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I'm sorry for your loss ❤ RIP Mae 🕊💐🕯

I'm sorry for the loss of your sweet, kind and talented friend Alex. Please take comfort in knowing you are doing Mae such justice in spreading her story and bringing awareness to her life, her writing and the light she clearly brought to this world 💛✌🏻 Rest in peace dear Mae ✨🌻💛🌻✨

Heck 😢❤ love to her family

My heartfelt condolences Alex. 💝💐🌺

I'm blocked from Instagram for sexual content so can you please give us the link so I can donate? I'm sorry for your loss. May her soul rest in peace 🕊️❤

Mae she 😂😂😂😂😂😂

@@user-hj3bv1ei9w time and place my dude...time and place..

@@user-hj3bv1ei9w This didn’t get the rage bait reaction you wanted, huh?

@@courtzz9046 you'd do nothing

@@user-hj3bv1ei9w man i tried to not laught but it was too hard cuz its pretty dark joke

ur so strong, ur loved, ur kind and beautiful. you have a gift too change the world

That's so sweet of you, I honestly hope the best for you and your treatment, and break a leg!! Nurse Ratched always struck me as such a villain as a kid, and I would love to see your take on her! Take care of yourself, and stay strong

It’s strange to me too. My uncle in his 50s developed Hodgkins Lymphoma, had treatment and recovered from it. While that’s amazing, I wish that children could recover more easily from these things. It’s heartbreaking. I bet you’re an amazing actor. Thank you for being a kind soul.

I'm so sorry, I lost my dad to metastatic melanoma, F cancer!

so so proud of you for getting through it not matter what ❤

Hope you’re doing well currently ❤️

@@RipVanWinkle3 thank you 💓

I’m so sorry to hear this, it’s just so unfair. I hope you’re doing well during this ❤❤❤

I hope your doing okay ❤❤

Wishing you well soon ❤

Cancer also runs in my family. My grandmother got hit hard by cancer. She was such an amazing person but she got dealt a really crappy hand when it comes to health. She had 5 different types of cancer during her life time. She was born in 1944 and by the time she hit her early 40s in the late 1980s she was diagnosed with her first cancer, breast cancer. She had a double mastectomy and did either chemo or radiation, I can't remember which. I was just a small child then. She remained cancer free til around 2005 when she was diagnosed with kidney cancer. She had spent the previous 4 years caring for my grandfather who was dying from kidney failure. He had been diagnosed with diabetes 15 yrs before he died and it just wrecked his body leading to problems with his vision, amputation of fingers and toes and kidney failure. He did two types of dialysis over a 4 year period while he was on the transplant list but the dialysis never worked right for him. It just made him horribly sick. He had neuropathy of the stomach which caused him to throw up every day multiple times per day so eating was tough for him. He would constantly get sick and every time he did he got removed from the transplant list losing his spot "in line". He had met my gram after she had her children and adopted them all he wasn't biologically related to any of us. That made the chances of a match for a donor in our family unlikely. Family members were tested but no one was a match and people in his own family were to sick to even test or to old. He eventually started having issues with his heart and ended up in the hospital where he spent his last month of life. He ended up with sepsis and the port for his dialysis could no longer be used. They were unable to out a new one in so they could no longer continue his dialysis. He passed days later. My gram ignored her own health while caring for him unfortunately. Thankfully after he passed she went to the doctors because she hadn't been feeling right for a while. That's when they found the kidney cancer. It was isolated to one kidney so they removed that kidney. They thankfully got all of it and she was cancer free again. Unfortunately her remaining kidney began to fail not long after due to kidney disease which she didn't even know she had. She had too have her first kidney transplant in 2007ish. The immunosuppressant drugs she had to take after wipe out the immune system and make the body more susceptible to cancer unfortunately. Not long after she started developing areas of skin cancer on her body, 2 separate types of skin cancer. From like 2009 until she passed in 2020 she would have to go to in the dermatologist multiple times per year and every time they would remove areas of cancer, mostly from her back and arms but a couple times from her face and other body parts. Donated kidneys usually only last about 10 years and hers started to fail in 2016. She had to go on dialysis for a while and in 2017 she had her second kidney transplant. Both kidneys were donated by our family members. The first by her son, my uncle and the second by my cousin, her grandson. On February 5, 2019 we suffered the unexpected and tragic loss of my mother, she was only 54 when she died. It destroyed me and my grandmother as we were all extremely close. They were both my best friends. My grams health started to go down hill a bit after. By December 26, 2019 my gram had to go to the ER due to blood in her urine and horrible stomach pain. We thought it was the donated kidney but they quickly found that she had a mass in her bladder. By January 2020 she was diagnosed with extremely aggressive bladder cancer. They attempted to go in and remove the tumor that month but it had spread into the lining of her bladder. On February 5th, 2020 which was the first anniversary of my mom passing they did surgery on her again, this time an attempt to completely remove her bladder. They found that the tumor had spread more and was wrapped around her blood vessels, veins and nerves. They determined that it had spread to much and they wouldn't be able to remove her bladder so they closed her up. The cancer being wrapped around her nerves was causing her horrendous pain which they were struggling to keep under control. She went from living on her own being able to do everything for herself in December to being completely bed bound by February. We were told she wouldn't make it another year and might only have months left to live. Sadly she came down with the flu the end of February 2020 and had to be put on a ventilator. On March 5th, 2020, a year and one month after losing my mom, they took my gram off the ventilator and she passed away due to a combination of bladder cancer and complications from the flu. She has so many family members from her generation and above that had cancer, siblings, her own mother, her grandmother, etc. My grandmother had 4 children, my mom, aunt and two uncles. So far one uncle has had a cancer scare and my aunt has had cancer. No one from my generation has had it yet but there's quite a few of us and I'm sure it will happen eventually. It absolutely terrifies me. It's one of the worst things to watch a loved one go through. My grandmother fought and beat 4 types of cancer though. She was incredibly strong but the last one was just to much for her. I've struggled every day since losing my mom and gram both to come to terms with their deaths. It's so hard because we were so close. They were basically both mothers to me. My grandfather was like a father to me because my bio dad isn't in my life. It's quite lonely with out the three of them and I miss them all terribly. Sorry for the long comment. Just been thinking about my gram a lot today and saw this video, opened it out of curiosity, saw your comment and it all came pouring out. I hope that you and your family remain healthy and that none of you ever have to deal with cancer! I wouldn't wish that diagnosis on my worst enemy! Just always stay vigilant with your health, don't ever put off getting checked out if something doesn't feel right.

Yo just reading this comment in the middle of the video made me instantly tear up. What an incredibly powerful line.

Fr bro 😭

really not the right video for this type of comment

not the time 4 this 😭😭

@@scarbot1713 if u look at my other one you’ll see very well that I did not mean it in a rude way.

@@_msytique I didn’t know what happened at that time. If you look at my other comment separately you’ll see I didn’t mean it in an insensitive way.

I had ovarian cancer previously and almost died 3 times from complications. I was in acutr care for 7 months after the ICU, it really affected the way I saw the world. Especially the acceptance Mae wrote about, accepting an ordinary life, thats its OK. I have cancerous tumors in my colon and I have surgery to get them all out tomorrow and I hope it goes well, I dont want tk do chemk again. Im chopsing to stay upbeat and hope for the best!

⁠@@SaintShionyou are so strong, I can’t imagine what you’re going through. Wishing you all the good health & luck from afar ❤

They sound so incredibly strong. Cancer's such a bitch to deal with, it's amazing how there are people with cancer, that can still spread so much joy. Thank you for helping those with it.

@@SaintShion i hope it went well!

@@qlitch thanks for the love❤️ It went well according to the dr. Just gotta do follow up to make sure he got it all, and there hasn't been any regrowth that'll need chemo. Fingers crossed!

exactly this. she made so many beautiful things. i will forever be thankful that i got the chance to see it

I’m so sorry, I hope you’re all doing ok regardless. ❤❤❤

@@aliciax5854 thank you. he hasn't told his children yet. I cannot imagine the fear and pain he is feeling. I wish nothing but good health for you and your family❤❤❤

I wish nothing but comfort and happiness for you and your family 💚

I’m so sorry 😞 I’m tube fed as I have no oesophageal or stomach function and know and have known many people with oesophageal cancer. Life can be so unfair and cruel to the best people in this world. My thoughts are with you, your dad and your family ❤

So sorry to hear this, people really don’t deserve this 😔❤️❤️❤️

@@KateK..Ah bless you, it’s so nice to see people going through stuff like this while being kind to others. Hope you’re doing ok ❤❤❤

@aliciax5854 I'm doing as well as I can despite a lot of health issues but I always make sure I live life to the fullest I can xx

Fr! It’s so sad but she sounds like an amazing person

Rip

@@CharlieWhaley286 thank you

wishing you tons of healing 🫶 i’m so sorry that you lost your sister 🫂

@@Kim-mp5wg thank you ❤️

I'm so sorry for your loss, loosing a sibling is one of the hardest things you could ever go through, im proud of you for being here and wishing a comfortable recovery and life going forwards

I hope you're doing OK sweetpea, losing someone to cancer is incredibly difficult. I hope you're keeping a smile on your face bc I just know that's what your grandfather's wants ❤❤❤

@@ghorewhorr 💗💗💗

​@@ghorewhorrI love seeing silly usernames be sweet 🫡

Even though he died of different health issues, I can relate to losing mine. I did lose two aunts to cancer. It’s such a horrible experience when you’re really close to them let alone on your birthday, I can’t imagine what that’s like. Mine died the night before I was meant to see him, at least they know that we loved them and are ok now. Hope you’re taking care of yourself and taking it easy. ❤❤❤

@aliciax5854 Im so sorry for your loss :( Though despite how tough it is losing someone to such a disease, it brings comfort knowing others have experienced the same situation, and were not alone in this 💗 Hope you're alright, take care x

Yeah, he’s definitely going through it bless him. So sad 😔

Don't beat yourself up over not hearing about something, it can't do you any good