Imagine being able to exist in that tween space of both life and death, merely observing from afar.. it’d be nice, you could hide in drawers and sleep there for a hundred years, undisturbed.
There's no such thing as it being awful Thats life, you work hard through your problems. Until life gives you a reward. The everlasting peace you've earned, from going through these issues, overcoming, and accepting them. Only some of us will earn this peace.
I'm more comfortable when I'm alone anyways, but just knowing that my childhood _could_ be full of sleepovers and adventures and fun is the saddest part
Fucking hate being lonely. It's a sad thing. I got no real friends. Just fake's who pretend to be my homies when they ain't. I got to work alone in groups. Nobody to talk to about myself. Tell them my feelings & all other shit. My old niggaz moved somewhere else or just left me behind & searched for other homies. Fuck my life. I'm lonely & fucking hate that. We be alone. Sometimes I get deep into my feelings when I listen to sad lofi. I reflect on what I should do & my actions. I hate it that I'm shy & nervous. I fucking hate it so much. My girl left me months ago. God won't deliver me from my sins. I can't come out to my family as omnisexual because I'm scared of their reaction. I've been hated so much. I wish I could go deeper & cry my depression & sadness left in me. I least I got rid of my suicidal thoughts in my head when I cried. I'm 14 & feel kinda better but not that much.
I’ve gotten used to hating myself for so long, that now that I’m starting to like myself even the tiniest bit, I’m worried. I don’t really know what that means.
@@johanichowdhury7822 same ive built a pesona of just a sad me and thats all my friends know and if im actuly happy the years of friend making are for shit
Hey, from someone who has been there, know that it's ok. You don't have to absolutely love yourself 24/7. Know that it's okay to take time for yourself and it's ok to not have much time to yourself. You're only human after all. Look in the mirror right now or as soon as you can and think of how far that you've come. You may have messed up a few times, but you've gotten through it before, you can and will again. I don't really know you, but I'm proud of you for speaking your mind and for coming this far. Good luck on your future adventures, and please have a lovely time.
For all of my sad weebs out there “Even when it seems as if everything is going wrong smile as if to say ‘I’m a ok!’ For in this world those who are smiling are the bravest” -Nana Shimura You can get through this, you’ve done it before and you’ll do it again. Live every day with a smile and don’t let the little things get you down. Remember it’s ok to not feel ok, I believe in you and I hope you are well. Have an amazing day and stay hydrated! 💖💜💙
For anyone that kinda doesn't know what to do while watching this. Here's a little story~! ♡ I went to Asia last year with my family. It was a pretty long stay, maybe.. 2 months? We went to Japan first and stopped in Shanghai, Tokyo, Osaka, Hiroshima and Kyoto. The scenery was amazing and it was really fun there. I especially loved Tokyo at night. Unfortunately I lost all the pictures I took from the time I was in Asia. Moving from there, we went to China. We stopped in Beijing, Shanghai, Wuhan and Hong Kong. During this stay I got a little sick and I didn't leave the place we were staying in much. It was honestly really disappointing but my sister took some pictures. From there we went to South Korea, we stopped in Busan, Seoul, Incheon, and Daegu. I honestly had the most amount of fun here, being an ARMY and multistan. I went to the Line Friends store and got myself some BT21 merch. From there, I went to the BT21 Shop and Café. I honestly probably missed Seoul the most and Incheon. I miss the amount of BTS activities they had in Seoul and the scenery from Incheon. We didn't really have a pattern to go by so traveling was a MESS. So, from there we went to Thailand. I can't remember much from here besides falling down some stairs and getting seriously injured. I really missed out in Thailand WAY more than Wuhan. We only went to Pattaya City and Chiang Mai. And that concludes my trip to Asia! I hope this was interesting and lasted long enough for the video. Or, not too long to where the video has already ended. This trip was honestly one of my favorites and I would definitely do it again! Thank you~! 🌸 ♡
Made it through new years Made it through my Birthday Made it through our anniversary Made it through a thousand nights without you and now it's near Halloween and I'm still miss you.........hope your well.
I moved a little bit outside Boston The lighting and aesthetic is better I listen to mixes like this on quiet bike rides and it feels cinematic. Closest ive gotten to the fairy tale
/\___/\ \owo/ \|||||| Kitty wants to love you can you pet it? Petting the kitty makes it purr ever so softly Kitty rubs her head against your hand Kitty loves you
To whoever reads this: Damn, you looking beautiful today(: Also don’t give up no matter how you feel, or whatever it may be you’re going through, things always get better over time. That be the truth✌🏼
@@maggielee569 most of the comments are just attention hungry 14 years olds :D if someone really had depression then they wouldn't post about it online. it makes them seems like they want attention and maybe they're faking it, listening to fucking lofi doesn't make you depressed lmao
World is not supposed to be suffering but we as humans made it happen, we have the power to change, yet we choose to not to and let the world slide deeper and deeper into darker place to live in.
It's getting harder and harder everyday, I always get "What's so hard about living?" And "Someday you'll understand that it's worth it." But I don't. I don't get it. I don't want to, things have been kicking me down for so damn long that I really just want to give up. I've called out of work the past three days and I'm just ready to be done. Whatever it is that drives people to want to live and experience and laugh is unfortunately something I don't feel I was given. I'm sick and tired of nothing making me happy. I've done all I need to do, seen all I need to see. I want things to be over now, pretending to smile for your loved ones is a sad sad feeling. Sorry you had to see this, I hope you're well.
hey... i hope you’re alright, i just found this video today and looking through the comments i found yours. it’s been 7 months, i wish nothing but hope and wellbeing for you. hang in there.
@@olgag4178 Things haven't exactly been perfect to say the least. Things tend to get a lot worse before they get better. I ended up having to leave my job and things really fell through for me. I lost a very important person in my life but I'm doing my damnedest to keep my mind busy. I'm focusing on music now and have been writing and producing songs to outlet my issues. I appreciate you checking up on me. I think this is the first time I've cried happy tears, reading comments from people that mean well. Thank you for being you. 🌸-Clo (My Artist name is PatientCLO you can find me on most any platform if you wanted to hear what I've been up to. Message me if you want to talk.)
@Plastic bag, hello friend. I can relate to you, and empathize with what you're going through, stay strong comrade. Yours Truly, A Random Internet Stranger.
hey i just found this comment and it's been 10 months. i really hope you're still alive, and i hope everything's better. in here for you, keep fighting, stay alive. one day you will look back and be glad you are still here, that you went through the hardest times, that you fought to stay here, that you fought the demon living in the deepest shadows in your mind. and you will get through it. it won't be right away, it won't be instant. it won't be easy. it might take days, to week, months, maybe even years. and that's okay. it's okay. you will get through it. you will be happy soon. i promise you. don't give up. keep fighting. we are here for you. even though it feels like the whole world is against you, there will be good that comes out of it. ❤️ keep fighting, warrior
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter. i love you.
Thank you for the kind words stranger, I probably will forget you but know that you are loved and I will print this coment and send to my friends when they are sad or in need of attention, good night and have a good life
I remember last Halloween, i almost got arrested after throwing eggs at police cars, getting drunk and throwing up all over that alley, and the best part was meeting you while u were drunk, you hugged me like never before and now this Halloween im all alone and you are somebody else's but im happy for you if you somehow see this, just know i still love you
To those who may need to hear it: “Real isn’t how you are made,” said the Skin Horse. “It’s a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but really loves you, then you become Real.” “Does it hurt?” asked the Rabbit. “Sometimes,” said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. “When you are Real, you don’t mind being hurt.” “Does it happen all at once, like being wound up,” he asked, “or bit by bit?” “It doesn’t happen all at once,” said the Skin Horse. “You become. It takes a long time. That’s why it doesn’t often happen to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out, and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real, you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.” -The Velveteen Rabbit
it's okay bub! You can try again tomorrow, take care of yourself for now, just try and rest, give yourself a minute to breathe. You'll be good as new tommorow
Honestly it's soft music like this that's been comforting me through everything that's going on in my life right now. It's crazy how fast things can suddenly change and be completely different. Appreciate the small things in life as dumb as that sounds, like I didn't realize how much I appreciated small things until I didn't have them anymore. I refuse to let the problems in my life get the best of me though, So on goes the mascara and lip gloss and I'll be the prettiest wreck you've ever seen. (Lol, I just kinda vented in the comments of a youtube vid. oh well)
Honestly, I wish I was a ghost. My life is extremely stressful, and as a straight A, nice, never getting it trouble student, people expect so much of me, and assume I have nothing to hate about my life. I wish I was a ghost so I could be in peace, but watch the generations go by, and walk around the towns that eventually get abandoned.
omg, same :c people expecting a lot from me is making me doubt a lot of my decisions and i risk my dreams?(i don't even know if i have them or people brainwashed me)
Fight you guys. No matter what, you have to keep fighting. Keep swinging even if you feel like you need to collapse. Don't give up yet. I belive in you.
guys. the ad that played before the video was for an app called share the meal, where they explain how smartphone users can do good with just 50 cents per day. considering the fact that 70% watchtime on youtube is by mobile users and given the video title, maybe youtube algorithm is trying to give us sense and purpose. to reconsider our positioning and our thoughts. it doesn't want us to be sad. or. it was simply a pure coincidence and i'm making it a way bigger deal than it is.
It's that time again.... I know exactly what you must be feeling right now. Everything and everyone just feels so distant and you wish you could forget the world. I promise i understand, we all do. Just know that regardless of what you think there are people who care about you, people who need you. I need you. Eventually the sad thoughts will go away and you will persevere through this sadness and become the bright person you know you are deep down. Until then, listen to some music, don't be afraid of your emotions. Good night
Dude.. this actually hit hard. I don’t know what’s happening, but I’ve been feeling so out of it lately. It’s like I’ve lost all connection to the Earth, and it’s horrible. Your interactions don’t feel real, neither does your world. I guess, though, it should probably fade given enough time. For now, I’ll just write till I stop thinking.
Thank you, beautiful internet stranger. Now I’m tearing up and smiling at the same time. I feel like I might be ok because of all the love and warmth in this comment section. Thank you again, and I really love y’all 💖
I listened to this playlist in late 2019, when things were better. I was coming back from a chorus field trip and got to sit next to my crush. She put on this specific video and we shared her headphones. I fell asleep on her shoulder and we had a ✨moment✨ when our eyes met and our faces were really close and it was dark except for the street laps. Oh innocent bliss
I don’t know why I feel so down, I thought the feeling of being lonely would stop if I started hanging out with friends more or if I actually go to all the partys I’m invited to. But lately I feel like the more time I spend with people the more lonely I get, like I’m at this party and I feel like I’m just there to get drunk and everyone knows it. They don’t care if I’m there or not...
I fell you bro. I hope for you that everything would be better. Life is hard but you have to take it like you‘re born. To be lonely is so fucking bad and I hope you feel never lonely again (I‘m sorry for my bad English)
Flying Fee hi (: You’ve probably, definitely heard this somewhere, but, it gets better the more you realize things. Realizing takes time. Hang in there.
@@flyingfee2962 Love your profile pic :DDD I've helped someone who was in the same position. If that is the situation I can try ro give advise, but you'll to get more into detail... If you feel like it
I am ghost-like. I feel like I'm just floating through air. i don't want to say i'm miserable - i'm happy, and hopeful. it's just right now everything seems like pushing a ton of bricks through a tunnel. i need to hold myself together until the day i become free, but it's not guaranteed that i'll feel liberated. life is just a tape of tiring days flowing by each other. goddamn it i'm trying so hard for nothing
I feel like when I get up in the morning, it’s only my soul that gets up. My mortal body remains laying in bed.. until I go to sleep later that night is when my soul rejoins itself with my body. The events that happened to me that day are then replayed to me as “dreams”... crazy theory idk I’m sad asf rn
Whenever I come home late from hanging out with my friends I listen to songs like these cuz I never let myself be sad around my friends so it doesn’t darken the mood which ik is bad and I should actually let myself be sad and not bottle it up but I’m to scared that they’ll think I’m being dumb or something
Real friends let you be sad and share your emotions, if they call you dumb or anything they aren’t real friends because real friends are their with you all the time. Keep your head up boo you got this
ik it’s hard to get help but just know that even though the internet can be a really mean place, it can also be a place for you to be supported. please take some time to let yourself really breathe because you’re not a burden you’re a real human being. i love you, stranger.
keep ur head up king, she ain't worth the tears ...is what i'd like to say, but i know how much grief she can cause u with such ease. don't give up. im also going through it, maybe u can get her, maybe u can't. and if not, dont u even worry, u'll find someone that is destined to be urs.
I listen to these when I feel sad, which can be quite often. My roommate asked me why I do that, he said I just stay sad. But when I listen to mixes like these I don't feel so alone, I feel like my emotions are real, and are being felt by others all over the world. And yeah I still stay sad, but it makes it a little easier. Thanks bootleg.
I try my best to get people to like and talk to me. I try to tell myself to speak up or say hello, never happens though. I act happy all the time, trying my best to cover up what’s really going on. I’m a ghost, not dead, just empty and invisible
I feel tired of everything too its like this year is the best yet the worst at the same time i dunno how to describe it. Its just like im doing great i've been doing what i wanted to do more this year but i feel like everything else suffers i do great at school gaming suffers i get better at a game relationships suffer hang around my friends not improving on everything and putting on a costume to hide myself i have been really distanted with my family and i hate it i wish i just could snap and everything would be fine what im saying is to keep going at least you,im fed up with this shit i just wanna do middle school and leave this country... im a pile of broken pieces of glass.. very fragile glass i feel like bashing my head into the wall until i bleed to feel something other than sadness dissapointment hunger or thirst i want to just cry so bad yet i cant or shout so hard till my lungs pop but i cant mainly its cus of the relationships i dont really hang out with my friends anymore i have my first crush and i know i wont get her to like me cus im complete and utter trash.. im sorry for writing an essay here,why do i even try? I should just give up
Batman 2099 don’t ever give up, a lot of things happen in life. I’m in highschool currently and shit is really going downhill, but the only thing keeping me going is how I know everything will get better. Yeah it really seems down in the dumps with me and with you, but never ever give up on yourself. I’ve also had some relationships that have really messed with my brain, but they have taught me new things and it has really helped me improve myself and the people around me. Honestly I feel so empty and I just want to find that familiar warmth that I used to have in my heart but it’s hard as fuck when it feels like everything is pulling you down. But please trust me when I say don’t give up, it may not seem like it right now, but people really do care about you, I may be a complete stranger, but I care about you. And it’s always good to rant out those feelings, it’s let’s out the emotions you’ve bottled up in yourself out. Even though we may not know each other you can always talk to me and maybe we can even rant out our stress together, it’s been a long time since I’ve let out how I’ve felt, so thank you for commenting how you feel, it makes me feel less lonely if that makes sense
@@Cecilionsbf thanks for the words man really needed it. Im just fed up with this shit so fuckin bad im tired of pretending everything is fine i want to lose weight but i cant excercise i tried not eating and failed, misserablly. Good luck in highschool i hope you live your dreams and find someone that can be with you for the rest of the time. It feels good to know that people are feeling the same as me, comforting almost.
Batman 2099 thank you for opening up to me and sharing how your feeling! You’re only in middle school so you have a lot of time to grow and call all this negativity your bitch! It really helps to find people you can relate to and open up with, so I recommend doing that a l o t! But fr thank you and please don’t e v e r starve yourself, I understand you want to lose weight but it’s really unhealthy and unsafe in the long run! I hope you have a good day and an even better year
I was feeling really bad because my dad yelled at me again because of my eating disorder and after 1 year I thought about ending it all again, almost went through it but this playlist helped me calm down. Thank you
You’re beautiful and I love you. We can get through this together. You and me will care for each other during the hard times. Your mental health is the most important thing. I want you to take a deep breath and just forget about everything and listen to this lofi. Take a drive clear your mind. Care for yourself take a bath or do your hair. Get out of your bedroom or your house and take a walk or a bike ride. Go get yourself some coffee or something. Remember what it’s like to feel good. Realize that change is possible. You are the only one who can change yourself, but you have to realize that you can change before you do. Just remember i’m cheering for you and i love you. And i hope you’ve had a good day.
I’m a ghost or, I feel like one.. always being ignored like I’m invisible, always being left out, feeling lonely, slowly slipping away from the grasp of reality
as a lesbian, that happened to me too. I was about to leave everything behind, even my family because they're homophobic. We were supposed to move to another country and start a life, a new life. Spent months preparing for it, spent years waiting for her to be ready to leave, and once we were about to she tells me she's been the past year lying to me and said she didn't want to go. Not even a month after she broke up with me she moved to the same country we were planning to live with a guy. At least I learned a few lessons: soulmates don't exist and never date bisexual girls. Congrats to myself, I lost 5 years of my life.
@@cleliaoconnell3705 i know but it is hard due to my experiences. Let's say another bisexual girl i dated before this one cheated on ne with two other dudes. They also thought they were the only ones. Yeah, that's my luck.
imagine just being a invisible soul floating and roaming around the world, not worrying about anything anymore, your body is dead like how dead inside you feel, isn't that what anyone wants? be carefree, float around the world you used to live in, and you have nothing to worry about anymore, and just be with your ghost buddies that sounds heavenly
My life seems to be deteriorating around me again and every time this cycle happens I’m always upset and stressed and anxious but this time around I couldn’t care less... haven’t gotten out of bed in days
ayo marco, look man i feel you, but life isnt a cycle unless you make it, break outta that change, find a hobby, do something that makes you wanna get up and dance, make yourself happy, self happiness is better then any. get up outta that bed, let blood rush up too your head, instead of being lonely and inside your head.
Hey! just a reminder.... is your autoplay off, did you use the bathroom today, did you say 'i love you' to the people that make you feel loved, did you do your school work, did you drink water, did you eat anything (it can be something small like a apple!), besides that just know i love you and so do many people! Have a good morning, good afternoon, or a goodnight! besos
Isn't it fascinating how people in the comment section to this video (and to other videos like this, I mean lo-fi beats and all) reveal their genuine vulnerable thoughts? that's so sweet!
I feel bad by thinking about suicide my sister got cancer and luckily she survived but i met so many other people who wanted to live so hardly and died I feel like i dont deserved the live because im not really living im so sorry for them they would be lucky and would really live but they cant and im laying here with my completely healthy body feeling dead as fuck like a zombie
hey! i really hope this doesn't come off as condescending. i left school when i was seven and became homeschooled due to anxiety, i tried to go back to school when i was twelve but still couldn't stay. being able to stay home all day sort of nurtured my anxiety to become a bigger problem that made me feel alot worse than when i first left. if you decide to go through with homeschooling, *please please try your best to keep seeing your friends, to keep making new ones, to keep going out and to keep up with your schoolwork. best of luck to you.
@@kindapeachy696 thank you so much that really means a lot for writing that whole message. do you have discord? maybe we can chat there. if so, mine is Kaden#9092
I have anxiety and I’m in life’s shark pit, middle school. I’m really glad my parents kept pushing me to go to school and help me go to therapy to learn to cope. I feel like there is more that I can do than just “cope” I don’t like the feeling of power it has. Anyway Stay strong! Hang out with your friends and be happy! You are really important! ❤️
one day you’ll look back and no longer recognize the person who used to cry themselves to sleep. you’ll be happy and you’ll have made it through. you’ll wake up to realize that the world has grown brighter in your eyes, because you learned to grow from the pain
For everyone whatching this who sad just know that there are people who love you whether they know you or not. The reason you may feel like a ghost is because people think your too perfect to talk to that your amazing and important to this world and the world after it. No matter how your feeling express it tell people when your sad don't keep it bottled up. It may seem like everyone doesn't care about you know that it's not true and you still have people there for you whether online or in real life. Toxic people will be in your life but they can be outshined by the people who really love you. Just know if you feel sad reply to this comment and you'll feel better. Make this comment your venting box were all your bad vibes go and I can get rid of them. I love you all very much now be happy and stay safe.💖
It’s currently 2 am here in California. I just finished my homework right now when I realized it’s official Halloween and I go onto RU-vid and this the first thing I see. So thank you for this, I really needed it right now
i’ve made it my whole life without my mom, somewhere i know she’s doing better than i am. Life’s hard guys especially without guidance just try your best and remember when you’ve hit rock bottom the only way to go is up
The fact that complete strangers are comforting each other in these comments makes me feel.. A bit more serene and kinda happy. I hope you all will have a good day!♥
i dunno whats up but hey :) I know its hard right now, and its totally okay to be a upset. you aren't looking for attention, and you aren't being selfish or needy. you're being human, and you need just as much attention and care as everyone. and you know what? thats completely okay. you, just the way you are, are incredible. every little imperfection. all the times you counted them in the mirror, wishing they were gone. wishing you were gone. its okay. I don't know you. I may never meet you. but I do know that everyone has a right to be cared for. cry, let all of those bottled emotions out, and breathe. lets get through it together
H-hi...Random Ghost here.....I just wanted to say..Your amazing!! You'll probably never see me again.. That's okay.. Just please remember me and what i said... Your amazing! And you got this! -Random Ghost
I feel incredibly lucky to get to experience everything I have. Blinding rage, sorrow, gentle joy from reading a book and watching a candle flicker. What amazing gifts.
I feel like I'm losing the girl I'm deeply in love with. My depression has come to the point where at times I am unable to control my sadness around her and have completely lost my old self as a person. Our love is as strong as ever despite going through such a rough patch. I'm trying to find who I use to be and just give her everything she wants and be that person that she once fell in love with. As of now I have distanced from her just a little bit and told her that I want to find myself. This break from each other has not helped me at all and I don't feel like myself when I'm not with her. But even when I'm with her all I am is just a burden who lives in the shadow of who I once use to be. I pray to god one day I can be happy again. I want to be ok just so I can spend one last day with her and try to win her love back again and have her in my life.
I was in a group. Time passes I talked, but they didn't respond me. Just I was seeing the people talk, and thinking "I'm a useless ghost?" Well, *I was* in that whatsapp group. And now im in quarintane alone, with nobody to talk, I'm here, leaving my message/history on this video. Cya. (lol that sounds like im gonna kill me, but no xd)
Being a Ghost actually sounds nice, watching everything like merely a expectator, being able to sleep thousands of years without anyone bothering you... Feeling nothing, just, going to the highest place and watching the beautiful landscape.
We are moving from New York to Washington once again losing my friends. Moving has always been rough for me but I'm fine just happy it happened thanks for the Lofi its calm peaceful helps me sleep thanks(sorry for my bad spelling I'm only 11 so you know)
I was doing my homework while my bf was on his laptop behind me. Lofi mixes where playing for about an hour and I noticed that he has stopped tapping. When I turned around I saw him sleeping like a baby. It's a cold rainy Sunday outside. I'm glad lofi exist. Xoxo
to anybody going through it rn, you are loved. you'll make it to the other side of this. you've survived every day of your life so far, so today you beat your personal record! and you'll do it again tomorrow, and the next day, and eventually you'll reach that day where you're so so glad you toughed it out. 🖤
