I watch these videos to feel something and I'm in pain, but I can't fucking cry I miss a girl who doesn't give a shot about my very existence and yet I still love her, :(
You try your best and what is point when you fail and you keep trying to best of yourself and but it's doesn't and what is the point of trying anymore? We should just give up all ready!!
I feel like I’ve dug myself a hole that I can’t get out of. I’m starting to loose even more friends because they get annoyed that I won’t just stop cutting even after I tell them I can’t and I’ve tried. I almost got caught by my parents and it was the most terrifying and stressful feelings I think I’ve ever felt. I feel like no one likes me and that my problems are to much for everyone and so I keep them inside which is really weighing me down. It’s making me feel like I don’t deserve anything I have and I hate that so much. I’m scared I’m going to loose to many people and i don’t know what to do. (Sorry for that it’s just like I said I don’t have anyone to talk to about it :,/)
Ash God loves you and he wants you to tell him exactly how u feel and he will save you and give you peace and hapiness and it might be hard to believe but he can and he will , jus pray and have faith. the reason you are still here is bcz u are a fighter and mostly because God loves you
Story of my life. No matter how hard you try, no matter how much you try to help people, it all turns to shit in the end. I personally can't wait to die, but I refuse to deliberately off myself. Accidentally overdosing on the other hand... "Accidentally" mixed 200mg of oxycodone with a bottle of whiskey and 50mg of xanax, oops.
