Scorpio Moon: Why do we self sabotage? 

When you started, I was painting. By the end, I put my brush down and had tears in my eyes. This has been my life... all my life. Once I understood this, I was able to have a successful love relationship. I've known my hubby 31 yrs and married almost 15. And even though I've learned how to manage myself enough to have great relationships, my inner dialog is a b!tch! I literally live with an Angel on one shoulder and a rotten shit talking Devil on the other who loves to poke my neck with that pitchfork. I bite my tongue so much I'm surprised I have one left. But my face betrays me anyway because it does not hide what I feel. So while I'm still learning to heal, I've decided that I won't take my trauma out on people who have never done anything to deserve that. This is how I've learned to navigate trauma response. I'm convinced that God will tell me if the house is on fire. He always has. All it takes is some faith and trust in God to have your back. Makes it easier than having to trust people right off the bat. That needs to be earned with me. Trust is not free. I do my job to earn it and others need to do their part and anyone who is trustworthy won't have issues with that. Because in real life NOBODY is trusted off the bat. You won't hand a stranger the keys to your house NOR leave them with your children or pets. I also don't jump to conclusions (outloud) anymore. Even though I'm right 90% of the time. Many of us Sco. Moons are creative or skillful in some manner. Whether it's music, drawing, dance, writing, craft or sport. So it's not surprising that our imagination can run free from time to time. We need to check ourselves when this happens within our relationships throw that energy right into your craft hobby or sport because works of genius throughout history have been produced through times of extreme frustration. Not only can it literally take you to the next level in life, but it can heal and change your life. If you don't have a hobby GET ONE. Thank You for the reminder Melo 💫💫💫

I had to comment again because you touched on something I legit been thinking about for a couple years now that I’m just now coming to an understanding of especially after this heartbreak I just experienced that’s lead me to learn so much about myself. I been trying to figure out what is it about me that makes people go against me so hard. They put so much effort to make me wrong and them right. They stir the pot then try to hide the spoon. 🤦🏾‍♀️ I noticed it a lot in romantic situations but couldn’t quite articulate it. I just had a conversation with someone that triggered up some emotions in me and I started to take it personal. After I calmed down and took time to reflect I’ve come to understand that when a person isn’t ready to face the parts of themselves that they hid or that they think they’re hiding they project onto me which leaves me in a state of confusion. Thinking something is wrong with me. As a Scorpio moon since our intuition is extreme we see right through them! I realized I trigger up their inner demons forcing them to grow but since they’re not ready it only causes them to mentally fight me but really it’s them mentally fighting against themselves because I’m only a mirror. I’m learning to disconnect from those type of people and revoke their access to me. They’re the type who will treat you so horrible all because of the triggers they haven’t dealt with nor don’t want to deal with.

I needed to hear this mehn much love ❤

Your wisdom and delivery is Powerful. I appreciate you. You help me understand someone that I have loved for years with a Scorpio ♏ moon. She consistently pushed me away until now Im gone... 💔. Still love her but ...

I’m literally going through this right now. I got somebody who I really do believe cares about me but one wrong move and I’m ready to chunk the deuce.

It all makes sense.

This is my husband 100%. Thank you for explaining.

So true brother.

The betrayal is real 💯…give the energy to those who deserve..not the ones who use it to their advantage….I constantly feel that I’m going transformation but I can say that meditating and cleansing has helped me along the journey…the reading between the lines is real .🤫

I have this placement in Vedic astrology and I relate to not trusting. Even people with good intentions and say they have your back or you can trust them have the capacity to screw you over years from now and you'll be left alone in the end. It's best to just keep people at a distance and don't give too much of yourself to people. I have realized in life is I want something done, relying on people will get me nowhere so I got to do it myself. Bro you remind me of King Von

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i’m a gemini with scorpio moon

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So hard for me to trust anything or anyone. And I’m fully aware that it’s my fault when things fall apart. Been with my dude for 3 years, had twins with him and I still don’t trust the mf 🤣 idk wtf wrong wit me or how to fix it lol. Just feel like humans are so trash man. So used to coming into some fake shit, I really don’t know what to expect from anyone.

God is very logical. We self sabotage is God's way to wake us up to see things clearly. Things don't go our way or hurt us is because our perception is distorted and therefore behaving opposite to our highest good. Self sabotage is a breaking mechanism for us to transform. If you get a chance to have a full emotional breakdown, go through it (don't avoid with drugs or alcohol etc), you'll know what I mean.

Greetings God❤

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