00:00 - 2:38 JE TE LAISSERAI DES MOTS - PATRICK WATSON 2:38 - 6:39 WHERE IS MY LOVE - SYML (ACOUSTIC VERSION) 6:43 - 12:50 TO BUILD A HOME - THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA 12:50 - 16:02 COLOR ME BLUE - AKANE 16:02 - 20:41 FOURTH OF JULY- SUFJAN STEVENS 20:41 - 24:42 QUIET RESOURCE - EVELYN STEIN
School just started and I’m already behind. These grades are going to go to the future so I gave up on my dream, my future, myself. Schools so mentally draining it’s so scary. I wanna go back to riding my training bike down the road. I wanna go back so following my dog and going to the park. I wanna go back to seeing my brother come back from school. It feels like life is becoming a chore. I have such a responsibility now that I’m older and it’s so hard to carry that weight on my back. I’m so jealous of people who have motivation to get the simplest things done. I want to run away and start over. Everything’s falling apart. I barely show any affection to those I love and I hate it. I feel like I betrayed them. I feel so empty and useless. I feel like none of my friends actually like me. I want to go back to the days when I was happy. I don’t want to be sad. I don’t want to be stressed. I don’t want to be numb. I want to feel alive again. I want to be happy. I want everything to go back to normal. Everything is so stressful. Even the stupidest and littlest things that are easy to do are becoming so so hard to do. Sometimes it’s hard just to get out of bed. Sometimes I just want to sleep. Everything’s so hard, I just want to feel comfortable in my own body, loved, and happy.
It may be hard now but it sure will get better, I swear. I've been having hard time feeling literally the same as you but I swear it got better, talk it out with the ones you love, let them know and if you can't because you don't know how to speak about it, cry it out writing letters to yourself and pay attention: letters full of love for yourself, cheer you on you are the only person who can do it.
realizing i won’t have the life i always dreamed of makes me want to run away and never look back, i just want to exist and not have to think about anything in particular ever again
Sorry you feel like that. I understand though. It's scary to think we only have one life and this might not be the life I want to live. It's never to late to change your life around though.
I know how that feels when you feel just like running away forgetting everything the mess you made or just away from society from this corrupted world but sad truth is no one can just run away from everything and survive but i would do anything to have that feeling the one where nothing matters were you made no mistakes the one when u dont care what anyone thinks about you i would do anything for that
I still hope that for myself. Everything looks so meaningless from here and sometimes I just thinking about dying or run away from everything then I realize I can't. Not because I don't have the courage it's because I'm not sure I will be exist that way. So I decided to try everyway possible for that. Anyway... I talked a lot... sorry
@@hcneybees5212 I wish it was that easy. How can I run away from my loved ones even though they're the one holding me back. How can I just leave them behind when I know they clearly hope the best for me. Its so suffocating honestly, when you can't even express your feelings because expressing how you feel might take a wrong turn and it could affect the rhythm of everything around you and everyone. Sorry for ranting/venting this out.
@@neehaw.x Aw it's ok. I hope you're doing well. I understand what you're saying though! Maybe it's not so easy to change your life for the better but I think you should try and Express that to your loved ones. Such as saying "I havent been satisfied with my life lately" or something and telling them that you feel like running away from things at this point. Maybe you can find something to make your life better and worth living! In my opinion I think you're special and I hope you continue to do well :)
My Girlfriend showed me these songs when we'd work a small coffee shop together. Right before opening we'd play this song and dance, hold each other and just enjoy each others company. She moved away, now I listen to this to remind me of the good times.
I’m sobbing rn this broke me bc it reminded me of a memory I sweared to forget I don’t want to remember her but now that she’s gone and never coming back I should at least remember the times we could dance under the rain to this music and be happy.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼
This was the first time i read long paragraph. Thank you so much for doing this❤i was struggling for a bit these days. But now I'm feeling great thanks to you💓💗 You don't have an idea how much this means to me. Thank you💗
Do you ever just wanna run away even if it’s just 30 minutes, run go as far as you can as fast as you can, and then take all the time in the world to get back.
Yep, all the time. Just run and keep running through a field of flowers and grass with the blue skies and a soft wind blowing. The smell of Fresh air The Beauty The freedom..
I ran away this morning. I walked outside, draw on the park, had inner monologues while listening to the playlists I saved here in yt. When I got back home, it felt worth it to be able to see those, to hear everything, to be alive. Running away by myself, it feels comfortable and thrilling. But somehow, I feel like there's something missing. I feel like there's someone who's supposed to be by my side everytime I go outside.
This hits different when you've spent your entire childhood and teenage years daydreaming about people that don't even exist or things you'll never have or be. Now that I'm an adult, I find it very hard to seek happiness outside my daydreamed world. It's hard to move on, it's always there, right inside my head. It's like an addiction and my only source of comfort. I don't see a future for myself so I just hide away within myself. I should know better but I can't afford better haha. If you're in a similar situation, know that it doesn't make you useless or worthless. You're still a good person, capable of so many great things and you can still be happy.
Please don’t say this, the only thing that helps me escape this world is my imagination, imagining my future and the things I’ll never have or the people I will never meet, I don’t want to realize that I’m only daydreaming please tell me that my dreams will come true
😢I was very upset): I had a cat, it was naughty but very sweet, they gave it to someone else, I don't know how it is now, sometimes I felt bad, it used to come and sit on my lap):
I feel you❤ I’m sometimes just really scared to go school and I cry all morning// I don’t know what to do about it anymore but I’ll get through it but it’s hard to believe it but I try my best//
Que gana más grandes las de poder estar en medio de la nada , en un campo lleno de flores , el poder sentir el viento en tu rostro y por sobre todo sentir esa libertad , es libertad de salir corriendo hacia cualquier lugar , el poder liberar esas ganas de querer escapar para no volver . Que ganas de sentir ese sentimiento de poder gritar a los cuatro vientos y saber que eres libre , que nadie te mirara feo , nadie estará ahí para juzgarte o hacerte llorar. Sentir esa soledad que reconforta , que te hace pensar y te hace quererte , te hace desahogarte y sentir que renaces . No sabes lo feliz pero desesperanzado que se siente el escuchar esta playlist y querer cumplir ese deseo de escaparse , de correr , de ser libre , por más que sea por un rato para así luego poder volver y sentirse recuperado , sentirse mejor . Creo que coincido con más de uno al decir que estos días an sido catastróficos y que cada vez son más difíciles de sobre llevar. Que rabia da el sentirse tan vencido, sentirse tan roto y dañado , que angustiante se siente el tener que pensar que no hay a donde correr y que tú solo debes de poder impulsarte para salir a delante , no importa lo cansado que estes ,no importa si no tienes motivos para levantarte , solo sabes que debes hacerlo . Así me siento , desesperanzada , con ganas de llorar y votar todo este sentimiento de una vez , el querer dejar de sentirme tan quebrada. Que ganas de poder saber qué hay algo o alguien que te ayuda a impulsarte y así levantarte , pero no , no es así , solo eres tú el que debe de tomar iniciativa y querer levantarte , luchar por lo que quieres y luchar por conseguir esa libertad de poder salir corriendo y luego tener las ganas y la fuerza de volver y vivir.
Todo lo q has escrito es lo q siento, literalmente todo TODO. Tener esas ganas de ya no sentir tristeza, culpa, presión y demás sentimientos que dijiste, o sea solo querer sentirse libre, sentir ESA SOLEDAD Q RECONFORTA.
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is creating, you got this. your art is amazing. remain in your flow and get stuff done! -not mine
Я с вами согласна он появится! У кого его не было у того появится, а у кого был или есть помните хорошие моменты из времени проведённого с этим человеком ❤
My ex girlfriend loved this playlist. When I miss her I listened it. I broke up with her, because she wanted to left her dreams for me and I felt bad. I told her terrible things and she hates me now. I just hope she reads that and she knows that I always loved her. I will always love her. She was my reason why I didn't kill myself and she is my reason why I continue at school and want to finish it. It was our promise. I will be alive and finish this school. Thank you for that playlist, it is part of my life.
Yes, the perfect playlist to listen to at 1 AM while I reminisce the richer moments when I was young and nothing to worry about. The feeling of running away from the chaotic life that goes as you transition to adulthood. I wanna run away from the negativities I accumulated through the years and spoil my inner child that has been neglected all these years.
hey I just wanna say it’s okay, ur going to be fine, ull make it, never give up and ull be able to do whatever u want. Have a nice day and keep ur head up stranger :)
"We will meet again.." he said. A tear ran down his face. He smiled. Because he knew that she is free now. Someday they will be free together. Someday everything will change. "We will meet again.." They did.
HERES A SAD ENDING 🤠 read from, ‘we will meet again’ Music timestamp: 15:40 “my firefly, we will meet,” he held her hand tightly “when?” she whispered, her hair fluttering like the million fireflies flittering about, her tears almost freezing as they formed “soon.” days passed. the nights grew longer. colder. dimmer. paler. Music timestamp 2: 17:14 flowers bloomed on the soil covered ground finally, at 21, the boy looked across the pink, neon sky. his clock flickered 4th july “where’s my firefly.” he whispered
Esta playlist me envía a un escenario hermoso. Estar bajo el agua, hundiéndome poco a poco mientras escapo de todos mis problemas, esta depresión que me atormenta, los comentarios negativos, avergonzarme de mis cicatrizes, el sentimiento de soledad, el odio hacia mi misma, el no querer levantarme de la cama, siempre estar triste, sentir que nada importa... Flotar en el fondo del mar mientras la luz de la luna alumbra ligeramente la profundidad de este, no sentir que me falta aire, solo flotar sin pensar en todo lo que me hace daño. Cerrar los ojos para por fin, después de tanto tiempo, sentir paz. Cada vez estar mas profundo mientras mi vida se va sin darme cuenta, que lo único que pase por mi mente sean los momentos felices que viví, las personas que amo y lo que hizo que mi vida no fuera tan terrible. Dormirme poco a poco mientras sale una lagrima de mi ojo; para así, caer profundamente en un sueño del cual no despertaré.
@@Oaiko369 I am a Russian girl, I agree with you, it's hard to live in this world, but it needs to be done to continue living, it needs to be believed, I know that I say it's hard for all of us and it will always be so
Is it just me or does all these comments make you kinda forget about pain and realize that you aren't alone. For me personally after reading for like an hour and a half . I feel calm and safe a to know there are more then 1 person that knows my pain . Thank you for that . Made my day in some way or another :)
who ever is reading this no matter how hurt you are or how upset you are. do what you need to do to be happy. and if that’s not possible, find things that make you happy. reading this chat is so sad. it’s so sad to know that you guys are going through this. i’m so sorry and i hope you all find the happiness you deserve
I’m just a guy from Ukraine. You can probably know what’s going on here. This music helps me to keep myself in calm, until I hear an air warning alert. I hope anyone of you will never fell the same shit, what Ukrainians fell right now. Let’s enjoy every moment on your life, in your lifetime journey. From the moment, when its all started, I understood that problems with money and etc aren’t serious problems at all. Peace to everyone🇺🇦❤️
Here's a little story time for anyone. This playlist used to accompany me in my darkest times, when I was on the edge I used to listen to this playlist praying for things to get better, now 2 years later I come back, but with joy, things have improved a lot and I am very grateful to the person who created this playlist. To all the people who are going through something difficult right now, don't let the fog in your mind get the better of you, take a deep breath, take time for you and remember that you are much stronger than you think and things DO get better, you are here for a reason, even if you don't know the reason. Still or you don't realize it, you have a purpose, you don't need to be the best, you just need yourself and to heal, it's a journey from you to you, and let me tell you that I am very proud that you are still here and of everything you have accomplished. 💕
Escuchar esto me hace querer escapar tanto... es un anhelo que duele tanto no cumplirlo. La vida se ha vuelto tan jodidamente difícil estos últimos días, que no sé cuánto más pueda llevarlo..
Sí, la vida se ha vuelto muy complicada, pero tranquila, tu puedes hacerlo, no te rindas aún! Estoy segura de que tienes unas o una gran meta por cumplir, al igual que yo, pero tener esa clase de pensamientos no ayudan para nada, por favor, si es necesario busca ayuda, créeme que sé cómo te sientes. Repito, no te rindas aún! Serás capaz de lograr lo que más quieras en este mundo. Te envío muchos besitos!
Tranqui, que lo malo por lo que estás pasando no dura para siempre, y se que muchas veces tenemos ese dolor en el pecho, y no encontramos el consuelo, pero no te rindas cariño, que hay mucho por vivir y disfrutar. *abrazos y besitos*
Когда я слушаю этот плейлист, на душе становится так спокойно. Я забываюсь и падаю в глубокую пропасть своих мечт и желаний, я вспоминаю моменты или же обрывки моей простой и скучной жизни, будь они грустны или наполнены счастливых слёз моих, я всё равно надолго запомню их с улыбкой на устах. Иногда я просто плачу или грущу, бывает засмеюсь, эта музыка вдохновляет и как будто бы слушает меня. Ваша музыка просто обоготворяет меня каждый раз, при новом прослушивании проявляются всё новые яркие и необъяснимые эмоции. Спасибо вам, вы делаете меня счастливой))
прекрасные слова, однако неизвестен настоящий автор этого плейлиста, так как его выпустили уже очень многие музыкальные авторы. к тому же название последней песни они указали неверно:р я пыталась найти, но в конце концов поняла что песня имеет другое название) это было уже давно, конечно, сейчас я уже знаю оригинальное название песни.
My childhood is finally over. I'm in high school now and I'm having an existential crisis nearly every night. It's only the second day of school but I'm not ready to lose summer. I'm not ready to lose my childhood. I'm only a young teenager, why do I feel like this? Someone please help, I can't sleep, I can't smile, I don't know what to do
Don't forget that a lot of people feel that way, so you're not alone.I know life is very difficult,but ask for god he will help you. I'm also very young and in this pandemic I've already had two anxiety attacks but I'm with you! And many other people don't forget that,One thing that helps me is to think that I'm not alone, I'm not going to be unrealistic it hurts and it hurts a lot but let's be strong, me from here in Brazil and you from there. I can't give you a hug but if i was there i would so.. 🌸Virtual hug🌸 (Sorry if my inglesh is bad)
@@akaashii8535 thank you, random stranger on the internet. I just feel like it's so weird to only be in high school and already feeling like everything good in life has passed
I used to get very anxious over the same thing. Looking back, I wish I didn't focus on that anxiety so much. You have been constantly growing and changing since birth, this is not much different from becoming a teenager, and even becoming an adult.
@@akaashii8535 you're so kind, I hope there's more people like you around people who are having these hard times, I hope you're having a great day so far!!! (And your english is pretty good actually!!)
I started crying because I remembered the feeling of being comforted by someone in the hardest time of my life so far, something I didn't expect to feel. It was... something.
мы сейчас едем к нам домой, а я включила этот плейлист. так прониклась с первых секунд, он очень уставший а я сижу рядом и закрыв глаза, по моим щекам текут слезы. вспоминая все моменты которые мы прожили и создали вместе, на моем лице сверкает улыбка. я люблю его, только его и настолько сильно, что честно, душа хочет писать о нем стихи постоянно. дарить ему всю свою образованность в текстах, показывать в этих текстах свою любовь к нему. моё сердце настолько растаяло, что мне тяжело верить в происходящее. вспоминаю, как вовремя ссор он всегда старался сделать меня спокойнее и поговорить со мной, я начинаю действительно ценить все эти трудности и готовность к ним также становиться ещё выше. спасибо тебе за все, моя любовь. ты не представляешь как много ты для меня значишь и как много ты мне сделал. осчастливил меня в тот период времени, когда я уже сдалась и перестала видеть лучи солнца во всем.❤
i used to go here every midnight and play this music while im thinking about nothing. everytime i close my eyes while listening in this music it seems like i am in another world, a place where problem doesnt exist. Where the nightsky is full of shining stars and galaxies, where the color of the sea reflects to perfect blue sky, where all birds singing as my lullaby which make me calm just like how the river flows through unendless trail
This playlist found me when I was traveling somewhere with my parents. On this day, I passed my final exam from music school. That was a big deal for me. The weather was the same as in the picture. Oh god, it was a magical moment. The music gave me a feeling of Hope. ... Now I feel completely crushed. For many reasons. I don't see a way out. I'm tired. I can't do anything. Now I'm on the field. The weather is the same. ... Changed after 11 months: So much has changed this year. At this very moment as I write this, I can begin to live this life. I'm still healing, but now I can leave my old life and start a new one. Literally and figuratively. Friend, no matter how hard it is, sooner or later you will get better. I hope your life gets better. It's my wish. My mind is jumbled, I can't believe everything that's happening right now. Honestly, I didn't thought I'd make it. Now I can say that I don't worry anymore. Maybe even I'm happy. Thank you for this wonderful playlist. Good luck and thanks for everything.
The day I wrote that comment, I tried to leave. Mhh .. Things only got worse. I do not want anything anymore. Maybe I should go to the field again today?
Todos ao meu redor acham que sou feliz pelo simples fato de sorrir mas ninguém nunca pensa que sorrir pode representar dor também. Faz muito tempo que estou cansada mentalmente, me sinto vazia como se algo faltasse em minha vida, não tenho autoestima e nem confiança, todo dia é uma luta pra levantar da cama pra mais um dia de escola e rotina, é desgastante e cansativo. Espero que isso tudo valha a pena algum dia.
Бро, я сама от этого устала , каждый день похожий. Так устала , проблемы в жизни с родителями , но все будет хорошо. Улыбнись пожалуйста, ты справишься, все что происходит все к лучшему. Ты сильный я верю и знаю это . Твоя улыбка так прекрасна , улыбайся почаще) Говори себе всегда: -я смогу , я все преодалею у меня всё получится! Жизнь самое ценное что есть у нас "жизнь" . Нам даётся миг чтоб жить - и жизнь чтоб умереть. Эти слова заставляют задуматься. Цени время , ведь его не так много ! Обняла . Привет из России ❤
This feeling won't go away, no matter how much I try, no matter how much I cut and hit myself, no matter how much continuously work out or try and starve myself, no matter how much I laugh at myself no matter what I do, it doesn't go away. it's so draining, I don't know what to do but sit here and watch my life crumble. All I want is for me to be happy for once in my life, that's all I want.
please, keep trying. don't ever give up on yourself. you're so brave for being here and keep trying. things will get better, just hang in there a little longer
Find a safe place for you, where you can be happy It can be here or outside or just when you cook or draw something I know you can do it, it's hard but you can do it, I believe in you 👍
Don't worry and don't give up you will find your happiness somewhere and somehow don't worry about what people say and just put a smile on yourself sometimes you will feel it the glittering felling inside of you just remember those happy memories that where once was happening and just breath you will make it have a wonderful life
Скоро в школу 9 класс. Так переживаю ужасно, эх , надеюсь что все будет хорошо! И у меня все получится. Друзья, улыбайтесь почаще, правда даже если больно . Я вас всех очень люблю
i feel so lost. i’ve been getting so much better but i’m back to feeling terrible and lost. everything’s improved but the weight of knowing that i’m not doing anything that actually really makes me happy feels so terrible. i’m sitting here at school and i feel like i’m drowning in my thoughts because of how stuck i feel. stuck in “what if’s..” i wanna travel the world and make music and perform for people and tell stories that help create change. i wanna help people and help heal people. i wanna do so much in this world and i haven’t been doing any of it. and lately… it’s making me feel like i’m drowning. i’m scared to even begin but i know i need to. i know someday i’ll come across this comment and be so surprised with how stubborn i was to just beginning, and that someday will be tomorrow , because i’m starting today. it’s carrying an unbearable weight on me and i have to do something about it. i’m petrified. i’m scared because i know it’s gonna be really hard but… i have to do this. i used to want to make everyone proud, but right now… i want nothing more than to make myself proud. i fear not being deserving of my deserving.. not making the most of it and turning it into something beautiful, not using it to inspire others. update : i’m working on making a podcast or social media account for activism and i’m also volunteering to do in person activism !! i applied just now and i’m so excited to hear from them !! they sound like an awesome organization! i’m also joining theatre and i’m gonna save up money to attend vocal classes and get all the equipment i need to produce my own music !!! i’m so excited ! i haven’t felt this excited in a while ! i also am on my way to get a kitten right now 🥺🥺
Thank you, this comment means a lot to me. I'm relieved to know that someone out there under different circumstances is experiencing the same stuff I am and that they are determined to fight it. I don't know if this will mean anything to you, but you've already managed to inspire me.
it’s so hard to get the motivation to start on something you’ve been longing to do, no matter how much you want to. it’s really amazing how you’re pushing yourself through this, it makes me feel inspired! even though it will be hard to do what you love most, you’ll get through it, and you’ll be amazing at it too!!
@@whazatt236 OH MY GOSH 🥺🥺🥺 i’m so glad that i could help make you feel less alone and help inspire you !! i know that it feels really hard right now but we’re going to get through it no matter what
Jan 1st, 2023. Sitting in my bed, just contemplating…everything. Contemplating if im truly happy, if i enjoy living, if I am ready for anything and the truth is…I dont know. Ive felt so numb for so long…i forget what it feels like to be truly happy, to ignore the world and truly live for myself and for God. To enjoy experiences and to savor food and spend time with friends and family. Today that changes.
Please someone out there, anyone at all, just know that no you’re not a bad person. You’re not hard to love as the people around you make it out to be, most times people are working to protect their own interests. Especially when you’re the “sensitive “ one, please don’t let it get to you so deeply that it consumes you and you end up seeing yourself as no good. The right ones will come and love you right effortlessly. Sometimes the right one is “you”. ❤
Me gusta mucho la imagen del fondo, puedo sentirla. Da ganas de estar ahí parado sintiendo la brisa sobre tu cara, el viento fuerte y fresco, el clima estando a punto de llover, pequeñas gotas de agua sobre tu cara, olvidándote todos tus problemas , el sentimiento de ser libre... y cuando por fin pase todo eso, ir corriendo a donde sea sin alguien, molestándote, gritándote, insultándote, juzgándote, mintiéndote, lastimándote, engañándote, manipulándote.....Solo tu... ahí corriendo de toda la dura realidad y crueldad que pasa día a día todos los días sin final....ahí...en el medio de la nada...escapando de la cárcel que sufres todos los días, escapando de ese pequeño lugar donde se acumulan tus problemas de estrés, enojo, tristeza, furia, crisis, y ansiedad, que te presionan y solo crean más problemas.....Aunque tu no lo creas, por más que digas que alguien te entienda perfectamente, la única persona que te entiende más que perfectamente en este mundo eres tú, tu eres el dueño de tu mente y emociones, tu las controlas, nadie más que tu, tu eres el que le puede poner final a tus problemas. Se que puede ser difícil, nada es fácil, todo tiene su tiempo, nada te saldrá al instante, tienes que ponerle esfuerzo, dedicación, predisposición y cariño, entiendo que estés cansado, pero si quieres salir de ahi, como lo harás si no haces el intento, y si la has hecho, pues sigue intentando, no pares, no dejes que tus problemas se adueñen de tu "Ser" de tus emociones, ganas y mente. Y sabes que? Mientras lo intentes, te equivocarás, muchas veces, demasiadas....eso...te hace una persona más fuerte emocionalmente y mentalmente.....
hey! if you are reading this, everything will be alright okay? i know things might be hard, that they might feel endless and draining. but soon everything will be over and you'll be okay. you're strong, no matter what anyone says and you are so brave too. you got this
U sure i can? I feel like not good i feel numb and sad and mentaly drained i wanna scream out all my pain but i just cant cry my tears are running out they are drying happy new year loves
It’s been 2 years now, time moves on fast doesn’t it? This playlist got me through so many things, this playlist is one of the few reasons I’m alive. And for that, I am grateful internally it always helped me de-realize and think of alternate dimensions where I can be happy and that’s my goal. Life comes through with many obstacles, it may seem quite literally impossible to get through some. But just know that no matter what if you’re willing to try, if you can reach out, just know there will always be people who’ll be there to have your back. I completely know that not a lot of people may revisit this video after a few more years but to those who do and come across this comment I hope you’re having a wonderful life. I’ll be more than happy to give advice and reach out, but that’s only if you’ll try
How are you doing now? Got curious after reading your comment, I come across this playlist a lot, but I don't always play it, I'm currently playing it and reading the comments, cause I usually read everyone's comments and stories whilst listening and it gives me a better experience
@@sky5609 I’m doing well in life, good grades, happy relationship, and a stable relationship with my parents. How about you? I can relate I like to read the comments as well it truly does give a better perspective. :)
i use to play this playlist everyday about 2 years ago, it has provided me with much comfort when nobody understood me, now when im much more happier, i still go back to playing this playlist, maybe once a week, sometimes even one a month.
My boyfriend of 5 years just broke up with me, I absolutely love this video I've been listening to it for the past few hours over and over again and when I first heard it I started crying I and I still am but it's so beautiful, thank you so much for making this I wish be listening to it very often it calmes me and I need that now more than ever ❤
Well I'm losing everything, I don't know what to do, I just want to feel better ... but I can't. I miss myself, I miss myself so much, and now I don't know who I am.
me too. don't be sad...... We can run away about everything, but we can glow up, too. Im living in korea, i am set up SAT. miss me that l was a kided....
Wenn es dir grade scheisse geht, denk dran: du bist nicht allein mit diesem Gefühl! Es gibt so viele Menschen auf der Welt...es ist unmöglich, dass du die einzige Person bist, der es grade so geht. Es wird besser. Ich glaub grade selbst nicht dran..aber ich versuche wenigstens anderen die Hoffnung und Kraft zum weitermachen zu schenken. ly❤🩹
it got better but idk now. its back to school and i feel worse than ever, lonely, fucking tired and disgusting. why cant everything just seem fine for longer than a week? why cant i ever fucking improve upon myself and take shit for motivation and work on myself? i hate it here lol :(
Summer is dying For we have, once again, neglected to believe in it. As the cold creeps nearer and nearer, the water droplets scattered by the spirits in the early morning are slowly frozen by the breath of Something crueler. We cast aside Summer like a childhood nickname, An old shirt that has been worn, bent out of shape, and then discarded. As the days grow imperceptibly shorter, We leave the streets at night, For there are monsters in the dark. But yet, we ignore the passing of Summer, Refuse to pay it the proper respects as it lies on its deathbed. Instead, we let the leaves fall from the trees, we let our eyes grow ever darker. We let the rivers freeze, And we welcome the death of Summer with fanfare and opulence and hunger As we shovel dirt into our mouths And call it gold. An old woman sits in her chair, Telling of a long forgotten love affair that she had When she was but a child Crashing headfirst into her future like a speeding car Destined for an auto wreck and Doomed to drown in the water of memory. She sighs and remembers a boy With eyes like glass bottles Shared on the banks of a mighty river That is no longer there. She closes her eyes and Dreams of ever spinning merry-go-rounds and Sticky ice creams and Forbidden feasts and The steam of a hot bath and Of a time when dragons stretched Still across an ever blue sky and Of a boy Stretching out a hand for her to hold as she fell, Of beasts and spirits And of scales floating away in the wind like sakura petals, The closest thing to true love that she has ever known. She sings her final swan song, Orpheus inverted. "I wish I had looked back," She says. "I wish I had looked back just once." Based on : Spirited away (:
everytime i hear this i can feel myself melt. if i was exited, before or angry it calms me down. if im sad and i play this playlist i just stay the same emotion, but the sadness lessens. i love this playlist sm
Chorei tanto, mas tanto com essa playlist...sempre fui muito grudada com minha família e vivi momentos incríveis com eles, até que tive que seguir meu próprio caminho e me mudei pra SP, tô a um mês sem ver eles e essa playlist trouxe tudo e toda a saudade a tona...nunca senti uma saudade tão forte e só fico lembrando dos momentos incríveis em que a gente ia na praia ver o por do sol e deitava no quintal pra ver as estrelas e ficar todos abraçados e rindo...nossa tá doendo demais só quero ver eles logo😢😢😢❤️
Velho, eu realmente te entendo nisso de ser apegada a família, eu ainda não me separei dos meus amigos e de minha família, mas sempre que eu escuto essa playlist me passa na mente momentos que tive com eles e sempre vem um pensamento posterior a essas lembranças, que é basicamente: o tempo passa, as coisas mudam, daqui a algum tempo você terá que deixar sua família pra ir fazer faculdade e seus amigos irão se afastar e você não terá mais momentos como esses que você tem agora com essas pessoas. Mas ok, talvez eu esteja adiantando sofrendo quanto a isso pq ainda falta 1 ano pra isso acontecer, a única coisa que posso fazer no momento é aproveitar, mesmo que no fim o tempo irá parecer que voou :)
En ocasiones cierro mis ojos y me imagino en medio de un campo lleno de césped, siento la brisa, siento paz y alegría, siento que por fin estoy bien y mientras tanto siento el aire puro y limpio entrando y saliendo de mis pulmones mientras corro por el campo sin dirección alguna mientras mis lagrimas de tranquilidad corren por mis mejillas y me siento libre, me siento suficiente, me siento feliz como nunca e estado… luego vuelvo y abro mis ojos pero aquí me siento tan vacía como si algo me faltara, una cosa que no puedo encontrar y no quiere que la encuentren y siento mis lagrimas caer pero esta vez ya no son de paz ni de felicidad pero tampoco son de tristeza si no que son de soledad y se sienten frías y vacías y sin más motivos para estar aquí.
La soledad es un veneno silencioso que te deteriora cada vez más y te aísla cada vez más sin darte cuenta, en el momento en el que me di cuenta de que todo estaba en paz me di cuenta que estaba completamente solo, disfrute de esa paz un buen tiempo y me di cuenta que estaba vacío que al parecer no bastaba con estar solo yo que solo tal vez incluso tener un amigo un verdadero amigo no estaría mal
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@@mauriciocorreamartinez2090 tienes mucha razón, después de todo los seres humanos somos seres sociables....necesitamos de otros, y ellos nos necesitan,no se puede cambiar eso
This playlist just makes me feel something I can't even explain. It's so calming and everything, but it gives me sad emotions too. Like some feeling of nostalgia and calminess. Thank you for making this playlist💟. It's 05:55am and here am I listening to this:).
não desiste parceiro(a) olha o quão longe vc chegou , sei que ninguem te ajudou principalmente os que falaram que iam tar la.... mas agr os unicos q podem te ajudar é vc e deus mano(a) , se apega nele e de seu melhor e corra atras das parada q vc quer. pega um copo da agua e se hidrate da uma descançada vc fez um otimo trabalho
Sweetie you were never at fault. The fact that you saw his true colors and he along with the friend is eliminated from your life is a true relief. It would have gotten worse any moment . You are saved. No need to worry.
Am I the only one that when is listeling to this type of playlist cry? It makes me feel safe and to imagine and remember scenarios that i wanna live (again sometimes) this makes me happy. :)
I’m sitting next to my little sister (I’m putting her to sleep because she had a nightmare) and as I’m stroking her hair I just noticed that I’m all she has and even tho we fight most of the time I still would die for her and give her everything I have even if I end up on the streets afterwards. I love her no matter what and I want to say that I think that all older siblings feel like that because in the end the oldest sibling is almost like a parent for all the others. And no matter which path my sister chooses I will support her no matter what.
I don't have siblings. I always wanted one . And I just came to know tht I had a unborn older brother. It hurts....after knowing tht I felt like I was so close but far..for some reason it hurts
Its 20:42, 30/9/2021 I have accepted my desicion of switching schools to study art. I feel like so much pressure had been lifted. Finally im in control of my edjucation. No more parents telling me to study electronics, because theres money in it. My life's passion had been art and always will be. Love yall
Сегодня похороны моего знакомого. Знаете, весь месяц было солнечно.. Эти чувства не описать и не передать словами.. За окном идет дождь, но лучи солнца пробиваются через эти тучи. Цените близких и старайтесь думать над словами и поступками.С добрым сердцем и чистой душой..🫂
this playlist is always been a fav of mine, it brings me back. And it's something that has helped me reflect on the past, it reminds me what I've gone through and how strong i am because of it and how proud i am of myself, i spent 2 or 3 years of my early teens in depression and spent another 2 getting back what i lost and changing my way of thinking, and this past year has shown me how much i have grown and gotten better, i know the path I'm on is only starting and i have a long way to go before i am completely healed but i hoped that it all works out in the end, not just for me but for everyone around and everyone that i used to know.
I’m not sad, But listening to these songs makes me realize I’ve done so much in life. It makes me happy- sad. I mean happy emotional if that makes sense. But i’m not crying idk. It just makes me feel proud. And happy.
its really heartbreaking when you really have something excited to tell someone that you're really close to. Then, they just act like they doenst even care about it and you feel so embarrassed about being excited about the something you wanted to tell about them. Mayb its my fault to tell them when they are in a very bad mood :(
No words can explain how much I love this video, i Screen recorded it all for when I’m on car trips and long trips:)) and I turn it on at night to clear my Thoughts. I listen to it when painting and drawing to help me clear my thoughts and focus on my Drawing. I love this playlist :))
I have been thinking about running away from home. I know it's not a smart thing to do but right now is my only way to ever have any type of freedom in my life. I should be thankful of having a place to sleep in but i'm in pain and i can't hold it in. I have told them them the truth about my depression and anxiety and now they are all just angry to me. It seems like it's all my fault that i am in pain, even tough they all did their own part to hurt me. I am going to runaway and be free one day and i know that day will be the day i can finally start to live
Se que este comentario está en spanish, sin embargo me interesa saber que sucedió o que paso en tu vida después de este comentario?? Apenas ha pasado un año de tu comentario y el mío apenas tendrá segundos cuando le de a comentar en el domingo 5 de mayo del 2024 a las 1:49 AM. Y quizás este comentario se pierda en el abismo del internet y posiblemente nunca me llegues a responder, pero igualmente quiero saber en realidad que paso en tu vida :).
Las frías lagrimas que fueron congeladas por tu corazón, hoy se rompen en las frías sabanas de mi habitación,frió como el abrazo que me diste, y el abrazo que necesitaba,que hoy en día la soledad me da, abrazando cada uno de los rincones de mi vida
éramos lindos, pessoas que nos viam nem pensavam que aquele dia era só o nosso primeiro dia juntos, foi tudo perfeito; você me deu a sensação de quando começamos a gostar de alguém: peito manso, pensamento leve, falta de ar (no sentido bom.. pra você que chegou do nada, e do nada se foi também, mas só uma parte de você. foi intenso, senti no fundo da minha alma; cada detalhe; cada mínimo segundo. hoje meu peito doi, minha cabeça tem mil pensamentos confusos, meus pulmões quase não tem ar, meu corpo nunca mais sentiu seu toque.. amigos não se olham desse jeito! a pessoa que chegou antes de mim te machucou tanto que vc não consegue aceitar a ideia de que amores vem e podem ficar, tá tudo bem.. por mais que toda vez que eu te veja eu continue vendo a imensidão de todo o universo nos seus olhos, e isso me machuque toda vez diversas vezes. meu peito doi e não há nada q eu possa fazer
i used to listen to this song when we were together, i used to cry thinking how lucky i was to have someone like him, he was my soulmate and i knew it...he left and listening to this makes me cry with tears of pain and with the heart ripping pain inside my chest...words are not enough to describe how much in love i am with him...he moved away to a different city...and left me with nothing but memories...those memories which are filled with happiness yet gives me immense pain thinking about all of them, now thag we aren't together...all i wish for is for him to be happy in life and with whoever he wants to be... I'll never fall out of love and i hope someday in future we'll meet if luck's on my side...just seeing him once will be enough and knowing that he's doing well in his life by himself or with someone else will make me happy because he deserves all the happiness which i failed to give him... if you're reading this, i love you and always will
Когда я слушаю это, сразу же вспоминаю о прошлом, как там мне было гладко, легко, прелестно. Детство для меня это что-то очень огромное, никогда не хотелось растить и спокойно жить, но так как я понимаю что это уже поздно, мне нужно сосредоточиться на своих проблемах. Всё таки очень хочется вернуться там, где мне хорошо, и проводить туда невероятные, лучшие дни.
Da uma sensação tão boa escutar isso 1 da manha no escuro deitado e fechar os olhos e sentir tudo que tu ja viveu e tudo que está acontecendo ao seu redor de bom e de ruim... As lagrimas caem.
I'm 20 years old and I feel like I haven't done anything in my life, I feel stuck and I just want to fulfill the dream of running and not coming back, living wildly how I want and when I least expect it see that I finally had that happy ending that my heart desires so much ❤
This really hits hard. I can relate to one of the comments way too much .. i feel like its falling apart . everything is ..i just don't get why i am like this . I used to really good at studies but now i procastinate i don't really work hard . One thing i regret is I don't deserve such good fam they are just so ideal i still don't give my 100.percent mum and dad have never expected the best of me they have been real angels still i have not given them no moment to become proud . It was just blink of time when i used to be just perfect.. wish sometimes it was all just a dream . But one thing its easy to just loose something but it takes some real work to gain it back .but i am not gonna give up i will rise up and will become even a better version of my which i used to love. And i will remain so grateful to god for all my seven lifes to give me such a beautiful and precious people and life . Definitely will work to makr my mistake a lesson and learn from it❤
I am reading these comments and I am wondering, how much stories people have, how much memories connected with these songs, it is fantastic, I can’t breeze while I am reading comments 💔💔💔 To everyone who reading it One day, everything will be alright. Time will heal your broken heart, your broken soul. You will leave in the past all your pain and deeply breath. You are correctly doing everything. I believe in your soul, you will be better than you were before🤍
Đôi lúc nghe những bản nhạc như này tôi cảm thấy bản thân mình có gì đó từng thân thuộc nhưng lại không nhớ ra nỗi nó là gì, tôi bắt đầu suy nghĩ và dần chìm mình vào những cảm xúc khó tả. Cuộc đời tôi còn khá dài và có những chặng đường phía trước, tại sao tôi lại phải ngoảnh mặt lại quá khứ của mình và tiếc nuối nhỉ? Giá mà tôi có thể kệ đi những cảm xúc đó trong quá khứ để mọi thứ có thể diễn ra ổn hơn thì tốt biết mấy.
No. No one understand my feelings except you guys, so I’ll share this. I just wanna run away with someone I like for like, a day, I don’t care how short, long it is. I just wanna see the nights get dark, and the sunsets get darker, and feel the long grass touch my legs. Run far, far away. And enjoy the “best day” with your person. It dosent matter how far, close, long away you are from your home. You just wanna see the sky’s get grey, see the clouds cover the sky with its grey fluffy color. And wait, and wait. For it to rain. Smile and run as far as you can away from where you are and enjoy that day. Look at their smile, Watch them enjoy that day too, and smile, watching the rain droplets fall on you and the other persons chest. Watch the rain get harder, and lay in the felid, feeling the soft, long grass touch your back. Remembering that feeling, enjoying that feeling, and remembering their smile, as the rain gets harder, you see the sunset get darker, as you need to go home, you realize you don’t want to leave, don’t want to go back. You actually did care if it was long moment or short moment. You didn’t want to leave the soft grass. “No, I don’t wanna leave.” you say, “Me neither. We could stay here longer, maybe?” the other person says. “OMG, ofc!” You smile and your body fills with joy, having the great feeling of missing. You get on your phone to see the news, and their looking for you and the other person. “Look, we’re missing.” “oh, we are?” The other person
Blasting this in my ears blocking out everything in the world. Keeping my head down hiding my tears. Pretending everything is okay when all you wanna do is run
Imagine listening to this while ur running away ina field of grass :D it would be to e best thing ever !!!!! D: and pretend that ur happy but while running u start crying and u feel safe :D idk ….. tho …….
Listen idk why but something told me to reply to this but I’m sure your finals are over if not goodluck but just know your loved and you will go through tough times but you must be strong. When tough times come it’s not a sign to be weaker but a sign to be stronger. Everything happens for a reason even the bad and even “useless” things you think don’t matter but they do. If you think about it little things lead to big things. I will end this messages here. Bye take care and god bless and goodluck in life and have a good life.
Life is tough. And when I listen to this all my emotions come up and I can finally let everything out. I didnt cry for more than a year now. And I dont mean crying when you hurt your ankle I mean when your soul is hurting and bleeding. It all is coming out. I talk to myself because I know no one wants to listen to some girl that doesnt know much about life. I hate my family. I hate my school. I hate my friends. Especially the one that sits next to me. She drains me mentally so bad and the thing I hate is that I am doing this to myself. I let my mind terorrise me and kill me from the inside, I wonder how long my skin and bones will hold that killer inside. Because everytime I see those knifes in the kitchen the killer is coming out of myself and the urgr to be a killer is getting bigger and bigger. I am tired.
