@@a.alirant8676 Jules has problems on her own too She was cutting herself before bc she was in a male body and now when she found Rue, she was hoping for her not to be a drug addict bc it would drag her down to the point how she was before and she wanted to be admired by Rue
Jade Beaut I think so. Because when Lexi told Jules at the skating rink that she was a factor to Rue’s happiness, Jules didn’t really enjoy herself the rest of the night. Maybe Jules feels like she’s flawed herself and because she cares about Rue so much, she doesn’t want her to idolize her.
As a child with a lot of issues I recognize that wanting the temporary feeling of nothingness as an adult... I understand it... you truly don’t wanna die you just need everything around you to stop
@@joking7843 i am not going to pretend I know what that feels like because I don't. but those feelings come to you when you think nothing around you will ever change. You have to know those things are temporary and they will one day change. when it does you will realize your life was meant to be more than you can imagine.
They used zendaya to show everyone that addicts areant bad people...that something led them to that point...everyones likes zendaya so it's honestly brilliant...
I have to take this off my chest. Sometimes I feel like this crazy relationship between Rue and Jules reminds me of my boyfriend and me. I am always thinking way too much, I feel consumed by my thoughts, feeling so much it is overwhelming. My boyfriend is so free, uplifting, not giving a damn about most things, he can make me just stop thinking so much. I find so beautiful how he is so free in many aspects, he is like a fresh breath of air. But it can be dangerous cause sometimes I think I have become very very emotionally attached to him and he hasn't, sometimes I must be "too much" for him, I really don't know how to explain it. Sometimes I feel like Im trying to love the wind, something so beautiful and wild but that you can't possess, I know he will never be mine in the way I wish he was.
I used to be like that as Christian still.i was struggling to detach from my boyfriend it had to do with emotions and self confidence and love one day I prayed that I may be Free band now am my own person I have my own life and drive I don't think if him often like I used to nope I hope you find Strength to overcome those emotions they limit you and what you can do
Honestly I feel this too had a bf say I was too much once before and after that I feel like I'm just too much for everyone especially with someone I'm with now I 100% feel it cuz being attached is hard especially when u start to think if it didn't work out 🥺
This video and song for some reason gives you the total feeling of sadness she felt in her heart. I can feel it, this song makes me feel what Rue felt... and of course I know how that feeling is, thank God I learned how to let the pain fade away in the right way. Praying for those who lives day by day with this pain that seema neverending but it is, believe me, believe in God and in yourself.. You can handle this 🖤
The scene at 4:04 is always so hard to watch bc Fez could’ve caved so easily, Rue knew exactly what to say to make him feel all the responsibility of what happened to her.. but he knew what was best for her. He truly loves her so much
I didn’t realize how right people are when they say growing up sucks. I turn 21 in a couple of months and honestly life is just so complicated and such a heavy weight. It gets thrown at you and sometimes there’s days that I don’t want to do anything.
i just cant stop this feeling. my own company its bigger than the others. they'll never understand because they cant feel it and either do i. i cant feel anything most of the times and when i feel i just want to stop my head, stop my feelings, my memories, my breath. i just wanna stop everything. This edit is great. i really felt that
I know you won’t believe me but you WILL be okay. Find help love, there are people in this world who love you so much more then you think. You are worth so much more then you know. Trust me.❤️
Even though Rue is a fictional character I identify with her, with everything that she went through I felt it entirely. I cried, laughed and spiraled with her. Zendaya did an incredible job with this role, I can’t wait for season two.
I relate to Rue so heavily. From being in the lgbtq community, getting diagnosed with a few psychiatric disorders at a young age, putting my little sister through hell, and the substance abuse. I find it funny how people who have seen the entire show and still think it glamorizes drugs. You can’t show the terrible things drugs do to people without showing the reason they decided to get high in the first place. Temptation and curiosity is where it starts, and once you get high for the first time and experience how ‘great’ the drugs are, thats how you get pulled in. And soon the curiosity turns into a coping mechanism and the cycle of addiction begins. Zendaya completely embodied Rue and portrayed an addict perfectly.
you know what sucks? its the people that carry pain that have the best personalities, the ones that have deep rooted trauma and mental illnesses that eat them from the inside out somehow shine the brightest but they're also the ones that have the self destructive habits because they can't stand to live in this world they carry so much and expect so little from the world cause they don't know that their part of the good that comes from this world
suddenly the world went quit is such a powerful statement of how drugs make you feel. i remember how my addiction started and that was exactly why i got addicted cuz the world went quiet
i sometimes want everything to stop. like everything. i would not worry, have anxiety attacks or cry if everything would have stopped for a damn second. i would stand there and breathe. cuz lately i feel like someones breathing instead of me. i just want everything to stop
jesus in the day spa never stopped for me & im twenty now. Twenty whole years, moments, seconds of that shit. Hope it all works out for you but yeah, cheers
jesus in the day spa never stopped for me & im twenty now. Twenty whole years, moments, seconds of that shit. Hope it all works out for you but yeah, cheers
I love this show so much zendaya is such a fantastic actor .The show kinda of triggers me because im going through half of the stuff in it like suicidal thoughts depression anxitey feeling worthlessness self harm drug abuse sometime i can't feel nothing i used to stay up all night thinking about how i was gonna end my life death is scary and it haunts me when i didn't sleep alot i was always angry but now im getting better on dealing with my emotions .
Sometimes life hit so hard u can't explain and sometimes no understand how u feel inside but we need to always pull through it all❤❤❤❤ send love to anyone going through a hard time u are special person no matter what the world makes u believe stand strong for u❤❤❤❤
It pisses me off how season 2 has deviated from its roots. This video right here is why this show is so powerful, not because of some boring drama with Nate and Cassie
I’ve been going through a heartbreak for two years and it still isn’t that much better. Started to turn to drugs to forget it and this show reminded me to not to do that for my baby and for myself
This is so hardly complicate to understand.. can you imagine being in the skin of someone who is struggle with him/herself the most, not because you were born like that, but mostly in terms of your environment.. It is really sad and difficult to watch..also i can guess, as Rue's age, a teenager doesn't know at all how to express themselves entirely, what is going on inside them, how the struggles come from somewhere...as I said, really difficult. We had a chance to see how does it works in medical therms when a younger Jules is sent to a psychiatric institution, and the poorly understanding of her struggles from the society who is supposed to take care of them. Anyways is good to highlight all this reality, we see how Rue has all that internal struggles.
I'm starting to see my issues sometimes I want to restart. I dont want to live this life anymore. I'm very codependent and living with trauma that will never will go away. People keep telling life gets better and I'm not supposed to take it so seriously. That things just happen. I've watched my the people I love grow and move on. I no longer am of use and it seems like a lot of work to keep me happy. I. A person who is broken and will not grow. I am miserable in my head. And I want it to all stop.
Just watching this made me see how much my niece was a background character who loved me and noticed me. I can’t imagine the type of pain she’ll feel if I were to go. Yesterday we gave each other this amazing hug and I just realized how much by that Hug, I mean a lot to her more than I think, always have 🥺 2:24 I found my reason to stay ❤️
I remember, when I watched the show for the first time, I didn’t relate to Rue’s character at all, now I relate to everything about her character. My drug is s*lf h*rm.
Hey Beautiful…you are unapologeticly you and no one can ever be awesomely you. Wishing you (self) tender, love, and care. I send to you a smile so that you can feel happiness. I send to you a hug so that you can feel warmth within. I send to you peace so that your worries fade away. ☺️❤️🙏🏾
Hi love- I need you to know it gets better. It is never going to be perfect. But it does get better. Try and find one thing a day that is not self destructive, and calms you. I remember sitting on the school bus going home, thinking "today is the day I'm going to leave" but then saw my dad cutting the grass at home. I didn't want him to find my body. Another time I got home and began your method and my cat came up to me and put his paw on my arm. I couldn't continue with him watching me like that. Then I finally thought I had come to my last day, but then remembered I had leftovers in my fridge that I wanted to eat. And that's when it hit me. If something like leftovers was keeping me going and giving me a reason to say "oh not today", it would be pretty stupid to commit to leaving this world. And it was very hard and still is, but I try. So please know that I love you. You're a past version of me and i love you because you are so sad and you are trying so hard. You are being incredibly brave. You deserve everything in life. Just hold on a little longer. I love you.
This so sad but same life hasn't done much for me but cause suffering and death I just want ppl to understand me I just want a minute to breathe but everything comes to a end someday 😓😭😭
It makes me feel sad for Rue because me also being a person with mental health issues it gets hard trying to navigate the world on your own being in a deep dark hole.
My daughter went through something traumatic, and I am afraid of her being introduced to self-medicating when she gets to high school. One of my biggest fears is ending up like Rues mother and my aunt who lost a son of a heroin overdose because he too self-medicated. My daughter looks identical to Rue, and I see the same sadness. This show cuts me to the core because Rue is just a little fragile baby and I never felt so connected to a character. I just want to reach in and hug her.
