 person I know thinks you are the most beautiful person they have ever met, Roger. Love ya my beautiful friend ❤🌹
@milagrosmendez77
@milagrosmendez77 Год назад
Excellent reaction. You’re beautiful as I find myself beautiful in my age (49) and weight. I’m Puerto Rican and being slim isn’t one of our main characteristics. I do need to work out but because my health requires it (diabetic) and restrain myself from sugar. It also helps my mental health. But God created you beautiful. Never doubt that. You’re one of His greatest masterpieces ❤
@ianhislop6782
@ianhislop6782 Год назад
Another great reaction and analysis. You really have a talent for understanding the lyrics and then conveying that to us, your audience. Thank you for taking your time to do this.
@ydo-bc5wj
@ydo-bc5wj Год назад
Oof, this made me want to give you a hug. Thank you for this beautiful, knowledgeable, vulnerable reaction. And yes, I feel that so much of your personality shines through in your reactions, and I love it!
@BeccaDoss
@BeccaDoss Год назад
Thank you friend.💕
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