Recently, I lost someone so close to me for almost a decade. This song makes me think about all the good times we had. All the good memories. It gives give me a smirk, makes me feel happy for having experienced these things with her. For having had such closeness, having felt at home with someone. Not alone. And at the same time, I feel such sorrow when listening to this music because all these things are memories now, she is gone, I had to let her go. I am so grateful for the time we had together and I miss her so much.