Scattered Glass - cillia feat.Meika Mikoto 

I‘ve seen God

As a guitarist and also as a fan of kyaami, I'm honored and happy to play the guitar on this wonderful song! Please keep cheering for kyaami!

Fandom: Vocaloid peaked in 2012 Cillia: *You just activated my trap card*

Cillia I think you just saved the Vocaloid 5 engine

I've seen some confusion in the comments, but their first name is Mikoto! (not Meika, Meika is their last name)

CILLIA IM LITERALLY?? I WASNT PREPAREF FOR THIS AT ALL AND I LOVE IT HOLY SHIT OMG!! SO PROUD BBY SHSJGSJS

CILLIA-P IS CANON BITCHES!!!!!!!

wow. so cillia can make robots sing, can sing herself, write music, AND draw on top of that? we stan a queen 👸✨✊🏻😤

this is stupid good. like, seriously. this is amazing. god damn, cillia. blow me away.

IT HAS BEEN OVER A YEAR, WHY IS THIS FLYING UNDER THE FANDOM’S RADAR?! I just can’t believe it hasn’t even had over 1 million views yet- It just sounds so amazing

Here's a character sheet for anyone interested in the design! twitter.com/cillia/status/1193434764214059011

i really fucking like this song, not bc of the tuning or the music itself, although that is phenomenal, but because of the meaning??? like...overcoming a traumatic past and moving on?? realizing you have people that care for you??? even after you felt like it was too late?? that shits beautiful yo

“period”- The Beatles

The song, the tuning, the visuals- they are all outstandingly beautiful. It's unbelievable how high quality this is. Meika voice sounds incredible, they're so well tuned and the emotion that is expressed in their voice is just amazing! I honestly teared up a little :') The amount of work that went into this must've been arduous- not just this song but everything that kyaami has put up so far, all of her covers and art- it's been a long time coming. I'm super excited for the future has in store for cilia, and how much she can already improve upon her already godly tuning/mixing/etc skills. Thank you so much, and well done :)

if you wanted my wig you couldve asked nicely edit-- jokes aside, the song is amazing. it quickly became one of my favorites :)

i just think its crazy how this is the vocaloid song of the year 🙈

Welp if anyone's curious, the card at the end says: To Mikoto: "Let's play again soon!" ~Hime "Fight Mikoto-san!" Xin Hua (Thx to Pokeluver 223 for pointing out who it was!) "Come back soon! Let's study together again!" ~Flower (Forgot to mention when I typed this earlier but feel free to correct me if the translation is wrong! My jap isn't that great 😣) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Omg this song was amazing, Kyaami-senpai! It's so great that I cannot KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ Arigato Kyaami-senpai for this wonderful song!

歌詞です The English lyric is in the reply この薄暗い世界に たった一人の僕は どこへ向かっていたの？ こんな透明な猛省 縋り付いていたのは 君じゃなかった気がした 頭の中　ノイズばかりで 目に現（うつ）した　かげぼうしが 首を絞めて　叫んでいた 砕かせてよ 目を閉じても　痛みが残るの 思い出すの　あの日の事を 傷だらけなんだ ガラスのように　何度も割れるさ 君のせいで 途切れたフラッシュバック 一つ一つ　思い出してく いつまでこの道が 続いてくのだろうか もう痺れてるのに 何度も取り締まっても 抑えられないエモーション 逸れ（さけ）られないこの正路（せいろ） 懐かしさに　残された君 そのままでも　良かったのにな 握った手が　冷たくてさ もう　飽きたんだよ 崩れ落ちた　涙の破片が 息止まらせたよ　ような感覚 心に響いた ガラスのように　直せば元通り なんて妄想　もう遅いの 走るの　光照らすまで 過去の糸に　縛られても僕は 「もう嫌だ」と　叫んでみたの もう引き返せない 裏返すの 霞んだココロを すり抜けるの 開かずの命（めい）を 走って空の彼方へ行くの 誰かがきっと　待っているの ここにいるよ

The second Mikoto started singing, something melted. I swear I felt something melting. In a good way I mean.

As a professional musician and sound creator: you did a great job on utilizing everything at your disposal. Beautiful vibrato decisions, great supporting parts and harmonies, really engaging voice timbre, resolving in a very beautiful guitar part (thanks to the performer, as well). Congratulations. Great "start". Covers are relatable, but originals are always closer to heart. I've also recommended that track to somebody. Let's see what happens.

i've just finished watching the video, and it seems like Mikoto is in a coma and is questioning whether she should go, or wake up. she's keeps on fighting to find a reason to continue because she keeps on remembering her troubled past and she doesn't want to go back there anymore. but then she decides that she'll give it another go and try to move on with her life because, as she said, she knows that someone will be out there for her. hence why we see her on the hospital bed at the very end. her left arm is also bandaged throughout the whole video too!

日本人に比べて韻の踏み方が多くて、リズムがしっかりしてカッコイイメロディに、cilliaさんのミコトがカッコよく歌い上げててホントに素晴らしい1曲です… もっと早く出会いたかった…

日本人があまり選ばないような語彙を使われているせいかとても耳に残る歌詞だしメロディーも良いし映像も綺麗だし調教も安定の素晴らしさだしcilliaさんやはり実は神ですね、、、？

I'm not sure if this was the intention, but as someone with PTSD I relate to this on such a deep level. I didn't realize why the song resonated so much with me until I took the time to fully read through the lyrics. And for that matter, it's been an incredibly long time since I heard a Vocaloid song so good that it has literally made me shudder. Thank you for creating something so amazing. I love this.

MHMMM

the thing that I like about Mikoto's voice is that her voice is really full! it's androgynous, just like v flower, and sounds remiscent to Gumi's vocals!! also - 2:26 GOT ME SHOOK

I'm honestly amazed this has flown under the fandom's radar tbh

I’m literally dancing but the lyrics have plucked my heart strings - I suffer from depression and this songs still gives strength. Thank you cillia, kyaami, the vocalist Mikoto Meika, the guitarist AZ and kumalegs for the fantastic visuals. I can’t wait for next video!!!!

Okay not to be weird or anything; but this song legitimately made me cry and idek why lmaooo. Its so beautifully well done for your first original and my god its just so amazing. Like idk why but the minute I heard how beautiful the tuning was I legit sobbed. You did amazing !

HYPE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Thank you so much for not giving up on Vocaloid and synthesizing in general! I have enjoyed your covers since I found your version of Transient Apple Salesgirl, and any covers you did from then on was my go-to for a new song pick. Though I had to admit flower's Close to You is my all-time favorite even now. Many kudos to you for bringing the song AND character to life. I love this song because it is characteristic of a cillia/kyaami song: the vocals can be passed off as a human's with the way how it was tuned. I believe the song's themes, through the illustrations, delve into a story that I have yet to understand (couldn't understand Japanese unfortunately), but will certainly look at at a later date. This marks your long-waited debut as a producer! I hope with this song many will come to find your talent in synthesizing, and enjoy it as we long-time fans have throughout the years!

ついにオリジナルですか！ 最高です！！ まだ出始めの頃からずっと応援してて、今でもそれが変わらないのはシリアさんしかいないです。 同い年だからこそ、尊敬してます…これからも応援し続けますからね！！！

OH MY GOD THE ART, THE TUNING, THE MUSIC I HAVE CHILLS OH MY JESUS

This is your first? The hell? It's a bop, the instrumental, the lyrics, vocals, tuning, video everything just holy hell. It's beautiful. Props to everyone who worked on the video, this is a masterpiece.

It' s official: I love Meika Mikoto.

神曲すぎるでしょ… いい曲すぎて…

It premieres at 3:30 in my time zone and you’re damn right I’m staying up for it

i really hope this song gets into project sekai! i really love this song aaaaaaaaa

大好きな人がついにボカロPに…！ 優しいのに力強い歌い方、かっこいいリズムが素敵ですね！！ 上手く表現出来ないけれど、抱きしめられてるような感じがするほど安心して自然と涙が出てきます。 素晴らしい曲をこの世にうんでくださってありがとうございます！

THAT ENDING MESSAGES 😭

Kyaami is probably one of the reason I got back into vocaloid after not listening for about 5 years. I was bullied for my likes and tastes, because I liked anime, because I loved the Japanese culture, because I listened to Japanese music and many other things on top of that, I lost my love for it but now as a 20 year old, I can love what I love freely. 🧡

this song never fails to give me shivers, absolutely 4:00 where Mikoto says ”ここにいるよ”. this song is too underrated and I love it so much!

THIS DESERVES MORE THAN A MILLION VIEWS WTF THIS IS TOO GOOD

When this song came out three years ago, I posted about how my heart was breaking, crying out from past trauma preventing me from pursuing my dreams as a voice actress. Now healing and diagnosed with VCD (vocal chord dysfunction) I'm unable to sing the transliterated vocaloid songs I've been writing for almost a year. I was so moved by this song again having it in my feed that I felt called to write and post my singable lyrics with my incorporated story in it (shadows I'd seen while hallucinating as my first manic episode happened, about 3 years ago the week before covid hit). Anyway, I rarely post my interpretations of songs online anymore and instead write songs. Here's my interpretation of this wonderful masterpiece through my eyes and heart and ears. Scattered Glass - kyaami 0:40 In the beginning all that I could see 0:46 was a path that by myself I headed down and no 0:56 and no matter what I can do 0:59 no matter if I let go of it then 1:02 I had a feeling it wasn't yours 1:07 And inside my head 1:08 nothing but a sound that 1:09 rings soft out loud 1:11 in my eyes there's a shadow 1:13 And no matter what 1:14 it screamed and cried out 1:16 "Will you just break me?" 1:20 Even when I close my eyes 1:22 there are shadows I can't run from 1:26 A past moment left broken in deep in my heart 1:30 It bleeds like shattered glass 1:36 Even if I close my eyes 1:37 all that I can see is your face 1:39 A memory that's breaking 1:42 my heart to flashbacks 1:43 And one by one they come back to me 1:49 And no matter how far I wander on 1:54 this path of mine would you find 1:57 me if I'm already completely numb 2:02 The stains that break on my heart 2:06 spread and rot like emotion 2:11 I cannot keep down no matter what 2:15 And then on that path 2:17 I thought I saw your rainbow 2:19 left inside of me 2:19 I let it shine and then 2:21 A gentle sound is heard 2:24 and then I hear your voice 2:25 Oh, that's it 2:25 I've had enough 2:28 And the tears that tumbled down 2:30 my face were not just real tears 2:34 They were broken sensation 2:35 a moment of patience 2:37 resounding throughout my heart (a moment she has of patience for herself) 2:41 And instead just like glass 2:44 we'll fix it up and heal you 2:48 you and your memories 2:49 were not too far yet 2:51 until the day you remember that light ~ 3:25 Even if I'm restrained by 3:27 the threads if my past (fate) clinging on 3:31 "I know that I'll be fine," 3:32 it screamed out from my heart 3:34 Gladly, I said, "I'm not!" 3:38 Flip it inside out 3:40 the memories of my heart oh 3:43 No longer clinging onto that broken past 3:48 And shattered in the light of the sun Ah 3:55 and for sure someone will 3:58 be waiting there for me 4:02 "I'll be here, yes, right here." (it's here, yes, right here.)

i cant be the only one who had chills when the guitar part at 2:55 - 3:21 came on! that was amazing

That High-Pitch in 1:17 had me shooked! I was just recently a fan of Meika Hime and Meika Mikoto (Mostly Mikoto) and I was so happy that I heard this song (this is the first og song I heard them sing) Mikoto sounds so human!!! Good work!

That tuning is fucking god tier I have GOOSEBUMPS

I remembered when I discovered this song for the first time in 2020 and I was totally captivated by the emotions that felt through my body. Every time I listen to this, this feeling doesn't change at all. Great song

mikoto did what they had to do here

歌声、曲、イラスト、何をとっても美しいと感じました。なぜ今まで気が付かなかったのかと後悔しているところです

Ah yess i miss this song so muchhh

SIRI HOW DO I PROPOSE TO A SONG

自分用歌詞 この薄暗い世界に たった一人の僕は　どこへ向かっていたの？ こんな透明な猛省 縋すがり付いていたのは　君じゃなかった気がした 頭の中　ノイズばかりで 目に現(うつ)した　かげぼうしが 首を絞めて　叫んでいた 砕かせてよ。 目を閉じても　痛みが残るの 思い出すの　あの日の事を 傷だらけなんだ ガラスのように　何度も割れるさ 君のせいで　途切れたフラッシュバック 一つ一つ思い出してく いつまでこの道が 続いてくのだろうか　もう痺れてるのに 何度も取り締まっても 抑えられないエモーション　逸れさけられないこの正路(せいろ) 懐かしさに　残された君 そのままでも　良かったのにな 握った手が　冷たくてさ もう飽きたんだよ 崩れ落ちた　涙の破片が 息止まらせたような感覚 心に響いた ガラスのように　直せば元通り なんて妄想　もう遅いの 走るの　光照らすまで 過去の糸に　縛られても僕は 「もう嫌だ」と叫んでみたの もう引き返せない 裏返すの　霞んだココロを すり抜けるの　開かずの命(メイ)を 走って空の彼方へ行くの 誰かがきっと　待っているの ここにいるよ

もう完全に人やんけ！すご

mikoto is one of the vocaloid who have a very real voice

I've been encouraged to survive from certain kind of sufferings by this song. I appreciate so much!

もっと伸びてほしい

This was apparently my 2nd most played song for 2020 on Spotify, after an Eve one... still addicted to it 😂

omg cillia I'm so proud of you, this is really good ;W;

I'd actually die for this in diva, a mix of the beautiful video but also some of the game style pv so it could be a module

Her voice pierces my soul...

Everything about this is amazing. The instruments are on point, the voice is beautiful, the art is splendid, the lyrics are wonderful. You have outdone yourself kyaami. Thank you everyone who worked on this for all your hard work

This is the best music I've heard in a long time...I need to hear more, I can't stop repeating lol

How is this not more popular this is amazing!! 🥺🥺🥺

Mother... this is the moment I’ve been waiting for And it did nothing but please! The art and everything UGH she might as well be real Thank you... I’ll be listening to this for a while!

ЭТО ЗВУЧИТ ПОТРЯСАЮЩИ!Это звучит так естественно и здорово.Просто нет слов.В ваших руках голоса вокалоидов будто оживают.

日本人でもこんなに凄い 作詞出来ない気がする…

How have I not known this existed til my friend posted a flipping synthv cover/tuning test on their channel? This is such a beautiful song!

マジでセンスしかないと思う。 好きです。

the amount of work put into everything in this SHOWS its so good

I’m just in awe at what a god you’ve become I literally can’t say anything. I’m so glad that you’ve graced the Vocaloid community with your presence.

THE SCREAM LITERALLY MAKES ME TEAR UP WTF

OMG this...this...this is Simply wonderful 😍😍

I hope that in the new year you will make more original songs for vocaloid Mikoto, Hime, fukase, Una, Miku, Rin Len Kaito, Meiko, luka, IA, Yuuma, Vflower and Gumi too😂

The editing is very amazing

Damn! Didn't expected that will be Mikoto. I thought it was Miku because the blurry thumbnail 😂 Btw this is the Romaji lyrics Romaji Lyrics: kono usugurai sekai ni tatta hitori no boku wa doko e mukatteita no? konna toumei na mousei sugari tsuiteita no wa kimi janakatta kigashita atama no naka noizu bakari de me ni utsushita kageboushi ga kubi wo shimete sakendeita kudakaseteyo me o tojitemo itami ga nokoru no omoidasu no ano hi no koto o kizu darake nanda garasu no youni nandomo wareru sa kimi no sei de togireta furasshubakku hitosu hitosu omoidashiteku itsumade kono michi ga tsuzuiteku no darou ka mou shibireteru no ni nando mo tori shimattemo osaerarenai emooshon sakerarenai kono seiro natsukashisa ni nokosareta kimi sono mama demo yokatta no ni na nigitta te ga tsumetakute sa mou akitandayo kuzure ochita namida no hahen ga iki tomaraseta youna kankaku kokoro ni hibiita garasu no youni naoseba moto doori nante mousou mou osoi no hashiru no hikari terasu made kako no ito ni shibararetemo boku wa "mou iya da" to sakende mitano mou hikikaesenai uragaesuno kasunda kokoro o suri nukeru no akazu no mei o hashitte sora no kanata e yuku no dareka ga kitto matteiru no koko ni iru yo​

everyone else : WOW!!! this is so good! me : *wow mikoto wore that braid even in their coma* still though this is amazing lol

飽きさせない映像、音楽、音響！ 素晴らしいです！！

this is a *beautiful* producer debut and you should be proud and I'm so glad you used Mikoto!! I've been starved for more original Mikoto content, and this will keep me sated for a good while

MISS KYAAMI YOU CAN STEP ON ME- I can't express what im feeling rn ITS SO GOOD

Mikito has such an amazing voice, i really hope that as of V5, clarity and sounding more human is focused on. Vocaloid said they didn’t want vocaloids sounding human but it’s what everyone wants.

いや最高すぎ

Almost at 300k, let's keep on streaming! 💞

Can we just stop for a second and PRAISE THE BEAUTIFUL ANIMATION

Just like shattered glass, this song pierced my heart.

Cillia-P... I could definitely get used to hearing that

OH MY GOD this is amazing!!! The tuning! The animation! THAT ONE GROWL! I LOVE THIS!

Oh. My. God. Talk about a revival. ...this is so fucking good.

えっえっ… ボーカロイドが歌ってるんですか…？？？ えっ… 歌声キレイ過ぎる… これが神か…(*˘︶˘*).｡.:*♡

楽しみです！✨

this song so beautiful

ミコトちゃんに合った素晴らしい曲をありがとうございます(*≧∀≦*) 初め本当に人間かと思いました、いやもう人間ですよね彼女(ﾟ∀ﾟ)

I have been a vocaloid fan for so many years. (From 9 years old to now, 16 years old) Never have I heard tuning better than your tuning, it sounds vibrant, and slices so satisfyingly through the music. Not only that, but now a days I feel like vocaloid music, like the originals, lost their touch. Many of them are so not original, or the melody sounds too weird, or the concept doesn't have a relatable meaning. But this? It makes me feel so satisfied. The melody is FIRE, the tuning of Mikoto' s voice is FIRE the meaning? Forget about it, out of this universe! Thank you and keep up the good work. I have been subscribed for years and will watch you grow even more!! -Chase

THIS IS AMAZING!!! IM IN LOVE WITH MIKOTO’S TUNING!! ALSO, THIS IS AN ICONIC MIKOTO FIT WITH THE DRESS AND HEELS

ive played this song daily on my spotify since release. a bop.

I'm glad that I listened past the intro. I wasn't into the sad piano, but the rest of the song is such a powerful technoesque ballad of sorts. Mikoto finding her hope at the end, and getting to see her at the hospital with notes from all her friends, getting the help she needed from all of this; all of it made me tear up. I was so happy for her!! I L O V E the parts of the movie where she's animated to speak/sing to the camera. I love animations like that in videos. I have no idea why im so addicted to that, but it's so aesthetic.

初オリジナル曲と聞きましたが、cilliaさんが作るものは安定にドストライクでした😭😭 作ってくださってありがとうございます😭😭

I love the Meikas' horns and I was a little disappointed that Mikoto doesn't have horns here, but OH MY GOD this song is fire Great job all over

この薄暗い世界に kono usugurai sekai ni たった一人の僕は tatta hitori no boku wa どこへ向かっていたの？ doko e mukatte ita no? こんな透明な猛省 konna toumei na mousei 縋りついていたのは sugaritsuite ita no wa 君じゃなかった気がした kimi ja nakatta ki ga shita 頭の中ノイズばかりで atama no naka noizu bakari de 目に映したかげぼうしが me ni utsushita kageboushi ga 首を絞めて叫んでいた kubi o shimete sakende ita 砕かせてよ。 kudakasete yo. 目を閉じても me o tojite mo 痛みが残るの itami ga nokoru no 思い出すのあの日の事を omoidasu no ano hi no koto o 傷だらけなんだ kizu darake nanda ガラスのように garasu no you ni 何度も割れるさ nando mo wareru sa 君のせいで途切れたフラッシュバック kimi no sei de togireta furasshubakku 一つ一つ思い出してく hitotsu hitotsu omoidashiteku いつまでこの道が itsu made kono michi ga 続いてくのだろうか tsuzuiteku no darou ka もう痺れてるのに mou shibireteru no ni 何度も取り締まっても nando mo torishimatte mo 抑えられないエモーション osaerarenai emooshon 逸れられないこの正路 sakerarenai kono seiro 懐かしさに残された君 natsukashisa ni nokosareta kimi そのままでも良かったのにな sono mama demo yokatta no ni na 握った手が冷たくてさ nigitta te ga tsumetakute sa もう飽きたんだよ mou akitan da yo 崩れ落ちた kuzureochita 涙の破片が namida no hahen ga 息止まらせたような感覚 iki tomaraseta you na kankaku 心に響いた kokoro ni hibiita ガラスのようにgarasu no you ni 直せば元通り naoseba motodoori なんて妄想もう遅いの nante mousou mou osoi no 走るの光照らすまで hashiru no hikari terasu made 過去の糸に kako no ito ni 縛られても僕は shibararete mo boku wa 「もう嫌だ」と叫んでみたの "mou iya da" to sakende mita no もう引き返せない mou hikikaesenai 裏返すの uragaesu no 霞んだココロを kasunda kokoro o すり抜けるの開かずの命を surinukeru no akazu no mei o 走って空の彼方へ行くの hashitte sora no kanata e yuku no 誰かがきっと dareka ga kitto 待っているの matte iru no ここにいるよ koko ni iru yo

This is godly. You need to have like a web seminar teaching ppl to tune and mix