Tomorrow, my youngest daughter will be 7. Time is just keeps going by... and sometimes I feel just too tired to stop it. I remember posting videos when she was turning 3, then 4, then 5, then 6... it just keeps going, which I know is good, but sometimes I mourn over the reality that it will all be gone before I know it. I remember the few weeks before my father passed away. I remember watching him and my mom drive away from a party, and him having spoken to her about the beautiful life they created together, knowing that it would be over soon for him. I just think, someday - that will be me. And the reality is - that's exactly what I want to happen. I'd just like it to happen a lot more slowly.
I'm going to need sleep, to make sure I'm present for her. The last words she said to me when she was 6 were "Goodnight ham-dinger." I guess those were about as good as any other words.
I don't usually post two things per day... but why not. This seems like one of those videos that won't get watched anyway (why's so interesting about a video of a black box and me playing some dinky melody?).
Eventide Blackhole VST for reverb.
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7 июл 2024
