“A man mourning doesn’t make him weak. It keeps him alive. Keeps his insides from becoming a funeral. When grief comes out it makes room for life to come in.”
John Seal I guess my insides are dead my granddad passed away in Jan and I can’t seem to cope with it. I just tell My self I’m okay a keep on moving. I cried for the 2nd time since his funeral after I read that quote. Thanks.
Same here, it just suddenly came up again in my playlist so I watched it again….the time goes fast, but in other ways it’s seems to stop. Loosing a very close loved one, it’s hard to explain…the world goes on around you, but you just stop, sometimes it feels like they don’t realise the grief of loosing a child, and you don’t understand how they can go in like north has happened, it’s such a weird feeling. I have been missing my son so much, so to see this just come again, I had to watch. I’m sure Marks wife and children miss him so very much, along with his parents, Matt and all his siblings, it’s such a different kind of grief when compared to other loved ones that have passed when they are older. To loose someone so young, with so many dreams and so much life in them still is so hard to wrap your head around. Be at Peace Mark 💔🙏🏻🕊️
I know I'm 3 years late. Just ran across this video. I'm 60. My first wife, she was 19, I was 18 when we married, at 25, I was blessed with a daughter, then, 1 year later, came that talk from the Dr. 5 years. 5 years she fought it. Then came that night. Me, alone with a 5 year old. Bud. I understand your pain. I only spoke of my own life to let you know you are not alone. I loved this video my brother. You take care. God be with you.
Popping up in my feed 3 years later…on the day we’re about to take my older brother off of life support. He didn’t have cancer..he decided he could no longer handle this world…My love and support goes out to anyone who has gone through loss and/or is going through the loss of a loved one ❤
"They say you die twice. Once when you stop breathing and the second, a bit later on, when somebody mentions your name for the last time." - Always Remember.
Matt, thank you so much for sharing this… As a pastor I know how hard this is for you. But it honored his legacy for you to share this with us. I am literally weeping with you.
Recently moved from California to Colorado, I'm 19 and this is my first time being out of state, living alone, and being away from my family (specifically my mom) for more than 2 days, let me tell you, I LOVE COLORADO and wish I could positively say I'm never gonna leave, but Everytime I start thinking about family all I think about is how I wanna go back to California.
@@firmfire2385 I'm the opposite. I'm originally colorado but I enlisted in the marines and I'll tell you, the hardest part is not being able to be with them. My brother enlisted too and is in California while I'm on the east coast. I probably wont see him for 3 years or more
@@calebwatson7909 first let me start by saying thank you for the sacrifices you've already made and are going to continue to make. I have great respect for anyone who risks there own life and/or goes out of the way to protect someone they have no true obligation towards, thank you. I hope to be joining the national guard soon, but wow, that's even harder iv thought about what it's going to be like when I join, at least before all the covid stuff, I could have just went over and visited my mom, when your serving you can't just leave when ever you want, but know everything your doing for yourself has to be done and will always be worth it in the end, family is very important but your own well being and future are more important
MATT! I'm so sorry bro! After all these years of being on RU-vid, Mark just popped up on my feed out of nowhere! I binge-watched all his videos and saw your face. Listen to him talk and his mannerisms like, "he reminds me of someone." it made sense when I saw you I haven't lost siblings, but I have lost 2 of my children. That is enough for several lifetimes. I am keeping you, your family, and his wife and children in my prayers for strength and healing.. I've been subbed to your Demolition Ranch and Vet channel since 2013. I'm an Army Vet and love what you do! I have my undergrad, and I'm finishing up my masters in Theology. I'd there ya anything I can do I'm here! 🙏🏽
@@gotdisgotdatentertainment1432 Plants are alive too, it's not fair killing and eating plants. You should stop eating, anything. Water isn't alive so I guess drinking water is ok.
So sorry for your loss Matt. I understand what you are going through. My wife and I lost our son in an auto accident on 10/29/23. He was only 24 years old and unlike your situation, we had no time to prepare. My son was the one who introduced me to your Demolition Ranch videos which are always entertaining. I pray that God sends angels of comfort to you and your family and leaves you only with happy memories.
I lost my younger brother in 2010 and think about him all the time. Guess that never goes away. Thank you for sharing this montage and especially the baptism sequence. Just discovered your channel and am enjoying it very much! Thank you.
@Joseph Gabriele more likely that about 90% has an account. Most people watch on their phones and there is an app pre installed and the people that watch on their computers normally make an account and log in once and are logged in forever
People who dislike this video are most likely people who don’t fell right liking a video about the death of his brother, disliking it because they dislike that he died makes more sense to them
I at first also disliked the video, because indeed it feels kinda weird to "like" the fact that his brother died. But i switched over to "like" because i realised that it just hurts his channel.
I feel for all you have gone through, so glad you got to spend such quality time with him. My husband thankfully is a very current, cancer survivor and we pray it stays that way. Sharing your story is very kind of you. Thank you for all the videos you make for us!! God bless you Matt
Thank you for sharing, recently went through something similar and I appreciate you showing us how cool your bro is, it’s hard to express how wonderful someone is and how much they’ve been a part of who and how you are. It is like losing and limb, your left with ghost pains.
My brother drowned right in front of me and I couldnt get to him. He was my only brother between mom and dad. He was more of a father to me than my father. He taught me what I know. I love you brother, I'll see you next time.
Loved, loved, loved this video… especially the footage in the vw!!!So many beautiful tributes of a lifetime of deep, strong love worthy of respect!! (Crying because you lost a loved one means you ARE tough!!! Feeling and healing is most definitely a journey of courage and vulnerability that is rough and tough!!!). Thinking of you and those that loved your brother so dearly.
Matt, I just want to let you know how sorry I am so see that you lost your little brother. I’ve only recently started watching RU-vid pretty often again so I’m just now seeing this. I lost my dad 13 years ago to cancer so I know how tough it is to lose your best friend like that. I also want to let you know how happy it truly makes my heart to know that y’all are all saved and know Jesus as your lord and savior. I was sitting here watching this video thinking the entire time how I hoped that he was saved so that he would now be in heaven completely healed of his illness and celebrating with Jesus now. I love ya man and I hope that you keep comin with all your awesome videos that spread so much joy for others.
This doesnt feel real. I'm sitting here in my truck, just got finished with work and I'm tearing up about to cry because I cant believe what has happened. Matt, I'm so sorry for your loss. I cant imagine what it's like to lose a brother. I wish there was something more I could do to support you in this dark time than hitting a button on youtube. I wish you and your family the best. Stay strong Matt. ❤ Edit: As I reach the end of this video, I'm now crying like a baby, this is my favorite channel and family on RU-vid and watching these videos makes me feel like I have a second family. I cant express enough how much you Matt and your family bring joy to my life with these videos. I'm glad Mark is now with the lord in peace and no longer suffering. I love you and we'll see you next time. 👋❤
“Grief is like the ocean; it comes on waves ebbing and flowing. Sometimes the water is calm, and sometimes it is overwhelming. All we can do is learn to swim.”
It’s crazy how much a “stranger’s” life can affect you. My boyfriend and I have been watching you for years. My heart breaks for your whole family. The strength in your faith during this time is inspiring. I’m so sorry for your loss, you guys will be in my prayers ❤️
It’s not often you cry, laugh, feel pain, feel love, and then repeat all that over again in a video. Your Brother was a heck of a man. I watched his channel and to say i will miss it is an understatement. When Mark decided to document his battle with Cancer, i thought for the first time someone would document it and get it done right. Mark excelled, he didn’t hold back, and he partied till he couldn’t! The entire time he did it with grace, love, and honesty. Mark beat the hell out of cancer. See, our rewards are in Heaven with God. So Mark is and always will be in your heart and head, he has just gone ahead to prepare a place for the family. Mark left behind a wife and 2 beautiful babies. But with you and the Carriker Army, they will know Mark. You all were raised by incredible parents who instilled values and love. It’s always so hard loosing family and friends, but one day we will all reunite. Mark loves you. Your his original Homie! Keep family close and God closer. Check on your Momma and Dad. Love like never before, and always remember to laugh. Y’all had the same laugh....but in the words of a wise man, always remember, we love ya....only he would say, always remember, I love ya!
For a grown man who also happens to be a firefighter and doesn't express emotions too much, this honestly made me cry with knowing the pain Matt had to go through losing a close relative to cancer. Mark had a beautiful life, family, and a caring big brother that everyone wishes they could have. Rest in Peace Mark, we will never forget you.
When I die I want to do it with the grace and internal peace that Mark had. My Sister In Law died on Dec 23rd 2019 from cancer and she also had strength of faith and passed peacefully leaving two little angles aged 4 and 6 for my brother to care for with the assistance of my family members. Texas Families are strong. We love the Carrikers and as a fellow Texan living abroad for the last 11 years your family is my almost daily dose of "home" and even though you dont know us we love ya'll. This is why i really want to do something nice for ya'll to remember Mark by. I will send you some love soon. #tacticaladventurerthailand
I am sorry for everyone's loss with the passing of Mark. I just in the last month or so came across your channel again after a period of time in my life that became full of emotions and brought me to the finding of my path with Christ. I'm glad I am here again. I too lost my brother about 11 years ago to his self-battles and though the pain never truly goes away, happiness has come from it as well. As time passes the sadness remains, however great memories that seemed small at the time come back to light bringing a smile to everyone's face. You always say at the end of your videos "I love ya", well, brother, we all love you all too. I know watching you and your family grow has brought laughter to me and my kiddos with every single video, even this one. The outro had me laughing and tearing up at the same time. With love from your Nothern neighbors in Tulsa Oklahoma, Godspeed.
Dont know if you'll even see this but take as long as needed of a break. Everyone understands that you need time and you and his family are in our prayers.
In 1967 during my second tour in Vietnam I lost my little brother, best friend, and my Father in the same month. It left an emptiness I still feel today. My regret I never got home for the funerals. Hang in there Matt.
Jordin, I did not dislike this. I liked it for the way Matt put together this celebration video of Mark's existence and his love for him. It has touched me deeply. God only takes the best at such a young age. Remember, in life, God gives us love, the things we love, He lends us.
I'm sorry man, I couldn't even imagine losing my a sibling. I'm close to most of mine. But you'll get through this. And his family. He's watching over them in heaven. He'll keep y'all safe. Death is not a bad thing. It's life, and y'all see him again. Hopefully not for a very very long time. But focus on the good times. I'm praying for y'all!
I follow Your channel you have really great channel. It's going on 10yrs since my sister passed away from ovarian cancer it's now going on 2yrs now since my wife was diagnosed with a rare cancer. My deepest condolences may Mark rest easy.
"Doctor said he ain't got long He just smiled said bring it on Well if you think I'm scared You got me all wrong No a little cancer can't break me My heart's right and I believe We all hit our knees And started prayin' Naw he never gave up Said the good Lord's waitin' And that's one hell of an amen That's the only way to go Fightin' the good fight Til the good Lord calls you home So be well my friend 'Til I see you again Yeah this is our last goodbye It's a hell of an amen" -Brantley Gilbert We are here for you Matt the Demolitia stands by its leader. Your family will be in my prayers. I now you will see your brother again.
OfficialTRiL that statement is relative. It hasn’t been a bad year at for me, & I pray that anyone who’s going through a hard or rough time that they can overcome it through the grace of God.
Matt I just watched your video. I know its super late but I'm sorry for you loss. I bet he's smiling from up above and very proud of you. Keep doing good my friend.------ From your neighbor over in Kerrville
This is true but sometimes the tears just don't flow but all of us guys no matter what always feel sad and Hart broken at some point or another and no matter what every man sheds a tear at some point
I really feel what your going through right now. My best friend died 1 year ago and he was like a brother for me. We went to school together and we had up and downs but we‘ve always been best friends. I know what you went through and i am so sorry for you
I found his channel not long after this it seems. I have been watching for a little while. I didn't know until today, seeing this randomly in a suggested section.
Trembling Turtle research the afterlife, I highly recommend it. It makes life so much more enjoyable. Afterlife is now backed by science and an abundance of evidence.
This just popped into my feed. I remember watching this when it was released. I know how it is to lose someone. Even years later when they pop into your head it still hurts. Stay strong brother 💪🏼
Official GOD BLESS TEXAS moment at 18:20! AGGIE family to AGGIE family you and yours will constantly be in my prayers. Just want you to know that even tho we have never met I am reflecting on your brothers life and keeping him in my thoughts and in my prayers! Tell the good Lord Gig Em! For all of us Mark.
It’s so difficult to loose a child, we lost our 18yr old son, but the grief never leaves, you just learn to get through the days without them in it. So sorry for your loss too…..loosing 2 children would be unbearable……💔🙏🏻🕊️
Matt, most of us don’t understand the pain and mental state of losing a close family member, we are all here for you. The new subs, the old. All of us are here to enjoy your content, support you and your family, and above all, be here to just show our love and support for the enjoyment you bring to our days. I hope all goes well brother, love ya ❤️
I saw Mark’s wife give the final update the other day. I was waiting for your post as I knew you would honor your brother when you were ready to share. This was a wonderful tribute to Mark. I am so sorry for your loss Matt. Your entire family is such an inspiration. You are such a great example of a strong and loving family. Thoughts and prayers going out to you and your family. Rest In Peace Mark.
I am sitting here balling for like the 4th time. For some reason I feel a need to come back and watch this to keep his legacy going. He deserved so much more. And this is how I try to honor that. People at work tomorrow are gonna wonder why my face is so puffy but I don’t care. Mark was a man of God and had a heart of love. He is so missed.
i just started watching this channel of yours. i am so sorry to hear about your Brother, Mark! NOTHING wrong with crying for your loved ones! after watching a bunch of your videos of you and your fam, i know He was INCREDIBLY LOVED by you and your entire fam and friends. G-d Bless You and Your entire fam!
My dad always told me " only a strong man, true to himself, let's his heart cry when it's appropriate". He said this as we cried together when Grandma passed. The love of a sibling is one of the strongest. I'm sorry for your loss and you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Держись Мэт. Это показатель того, что не стоит терять жизнь зря! Она закончится очень быстро а иногда и внезапно. Наслаждайтесь мгновением. Удачи! Сожалею вашей утрате.
Love you homie. I’ve had similar loss. It was my mom though. Just feel this video every time I watch it. Also Mikey will be a forever friend I feel. Hold that dude close.
Right you are. I have always said you can't get those times back. Spend as much time as you can with those you love and care about because you never know when times up.
Im honestly not a soft person but whenever his little girl was saying the prayer it hit me. I never really comment either but my condolences go out to you.
I can’t imagine the loss you feel I watched some of your brothers shows and I really enjoyed them we have to believe that there is a better place and may God be with him
Mark set out to "build it stronger." In the end, he accomplished his goal, and through his example he built his family physically, mentally, and spiritually stronger. He was the younger brother, but he lead the way.
Not gonna lie, I was crying at first but those tears quickly turned into a smile and laughs. That's what Mark was all about. Being happy, and by God he was until the very last day. That's how we all think of him, matt. Thank you for sharing your wonderful family with us. Your father did a damn good job.
This guy even tho he’s American and I’m English is a huge role model. Matt your an amazing father and an even better brother, and even tho you won’t see this comment you will get through this💪🏻
@@skullberry9000 I believe he meant that despite the fact that they are from two different nationalities, he looks up to Matt regardless of any differences. However, I could be wrong, and I apologize beforehand, if that is the case.
Just found your channel today and became a friend, was on your brother's channel today first, from a recommendation. Sorry for the loss of your brother, my condolences. I am recently diagnosed with bile duct cancer cholangiocarcinoma. I am getting to know Mark and family through his videos. HUGS and GOD bless us everyone
Take your time man, death's never easy. Don't think how he died, think how he lived. Love your channel. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and your family.
You, know idk how to express this, but the title alone made me shed a few tears. And I never knew I could have so much love and admiration for a family I've never personally met. I don't know how you even made this video. My heart and prayers go out to your family. I dont know what else to say. I hope you do well in the coming times, and hold your heads up. Your brother is still with yall. Love you to all, and may your brother rest in piece.
Watching this again years later, popped up into my feed. Just want to say again, all love going to you and your family. A day passes, a year passes, a decade passes, the sorrow of losing a Brother doesn't pass. Love you to the end of the earth and back. Hope you see him in the next run.
Our prayers go out to your family, unfortunately we know your pain too well. Lost both of my little brother's just in the last few years. We watched your videos together for years, so I watched them to remember. I thank you and your family for the strength and the memories God bless.
My hubby kept his stash. 💞💪🏻💯🇺🇸Watched this today again three years later. We still talk about Mark 🙏 & i play his music... Learned SOOO much from him in such a short time. 🌹
Hey Matt I'm really sorry you lost your brother I lost all my family to cancer it's a sad thing keep your chin up bud love your videos thank you for sharing this a lot of people would have not you have a heart of gold love you bro!!!
