it stuns me how otherworldly auratic you are. i utter schrödingerian words. alive and dead all at once. hardly able to speak at all. only soak in sensations of you in my arms. for once, it is possible to revert from suicide. for an hour of stasis, we only spoke in tears, and love, and caresses. i can only give my all to you with infinite gratitude. since the eternal night that we call life became so colorful with you