Schizoaffective Woman interview-Sabrina 

It needed to be heard. I hope you have found peace.

Thank you for being so brave and sharing your story! Keep on going do not let your past define you. You are a warrior and there is a greater purpose for everything you have survived. You have this moment now and a bright future ahead. You are beautiful and you are so worthy of true love. Keep growing healing and discovering who you are. I personally can relate to many of the same stories it took me 46 years to learn grow and heal proud of you. Wishing you many blessings.

You were and are brave and your story is important. ❤Keeping going, girl!

Wishing you healing and peace, you did not deserve those horrible parents.

WOW! You are a lovely, strong, intelligent, insightful and beautiful young lady. Thank you for sharing your story, it takes a lot of courage to allow such vulnerability. You are worth all things good and positive.

°_° same…

Thanks Mark.

Shut up bitch

I am the same way, I've been through a lot but there's always a darker story

I only watch Mark’s channel to make me feel better that I’m not alone.. I was abused on a scale only a few know; locked in a closet, tortured, denied school, basic necessities, forced drugs for power & control by my monster mother everyone knew as “Hitler” due to her obsession with him. If I tried to escape our Fort Knox farm, I’d be dead & buried before I reached the barbwire fence & gate.

Absolutely.

When do you think this was filmed? The phone she's holding looks old. Thank. Love-Light to you!

Never forget/lose the light

💯❗👋

I don't think either are healthy...but, I get it, and I agree that pets are still better than abusive relationships (provided that the pets are well cared for).

You both are so lucky to have one another

Huh, wonder why she didn't mention you 🤔

​​@@Mr-Angelo0U812 You are always in the comments trolling. How rude of you. Have you nothing more valuable to do with your time? Are you really that desperate for any kind of attention? How sad.

@@bethina467 nice try you 🤡. Im here to point out the bullsheeters like yourself 😅

@harleyterry6356 What a lovely comment about your friend. Very nice, indeed. May you two always be friends.

I take everything they say with a grain of salt

Due not Judt

If shes schizoaffective then she's by no means a bill of good mental health, but I think I understand what you mean. She doesn't "seem/act" "crazy or disturbed" and with many who are you can see it right away

​@@snuff2023She's probably managing it carefully.

The goal here isn’t to be skeptical or judgmental of others. It’s to hear other’s stories, validate them and lift each other up.

I thought the same thing the truck drivers should have contacted the authorities how very sick they all are 😢

I’m with both of you. It’s bad enough that the mother solicited her, but for the drivers to actually participate is sick. How could the authorities not have been called. makes me so angry 😡

I'm so sorry, I have 2 in my family as well and I can imagine.. sending lots of love and mostly strength 🫶🏼

Praying for you, your brother and the rest of your family to find peace

That sounds genuinely horrifying in a way. Literally here one day and gone the next. I hope you and your brother can still live a happy and successful life. Bipolar in general is a lot to endure and go through, but schizophrenia is a whole other level of illness. It may not seem like it now, but one day you'll get used to it and it won't bother you as much.

I had an experience recently where a childhood friend had become schizophrenic & so I called some places to ask questions & see if I could get them help & I was told that people do not develop schizophrenia at that age & it was most likely happening due to some opioid drug use. Sorry I can’t remember what they specifically called it. Well I had no idea but apparently they were correct & the person had secretly become addicted to opioid pills. I am sharing this because you mentioned that he was fine until he was 30 & it reminded me of those people telling me that schizophrenia typically doesn’t onset at 30-40 years old? …I am not sure if there is any truth to this but in this particular situation they were correct and the reason for the schizophrenia onset was the addiction. Once my friend got clean then their life became much easier and I would say that most of their mental health concerns such as the people following and the various voices did get much much better. Not sure if this could possibly be the case with you brother but may be worth looking into? Sorry and I pray for the best

maryjuana …. it’s the next drug epidemic in the making but , the government is making billions in taxes ….. so, it’s all good..

Well said

I'm 37 and have been looking for ways to be successful, please how??

Thanks to my co-worker (Alex) who suggested Ms Claudia Vecchi Nese .

She's a licensed broker in the states 🇺🇸

After I raised up to 325k trading with her I bought a new House and a car here in the states 🇺🇸🇺🇸 also paid for my son's surgery (Oscar). Glory to God.shalom.

God is more than enough for us, and his mercy is new every morning.

Very sorry for your loss. I also lost the love of my life. Kootenay 8 months ago. I'll never have the hole in my heart filled. I have a new dog and he is great. Love my new doggo. Still, my heart aches for my soul mate.

Right! I knew it was bad but I didn't know it was so common! I always hug and tell my children they are worthy of love and the best life has to offer, especially after watching an episode

There are a lot of horrible, destructive parents out there. Selfish - with no regards for their kids. Bad parents have ruined a lot of people's lives.

@s1r28 It’s definitely true, but they came from sh!ttty home lifes themselves. Abuse begets abuse. Neglect begets neglect. Not pardoning those behaviors, but if you knew their history you’d see where it came from. It’s all about breaking that cycle of trauma

@@noahbrown4388 I agree and that is a great point to put things in perspective.

And neither of her parents are in prison or on a sex offender list right now. She said her father has more daughters. This country is pathetic.

This is my thought

I was thinking pretty much the same thing. I immediately started thinking how glad I was that she has that dog. My dog does more for me than any person for better or worse.

I understand and you’re right. However, running the risk of getting hurt is the only way to find true, unimaginable love. It’s worth the risk:)

People ask me “why are you single? You’re great”, or some prob think it’s something wrong with me. Etc. I’m like.. I CHOOSE to be. I’ve been single for I don’t even know how many years now. At least 5 or so years by now. I feel peaceful. I don’t ever feel lonely. I enjoy how things are. The last time I even entertained the idea with someone, they’d be up my butt if I didn’t respond to a text in their preferred time. Sht like that. And with friends and family, I keep it small and light. My dog is the only thing I need and that’s 100 truth.

​@@rumham7466yeh I get the same. Get told I'm good looking and have a great personality but I've been screwed over too much. I'm happy being on my own. 11 years and counting. I don't have a dog though, my mobility sucks.

I'm not sure what to say. I felt moved by your comment and wanted it to make it full circle back to you in a positive way. Your depth of character and empathy flow from your words.....I hope you and Sabrina see some dreams come true, indeed whoever happens to read this as well. See ya around sometime maybe.

@@GarthWatkins-th3jt How sweet of you to comment. I love kids so it comes easy for me. I wish I had the power to erase everyone's challenging history. I'm really happy for Sabrina that she has the support of wonderful grandparents. I think she's going to be just fine in life. She had a rough start but she's learned at the tender age of 25 that she can direct her own destiny. 😍 Hagd!

Thank god for Google.

@terrytownsend5583 Thank God for Graduate school and a Licensed for psychotherapy.

@@BlossomandRise that old chestnut. It’s great that all of us can be whoever we want on this format! I’m Spartacus. You’re full of excrement.

@@terrytownsend5583you have a history of negative comments. Sorry to see you’re unhappy and taking it out on others, maybe try a new approach.

@@MrsTessWren maybe GFY

Peace and Blessings to you ❤❤

It's now called mother trauma. My mother didn't fo that but other things. My dad was brutal too. Hard to live with even decades after she died, it affects your whole life. Sending you a big hug x

Social workers will tell you that no matter how bad the parental abuse is they still want to stay with their Mom and Dad verses adoption or foster homes. I came from an abusive home with a stepfather who was on parole after doing 25 years of a life sentence for murdering two people. We lived in fear, and I hated him, but I loved my mother. At some point I might have rebelled and insisted on living with my biological Dad, but I couldn’t bear the idea of being away from my mother and siblings. I was 55 years old before I ever questioned why she married a murderer and brought him into her home to help raise her 5 children.

​@@ritaouellette383If your mother feared him too, why would she invite him to come live in her home and allow him to help raise 5 kids that weren't his, and be abusive towards them and you, and herself. Sounds like your mom was the type of woman that had to have a man in her life at all times, and settled on whomever would have her, because there is no way that any descent mother would marry a convict and put up with them abusing her or her children, and cause her to live in fear 24/7. That's awful. Sorry you had to go through that.

What I don't understand is how us children love our mother unconditional 😢😭.

I wrote this before I got to the part where you said he's a service dog. Him being a servant explains why he's this attentive to you. I still believe some dogs are very intelligent and intuitive. I know a dog who made his owner go the the doctor where she got diagnosed with diabetes. The dog never failed to alert her about her blood levels getting to high or low, preventing her from having seizures. My dog, Luka, is extremely aware of people's energies. When we meet my sister I can just look at my dog and tell how she's doing. It's so incredibly fascinating. None of my other dogs have been like that. Before Luka, I had the love of my life, Emily with me for 14 years. He was so sensitive, a bit nervous but always there for me. Exept from when I got severe anxiety like panic attacks. When that happened he actually went to another room. My guess is that the energy was to much for him to handle.i very rarely cry and when I cried he also removed himself. Luka is totally different. If my sister is having a real bad day, he gets as close to her leg as he can and just sits there. Usually he's very happy to see people and is showing that with his whole body, wanting to be cuddled a lot. But when she's very anxious, all of that is gone and he just calmly walks up to her and sits beside her. I wonder if he's trying to calm her or if he's telling her he's going to protect her from whatever she's afraid of. When I cry he's grinding his face towards my face like cats do. He's just very special in another way than the two other dogs I've had. I wish I was well so I could train him to become a visit dog or a service dog but sadly my anxiety and OCD is preventing me from being able to do that. I'd love to share his beautiful personality with other people, like children with special needs or elderly people living at hospice and so on. It's a shame that such a wonderful dog won't be shared with other people.