My mom past away on January 27th of last year, made peace with her prior months prior…. Forgave her for abandoning me, leaving me everywhere, forgetting about me, putting me through all of her mental illness. My dad’s birthday was 14th yesterday, got him a cake and some food… he just left be behind and went to go eat with my sister and her bf. Not his son by blood, it’s ok . Use to it, but after that I accepted a hard fact, he isn’t the same man anymore, he never wanted me. It’s ok …. Gotta let things go, peace is about letting go. I miss my Lightning friend, she was special, a good friend, kind to me. Loved her, Wish her love, wish all my family love , hope they find peace.
I’m sorry for everything you went through but trust me after all the hell u begin to find peace in the small things u never thought would matter you just have to let ur emotions in let all ur pain in and drown it and then you will begin to swim and when u do that is the happiest you will ever be in ur life bc what is happiness without the pain that comes before it.
